He was my Skater Boy!

I am so HOT today, it's been close to feeling like the sun has moved into the Netherlands and decided to roast a tone of things in the oven with the door open.... I really want to go back to when it was cooler... WHO THE HECK decided that it would be a good idea to have a VERY hot day in the Spring?! I mean this is AUGUST temperatures, what are they doing in May?? I cannot wait till the sun goes down... 

This evening, when the sun goes down, I'm going to find a place where I can cool down and then make sure that the boys know how hot it could get when we're hanging out at the Skatepark - from Synnergy.Tavis - just me and my Skater Boy... He's the cutest skater boy around, but he's such a Silly Shibe!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Bonbon Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Earrings: Luova - Star Earrings
Choker: MICHAN - Starry Choker in Silver
Top: CryBunBun - GroupieDoll Top in Bitchy
Arm Warmers: PSYCHO:Byts - Fury Burn Elbow Pads
Skirt: AsteroidBox - Marcie Skirt (Available until June 8th at ACCESS)
Knee Pads: PSYCHO:Byts - Fury Burn Knee Pads
Pose & Skateboard: Samia - Ella Skateboard, Pose F#19
Dog: Jian - Silly Shibes in Skater Pup RARE
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Skatepark {360} Backdrop

Dommes and Kinky Bears!

Distracting myself from the cloud I'm living under and for me that means READING, Reading, Reading... I am always looking for new books and authors, although I'll admit that I'm usually reading smut where the darker and kinkier the better... Of course, that's affecting my mind when it comes to what am I going to blog each day... Today, I was lead by Monster Porn... LOL... 

I'm thinking today about a book I read when the bear came to life and let the FMC get stuffed just like he was, only I think she was much better stuffed if I get to be honest... Though in my crazy messed up little fantasy, there's lots of friends with her in the dark room... 
Today she's in full Domme mode, and has found herself a willing new participant. He's a cute little Bear that love a Motorboat - from Tardfish, available until May 22nd at Kinky - and his cute little PVC gimp suit... I'll have to put a leash on him... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: MINA - DoMina in Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Bra: AsteroidBox - Carly Top (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Chest Friend: Tardfish - Motorboat Bear in Black (Available until May 22nd at Kinky)
Hand Leash: [Krescendo] - Rope Leash
Skirt: Mug - Inger Skirt in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Cyberbilly, 2R
Table Bear: Dots - Bondage Bear in Tan+Red
Wall Bunny: CryBunBun - Tied Bunny
Bed Bear: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Cross Bunny: Short Leash - Kinbaku Bunny
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Horny February Backdrop

Moving all that Emotional Baggage

This week and next are CRAZY busy weeks in my RL. From February 26th, HellBone and I don't have access to our house in RL because we are having some MAJOR rennovations done that are necessary and we HAVE to get things done. SO, HellBone and I are tidying, packing, sorting and prepping not only ONE but TWO places because luckily for us, my boss was willing to let us live on one of their properties... I have large amounts of anxiety over my roughly 6-month temporary relocation, but for now I'm just getting things ready... 

Every time I have a day off it's like the typical Moving Day scene - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - there are boxes and cleaning supplies and mess everywhere... It's not just the stuff though, it's all the emotional baggage that I'm carrying - represented so perfectly by The Bearded Guy's What I Carry box - that is making this harder. I am exhausted, I am running on high anxiety and I can feel the clock ticking in a count down to when we are needing everything done and ready by... The cat isn't helping too as she's stressing while the house empties around her and she screams at the top of her little lungs in the voice of her people... I wish there was more hours in the day, just a few hours more then I'd be able to have a proper dinner, rather than just some pizza in my mouth as I dash past... Although Mouth Pizza is flipping delicious... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Sunset in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mouth Pizza: Junk Food - Mouth Pizza in Supreme
Box: The Bearded Guy - What I Carry
Pants: CryBunBun - Badgirl Jeans in Blue
Tights: [SHIFUKU] - Fishnet Leggings
Pose: [piXit] - Juliet, Pose 5
Vehicle: FINCA  - Delivery Kutto in Peach
Cat Carrier: MadPea - Crazy Cat Lady's Starter Kit in Cat Carrier
Cat: Aardvark - Paws & Reflect Cats in Stretch Armstrong
Pizza: Junk Food - Pizzeria Pizza
Bear: hive - My Colorful Teddy
Books: buildworksdecor - Kinky Books Series Colored, [Merak] - Nocturnes Books, Dahlia - Lunaria in Stacked Books & spruce - Book Collection in Botanical Series
Other Furniture & Boxes: Atelier Burgundy - Moving Day Gacha Items
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Moving Day Scene

Crazy Days in the Paraphile Ward

Life is crazy right now and I feel like I'm living in a crazy house... I'm stuck in Holland while my mother is in hospital in the UK having some checks done because she's sick and it's driving me crazy... As if life wasn't crazy enough at the moment. I REALLY feel like I need a break from everything... Someone come and get me please... 

All I seem to do right now is hide away from the world when I'm not at work, all I want to do is sit around a read and hide from anything that looks like responsibilities... 
I mean the Smut that I tend to tead would get me into trouble with Jesus - like the poster states "Is that Smut?" in the neon frame from Venture - and so Rudh's been tied into the darkness to get some time away from everyone... Dressed for her own protection and forced to wear her Shock Treatment Crown - from NORUSH - but it's her imagination she truly has to worry about... My penchant for being a bit of a Paraphile, someone with an erotic interest in things that are inanimate objects among other things, and therefore being sent to the Paraphile ward - signs by Krescendo - definitely meant that she met my match in the Freaky Hands - from Tardfish - which must have come from the devil... I think I might like it here... 

What is she wearing;
Upper Helmet: [NORUSH] - Shock Treatment Crown
Lower Helmet: Boutique #187 - Dirty Helmet v2
Hair: [monso] - Morbid Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available)
Hands: Tardfish - Freaky Hands
Top: CryBunBun - Daddy's Issue Top in Black
Pose & Ropes Prop: [piXit] - Roped Off, Pose F1
Sign: [Krescendo] - Ward Signs in Gold Paraphile
Picture: [ Venture ] - Is That Smut Neon Frame
Chains: [Krescendo] - Ceiling Chains
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Creepy Corridor

Hiding away to make plans...

Today is the start of my holiday and even though Thursdays are my usual day off, I don't actually feel like I'm on vacation yet. There is so much cleaning and sorting and organizing to do, not to mention makin sure I give my cat tonnes and tonnes of attention before I disappear... Plus the hubby is a bit OCD when it comes to planning so we have lists upon lists and other things to do that he knows and I haven't yet been informed of... It's getting like an secret military mission... I just wanna go home... 

Since it's like a military planning situation right now I'm working out how to hack the system... 
I've been looking at the screens, checking the charts and hiding in the Bunker - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - using only the Vertex Lamps and my Gaming Peripherals - both of which are from Krescendo, although the former is Mancave and the latter available for the MadPea PLAYXPO - and if that doesn't work I have NOT ONE but TWO secret weapons... Firstly my buddy Squiddy - from Tardfish - is an expert gamer and he can get his mind around anything, and secondly, if all else fails I have a set of earrings that will help me. They are made so you can Ctrl Yourself - a pair of earrings from Six Feet Under, which even though they aren't overly large in the picture above, I have added the store ad below for more clarity - with little keyboards that can take control over everything...

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Salty Hair in Offbeat
Earrings: Six Feet Under - Ctrl Yourself Earrings (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: CryBunBun - Marina Top in TieDye2
Bag: Tardfish - Squidy Gamer Bag in Holo (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Pants: CryBunBun - Arterie Pants in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Dana, Pose F2
Keyboards & Controllers: [Krescendo] - Gaming Peripherals (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Lamps: [Krescendo] - Vertex Lamp in 10 (Available until July 11th at MANCAVE)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - The Bunker {360} Backdrop

Laundry Days Can Be Good Days!

Today is the last day that I will be home as the hubby's nurse, even though he is not healed and is still in a lot of pain I have only been able to have a week off to look after him and therefore... It's time to get ready for work again... I have a few things to get done around the house, but the one job that seems to be never ending is laundry... I have a mountain of laundry but it's one of those things you need a washing machine for, and since my washing machine had other ideas... 

The ball bearings are loose in my washing machine, luckily last month I had my holiday money and that means I have a little flexibility and only need to wait now for the delivery of my new washing machine. 
Until then I'm spending my evening in the local laundrette... There's no one here, it's too warm and most people around here have laundry facilities at home, so I'm here alone... I'm bored, and I think I'm going to be a little rebel and see just how good the vibrations of a drier can feel... 
The aftermath of the feeling is that it's the perfect time to ignore the signs and have a cheeky cigarette, I just hope it was as good for the machine as it was for me... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Noah Hair in Black & Red
Curler: bonbon - Hair Roller Curlers Set
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Izzie's - Good Old Glasses
Outfit: CryBunBun - Pinned-up Girl in BlackGrunge
Panties: -XTC- - Oops  Panties
Pose & Cigarette Prop: [piXit] - Blake, Pose F5
Detergent: Deco Franzy - Laundry Detergent
Laundry: dust bunny & consignment - Laundry Corner in Laundry Pile
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - C. Laundry

Let's make today F*cking Perfect!

I have had the day off today and it's been lovely... I had planned to get a few things done but that was NEVER going to happen considering the mood that I was in. I have been in a bit of a meh place when it comes to blogging lately, I am and may still be in a bit of a rut for a while, but for some reason I just cannot get myself into the game... I'm sorry for that... I am trying, and will keep trying, and today I had to force myself to get into the right mind set... 

I decided to get myself into some blogging and try to pass the blogging rut... I had on an outfit that made me feel a Marie Antoinette gone modern, Pink Ladyish Barbie... I have been living in this outfit and felt that it NEEDED to be shared and it could definitely help me make the cogs start moving... 
The outfit started because of the top from the Elyn Set - from miss chelsea - with a few perfectly placed accessories and some tight black pants... It was a great start, and I decided that another great start would need something to sustain me I went onto the terrace at the Delmonte Villas - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - where I helped myself to a Fucking Perfect Small Cup of Coffee - which was released by Boutique #187 at Astrophe - lit a cigarette and then played the game of what jam would I have on my fresh croissant... What Jam flavour would you choose?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessories: S-CLUB - ANTOINETTE
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: [Black Bantam] - Pearl Drop Choker in Black
Necklace & Earrings: (Yummy) - Satin Bow & Pearls Set in Black
Jacket: Gabriel - One-shoulder Riders in Black
Boa: Mug - Rissa Boas in Cream
Top: miss chelsea - Elyn Set in Corset
Cup: Boutique #187 - Small Coffee Cup (Available until May 25th at ASTROPHE)
Pants: CryBunBun - Arterie Pants in Black
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Starlet, Pose F4R
Coffee Pot: Apple Fall - Bohemian Coffee Press
Croissants: [Merak] - Croissant Basket
Toast Rack: Apple Fall - Swan Toast Caddy & Toast
Jams: Dahlia - Lazy Days Preserves in Bowl 19
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Delmonte Villas {360} Backdrop

The Ultimate Pain Paddle!

The Demons of Hell have been tormenting people for centuries, and there has always been a bit of a pleasure when it comes to the tormenting of these souls that find their way into the darker corners of Hell... 
Depending on where you end up, you can never know which of the demons wil make an appearance, but it is safe to say that they will enjoy whatever they do... Well most of the time anyway... 

The Threll - a head from CRYPTID - Demoness is one of those that likes to inflict pain, but loves to do it in a bit of a kinky way... She's working for the deadly sins, hidden in one of the corridors of their house to assist in their work.She likes heavy metal and lots of spikes on her clothes, but puts on a costume of a Nun's headdress for her play sessions... 
Once she's pinned you to the Orion Cross - a release from Violetility at FaMESHed X until May 10th - she gets out all manner of whips, chains, crops and paddles to help her entertain herself and the Sin Demons... Things get a little boring after doing this for so long, and they are always looking for new painful methods to play around with. It has been a recent discovery, people talk about stepping on Legos being a terrible pain all the time, but they are now part of the Ultimate Pain Paddle - from Krescendo - and are eager to test it's pain providing levels... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Veil: Doe - Mercy Veil
Big Horns: HAZEL - DREADSPIRE HORNS
Head: CRYPTID - Threll
Skin: [Forest Fantasy Store] (Now FAUNUS) - GARGOYLE SKIN in Ruby
Necklace: CHANDRA - Temprest Choker
Tattoo: CORE&GORE - Hetemite Tattoo
Top: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Bra in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Wings: Sweet Thing - Demon Wings
Paddle: [Krescendo] - Ultimate Pain Paddle in Black (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Shorts: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Shorts in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Pose: [piXit] - Alitissa, Pose F7
Cross: Violetility - Orion Cross (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Banner: Pitaya - Deadly Sins Banner in Black
Backdrop: VARONIS - Nighted Backdrop

It's a 2007 kinda thing...

I had a weekend off, yesterday was the Hubby's Birthday so I had too much to do, and today I've been playing catch up on things around the house... I also played catch up with an old friend and went on a trip down memory lane... Things were said, my mind was blown, and now I feel like I'm heading back into my emo phase... I feel like it would be the right time to slip into the black parade and live my best emo life... 

In America, weren't they called Scene kids? I know we had them in the UK but I'm not sure I ever used that term, it was only Emos really... I never got into the style much myself, I was definitely part of the skater crowd and LOVED the music but I'd never have referred to myself as a Scene Kid... So I couldn't really resist my chance... 
I loved the vibe of the style, the bright colours and the different to modern posing although still as equally cheesy to witness someone doing in RL  kinda attitude that went with it... So Rudh decided to pose at the Night Bus Stop, dressed up in her best 2007Emotions Outfit - from CryBunBun - trying to look emotionally tortured... Those make the best kind of photos... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Nicki in Redhead (Worn with Doe - Biji in Flux)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: Kibitz - Judge me choker in DEAD
Necklace: random.Matter - Yesung Chokers in Cool Tones
Outfit (Including Gloves): CryBunBun - 2007Emotions Outfit in DEAD
Bracelet: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets
Pose: FOXCITY - Parked V2, Pose 5
Bin: DRD - San Mora in City Trash Can
Dog Bin: Star Sugar - Dog Waist Station
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Night Bus Stop 1

A New Year Starts... Welcome to 2025

So it has started, 2025 is finally here and this means that we are now a quarter of the way into the 2000s... It scares me to think that children born now could easily make it to see the next millennium in, do you think there will be a fear similar to the Y2K bug?! 
What will 2025 bring? What will happen to us this year both in our virtual and real-lives? Last time the year started on a WTF week, we witnessed a global pandemic that spanned three years. Now there is so much fighting going oncould we be on the cusp of another world war? 
Right now I'm getting over the New Year blues, and trying to get my year started, so let's get this show on the road shall we?

Even though the year is still sparkly and new, the lights are still flickering from the fireworks and sparklers and I've finally gotten home. I feel like I've barely stopped moving since we left for the UK after Christmas, we spent a lovely time with my family in Wales, but I AM SO HAPPY to be home... 
What will this year hold for me though? Do I need to fasten my seat belt or can I just gently ride into this new year without a hard hat and a seatbelt? I'm pensively looking forward to the year starting, I am already thinking about when I can go home again, and planning things to do that aren't really resolutions but are things I want to achieve... I finished the year tired but happy, today I'm starting the New Year happy and ready for whatever is thrown at me... I am waking up, I am ready, I can't wait to see where this year takes me, will you come along for the ride? 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Dana Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-Up: Izzie's - Insomnia
Outfit: CryBunBun - SLEIGH YOU Shirt in TIMMY
Socks: CryBunBun - SLEIGH YOU Socks in W/B
Pose: FOXCITY - Day After Bento Pose Set, Pose 4
Hats: Junk Food - New Year Sparkler Hats
Noise Makers: Junk Food - New Year Party Horns
Champagne: Pitaya - Party is over in Glasses
Confetti: Pitaya - Party is over in Confetti
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Celestial Ball

Monstrous Psychedelia

I've often said the more twisted, dark and devious a picture I create is, the happier I am... I'm happy at the moment because I've had a chance to relax. I don't have anything to focus on and my boss even gave me a few days off... I am in a good place right now... So today, for the first time in a while, things are getting a little monstrous... Deviously, twistedly, yet colourly monstrous... 

I've said it before but I'm in rest and relax mode. I never fully feel I can relax until I'm back in England, or on vacation at least, but having a few days off after my exam has made me feel much better... So much so that I'm taking off my mask - though in this case it's the UNHOLY Porcelain Mask - and letting the inner monster out to play... She's going to dance in the Palace of Psychadelia - a backdrop from FOXCITY - and drink one of those fancy "Snapped" cocktails, served in a Snapped Tumbler - created by Boutique #187 - while she enjoys the music of the night... 

What is she wearing;
Mask: UNHOLY - Belladonna Porcelain Mask V2
Hair: [Yomi] - Electra Hair (25%) (Available until June 16th at Hair Fair 2024 Streaks Sim)
Head: Curio Obscura - Grinder Mouthface (No Longer Available!)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Paint: [POUT!] - BeetleJuice  Make up & Tattoo (No Longer Available!)
Choker: BOOM - Precious Bow Choker (No Longer Available!)
Dress: CryBunBun - Sunday Girl Dress in Bugsyrup
Cup: Boutique #187 - Snapped Tumbler
Pose: Fashiowl - Geek in the Pink, Pose 2 (Available until July 7th at MadPeas PlayXpo Event)
Chairs: [Krescendo] - Lagos Seat (Available until June 27th at FaMESHed)
Flowers: MadPea - Oversized Chrysanthemums (Freebie coming soon at SL21B Shop & Hop)
Speakers: NeverWish - Rave Yard Set in Coffiin Speaker White
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Palace in Psychedelic

Horny Cravings

I have been a good girl for a little while now, but there comes a time when the bad little succubus inside likes to burst her way out of me and put on a show... She's a diva, she's a heartbreaker, but she will make sure that you have a great time while she does so... Let her be your dirty little heart-throb... 

When I develop these Horny Cravings - which is actually a backdrop set from The Bearded Guy - I don't minde being "all by myself" - a pose set from -Extra- - so long as I have a few good toys with me... Rudh the little succubus needs more entertainment, that's why she armed herself with a DG Leash - from Six Feet Under - to find a place to get someone all caught up... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Tardfish - Ribbon Horns in White
Hair: [monso] - Lara Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: .ARISE. - Lip Drool (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: CHANDRA - Temprest Choker
Tattoos: SAMIA - SUSIO BODY TATTOO in BLACK
Pastie: Converge - Leather Pasties (No Longer Available!)
Wings: Sweet Thing - Demon Wings
Leash: Six Feet Under - DG Leash
Dress: CryBunBun - Caught Up Dress in BlackRip
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Boots: REIGN - LUST THIGH HIGH BOOTS
Pose & Props: -Extra- - All By Myself, Pose 1
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Horny Cravings in Amor Perverso

Balloons to Dreamland

I'm very very very tired at the moment, I don't know what is causing it. I don't feel ill or anything, just totally worn down and like I could sleep for a long time, it's not positive as we're heading into the high season at work and it'only going to get busier! It's not like I'm sleeping badly, I have a new bed and am loving it... I really don't know what it is... 
I need to find a way to slip off to dreamland, I need some magic that will help me sleep... I wonder what the quickest way to get there... 

I have heard that the best transport into Dreamland, is through the clouds in a hot air balloon so that you can slip away to "Dream your Dream" - a backdrop from K&S - the guardian unicorns - from Sakura - will assist and guide you in the balloons to the dreams made just for you... 
Just make sure that you've got your jammies on, and you have your pillow with you to make the most out of the wonderful dreams... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Elysen in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pyjamas: CryBunBun - Hold Me Jammies in Clouds
Pose: Secret Poses - Kiara, Pose 5
Ponies: {Sakura} - Unicorn Plush
Plants: tarte - Hot Air Balloon Planter
Letters: dust bunny - Pillow Letters in White
Backdrop: K&S - Dream your Dream. Backdrop

Toys and Cookies for Puppy Training

The books that I'm reading at the moment definitely seem to be having an influence on me and the way my mind is working at the moment... I've been letting my mind wander into darker delights that are delicious and fun, and creating some interestingly pretty new looks for myself...
Today, for some reason I ended up letting my mind slip into the realm of becoming a puppy to a worthy, welcoming and protective Daddy... I wonder if there is anyone that will welcome a new puppy into their home... 

I've never really had any desire to participate in pet play, it's something that always seems a little to close to being a furry or even darker desires that hide in the shadows... Though from the books I've been reading, I'm intrigued, and cannot deny Rudh the chance to find herself caught up in the playtime.. 
Daddy's play room in the La Chandelle Room - which is actually a skybox from Varonis - a small area has been set aside to indulge in Daddy's new puppy... He's set out a new bed, a leash and made a jar of fresh cookies ready to treat his new pet. The toys are new too, the big rubber cones can double as more than one type of toy, whilst she's got soft plushie donuts and lattes for her Pet Collection - from Junk Food, which is an oldie but still a cutie and is available in the mainstore! Shes even been bought a new collar for the games today, a Bone Collar - from Krescendo that is available in the mainstore - tht will be perfect for her new leash...

What is she wearing;
Ears: HAZEL - CANINE BUNDLE
Hair: DOUX - IU hairstyle
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mask: random.Matter - Zakei Muzzle
Necklace: Krescendo - Bone Collar
Pasties: Violetility - Lenore Pasties
Outfit: CryBunBun - Buntresse Corset in Black
Socks & Shoes: CULT - Ciela Fatpack
Pose: Fashiowl - Need You Around, Pose 7
Donuts, Coffee & Cookies: Junk Food - Pet Collection in Donut Box, Latte and Dog Treats
Jar: Ariskea - [Ellie] Dog Treat Jar
Rubber Toys: MadPea - Puppy Care in Chew Toy
Other Dog Toys: Half-Deer - Dog Clutter in Grey  Bowl of Water & Leash on Floor
Bed: Half-Deer - Dog Clutter in Grey Dog Bed Hugs
Leash Holder: MadPea - Puppy Care in Leash
Adult Toys: Fapple - Rodion Punishment Rack
Backdrop: VARONIS - La Chandelle Skybox

Random Friends

Randomness can be fun sometimes, and I really feel that random is definitely something that fits with me and my blogging style. I love being dark and grungy, I love being pretty and fairytalish, but I think what ties it all together and something that makes me most happy is when things are totally random... 
Random, colourful, sparkly and cute, all things that put a smile on my face, especially when making some new friends along the way... 

I've been feeling a little dozey all day. It's still hot here, but cooling off and thank goodness for that... I AM SO HAPPY about it... Although the heat is still letting to me, it caused me to make some amazing new friends, adorable little Shroomies - from Aardvark - and some of the crazy little Fluffy Wumpkins - from Tardfish - but what I LOVE most today is the way that I can run my mouth or should that be mouths... You know me I like to chat, and I like to do things that are totally random, and these Tongue Earrings - from Boutique #187 at the current round of The Arcade - not only come in bright colours, but also speak in randoms just like me... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Peppermint Hair in Offbeat
Bindi: Doe - Heart Power Up
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Earrings: Boutique #187 - Tongues Earrings (Available until September 30th at The Arcade)
Collar: random.Matter - Cermet Collar in Do Not Feed Yellow
Necklace: Kibitz - Happy Facey Necklace in Yellow
Undershirt: Chemical Princess - Net Top
Bra: Blueberry - Tyrkini in Yellow
Shorts: CryBunBun - Ana Shorts in Smileys
Fuzzy Pets: Tardfish - Fluffy Wumpkins in Green
Pose: Secret Poses - Dalia, Pose 4
Mushrooms: Aardvark - Shroomie Animesh Companion
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - The Fantastical Nebulous Aether & Starstuff
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Glowing

Letting the Dogs Out...

I'm done with work for the day, I've been busy and now that I'm home I'm going to curl up on the couch and watch something a little nonsense like on the TV... 
Now that I'm home though, Rudh on the other hand has work to do... The dogs have been locked up since I let them out at lunchtime, and there is a little bit of a mess in the yard right now... I better get out there and let them out while I clean up, then it's WALKIES time!!! 

My Spoiled Rotties - from Jian - aren't locked in the yard for long, but I made sure they had somewhere comfortable to han out while I'm at work... I found this amazing Beloved Kennel in a rather strange catalogue, apparently it's Human Sized - and comes from Violetility at the current round of FaMESHed X - and made for some strange kinks, but the dogs seem to like it... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Amour in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: HAZEL - ALCHEMY CHOKER
Outfit: CryBunBun - Outcasted Outfit in Mai
Boots: CULT - Olive
Pose: Secret Poses - Caotica, Pose 3
Dogs: JIAN - Spoiled Rotties
Kennel: Violetility - Beloved Kennel (Available until July 6th at Fameshed X)
Dog Accessories: Half-Deer - Dog Clutter in Grey
Poop Bin: Star Sugar - Dog Waist Station
Backdrop: PALETO Backdrop - Warehouse

Hidden in the Dark

 When the lights go out and the world goes dark, as the sun dips behind the horizon and the skies grow darker the only lights sparkling across the sky are the stars that twinkle and dance in the darkness... It's at this time, when the darkness falls that the bad thins happen... 
Nothing so brutal as some of the macabre things that the little demons get up to, but Satan's on a reruitment drive, he's luring angels to the dark side of things and there are plenty of them that seem to want to fall... 

The angel converstion process it multi levelled, with various intricacies and tests for the angels to pass as they fall slowly through the clouds from heaven... One of the stages is a little more devious than others, it's hidden in the clouds, the darkest of the clouds shields this intimate level from view... 
A rainbow provides the perfect bondage frame - which is actually a Rainbow Arch from Violetility - to seduce these little angels and let them see how much fun the dark can be... 

What is she wearing;
Big Halo: Random Matter - Deucalion Halo in Silver Tones
Small Halo: Random Matter - Inaya Halo in Cool Tones
Hair: Wasabi - Iliana Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: CryBunBun - Cardinal's Meretrix in Raindrops
Ring Aura: SEMPITERNAL - The Throne's Halo (No Longer Available!)
Wings: Blueberry - Icon Angel Wings
Pasties: Converge - Leather Pasties (No Longer Available!)
Corset: CryBunBun - Amy Baker's Secret in Black
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Aura: Quills & Curiosities - Borealis Aura (Available until June 18th at The Warehouse)
Bondage Toy: Violetility - Rainbow Arch
Toy Box: Short Leash - Playtime Bondage Toy Box
Backdrop: Synnergy - Starbright Backdrop

A Long Train Ride Home

OH MY GOD IT'S FINALLY THE DAY... I've been counting down to this day for WEEKS now!!! It's finally time for me to step out of my SL world and into the RL one as I'm leaving for a week of family time!! I'm heading back to the UK, finally, after all of the Covid restrictions and my nightmare of being in the hospital... It's finally time to go home and reset my batteries! 

Getting ready to go is always a fun task, making sure I have everything that I need but remembering I'm going home not to somewhere totally strange, and kissing my fur babies goodbye!! That part is always the hardest part!!! I ALWAYS miss my fur babies!!!
I hope you don't miss me too much, I'll be around on social media, just no blogging for me for a few days while I recharge!!! See ya in a week!! 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Olive - the Cinnamon Hair 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Upper Necklace: [Yomi] - Posh Punk Necklace 
Jacket: GABRIEL - One-Shoulder Riders in Black 
Outfit: CryBunBun - Felixia Outfit in Grey Stripes
Nipple Pastie: Converge - Leather Pasties (No Longer Available!)
Stockings: Psycho Barbie - [Hex Stockings] in Stripes
Boots: [Salem] - Veda Boots in Black 
Pose: Secret Poses - Waiting, Pose 1 (Available until May 10th at The Liaison Collaborative)
Case: DRD - Scarlett Hotel Gift shop Item in Small Suitcase 
Tulips: naked - Spring Tulips in Coral (No Longer Available!) 
Bag: REIGN - WEEKENDER BAG in ROADTRIP BAG 
Backdrop: PALETO Backdrop - LOST TRAIN 

Neon Nox Arcana Sparkles!

Sometimes, I get lost in my head and my photos tend to get a little bonkers... I love it when the sparkles come rushing out of my brain and they sprinkle all over my creativity. It can lead me in all kinds of different directions... 
Today the magic happened and it was random, but random is amazing in some cases... 

This is the first post I've done since I won a contest and won blogger access for FOXCITY, and I'll admit that I've been a little nervous in taking things. I always get so nervous, and I cannot believe that I was chosen as a winner - I just want to show them what I'm made of and make them proud! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Olive - the Asleep Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Tattoo: GERMINAL - Signal Lost
Bodysuit: CryBunBun - Breathless Corset in Fatpack
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati in Emerald & #LuluB! - Invierna in Lake & Carnival 
Halo: Quills & Curiosities - Nox Arcana Aura (Available until April 18th at The Warehouse)
Pose: FOXCITY - Dream Catcher, Pose 4
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Glowing II (Available until April 10th at Kustom9) 

If The Rings Match...

I know that I have lots of ideas of things that I want to do for blogging rolling around in my mind, waiting for the possibility that I'd be able to bring them to life and there are SO MANY different outfits and pretty things that I want to share, now that I'm running slow after the operation, I don't really know where I need to start LOL... 
I think that today, I'm going to slow my roll and show off an outfit that I've been wearing a lot because I'm in love with it... I guess you'd call it a 'Look of the Day"... 

I decided to take a moment, in the halls of the apartment building that I was checking out - they actually happen to be the backdrop called "Halloween Night" from Paleto - and admired myself in the glass windows... I LOVE this combination of the amazing CryBunBun "Disco Baby" Pants and the "Eira" Top, from miss chelsea, as the rings seem to work so perfectly together... 
It's just one of those outfits that makes me super happy!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Laura Hairstyle
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Top: miss chelsea - Eira Top in Black 
Jacket: villena - Pelted Fur Jacket in Black 
Lower Top: [I<3F] - Top [04] 
Pants: CryBunBun - Disco Baby Pants in Black 
Pose: FOXCITY - Neko, Pose 5 
Backdrop: PALETO Backdrop - Halloween Night