Happy Making Ice Cream

Last night, we had a funny moment at home... The hubby came running down the stairs, shouting at me that he needed to go to the store before it closed... He was having a MASSIVE craving for Ice Cream, and as our new fridge freezer arrived yesterday he knew he could put some ice cream in it... 
I guess, for the first time in a while, that it inspired me to do something a little fun and a lot silly... Maybe I'm on the healing path, and finally able to let go a little?! I was inspired, I ate Ice Cream... The Fairies came back out to play... 

I am not a huge fan of Ice Cream, that's always been Hell's thing but granted I do like it occasionally and I couldn't really resist considering how warm it has been recently. 
While I was making a mess in the kitchen with all of the different options in the American Classic range - from Lucas Lameth - HellBone decided to show me how much he truly loves Ice Cream by presenting me with an Ice Cream Topiary - this one from the Patriotic Set, but there are other combinations available too at Simply Shelby - which ALSO lead to two things happening... 
One, the pug managed to get up on the counter and get his way into an Ice Cream tub - this pug is from Jian and I am both happy and sad to hear that Jian will be closing. It's great that new directions will be taken but Jian was ALWAYS one of my favourite places for the cute animals in SL! - and Two, the Ice Cream attracted a fairy who was desperate for something sweet and cold... I totally agree with her excitement... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessory: kotte - Face Pack in Sprinkles Icing Mess
Hair: Moon. Hair - Cupcake
Glasses: Suicidal Unborn!- Pastel Sunglasses
Wings: Doe - Dragon Pixie Wings 01 in Rainbow Neon
Boa: Moon Amore - Melted Boa in KITSCH BOA (Available until August 30th at Collabor88)
Body Paint: Izzie's - Rainbow Powder Explosion & Ladybird - Rainbow Body Glitter
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: CUREMORE - Melty Love OUTFIT
Pose: [piXit] - Manaram, Pose 2
Topiary: Simply Shelby - Patriotic Ice Cream Topiary Set in Ice Cream Bar Flower Topiary White
Ice Cream Decor: (Lucas Lameth) - Ice-Cream, American Classic
Dog: JIAN - Sneaky Snacker in Ice Cream Pug
Melted Ice Creams: random.Matter - Ice Cream Bar in Melted Cones
Melted Ice Lolly: random.Matter - Ice Cream Bar in Melted CreamPop Strawberry
Plant Pot: vespertine - Large Potted Chrysanthemums (Flowers Derendered)
Table Top: KraftWork - Carolean Round Table 

Amsterdam's Pride

Hello out there, remember me? I'm that girl that used to ramble on about nonsense in every blogpost I wrote, usually accompanying that with a silly picture that I loved but most people probably thought was a bit bonkers... I've had a bit of an unexpected absense recently... I've alluded to things in the past but mid house move, we had an emergency in RL and I had to make another mad dash back to the UK... I'm not really ready to talk about it yet, but I will in time, even writing this is making me emotional... 
Still, I NEED to start finding some semblance of normality... I'm back in Holland now, and since it's a special day in Amsterdam, I'm going to use it as a gentle way to get back to blogging... 

Today is Amsterdam Pride... Not being proud of Amsterdam - although that is an every day thing for the Amsterdammers that I know and love - although perhaps it's a good day to be proud of the city and it's people. A day when the Netherlands shines as a Gay capital of the world, and Amsterdam being the first city to legalize same sex marriages throws open it's canals for one of the most colourful parades in the world... I LOVE Amsterdam Pride every year, this year we're hosting World Pride too which makes it seem extra special. I just wish I was feeling strong enough to go and join the fun!!! Everyone should be celebrating love today... Love is one of the most important things a person can have, it's one of those very important things that keeps me going... I'm going to enjoy a little love today, celebrate Pride a little more and enjoy some special churros and maybe a little puff-puff-pass action?! 
HAPPY AMSTERDAM WORLD PRIDE DAY!!!!

What is she wearing;
Flags: Junk Food - Pride White Headband
Hair Accessory: miss chelsea - Love Pride Headband
Hair: Wasabi - Joyride Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-Up: Keymoko - Pride Set (Past Gift!) (No Longer Available!), Palette - Pride Hearts (No Longer Available!) & Izzie's - Rainbow Glitter Freckles
Outfit: [RED GIRL] - Reese Shorts Overall Pride (Past Event Gift!)
Badges: Grandma's House - Pride Pins (Past Event Gift!)
Food: andika - "Pride Heart Churros" (Past Event Gift!)
Pose: [PiXit] - Beatrice, Pose F5
Leaf Friends: Junk Food - Weed Plushies
Clouds: kotte - Cloudy
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Tunnel of Love

Clouds in Heaven

My mind is in weird and icky places at the moment, I'm dealing with a lot... I have my house work getting closer to being done and I NEED to get moved out of this place I'm temporarily living in. I also have things going on with my mum... I've mentioned it before but she's got cancer and it's getting worse, very very quickly... I'm preparing myself for the worst at this moment. Please don't hate me... Please forgive me for being sad and lost in my unhappy mind... I need to distract myself... 

My mind went into fantasy mode, but then even that went back to the way it has been... Thinking about the things that may happen soon with my mum... 
So when I ended up as and angel in the clouds, gathering together the spirited pets of our family past.. Gus mum's favourite cat, and Izzy our dog, came to be ready for when Mum decides that it's time to join them... I am so scared about that moment, but I am trying to remain positive... I want to do something pretty... 

What is she wearing;
Cloud Halos: (Upper): Tentacio - Heaven Set in Heaven Halo 2 & LuluB! - CloudHead in Blue Sky
Hair: [monso] - Anya Hair in Black & Red
Eye Clouds: Tentacio - Cloud Candy in Cry Me
Make-Up: FATHER - Cloud Blush & The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue
Necklaces: random.Matter - Ferryn Set in Necklace & Choker
Fur: CURELESS[+] - Alpine Fur in PURE
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 01 in BGY
Body Paints & Glitter: Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter & FOREST FANTASY STORE (Now Faunus) - Galaxy Demon & Half Demon in Blue
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Yuni - Sang Outfit in [WHITE]
Magical Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff, Glitterati & The Fantastical Nebulous Aether, everfaery - Starfield Aura & Aii - Astral Smoke
Pose: [piXit] - Beatrice, Pose F5
Animal & Extra Clouds: kotte - Cloudy
Background: K&S - // Knockin on Heavens Door. Backdrop 

Magic of the Fantasy Faire

Today is an important day today in Second Life, since today is the day that Race for Life opens it's Fantasy Fair and therefore the fantasy beings will be able to gather some amazingly wonderful things, experience just a little more magic and raise some funds that will head towards cancer research... 
Cancer Research is something very important but at the moment I am finding it more so than ever because of my mother being sick with Pancreatic Cancer... I would do anything to find a way for her to feel better right now... I would hope that any glimmer of magic could help... 

We are trying to find happiness in every little thing that we're doing, and we aren't planning things too far ahead so that she can just take things easy and let things happen as they happen... 
I'm searching for as much magic as I can in Second Life to help me get through this, so I can support her... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Horns: [monso] - Albedo Hair in Black & Red (Available until May 15th at Lewd Station)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: kotte - Fairy Wings
Dress: Faunus - Idunn Gown (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Fair)
Pose & Leaf Prop: -Extra- - Leafy, Pose 4
Chair: everfaery - Driftbloom Seat (Available until May 9th at Access)
Flower Lamps & Ground Cover: Simply Shelby - Enchanted Garden Lamp in Purple (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Fair)
Gazebo: Violetility - Masquerade Gazebo (Available until May 17th at Shotgun PopUp Events)
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Swimming Hole {360} Backdrop

Bloomy & Pixie

There's magic in the air tonight... There's something brewing and there may be big news tomorrow... Something that will affect me, more than anyone else but for now the calm has come before the storm, and the storm is brewing... I needed a break from things that were chaotic, work was yuck and I wanted to slip away into a little fantasy tonight... I needed some breathing space, so I took a walk in the garden... I was not expecting to meet something magical... 

In the garden of the farm I'm currently inhabiting, I was watching the sunset behind the gorgeous Faelight Crystal Lanterns - from Simply Shelby at We Love Roleplay until March 28th - and a little movement caught my eyes.
I spotted a gorgeous little fae, flitting amongst the flowers, talking happily to her cute little Bloomy - from MishMish at Kustom9 until April 10th - even though she's a little twisted with her Draconic skin - from Faunus - and daemonic eyes but really she's just an adorable little pixie... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Moon. Hair - Pixie
Head: BeSpoke - Willow
Eyes: Mana - Daemon Eyes
Mushroom Make-Up: TentatioN - MakeUp FACE #15
Scale Body Paint: Faunus - Draconis Body Layer
Friends: MishMish - Bloomy in Orange (Available until April 10th at Kustom9)
Wings: kotte - Fairy Wings
Top: [Faunus] - Sunflower Outfit in Top
Pose: piXit - Perla, Pose F3
Garden Lanterns: Simply Shelby - Faelight Crystal Lanterns (Available until March 28th at We Love Role-Play)
Flower Cushion: {vespertine} - Spring Pals Pillows in Sunny Flower (Available until April 10th at Kustom9)
Large Daisies & Poppies: dust bunny - Paper Blooms
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Fairytale [360] Backdrop

Sheep Counting Shepherdess

Today was my day off, I spent the day doing things to relax when I wasn't working on getting the house work done... I wanted to sleep, I wanted to curl up and hide under a blanket and not come out... When I did try to take a nap, there was far too much on my mind and I couldn't get myself to fall asleep if I even tried... 

I had to reach out and seek a little assistance... I reached out to someone I KNEW might help me and she took a few minutes but then took a long time rounding up her herd... Sheep Happens - a collection of Sheep from Aardvark, available until March 8th at ACCESS - and the Moonlamb - a set of horns and ears from BeSpoke - is the shepherdess that cares for the jumping counting herd... You know the ones that jump over a fence so you can count them to fall asleep?! 

What is she wearing;
Halos: (Planets) random.Matter - Star Girl in Planetary Halo, (Neon) The Horror! - Engel Set in Blue & (Moons & Stars) random.Matter - Astrid Aura in Head Glitter & Stars & Doe - Twinkling Stars Aura
Horns & Ears: BeSpoke - Moonlamb
Hair: [monso] - Sakura Hair in Black & Red
Masks: (White Clouds & Stars) Tentacio - Heaven set (Available until March 9th at Kustom9) & (Blue Clouds) LuluB! - CloudHead in Blue Sky
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Make-Up: The Horror! - Angel Blush
Top: everfaery - Elania Outfit (Available until March 15th at Lewd Station)
Staff: {le fil casse} - Agnes Mini Hook in Sky
Pose: FOXCITY - Flower Child, Pose 3m
Sheep: Aardvark - Sheep Happens (Available until March 8th at ACCESS)
Clouds: (Sheep Shaped) kotte - Cloudy in Sheep & (With Hearts) Lagom - Love Clouds
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Cloudtop 

Chinese New Year

It feels like a lot is happening all at once in a Spiritual sense at the moment... There are so many different religious and cultural things going on in the world at the same time right now and it feels kinda different that everyone is celebrating something spiritual all at once. It would be nice if it would unite the world a little more, bring us all together since we're all a little closer to our spirituality right now but I doubt very much that will be the case since we all feel so broken... 

Now I know that I am NOT a religious person. I definitely believe in spiritual things, I am always going to believe in fairies and magic, and I LOVE all of the stories from different religions that are uplifting and full of meaning, and I REALLY hope I'm not going to cause offence but I don't like to think anyone's beliefs are more important than anyone elses... I love that we can all be different and believe what we choose, so long as it doesn't harm anyone - yes I KNOW that Wars are constantly, even now, being fought over religious reasons - but it would be such a boring world to live in, if EVERYONE thought the same, believed in the same, dressed the same or acted in the same way... That's my 10cents anyway...
I'm not trying to offend anyone, but I wanted to look a little at some of the current spirituality taking place that I know little about... Besides things I learnt at school there is SO MUCH TO KNOW about two big things taking place right now... Today I will be looking a little at the Chinese Lunar New Year.
So, for us that are not in the know, what is Chinese New Year?
Well apparently it's the most important Chinese Holiday, covering 15 days to celebrate the start of the Lunar New Year, and this year it started on February 17th - yes I KNOW I'm two days late, but I'm moving houses at the moment, give me some slack lol... The reason for the celebration is that it's a start of change, it celebrates family - often honouring ancestors - saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new fortune for the new year. The whole celebration will culminate 15 days after it starts - so that's March 3rd - with the Lantern Festival!
Another interesting thing that I've often seen but never really thought much of, is that the Chinese Zodiac characters are animal based. Now there is a LOT of information about this, and I could basically write a whole other blog post for it, but this year is the year of the Horse - apparently as I was born in 1986 I am from the year of the Fire Tiger! 
Anyway, thank you for listening to me ramble and learn something new as I went along, I actually really enjoyed looking into something I knew little about and putting together a post for it. I think I will try it more often, and don't worry as always there will be something pretty to look at with a list of what I've got in the picture too... Just accept my ramblings LOL you know you want to... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Symphony in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - Moda Glasses
Dress: Psycho Barbie - Moonspire Dress
Dragon: {Sakura} - Chinese Dragon Plush
Basket: kotte - CNY Basket
Lantern: kotte - Yuan Xiao in Lotus Lantern in Red
Confetti: kotte - Xin Nian in Envelope Confetti
Pose: FOXCITY - Warm Up, Pose 2
Gold Hanging Decor: (Lucas Lameth) - Feng Shui Linden Money Charm $$$
Coin Plant: (Lucas Lameth) - Fortune Tree in Red
Orange Plant: kotte - Xin Nian in Mandarin Tree
Horse Bush: dust bunny - Garden Creatures in Horse Green
Plant Stands: {what next} - Bronze Plant Stands in Bronze
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Chinese New Year

Frozen treats for the Snowmen

There have been so many crazy things going on weather-wise lately, I mean at the beginning of January things got very, very cold and icy here in the Netherlands, and now it seems like it's the turn of large parts of North America. I have a lot of theories on things like the weather, and some of them are more set in logical thinking than others but my current one involves one of the biggest companies in the word and their new zone in a certain European theme park LOL... 
The cold weather pictures online from across the pond have definitely made me feel a little like playing in the snow though, and as much as I hated it while it was here, it's fine to enjoy when I don't have to live with it hehe... 

If you haven't heard, the European Disneyland also known as Dineyland Paris, is making announcing every where about the fact that before long they will be opening a new park zone dedicated to all things Elsa, Olaf and Anna, yes Arendelle is coming to Disneyland Paris... My theory is that since they are one of the richest companies in the world they paid some evil genius lots of money to get everyone into the Frozen spirit and took it literally LOL... Told you it was silly... 
Hence why today, I decided to throw on an Elsa-esque outfit and host a little tea party for the Friendly Snowmen - from MishMish - although there is no tea being served to avoid anyone melting. Instead of tea, we have lots of delicious Ice Creams and Sundaes.

What is she wearing;
Tiara: {Fantasy world} - Snowflake
Hair: Magika - Daniella Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: RIOT - Idina Dress in Nautical
Shoes: Garbaggio - Idina Pumps in Cyan
Snow Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Snow Daze & Softly Snow
Pose: piXit - Julitette, Pose F2
Snowmen: MishMish - A Friendly Snowman
Snowballs: Kalopsia - Gabriel's Snowballs Basket
Ice Creams: vespertine - Ice Dreams in Banana Split & Mr.Clown
Ice Cream Basket: dust bunny - Sundae Funday in Ice Cream Cooler
Snow Snail: Schadenfreude - Snail Snow Critter
Clouds: kotte - Cloudy in Clouds
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Frost & Chandeliers {360} Backdrop

Gummy Bears Don't Go THERE!

Sunday is always officially been the start of my weekend, for the longest time anyway... So what does any party girl like to do on her weekend... PARTY of course... A working week for me is often busy and stressful, and people irritate the everloving piss out of me, but that just wants me to let my hair down and go crazy... So for the party this weekend, expect some interesting shinanigans LOL... Maybe something involvin gummy bears lol... 

Random I KNOW, but that's just me and besides who doesn't love a good gummy bear... I was given a bag of Haribo Gummy Bears and they somehow became my inspiration LOL... 
So when I was being weirdly random and digging through my hoard to find something to wear over a pair of ripped fishnet stockings - that just happen to be a creation from Psycho Barbie, that comes with ripped and non-ripped BOM versions plus a pair of BOM panties - it could have been a look that went in any direction... Then I had a call, that lead to a game of playtime and a little bit of drinking, and before long kinkier things were happening than just a fun game with gummy bears... This MAY have lead to Gummy Bears being hidden in places that could have caused stickiness and SHOULD NOT be hiding places for candy... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Vesper FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Gummies: kotte - Gummy
Jacket & Bikini Top: AsteroidBox - Pippa Jacket in Black
Rings: kotte - Gummy Rings
Skirt & Panties: SEKA's - CutiePoo in LIGHT
Tights: Psycho Barbie - [Fishnet Stockings]
Tail: [FAME] - Glamorous Demon in Tail (Available January 20th - February 20th at Midnight Order)
Shoes & Socks: UNA - Bitten Shoes
Pose: FOXCITY - Fuego, Pose 4 (Lewd)
Candy Bucket: Junk Food - Gummy Bucket in Gummybear PINK
Candy Bag: Junk Food - Rainbow Gummybears Bag in Pink
Bottles: Junk Food - Circroc Vodka Gummi Set
Loose Candies: Junk Food - Circroc Vodka Gummi Set in Scattered 
Giant Candy: MadPea - Gummy Bears 
Phone & Light: Junk Food - Mukbang Fatpack in Ring Light Black
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Bad Habits in Dark 

Asking for my Fortune

At the start of every year, people always seem to be asking me whether or not I've made any new years resolutions. Some years I try to, and others I tend not, but then this year I HAVE made one and it's a very loosely set one. It could be interpreted in lots of different ways, and I'm quite happy to keep it open and flexible... I'm going to put more faith in the fortune telling machines than any resolutions though... 

The Fortune Teller - a release from Krescendo for the still running round of The Fifty until January 20th - may not give me the yearly resolution that I could work towards but their fortunate suggestions are just ambiguous enough that maybe they will help me out, a little?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Felina FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: miss chelsea - Saba Set in Dress
Pose: FOXCITY - Street Style, Pose 6
Machine: [Krescendo] - Fortune Teller in Black (Available until January 20th at The Fifty)
Cards: DISORDERLY. - FLIGHT OF THE TAROT in CUPS
Sparkles, Smoke & Flames: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff, THIS IS WRONG - Infernal smoke in PINK, CURELESS[+] - Sororis Obscura Gacha Item in Profane Invocation HELLFIRE & kotte - cloudy in clouds mist
Hanging Crystals & Curtains: NOMAD - Velvet Nocturne (Available until February 6th at Collabor88)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Midnight Conservatory {360} Backdrop

Magical Falling Leaves

It has really felt like an Autumn day today... I love love love that crisp cold feeling in the air of the early morning, then the sun was shining through my bedroom window as I lounged after my shower and it was heavenly, and the colours are changing and it's sweater weather and the dark coming earlier means we can have candles and coziness and delicious dinners that we don't eat in Summer because it's too hot... The list could go on and I am happy it's time of the year that makes me feel best... The magic is alive, while the word is changing... 

The magic of the Autumn is brilliant, it's beautiful in Springtime when things are coming to life but in Autumn when things are preparing for their Winter sleep and the colours paint the trees to look like fire and of course, the magical fae that are in charge of the changes are both mystical and dance with the falling leaves in the light of the setting sun... 
This fa is very shy though, you'll never see her real eyes... She looks at the world through her mask, the Crown of Nocturna - which in this case is a white version that I have cheekily re-coloured for blogging purposes and the colours available are gorgeous but weren't right for what I needed, the mask is from BeSpoke and it's TOTALLY GORGEOUS - and it lets her magic paint the worlds in shades of orange... 

What is she wearing;
Mask: BeSpoke - Crown of Nocturna (White has been re-coloured by me for blogging purposes!)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Leaves: kotte - Face Pack in Leafy Autumn
Body Later & Tree Parts: [Faunus] - PINE TREANT
Wings: The Kiwi Co - Celeste Noir in Angel Wings
Outfit: Belle Epoque - Chlorophyll Gacha Item in RARE Bodysuit
Pose & Leaf Prop: -Extra- - Autumnal, Pose 1 (Available until September 28th at Fall Festival)
Rake: {vespertine} - Leafy Rake
Leaf Pile: RC Cluster - Leafy Pile (No Longer Available!)
Falling Leaves: hive - Falling Leaves
Backdrop: irrISIStible shop - Autumn Forest

Dance Among The Stars

I need a little magic, I need a little rest and a lot of time to sleep... I need to find that magic to help myself rest up... I'm going to close my eyes and let my imagination soar, I want to be somewhere where the magic fizzes and sparkles and lights up the darkness... 

When I am at my lowest I tend to find the most sparkly of fae folk to bring me out of my slump and make things seem more effervescent... 
That is exactly what happened when I closed my eyes today and started to let my mind drift off to another world. I ended up drifting up and away, I ended up ascending to a demonic realm but one where I could dance among the stars and sparkle through the clouds... I love dancing and drifting off to a new place in my head... 

What is she wearing;
Large Planet Halo: Doe - Saturna in Personal Planetarium
Mini Moons & Stars: random.Matter - Astrid Aura in Head Glitter & Stars
Small Planet Halo: random.Matter x Bonbon - Star Girl Freckles in Planetary Halo
Mini Stars, Planets & Clouds: YOKAI - Little Universe in Night
Horns: Violetility - Taurus Horns
Hair: everfaery - Danica Hair
Skin: [Forest Fantasy Store] (now Faunus) - GARGOYLE SKIN in Saphire worn with [Forest Fantasy Store] (now Faunus) - Galaxy Demon (Includes Purple Moon Halo)
Bindi: Blah - [Shining Star - Set] in Bindi
Sparkle Eyebrows: WarPaint - Luminary Brow Glitter Add-on
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn!- Nightmare Eyes
Eye Sparkles: A.D.D.Andel! - Glitter Eye Overlay
Freckles: random.Matter x Bonbon - Star Girl Freckles in Gold
Body Glitter & Make-up: Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter in Gold
Necklace: (Yummy) - Starburst Shaker Necklace
Bodysuit: Garmonbozia - Merla bodysuit in PBR Variety 1
Tail: [Murder Of Ravens] - Demon Tail
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff & Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose & Hoop Prop: [piXit] - Boho Dancer, Pose F4
Clouds: kotte - Cloudy in Clouds
Backdrop: K&S - // Knockin on Heavens Door. Backdrop

Dark Fae Fights

I needed a little bit of magic today, the last two days have been chaos and I have two more to come... It's not long now until Eurovision and that gives me an evening of cheesy entertainment to look forward to...
Since I've been tired and ready to murder people that get in my way, so unfortunately it's only dark magic that I could summon...  

The Dark Fae that I have discovered today is the Bone Warrior, decorated in furs - thanks to the amazing set from Faunus which includes shoulder pads, as well as the crown, necklace, and sword worn here - and a touch of darkness with her Witchdoctor vibes... The only problem is that when she's about to face off the threats, her Dire Wolf Stag companions get a little boistrous and have been known to cut her with their razor sharp claws... 

What is she wearing;
Thorn Crown: LODE Head Accessory - Thorns and Grace Leaf Wreath
Antlers: Aardvark - Shadow Stag Antlers
Hair: Magika - Cassie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wounds: Izzie's - Claw Wounds
Fur: CURELESS [+] - The Twelfth Night in Alpine Fur BROWN
Crown, Sword & Necklace: [Faunus] - Bone warrior Fur set (Available until June 1st at Enchantment)
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - A Touch of Darkness Wings
Arm Thorns: Static - Luminettle Arm Vine in Brown
Outfit: !dM deviousMind - Witchdoctor
Staff: Simply Shelby - Elemental Fae Staff
Boots: N-core - VALKYRIE Fur Boots in Camel
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Star Stuff
Pose: [piXit] - Tranchant, Pose F5
Pets: Aardvark - Dire Wolf Stag
Clouds: kotte - Cloudy
Backdrop: K&S - // End of story..? Backdrop

Planet Aysa Creama

I'm loving having time off work and I've not even left for my vacation yet, all that happens tomorrow, and today I've just been busying myself getting all ready to go... 
We've had dinner and my hubby has told me that there is Ice Cream in the freezer for dessert... Now all I can think about is Ice Cream... 

It made my mind drift off to random thoughts and that in turn lead my mind to another world that was built of Ice Cream and was inhabited by the Summer Delights Ice Cream Monsters... 
It's perpetually snowing on this little planet that smells sweet and the colours are cute, and tastes delicious... The demonnesses taste delicious too... If you're brave enough to try and taste them... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: [The Forge] - Icecream Splat
Hair: katat0nik - Strawberry Cream Wig in Pink (Available until March 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: [Faunus] - Helios Skin Applier
Face Sprinkles: kotte - Face Pack in Sprinkles
Glasses: Half-Deer - Summer Delights in Melty Sunglasses
Mask: Violetility - Cupcake Respirator
Collar: Violetility - Ruffle Collar in Pink
Wings: PSYCHO.Byts - IceCream Monster in Wings RARE
Body Mess: CUREMORE - Melty Love & MIWAS - Bubble on me #White (Recoloured by me!)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Cnow Daze, Softly Snow & Starstuff
Pose: FOXCITY - Influencer, Pose 6
Ice Creams: Dahlia - Dylan's in Stacked Icecream, kotte - Ice Cream in Tall & Simply Shelby - Giant Melted Ice Cream Bar
Moon: Moon amore - Outer Space Collection in Asteroids in Lil Rock
Backdrop: [VOZ] - Stairs to The Sky in Red

Magically Painting Poinsettias

When you think of Christmas decor, what comes to mind? Fairy lights, tinsel, baubles perhaps? What about natural things? A Christmas Tree, Holly, Mistletoe? I love all of those things but something my mum always loved to have around the house when we were kids, and even now, is a Poinsettia. Normally in a gorgeous shade of festive red, but sometimes in white, there was always one decorating our home at Christmas time... 
Did you know though there is a magical being that is tasked to paint the leaves that brilliant shade of red??

There is a Nature Spirit - with a head from BeSpoke - that is a wizened old fae who has travelled across the world from its home lands in the deciduous tropical forests of Mexico and South America, which coincidentally is where Poinsettia originate from, to paint the leaves of the plant of purity in a vivid shade of Red... They also help to keep them alive and looking gorgeous in the wintery cold... 

What is she wearing;
Head, Skin & Horns: BeSpoke - Nature Spirit
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn! - Phantom Eyes V.2
Halo, Body Paint & Accessories: [Faunus] - Poinsettia
Wings: kotte - Fairy Wings
Pasties: [Faunus] - Poinsettia Top
Hand Sparkles: #LuluB! - Magic: Star Spell (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Secret Poses - Leda, Pose 5
Poinsettia: {vespertine} - Classic Potted Poinsettia
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Polarstone Way {Scene}

Flakes on the Fae

I felt like doing something a little goofy but the way I become a goofy little snow fae, dancing around on the breeze with the other snow flakes in the softly falling snow was a lot less goofy, if you discount my cheeky grin... I LOVE being a little icy this time of year, I'm definitely better when it's cold...

She's such a pretty cold thing, like Elsa said "the cold never bothered me anyway" and I think even though the little flake fae has a touch of the frostbite - a layer created by The Rotting Lab - and she's covered in Snow, she's still able to smile... 
Her accessories all assist in her manufacture of the snow flakes... Aiode Flakes - from random.Matter at the current Santa Inc event which runs until January 2nd - in her jewellery to help her create the magical flakes, and the Snowbell Glasses - from Violetility at The Warehouse - which not only create the sounds of snow fall but also protect her eyes from snow blindness... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Let It Snow (Past Gift)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Violetility - Snowbell Glasses (Available until December 18th at The Warehouse)
Nose Piercing: random.Matter - Aoide Nose Rings (Gift Available until January 2nd at Santa Inc)
Snow: kotte - Face Pack in Snow
Choker & Necklace: random.Matter - Aoide Set  in Cool Tones (Available until January 2nd at Santa Inc)
Body Wounds: The Rotting Lab - Skathi's Kiss (No Longer Available!)
Wings: Astralia - Winter Solstice Set
Snow: Cole's Corner - Snow Daze & Softly Snow, 13Act - Let it Snow & Moon Rabbit - Aura Snow
Pose: Secret Poses - Amber, Pose 6
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Snowfields {360} Backdrop

Lumiere Obscura & the Cutie Candles

The Halloween magic has gone already and I'm feeling a little bereft, I didn't do much of ANY Halloweening this year, and I'm kinda sad about that... That doesn't mean the magic is totally gone though, there's always going to be some sparkly magic to lighten up the darkest of wintery nights... Sparkles can magic can be found everywhere, they are hiding out waiting to dance into the Christmas lights...

Soon the fae folk will make everything sparkle, but they haven't totally disappeared... I went in search of one today, I needed to see something a little magical, and it wasn't long until I spotted something flitting around the chandeliers of the Belle Ballroom - a backdrop by Synnergy.Tavis by the way - looking more closely it was somethings... A Candelier Fae and her Cutie Candles - from MishMish - that flitted around on magically borrowed wings... The Lumiere Obscura - a Headpiece and Outfit Set that was released by Moon Amore for October's Collabor88 - Fae is waiting amongst the glittering crystals of the chandeliers waiting until she's allowed to start lighting the candles of Christmas... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: [Cubic Cherry] - {Melty} Candle Hat
Hair: Magika - Courtney Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: kotte - Fairy Wings in Fatpack
Necklace: random.Matter - Verity Necklace in Warm Tones
Pearls: League - Double Stranded Soft Pearl Necklace
Outfit (Including Tiara): Moon Amore - Lumiere Obscura Attire & HeadPiece (Sold Separately)
Sparkles: (Tattoo Layer) Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter (Floating Sparkles) Cole's Corner - Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose: FOXCITY - Fascinate, Pose 6m
Candles: MishMish - Cutie Candles
Wings on Candles: everfaery - Lelia Wings
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Belle Ballroom {360} Backdrop

Apples in Autumn

September is technically the start of Autumn, and today it feels like the weather has finally gotten that memo. It's supposed to be cooling down, although the colours of nature are starting to heat up as green changes to orange and red... I love that the air is getting crisper, that the raindrops mix with the falling leaves... I am refusing to think about pumpkins for a few weeks, but I did decide to help out with another amazing Autumn activity... It's harvest time... 

I LOVE a crunchy apple, something red and juicy, or green and crisp, caramelled or dried or pricked straight from the tree...
I'll pick a few apples in the gardens of Second Life - like the backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis... I'll turn some to candy apples, some to scrumpy cider and maybe even use a few to make a pie... Now I'm getting hungry lol... 
It's also the perfect time to start dressing in the warm, snuggly knit wear of Autumn. A large Baggy Sweater, over some figure hugging leather pants - like the Wren Set by miss chelsea, available until September 30th at Anthem - accessorised with a sun hat - like the one that comes with the Lamb hair - and some larger than life Oversized Specs - the one's I've chosen to wear from the new French Touch event, and the designs of Boutique #187 - to keep off the cool, and the sun from my eyes... I love this time of the year, I CANNOT wait to enjoy all that comes with Autumn for the next few months... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Lamb - Twin Sun Hat in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - Oversized Glasses (Available until September 30th at French Touch)
Top: miss chelsea - Wren Set in Sweater (Available until September 30th at Anthem)
Bodysuit: miss chelsea - Wren Set in Bodysuit (Available until September 30th at Anthem)
Pants: miss chelsea - Wren Set in Leggings (Available until September 30th at Anthem)
Pose & Apple Props: -Extra- - Orchard Life, Pose 4
Trees & Ladder: JIAN- Hillside Orchard Set
Buckets & Tools: Dahlia X DAUNTLESS - Orchard in Honey Crisp Set
Crate: THOR - Apple Orchard Crate
Animal: JIAN - Hedgehog Bucket in Spilled Leaves
Leaves: hive - Falling and Ground Leaves & kotte - Pile of Leaves in Brown
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Long Iron Bridge {360} Backdrop

Fluffies and Sparklies

I go through days of randomness where I want to do silly things, I want to do dark and deadly things, I want to do futuristic cyborg type things and then there are days like today when I want to be a sparkly fantasy being that's living in a world of brilliance and colours... I love each and every mode of my brain, but for some reason days like this, I feel bright and effervescent... I LOVE taking a walk through the stars... 

I know that I have a random style, you never know what my pictures will be like on any given day and that's why I feel like my blog is a definite form of therapy for me... Doesn't matter what my mood is when I start, doesn't matter what the picture looks like in the outcome, I'll always be feeling a little lighter, a lote more relaxed and will definitely be smiling... 
Today the smiles are bright and colourful, cute and fluffy, magically angellic with a hint of "awww look at that thing"... An angel walking on and through the clouds, talking to the Fuzz Balls - from Sakura - and the Magical Bears - from Tardfish for the current round of Kawaii Secrets - stretching her Ethereal Wings - by Doe, who is at the moment making simply amazing wings that I admit I'm totally addicted to - and letting the light dance under the Fairytale Umbrella - a gorgeous creation from YOKAI...
Light, Colour, Feather Soft Wings and some adorably fluffy friends... Always makes for a great and wonderful feeling... 

What is she wearing;
Halo: random.Matter - Astrid Aura in Head Glitter & Stars
Hair: [monso] - Harin Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Violetility - Luna Glasses (Available until September 18th at The Warehouse)
Choker & Bindi: Blah - Shining Star Jewelry Set
Top: Psycho Barbie - Gill Top in HOLO
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings in 03 Pink Purple
Umbrella: YOKAI - Fairytale Umbrella in Candy
Shorts: miss chelsea - Esme Set in Shorts
Pose: FOXCITY - Perfect Strangers, Pose 6
Bears: Tardfish - Magical Bear (Available until September 24th at Kawaii Secrets)
Black Fluffies: {Sakura} - Fuzz Ball Friends in Greyscale
Clouds: kotte - cloudy in Clouds
Backdrop: K&S - // Secret Garden. Backdrop

The Colours of Heaven!

Angels mean so many things to so many different people, and there are so many ways of looking at them too... Long gone are the days when they were beautiful, innocent looking beings, no longer sweet innocent child-like beings, now Angels come in all different shapes, sizes, colours and styles... I'm not always a good girl but even when I'm dark and depraved I liked to think I'm a little angellic... 

There's room for all different angellic beings in Heaven, and heaven is much more lively these days than peaceful beings roaming around in long white robes... At least not in the kind of heaven that I tend to invisage... IF there is a Heaven I'd imagine it would be full of bright colours and fashionista divas... It would be a Dreamlike Space - similar to the backdrop from K&S - and since we all know there are stairways to heaven I'd want to make sure there were  plenty of places to sit - like the Beau Benches from Krescendo, available until tomorrow at FaMESHed and then hopefully soon in the mainstore if you miss it at the event - so that you can catch your breath while climbing up all of those stairs... 
Wings would be feathered but Ethereal - like the ones from Doe - and in rainbow colours and the gorgeously soft fabric of the Grace Dresses - in this amazing dress, and heel set, from The Kiwi Co which is actually available as the biggest bumper group gift... Blueberry was always known for being brilliant quality, and the new Kiwi Co store is that, as well as super generous in their gifts it would seem - match the colours perfectly... 

What is she wearing;
Tiara: Random Matter - Amicus Halo in Warm Tones
Hair: TRUTH - Whisper in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Random Matter - Vanir Collar in Warm Tones
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 02 in BGY
Dress: The Kiwi Co. - Grace Dress in Classic Pack (Current Group Gift)
Bag Accessory: kotte - Travellers Elixir in Health
Leg Straps: The Kiwi Co. - Grace Heels in Classic Pack (Current Group Gift)
Pose: Secret Poses - Esme, Pose 4M
Benches: [Krescendo] - Beau Bench (Available until August 27th at FaMESHed)
Sparkles:  Cole's Corner - Starstuff, everfaery - Starfield Aura Wearable, LODE - Bliss Flying Petals in Yellow, Aii - Astral Smoke & LOVE - FAE DREAMS in GLITTER BEAMS
Backdrop: K&S - Dreamlike Space. backdrop