Oops! I Think I'm in BIG TROUBLE!

Ever have those days when you feel like your brain stops working?! I don't mean in the medical sense either, I'm talking like you cannot remember why you bent down to tie your shoe laces when you are in fact wearing slip-ons, or when you walk into a room and instantly forget what you came in for, or when you're mentally confused because today should be Sunday when it is in fact Friday... That kind of brain fart... I am getting those a lot lately, and someone told me I might be Peri-Menopausal, but I wish this brain fog would clear... 

It's as I was getting overly excited about my new outfit that I'd found at the Midnight Order, a Starla set - from Web Dew - decorated with Suns, Moons and Stars, things that have always made me feel special, and was making me feel remarkly happy that I wondered if I had been forgetting something... I mean I'd decked myself out with some gorgeous accessories, and even remembered to tuck my familiar little burdy into my Burdy Hat - which is a release from Tardfish for The Vault - but it wasn't until I was dancing through the Enchanted Book Hall - which is an older but still gorgeous release from everfaery - that I spotted something with a note attached... OH CRAP... In the bird cage, the Forgotten Birdcage - from CABALPIER - if you will, I think I'm in BIG TROUBLE...

What is she wearing;
Hat: Tardfish - Burdy Hat (Available until August 18th at The Vault)
Hair: Wasabi - Hot Cocoa HW Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Earrings: Raven Bell - Starlit Earrings (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Glasses: [AURO] - Stellar Vision Glasses (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Outfit: WEB DEW - Set Starla (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Gloves: Effervescence - Miranda Gloves (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Pose: [piXit] - Feidina, Pose F2
Birdcage: [CABALPIER] - Forgotten Birdcage (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Shelf & Decor Item: random.Matter - Stargazer [Part II] in Shelves and Globe (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Lights: {anc} - Panel Lamp Stand in Amber (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Backdrop: everfaery - Enchanted Book Hall Backdrop

A Spicy Work Break!

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Queen Mab... Moth Oracle

I've had a day at home to create a little magic, and as it's getting closer and closer to Halloween, I NEED to let some of that magic out to play... I have no idea what I will be wearing on Halloween itself this year, but I admit that I'm pretty stumped for ideas this year... It never happens, though I will admit I saw someone post on facebook about how this year is less Octoberish than an October is supposed to be and I can't agree more... WHY CAN'T I GET MORE HALLOWEENY ALREADY??!
Maybe some Dark Magic will help me along the way... I'm going to have to ask the spirits for help with this one... 

The oracle known as Queen Mab is one with the moths - she's also a mask and halo set from Tardfish, for the soon to close Nightshade event - and can be found in the darkest parts of the Living Forest - which is a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - and if asked nicely, she may be willing to consult the oracle moths on their creepy skull for advise, guidance and maybe even a peek into the future... 

What is she wearing;
Halo & Face Accessory: Tardfish - Queen Mab in Eyed (Available until October 28th at Nightshade)
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Spirit in Redhead
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in SHADOW (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Madison Choker (Available until November 22nd at Uber)
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - Spectral Luna Moth Wings
Moths: random.Matter - Eudora Moth Halo in White Mix & {anc} - Picnic Gacha Item in Swallow Tailed Butterfly Sapphire
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose: -Extra- - Witch Vibes 1
Skull: [North Oak] - Animated Creepy Moth Skull in Tan
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Living Forest Mortal Backdrop

Moths and Fluff in the Mind

It's Remembrance Day today in the Netherlands, and normally I spend my day focusing on the blood red poppies of Flanders Fields that have become a symbol of remembrance in the UK but today my mind has shifted a little... It feels like it's full of fluff as I have the start of a cold coming, but with everything going on in the world right now Remembrance Day has definitely shifted to become something more than just thinking about soldiers lost at war... I couldn't focus on poppies this year, I had to do something that made me feel thoughtful, allow me to remember in a different way and give me a moment to pause for thought... 

High up in the attic space where the light glows but is more than a little sombre, I sat in the glowing light of the late Autumn sunshine and closed my eyes. My head full of fluff as my mind wanders, I feel lost and alone in the sombre darkness... I am a doll in this life, and my face shows signs of breaking - an amazing accessory from KitCat called Stuffings TheDoll - while the butterflies of my imagination drift away in the light beams and dance through the quiet space... With everything going on in the world right now though, the way we remember the dead should change too, I love the poppies, I love the significance they hold and they will ALWAYS be important. Yet we need to just use this time as a moment to stop and pause, to think of anyone that had sacrificed themselves to save those of us that live on, no matter where they are, what they believe and what their reason is... We're still fighting over political issues, we're still fighting over religion, we're still fighting for our rights, in a modern age where people should be allowed to live their lives how they choose... 

What is she wearing;
Blue Butterflies: *LODE* Head Accessory - Wild Sakura Butterflies in Blue
Tiara & Skulls: CURELESS [+] - Dea Halo & Tiara in FATPACK
Hair: [monso] - Kankst Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Extra Head: KitCat - Stuffings The Doll FATPACK
Necklace: random.Matter - Caithe Collar in Silvers
Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds
White Face Moths: Random Matter - Eudora in Moth Halo (Available until December 6th at Collabor88)
Outfit: Pixicat - Ukok Set
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Valkyrie
Blue Moths: {anc} - picnic in swallow tailed butterfly Sapphire
Pose: Secret Poses - Aline, Pose 5 (Available until November 30th at Anthem)
Backdrop: VARONIS - Sombre Skybox

Moths love the Lamplight!

It's been a while since I've had a craving to take a chance to do something a little magical. For some reason, I've been finding it hard to focus on blogging lately and have not been able to get in the zone and dip my toes into the fantastical world... 
Today though, as the lights started going down and lamps were lit, the magic of the night starts to come to life.. As beautiful as their daytime counterparts, the moths are the silent dancers of the night's sky... Guardians of the Night Fae, and the messengers of the Eagles, and serenly ghost-like...

Everyone knows that Moths are drawn to the light, they dance from the darkness and seek out any source... The Lanterns in the garden providing the softest of glows, the twinkling into the darkness and as the song goes, my lamp light brings all the "moths to the yard"...

What is she wearing;
Hair: S-CLUB - ANTOINETTE
Crown: Random Matter - Wren Crown in Cool Tones
Butterfly Accessories: YOKAI - Mystical Butterflies in Mermaid SET
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Ruff: {Junbug} - The London Ruff in Original
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - A Touch of Darkness Wings
Pose: Secret Poses - Tatiana, Pose 5M
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff in Negative
Blue Butterflies: {anc} - Picnic in Swallow tailed butterfly sapphire (No Longer Available!)
White Butterflies: LODE - Wild Sakura Butterflies in White
Lamp: The Black Forest - Kerosene Lamp
House: dust bunny - Meadow Hives in Stump Hive (Available until June 30th at Anthem)
Plant: Ariskea - [Rosemary] Fresh Rosemary Terra Pot (Current Group Gift)
Backdrop: BROKEN ARROWS - Ivy Garden Faucet in Reddish Water Moss

Dancing with the Butterflies on a Spring Breeze

Work was insanely busy today and it will remain like this until after Easter, causing me to get home and have a very strongneed to avoid anyone and everyone until I've had some silence... 
I want to sip away into a different place. A place where I can unfurl my fairy wings and dance on the spring breeze in a sunny meadow to dance with the butterflies... 

There is nothing more in reality than a beautiful floral meadow in the sunshine, as the breezes dance through the grass lifting the scent of the flowers into the breeze... It's a total Fairytale - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - one filled with sparkles, light and butterflies in the sunlight... I plan on dancing with the butterflies, having my own little Spring Fling - which just happens to be a pose from -Extra- - to become a fluttery butterfly too... 

What is she wearing;
Antenna: Zombie Suicide - Alien Antenna (No Longer Available!)
Ear Cuffs: Carpe Noctem - "Butterfly Fae" Ear Cuff in Black
Halo: *katat0nik* - Butterfly Halo in Blue (Available until April 6th at Collabor88)
Nose Pet: [RunAway] - Flora Hair Accessory in Butterfly Blue
Hair: TRUTH - Maven in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Decoy - Angela Wings
Top: Decoy - Willa Cropped Blouse (Available until April 6th at Collabor88)
Jeans: Decoy - Aleya Ripped Jean
Pose: -Extra- - Blossom, Pose 3 (Available until April 1st at Spring Fling)
Blue Butterflies: {anc} - Picnic Gacha Item in Swallow Tailed Butterfly in Sapphire
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Fairytale [360] Backdrop 

The Beauty on the Mantelpiece

The Midnight Order releases all kinds of magic into the Second Life universe, and the beauty of the midnight hour is definitely where the sparkles are left to glitter in the dark... 
While going through a box of treasures left at the Midnight Order, I found the most amazingly beautiful bust that simply had to come out into the light and be placed amongst the treasures on my mantlepiece... 

The Mantelpiece in the Vintage Room - a backdrop from TROPIX - I have an old fireplace with a HUGE mantlepiece that I scatter with some of the most gorgeous antique, and somewhat magical treasures... The treasures are filled with so much magic and light, that even the cobwebs are left to sparkle... 
The Bust that I found will definitely sit pretty in the middle of the decorations, she's a soft blue porcelain decorated with deeper blue enamel - thanks to the Fallen Gods Inc at Midnight Order - and lace, jewellery and feathers and the most beautiful wig - from S-CLUB also at Midnight Order... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessories: S-CLUB - ANTOINETTE (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: Wyrd -  Tovi in Frozen (No Longer Available!)
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Synastry Bindi (Available in February 11th at DollHolic)
Eyes: Mana - Twilight Eyes (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Tattoos: Fallen Gods Inc - Enamel (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Choker: DREAMCATCHER - Valentine Collar (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Necklace: League - Double Stranded Soft Pearl Necklace
Pose: FOXCITY - Whimsy, Pose 6
Statue Base: BADA - Mannequi Bust in Blue
Candelabra: Tentacio - Hadria Candelabra (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Orb & Globe: CELESTE - Alchemy Props (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Box: sacrilege - Hunter Essentials (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Candles: Candle & Cauldron - Arachne Votives (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Box Case: LVL9 - Crystallum Orbis (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Mirror: {anc} - Looking-glass in Oval Mirror Rust
Webs: Half-Deer - Starlit Spiderwebs
Table Top: (Yummy) - Spooky Fireplace RARE
Backdrop: TROPIX - Vintage Room 04

A World of Burton

As the courtcase of one of his best friends seems to have taken over the media throughout the world, Mr Tim Burton has taken over a lot of Second Life this week as there is an Enchantment that has gone a little Burton-esque... Christmas Nightmares, Juice with Beetles and a touch of Wonderland have taken over, not to mention there is a demon barber on the loose... If SL wasn't scary enough at times, the monstrous mind of Mr Burton has taken over... 

This is definitely not the End of Story - a backdrop from K&S - though, the creatures have now found their own happy little lives in Second Life. Hiding in amongst the Curly Wurly Trees - a new release from LOVE for Enchantment - inhabitants of wonderland seek guidance and luckily for them Rudh and her gorgeous new Sand Slug friend - from Tardfish, also at Enchantment - are here to lead the way... 
As a side note though, I wanted to show off some of my goodies more clearly, things like the Six Feet Under "Victoria" Necklace - from Enchantment - and the Six Feet Under "Hellbourne Nose Ring" - available at Black Fair until May 29th - so I had to share a little close-up for a better looksee!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Olive - the Dollie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: !13ACT - Elle Sparkling Glasses in Black
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Hellbourne Nose Ring (Available until May 29th at Black Fair)
Choker: Kibitz - Mini Collar in Psycho
Upper Necklace: Six Feet Under - Victoria Necklace (Available until June 4th at Enchantment)
Lower Necklace: (Yummy) - Never Trust the Living in Silver
Shoulder Pet: Tardfish - Sand Slug (Available until June 4th at Enchantment)
Top: Pixicat - Serena Top in Black
Skirt: duckie - Ghosting in Black
Pose: -Extra- - Lighthearted, Pose 3 (Available until May 25th at Blanc)
Trees: LOVE - CURLY WURLY TREES (Available until June 4th at Enchantment)
Butterflies: {anc} - Picnic Swallow Tailed Butterfly in Sapphire
Background Pets: CURELESS - aliceinmonsterland Gacha Items
Backdrop: K&S - End of story..? Backdrop 

Risking it at the Casino!

Life is such a gamble every day... You never know what may happen on a day to day basis, I mean since the start of the year we've seen countries go to war, the pandemic is still clinging on and I'm STILL healing after the nightmare that was my conclusion to 2021... 
I decided that instead of gambling through the dangerous things, maybe a trip to the casino is a better idea, least that way it's just money I'm gambling with and not life... 

At Synnergy's Vintage Casino, I decided it was time for a little risk taking... I grabbed myself a fancy cocktail, or since I'm such a classy lady perhaps, I'll make it a Beer Margarita - from ChicChica - I'll even fancy myself up by putting my cigarette in a telescopic cigarette holder lol... Look at me I'm so fancy...

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Lake Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Sleeves: Mug - Paula Top in Black
Cigarette: random.Matter - Verona Telescopic Cigarette in Silver
Outfit: Tentacio - Xenia Body in Dark Colour
Pose & Card/Chips Props: Amitie - The Poker Female
Cocktail: ChicChica - Beer Margarita
Ashtray: {anc} - MoonLightLounge Gacha Item in Ashtray Stand
People: Meshed Potato - Various Mesh People (Sold Separately)
Backdrop: SYNNERGY - Vintage Casino Skybox (Available until April 1st for Cake Day Event) 

Butterflies of the Dark

Lots of things come to life during the Midnight Hour, when the magic wakes up... You never know what of the magical beings will bring to entertain. Today, as the moon is at it's fullest, the butterflies of the night - yes I know they are more often called moths, by everyone including ME lol, but this sounds much cooler this way - take flight and flock to their spirit, the one that holds their light and calls them home... 

This spirit hides in the ruins of the Broken Temple - a backdrop from Synnergy - she's marked by the butterflies that flutter in the dust of the crumbling building. All of these beautiful butterflies of the night are drawn to our spirit simply because of what she carries in her hand... She has the Butterflies of the Soul - a beautiful creation from Dreamcatcher for the Midnight Order... 

What is she wearing; 
Small Blue Head Butterflies: *LODE* Head Accessory - Wild Sakura Butterflies in Blue 
Crown: Garmonbozia - Akasha Crown in Goth  (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order) 
Hair: Moon - Flutter in Erratics in Flutter (Available until February 24th at LEVEL) 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: random.Matter - Alminas Glasses in Onyx
Wounds: CURELESS[+] - Lepidoptera Markings 
Scarf: {Rosier} - Strangle Spirit 
White Butterflies: *LODE* Head Accessory - Wild Sakura Butterflies in White 
Top: Decoy - Romantic Bloom Top (Available until February 20th at Cupid's Fault) 
Skirt:: Decoy - Romantic Bloom Skirt (Available until February 20th at Cupid's Fault) 
Hand Accessory: DREAMCATCHER - Butterflies of the Soul (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order) 
Blue Butterflies: {anc} - Picnic Gacha Items in Swallow Tailed Butterfly
Pose: -Extra- - Snowball Frenzy, Pose 4 
Backdrop: Synnergy - Broken Temple Backdrop 

Picking A Rose

A Tale as Old as Time... That Stockholm syndrome infused tale that saw a young lady trapped in by someone that kept her prisoner, someone that she eventually fell in love with and helped lift his monstrous curse... I've read other versions, in which magic was being eradicated from the land, and the heroine's mother was the one to curse the prince... Twisted and depraved... 
It's time for Belle to get a little retribution.. In my head this would be something like, her suddenly wanting to smell a flower...

After barging into the west wing, our heroine smashed the dome covering the monsters precious rose, snatching it up and walking from the room. Watching his precious leave the room, the monster was not sure which made him more frustrated... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Bunny in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: random.Matter - Obara Choker (Available until August 6th at Collabor88)
Outfit: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Jyrine Dress Set (Available until July 31st at We<3 Roleplay)
Body carvings: Ladybird - Cheyenne (Available until August 5th at Equal10)
Pose & Prop: FOXCITY - Fairytale, Pose 6
Hand Mirror: random.Matter - Bubble Magic Gacha Item in Hand Mirror [Silver]
Rose Petals: NOMAD - Red Rose Petals
Crystals: ((LovelyAlien)) - ShatteredCrystals
Table: {anc} - MoonLightLounge Gacha Item in Wood Table
Monster: H&C - Crawler (No Longer Available!)
Picture: DRD - Mystic Bastion Gacha Item in 19 MetalFrame Broken
Backdrop: TROPIX - The Castle Illuminated Hand Corridor 

F**K this thing called Reality!

It's finally the weekend and it will be my last before I start doing cheesy things on the weekends too... I'm kinda looking forward to doing cheesy weekends, but that's not going to stop me taking it easy and slipping into a fantasy world now while I have the chance... Today the theme though is totally anti-reality, in fact fuck reality... I want to be in a happy place...

I think aside from my RL Happy Place, which right now would involve my parents because I miss them SO MUCH, I would have a happy place that was sparkly and pretty, with a heap of cute and nothing scary like. It makes me laugh how much I can make myself a dead doll, but in reality I'm terribly chicken about all that! 
I think one of my happy places in SL has to be The Outer Garden... It's a real escape from reality, a total Fuck Reality - yes I keep saying it because of the awesome mask that matches SO perfectly with the Ethel Bra that I'm wearing, but that's probably because both of these things come from Tentacio! 

What is she wearing;
Flower Wreath: hive - Bria's Delicate Flower Crown
Hair: Olive - the Meme v2 Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mask: Tentacio - Fuck Reality Tape in Pink
Tattoo: DAPPA - Evie Tattoo
Daisy Bouquet: hive - Bria's Freshly Picked Wildflowers
Top: Tentacio - Ethel Bra in Black (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Rose Bouquet: Tentacio - Flower Romance Gacha Item in Only Roses Red
Pose: FOXCITY - Hella Cute, VOL2, Pose 1
Butterflies: {anc} - Picnic Gacha Item in Swallow Tailed Butterfly Cluster Sapphire
Horse: Half-Deer - Carousel Horse in Classic

Moths in the Attic

Just when I feel like it's time to come out of the shadows and get back to some semblance of normal, things shift and everything rolls back to square one... After the craziness that has been going on in the Netherlands with regards to the riots, and the loss of a dear SL friend this week, I just cannot bring myself to wander too far into the light... 
I'm like a moth, wanting desperately to enter into the light, not brave enough to dare to get too close... 

In the attic of the Varonis Verendus, the dark little moth girl hides in the shadows, watching the the world pass by out of the window as the moonlight catches just a glimpse of her... 
She's mystical, she's magic, and the glitter is drawing the gentle moth friends around the dusty old attic... If it's not the magic sparkles, maybe it's the magic within the Caithe pendant - a gorgeous necklace from random.Matter - around her neck... 

What is she wearing;
Antennae: ((LovelyAlien)) - Moth Antennae
Hair: Wasabi - Asia Hair in Fireworks (Available until February 22nd at Uber)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Third Eye: random.Matter - Cygla Third Eye Gacha Item in Blind RARE
Face & Body Markings: [POUT!] - BeetleJuice
Necklace: random.Matter - Caithe Collar in Silvers
Dress: Tentacio - Mirla Tunica in Green
Wings: Decoy - Angela Wings
Sparkles: TRIGGERED - Starlight Aura in White
Butterflies: {anc} - picnic / swallow tailed butterfly [cluster B] in sapphire
Pose: NANTRA - Carrie, Pose 3 (Available until February 10th at The Liaison Collaborative)
Backdrop: VARONIS - Verendus Skybox 

I'm Back... What Should I Wear?

After a few days recuperation, I find myself getting stir crazy at laying in bed, and as I'm sore but now able to move without pain it's time I found myself again... Starting slowly, I'm going to get back into life, starting with something that helps me whenever I'm down... BLOGGING! 
It's been so long, feels like too long, and right now I am floundering, I don't even know where to start... 

It's never a bad thing to have choice in what to play with... There are just too many pretty things out there at the moment, so too much choice seems to be a little bit of a bad thing for me... My clothing rack is full of lots of new pretties that I've gotten my grubby little hands on, and now I'm spoilt for choice LOL... There's a problem there somewhere right?! LOL... 
Luckily, while she's picking and choosing what she wants to wear she has the most adorable little Effie Bandeau Top and Highwaist Knickers - from Petite Mort at this month's round of AnyBody -  but for now, can anyone tell me what to wear?! Someone? Anyone? No?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: KUNI - Bonnie in Fatpack 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: Petite Mort - Effie Bandeau Top & Highwaist Knickers Set in Mint Floral (Available until September 31st at AnyBody) 
Pose & Props: Secret Poses - Wear this?, Pose 2 
Dogs: MishMish - Corgi Puppy Companion & Corgi Puppy Deco 
Box & Pillows: tres blah - Golden Cage Gacha Item in Stacked Pillows 
Mannequin: {anc} - Miniature/H. mannequin in Black 
Case: dust bunny - Woodland Dreams Gacha Item in Rosey Suitcase 

Prettiness and Magic in the ECLIPSE

I'm working today, so as I'm sat behind the PC I thought that I might as well get in some blogging time. There's not much else that I can do really, and I LOVE having a chance to sit back and relax with a blog post. 
Today I want to share something which comes from a surprising place, but truly works in such a versatile way... I'm talking about the darkness that comes from the ECLIPSE event, and using it in a way that's no where near dark or macabre, in fact it is the total opposite, and it really works! Helps me to think outside the box, and I hope that it would inspire people to do the same?! 

So, as you can see it's nothing like my usual post would be for ECLIPSE. It's far too light and girlie, but I felt a little inspired to create something that would allow people to think outside the box, and just because the event is all about the darkness, doesn't mean it can only be used for darkness! 
The ECLIPSE item that is behind all this would be the awesome shoes that Rudh is wearing, these are a release from lassitude & ennui - called Jezebel Sandals - and they come in a range of colours with gold or silver metal accents. Dressed in the right way they could be perfect for a dark, Lolita kinda look, but right now with this outfit they screamed pretty! I LOVE that they can be so versatile!!!
The photo was taken at the amazing Outer Gardens' new fairground location, and as with their other designs, it's super pretty and magical. I fell in love with the location, and it just seemed perfect for my pretty girlie look... 
I guess the rest of my outfit could be seen as a Look of the Day! A look with lots of flowers and happiness... Ranging from the LODE flowers in her hair, to the tiny little flowers on her fashionably dead jeans, she's top to toe in flowers! 

What is she wearing;
Flowers: LODE - Peony Poem Wreath in White Red Touch (Available until May 16th at Shiny Shabby) 
Hair: DOUX - Cruz Hairstyle in Basic Pack 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Top: Pseudo - Leighton Top in Floral 
Jeans: (fashionably dead) - Flower Jeans in Denim 
Shoes: lassitude & ennui - Jezebel Sandals (Available until April 30th at ECLIPSE) 
Flowers: Ariskea - Camomile Basket in Calmly 
Pose & Prop: {anc}  - Remind You Gacha Item in Globe Ride Pure RARE 

A Kaleidoscope of Butterflies

I feel like doing something pretty today, something that isn't really a normal look or style for me, but with my same usual fairytale flair perhaps... Something of a more modern fairytale princess, in a less and typical style of dress but looking very very pretty none-the-less... 

I guess you might say that this is a look of the day for me, it's a dress that as soon as I saw it I had to have and even though the colour I chose was not a normal one for me, I cannot get enough of it's soft pastel shade. 
I went for a walk through the beautiful Outer Garden in this gorgeous dress by Kaithleen's and was immediately joined by a group of butterflies... What is the term for a group of butterflies - opens google - apparently it's a Kaleidoscope... A Kaleidoscope of butterflies sounds so pretty! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Livia in Redhead 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress: Kaithleen's - Breeze Dress in Mocha 
Pose: Image Essentials - Allure, Pose 4 (Available until August 31st at Twe12ve) 
Butterflies:{anc} - Picnic Gacha Items in Swallow Tailed Butterfly in Sapphire 

Roses of Peace for Angellic Demons

Sometimes a little angel needs to fall just to find herself... I've had a bit of a hard day when it comes to emotions and feelings. and all that kinda stuff so as per usual my photos are reflecting those feelings... Everyone hurts sometimes... Even the fallen Angels... 

This whole picture started because I'd gotten my little hands on the amazing nose bleed from Zombie Suicide at this year's Skin Fair, but it developed and became more than that...
You may already know I'm more than a little addicted to Gacha, and so when LootBox started and ANTINATURAL released the amazing Post-Human collection I was determined to get what I wanted... In my case I was lucky, and got both the Angel and Demon lootboxes - the Demon will come later btw - but for now the angel seemed to fit so perfectly with my mood today... The sadness of the Holy Eyes and the degradation of her wings... I will admit that the wings look better in person, they have a subtle sparkle to them that looks off through the mist here but just looks so gorgeous in SL... Make sure you check this set out!!!
The fallen angel was freed from her cage - an anc cage rezzed for use at Backdrop City - and given hope in the form of a white rose - thanks to the Rosa pose from PinkRayne - her cage holding back the demon inside that was trying to break free...

What is she wearing;
Hair: *ARGRACE* - CHIZURU in Reds
Horns: DOUX - Demon horns in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Nose Blood: Zombie Suicide - Nose Bleed V2 (Available until March 25th at Skin Fair 2018)
Outfit & Accessories (Including Top, Wings, Eyes, Necklace & Hands): ANTINATURAL - Post-Human Gacha Items (Available until April 19th at LootBox Gacha)
Pose: PinkRayne Poses - Rosa
Pose: {anc} - Cage. decor {darks} 8Li RARE

Sins Released... Proud, Vain, but so Pretty

There are 7 of the Deadly Sins, and each has it's own attributes which come through in the demeanour of Rudh every time one of them takes over her body. Lust is most common place but sometimes, when the others have control you see a side of Rudh that is not the normal. 
Pride, or sometimes as the sin is known Vanity, doesn't tend to be something I'm very good at... I always find myself second guessing and NEVER seem to be able to feel proud of things that I've done as I have a bit of an issue with self-confidence, or more correctly a lack of self confidence!  

The Pride sin is very vain and likes to be surrounded by mirrors... She's glam and mysterious and prides herself on the magic within...
Her outfit is something chosen specifically to show off her Astral Divinity - since she's proud of being such an important demon as one of the sins, dontcha know... Hand crafted by the workers of egosuamii and United Colors she dances through The Arcade like a beacon of light her pride and vanity showing through the glittering facade... Look at me, worship me, it screams... 
I only hope some of the pride in myself shines through today... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: ERSCH - Spiritual Gacha Horns in 09 Black 
Hair: DOUX - Ruby Hairstyle in Reds 
Third Eye: random.Matter - Cygla Third Eye in Bay 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Eyes: Izzie's - Demon Eyes 
Dress: United Colors - Olivia Dress in Black 
Accessories: {egosumaii} - Astral Divinity Gacha Items (Available until March 31st at The Arcade) 
Pose: Image Essentials - Seven Deadly Sins in Sloth (Available until March 31st at DESIGNER CIRCLE)
Mirrors: {anc} - Looking Glass. Gacha Items
Plant: dust bunny - Potted Sago Palm
Building: Apple Fall - Country Hall

Master's Valet

Has anyone else had the problem with Flickr where your pictures are set to the wrong level?! I know that I ranted about this thing before but right now I'm still slowly going through each and every picture AGAIN! I recently started going through my pictures yet again and trying to set the correct settings, they tell you what should be but never give any good examples of how things are set incorrectly... It's bugging the piss out of me... 
So today I'm saying Screw it, I'm going to do something that should be listed as Restricted because WELL Why not!!! 

This picture I have been told is pretty hot, and when someone that's not me says it then I feel I made a good effort LOL... 
It started with an awesome piece of furniture, the Fapple release for TMD this month, a Gentleman's Valet... An awesome free standing closet space that would be handy for any Gentleman on the go, as it makes the perfect hanging space for all of your manly needs, and is strong enough to provide somewhere solid to lock your submissive to as you go about your daily business... Cushions and handcuffs are available separately from many different designers - Submissive is not included in your Valet Purchase! 
The sub of this man's choice of of the latex variety... A gorgeous VoluptasVirtualis Corset that hugs her curves while tightly laced and some spiked but dainty looking Glamistry heels, with a matching MoDANNA leash... Blindfolded to keep her focus entirely on her Master... These dolls can also be purchased separately for the right price... 

What is she wearin
Hair: TRUTH - Lady in Redhead 
Blindfold: AsteroidBox - Strapped Blind in Black 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Collar: MoDANNA - [Enlace Collection] Leash Chokers in Black (No Longer Available!)
Corset: VoluptasVirtualis -  Anita in Leather Black 
Shoes: Glamistry - Hortensia Heels in Black 
Pose: Signature Pose - Riley 
Decor: Fapple - Gentleman's Valet (Available until September 30th at The Men's Department) 
Handcuffs: Instinct - Handcuffs F 0+ 
Cushion: {anc} - Round Cushion in Stripe/Black 

Jellies to stop the Tears

My Dad has gone home now, so I'm so sad so I needed to do something fun to cheer myself up... Luckily I had some awesome pretty things to make myself feel a little better and so I smiled a little at least... Even though I made it look like I'm a little sad in the pictures I'm guessing that is because I didn't get to see the sparkly lights yet though, sparkly lights always make me smile!!! 

These sparkly lights are SOOOOOOOOO Pretty... I knew I couldn't resist playing with them as soon as I saw them from Violetility at the current round of Whimsical. As you can see they come in a rainbow of colours, and are all so pretty, but each light has a hanging thread too which can be unlinked and removed to create that look of floatingness!! SO PRETTY!! They really did make me smile. 
The Pretty little Walking Mermaid - with my favourite Make-Up layer from Zombie Suicide which I know I wear a lot but cannot get enough of - was dressed all pretty for a party... A cute Dead Dollz bikini and a pretty new Tentacle Headband, which can be found in the Nightmare booth of Suicide Dollz, she was ready for a party... It seems like her tentacled date got a little bit touchy feely though, maybe that's why she's crying. At least she's able to play with the pretty Jelly Lanterns and has a cuddly friend for comfort... 
Maybe I will go find a cuddly friend to stop myself feeling so homesick... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessory: Nightmare - Tentacle Headband (Available until September 3rd at Suicide Dollz) 
Hair: Truth - Kizzy 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Scales: Zombie.Suicide - face Mermaid Scales 
Body Marks: Nox. - Octo Hickies 
Bikini: Dead Dollz - Jade Lingerie Set in Blue 
Plushie: Atomic - Ocean Plushies Gacha Item in Squid Blue RARE 
Pose: Image Essentials - Choices 1 (Available until August 31st at Designer Showcase) 
Lights: Violetility - Jelly Lanterns (Available until September 18th at Whimsical) 
Bubbles: {anc} - Bubbles