When the Pizza burns...

After getting home from a long hectic day at work, I will admit that the thought of standing in a kitchen makes me feel yuck LOL... Don't get me wrong I LOVE cooking, but I'm just not keen on having to do it after standing around in a shop for 8 hours... My feet hurt, my back hurts, I'm feeling old and grumpy... Just gimme something quick and delicious and easy to cook, something yum like Pizza!! 

I was dead proud of myself today, decided to use my brand new Pizza Oven, from Krescendo, to cook myself a delicious pizza... This thing is AMAZEBALLS! You can choose your toppings, cook the pizza yourself and there's only one issue... Be careful you don't leave it in too long or it WILL burn!!! I learnt that lesson the hard way! Look at my delicious pizza turned charcoal... 
Luckily, like every smart person that ever was, I have a back-up plan... At the store I bought some of those "Totally's Pizza Rolls"... They are just Junk Food but they are great when you want yummies in a hurry... Shame about my burnt pizza though! 

What is she wearing; 
Hat & Hair: Doe - Becca the Baker 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Glasses: random.Matter - Yoongi Glasses in Silver 
Top & Apron: Tres Blah - Summer Fete Apron in Black 
Pizza Rolls (Decor, Plate & Mouthie): Junk Food - Totally's Pizza Rolls 
Pose: FOXCITY - Show Off, Pose 5 
Pizza Oven: krescendo - Pizza Oven 
Grocery Bag: dust bunny - Homemade Soup in Bag of Groceries Pattern B 
Backdrop: Focus Poses - My Kitchen Backdrop (Available for use at Backdrop City) 

Pineapple Press Conference

Calling all the lovers of all things Pineapply - is that even a word?! - it's time for a follow up press conference from the House of Ananas... We want to make sure everyone has heard the news and are turning on the telly to make sure the news lands on all the deaf ears out there...  There's been a new group gift added to the Ananas assortment that you want want to miss... 

Children of the 90s, you'll remember them well... Those bricks that we called Cell Phones... They were were nigh on indestructible. I remember having thrown mine into some concrete, down the toilet and I'm pretty sure a bomb could have gone off next to it, and it would still have worked! WELL... You can now literally LIVE your youth with the new Ananas Group Gift, the "Call Me, Maybe?" Phone costume!! 
While on the subject, and at an Ananas press conference - that's not been authorised by the big boss man by the way, I'm just here being a rebel and doing things for myself lol - you should check out the Ananas Discord Server, where you can be in to win contests, chat with the team and generally cause chaos like me!! OH AND all this should be done while living your TV star dreams... BY BECOMING THE TELLY!!! The Ananas "Telly Heads" are available until July 10th at Kustom9 and they come in a variety of different face designs and colours. Just be careful of the static when you change your channel, that stuff is a little electrifying... 

What is she wearing;
Television: Ananas - Telly Heads (Available until July 10th at Kustom9)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Decoy - Valia Crop Top 
Pose: NANTRA - Capisch?, Pose 3 
Group Gift Ad: Ananas - Call Me, Maybe? (Current Group Gift)
Plants: dust bunny - Paradise Plants in Pineapple Plant
String Lights: tarte - Rattan String Lights in Black String Curve
Backdrop: [VOZ] - "It's Your Turn To Talk" Backdrop in Blue 

Playing the Queen's Wicked Games

The glittery trash that was, has tried to rise from the ashes of her neon garbage can and has claimed the power that she rightly deserves... A dark, twisted queen with a penchant for playing games, to torture, amuse and control those who surround her. She struggled through adversity to get to where she is now, and she will not let the actions of others take that away from her... So anyone that crosses her path must be taught a lesson, those that she likes will be taught personally in the form of a torturous game... 

This plaything - thank you to my model Dean by the way - got escorted into her games room and tied to a chair for a few hours before the Queen was ready to play for a while. 
As the Queen finally enters the room, the new toy is moved unceremoniously from his chair, manhandled by her brutish body guards. Once the toy is shackled to her "Bored" Game Platform - from Violetility at FaMESHed X, the thugs leave and the room is filled with silence whilst the Queen picks her poison... "Chess, I think for today"... They play by her rules, as her victim is tied she's making their moves and the Queen will always win, the loser will always end up impalde on the pieces in one way or another... 

What is in the picture;
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Shoes: CULT - Beatrix
LARGE Chess Board: Violetility - Bored Game Platform (Available until July 6th at FaMESHed X)
Small Chess Board: KraftWork - Naughty Chess Board in Used Color/Black
Cabinet & Rope Chair: Fapple - Closet of D Items
Chain Chairs: Violetility - Sanguine Throne in Nosferatu
Candelabra: hive - Floor Candelabra in Wrought Iron
Skybox: Candle & Cauldron - The Serpent's Lair 

Pretty like Neon Trash

Today I feel like absolute trash... I am tense and on edge, I want to go home and the homesickness is kicking my butt today, I cannot stop the tears from flowing at anything and everything. I'm hanging on and trying to stay on top of everything, carrying on as normal, and HOPING that by the middle of July I'll be able to travel to see my parents... Right now, I'm fighting to stay on top of things and running on autopilot, but I'm sorry to everyone around me, and if I get on your nerves please just put me out with the trash!!!

I'm definitely feeling like trash... Glittery, shiny, rainbow, but still trash... Just dump me to the curb - on Tuesday as that's our garbage collection day - and hope that they take me away! 
I have fallen back in love with bright neon lights and dark, more gothic, looks lately - as soon as I've been done taking bright bubbly pictures, it's been back into the black - and this outfit from Psycho Barbie has been a go to dress lately... The flames come in a range of different bright tones to match your moods, and all it needs are a few metal spikes - like the ones on my hair band and around my neck - and perhaps a little more fishnet and it's an outfit of perfect... Least I think so... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [BURLEY] - Glitch (No Longer Available!)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: CULT - Spike Collar
Outfit: Psycho Barbie - Rebel Dress
Shoes: REIGN - SIMONE Thigh High Heels in Fishnet
Pose: FOXCITY - Lippy, Pose 1
Backdrop: FOXCITY.  Photo Booth - Wait Here 

Nights on a Neon Beach

What a hectic day today, honestly I've not seen my day job so busy as it was today in such a long time, that my entire body has a feeling of ouchies... I'm sore all over lol... 
I think that I need a day to just switch off - in truth I need a trip home to my parents - and relax, let my hair down and do something fun... I think I'd like to go back to the beach, but this time I'm going to head to a beach that's a little more day-glo than fun in the sun... 

I'm gonna head to a neon beach, dance on the dark shores and eat icy things... Lollies and Summer Snowcones.... Delicious and cold, perfect for a day on my neon beach, and luckily my adorable "Anchor's Away" bikini and skirt set - from 1313 Mockingbird Lane - was the perfect look to play on the neon beach in... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Lamb - Doll in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Earrings: ((LovelyAlien)) - PomPom Earrings in Soft Pink
Outfit: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Anchor's Away (Available until July 8th at Inithium)
Cup: hive - Summer Snowcones (Available until July 11th at Summerfest 21)
Lolly: EVERMORE - Adorable Icies in Beary Rainbow Pop (Gift Available until June 28th for 2021 Pride Festival at The Warehouse Sale)
Pose: FOXCITY.  - Cotton Candy, Pose 7
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Beachy 

Sparkles of the Sun

 Yesterday I played on the beach in the sun, today I decided to let the sun goddess that was hiding inside truly come out to play, and she's not the sunbathing kind of sun goddess either... Today the sun is literally my persona... Don't get me all hot and bothered now, you don't want to see how fire can burn, instead let her sparkle and warm you gently... 

I love the way that she sparkles in the darkness... Her twinkling most likely caused by the stars and planets caught up in her solar aura - yes as you can tell I LOVE combining aura sparkles, and the ones from LuluB and Cole's Corner go together SO WELL - radiating warmth and happiness like a gentle summer hug! Her outfit though offers a subtle reminder not to make her mad... It's WHITE HOT!!! Such a gorgeous dress for a sun goddess is the Mei Set from Psycho Barbie... 
The Sun is never alone however, and on her journey through the darkness of space she takes the moon and stars with her... Small in comparison to her epic scale, she wears them as the most delicate, yet regal, of gems... On a Celestial Headpiece - available for Evolve - and on a Devotion Choker, from Six Feet Under. I've added a close-up to show off these pieces a little more, but they are so lovely... You won't want to miss them... 

What is she wearing; 
Sun Halo & Orb: #LuluB! - Summer Cult (Available until July 11th at Summerfest 21) 
Headpiece: Six Feet Under - Celestial Headpiece (Available until July 5th for Evolve) 
Stars: #LuluB! - Petite Prince Aura in Rose Gold
Star & Planet Aura: #LuluB! - Ava Aura in Holo 
Hair: DOUX - Ara Hairstyle 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Eyes: Izzie's - Angel Eyes 
Choker: Six Feet Under - Devotion Choker  
Outfit: Psycho Barbie - Mei Set 
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati in Gold & Valkyrie in Gold 
Pose: FOXCITY - Show Off, Pose 7 
Backdrop: The Void - Pocket Universe Gacha Item in Paragon/Nefer 

Finding Beachy Treasures

On a day off, that's warm like this it's LOVELY to spend a day at the beach... In RL I'm NOT a fan of swimming in the sea though, I hate not knowing what's swimming in the water around me LOL, but in SL it's a different story... Our little beach is my slice of happiness right now, and to make me feel at home, we've gone with a bit of a stony beach, just like the beach close to my home in the UK... 
My doggy and I hit the cool water, looking for pretty pebbles and sea glass... 

I found some treasure that was even better... A Starfish... My Doggy -  a Splashy Spaniel from Jian - was far too excited as he splashed over desperate to see and soaking me in the process!! 
He's lucky that it wasn't too cold LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Toast Hair Gacha Item in #11 Fireworks
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: oxygen - Neon Sun Sunglasses (Gift Available until June 28th for 2021 Pride Festival)
Necklace: *katat0nik* - Motion Lotion Sunblock Necklace in Blue
Bikini: AtaMe - Cute n Kinky Gacha Items in BOOM Bra & Panties
Pose & Prop: Secret Poses - Summer, Pose 5 (Available until July 11th at Summerfest 21)
Dog: JIAN - Splashy Spaniels Gacha Item in 14. Brit Black Swimmer 

A Mermaid's Summer Memories

I did two days of being an adult and now I'm back home and cant let my hair down and play for a few days before I have to pretend to be an adult again. Who wants to be an adult... It's time to be something different... I'm gonna be a mermaid! I love being a mermaid hehe... 
I don't just want to be a normal, pretty mermaid though, I'm going to be a slightly dark and devious mystery of a mermaid... 

Dark, devious and full of light and mystery... Lurking under the sea in The Bay, she whips the water into a frenzy trapping fish in a myriad of bubbles, to bring up enough magic to share a memory of a dream she had that she loved... One time when she was happy, able to be on land and build the most perfect of sandcastles, all thanks to a Summer Memori Orb - from Petrichor... 

What is she wearing;
Headdress & Bra: Fika - Asherah Set (Available until July 3rd at Mermaid Cove)
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Water Lily Gacha Item in Floating Colors
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mermaid Scales: Izzie's - Mermaid Scales
Necklace: aisling - Tortuga Princess Gacha in Necklace RARE
Fish Bubbles: nani - Dreamy Pond Gacha Items in Bubbles Aura
Small Bubbles: MoonAmore - Ocean Lover Gacha Item in  Bubbles
Orb: Petrichor - Summer Memori Orb
Pose: FOXCITY - Beauty, Pose 3 

She ain't no Peaky Blinder!

You might have realised that I'm more than a little homesick, and it's making me think back to my family past and present... I've had some very interestingly, colourful characters in my family tree, including a prostitute from London that was alive and working when Jack the Ripper was around, a Bishop of London and even a designer of a well-known memorial momument in Belgium... 
Yet now I'm thinking of my Dad's father and his brothers.. They were a group of 10 and were lads in London, and although they weren't around as early as the 1920's, pictures of them definitely made me think of the Peaky Blinders... 

Of course, one thought led to another, and I'm instantly feeling like I need to re-create something a little 1920's Peaky Blinderish... As my puppy - a German Shepherd Pup from Foxwood at Kustom9 - and I wandered through the streets of Old London - the Victorian London level of the Time Portal - I started to blame my sudden desire for a Peaky Blinder moment on the pictures, but also the amazing new hat and hair that I'd recently treated myself to... 
The MINA "Casey" Hair is a special release for Hair Fair 2021 - located on the Streaks Sim - meaning that a portion of the price you pay for the wig will be donated to the "Wigs for Kids" Charity. 

What is she wearing; 
Hat & Hair: MINA - Casey Hair in Naturals (Available until July 4th at Hair Fair 2021, Streaks Sim) 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Jacket: ISON - Evening Shoulder Jacket in Sage 
Outfit: E-Clipse Design - Blaize in Black 
Socks: N-Core - VENDETTA Fishnet Shoes & Stockings in Black 
Dog: FOXWOOD - German Shepherd Pup (Available until July 10th at Kustom9) 
Pose: FOXCITY - Sweetie, Pose 2M 

Needing An Energy Boost

 I was planning on writing something deep and meaningful today... After the weekend I've had though I feel more than a little worn out and I now have to face getting through a few days of work before I can have a day off on Thursday... 
I still want to play with my clothes, and my barbie doll needs to get dressed, so I guess today you might call it a bit of a look-of-the-day... 

It's one of those outfits that makes a girl feel amazing... Even if it is just a pair of panties - from CerberusXing - and an amazing Psycho Barbie "Reign" top with it's brilliant shine and sexy leather look! Decorating herself with some super pretty Hikori Hearts - available from Normandy at Pretty - the most amazing lustrous Marlene Feather Boa - an amazing boa from Schadenfreude - and before she leaves grabbed herself a can of energy drink to get herself a little high before she heads out for her night on the town... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: RAWR! - Oxidized Horns (Free Gift at SL Shop & Hop)
Hair: Foxy - Aiko Hair in Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Boa: Schadenfreude - Marlene Feather Boa in Black
Collar: Lost Junction - Spiked Collar (Free Gift at SL Shop & Hop)
Chest Piercings: Normandy - Hokori Hearts (Available until June 30th at Pretty)
Top: Psycho Barbie - Reign Top
Drink: hive - Vacation Vibes Energy Drink (Available until July 10th at Kustom9)
Panties: CerberusXing - Pantsu Codex
Pose: FOXCITY - On Point VOL 2, Pose 1
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Sins & Miracles in Demons Temple 

Neon Hot, but I'm hiding in the Shadows

 My gosh it's Hot and Humid here today and I'm REALLY not happy about it... I hate this weather... I cannot wait for the summer to be GONE!!! 
Still until that point I'm allowing my mind to drift off into it's own little place of happiness and today things got more than a little neon... The world around her was lit with neon greens and golds, but she kept to herself, hid in the shadows and waited for the heat of the summer to pass... 

I was a little concerned about how dark this picture seemed to be, but I realised I LOVE IT like this... It's kinda moody, mysterious and very light in the background... It's magic, and her subtle neon outfit - made up with the Initiative Set and the Metal Cinch, both of which are from Normandy - work perfectly with her KAY-INFC3ED Mask - a creation for PSYCHO.Byts at Cyber Fair... They are almost like they were made for each other hehe... 
Of course, just to show them off a little better I had to include a close up... I like this look so much and Cyber really isn't my thing normally!!! 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Olive - the Sci-Fi Hairstyle 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Mask: PSYCHO.Byts - KAY-1NFC3ED (Available until June 25th at Cyber Fair) 
Outfit: Normandy - Initiative 
Stomach Strings: Normandy - Metal Cinch 
Shoes: REIGN - Lauren Platform Stiletto 
Pose: Secret Poses - Cyber Girl, Pose 1M (Available until June 25th at Cyber Fair) 
Bike: H&C Wheels - Grasshopper 
Shelves: NeverWish - Saturn Shelf in Green/Black 
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Grid Gold Backdrop 

I didn't know they made them like this...

Today has been a very hot day, but I had a HUGE need to do a little shopping... 
Aside from the fact that I am more than a little shopping addicted, tomorrow is the start of Hair Fair for 2021, and therefore, because I have early access I had to get home and shop.... Once I'd done a little hairy shopping, I decided to stop by another store just to get myself a little treat for being so good.. 

This toy store - at Kiyori - was full of surprises... I had been busy and chosen myself a whole basketful, but then I found the best invention ever... I didn't even know that they made them like this.... Attached to a drillbit... Attached to a drill - from SPOILED! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [Yomi] - Sora Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bodysuit: RENIE - Poppy Bodysuit in Black
Jeans: miss chelsea - Dana Jeans in Vintage
Basket: LEMME - Kinky Shopping
Drill: SPOILED - Naughty Drill in Fatpack
Pose: FOXCITY - Mani, Pose 3M 

The Darkness in Summer

It is getting far too hot... Probably not by the standards of other places, but for the Netherlands it is far too warm... I'm already wishing that Summer would be over and to be honest it's only jut begun... 
People are asking if we're ready for hot girl summer... I've seen, and agree, with a different approach, I want to get more into Goth Girl Summer... Bring on the heavy metal, the black and the Gothic Summer Glamour!

Lounging by the poolside, on the cutest Neverwish Goth Girl Summer Lilo, with a cool "Night" Cocktail in her hand - a drink made by BUENO... 
Her amazing outfit, the bikini, her hat and the shoes by the pool are all part of the amazing gacha collection called "Cordelia Summer" by Psycho.Byts... 
All perfect things for the best Goth Girl Summer, all I need now though is this in RL lol... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Nina in Fireworks
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit (Including ALL Worn Items): PSYCHO.Byts - Cordelia Summer Gacha Collection (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Drink: BUENO - Night Cocktails in Silver (Available until July 6th at Collabor88)
Pose:  FOXCITY - Pampered, Pose 7
Floaties: katat0nik - Balloon Dog Float in Silver (Recoloured by me!) (Available until July 6th at Collabor88)
Ball: Schadenfreude - Eyeball Beach Ball (Available until July 6th at Collabor88)
Drink Cooler: Schadenfreude - Cauldron Drink Cooler (Available until July 6th at Collabor88)
Umbrella, Lilo & Towel: Neverwish - Goth Summer Collection Items
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Poolside 

Rainbow Heaven

I am a massive fan of Supernatural, and I LOVE everything that it was. All the characters, the locations, the stories, but today while I'm rewatching old episodes my mind is lost in the Supernatural version of heaven... It's nothing like the way I'd imagine heaven to be, if a place like that did exist...
I'd imagine my version of heaven to be a little different... Full of rainbows, sparkles and light... 

I'd love to feel the warmth of the light on my body, the sparkles kissing over my skin as they dance through the air, and my fae like wings - from Decoy for the recent Saturday Sale - flutter in the breeze... Everything sparkles, from her chest, caused by the LuluB! Cosmica Chest - available at Planet29 - to the glitter that reflects in her oil slick dress.. 

What is she wearing;
Large Halo: [Idiosyncratic] - Tirnanog Halo in Saoirse Gold
Hair & Moon Halo: Doe - Moon (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Star Halo: Neverwish - Dreamer Halo in Iridescent Gold
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Ahegao - Kaleidoscope Glasses
Wings: Decoy - Angela Wings in SS Pride
Chest Piece: #LuluB! - Cosmica Chest Piece in Large Blue (Available until June 22nd at Planet29)
Gold Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati in Gold
Dress: Stories&Co - Charli Mini Dress in Oil Slick Latex
Hand Sparkles & Pink Halo: Cole's Corner - Planetary Princess in Moon
Pose: Secret Poses - Andra, Pose 1 (Available until June 25th at Cyber Fair)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Cute Thing in Rainbow 

Something Hairy is Coming... HAIR FAIR IS ON IT'S WAY!

I will not deny that I am addicted to shopping in SL... I LOVE finding interesting stores, and never miss the events  - even if sometimes I'm being lazy and just shopping them via Seraphim LOL - but there has ALWAYS been one event that is close to my heart. An event that, even though I am not affected by the reason, I always love to support more than the others. The event I'm talking about is HAIR FAIR, and their long supported charity that is "Wigs for Kids"... 
Last year, the event wasn't able to take place, BUT on June 18th 2021, HAIR FAIR SL IS BACK!!

That's right, this coming Friday, to a small set of sims, we will see the return of the HAIR FAIR for 2021... There is so much good that can be said of this event every year, with so many Hairy designers donating, people giving money and all those wigs we can help to buy for the kids that need them... 
Now before the gates open on Friday there is some information that has to be shared... 
They have the Hair Fair Demo Group opening up ready for you... On June 17th, you will be able to get your hands on the demos for the hairs that are going to be available at the fair, so that you can try before you fight to get in! All the information can be found the Hair Fair Website... Plus, I have a little surprise for someone... Someone that messages me after reading this may get themselves a BIG HAIRY SURPRISE hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: random.Matter - Yoongi Glasses in Silver
Top: M.Birdie - Lottie Look Gacha Item in TOP 7
Pose: FOXCITY - Mani, Pose 7
Wigstand: Lost Junction - Top of the Claes Wigheads in Pink
Table & Chair: HIDEKI - Directors Chair 

Even the Loos are Rainbows

 Back to work after the weekend and ugh I'm not sure that I want to LOL... I shouldn't complain, I'm lucky that I still work I KNOW, but it's summer, it's getting to be way too hot and I'm not good with hot... Maybe I should just move somewhere cold, like Santa's House or something?! 
I did some more wandering around this weekend, checking out places like Pride at Home, too shy to attend the events but loving the location... 

I mean where else in SL will you be dressed in some pretty awesome rainbow gear, and just happen to find yourself standing in front of porta-potties that actually match your outfit hehe... 
I didn't intentionally stop to pose here, but well while I was parked and watching the people at the event, it just made me giggle to find myself in my amazing 1313 Mockingbird Lane "June" Leggings - available until June 26th at the Fetish Fair - matching the porta-loos... 

What is she wearing;
Jacket: 28LA - Pride Fur (GIFT Available until July 1st for Pride at Home)
Shorts: miss chelsea - Kyra Shorts in Vintage
Socks: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - June Leggings (Available until June 26th at Fetish Fair)
Boots: CULT - Elisa
Pose: FOXCITY - Sweetie, Pose 4 

How would a Mermaid Shop?

It's been such a warm weekend, and it's only going to get warmer... I  say this because I hate summer, but would the heat just sod off please... I don't like melting LOL... 
I did get more than a little excited to find out that the new round of Mermaid Cove was now open, and that meant shopping for pretty Mermaid goodies! I LOVE MERMAIDS! 
It did however, leave my mind wandering in some weird ways, I blame the heat, and I ended up creating a mermaid shopping trip in my mind hehe... 

I got to thinking, if a mermaid was able to live on land and keep her tail, how would she shop?! Would she have to wear a reverse oxygen tank full of water? Will she be able to ride around in a bathtub full of water to keep her scales from drying out, almost like people that use a mobility scooter?! 
Perhaps if she was going to drive a bath, she might want one like a Bath-on-the-Go - created by Ananas available at Equal10 - and she's such a clever mermaid to match the colours of her bath to her pretty colours... Her mertail matches her "Asherah" Set - from Fika at Mermaid Cove - of shell bra and crown, she had to ask for plastic bags for her purchases so that they were easy to carry... 

What is she wearing;
Headdress & Bra: Fika - Asherah Set (Available until July 3rd at Mermaid Cove)
Hair: DOUX - Dana Hairstyle
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mermaid Scales: Izzie's - Mermaid Scales
Small Bubbles: MoonAmore - Ocean Lover Gacha Item in  Bubbles
Tail & Pose: Cynefin - Lorelei Bento Mermaid Tail in Holographics II
Bath: Ananas - Bath-on-the-Go (Available until July 5th at Equal10)
Bags: (No Longer Available!)
Big Bubbles: Half-Deer - Bubbles
Splashes: (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Fashion Storefronts in Pink 

Celebrations at the end of Camp!

The end of our devious little dark summer camp is here... Today the gates of Camp Necrosis will officially close - although you might be able to grab any last minute goodies before they slam shut on Monday - we hope you've learnt one or two things as the summer begins... Things like how to have a depraved little summer break! Our camp counsellors have very much enjoyed hearing you scream, so much so that the head of the camp has come down to wish you a final farewell... 

A chance to meet the demon in charge is something that should never be passed up... She's a rarely seen being at the Hauntings, but when she does pop up it's usually to cast the last little curse on those that have visited her... 
Dressed comfortably in a dark little Natsu Dress - from Beauty of Darkness - and a borrowed Vampire's cloak -from DREAMCATCHER at Ritual - she had a little accident while prepping the Osteal Facade Mask - from En Pointe - and carving up her neck to show off the "Zealot's Choir" - from Vae Victis... It caused a little blood to get on her dress, but what's a little blood when you're planning to devour the remaining camp guests?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair Flowers: LODE - Thorns and Grace Gacha Collection
Hair: Moon Hair - Fatal Horizon
Mask: En Pointe - Osteal Facade Homme (Available until June 11th at Necrosis)
Neck Wound: Vae Victis - Zealot's Choir Flayed Throat (Available until June 11th at Necrosis)
Cape: DREAMCATCHER - Vampire's Cloak (Available until June 22nd at Ritual)
Dress: Beauty of Darkness - Natsu Dress (Available until June 11th at Necrosis)
Body Wounds: Izzie's - Claw Wounds
Pose: FOXCITY - Show Off, Pose 7 

Home before Dawn

 Remembering back to when I was a teenager, I am suddenly reminded of how it felt to try to sneak into the house when I got home really late from a party... I never had a curfew or anything like that, but if I was out past 2AM, things could get a little sneaky, and somehow the cat always managed to end up making enough noise to wake the dead... 
Now I'm older, and living like an adult in my own home, I don't have that problem. Though my cat does share similar attributes and makes enough noise to wake the dead... When you're a normal person, that's only a metaphor, but when you're a demon like me, well... then it becomes a problem LOL... 

Now OK these poor little dead bodies are trapped in the walls, maybe they are just desperately trying to get out, but whenever I come home they seem to want all the attention... 
I LOVE this outfit though, it's one of those that I'd never have been brave enough to wear in RL let alone try to go out in LOL... Nevertheless, the Demon in me chose this outfit, and I definitely wore it well... It's an amazing outfit from Eclipse Design called "Alma", and I teamed it with a pair of thigh high strappy boots from [Breathe], for what could be one of my favourite outfits!! 
OH and one more thing that you need to check out, maybe a little more clearly than I've shown them - and I really hope I don't get into trouble for - is the amazing "Villain Claws" - from Six Feet Under. They are just the cutest claw jewellery that I've seen in a long time... I've added the ad to show them more clearly!! 

What is she wearing;
Horns: DOUX - Demon horns
Hair: Magika - Sunrise
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Eclipse Design - Alma in Black
Nail Rings: Six Feet Under - Villain Claws
Tail: Caboodle - Demon Tail in Black
Boots: [BREATHE] - Rinoko Heels in Black
Pose: FOXCITY - Show Time, Pose 4m
Backdrop: Synnergy - Trapped Souls Backdrop 

Would it be Cannibalism?!

It is so hot in the Netherlands at the moment, the beginning of summer and the doors of the oven have been left open already. I just got home from a very long day of doing nothing too much at work and getting bored out of my mind. I get home and needed something cold to drink, I needed something with a little fizz to pep me up... 
There's a monster inside of me, and I need to feedher thirst hehehe... Technically though if that monster is a cola demon and it's a cola that she desires to drink, would that make her a cannibal?! 

I LOVE the way that this picture turned out... Everything about it from the amazing costume - which is part of the "Drink Me" Collection from Ananas at the current round of The Arcade - to which I added the amazing Ringpull Choker - from Six Feet Under, and although it's small in the picture I've added a close-up and a copy of the store ad so that you can see just how pretty it is! The can, with it's shiny aluminum has become part of her, so much that the little demon's horns are forged from the metal that makes the cans... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: PSYCHO.Byts - Hecatix Horns (Available until June 25th at CYBER Fair)
Hair: Ploom - Recycle in Indecisive
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: Six Feet Under - Ringpull Choker
Outfit: Ananas - Drink Me Gacha Collection in Cool Cola Original RARE (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Pants: Mug - Shay Leggings in Black
Pose, Prop & Backdrop: Amitie - Room Cola Woman Co. 

This Popstar is a Diva

 Working hard in retail for a living is just getting to be a little boring, and right now I find myself slipping off into dream land. My mind has been wandring to all sorts of different places, and just today I was thinking about a cartoon that I used to watch - Jem - she was like an original Hannah Montana only much, much cooler LOL... 
It lead my mind to dreaming of what it would be like to be a popstar like Jem... I have a feeling that Rudh would be a little more of a Diva! 

Waiting while they set the stage up, sitting by the backstage door she's watching as they prepare her stage - she's a bit of a Diva so everything has to be perfect - the new security guard checking to make sure she's allowed to be there get's flashed her pass and ignored. Maybe it's the Baphomet on her shoulder... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Taiane Hairstyle
Headphones: Spoiled - Wings Gaming Headset
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Mug - Electric Festival Gacha Items (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Bracelet: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home) 
Shoes: CULT - Alicia
Pet: [Yomi] - Baby Baphies Gacha in 4
Pose: FOXCITY - Pampered, Pose 5
Stool: Nomad - Bone Bar Stool in Neon 
Neon Lights: Krescendo - Lush Lights Gacha Items (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Poles: The Horror - Sparkle Pole in Blue
Stage Backdrop: Paparazzi - K-POP Stage Backdrop in Pink
VIP Backdrop:  .PALETO.Backdrop - STRIPTEASE CLUB 

Familiarly Changing Faces

Do you ever find yourself looking in the mirror, and hating what you see looking back at you? Do you ever think that you'd like to look more like your Second Life Avatar in RL, or is it just your dolly looking back at you?
Normally Rudh is an extension of me, she's my Barbie Doll... I love everything about the way I've let her become, but sometimes I get paranoid, I over-think and I wonder would my life be any different if I was more like the petite little doll I live through in Second Life... It makes a girl wonder, ya know?!

Rudh still get's worried about the way she looks, I love my face, I love my shape... No matter how many people tell me that I need to change things about myself - the other day I was even told my butt wasn't right - but that kind of thing happens so much in RL. I hate that people try to change others when they themselves are not perfect in the eyes of another... 
I'm sorry but you don't tell me how to look... You don't tell me what I'm supposed to do with my avatar, if I want to make myself look different that's up to me.

What is she wearing;
Hair: Lamb - Olivia in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pen Markings: Mug - Lifestyles Gacha Item in #11 Surgery Face
Suture Wounds: THIS IS WRONG - Suture Makeup
Eye Bruise: Izzie's - Bruised Eyes
Face & Neck Wounds: A.D.D Andel - The Virus (Available until June 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Eyes: [NoRush] - Desert Eyes in Green (Available until June 30th at The Main Event)
Band Aid: !13Act - Nasty Nose-Plaster in Nose Surgery
Pose: FOCXITY - Beauty, Pose 6
Backdrop: Anxiety - formaldehyde (No Longer Available!) (Available for use at Backdrop City)

YAY... Happy Pride!!

This weekend has been SO MUCH FUN!!! It was the first of Pride month, and SL has been taken over with flags of a million colours... The LEGBTQ community is out in full force, and everyone is joining in to share the belief that Love is Love... That should be a feeling that's more than just one month a year, Love should be Love all year! I've LOVED everything that SL Pride has had to offer, and it's making me feel proud to be part of a community that accepts and encourages people to love the way they feel they want to... 

Of course another thing that I TOTALLY love about Pride is that it's rainbows galore!! RAINBOWS MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER lol... I know it's not the point of Pride, and I know that people might be mad at me for saying so, but YAY for the rainbows everywhere!!! 
It's also an amazing time to support some of our Pride supporting designers... I cannot say enough about all the goodies available for the Pride at Home event, and even Anthem is getting into the Pride fun... 

What is she wearing;
Hearts: 28LA - LGBTQ+ Filters (GIFT Available until Jult 1st for Pride at Home)
Hair: [monso] - Gwin Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: [Yomi]- Sexualitees in Pride or Die (Available until June 30th at Anthem)
Nails: Suicidal Unborn - Minerva Nails in Pride Rainbow (Available until June 30th at Anthem)
Skirt: miss chelsea - Tyra Tutu in Rainbow (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home)
Pose: Secret Poses - Mizuki, Pose 4
Heart Balloons: hive - Balloon Letters in Rainbow Bold (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home)
Backdrop: FOXCITY - Night Parade in Rainbow  (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home)

Duckies on the Beach

 Yesterday was HOT!! So hot I thought that I was going to pass out due to the headache that the heat gave me, I was in agony... All I wanted to do was be somewhere cool, with a breeze and maybe some water to play in close by... I mean a beach would have been ideal, unfortunately I was stuck with a large fan and a shower LOL... 
Rudh on the other hand... She was down on a beach, kicking back and hanging out making sand castles with some new little friends... 

Building Sand Castles - like the one from dust bunny - while the Little Rubber Ducks - from Yokai - float around in their pool and play around on the warm sand. 
Lazing on her beach rug in a cute little romper and the most amazing pair of CULT "Cali" boot sandal shoe thingies... Aren't they cute, something totally different, I love them and they have so many colour options! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Moon - Summer Breeze in RedHeads
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: [Cynful] - Everyday Romper in Grey
Shoes: CULT - Cali
Pose: Secret Poses - Kamiko, Pose 3
Ducks & Pool: YOKAI - Little Rubber Ducks Gacha Collection
Sandcastle: dust bunny - Sand Castle in Light
Rug: KraftWork - Round Rugs in Crochet Mix 1
Backdrop: [ Focus Poses ] - Tropical Beach Backdrop 

F**K this thing called Reality!

It's finally the weekend and it will be my last before I start doing cheesy things on the weekends too... I'm kinda looking forward to doing cheesy weekends, but that's not going to stop me taking it easy and slipping into a fantasy world now while I have the chance... Today the theme though is totally anti-reality, in fact fuck reality... I want to be in a happy place...

I think aside from my RL Happy Place, which right now would involve my parents because I miss them SO MUCH, I would have a happy place that was sparkly and pretty, with a heap of cute and nothing scary like. It makes me laugh how much I can make myself a dead doll, but in reality I'm terribly chicken about all that! 
I think one of my happy places in SL has to be The Outer Garden... It's a real escape from reality, a total Fuck Reality - yes I keep saying it because of the awesome mask that matches SO perfectly with the Ethel Bra that I'm wearing, but that's probably because both of these things come from Tentacio! 

What is she wearing;
Flower Wreath: hive - Bria's Delicate Flower Crown
Hair: Olive - the Meme v2 Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mask: Tentacio - Fuck Reality Tape in Pink
Tattoo: DAPPA - Evie Tattoo
Daisy Bouquet: hive - Bria's Freshly Picked Wildflowers
Top: Tentacio - Ethel Bra in Black (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Rose Bouquet: Tentacio - Flower Romance Gacha Item in Only Roses Red
Pose: FOXCITY - Hella Cute, VOL2, Pose 1
Butterflies: {anc} - Picnic Gacha Item in Swallow Tailed Butterfly Cluster Sapphire
Horse: Half-Deer - Carousel Horse in Classic

What's wrong with the Camp Counsellors?!

Camp Necrosis is officially open, and there is a lot of fun and awesome goodies to be had for the camper seeking a little summer adventure.. Please be warned though, there have been warnings about the camp. There have been warnings that stange things have been seen and heard, and the staff at the camp have been looking a little off since preparations began.. Some say it´s cursed, others say there´s a new guy in charge, but everyone will verify that going to the lake on your own is NOT a good idea... 

Down by the dark lake - which is a backdrop from Synnergy Poses that I have actually used before for a similar kind of famous loction hehe - there has been a strange van parked up at the lake edge. The van is a strange odour coming from it, it reeks of blood and decay, and someone even said that there has been a scttering of body parts and blood dripping from the van's opened door... 
Watch out for the staff, it would seem there is more to them than meets the eye... 

What is she wearing; 
Mask: Misschevious - Camp Fear Collection in Jason Mask (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Hair: DOUX - Peach Hairstyle 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Eye Make-Up: Gorsimi - Scream Queen Shadows (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Face & Body Wounds: Gorsimi - Final Girls (Available until June 11th at Necrosis)  
Machete: Normandy - Worn Machete (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Outfit: Normandy - Pathfinder (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Pose: FOXCITY - Hella Cute, Pose 3 
Car: Hogs & Cart Wheels - Dead Man Camping (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Body Parts: Lilith's Den - Psycho Puzzle (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Sleeping Bags: H&C - BloodSleepingbag 
Fire: Razor Bird - Scavenger's Camp Fire 
Backdrop: Synnergy - Dark Pond Scene