Prettiest Girl in the Morgue

I know that Halloween is officially over, Mariah Carey has made her public announcement that "It's Time"... Once the Queen of Christmas makes this announcement, everything can start to get all Christmassy Festive... That doesn't mean I am fully ready to give up on that Halloween feeling yet, I am first and foremost a Living Dead Girl. Halloween isn't just for one day, for some of us it's an every day thing... 

I may be a Living Dead Girl - which aside from being the bestest of the Rob Zombie song collection, is also the name of the collection that includes the shorts and tee that I'm wearing from The Kiwi Co - but I'm still the Prettiest Girl in the Morgue... I'm the only one with a semblance of a pulse this evening anyway... 
I came back after hours as I'd forgotten my ex-boyfriend... Not the real thing mind you, My E Voodoo Doll - from Boutique #187, available until November 8th at Ouh Lala - it's necessary that we don't let it fall into the wrong hands, because even though I want to torture him, I don't think I'm ready for anything worse to befall him... It's his problem really, he left me alone and I got bored LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Batsy Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wound Layer: Izzie's - Zombie
Collar: NeverWish - Pyramid Spike Collar in V2
Top: The Kiwi Co. - Living Dead Girl in Tee
Doll: Boutique #187 - My Ex Voodoo Doll (Available until November 8th at Ouh Lala)
Shorts: The Kiwi Co. - Living Dead Girl in Shorts
Pose: piXit - Yfoo1, Pose 2
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - T.E

Something Tells Me It's Haunted!

Oh... You mean your house is HAUNTED Haunted... That can be the only reason that we're seeing not only Rudh in her Buffy attire today, but also three cars with a known association towards hunting spookies... I'm sure the drivers of these vehicles will have everything under control, but since I'm here, I cannot resist taking a peek... 

It's that time of year when Spooky things that need to be on the TV... Some Scooby Doo for the cute cartoonies, a Ghostbusters movie but the original not the newer ones please, and some Supernatural because those two brothers are both hot and expert monster killers... Plus there is that epic crossover with the Supernatural Boys in the Scooby Doo cartoons... Perfect for a chicken like me to watch and still feel spooky... NOT that I'd want to be anywhere that all three of these heroic groups would be... No thank you!!! 
I would hate to be dressed as another supernatural handling character and wander into the same location as these three... This Bufi would be outta there LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Noir Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Bufi Set in Top (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Spike: miss chelsea - Bufi Set in Buffy's Stake (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Pants: miss chelsea - Bufi Set in Pants (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Device: Static - Spectre-O-Meter EMF Detector (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Pose: [piXit] - Y-foo #2, Pose 2
Dogs: JIAN - Boxer Bedlam in Ghost & Classic Rottweiler  in Ghost (No Longer Available!)
Cars: H&C Wheels - Metallicar, H&C Wheels - Ecto 1 & [Bad Unicorn] - Bang Van in Shagging Wagon
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Hawthorne Row {360} Backdrop

A Demon of Purgatory

Today has been a day off, and if you know me at all, you know those days tend to be the type of days when I let my imagination wander off and the fantasies come alive in Second Life... I LOVE days like this, and these kind of days are not the normal kind of days for me lately... Halloween isn't even getting me excited at the moment... 
I need something a little monstrous, but I think that death has been on my mind since I lost my mum... Today I'm meeting a demon of death... A dark, twisted and chaotic monstrous soul, if she has one... 

Our visitor today is a Demon Bat - a creative set of skins, wings and horns from Faunus - of the Alaric clan - which is actually the name of the head, worn with a Blush Velour Skin tone from BeSpoke - and she is a holder of the souls in the forgotten graveyard. She collects them from the Grim Reaper, and holds them in purgatory until they are dragged down to the depths of their eternity... She's kept on a tight leash, her master keeps a void-like grip on her - thanks to the Vuriks Void Choker - but she's never alone, especially when the Grasping Zombie Hands - from Static, available until October 28th at Abnormality - reach out for her... Is this the End of the Story?

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Jigeum Hair in Black & Red
Head: BeSpoke - Alaric (Worn with Blush Velour Skin Tone)
Choker: Vuriks - Void Choker in Bloody
Body Dirt Layers: Martyr - Grave Crawler (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Body Scales, Wings & Horns: Faunus - Demon Bat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bodysuit, Skeleton & Red Veils: CURELESS[+] - Vulneris Bodysuit
Weapon: [piXit] - Thanatosia Pose Prop
Pose: [piXit] - Serpentine, Pose 3
Hands: Static - Grasping Zombie Hands (Available until October 28th at Abnormality)
Tombstones: Boutique #187 - TombStones Quotes (Available until November 15th at DUBAI)
Trees: LOVE - DARK FOREST WARNING SIGNS
Backdrop: K&S - // End of story..? Backdrop

Bellydance at the Pharoah's Court

Halloween is coming and it's the perfect season for playing dress-up, and there is so many different things that I could choose to be I couldn't resist the urge to do something meaningful... 
I'm not monstrous this morning, I'm not in the mood right now but I do want to do something in a beautiful costume... I am doing something to honour one of my favourite members of the recently deceased... 

Today is just another post in a long list of posts that I'm doing with Mum on my mind... I wanted to play dress up, and decided today rather than allow it to be something dark, depraved and gruesome, I was going to be something beautiful and a passionate hobby of my mum's... Bellydancing... 
Mum had been a bellydancer for about 15 years. She did it with a group of older ladies as a way of making friends and having a little exercise, but she loved the dance, the shows they did and the costumes... Today I'm thinking of her, as I dance around the Pharaoh's Court - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - bellydancing for the Egyptian Gods of old... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessories: no.match - NO_MYTH in Pack of REDS
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Veil: Moon Amore - BellyDance Addornments
Necklace: random.Matter - Kovia Necklace in Warm Tones
Skirt & Top: Moon Amore - BellyDance Attire
Other Accessories: Moon Amore - BellyDance Addornments
Veils: CURELESS - Pygmalion's Bride Item in Goddess Halo & CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe Item in Ngami Drapes RARE
Pose: piXit - Euphoria, Pose F3
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Pharaoh's Court {360} Backdrop

Where The Preserved Mirages Grow...

After a few days away because in Holland they celebrate the 12.5 year wedding anniversary, and Hell and I are celebrating that today, I have had a chance to rest and relax... I read two books in 4 days and had some lovely walks in lots of fresh air, and the FOOD, it was phenomenal... 
Yet now I'm back on Earth with a bump, I'm back and needing to check in on some stuff at the Engine Room before they close it's doors and get ready to move on... Let me show you... 

Deep in the toxic sewers below the Engine Room, where the bodies are hung before they are fed to the deadly "Preserved Mirage" Flowers - from Blue Blood at the Engine Room until October 20th - and the Angler Fish - from LORE also at Engine Room - act as the lamps that float around in the little balloons, I have to check that the flow of toxic sludge is keeping the plants happy... 
Of course when you go down into the sewer it's ALWAYS a good idea to make sure that you're wearing armour on your dress - an outfit and matching bracers from AsteroidBox - to protect you from the acidic sludge... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRASH - Besouro Hair in Fatpack (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Inktooth - Antique Optometrist in Anomaly (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Necklace: Sublime - Willa Choker (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Dress: AsteroidBox - Armored Dress (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Gauntlets: AsteroidBox - Armored Bracers (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F2R
Fish Lamps: LORE - Anglerfish Lantern (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Flowers: Blue Blood - Preserved Mirage in Red (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Green Lamps: [Aetherys] - Vectoris Floor Lamp in Bronze (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Tentacle Lamps: Magnetic - Tentacle Lanterns
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Acid Pool Mortal Backdrop

The Doc in the Asylum

I'm really in the Spooky season feeling right now and I cannot wait to see where the Halloween feels take me when it comes to blogging and my mind this month, especially considering how my mind is working at the moment. Today was a sign of my brain, I think you can see just how much I NEED some time to rest my mind, I could do with a sedative and some time away... 
Maybe a trip to the Halloween ward in the Horror Asylum... 

The Nurses are a little creepy looking - thanks to ORPHIC at the new round of Camp Syndicate, by Second Life Syndicate - but the Doctors seem to know exactly what they are doing and always willing to give me just the right dose of whichever poison will take the edge off the pain... The doc looks a little scary but she's full of love, it's a painful love but it's there... Somewhere!

What is she wearing;
Hat: ANTINATURAL[+] - Doctor Crow Gacha Item in Doctor Hat BLACK (No Longer Available!)
Hair: [monso] - Agrea Hair in Black & Red
Blood Make-Up: [POUT!] - Painful Love make up & Eyes (No Longer Available!)
Face Paint: Fallen Gods Inc - Itchi's Face  (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Neck Wound: WarPaint - Carnifico Neck Wound (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween)
Choker: Violetility - Stethoscope Collar
Top: ERSCH - Anphise Top (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pants: ERSCH - Anphise Pants (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Bag & Syringe: [CABALPIER] - Mad Doctor's Equipment
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F1
Nurse Costumes: ORPHIC - Nurse (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Bottles & Decor: LORE - Potion Flacon in Boo (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween), [NoRush] - Poisons, MadPea - Captain Burbridge's Booty in Headcrusher & Ministry - Cocaine Needle (No Longer Available!)
Cart: LEMME - New 20's Trolley Table in Glass (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: FNY: Designs - The Horror Asylumn Backdrop

Candlelight in the Dark

I'm a Monster sometimes... I try to be a good girl but that doesn't always get me to where I want to be in times of trouble, and frankly at the moment I'm done being the good girl. I want to see if the Monsters in me can have a little fun, it's Spooky Season after all, and when else is a better time to let them out to play. I think they've been cooped up far too long and NEED a little release... 

I had no idea which monster would come out the moment I opened up the doors, and when this monstrous looking vampiric, demon, coming through the gate I wasn't in the least surprised. I know that she is just the personification of the tired and broken ol' me at the moment... She's dark and evil looking, but she's brought a lot of candle light to try and bring in a little lightness from the dark... The wax melting on her skin does not cause her any pain, showing how much the living dead being is too full of pain already... 

What is she wearing;
Head Candles: Petrichor - Candle Crown in Snow
Hair: Sintiklia - Hair Yon in Naturals
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Ghoul Nyx
Shoulder & Hand Candles: Static - Wax Witch in Natural
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - Infernal Wings
Chest Candles: [CerberusXing] - Scorching Sin
Under Corset & Tiara: V/.VoluptasVirtualis - FOLIA Corset & Tiara (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Corset, Cuffs & Collar: Static - Needle's Embrace (Available until October 27th at Anthem)
Left Hand: rvn - Wicked Finger (Available until October 27th at Anthem)
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F1
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Cursed Entrance Backdrop

Water Balloon War Zone!

It might be spooky season, but we still have a lot to do to prepare for the festivities... Blood baths are being filled, weapons are being sharpened, costumes are being steamed and there are things being pulled out of storage boxes for all of the crazy, colourful characters that may pass through this way at any given time... 
We're taking a peek behind the scenes at the Circus for a moment today... They have been setting up the dunk tank, and there are some crazy little characters that are reportedly causing chaos... 

Normally at the circus it's the crazy clowns that are the ones causing the chaos, but today it seems like they have some little intruders that are doing that for them... All the clowns were doing was filling the water balloons, prepping it and the balls ready for the dunk tank and then the water balloons took a turn in a different direction... There were some little Capibara Waterballoons - from MishMish - amongst the regular balloons, and those little beasties are chaosmongers! Let the Water Balloon battle commence LOL... 

What is in the photo;
Pants: Infinity - Love Summer in GREEN (No Longer Available!)
Socks: miss chelsea - Enid Legwarmers Colour Pack 3
Boots: DRD- Clown Boots in Green
Pose: piXit - Y-foo #2, Pose 1
Pet Balloons: MishMish - Capibara Waterballoons
Water Balloons: peaches - Let's Play! Water Balloon Fight (No Longer Available!)
Tennis Balls: K&S - Tennis court. Arena Prop
Other Balloons: hive - Bold Floor Balloons & Grouped Balloons
Dunk Tank: Static - Prop Hunt H2020 in 14 Dunk Tank Prop
Puddles: NOMAD - Puddle BONUS
Tent: Remarkable Oblivion - Circus Rot Gacha Item in Two Top Tent (No Longer Available!) 

All Of The Zodiac Signs...

Horrible perk about working the with public number... Ummmm I don't know, 175?? The ability to catch each and every cold that comes in the front door of the shop, bonus points that I'm working in tourism so therefore have access to more and more germs than those people who have a job in an office perhaps! 
That perk leads to me potentially having overdosed myself on paracetamol, so my brina goes into a spin and the resulting picture that comes out of Second Life is... Random... 

I often thought to myself, I've done all different kinds of fae, but I wonder what others are out there in the dark... Today when I stumbled into Fairy Land - which is the backdrop from The Bearded Guy by the way - it may have been the effects of the paracetamol, or the fact that last night was a full moon, but I bumped into a Fae that was the walking, breathing, living definition of all of the Zodiac in a modern, crazy wrapper... LOL... 
She brought Water as Aquarius and Crabby Beer as Cancer. Bedecked with bones of the Fish as Pisces, and a necklace featuring a Scorpion as Scorpio. A Goat Skull on her finger for Capricorn, Glasses that were the Scales of Libra and Twin, Gemini, Halos on her horns of Aries and Taurus. Whilst even her maiden Virgo Hair, and Leo Jacket (that's the name of the jacket I was stuck and being creative LOL) couldn't hide the visit she'd had from the Sagittarian Archers Arrows... All the while the stars on her dress and wings represented the heavenly body she was... 
I couldn't help but smile at the randomness... I love the things the mind can conjure up! 

What is she wearing;
Halos: Doe - Saturna in Spinning Twin Halos
Horns: Violetility - Aries & Taurus Horns
Hair: DOUX - Virgo hairstyle
Glasses: Violetility - Libra Glasses (Available until October 18th at The Warehouse)
Mouthie: [Salem] - Skelly Fish in Silver (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Scorpion Chains
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Static - Glimmora Wings
Chest & Head Wound: lock&tuft - arrows
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Water: hive - Spring Water
Beer: Junk Food - Crabby Apple Bottle
Ring: Schadenfreude - Goat Skull Ring
Dress: Psycho Barbie - Starfall Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: [piXit] - Y-foo #2, Pose3
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Fairy Land Backdrop

Rock On To Feel Better!

One of those bad days for me, I'm really trying to keep things together but it seems like days when I'm off work and home alone are the worst kinda days. My Dad will be coming to visit soon, and I'm happy to have him here but at the same time I'm kinda scared about how things will pan out having him and not mum around... I just need a way to switch off right now... I'm going to put some music on and try to rest my messy brain... Nothing to do but put on a little heavy metal and dance around like no one is watching... 

I'm missing live music, I'm missing the chance to let my hair down but the last time I was at a concert it was pretty painful and I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet... So I'll just find myself a little bar some place dark and evil and grab myself a little drink so the music can really take a hold... 
Sometimes you gotta let the monster out to make you feel better, right?

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Moondae Hair in Offbeat
Horns: Dazed - Lucy Demon Horns (No Longer Available!)
Head Scar: Samia - Ember
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Right Eye: rotten - Devilish Eyes in Inhuman
Choker: Livid - Deathrock Cross Collar (No Longer Available!)
Gloves: Psycho Barbie - Decay Gloves
Guitar: Mug - Punky Girl Gacha Item in #17 Electric Guitar Black
Shirt: AsteroidBox - Lucy Shirt (Available until October 15th at Lewd Station) 
Bracelets: Kibitz - Jelly Bangles
Skirt: Mug - Punky Girl Gacha Item in #18 Pleated Skirt Yellow
Pose: piXit - River, Pose 6
Backdrop: blaink. - Devils Bar V2 

Are the Finger Sandwiches Right?!

The Engine Room opened yesterday and that has meant that once again, Second Life is full of the weird and wonderful folk... Great, it's just before Halloween and we all need a little more madness and chaos, of the good kind, in our lives right?! 
I'm honestly at the point of being welcome to all that comes to get me, and bring them on I say... I've also been reading some rather interesting monster smut recently, so little old me is going to get into her best and see what a tea invitation will offer to those monsters out there... 

I was feeling a little Pride and Prejudice - in this gorgeous dress and hat set from toksik at this round of Engine Room, available until October 20th - but since I have monster smut on my mind, I was hoping that getting all dolled up, and welcoming some of the Engine Room's monsters for a spot of tea there might be a little fun chaos to be had... I've even made sure that the Sossego Veranda - a backdrop from FOXCITY, that has been released for this month's Collabor88 - is in shade, as the evening takes the daylight AND that there is a pot of Curious "tea" as well as the regular kind... I just wonder if I put out the right kind of finger sandwiches?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Darling (Past VIP Gift)
Glasses:  TRIGGERED - Charlie Glasses (Past Gift)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress & Hat: toksik - Moonlight Dress (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pose & Pearls: piXit - Perla, Pose 3
Tea Set: THOR - Meadow Tray Tea Set
Black Teapot: AsteroidBox - Curious Decor in Arachnid Tea Pot
Food: Movement - Afternoon Bites
Backdrop (Table & Chairs included): FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Sossego (Available until September 30th at Collabor88) 

Detectives NEED Snacks!

There are often times that secrets will come out... Things slowly start to unravel and what was once a happy story can change so quickly overnight... The question is... WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THE INFORMATION YOU'VE RECIEVED?! How do you let it affect you? How will you move forward from any revelation?! Sometimes, the information you discover can be life shattering. It can change your perspectives on the life you've lived and the people you've been surrounded by... It becomes like a game of detective, and it's hard to know what's entirely the truth as you're missing a whole side of the story... Recently, my mind has been plagued with this kinda connundrum and I'm going to share with you,  my thoughts... Come into my little detective office... I have snacks! 

So backstory without too many details... I recently learned something new about people I love, and it hit me like a freight train, it wasn't even like being hit by a truck with the level of "what the fuck did I just learn?" it was MUCH, MUCH bigger than that... It's taken me a few days to process and I NOW need to vent a little just to clear my head before I can move on... Hence why I brought snacks... 
Now I've gotten my head around the information, and asked the people involved some VERY difficult questions. I want to move on with my life, but how will I do that? 
I'm not the kind of person that could harbour resentment to these people. I am the kind of person that feels massive amounts of anxiety though, and I NEED to figure out my game plan... Even though the news was earth-shattering, I have to take various parts of it with a pinch of salt. The person it involves cannot speak for themselves, and only having one side of the story is NEVER going to be total clarity. 
Yet I won't let this tarnish my relationship with this person, I won't let this tarnish the relationship I have with the others involved, and my history with these people will always been seen through the eyes I saw it with - not with the new information I have now - because I loved what I had and don't want to change how it was... 
Going forward though I'm treading carefully... I love the people involved. Secrets need to remain out in the open now though, NO MORE SECRETS because I cannot handle there being MORE surprises like this... The people involved know that, the people involved have been warned. I am not ready to move on too much with this new information, but that won't be this way forever and NOW I am just picking up the pieces... Wish me luck... 
Jamwich anyone?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Meadow TSS Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Mug - Yvette Top in Medium
Coffee: Boutique #187 - Black Mood Cup (Available until September 27th at Black Fair)
Pants: AsteroidBox - Robin Pants (Available until October 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: piXit - Fauriche, Pose 4
Snacks: Junk Food - Jamwiches Wearables
Backdrop: K&S - // Detective's office. Backdrop 

Mushroom Carvings!

I've had a terrible night's sleep, I've learned more about things in my RL than I EVER really needed to know in the last 12 hours, and I am not in a good mental place, SO what do I do when my brain goes to jelly? You should know the drill by now, when I feel myself breaking, I slip into a fantasy world where nothing matters and everything is prettiful! It's truly my best way to turn off... 

Since it's supposedly Autumn and that means the colours should slowly be going from green to red, I feel it's allowed to start being a little more Autumn, and you know me I LOVE a good fairy moment when the seasons change. 
Today I was out on a mushroom picking trip, I REALLY dislike eating mushrooms... I dunno there is just something about the texture! Yes I also know that you're not supposed to eat the red ones LOL... Though there are a few people I wouldn't mind feeding them to at the moment... 
The fae were a little shocked when we were sneaking peeks at other people's harvests though... Someone was REALLY prepping the mushroom harvest for Halloween... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: random.Matter - Aspira Hat
Hair: everfaery - Brynne Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Nymph Wings 01
Body Mushrooms & Paint: Quills & Curiosities - Festering Fungus
Dress: Faunus - Puki Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: piXit - Yfool1, Pose 1R
Friends: Pitaya - Mushroom Buddies
Scary Mushrooms: Aardvark - Spooky Shrooms in Carved
Mushrooms: Elm - Mushroom Harvest, Ariskea - [Orchand] Mushroom Basket, dust bunny - Farmers Market in Mushrooms & [Merak] - Mushroom Decor
Tables: CHEZ MOI - FarmWheel Picnic Table
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Harvest Lane {360} Background 

Warning off the Wonderland Weirdoes!

Left alone for 5 minutes today, and in that time I managed to talk myself OUT of doing something too crazy when it comes to blogging, and INTO something crazy blogging wise that made me super happy... I love it when you can start with the smallest of items and think... WHAT THE HECK AM I GONNA DO WITH THIS? If you do it long enough, the outcome will surprise you, and it's THIS REASON that I've always said blogging is like a therapy for me, because I get distracted, I relax and magical things happen!!! Today, the magic happened in Wonderland... 

I dunno if you've realised this yet, maybe you have and it's OK if you haven't but sometimes my blogging gets a little strange LOL... When I get fantasy I always find myself slipping into a story, and there aren't many classics that seem as weird in their landscapes as Wonderland has always felt... It's easy for my tired mind to go there... 
Today a cuttle little Bunny - which is actually the head released by BeSpoke that comes with SO MANY options it's definitely worth checking out  - Girl found herself in Wonderland, looking for her friends that were hosting their tea party... Luckily she was warned in advanced to come prepared because the critters in this world can be a little pushy... She packed a can of Repellent Spray - from Boutique #187 that was released for Ouh Lala a while ago and should now be at the mainstore - to ward off the likes of the slightly mad Cheshire Cat... 

What is she wearing;
Head & Ears: BeSpoke - Bunny
Hair: Wasabi - Wildflower Hair in Offbeat
Eyes: Mana - Daemon Eyes
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: random.Matter - Hanako Choker
Fur: CURELESS[+] - Cheshire's Shawl
Dress: Pixicat - Dreamy Dress
Can: Boutique #187 - Repellant Spray
Pose: piXit - Gothabilly, Pose 1F4
Cat: HEXtraordinary - Cheshire Cat Companion
Bunny Plants: BROKEN ARROWS - Wonderland Rabbit in Grass Rabbit Green
Arches: Simply Shelby - Rustic Autumn Archway Collection
Soldiers: Boudoir - Card Soldiers (No Longer Available!)
Door: ionic - Door to Wonderland
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Chess Paradise Backdrop PBR 

Bunnies Hunting Ghosts

As is customary this time of year I KNOW that Halloween and the spooky season is coming, and I want to start prepping. I want to get ahead with plans for the spooky season and I have a LOT to do. I've started to check out the creepy places, I've planned trips to collect pumpkins and other important things like candy, but today I met up with a bunny friend of mine for what could be the scariest mission... Today we needed to catch some spookies... 

You should know by now that I always go prepared for this... I have all of the ghost hunting tools, including some very new Ghost Radars - from MadPea - that help in my search. My bunny friend came prepared with his polaroid - he's a Polaroid Bunny from MishMish by the way - so that we could also photograph any evidence before we tried to lure the spookies out to play... 
His pictures are showing signs of something in the dark, and I have a feeling that there may be something watching me... Least we are in the right place in this Dead File Storage... 

What is she wearing;
Bunny: MishMish - Polaroid Bunny Animesh in Dutch
Earmuffs:  Olive - the Cutie Earmuffs Round+Bunny RARE
Camera: HopScotch - Ghost Hunter Equipment in Head-mounted Camera
Hair: Wasabi - Snow Bunny Hair
Glasses: Tentacio - Bunny Glasses in Black
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Dress Outfit: AsteroidBox - Terry Dress (Available until September 30th at Anthem)
Device: MadPea - Ghost Catchers in Ghost Radar
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F3
Ghost: MadPea - Shadow Ghosts in Crooked Shadow
Backdrop: PALETO. Backdrop - DEAD FILE 

Not Much Use Here?!

The burrrr months are finally here, and it's usually my favourite time of the year. It's going to be a lot of firsts now, I'm scared about how things will feel at Christmas and I really don't know how well I'll be able to face these things, but let's bring on the burrr months and hope for a little positivity... 
On that side of things, we're heading towards the BEST holiday of the year... That's right HALLOWEEN IS COMING so things may start getting a little more costumed up here, not that you'd be able to tell them apart from my usual ramblings though... 

I'm starting the month off slow, I KNOW I've been slow for a while now but I hope things will pick up sooner rather than later. Still I'm playing more, exploring more, getting ready for spooky season and LOVING the fact that we can start getting into Autumnal feels... 
Happened today when I was wandering through my inventory, sorting things and prepping other things... I randomly ended up discovering a dark little square called Last Hope Harbor - a backdrop from K&S - that I HOPED was setting up for Halloween, because the Guillotine - a Guilty Guillotine from Violetility at FameshedX until September 10th - in the middle of the square looked rather ominous. Although judging by the baskets laying around, one could never be sure! 
I was looking for work as a Roming Apothecary - with a bag on my back from Static - but I don't know if they'd want my help here... Not much even the best trained apothecary can do when the head isn't attached! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: CAMO - Umbra F-Locs & Raven Bell - Azriel Braids
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bag: Static - Roaming Apothecary Pack
Top: PFC - Wooltop
Shorts: PFC - Pumpkin Shorts
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F5
Guillotine: Violetility - Guilty Guillotine (Available until September 10th at FameshedX)
Buckets: Apple Fall - Stacked Round Baskets
Backdrop: K&S - // Last Hope Harbor backdrop 

Naughty Thots Being Censored

Hard to believe that the month of August is ALMOST gone, and by the end of today we're FINALLY entering the Brrrr months... Autumn has ALWAYS been more of my happy place, Spring is pretty and Winter is fine SURE, but Autumn... I'm happiest there! 
The other place that I ALWAYS seem happiest at the moment is when I can lose myself in a good book. Now I'll admit that lately I haven't been able to, but it's coming back slowly and I have to get my ass into gear so I can still meet this year's target LOL... The sudden interest in reading again is definitely having a few effects on other aspects of my life too... 

It's definitely had an influence on my blogging choice today LOL... I'm still not in the happiest of places, and life is still dragging me by the thong - which is one of my new favourite statements on a shirt thanks to The Kiwi Co - but I guess I have one thing on the brain - lol thanks to everfaery's Thot Bubbles - and these books are helping me act on it... It's been a while since the bad girl in me was released, and my cat has become a "Censor Cat" - from Tardfish - to hide my slutty shame LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Bubble: everfaery - Thot Bubbles
Hair: TRUTH - Verse in Redhead
Glasses: [Since 1975] - Eyeglasses & Condoms
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mouth Money: Mug - Exotic Dancer Gacha Item in #3 Naughty Mouth
Collar & Leash: GABRIEL - Take Me Leash in Black
Top: The Kiwi Co - Graphic Dropped Cami
Panties: Mug - Exotic Dancer Gacha Item in #13 Trixie Thong Black
Cat: Tardfish - Censor Cat in Yams
Pose & Chair: piXit -Elina, Pose 4
Cushions: [Krescendo] - Afterdark Pillow (White colour text used, pillow re-coloured by me!) 
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - CLUB X 

Twenty Years, but no Celebrating!

Today is Rudh's, and therefore MY, 20th Rezday in Second Life... Hard to believe that I've been coming into the crazy world today for 20 long years. Normally I'd be all excited, celebrating and treating the day like my second real Birthday, but this year I don't really feel like celebrating especially after the news of the last few days... 
So this year I'm doing a little reflecting, a lot of thinking and a fair bit of how will my future look going forward... Will I be in Second Life next year when Rudh turns a legal drinking age for America?! 

Over the last two days we have had the announcements that two of the world's greats have left us... Dolly Parton was an Icon, even if you weren't into country music it's not possible to have missed her. EVERYONE has jammed out at some point to a little Jolene, or a bit of 9-5 when the work day was terrible... Tim Curry was one of MY personal Icons, he was a pirate, a blob of evil tar, the world's most twisted clown and many other things but for me, he was the best "Sweet Transvestite" that ever lived... There will be no other 'real' Frankenfurter although others try, so can we do the "Time Warp" and bring them both back?! 
These losses on top of losing Mum last month, and I'm positively NOT in a celebration kinda mood... Although Rudh turning 20 isn't something I can and should ignore... We're not only in double digits now, we're in our second decade... I started when we didn't even have more than prims to play with and flexi was becoming a new thing. Now look at us, we're deeply in our mesh era back to adding clothing layers and have more choices than ever before, yet still people make it a competition and a reason to fight with each other. I love Second Life, it's brought me some of my best things in life, but it's also caused me a LOT of heartache too... Do I miss all the people and things that have left my life? No, not really, not all of them at least... Would I change the way my SL has been? No, not at all, though maybe in hidsight I might have avoided one or two people I knew... Do I think I'll be here another 10 years? By that time I'll be 50, who knows where I'll be?! 
Happy Rezday Rudh... Thank you for being my doll for all these years and putting up with all the crap I've made you do LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: [monso] - Soph Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Kibitz - Ivy's Collar in Silver
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Top: The Kiwi Co.  - Graphically Unhinged Tanks
Tights: Psycho Barbie - [Nox Stockings]
Shorts: miss chelsea - Jaci Shorts
Bracelet: SEKA's - Punkette Wrist
Pose & Props: [piXit] - Punk Much?, Pose F1
Cat: JIAN - Cat Deco Collection in Static Stretcher Up (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - Nagoya 

Puppy Dog Beach Days!

I started back at work this week after a month of mourning and I'll be totally honest, it's drained me of energy but it did feel kinda good to start finding my "normal" without mum around... Having a routine, being around friends and colleagues that care, getting out and seeing things outside my house, so many things to distract me has actually been pretty ok. The worst part was talking to people that knew what happened, about what happened... Customers that had no idea, it's easy to play a part in front of... 
Today though I NEEDED a rest and a chance to feel happy again... 

I'm sure that mum is somewhere my pets are, probably playing with Izzy right now on the beach and enjoying the Summer Sunshine... Apparently it's going to get MUCH hotter here again, and maybe that's why I'm feeling so drained, the weather cannot make up it's mind and people are getting colds! 
I'm going to spend the day at the beach with them, mum and puppy and me... Well puppy me anyway! Puppy me is far too cute, a little like Mum's "dog" - which was actually a fox that was born in my parents garden that always came back to visit for something delicious! - with some very hairy, soft ears! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: everfaery - Pupperette Hair in Full Pack (Available until September 8th at ACCESS)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mouthie: [Krescendo] - Rope Toy
Collar: Kibitz - Emma's Collar in Silver
Top: AsteroidBox - Elowen Set in Top (Available until September 8th at ACCESS)
Shorts: AsteroidBox - Willow Shorts (Available until August 30th at Collabor88)
Tail: HAZEL - CANINE BUNDLE in Tail
Pose & Ball/Glasses Props: piXit - Summer Vibes P1, Pose F5
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Beachfront [360] Backdrop

Closing Away the Midnight Order!

Today is the 20th of August, WHERE DID AUGUST GO? We're nearly done, it's nearly over and there is SO MUCH that has happened I feel like my head is spinning a little bit... Today is also the day that the Midnight Order closes it's doors on this visit, and so it's time to start locking the dark little monsters away before they can continue to wreak havoc in Second Life... 

The team is slowly rounding them up, locking them in their specially designed cells and discussing the possibilities of them coming out to play in a few months for Halloween... Can you believe that it's ALMOST Halloween season?! 
Lots of these monsters are being "housed" in the LAB FIK - a backdrop from Paleto - where they can be constantly monitored... The guards are protected by the latest in Tubed Gas Mask Technology - thanks to the ERG release for Midnight Order - as if the locks fail, the area will be filled with some very strong knock-out gasses. Failing that, each staff member carries their own Waffle "Toothpick" knife for added safety... If they lose it, that's their problem, all staff are issued with these daggers! 
We do have one other way that the duards can communicate with the central offices... Each guard is provided with a Mood Board - from Boutique #187, available now at Ouh LaLa until September 18th - so they can communicate through the cameras in the eventuality that communications go down!! 
We at the Midnight Order like to keep our staff safe from Monster Rage! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Exile -  Signe in Fantasy
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mask: (:ERG:) - Tubed Gas Mask (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Outfit: AZARAN - ROSE OUTFIT (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Sign: Boutique #187 - Mood Board (Available until September 8th at Ouh LaLa)
Knife: [WAFFLE] - Toothpick  (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Pose: [piXit] - Melanie, Pose 4
Model: H&C - Crazy
Pipes: Petrichor - Kerethan Pipe
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - LAB FIK