Peaceful Fluttering

Today is the last day of April and that means we're already a quater through the year, the Spring has almost totally sprung and Summer is on the way, PLUS HellBone and I are almost half way through the rennovations to the house and SOON we can go back home... I cannot wait... I'm counting down the days, not wishing the year away or anything but I want to be home SO MUCH... It's kinda hard to believe that I was excited about this little "adventure"... I'm trying to hold my shit together currently and wishing for ways to not crack... 

I need to disappear into a place of peace and quiet, never to return but always to be here for my family especially at the moment since Mum is sick and Dad needs the support to look after her.. HellBone needs to be looked after since he's over-stressed due to the rebuilding... 
All I want now is someone to look after me... I wish there was someone to help me feel better... Someone help me find peace... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Millie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Robe: SOUJOUR - Vintage Robe
Top: miss chelsea - Cora Set in Corset (Available until May 17th at Shotgun Pop Up Events)
Pants: miss chelsea - Cora Set in Pants (Available until May 17th at Shotgun Pop Up Events)
Pose & Cage Prop: [piXit] - Farfalle, Pose F3
Butterflies: Elm - Aurielle Decor in Flying Butterflies Cool
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Butterfly Conservatory {360} Backdrop

Kings Day 2026

It's a special day in Holland today because today is King Willem-Alexander's birthday and so the party that the whole country seems to be in waiting for has been happening ALL DAY today... Celebrating the King, partying and selling off your old junk at the free markets that are taking places in many cities across the country... 
Let's get our celebration on... 

Happy Birthday King Willem-Alexander, thank you for letting the country celebrate today... There have been lots of delicious Dutch snacks eaten in this house today, and we were good kids wearing our Orange uniform to help you celebrate... 

What is she wearing;
Crown: Junk Food - Inflatable Tiara in Orange
Hair: Wasabi - Kiss K9 Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - 70's Round Glasses
Top: miss chelsea - Arlo Set in Jeans (Available until April 30th at Anthem)
Confetti Poppers: hive - Confetti Poppers
Jeans: miss chelsea - Arlo Set in Jeans (Available until April 30th at Anthem)
Pose: FOXCITY  - Warm Up, Pose 6
Dutch Food: DRD - Dutch Snack Table (Past Group Gift) & C L  A Vv - Dutch Cuisine in Cup of Tea & Stroopwafels (No Longer Available!)
Window Decor: Hangry - Birthday 101 in Happy Fucking Birthday Sign & spruce - Festive Felt Garland in Tangerine
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Brew Haven

Bad Girls have the Uncensored Tapes!

Everyone has their hobbies, and the fact that we all have so many different hobbies is wonderful because it shows how unique we can all be... Some love sports, some love music, others love crafting things be that cooking or knitting or pottery or making something wonderful with your hands...
I love to be creative and use my blog to do that, I also love to junk journal and knit, I love music of all different kinds and you should know by now that I read and read and read... Mostly Smut but I read...

Some other people love movies, HellBone is a movie lover, but with so much choice, how hard is it to choose a movie these days... I know that HellBone is a horror movie lover, I would spend forever getting lost in Middle Earth and on a bad day The Princess Diaries helps me feel better, but there are other types of movies out there... Some days you just need the kind that make you shiver with a different type of Anticipation... 
Nights like tonight when you're on a visit to the Bad Girls Club, and there's this one naughty girl in the Crimson Nights - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - room with a collection of those naughty Uncensored Tapes - from Krescendo until the end of today at Fetish Fair, yes I KNOW it's almost the closing but they will be at the mainstore soon I'm sure - that we can watch on the Retro TV Combo - from MadPea - in the room to get us in the mood... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Litterbug - Chrome in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: GABRIEL - Take me Leash in Black
Outfit: Psycho Barbie - [Darkmoon Set - Fatpack]
VHS Tapes: [Krescendo] - Uncensored Tape (Available until April 26th at Fetish Fair)
Pose: [piXit] - Annette, Pose F1R
TV: MadPea - Retro Combo TV in Black
Stacked Tapes: Mithral - VHS Tape Stack Set
Crate: Ariskea - [Hiyoku] Just a Trunk  in Black Common
Neon Sign: [Krescendo] - Kinky Neon, 4
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Crimson Nights {360} Backdrop

Cubs and Cuties

It's Friday Night and when I was younger that was an excuse to be able to head out for a party... I used to do it fairly often at Uni, but now the thought of that and all the havoc that goes with it is just way too much to handle... I'm definitely not ready for that kinda chaos... I wanna be at home in my jammies with my book, a cuppa tea and my cat... Rudh on the other hand always has different ideas, and in the early evening sunshine tonight she met up with ther fairy friends for a trip to get food and check out the cute local boys... 

I dunno if you've heard of it, but there is an amazing little Fairytale Cafe called the Lucky Clover Cafe - a backdrop from FOXCITY that is one of two similar designs both in regular and fairytale from Collabor88 - where you can get some of the most delicious grub... I fully recommend the Popcorn Cubs - from Junk Food - that look like cute little bears and taste just like the best chicken nuggets you've ever had... 
I was so keen on the delicious dinner that I was able to ignore my two little fairy friends checking out the cute Little Pan boys on the other side of the restaurant... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi  - Nectarine Hair in Absolute Pack
Head Accessory: muffin - Teddy Headband in Brown
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Fairstar Wings in Fatpack
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Fiona Accessories (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Dress: AsteroidBox - Fiona Dress (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: Foxcity - Pretty, Pose 7
Food: Junk Food - Popcorn Cubs
Fairies: MishMish - Fairy
Pans: MishMish - Little Pan
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Lucky Clover Cafe in Fairy (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)

Magic of the Fantasy Faire

Today is an important day today in Second Life, since today is the day that Race for Life opens it's Fantasy Fair and therefore the fantasy beings will be able to gather some amazingly wonderful things, experience just a little more magic and raise some funds that will head towards cancer research... 
Cancer Research is something very important but at the moment I am finding it more so than ever because of my mother being sick with Pancreatic Cancer... I would do anything to find a way for her to feel better right now... I would hope that any glimmer of magic could help... 

We are trying to find happiness in every little thing that we're doing, and we aren't planning things too far ahead so that she can just take things easy and let things happen as they happen... 
I'm searching for as much magic as I can in Second Life to help me get through this, so I can support her... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Horns: [monso] - Albedo Hair in Black & Red (Available until May 15th at Lewd Station)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: kotte - Fairy Wings
Dress: Faunus - Idunn Gown (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Fair)
Pose & Leaf Prop: -Extra- - Leafy, Pose 4
Chair: everfaery - Driftbloom Seat (Available until May 9th at Access)
Flower Lamps & Ground Cover: Simply Shelby - Enchanted Garden Lamp in Purple (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Fair)
Gazebo: Violetility - Masquerade Gazebo (Available until May 17th at Shotgun PopUp Events)
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Swimming Hole {360} Backdrop

I'm a Hot Mess!

Right now I'm a little bit of a hot mess, I'm tired and sad because for the last few days my parents have been here to visit... I have LOVED having them here, it's been great to catch up with my parents, it's been a bit of a relief to see my mum and talk to her face-to-face about the chemo that she's having AND it's been great for my Dad to get a chance to see the house and talk about the work being done... 
Though now,  more than normal, it was hard to see them leave... I'm left here feeling upset and scared and really, pretty much like a Hot Mess... 

I decided to lose myself in oneof my books about bad boys and stalking and creepy perviness, I need something dark and totally different from reality... Some people watch TV and I like to read smut, but sometimes the things do have a little effect on my picture making process... I may be a Hot Mess, but I'm going to be the kind of Hot Mess that could be the fantasy of one of the boys in my books... 
My outfit may scream that I'm a Hot Mess - it's actually made up of an amazing Karina Skirt from AsteroidBox at the current round of Equal10 worn over a tank and leggings from The Kiwi Co's Hot Mess set - accessorised with a new Lips Jeans Bag - available from Boutique #187 at Ouh LaLa until May 8th - so that I look HOT and less of a Mess on the metro and distract myself and the creepy guy sitting pretending to take a call... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Tease Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gum: [Pink Fuel] - Yum Bubblegum!
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Emery Jewelry
Top: The Kiwi Co - Hot Mess White Tank
Bag: Boutique #187 - Lips Jeans Bag (Available until May 8th at Ouh LaLa)
Skirt: AsteroidBox - Karina Skirt (Available until May 8th at Equal10)
Pants: The Kiwi Co - Hot Mess Leggings v1
Pose: [piXit] - Annette, Pose F1
Mesh Model: DisturbeD - Alton Sitting Guy on Phone Character
Backdrop: K&S - // Shadow Subway. Backdrop

Payback Can Hurt!

I'm in a bad mood, I'm wanting to kick some ass of some random people and that's all because recently some random woman decided to respond to the basic question "Can I help you?" with opinions of how I could do with losing weight and that because she'd done it maybe it would help me too... I didn't know this woman, I was asking a customer that came into the store if I could help her with anything and, frankly, she was lucky I was being polite because I was at work...
Really in my mind, I wanted to show her how her rude words affected me... I was pissed... 

I guess in my mind I kinda planned out all of the things that I could have said rather than the polite, but I'll admit Mrs Brown based "That's Nice", whilst the Rudhish side of me, like the little devil on my shoulder, wanted to go all Resident Evil and show her much weight she could afford to lose, starting with the rude tongue in her head... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Fine Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Strap Outfit: Static - Tsutsumu Tape in Bandage Black (Available until April 19th at NEO-JAPAN)
Skirt & Fishnets: AsteroidBox - Jayne Skirt in FLF Version
Pose & Sword Prop: FOXCITY - Venom, Pose 5
Bodies: H&C - Death Zombie
Beds: Sooden Store - Gurney Siden
Dogs: H&C - Zombiedogs
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - TT3