Tail Waggers in the Dog Park

One of the most beautiful things about Second Life is that you can be whoever or whatever you want to be... You can be as creative as your mind will let you and it frees us of any real life limitations. SOMETIMES that works in bad ways, as we have seen recently with all the drama surrounding one of the head honchos at Linden Labs and they happiness at his recent departure. More often than not though, it gives people the creative space - and so long as they aren't hurting anyone - I feel that this can be an amazing opportunity to be, do, and try new things that you'd NEVER have the chance to explore in reality... 
There have been so many interesting advancements in all my years in world... From prim to sculpties to mesh and beyond, animations improved, HUDs revolutionised everything and now there are creative people out there running experiences... There's something for everyone... 

Today I decided to take a trip to the park with the Spring Courtyard - from Synnergy.Tavis - and the Eupawria Dog Park - with items from the Krescendo collection available at Kinky until May 22nd - which is a collection of the cutest puppy things and the perfect place to play... 
This visit ties in with what I was talking about earlier though... Second Life is full of new innovations and every day we see brilliant creators coming up with things to make their entertainment space better... I am going to preface this with saying that I am not a girl with this particular kink, nor am I a Furry - although I have plenty of friends and family that are in both Second Life and Real Life too - but I do LOVE to play dress up and will always be a barbie doll with a big costume box...
An old friend of HellBone's has come out with something that can, will and should be a great new tool for people that have a love of pet play. At the moment there are systems for Puppy and Pony play, all running under the brand of Tail Waggers; a one woman show with a system similar to that of the plant pets and zooby babies that grow... The system will mean that a Puppy or Pony with the HUD needs feeding, exercise, attention and even medical care, and this in turn will create an interactive connection between pet and handler... 
Now as I said this isn't really my bag, but there are so many people out there that may be interested and I feel that this system has been so well thought out that I think people need to know about it... More information can be found in world... Are there any Puppy's or Pony's out there that would enjoy something like this?! 

What is she wearing;
Ears & Tail: HAZEL - CANINE BUNDLE
Hair: Wasabi - Coeur FLF ED. Hair in Absolute Pack
Face Paint: MoonPhase - ClassicWereWolf FacePaint
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: [Krescendo] - Bone Collar
Top: miss chelsea - Odea Set in Shorts
Leash: [Krescendo] - Rope Leash
Shorts: miss chelsea - Odea Set in Shorts
Pose: [piXit] - Manaram, Pose 2
Dog Decor (House, Food, Bones): [Krescendo] - Eupawria Gacha Items (Available until May 22nd at Kinky)
Ball & Chew Toy: MadPea - Puppy Care Kit Items
Dog Biscuits: Junk Food - Pet Collection in Dog Treats
Sign: Tail Waggers - Information Board
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Spring Courtyard [360] Backdrop

Dommes and Kinky Bears!

Distracting myself from the cloud I'm living under and for me that means READING, Reading, Reading... I am always looking for new books and authors, although I'll admit that I'm usually reading smut where the darker and kinkier the better... Of course, that's affecting my mind when it comes to what am I going to blog each day... Today, I was lead by Monster Porn... LOL... 

I'm thinking today about a book I read when the bear came to life and let the FMC get stuffed just like he was, only I think she was much better stuffed if I get to be honest... Though in my crazy messed up little fantasy, there's lots of friends with her in the dark room... 
Today she's in full Domme mode, and has found herself a willing new participant. He's a cute little Bear that love a Motorboat - from Tardfish, available until May 22nd at Kinky - and his cute little PVC gimp suit... I'll have to put a leash on him... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: MINA - DoMina in Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Bra: AsteroidBox - Carly Top (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Chest Friend: Tardfish - Motorboat Bear in Black (Available until May 22nd at Kinky)
Hand Leash: [Krescendo] - Rope Leash
Skirt: Mug - Inger Skirt in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Cyberbilly, 2R
Table Bear: Dots - Bondage Bear in Tan+Red
Wall Bunny: CryBunBun - Tied Bunny
Bed Bear: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Cross Bunny: Short Leash - Kinbaku Bunny
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Horny February Backdrop

Chained Not Tied!

I am often influenced by the things going on around me... So far I've been to a Caribbean Beach because of a tv show I'm watching, and I've had lasagne because my hubby likes to cook it, but today is a little different from my normal picture wise... It's been a LONG TIME since I did something really kinky, but I guess the things that I read have filtered through my picture taking decision making, and I ended up doing something saucy... 

I've been reading a LOT of smut over the past year or so and some of it definitely sticks with me more than others... I've been collecting an array of book boyfriends, I've unlocked some new kinks that I've never even thought would cross my radar, and I've dived in to a lot of different plots. I love a grumpy/sunshine, I love aa forced proximity, and stalking masked men make me weak - of course I'd probably have a heart attack if it happened in RL lol because I am a wuss - but even though they haven't been my favourites some of these stories have stuck in the back of my mind... Still Beating by Jennifer Hartmann is one of those stories about a girl and her sister's fiance trapped in a basement and forced into a horrible situation. That's been in my mind, it happened because I was trying to come up with a way to show off the amazing Chained Obsession - from Six Feet Under, available now at Kinky - and I think it turned out pretty much still beating hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Resonate in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Leash: MoDANNA - [Enlace Collection] Leash Choker Silver & Black (No Longer Available!)
Body Dirt Layers: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt & Izzie's - Dirty Feet
Back Piercings: Six Feet Under - Chained Obsession (Available until July 22nd at Kinky)
Skirt: Mug - Monica Skirt in Gray
Panties: -XTC- - Oops  Panties
Pose: -Extra- - Pray
HellBone's Suit: Ascend -  Ronald Suit in Jacket Stripes V2 Black
Pillow: [Krescendo] - Cozy Cushion
Ropes: DEADPOOL - ROPE DECORE
Backdrop: blaink - The Basement

Dancing for Chicken

You might have gathered by now that I list reading as one of my hobbies but do you know what it is that I love to read most? I am a Smut reader mostly. I LOVE anything dark and twisted and kinky. There are genres within the genre, and some I LOVE more than others. I don't so much like the sports romances but I love the stalker types. I don't really have a preference though and will read ANYTHING... Though give me a masked man that's a bit stalkerish and possessive and I'm extremely happy...

I guess my choice in reading lead my mind today when it comes to setting up a blog post... I think my brain went in the direction it did as soon as I saw these dollar bill Kalika Shoes - from Garmonbozia, available until June 22nd at Kinky - I was whisked away into one of my books... 
Three boys in the cockface gang - thanks to the masks from katat0nik - had me dancing as their personal pet for tips and fried chicken, with the chance to win toys that could Fil-a-Chick Bucket - from Krescendo, available for a few more days at the Amsterdam Event - and make a girl like me happy... 

What is she wearing;
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Shoes: Garmonbozia - Kalika shoes in Variety 1 (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Pose & Pole: FOXCITY - Pole Artist Dance Pole
Toy Buckets: [Krescendo] - Fill-a-Chick Bucket (Available until June 1st at Amsterdam Event)
Chicken Heads: katat0nik - Cockface Mask
Fried Chicken: FOXCITY - Takeaway. Fried Chicken Bucket (Prop for Fowl Play Pose)
Money: The Salvage Yard - Cash Small Scatter (No Longer Available!)
Floor Pad: Violetility - Bored Game Platform
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Tea Room {360} Backdrop

Sadness and Anger in Homesickness

After what feels like the shortest trip to visit family in the UK ever, I am now back home in the Netherlands. Normally I'm relaxed and happy and have some brilliant fun stories to share, which OK I can agree that I have this time around too, but for some reason I'm actually feeling a little more lost and alone than usual. I've always been close with my family, and I'll admit too that I couldn't actually live with them, but I HATE being so far away... I cry, it makes me miss them being so far away, and I WISH I never had to leave... I get sad, angry and for a day or two when I'm home I get a little depressed...

I go through mood swings, sometimes I'm up thinking of all the happy things and the fun times I had with my family and others I'm right down getting sads, and angry, and even feeling like hiding from the world, hanging on the edge of depression... I'm sorry if I take it out on anyone around, I'll take some chocolate instead of happy pills to make myself feel better and hopefully, my mood will improve soon... I just get very homesick and need to give it a few days to feel better... 

What is she wearing:
Hair: Wasabi - Karissa Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Lyra Bindi
Glasses: Boutique #187 - Metal Frame Sunglasses (Available until August 17th at MAN CAVE)
Necklace: Kibitz - Ballie's Necklace in Silver
Top: Mug - Rita Tee in Gray
Undershirt: Gorsimi x Nar Mattaru - Fishnet Crop Top
Teddy, Knife & Fluff: KitCat - Dead Ted in Cream (Available until August 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Shorts: Mug - Kenia Shorts in Black
Socks: AsteroidBox - Kerin Legwarmers in Plain Pack
Pose: Secret Poses - Wezt, Pose 4
Pill Cushions: [Krescendo] - Pill Pillows (Available between July 28th - August 22nd at Kinky)
Pill Bottles: Ahegao - Glitter Pills
Backdrop: Exposeur - Padded Room (No Longer Available!)

Flowers, Shrooms and Fairies

I know that sometimes I can be fairly random when it comes to my blogging. Some days I've gone dark and others I'm a simple rainbow sparkle queen... I LOVE having variety, I love having the ability to be anything I want and that's why my blog is so therapeutic... 
Tonight I'm going to slip into my fairytale mood, and find myself a a cosy bed to sleep off the stresses of a long hard day. I'll curl up, sleep on a cosy bed of moss amidst the flowers where it's quiet and safe... 

The little fae in me never seems to look the same twice but there is one thing that I can always guarentee on... I LOVE to look cute and colourful... 
I'm so tired though that this seems like the perfect place to curl up and snooze. I love this Shroomy Bed - from Krescendo at FaMESHed - complete with these adorable little mushroom pals that are perfect to cuddle. The glade is softly scented by the beautiful paper flowers - from dust bunny - and the Giant Flowers - from PLAAKA, both of which are available at Anthem - which is filling the air with such a delicious perfume that the Sunny Flower Garden Friends - from Aardvark, also available at Anthem - have decided to join me and the mushrooms whilst we sleep... 

What is she wearing;
Head Mushrooms: random.Matter - Elihu Crown
Hair: Raven Bell - Magnolia Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Ribbon & Hair Flowers: Tentacio - My music headpiece and face band
Tattoo: DAPPA - Evie Tattoo
Wings: Epic - Fairy Sparkle Wings in Dark Glo Sparkle (No Longer Available!)
Dress: [Oh!] - Anastasia in Emerald (Available until April 22nd at Kinky)
Wand: Mug - Wicked Witchy Gacha Item in #11 Magic Wand Green
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Pose: Fashiowl - Wonderworld, Pose 4
Bed & Mushroom Plushies: [Krescendo] - Shroomy Bed Set (Available until April 27th at FaMESHed)
Flower Plushies: Aardvark - Knitted Garden Friends in Sunny Flowers (Available until April 30th at Anthem)
Giant Flowers: dust bunny - paper blooms & PLAAKA - GiantFlowers (Available until April 30th at Anthem)
Flower Path: Elm - Elara Garden Path in Coconut
Backdrop: Synnergy - Dark Pond Scene

Kinky Bunny Taming

I wanted to do something a little naughty again, I definitely miss doing the naughty things... When I get a chance to do things and an inspiration hits, I cannot help myself when my brain comes up with an idea, my mind goes into overdrive... Somehow today I had a craving to become a naughty bunny tamer... The circus will never be the same again, we're heading to an underground kink ring... The lions aren't around here, the bunnies are the ones that need taming... 

The location is a bit of a Teese - an older but still awesome backdrop from FOXCITY - all of the lights are dark and moody and the setting is unlike any circus you may have seen before. Since the night is a little kinky, the bed is set with some adorable cushions and soft silk sheets - on the True Crime Set from Krescendo that is available until February 22nd at Kinky - and Rudh with her Whip Buns - from Tardfish at the new round of Hentai Fair - are ready to make the Kinbaku Bunny - from Short Leash - obey - thanks to a pose from -Extra. 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Hat: MINA - DoMina in Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: [Since1975] - Eyeglasses & Condoms
Bodysuit: Psycho Barbie - Fae Bodysuit
Gag: BONDI - Fun Ball Gag
Boots: REIGN - PLAYFUL THIGH HIGH BOOTS in BLACK
Pose: -Extra- - Obey
Masked Bunnies: Tardfish - Whip Buns in Cuffed & Gagged (Available until March 10th at Hentai Fair)
Roped Bunny: Short Leash - Kinbaku Bunny
Bed: [Krescendo] - True Crime Set in Rugs (Available until February 22nd for Kinky Event)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Teese

Not So Innocent Forest Friends!

If ever I feel lost when it comes to the blogging, I tend to find myself heading into a fantasy world, the sparkles and the magic draw me in and seem to somehow make magic happen. When I start getting the creative bug with the pretty magical feeling, I find myself getting lost in the picture all day and then once the magic has coarsed through me, everything seems to become easier... 
I'm hiding in a magical forest glade right now, somewhere I can be alone and don't have to think about anything, but somewhere that may not be as innocent as it seems... 

The glade in the forest - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis, and a whole host of Fireflies from tarte and MishMish -seems so perfectly sparkly, so far away from the rest of the world. 
Though it's not all as sweet and innocent as it may appear, there is more to this pretty grove in the woods, there's more to the glade than meets the eye... If you look closely you'll notice that the log isn't wood, it's actually a soft comfy pillow - from Elm - that makes for a handy bed, but other things also point to a slightly naughty side, look closely at the set of the Forest Friends - from Krescendo, you'll see things more clearly!!!

What is she wearing;
Hat: Ariskea - [Twinkle] Fairy Flower
Hair: Wasabi - Asha Hair in Offbeat (Available until November 30th at Anthem)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: kotte - Fairy Wings in Fatpack
Outfit: Decoy - Forest Fae in Green & ((LovelyAlien)) - Spring Spirit
Pose: piXit - A Little Evil, Pose F7
Kawaii Forest Toys: Krescendo - Forest Friends Set (Available until November 22nd at Kinky)
Log Pillow: Elm - Maia Mushroom Log Cushion
Bunnies: dust bunny - Garden Creatures in Rabbit
Fireflies: MishMish -  Fireflies Attachment in Yellow
Sparkles: tarte - Garden Fireflies & Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Neon Lights: imbue - Flower Power Neon
Tree Stump: The Green Door - Tree Trunk Hideaway
Ground Cover: dust bunny - Moss Rugs in Light Large Rug
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Firefly [360] Backdrop

Binge watching with my Fur Babies!

 I've had the day from hell, I know it sounds a little overdramatic but when you get hit hard with a monstrous migraine all you want to do is find somewhere dark and quite... It's been a nightmare few hours but I was able to catch some sleep after working all day, and have now managed to eat so I'm going to curl up and watch a little TV... 
Nothing better than curling up on the sofa, with an old series on the TV to binge watch and a cuddly friend to share it with is an idea of heaven... 

Made myself a rather large bowl of Veggie-Packed Bibimbap - available from Cat-Noodle at LEVEL until May 24th - and a cup of coffee before I sat curled up under a blanket to watch some Jonathan Creek. I was with my adorable doggy - like the one sat behind me, represented by the Foxwood Boho Borzoi - who got scared of the first murder. It seemed like we ended up having more than a few of her puppy dog buddies - all from Foxwood - coming to join in the binge watching... They lounged all over my bed, and the Castle Thrones - from Krescendo at Kinky until May 22nd - that my fur babies use as their princess beds... I'm not sure Anna, my cat - a kitten from Jian - was all that amused, I caught her peeking at me from behind a chair... Too man dogs for her liking I think... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Ash Hair in Offbeat (Available until June 10th at Kustom9)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pose, Table & Blanket: Sari-Sari - Bed Tray in Silver
Food: [Cat-Noodle] - Veggie-Packed Bibimbap Bowl in Azure Blue (Available until May 24th at LEVEL)
Princess Chairs: [Krescendo] - Castle Throne (Available until May 22nd at Kinky)
Dogs (Left to Right): Foxwood - Chow Chow, Little Basset, Great Dane in Tan, Boho Borzoi, Saint Bernard, Little Boston, Little Lady & German Shepherd Pup
Cat: JIAN - Kitten Collection in Sitting Kitten (Past Gift)
Backdrop: Synnergy - Bright Lights {Dark} 360 Backdrop 

New Ways to make Easter Eggs

Easter is one of those very weird holidays, it seems to change every year and can be as early as the end of March or aslate as the end of April, but this year it falls on the second weekend in April. This means that as of yesterday there is exactly a month till it's chocolate egg day, one of the most confusing holidays that sees us getting chocolate eggs from a rabbit?! 
Since we're now on the month long run up to his busiest day of the year, as Santa spends time getting ready for Christmas, the Easter Bunny spends a month getting ready and preparing the chococlate eggs. There's always been rumours as to how the eggs are made, I'm about to reveal his secrets, but I'll warn you it's not exactly PG... 

Although, this is a fairly modern technique, the Easter Bunny has gotten bored of the conventional methods and is testing new things. This year he's gone for the kinky method as a trial run, he's trying to get the girls to make the eggs for him... For it to work successfully, he just needs to get the test subject excited enough. Its just needs a little Tough Love, and a few ropes tied in the right way... 

What is she wearing;
Ears: No Longer Available!
Hair: Foxy - Sirena Hair in Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: AURICA - Darleen Collar in Black
Outfit: AURICA - Darleen Corset in Black
Shoes: REIGN - PlugMae Peeptoe Heels
Pose: -Extra- - Covered (Female Pose of Couple Pose) (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture)
Bunny: Short Leash - Kinbaku Bunny (Available until March 11th at Dollholic)
Chair & Ice Bucket: [Krescendo] - Porter Set Items (Available until March 22nd at Kinky Event) 
Toys: [Krescendo] - Tough Love in Black (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture) 
Sybian: The Horror! - Sybae in Bubblegum
Egg Baskets: Junk Food - Easter Basket in Brown
BDSM Eggs: Cubura - BDSM Eggs
Large Egg Pile: Boudoir - Wearable Easter Eggs
Small Egg Pile:  Mesh India - Color Eggs (No Longer Available!)
Rug: Fapple - Rubber Carpet
Backdrop: Unicorn - Backdrop Hot Room 

Ice Cream Tastes Like Heaven!

Sometimes there is an urgent need to find a supply of Ice Cream and gorge myself on it... I don't care what flavours I'm getting, but I'll take any and every flavour pretty please. I'm less keen on Strawberry, but I'll take anything!!! GIMME THE ICE CREAM... Even an angel like me will someties go a little crazy in her need for ice cream!!!

Parking my butt on a table in the kitchen's of heaven, funny that I'm allowed in here since the demon in side me is screamig about being here, I made sure that I did a grab in one of the HUGE freezers that stand around between the old fittings... Ice Cream MAY be a form of Junk Food, but it's always ood for making a smile... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Song
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: Kibitz - Ribbon Choker in White (Re-coloured by me!)
Necklace & Earrings Set: Short Leash - Sweet Talk Collection
Top: Tentacio - Sira School Top (Available until March 22nd at Kinky Event)
Pants: ISON - Anika Patent Leather Pants
Ice Cream Spoon & Between Legs Tub: Junk Food - Galactic Brownies Ice Cream (Available until March 24th at Level)
Pose: Synnergy - Peaceful Unisex Pose
Other Ice Cream: Junk Food - Snack Cake Ice Creams
Fridge: hive - Cozy Kitchen
Backdrop: Synnergy - Angel Wings Backdrop 

Am I A Good Puppy?

Sometimes I get inspired to try things that I don't normally do, I mean I can be a bit of a bad girl, and I LOVE doing things that are a little risque but something I've never really had much success at is anything like pet play... I'm not a kitten, and I'm definitely not a puppy - at least not normally - I couldn't really get into the new cow girl looks, and I only tend to be a fluffy bunny at Easter, lol, but I don't know what I'd be really...

How do you think that I'm doing handling the whole Puppy Play asthetic, I think I make a fairly adorable little puppy... What do you think?
It seemed to have been fairly easy thanks to the Dollholic release "Pet Play Puppy Set" from Boutique #187. A handy set for anyone that's wanting to test the puppy play look, the set includes collar, ears and even a pacifier - which is something I'd NEVER use, I just cant use them... 
I had to of course Rudhify the Puppy Look I was going with... An adorable Ball Gag, as all puppies like balls - with the Charming Ball Gag in a heart design from Short Leash, available at Kinky - and although it's not totally in keeping I needed to hide one of my eyes behind the heart EYEpatch - from Insomnia Angel - and let me see you through different eyes...

What is she wearing;
Ears: Boutique #187 - Pet Play Puppy Headband (Available until March 11th at Dollholic)
Hair: Olive - the Cindy Hair (Available until March 31st at Melody)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye-Patch: Insomnia Angel - heart EYEpatch
Gag: Short Leash - Charming Ball Gag in Heart  (Available until March 22nd at Kinky Event)
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available!)
Collar: Boutique #187 - Pet Play Puppy Collar (Available until March 11th at Dollholic)
Dress: #Cloe - Francis Dress in Onyx
Pose: Secret Poses - Good Vibes, Pose 3M (Available until March 15th at The Liaison Collaborative)
Backdrop: Neverwish - Pyramid Spike Wall Panel (Available until March 23rd at Cyber Fair) 

A Pirate's Treasure can also come in Barrels!

When you think of pirates and their drinking habits, most people will tell you that they were rum drinks, and that's mostly the fault of Captain Sparrow, but I would imagine they'd drink anything that packed a punch and that they could get their hands on... Beer, Wine, Rum... Perhaps even Moonshine if they could find it?! That's why running a pirate bar, you've gotta be able to cater to all tastes... 

At the Bearded Guy's Bohemian Bar, our little wench was found in the basement by the hidden entrance to the dockyard sorting the newly, delivered barrels of booze. Being a bar wench, that likes to make sure the patrons are happy, some of these barrels will be set up to form a "Barrel Bed" structure - which is a release from Krescendo at Kinky... We cater to all of our guests needs, some of them spend a long time at sea!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Juniper
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: Mangula - Scarlett Set Dress in Silver
Pose: FOXCITY - Mermaid, Pose 2
Bed: Krescendo - Barrel Bed (Available until January 22nd at Kinky)
Chest: RSStore - Demonic Chest (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Anchors: Short Leash - The Admiralty (Available until February 5th at Chronicles & Legends)
Buoys: DRD - Boho Fish Shack in Bouy Bunch
Nets: Naberius - Deep Sea Tea Wall Net
Hat: RueMorgue - Mesh Pirate Hat
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Bohemian Bar 

I'm Getting Off The Naughty List!

 It's been a very long time since I let myself get a little naughty and I have a funny feeling that right now, I have to get myself out of a tricky situation... I heard from a failry reliable source that should not be named, but apparently my name is visible on a certain fat man in red's naughty list... 
Now I know that it might get me deeper down the list but I know the way that might work... It might also make me Santa's Baby?! 

Dressed like a naughty little Elf - thanks to an amazing outfit created by 1313 Mockingbird Lane, available at Tannenbaum, and more visible if you want to check the advert that I've added below - I found a way into the big guy's room and waited, surprised to see the amount of things that HE should be on his own naughty list for... 
I got the chance to speak with him, and he luckily he agreed there was a way I could get off the list... Ten minutes later I was bound and gagged, Strung Up with Christmas Lights - thanks to an amazing  Gag and set of cuffs and collar from Short Leash - BUT I had a gift from Mr.Clause, well a gift or two hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Elfin' Hot Hat (Available until December 25th at Tannenbaum)
Hair: Doe - Avery V1
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gag: Short Leash - Strung Up Gag (Available until December 22nd at Kinky)
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool
Collar & Cuffs: Short Leash - Strung Up Collar & Cuff Set 
Outfit: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Elfin' Hot Hat (Available until December 25th at Tannenbaum)
Pose: -Extra- - Naughty Girl
Santa: Better Gnomes and Cauldrons - Santa Claus Model
Decor: LEMME - Dear Santa, I Can Explain Collection (Available until December 31st at The Arcade)
Neon Lights: floorplan - Neon Santa Baby
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Bad Habits in Dark 

Would you like to come to my Dolly Tea Party?

I've just had another of those long, stressful days at work and finally can come home and rest... I want a nice hot, fresh cup of tea... Rudh though doesn't want to be restful and relax, she wants to have a party and although she'll accept a cup of tea but that's about as homely as it's going to get... This crazy little partygirl dolly, wants to have a teaparty laced with with that tingly arsenic juice... 

Her wounds and patches are the stitching of the amazing Sweet Thing "Patchwork" set, and it looks amazing with her pretty dolly tutu that comes from the amazing Valentina E "Pixie Ensemble" - available now at Anthem - and now all that she needs is a guest for her teaparty... The adorable Undead Unicorn made it already - an upcoming release for MadPea's new Cirque Du Mystere event from Krescendo - but there's room for one more, would you like to join her? 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Exile - Birdie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar & Leash: Sweet Tart - Thea Leash in Black (Available until October 22nd at Kinky)
Doll Patches & Wounds: Sweet Thing - Patchwork
Bikini: \/\\/ITCH - SEKUSHI BIKINI in FUCK OFF
Skirt: Valentina E - Pixie Ensemble in Black (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Pose: FOXCITY. - Hella Cute, Pose 6
Phone: Boutique#187 - Lollipop Phone Case
Table & Decor (Not Individually Listed): Astralia - GenZ Witch Tea Set (Available until October 30th
at Anthem)
Unicorn: Krescendo - Undead Unicorn Pack (Available from October 17th - November 30th at
MadPea's Cirque Du Mystere)
Fruit Bowls: Schadenfreude - Mini Berry Bowl Set (Available until October 22nd at Ritual)
Chips Platter: MOVEMENT - Chip and Dip Set in Mixed (Available until October 31st at Salem)
Plant: Boutique#187 - Monstro Plant in 1 Pink
Wall Shelf: Boutique#187 - Ouija Shelf
Paintings: LOVE - Art With Attitude
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Level Up 

Chocolate & Strawberries; The Perfect Medicine

I'm down with a cold, getting worse and still feeling like all I want to do is sleep. When I'm not asleep, I'm hobbling downstairs wrapped up in a blanket to make myself a cup of something hot and wet to drink... Most of the time I'm drinking tea, but sometimes I find myself reaching for a cup of hot chocolate and as an extra treat some little marshmallows... 

Sometimes I really feel like there's nothing I'd want more than a bath, but as we don't have a bath it was  suddenly so appealling to think of using my mug of hot chocolate as a hot tub... I've dreamt about bathing in a hot tub of hot chocolate before - thanks to the Violetility Hot Cocoa Hot Tub - but honestly I think tea might be better... Maybe though, the chocolate is making me feel better...
Maybe I should have more chocolate... I have some strawberries and other fruits in the fridge, and perhaps if I was able to cover them in chocolate - like the gorgeous plate of them I have them floating with me in the hot tub from Junk Food, available until September 22nd at Kinky - it would be like vitamins and medicine all at once... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Foxy - Haven Hair in Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bikini Top: Moon Amore - Lustilicious Lingerie in Cherry
Pose: FOXCITY - Cozy, Pose 1m
Plate & Strawberries: Junk Food - Strawberry Dip Platter (Available until September 22nd at Kinky)
Floatie: Raindale - Sandwood rubber ring in Yellow (Re-Coloured by Me!)
Cup: Violetility - Hot Cocoa Hot Tub
Marshmallows & Chocolate: MadPea - Chocolate Marshmallow Bridge
Backdrop: Delicate Company - Backdrop Retro Kitchen 

A Shy New Pet

 During the lockdown, you hear so many people were adopting new pets to give them things to do at home... I have two adorable pets of my own at home - Izzy, my Puppy, and Anna, the cat - so I know how valuable they have been at keeping me sane. Yet, I think back on the time that it took for the babies to settle in and make my home, their home... 
This goes for the adoption of any pet... You never know how long a pet will take to settle in, and it plays a lot on the personality of the animal... If  they are a little shy, it might take them a little longer!

Rudh is not really the kind of person that most people would call shy, but I have to tell you that a lot of it is all fluff and hot air... Behind the screen I am a very shy and self-concious person, I have anxiety and a lack of self confidence, but I've learnt to keep that hidden... Now that I'm married it's a little different, but before Hell I was the kind of submissive Babygirl that was considered a brat until someone got close. 
If I was a little pet, no matter how spoilt I'd been with a room full of some lovely kitty furniture in the form of the Magical Kitten Set - from Krescendo - I would probably be very shy to show off my lingerie - a new set from 1313 Mockingbird Lane called Dark Torment - even if she's been praised as Daddy's Prized Pet... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Prudence
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Make-Up: THIS IS WRONG - Xanthippe Makeup in Black
Scarf: CURELESS - Red Queen's Realm Gacha Item in Cheshire's Shawl PURPLE
Mouse: Half-Deer - Mewnificent Gacha in White Mouse Mouthie
Necklace: duckie - Prized Pet Collar in Black / Gold
Lingerie & Mask: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Dark Torment Lingerie & Mask
Pose: FOXCITY - Influencer, Pose 4
Cat Furniture: [Krescendo] - Magical Kitten Set (Available until August 22nd at Kinky)
Cabinet: LEMME - The orgasm cabinet RARE
Cardboard Box: Violetility - Pet Box
Rug: hive - Fluffy Heart Rug in Pink
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Hallucinate in Dark 

Bath Time!

Home from a long, hard, day at work and all I want to do is slip into my floppy pyjamas... After a quick stop in the bathroom! I don't have a bath in RL but I cannot stop myself from pining after the bath that's at my parents house. I really wish we'd had a bath installed when we had our bathroom done... Luckily for Rudh, she can have a bath, she can torture me as she soaks with her rubber ducky...

I put all the bubbles in the bath, a super fizzy bathbomb and the dumped a load of bubbles from the Bullshit Remover - from Cosmic Dust - into the water to wash off the stress and all the bullshit that I had to deal with at work today. 

What is she wearing;
Hair: ARGRACE - SHIMIZU in Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Soap Bar: Short Leash - Bad Mouth Gag (Available until August 22nd at Kinky)
Bubbles: MIWAS - Bubble on me in White
Bottle: [Cosmic Dust] - Cutesie Dumb Girlie Shit in Bullshhit Remover Pink
Pose: FOXCITY - Pampered, Pose 7
Duck: YOKAI - Little Rubber Ducks  in Little Duckling Yellow
Floating Bubbles: Half-Deer - Bubbles
Bath Bombs: tres blah - Eclectic Collection Gacha Collection in Bath Bombs RARE
Mirror: random.Matter - Pretty Girl Gacha Item in Kitty Mirror Blue
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Me Time in Banana Leaf 

Defeating the Monsters

I'm sick of the Monsters, both the ones that live in my head and the ones that seem to appear out of no where in life... Just when I think they have been quietened, they appear like a bad smell to raise my anxiety levels and make me paranoid. I'm getting better at standing up against these monsters, at removing myself from the situations that feature them, but I'm left a nervous ball of anxiety... 

Even in the safety of the asylum in my mind, these monsters can appear at any time... I'm sick of being haunted by them, and I will defeat them one by one... 
This time I caught the monster in a devil's trap and I will be expelling it from my life since ignoring it wasn't going to ever be good enough. She lures you in with sweet words, the things you long to hear, the scent of roses, but then spreads the virus that is spreading over her petite frame... 

What is she wearing:
Horns: Tentacio - Maddy Horn in Black (Available until July 22nd at Kinky)
Hair: Olive - the Camilla Hair
Tiara & Mask: Axix - Impious Crown in Onix (Available until July 22nd at Kinky)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face & Chest Marks: A.D.D. Andel - The Virus
Mouth Blood: ARISE - Blood Lip in Tone 3
Collar: random.Matter - Wretched Collar
Bandage Outfit: CUREMORE - Scar Tissue Gacha Item in Patient Bandages RARE
Arm Blood: Axix - Lilith's Vestigium in Red (Available until July 22nd at Kinky)
Corset: Tentacio - Maddy Corset in Black (Available until July 22nd at Kinky)
Body Scars: A.D.D. Andel - The Virus : The Spread (Available until July 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Black Mist: Cole's Corner - Enchantress Aura
Green Mist: Cole's Corner - Wicked Witch Heatwave Aura
Pose: Be My Mannequin - Be My Mannequin?
Backdrop: CRYSTAL - Silent Room

This Popstar is a Diva

 Working hard in retail for a living is just getting to be a little boring, and right now I find myself slipping off into dream land. My mind has been wandring to all sorts of different places, and just today I was thinking about a cartoon that I used to watch - Jem - she was like an original Hannah Montana only much, much cooler LOL... 
It lead my mind to dreaming of what it would be like to be a popstar like Jem... I have a feeling that Rudh would be a little more of a Diva! 

Waiting while they set the stage up, sitting by the backstage door she's watching as they prepare her stage - she's a bit of a Diva so everything has to be perfect - the new security guard checking to make sure she's allowed to be there get's flashed her pass and ignored. Maybe it's the Baphomet on her shoulder... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Taiane Hairstyle
Headphones: Spoiled - Wings Gaming Headset
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Mug - Electric Festival Gacha Items (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Bracelet: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home) 
Shoes: CULT - Alicia
Pet: [Yomi] - Baby Baphies Gacha in 4
Pose: FOXCITY - Pampered, Pose 5
Stool: Nomad - Bone Bar Stool in Neon 
Neon Lights: Krescendo - Lush Lights Gacha Items (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Poles: The Horror - Sparkle Pole in Blue
Stage Backdrop: Paparazzi - K-POP Stage Backdrop in Pink
VIP Backdrop:  .PALETO.Backdrop - STRIPTEASE CLUB