Tuesday, February 20, 2024

The Naughtiest of Games

Today I let myself get out of my comfort zone and allowed myself to be affected by the smut that I've been reading lately... I don't normally tend to get myself too naughty when I'm taking pictures as firstly it's not something I feel good at, secondly I worry that people might think it's too much... There are a lot of great SL photographers that take amazing sexual photos but I'm terrible at it... 
However, I wanted to get a little naughty, the books are effecting my mind, and well... It's time for a little game... 

In a dark Hotel Room - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - they are hiding hookers within the rooms, that are specially equipped for a brand new kind of game. It's the game of the Wicked Wheel - a new wheel from Krescendo, available now until February 25th at Fetish Fair - where a girl is placed against an Onsen Glory Wall - from Violetility at Hentai Fair - either the front face or rear facing kind, and a gent that pays the highest price will be allowed to take a spin of the wheel and a play of the doll in the room... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Valiant in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Heart Wounds: duckie - Leg Hearts
Boots: CULT - Lilith Fatpack
Panties: XTC - Oops Panties
Wall & Pose: Violetility - Onsen Glory Wall (Available until March 1st at Hentai Fair)
Wheel: [Krescendo] - Wicked Wheel - Black (Available until February 25th at Fetish Fair)
Wall Plates: [Krescendo] - Vanity Plates
Wall Button: [Krescendo] - Naughty Bells
Toy Tray: West Village - Naughty Things Tray
Tables: Soy. - Old 8mm Projector & Screen Set in Table for Old Projector
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Hotel Room {Dark} Backdrop

Monday, February 19, 2024

Divalicious Cheetah Girl

 I'm going to admit to something, I'm not doing all that well at the moment.It's been a week now since I lost my dog and I'm finding it very hard to carry on and function as normal, because frankly my normal was heavily featuring her... I am trying to move on, I have my kitty cat at home, I need to focus and power through and try to get on with things rather than run on auto pilot with everything, and that includes my blogging. 
I had to think of a way to get my mind back on track, and therefore today I've pulled on a look that I really like but it's definitely not going to be a post that's full of my usual overthinking, fanciful story style rambles... Today I've got a cute outfit on, and I'm posing... It's a look of the day, and I love it, and hopefully it will help me start to get back on track a bit... 

It's not all that often I'm able to just create a look of the day, so may bloggers out there are amazing at it, but for me normally if I DON'T have a story my mind is not happy and creates something silly... Today I don't really have the mental capacity to write a story, and I just loved the outfit enough without worry... 
I let my kitten take over my mind, picking out the furry Posh Purr Purse - from Aardvark until tomorrow at Cupid's Fault, though really no one needs to be at fault for this adorable creation - and of course when I went all cheetah girls, I went all out... A comfy outfit from miss chelsea - available now until March 6th at equal10 - and decided that even though the sun was going down I needed to get out of the house and find something to do... 

What is she wearing:
Ears: STOIC - KITTY EARS
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Ravine in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: KIT'ZUNE - Pet Collar in BLACK
Bag: Aardvark - Posh Purr Purse (Available until February 20th at Cupid's Fault)
Cardigan: miss chelsea - Adie Top (Available until March 6th at Equal10)
Pants: miss chelsea - Adie Pants (Available until March 6th at Equal10)
Pose: Secret Poses - Let's Get Fit, Pose 5M
Car: Hogs & Cart Wheels - Victory  
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - HOUSE 16

Thursday, February 15, 2024

A Dark Little Angel

Life has been shaky since I lost my furbaby on Sunday... I've been distracted and confused and unwilling to do much of anything besides sit with one of her toys and watch the same sort of silly movies and tv together that we always watched... I know now though that I need to start trying to get back some semblance of normality not just for me but for my hubby and kitten... 
I dug deep, searching through my mind to find out if the characters in me want to come out to play again... Seems like there is always a dark little spirit wanting to get out to experience the light... 

The magic definitely helps me to free my mind a little, and that's definitely something that my mind needs right now. As I've always said, blogging is definitely a form of therapy for me, and creating a look that is kinda magical but also a look of the day has become healing... My mind drifted and I smiled and things started to feel better... 
I may be a monster, I am definitely not an angel, though perhaps I could be a twisted combination of the both. Something magical, something monstrous and something that truly makes me smile... This outfit is one of those things for me too, the angellic demon, draped in pearls, dressed in black and looking cute... 

What is she wearing;
Horns & Hair: Magika - Lilian Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Heathen Bindi
Choker: [Black Bantam] - Pearl Drop Choker
Necklace: (Yummy) - Oversized Pearl Gemstone Necklace
Black Top: epoch - Jaz Crop in Monster
Grey Top: Mug - Alora Top in Gray
Wings: everfaery - Lovespell Wings
Skull: AZARAN - NECROMANCE SKULL
Red Magic: Artemisia - Intoner's Aura (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff & Glitterati
Pants: Mug - Alora Jeans in Black
Pose: Secret Poses - Lucia, Pose 4M (Available until February 29th at Anthem)
Mist: kotte - Cloudy
Backdrop: K&S - Alchemy of Souls. Backdrop in Dark (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)

Monday, February 12, 2024

A Last Goodbye

Perhaps I like to torture myself, perhaps I am someone who cannot let go of the things that hurt me the most, but if you've seen my facebook feed over the past few days you may have seen my post about HellBone and I having had to say goodbye to our dear sweet fluffybutt fur baby, Izzy... It has broken my heart saying goodbye to her, and it will no doubt take me a while to heal, but I've decided that, for me and my own healing, I needed to sit down, take a picture in SL and share my feelings in the best possible therapeutic method I can... Please bear with me, this post will no doubt be a sad but happy one, and it's definitely not one of my usual silly rambles... BUT today I want to tell you the story of IzzyWhizzy the wonder dog... 

I had never ever been a dog person, growing up my family had always had cats and to be honest I didn't really mind that. I never wanted or needed a dog, I loved to pet them, but I never really felt that I needed more... When I moved to the Netherlands, my new found family was HellBone and his dog Biko, who was a rottweiler labrador that perfectly fit with her big, scary looking bossman... I hadn't been here long before Biko got sick,and had to move on to chase things in the clouds... It broke Hell, he was lost without his faithful buddy and even though he said he would never want another dog, a few months down the line we heard a story that changed all that... 
My sister worked for a Greyhound charity that was in the process of rescuing 25 dogs that had been locked in a breeding kennel and left for dead. The charity was overflowing, the centre was already full and was now ready to burst, then Izzy's mum popped out a litter of 8 fluffy babies... Beautiful little Saluki puppies, that were racing dog shaped with the long soft hair of an Afghan... They were gorgeous, made the cutest noise and needed love, they were also born to a mother that had suffered in extremely bad conditions causing each puppy to catch mange as they nursed from their mum... 
After just a few days, we had made the choice and Izzy was wecomed to join our family. We named her Izzy because of the silly idea that she'd be a super fast, racing baddie and so IzzyWhizzy seemed appropriate. It wasn't long before she found her voice, and actually foghorn might have been a better name as this girl had a set of lungs on her that created the screams of a banshee... 
When she finally came to join us in the Netherlands, she became an expat just like me, and had to start learning Dutch pretty quick. Due to the mange she never got to attend puppy classes, so she felt less of a dog, and more of a Diva Princess that could persuade her new parents to give her anything she wanted. Although it was in fact her Oma that left the best things unattended - she even left a whole strawberry tart once, that was delicious... 
So, Izzy grew up loving a walk in the park, sprawling in the sun and showing off her multitude of crazy relaxing positions - that I often joked made her look like she'd come from IKEA and was missing a few screws - and Oh boy could she sleep! People warned us about the greyhound family dog breeds, saying they'd need a lot of exercise, but some days we had to actually drag Izzy out for walks, especially when it was raining!!! She managed to make sure the interloping cat knew her place... She helped her mum and dad to get married, becoming the second bridesmaid alongside her rescuing hero Aunty Sophie. She even caused us to spend many a New Year vacationing in the woods because we thought she'd have a heart attack once the fireworks started... 
It's been over 24 hours now since we had to say goodbye, and there are so many things I miss. Watching tv with her, scratching her butt and watching her do her silly little dance, hearing her sneak into bed with HellBone when I got up in the morning... I'll never forget my little princess floof... I just hope she's found friends in Biko, and all of the kitties in my life that came before her, she's no longer in pain, and the pain I have from losing her will subside but for now... I miss you Izzy, I love you so much, and thank you for 14 years of wonderful divalicious happiness!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Delulu Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Izzie's - Lua Eyes in Teary Eyes RARE
Tear Make-Up: Izzie's - Smeared Mascara in Tears & Little Tears
Outift: BUENO - Nini Overalls in Blues
Pose: Secret Poses - Kiara, Pose 3
Dog: Foxwood - Boho Borzoi
Wings: dust bunny - Sweetheart Wings in White
Backdrop: Synnergy - Heavens Gate  Backdrop

Friday, February 9, 2024

Protect the Heliodor

Why do things happen in threes?! Why when you have two issues, do you get a feeling of impending doom? Why does everything always seem to happen all at once? The past few days I've been feeling shattered, lost, alone and so separated from family that it hurts more than normal, and that's all due to the fact that my Grandma is in hospital because she keeps fainting and they don't know why... Then to make things better, last night my dog started getting ill and has been weak and lethargic all day. She didn't want to go for a walk to the park, which is a surefire sign that something is wrong... All these things adding up are making me feel monstrous, like I just want to scream and cry and scream some more... 

There is a lot of angry and sad emotion right now, and all I can think of is letting the monster out of the darkness so she can consume me and stop the feelings of desperation and stress...
I wonder if my demon can break through, she is a dangerouslt dark being. Marked by the Angelus - whos body tattoo are from AERTH at Midnight Order - she hides in the Cave of Wonders and protects the Heliodor Crystals with her own Dagger made of Heliodor - from Oblivis, also at Midnight Order... 

What is she wearing; 
Crown: Nefekalum - Ledryth Crown (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Hair: ZAO - Sixty One Hair Pack (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: Fallen Gods Inc - Pure Skin in Ebony Ivory (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Tongue: Dazed - Lucy Demon Tongue
Earrings: cinphul - Vultura in Earring.Puff (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Yellow Tattoo: Fallen Gods Inc - Widow Tattoo (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Black Tattoo: [AERTH] - Angelus Body Tattoos in Black (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Top: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!) 
Weapon: [+Oblivis+] - Artifact Heliodor Dagger (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Valkyrie
Pose: [piXit] - Unchained Melody, Pose F2R
Crystals: LORE - Pointy Crystals
Backdrop: Synnergy - Cave of Wonders Backdrop

Tuesday, February 6, 2024

Moonlight Glow of a Galaxy Demon

There are times when I get more than a little excited over an outfit that leads to a brilliantly, brightly, sparkly wondful new character who will take up residence in my brain until I'm able to bring her out and show her to the world... Today is one of those days when someone gets to shine... 
She's a spiritual demonic being, she sparkles in the moonlight as she holds the moon in the palms of her hand...

Her outfit is other worldly, a dress with a vintage retro spacegirl style - thanks to the gorgeous Dita Dress from PSYCHO.Byts - and since she's holding the moon in her hands the stars are drawn to her like moths to a flame... She glitters, her aura sparkles and the moonlight gives her a lumious aura. The light radiates from her mottled purple skin, and the stars as they shine tickle making her tail twitch - the body paint, the tail and the halo of purple moons are part of the set from Forest Fantasy Store called "Galaxy Demon"...

What is she wearing;
Horns: NeverWish - Dreamer Horns
Planet Halos: random.Matter - Star Girl in Planetary Halo & Pukki - Galaxy Halo (No Longer Available)
Star Halos: LuluB! - Starry in Crown Silver (No Longer Available!), bonbon - sleepy star in aura & Doe - Twinkling Stars Aura
Hair: [monso] - Briar Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Ink, Moons & Tail: FOREST FANTASY STORE - Galaxy Demon
Freckles: random.Matter - Star Girl in Freckles
Necklace: Candle & Cauldron - Moonphase Choker
Dress: PSYCHO:Byts - Dita Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff
Sleeves: Tentacio - Celestial Sleeves
Moon: STOIC - Semi Luna
Pose: -Extra- - Peace & Joy
Clouds: kotte - Cloudy in Shapes Star
Backdrop: Synnergy - Space Moutain Backdrop

Monday, February 5, 2024

Stop and Smell the Roses

It's that time of year again, another seasonal holiday that gets everyone in Second Life excited. All the shopping events are filled with it, there are parties and concerts to celebrate and dates are planned for this seasonal holiday, I'm talking of course about Valentines Day... 
It's not a holiday that I get really crazy into like Halloween or Christmas, but when you can't avoid it, it's better to join in the fun... So folks, it's time for me to do something a little cutesy, filled with pink and more than a few hearts and flowers... 

I decided to take a walk in the gardens where the Valentine's trees - from tarte - are beginning to share their valentine's colours. The roses in the gardens are beginning to smell sweet, so I picked a few slipping them into a paper bag - from Tentacio - to take home and decorate, filling the house with bright pink. Stopping for a Valentine's Refresher of pink lemonade - also from tarte - enjoying the warm evening sunshine and smelling the roses, perhaps Valentine's will be sweet this year... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: miss chelsea - Tini Beret (Available until February 27th at Anthem)
Hair Roses: tarte - Valentine's Flower Crown in Pink
Hair: TRUTH - Potion in Jewel
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: Kibitz - Liz's Collar in Silver
Cardigan: miss chelsea - Tini Cardi (Available until February 27th at Anthem)
Dress: miss chelsea - Tini Dress (Available until February 27th at Anthem)
Drink: tarte x elm - Valentine's Refresher in Rose Lemonade
Bag: Tentacio - Is Valentine Again
Pose: Secret Poses - Kiara, Pose 5M
Stick Trees: tarte - Cupid's Tree
Heart Trees: tarte - Sweetheart Trees
Confetti: tarte - Heart Confetti
Roses: Ariskea - Julia Rose in Rose Bush Soft
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Bird Sanctuary {360}Backdrop