Dommes and Kinky Bears!

Distracting myself from the cloud I'm living under and for me that means READING, Reading, Reading... I am always looking for new books and authors, although I'll admit that I'm usually reading smut where the darker and kinkier the better... Of course, that's affecting my mind when it comes to what am I going to blog each day... Today, I was lead by Monster Porn... LOL... 

I'm thinking today about a book I read when the bear came to life and let the FMC get stuffed just like he was, only I think she was much better stuffed if I get to be honest... Though in my crazy messed up little fantasy, there's lots of friends with her in the dark room... 
Today she's in full Domme mode, and has found herself a willing new participant. He's a cute little Bear that love a Motorboat - from Tardfish, available until May 22nd at Kinky - and his cute little PVC gimp suit... I'll have to put a leash on him... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: MINA - DoMina in Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Bra: AsteroidBox - Carly Top (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Chest Friend: Tardfish - Motorboat Bear in Black (Available until May 22nd at Kinky)
Hand Leash: [Krescendo] - Rope Leash
Skirt: Mug - Inger Skirt in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Cyberbilly, 2R
Table Bear: Dots - Bondage Bear in Tan+Red
Wall Bunny: CryBunBun - Tied Bunny
Bed Bear: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Cross Bunny: Short Leash - Kinbaku Bunny
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Horny February Backdrop

The Second Best Way To Relax!

I've had a long day of studying and tomorrow until Sunday I'm heading off on a three day working at the shop kinda blogging time out... I have had a busy day and my mind is spinning with all of the new information that I received... This evening, I had to find something to do that was a bit of a stress relief, I found the perfect break time activity, and then I found another perfect way to relax once the relaxation was done... 

The relaxing part was more than a little naughty, but sometimes, that is one of the most relaxing things a girl can do... I love to get myself all pretty, though sometimes when you spend too long waiting for someone to turn up and help, you have to take matters into your own hands... 
I mean it always helps if you have a willing participant, failing that a bear in a strapon can work too, but once all of that is done, there's a good book on the bedside table and a coffee can be brought in by room service at the Northern Cliff House Hotel - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - so there is plenty to keep you occupied whilst you relax... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Lamb - Valentine in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Corset: Luas - Rosalia in Black
Stomach Tape: [ LEPUNK ] - Body Tape (1) in MINE (Available until September 25th at 13th Street)
Panties & Pasties: The Rotting Lab (Now Sulfur) - Dame Lingerie in Pack 1
Shoes: CULT - Skyla with HUD (Available until September 25th at 13th Street)
Drink: hive - Nicotine & Caffeine in coffee&cig style 2
Book: (Lucas Lameth) - Awkward Books to Read in Public in 10,001 DICK PICS Book
Pose: -Extra- - Broken (Kneeling Pose, the hands have been animated by the props she is holding!)
Floor Book & Pearls: Violetility - Digital Doll Clutter
Teddy: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Sex Toys: random.Matter - Ladies Night in Massager, LEMME - Dildo box in Pink & Stimulate me!Dildo in Pink
Condoms: Koukla - Scattered Condoms in Traditional
Cage: Granola - Aviary Seduction II in Steel Adult
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Northern Cliff House Backdrop

Chocolate Cake for the Devil

It's Friday Night, and most people are ready for the weekend now, I wish I could say I was too but I still have to work a full day tomorrow... It's never a piece of cake to be a working girl in Amsterdam these days, but now that I think of it, I would probably be more interested in the cake than the actual working... Not that I'm anti hard work, but cake always seems like such a good reward... 

I've decided that I should lock myself into one of those amazing, little red rooms in the oldest parts of Amsterdam, a quaint little Lvive Red Room - a backdrop from Synnergy - and even though I'm technically supposed to be working, I've decided to take a little break and indulge in some Chocolate Cheesecake - from Junk Food - that's covered in Strawberries... Although perhaps I should have washed my hands rather than thinking it would be a good idea to get a Mouth Mess as the chocolate went everywhere... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Twist in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Chocolate Face: Izzie's - Mouth Mess
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available!)
Corset: duckie - cinched in black
Tail: VALLEMONT - Devil's Tail Plug in Black (Available until July 11th at Sabbath)
Stockings: CULT - Alexis
Pose: Fashiowl - Wake Me Up, Pose 7
Cake: Junk Food - Chocolate Cheesecake
Underwear: Half-Deer - Carefree Bikini Clutter in Red
Shoes: Garbaggio - Shoe Clutter Black
Teddy: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Cage: Granola - Aviary Seduction II in Steel
Toys: LEMME - Dildos & Plugs
Backdrop: Synnergy - Lvive Red Room Backdrop

Waiting at the Babygirl Motel...

I felt a little too hot today, it's another heatwave in my part of Europe and it's never fun to have to suffer through the heat. I feel so jealous of those of your that have airconditioning when the weather is like this. It makes me so uncomfortable... 
I've decided to let the heat dictate the my blogging mood, there has been a shift in the heat so that the heat becomes a charged, somewhat naughty heat, as Rudh headed for somewhere cooler to hang out... She found herself taking refuge from the heat at the Babygirl Motel... 

In the Lancaster Suite - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - of the Babygirl Motel on route 69, Rudh let the heat change. She had plans to entertain, dressed to kill in a barely there outfit, and some SUPER high killer heels - a brand new release from Tentacio at FaMESHed X - and since the sign announcing the Babygirl Motel was flashing on the street - a sign that is coming to Fetish Fair from Krescendo - to draw people to the hotel... Sitting in the darkened room, she waits for him, waits to hear the door handle turn and the door open... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Mischief in Redhead
Skin:  amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: Mug - Jade Dress in Black
Underbust & Waist Straps: The Rotting Lab (Now Sulfur) - Dame Lingerie in Pack 1
Shoes: Tentacio - Morfeo Heels in Black (Available until September 6th at FaMESHed X)
Pose & Paddle Prop: -Extra- - Abuse Me
Neon Sign: [Krescendo] - Babygirl Motel Sign (Available August 14th till August 26th at Fetish Fair)
Toy Box: Short Leash - Playtime Bondage Toy Box
Teddy Bear: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Lancaster Backdrop 

Date Night with Teddy!

I feel like I've been being good for far too long... I'll be honest, I wanted to test to see what different types of photos could do in terms of bringing in interest from followers on Flickr, but it feels a little like I'm not being overly true to myself and my form of therapy so it's back to doing whatever I want to do to make myself smile... TODAY, it's something a little naughty, though the smile will come from the fact that I know pictures like this make my Daddy reach for his gun - not to shoot anyone that looks at me, but more likely to shoot me for giving him a panic attack LOL! 

I had some playtime locked in a room on my own! Who needs someone to play with when a girl has her two favourite toys with her! Trusty teddy and his big sausage friend! He's not the kind of toy I can have out if friends bring their children around, I have to hide him from my parents too, but he's the best kind of toy when I'm alone in the dark at night - if you want one, you can't have mine, you'll need to get your own and to do so you need to head to La Baguette! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: RunAway - Katia Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Mask: random.Matter - Zakei Muzzle 
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Athena Collar 
Jacket: villena - Pelted Fur Jacket in Classy 
Lingerie: Cynful - Unwrap Me Lingerie Set in Light Grey 
Boots: N-Core - GENA in Grey 
Pose: elephante poses - Gemma, Pose 1 
Balloons: BackBone - Naughty Party Balloons 
Bear: La Baguette - DiKuma Teddy 
Backdrop: SAYO Sin - Crimson Dreams Backdrop (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Let the Money Rain!

Ever have those nightmare like dreams, when you're half asleep and suddenly your brain seems to kick into gear and start thinking about all your problems... Money troubles, or health issues, or even stupid things like what you're doing in a few weeks... I have dreams like this all the time, and last night was a doozey... Just dropping off to sleep and BOOM I start thinking about money... 
So today I'm channelling my inner worries about money into a blog picture, as it usually helps to clear the air!! I hope... 

Rudh in Second Life is a bit less prone to worrying like I am. She's definitely my more confident side... 
When she wants cash, she goes to get it... Her dreams about money are more like you'd see above... It's raining money - thanks to the SAYO Backdrop available for use at Backdrop City - with a picture harking back to the days when she stripped and had a damn good time doing it!
The top - from Belle Epoque's Idella outfit - corset and jacket - from Birdy Gacha collection - aren't really meant to go together, but they are SUCH a cute outfit I wish I'd had this as a stripper!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Carla (Current Group Gift) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Jacket: Birdy - Dreamz Gacha Items in Faux Furs White 
Top: Belle Epoque - Idella Top in White 
Lingerie: Birdy. - Cabaret Gacha Items in Gold 
Boots: #EMPIRE - Freesia 
Pose: La Baguette - Endless, Pose 5 
Backdrop: SAYO Sin - Crimson Dreams Backdrop

Keeping Herself Amused!

This may sound a little weird, but bear with me, I never promised logic in my madness ever lol... I'm still at home, sorry that there is so much time between posts but I am more than a little distracted with RL and I'm loving every moment of it. Yet today I was laying on my bed in my old childhood room remembering things that had taken place within those walls... One of the biggest things that sprang to mind was losing my virginity... DON'T ASK ME WHY lol... It just came to me, and got me thinking about the way I am today. The way I allow Rudh to be, a little bit of a naughty monster at times! 
Then I remembered this picture I had ready to share with you and well, I needed to clear my head by writing something... 

I have always said that Rudh is a bit of a slut! I don't mind and I laugh about it, I mean it protects me from harm of people pointing the fingers if I'm already using the term for myself, doesn't it?! 
She loves nothing more than playing around and getting herself into all kinds of naughty troubles! Even with the choice of having a Play Tent built in her bedroom - thanks to the awesome Violetility at the current round of Blush by the way - she's now had a pink play tent set up for her and her favourite play companion!! 
No longer looking cute - although far from innocent as it's just something that she can never achieve - in her pretty little yellow Aileen Cardi Dress - from [I<3F] - she's found something to keep herself amused while I'm busy in RL... A little "Toy" - courtesy of a pose from Reve Obscura! 
Not long now till I am back to normal, and I am kinda looking forward to it, but until then see you soon and have fun Rudh!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Lilo in Redhead 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Glasses: Remarkable Oblivion - Talamasca Frames (Past Group Gift) 
Dress: [I<3F] - Aileen Dress (Available until April 15th at Shiny Shabby) 
Pose: Reve Obscura - Toy BENTO Pose w/ Mesh Massager 
Bed: Violetility - Play Tent in Pink (Available until April 25th at Blush) 
Bear: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy 

Sins Released... She's Lusting...

Working through my Sins, and getting to play today with my favouritest of them all... Today I'm using the Image Essentials pose to play at being demonic Lust... 
There are so many different ways that lust can be portrayed, be it pretty romantic desire to carnal almost violent passion... and I'm a lover of both!!! Although you might not notice if you see how much of my kinky side comes to the surface... 

I loved playing around with Lust but it's a look that seems to be a sin I play with a lot... So this picture is nothing out of the ordinary for me! It's something that is allowing me to showcase the new collection of teddybears that my Gator boys bought for me. There's the one in the cage - that's Chopper - there's the one in the corner - that's Max - and the collection of bears - is HellBone, since he's everywhere in my SL and RL too ...
In her dark bedroom, where even the bears are lusty, she's bound and ready for some dark lust filled fun... Her ropes and their roses from Tentacio - available now at the Whore Couture - a sign of what already occurred but the look on her face says she's ready to go again?!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Halona in Redhead 
Blindfold: Tentacio - Rose Blind in White (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Ropes: Tentacio - Rose Rope Harness in White (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture)
Bruises: antielle - Bites & Hickies (No Longer Available!)
Rope Bruises: Chemical Princess - Rope Marks Tattoo
Lingerie: Birdy. - Cabaret Gacha Items in Gold
Shoes: lassitude & ennui - Obsession Sandals in White
Pose: Image Essentials - Seven Deadly Sins in Lust (Available until March 31st at DESIGNER CIRCLE)
Cage & Rack: Fapple - The Rodion Cage Gacha Items
Bear in Cage: Floor Candy - "bdsm bear"
Bed: Violetility - Court of Love Bed
Brown Bears: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Toy Box: Fapple - BDSM Tool Box
Gray Bear: World of Wonder - Naughty Time Bear
Skybox: Neverwish - Sinbox Skybox

The Geeks and Nerds are COMING!

I'm going to take a little break from the gory macabre today - don't sound too shocked it won't last long knowing me - because today is the opening of a HUGE event aimed at a special class of people... Some of the coolest people I know fit right into this culture of life... These are the people that were picked on in school and that now they are in adulthood shine like brilliant stars... In case you're wondering, I'm talking about the Geeks and the Nerds! 
Today is the official opening of this years Geeks'N'Nerds Fair, and at 12PM SLT, SL will be filled with just a little more geeky nerdy goodness! Before then I'm going to just chillax and take it easy - geeky style - because once it opens, I'm going to be shopping crazy... 

Now OK a few things to mention... Firstly YES I KNOW I'm rather scantily dressed for Geek Chic but ignore that because well, I'm not sure I could pull off true geek chic if I tried, and Secondly there won't be a URL given here for the event today. You will have to wait until my next post for that because I'm not going to risk the 'handing-out-a-SLURL-too-early gods'! 
However I do want to give you a little taste of what you can expect... So ignoring my look today, all the pretty furniture and décor that I have with me can be found at this years Fair! 
The sofa, made of Rubiks cubes - which I will be honest and admit still annoy me even to this day as I can never complete them - comes from the aptly named geeky sounding store [USB] - as does the Geek Picture on the wall! The amazing Perfect Fit Shelves - amazing because EVERYONE loves Tetris - are gacha items in the GET OUT OF MY ROOM collection from peaches, along with the Geek Sign, the Floppy Drive, and the We Pillows Three, and the cute little backpack is soon to be available in the La Baguette booth! 
Just a little taster, to get your little shopping demons all warmed up!! The event opens today at 12PM SLT, then ladies and gentlemen, it's time to get our Geeks and Nerds freak on!!!

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Truth - Sunday Hair in Reds (Available until November 15th at The Epiphany) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Tattoo: [White~Widow] - Spotlight in Black 
Outfit: WONDERLOST - Roxy Suspenders Outfit in Black 
Sofa: [USB] - Cubed Sofa (PG) (Coming Soon to the Geeks'N'Nerds Fair 2016)
Cushions: peaches - GET OUT OF MY ROOM Gacha Items in We Pillows Three (Coming Soon to the Geeks'N'Nerds Fair 2016)
Picture: [USB] - Cubed Picture in Geek (Coming Soon to the Geeks'N'Nerds Fair 2016) 
Word: peaches - GET OUT OF MY ROOM Gacha Items in Geek Sign (Coming Soon to the Geeks'N'Nerds Fair 2016) 
Bag: [La Baguette] - Geek'n Nerd Backpack in Game 2 White (Coming Soon to the Geeks'N'Nerds Fair 2016) 
Shelves: peaches - GET OUT OF MY ROOM Gacha Items in Perfect Fit Shelves (Coming Soon to the Geeks'N'Nerds Fair 2016) 
Old Computer: peaches - GET OUT OF MY ROOM Gacha Items in Floppy Drive (Coming Soon to the Geeks'N'Nerds Fair 2016)