It's time to cast a few magic spells... Someone has to do something to get Flickr working more efficiently again... I need my hourly boredom fixer lol, need to be able to scroll through the pictures whilst drinking coffee, need it to work so I can upload my addictions to the internet LOL... SOMEONE has to make it work better, and so I'm going to cast whatever spells I can get my hands on to make it work...
For some reason the magic books I had, all tell me that I need to be in the middle of a graveyard to get the spells to work. I must admit that I was feeling more than a little pessimistic about it all, but I did exactly as the spell told me.
Find the Graverobber hat from the Reliquary - it should be available to you at the ECLIPSE - and then while wearing the hat cast the spell... I did that, no problem... It caused my eyes to itch, and I'm pretty sure there was something weird going on... A Zibska Flux - as I was told later causes the eye to leak glittery magic?!
As soon as it had started, and the glowing orange ball that captivated me to gaze into the flames appeared, it was gone... Did it work? Was the stress of a broken Flickr over?!
What is she wearing;
Hat: !Reliquary! - Graverobber Hat (Available until May 31st at ECLIPSE)
Hair: [RunAway] - Alana Hair in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Eye & Lipstick: Zibska - Flux (Available until May 31st at ECLIPSE)
Collar: kosmii - Donor's Collar in Black (Available until May 31st at ECLIPSE)
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt in Black
Pose: NANTRA - Gaze into the Flames (Available until May 31st at Enchantment)
Ever have those days where your inner voice is screaming louder than normal, especially screaming about those faults you find in yourself?! Anxiety, Regret, Stress, Pain and Depression seem to be a fairly common thing these days, and although by no means I am dismissing this, it really does show a sign of our times. I myself suffer from anxiety attacks, massive amounts of stress and a feeling that I'm never going to be good enough. Luckily, unlike some, I am able to keep it in check most of the time, and I've gotten very good at hiding it from the world, but there are just some days when these feelings bubble to the surface... Days a little like today...
It's times like these that I feel really thankful for being able to log into Second Life, so that I can drift off into my own little world and find my therapy. The therapy in question for me is taking pictures and writing here. My blog - although often full of fun and random stuff - has always been something like a journal for me. I use it to help me relax, to make me forget the world around me and focus on something productive. On days like today, this blogging space is vital for me!
Now I know that the pose and backdrop I've chosen for this post today may seem a little counter-productive for the message that I am trying to share, BUT actually the visual of it is really helping me. The backdrop - created by FOXCITY - really speaks to me. I know I over-think things, and comments like these will ALWAYS leave me floundering, my brain rushing to the most extreme scenario! The pose - from Reve Obscura - is such a true statement. My fears always cause the outcomes of anxiety, stress and in some cases bouts of depression! I will fully admit to this... I know what triggers these things but I am often powerless to stop it. Yet it's times like this, when I can sit back and channel my energy into my blogging journal that things become clear and sense can be made of it in my head.
Again, I will say that this does not diminish the way that others may feel. I am not saying it's a good thing for everyone, and not suggesting that my own thoughts are worse than anyone else's. That's not the point I want to make here... This works for ME, we all have our own systems of handling things. I don't really do this for anyone besides myself, but I do want to spend a moment to reach out to anyone that ever reads my blog or checks out my pictures to say THANK YOU! Thank you for being on the ride with me, thank you for letting me express myself, and I hope that even if it's just for a second or two it can make you feel happy... I know it makes me happy!
What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: [RunAway] - Ofelia Hair in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Arm Band: DirtyLand - Cigarettes Armband (No Longer Available!)
Dress: Razor - Cotton Tube Dress in Bad Bones (Available until April 18th at LootBox Gacha)
Pose: Reve Obscura - Mind
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Mixed Feels (Available for use at Backdrop City)
So... I got in a little bit of trouble...
Daddy saw the picture that I posted yesterday, and well... His little girl was caught sneaking into the house in the early hours of the morning, and Daddy was waiting for her! Serves her right for posting such lewd photos on a social media site like Flickr!
What occurred when she arrived home was something like an out-take of a Simpsons episode... Daddy opened the door and muttered something along the lines of "Why you little..." - I'll leave the rest of that sentence to your imagination lol - followed by the Simpson-esque style choking Homer would give Bart - only unfortunately for me, I was Bart LOL...
Chopper didn't really try to choke me, he's far too good of a Daddy to be doing that - and we definitely don't have the kinky kinda relationship where that would be somewhat acceptable - but we couldn't stop laughing as the idea for this post came to mind.
Yesterday he saw my very lewd photo - the Hot Body, Hot Mouth post - and once the picture had loaded for him, his response was so dad-like that I nearly fell off my chair laughing. Not long after that happened, I opened a new pose set from Extra called Breathplay - which is available until November 16th at Suicide Dollz - and I started laughing once more as the "His Light" pose just reminded me of Homer choking Bart... We had to make it happen!
Now of course, used properly, this pose could be VERY sexy if you're into that kind of play, and the rest of the set are just as hot... Unfortunately for me, the only one I could pose with was my Daddy and he's just not that kind of Daddy LOL... Still if you imagine me making choking noises, eyes popping out of my head, and us being a fun shade of yellow, well you get the idea LOL!!!
via GIPHY
What are they wearing;
Rudh:
Hair: #Foxy - Adore Hair in Reds (Available until November 6th at Kustom9)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Top: imbue - Little Tee in Not Cute Just Psycho
Pants: Vinyl - Hart Wide Legs Pack in Grey
Chopper:
Cap: [Neurolab Inc.] - MESH CAP in Brand
Top: FashioNatic - Dandy Top
Pants: Razor - Method Arctic Pants in Gray
Boots: ROC - Martens Boot in Mid
Pose: Extra - Breathplay in His Light (Available until November 16th at Suicide Dollz)
Flowers: {what next} - Tulip Rainboots Planter
Mat: dust bunny - Welcome at in Hello (Past Group Gift)
Milk: ionic - leche en botellas
I've been covering the night shift at work now for some time, a couple of days a week... It's not a lot but it's enough to make me feel like a zombie the next day - which OK shouldn't be any different than normal for me but it feels much much worse when it's RL lol - although I learnt this week that it will come to an end and next week life goes back to normal.
This means Rudh thinks that she can go out and party again... WOOT WOOT party time... Well that is until I fall asleep at the keyboard LOL... For now I'll let her enjoy herself just a little, at the Totally 80's club and roller disco!!!
Posing like she was "Born to Roll" - thanks to a pose set released by NANTRA at the just past round of The Liaison Collaborative, and yes there is a new round I KNOW I'm a bit late with this one - but I still couldn't resist the pose and they will appear in the mainstore soon I'm sure!
Now it sounds weird to admit but I put this outfit together because of this dark but gorgeous shade of lipstick that is part of the MM Full Lip Collection from Zombie Suicide - one of 9 different colour options for FULL sexy lips!!!
Once I had the lipstick though I needed to find things to wear with it that worked LOL... Starting from a lipstick is a crazy way of doing it but anyway... I remembered this amazeballs dress from Razor, that I picked up at the Day of the Dead event recently, and it seemed to work perfectly together with a Hazel wig from Wasabi Pills - which was a past FLF special colour release - and some pastel sunglasses from Suicidal Unborn...
I was ready to roll around that Disco and strut my funky stuff!!!
What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi Pills - Hazel
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Glasses: Suicidal Unborn - Pastel Sunglasses
Lipstick: Zombie Suicide - MM Full Collection Lips
Necklace: Izzie's - Camera Necklace in Gold Pink
Dress: Razor - Moxie Dress in Illuminati
Pose: {NANTRA} - Born to Roll 3
That bad girl in me that was visiting yesterday is refusing to go away at the moment, and she wanted to be shared just a little more LOL...
Going to take the opportunity to use some of other awesome goodies that I've had stashed away for a rainy day to give the bad girl a photo she will be happy with, as they are some of her favourite nicknames.
I'm also doing something a little daring, yes I'm wearing pink LOL... What the heck is going on?!
The signs used in the picture are some from Krescendo, in the Sinful Signs Gacha. Krescendo is making all different kinds of these neon signs at the moment and I have a lot of rude slogans, some of which are too rude to even think about sharing here.
Basically though, this one is for Mas... I told you I could wear pink...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Sue (Past Bish Box Release)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Collar: Kibitz - Dahra in Silver
Bra: MUKA - Foxy Top
Skirt: Razor - Danger Skirt w/ Garter in Black
Pose: Image Essentials - Demure 3 Mirror
Lights: [Krescendo] - Sinful Signs Gacha Items
Good Morning, it's Easter Sunday. The one day of the year that it's officially OK - in fact a faux pas if you do not - eat chocolate for Breakfast... It's the mandatory breakfast of the day today, and many kids will be waking up to hunt for little chocolate eggs that a magical bunny has pooped!
I don't mean to offend anyone if people reading this are enjoying Easter for it's religious reasons, you should enjoy your day as you want to, for me though I am not religious so today is all about Chocolate!! Bunnies too! I guess...
Though when I started to work on something a little bunnyesque, it wasn't the cute fluffy kind - or even the hot sexy playboy kind - that became the bunny of Rudh's Easter!
The Rudh bunny is something straight out of a weird and dark wonderland it seems. and I'm not sure she'd give you eggs - it looks like you're more likely to get tortured perhaps?
Taken whilst she was hiding things at one of my favourite wonderland style locations - Mystical Fae Forest - this little rabbit bears all the marks of Wonderland, from that crazed look in her eye, to the hearts that decorate her skin even after she fought for her freedom and was brutally scarred - thanks to this amazing "Trauma Face" wound from Absence.
Now remember kids, if you go out hunting for eggs today, watch out for this Bunny... She's not as friendly as she may at first appear!
What is she wearing;
Ears & Hat: Half-Deer - Velven Bunny Ears
Hair: Exile - Gina in Reds (Gift)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Left Eye: Suicidal Unborn - Phantom Eyes V2
Right Eye: [theSkinnery] - Demon Eye Set 3
Cheek Wound: Absence - Trauma Face
Whiskers: aveluxe - Mesh Whiskers
Lipstick: [GA.EG] - O-LP07 Lipheart
Collar: random.Matter - Wretched Collar
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt in Black
Pose: Signature Pose - Breathe Slow, Pose Set 25
I often spend a lot of my time flicking through the amazing creations of the people that I follow on Flickr. So many wonderful, creative minds are active there, that it is a bit like a private gallery showing sometimes. I find myself wishing that I had skills like that, or laughing and thinking "dammit why didn't I think of that?" and sometimes I even feel all the emotion that is poured into the pictures from the creator. Yet I look at my photos, and although I love them, I always find myself thinking "why is one more popular than the other?" When I go a little kookie with things it seems like it's less well liked than when I am a bit more normal... Not that it bothers me, I mean I do this for my own personal fun but I wonder what people think when they look at other people's creations, it just intrigues me!!
Yesterday's post was a little weird, I will fully admit that, and so today I'm going back to something a little more normal for me, today I am going for that feisty dead doll look, and perhaps - although it's not normal for me to post one of these - I will say it's my Look-Of-The-Day, YAY!
Take in an amazing set at WHOLE WHEAT, using a pretty scary looking axe - from the Ragnar Pose by Image Essentials - that I picked up in this post-apocalyptic city scene, Rudh is a little Dead Inside and is actually leaking ectoplasmic brain goo!!
She's a dead doll, it wouldn't be normal if it wasn't ectoplasm right?! The drippy face look is actually a new make-up release from Nightmare, that includes 4 colours - green is shown obviously - and a white for tinting, at the new round of Suicide Dollz.
This outfit definitely feels more Rudhish than yesterdays LOL... Hence a look of the day for lil me!!
What is she wearing;
Goggles: Corvus - Unisex Mesh Goggles
Hair: Truth - Ivana in Reds
Left Eye: SongBird - Trypophobia Eyes in Green
Nose Wound: [dispute] - Beaten Up
Face Paint: Nightmare - Infected Drizzle (Available until April 16th at Suicide Dollz)
Upper Collar: AsteroidBox - Leather Spike Collar in Black
Lower Collar: random.Matter - Wretched Collar
Dress: Razor - Riot Dress in
Jacket: `M.BIRDIE - Leah look-Jacket on Shoulder in 5
Leg Wound: Nanika - Cuts on Leg Tattoo (Available until April 20th at The Project Se7en)
Pose: Image Essentials - Ragnar 4 (Available until April 21st at Square1)
One simple purchase can sometimes inspire not only a look but a story in your head as you play around with it right? Least that is what always seems to happen to me... Maybe the look is due to the fact that I am still in pain of the headache variety, or maybe it's just because I connect more with my Living Dead Doll side, but as soon as I saw this tattoo available for a past round of Fifty Linden Friday, I knew I'd be playing around with it just a little...
It perfectly fits my kookie, living dead doll nature, and I have loved it ever since I put it on. A subtle - though some might say not so subtle - nod to the skeleton beneath, this CURELESS Psychopomp Tattoo is one of those FLF Gems. It is an extension of the previously created Psychopomp Skull Tattoo for the face - which I am also wearing and which has now been updated to match the new textures of the full body tattoo.
I dressed it up with a torn up, "Used" Shirt from Razor and added my favourite Noose Accessory from Remarkable Oblivion for that extra dead girl touch.
She's going home to visit family, this time at Arranmore, but with a headache like the one she has now, maybe that noose will come in handy for something?!
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Delaney in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Eyes: PSYCHO.Byts - Zombie Eyes
Necklace: Remarkable Oblivion - Salem in Wheat
Body & Face Tattoo: CURELESS - Psychopomp Tattoo
Mouth Blood: Ghost'Ink - Be Bloody
Dress: Razor - Used Shirt in Solid Black
Pose: Image Essentials - Succubus 5
I've been what my sister called a "Moaning Myrtle" for too long - I think that's a Harry Potter reference by the way, I'm not sure but maybe someone can tell me - and I need to find some inner strength to dust myself off and move forwards...
So I'm moving on, I'm going to start doing happy things again and I'm going to love every minute of it... Starting with today's blog post and pretty picture... I have to admit I got a little creative!
I wanted to do something blank and white, I have a project coming for a friend in SL and she wanted black and white shots so I needed a little practice, this was the result of my practice, and I have to admit that I am pretty pleased with what I came up with!
Shot at Hazardous, I was wearing this awesome Riot Dress from Razor - available at the current round of Suicide Dollz - with the super fluffy CURELESS Cheshire's Shawl in black - this by the way is a Gacha item available at this month's Arcade just so you know!
The picture in black and white looked great but I wanted to do something extra that would make it pop... Then I thought about the bright red lips on the Hobi Chokers from random.Matter - available at The Chapter Four for March - and my bright red lipstick to match... With my Red hair it all just seemed like a great idea to "Sin City" up the picture, and well, as you can tell I am very happy with the result! A little glamour but also a little pop!
Maybe Rudh is finally getting her groove back?
What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Delaney in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Lipstick: Swallow - Logo Lucy Lipstick Applier
Fur: CURELESS - Red Queen's Realm Gacha Item in Cheshire's Shawl Black (Available until March 31st at The Arcade)
Necklace: random.Matter - Hobi Chokers in Silver (Available until March 24th at The Chapter Four)
Dress: Razor - Riot Dress in Plain Black (Available until March 15th at Suicide Dollz)
Pose: Image Essentials - Body Line 4
A few days ago I mentioned that there was some changes coming over me. A strange mark had appeared on my head and horns had appeared... Since then the changes have continued, the horns have in fact gone but I have been having some very strange and dark urges!
I keep hearing this beating of a drum in my head and having this tingling feeling shooting through me whenever I feel the slightest urge to violence - I'm not really a violent person but let's ignore that for the post shall we? LOL - I've noticed that the strange mark on my head starts to glow a little.
Then there was the strange occurrence in the Cemetery...
It feels like a ghost of a past life, but I found myself in a cemetery the other day - I may have been dreaming, I am not sure - I was wearing an outfit that resembled a slutty nun Halloween costume - actually a cute dress from Razor and a wig and habit from Spellbound with a choker from Livid - and was in the graveyard at the Haunted Silent Peacock Hotel... and what was weirder was the scarring that seemed to just appear all over my body like a ghost of a memory...
It was like having an out of body experience, I watched myself force open a grave and pull out a rather strange looking weapon. Though maybe the weirdest thing I noticed was that my eyes were jet black?
After a few hours of investigation I've come to realise that the mark and the blade are linked to Cain - the blade and the curse...
Now to come to reality I am positively fan girling over this blade. You may remember that a while back I got excited by the Angel Blade that was created by Violetility. Well, at the time I spoke with Gwen of Violetility and I - like others it seems - asked if she'd work on a Blade of Cain to match so that there was a set of blades from based on those in the Supernatural TV Series.
My question is, now that I have the mark and the blade, how am I ever going to get rid of them both?!
What is she wearing;
Hair & Hood: Spellbound - Asylum in Grimoire
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Burn: CURELESS&DISORDERLY - Burned Heretic RARE
Eyes: VerseEye - Midnight
Scar: CURELESS [+] - Curse of Cain
Lip Blood: ARISE - Blood Lip in Tone 3
Collar: Livid - Deathrock Cross Collar
Dress: Razor - Used Shirt in Solid Black
Weapon: Violetility - Blade of Cain
Pose: Signature Pose - Portrait Pose 4
Strange things have happened, strange feelings have been felt, this weekend was crazy for it and although I'm up and already at work I feel like it was just a case of going through the motions - I'm an outsider looking in, perhaps Rudh has taken control and is watching the RL me stumble around without the grace, elegance and fashion sense that I can only possess in the SL world?
Sorry if I sound weird and kinda depressing, I'm not entirely with it at the moment... Home sick for the UK, a strange feeling of an old ailment coming back and more than a little frustration with my working life aren't a good mix for a happy me.
I'm actually wondering if I could just disappear, find myself in another world - even SL seems like too much for me at the moment - maybe I could star in a movie? A Disney or some other kind of fairytale... OOOOH A TIM BURTON!
Rudhmelloween - the story of one weird little dead doll and her quest to make Halloween last all year! A story in which our little dead doll finds herself lost and without a smile, until she finds herself in a kookie world inhabited by some weird and wonderful creatures that enjoy nothing more than macabre rainbows!
Really sounds like something from a Burton Movie, and I guess that doesn't help my imagination when I was enjoying taking pictures in one of the photo sets at WHOLE WHEAT!
I am going to try to distract myself from my current melancholy mood for a moment to tell you about this amazing outfit that I pulled together and fell in love with. It's nothing new, made up of parts that I recently re-discovered in my hoard and that I'm sure you have seen before, but it's the combination that makes me so happy... Some Asteria "Lisa" Pants with a slit that runs from foot to thigh on each leg, and an underboob "Chambers" top from Razor prove to be the simple outfit components, but then with the addition of these adorable Reign "Coven Myrtle" glasses and this long wig from Wasabi Pills the look seems to come together as if it's made to be worn together. One little addition in the form of a Leather Collar - from Kibitz - embellished with my usual title of Psycho, and I was a happy dead doll... Well as happy as a dead doll could be I suppose!
What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi Pills - Tsuki Mesh Hair in Reds
Glasses: REIGN - Coven Myrtle Glasses
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Collar: Kibitz - Leather Collar in Psycho
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt in Black
Pants: Asteria - Lisa Slit Pants in Black
Pose: Signature Pose - Need Attention, Pose Set 19
Still feeling like I am on the outside looking in at Christmas this year, I really don't feel very festive and cannot get myself into the Christmas Spirit no matter what I do... I've been blasting myself with music, watching Christmassy feel-good movies and staring at the tree and it's sparkling décor wondering why the heck I cannot feel in the festive mood!
I feel like I'm sneaking around watching the fun but not being able to join in... A bit like the Christmas Snow Perv...
The poor little Snow Perv, all she wanted to do was join in the Christmas fun - hoping that there would be the usual Christmas argument and perhaps if she was lucky the chance for a little macabre fun?!
Labelled a Psycho - thanks to 7mad;Ravens - and hidden behind her Snow Perv Mask - an amazing creation by katat0nik which you can still grab at Tannenbaum until Sunday - she's been forced to roam the streets of the little village of Winter Flakes looking for anywhere a monster like her can find a little Christmas Fun...
For now, she like me is on the outside looking in... That won't stay this way for long... She can feel it in the snow flurries that have been tormenting the villagers...
What is she wearing;
Mask: katat0nik - Snow Perv Mask in Black (Available until December 25th at Tannenbaum)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Necklace: 7mad;Ravens - Tagged in Psycho
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt in Black
Pose: Signature Pose - Look, Pose Set 20
It's Saturday... The day of the weekend when you end up doing things that you don't have time for during the week. Today my day will consist of grocery shopping and Gator tasks - meetings, rides and the like, but if I'm lucky I may be able to find some time to pop into my favourite second hand store. I love going shopping for treasures that other people don't want anymore! You never know what you're going to find, perhaps that is why I am so addicted to the Gacha Yardsales LOL...
But for now I'm going to just take it easy, get my bike out of the shed and relax...
Come Soon have just released the perfect pose for a girl to be able to relax on her bike... Once again - although this pose comes without a bike - the background and pose are great. This Biker Girl pose - from Come Soon - is available at the current round of Suicide Dollz. My bike is one that HellBone made, in case you're wondering - it's the Hogs & Cart Wheels Cab that will be available for sale very soon.
That's enough sitting still though, time for me to make some noise and start my bike...
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - May in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You (Available until June 22nd at Kinky Monthly)
Top: SPIRIT - Love Top in Gray
Pants: Razor - Arsenal Pants & Bullet Belt
Shoes: Essenz - Delaware in Black
Pose & Helmet Prop: Come Soon - Biker Girl (Available until June 17th at Suicide Dollz)
Bike: H&C Wheels - Cab
Gacha machines are like Pringles - once you pop, you can't stop - especially when the items contained within are something that you REALLY - REALLYYYYYYYYY - want... Normally I try to restrain myself, knowing that I can find things at the yardsales, but when something is in a Gacha Machine that is an Ultra Rare, and I really need to have it, well... Let's put it this way Rudhie went a little "Gimme Gimme Gimme" Gacha Crazy...
You can't blame me, blame CURELESS if you have to blame someone LOL...
My original family in SecondLife was made up of many mythical beings - kitties, fae, witches and even the odd vampire or two - but there was a predominance of Dragons. I was the pet and girlfriend of one, and sister of another, although it took one Ultra Rare Dragon to force the transformation on me...
Isn't he gorgeous?! He lured me over to the Forest of Dreams "TELRUNYA" and high in the ruins, my transformation began... My hands and feet began to tingle as the clawed dragon parts forced their way through my human skin, which peeled by like a knife slicing through butter to reveal the dark green scales I've always been concealing!
You too can get your own Dragon to help with your transformation - as well as the tattoos of Dragon Skin, the Hands, the Feet and the Dragon's Whiskers - at the new round the Fantasy Gacha Carnival in the CURELESS Booth...
I warn you though, it might hurt a little - if not your wallet as you Gacha - then definitely your body as the skin rips!!!! It's so worth it hehe...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Maisy in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Dragon Parts & Familiar: CURELESS [+] - Dragon Halfbreeds Gacha Items in MOSS (Available until June 7th at the Fantasy Gacha Carnival)
Shorts: Razor - Vas Micro Shorts in Black
Pose: Image Essentials - Fresh 7 (Available until May 30th at The Thrift Shop)
Today I am in a bit of a bad mood... Perhaps it's because I am visiting with mother nature, or more likely it's due to the combination of that and the amount of blehish drama that is going on around me... SL really does seem to be a place where you see the way that people try to manipulate things to make themselves look better - I know it's something that happens in RL too, but it always seems less apparent - things get twisted, people get hurt and true colours are revealed...
It's happening to me again, someone is taking a metaphorical dump on me... It's at time's like this I always find myself feeling like I am a bad person, that I've done something to upset someone and right now I have to hold myself up and realise that no it is them that has changed, they have become the kind of person they were trying to hide, I have done nothing different to the way I always behaved...
SO to relieve some of this stress... I'm going to take the aggravation out on their bike...
Thanks to a pose from Come Soon - "Blank Space" which is a couples pose that you can grab at Cosmopolitan until May 8th - and a borrowed bike from Hell's Store Hogs & Cart Wheels, I am going to show this person I mean business... Right now it's not their bike... Next time it might well be... Now what works better, a golf club to the wheels or the engine?!
Now that all the anger and frustration is worked out of me, I need a moment to just be alone and cry...
Once again, Come Soon to the rescue... I climbed up onto a destroyed car outside HellBone's Man Cave and laying on the roof I let it all out... The disappointment, the feeling of loneliness and even a weird case of separation anxiety came over me...
Armed with a Big Stick - one of those super cool guns from nefarious.inventions - to keep away anyone that tries to come near me right now, I am going to lay here on this abandoned car - a pose from Come Soon called "Bad Blood" which is also available at Cosmopolitan - and recharge mentally... No more kids, I keep telling myself!! No more!
What is she wearing;
Picture 1:
Hair: Magika - Bad Habit
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black
Collar: Lewd - Combination Collar in Silver (Available until May 6th at Suicide Dollz)
Top: KITJA - Kerca Shirt in Red
Pants: KITJA - Kerca Jeans in Blue
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Pose & Props: Come Soon - Blank Space (Available until May 8th at Cosmopolitan)
Bike: Hogs & Cart Wheels - Grasshopper
Picture 2:
Hair: TRUTH - Kyra in Reds RARE (Available until May 5th at The Epiphany)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt in Black
Pants: KITJA - Kerca Jeans in Blue
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Gun: [nefarious.inventions] - big.stick. in Clean
Pose: Come Soon - Bad Blood (Available until May 8th at Cosmopolitan)
There are a few people in SecondLife that not only root themselves into your SL but also find their way to being important aspects of your everyday RL too... It's not something that happens on a day to day basis, and personally for me, I find it takes me a while of knowing someone before I will share with them all of the intricate details of my RL. I will share titbits of information but getting personal details out of me can be harder to achieve!
Yet there are a few people who forced their way into my RL, in various ways and to various levels LOL...You will no doubt have heard of my bestiface and a few of my besties, my new RL colleague and even someone who put a ring on it LOL... I count myself as VERY lucky, I don't see all of them everyday, but the IMs never stop, and it makes a girl feel great to know that she isn't alone!
While on the subject of never being alone, sometimes it would be great to be without a certain someone - he gives me a headache and makes me work too hard, ain't that right HellBone? - but then I have two knights in shining armour that sweep in and distract him... They're like the three stooges! A hot three stooges! LOL...
I'm talking about HellBone and the two people that he would call his closest friends in SL, Chopper and Mongo... They are two guys that I will say are some of my closest friends too... Always there and able to brighten up a day, even if they are a little too like HellBone in the way they think sometimes LOL...
Chopper is the one that I jokingly call "daddy"... There is a longish story about a time when his RL son was repeatedly saying "Do it Daddy" in the background of his RL, and when I repeated it in SL it was a torture for him as he couldn't respond... It's been a joke between us ever since! There is nothing kinky behind it, I should add before anyone's dirty mind starts to wonder!
Mongo is, and has been for a LONG TIME now, the one that I call my "teddy bear"... He's great for hugs and knows just how to cheer me up, whether he's teaching me how to speak Redneck or just telling me funny stories, he definitely makes me smile.
A love of jokes about poop, a common interest in titties, and three personalities that although different are scarily similar, it's like seeing a set of non-identical twins and their mischief creating big brother!
I love these guys... Thank you for distracting HellBone so I don't kill him LOL... OH, and if you didn't realise it by now, Hell was the one that put the ring on it hehe!
What is she wearing;
HellBone:
Hair: NO.MATCH - No Rest
Shirt: Lapointe & Bastchild - Swear Ranger Plaid Shirt with Tee (Available until March 31st at The Mens Department)
Pants: Razorblade Jacket - Jaw Breaker Standard Boot in Stonewash
Boots: Lapointe & Bastchild - Swear "Ranger" Boot
Chopper:
Shirt: Lapointe & Bastchild - Swear Ranger Plaid Shirt with Tee (Available until March 31st at The Mens Department)
Jeans: REDGRAVE - HeavyUsed Jeans & Belt in ClassicCut
Boots: Hoorenbeek - Cowboy Boots in Chocolate
Mongo:
Hair: NO.MATCH - No Weakness (Available until April 15th at Men Only Monthly)
Shirt: Lapointe & Bastchild - Swear Ranger Plaid Shirt with Tee (Available until March 31st at The Mens Department)
Pants: Xplosion - Bolt Mesh Pants
Pose: Come Soon - Gentlemen
I've been a little stressed and tense lately, and a couple of days ago I found some time to just sit back and create a look and a photo that helped me to relax... There was no pressure, no disturbance from outside forces and no time frame for working on this, I could just sit back relax and let the good music I had in my ears lead me through to create something I was happy with...
The result was something dead LOL... I always seem to find myself making dead things! Seems like my happy place is having Rudh as a Zombie LOL, but this time however I was able to go to the "Happiest Place on Earth" a somewhat Disneyland in my mind... A post-apocalyptic Disneyland...
I wonder about myself sometimes!! I LOVE the outcome of this photo though, I was so happy with it, and feel pleased to see how far I have come as a photographer in recent months.
The idea for this photo started with a discovery of DirtyLand... No that's not something rude, it's a store! A really cute store that seems to be based on the artwork of Brian Vivaros (I think, but don't quote me on that) and from the creative minds behind DirtyStories. I went into a crazy buying frenzy when I found the store, I bought lots and lots, but my favourite pieces were the Minnie items... I'm wearing the Crappy Minnie Ears and the current group gift of the Minnie Lollipop, as well as a Face Strap from DirtyLand! As well as a few older nods to the great mouse lady herself, like the necklace from Noodles. OH AND... The skirt was something that I couldn't resist either, I spotted this Jupe Carre from Sorbet on someone's Flickr pages and HAD to have one!!!
There is one more thing that needs an honourable mention and a close up... Look into my eyes, my left one more than the right one... This is a new release from Psycho.Byts - available at the Wayward Winter Event until January 31st - called Snow Queen. The set of eyes come in various colours, as basic eyes or as Mesh contacts, and although I chose to use the white, the coloured examples are very striking too!!! I'll include a close-up photo below, this may even become my new profile picture because it is just so cute, and advise you to go check out both the Wayward Winter for the eyes and Everwinter, the theme park!! Do it, Do it NOW!
What is she wearing;
Hair Band: DirtyLand - Crappy Minnie Headband
Hair: Truth - Solace
Skin: Glam Affair - Luna Skin in Asia (Available until January 23rd at Uber)
Left Eye: Psycho.Byts - Snow Queen Eyes in White (Available until January 31st at Wayward Winter)
Eye Make-Up: [mock] - Tainted Love Zombie Makeover
Face Strap: DirtyLand - Face Strap
Nose Piercing: The Horror! - Secret Septums in No2 Black (Available until January 24th at OMGacha)
Lips: Psycho.Byts - Hecate Lips in Red
Lollipop: DirtyLand - Minnie's Lollipop (Current Group Gift)
Necklace: Noodles - Lady Mouse Necklace in Silver
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt
Skirt: Sorbet - Jupe Carre in Noir
Pose: Ploom - Bones 1 (No Longer Available!)
Christmas comes but once a year, DAMMIT... This year for Christmas, I got my present a little early LOL... I have to thank Come Soon poses for making this pose prop because it was they that allowed me to get an extra special Christmas gift from the boys that I am surrounded by daily...Sometimes being a photographer has it's perks hehe...
The pose is a new release from Come Soon Poses for the Erotigacha event, that runs until January 2nd... The pose is from a gacha series called Hard Rock and this is the rare pose number 5. What makes it even more rare is that the boys I asked to pose are not normally the first to get naked - OK HellBone and Chopper are but Gary and Kris not so much - so let me introduce you to what some might say is the best side of the Gator Boys... From left to right, we have British guy who sounds so British that even his accent has a laugh - Gary, then my Accountabilabuddy (yes that's really a word) - Chopper, to my right is my hubby - HellBone, and lastly my shit brother who needs my magical powers to make him poop - Kris.
My outfit doesn't really seem all that interesting to talk about when you see the props I have with me, it's all listed below as per usual but I must have been a good girl this year, better than I thought I was anyway, I mean Santa only brings toys to good girls right?! Unless bad girls are spoilt in a different way hehe...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Exile - Cozy Winter Nights in Reds (Available until January 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07
Top: DirtyStories - Bitch Top in Black
Shorts: Razor - Vas Micro Shorts in Black
Boots: BAX - Regency Boots in Black Leather
Pose & Prop: Come Soon - Hard Rock 5 RARE (Available until January 2 at Erotigacha)
That's it, playtimes over... Some days you have to take a step back from things and realise that you're a big girl and you don't need the security blanket so to speak... Don't get me wrong I'm not on a drama llama rant, but I had a realisation in the last few days and I am hoping that going forward I will feel differently about something that has been on my mind far too much to be healthy lately. I'm saying to myself, "that's it Rudh, Playtime's over" and along with it being a brilliant idea to use for a somewhat kinky picture, I find myself feeling better!
I went to take pictures at one of my favourite picture spots again... Nox Arcanus! I LOVE it here, there are so many different areas to get the perfect shots in! An adorable outfit made with padlocks and zippers to cheer myself up, and a rather naughty look to my skin and face, set the mood of this photo in the dark stormy castle, but I had another simple statement to make that could not be captured here... So when I went home, I was able to make the statement truly clear...
The Letis Tattoo let's me say it all "I am not like the others"... A statement not an opinion, and I am happy to move on and be myself from now on... Lesson learned!!!
What is she wearing;
Picture 1:
Hair: Truth - Focus in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07
Glasses: ellemeno - Dirty Glasses in Black
Tongue: SCRUB - Happy Eat Tongue
Collar: (Yummy) - Punk Collar in Silver and Black
Necklace: DirtyStories - Promise Necklace
Hickies: Ama - Hickies
Bite Marks: antielle - Appetizer Bites & Hickeys
Top: [Synster Creations] - Alexis Corset
Shorts: Razor - Vas Micro Shorts in Black
Boots: DirtyStories - BadGirl Boots
Pose: Signature Pose - Nathi 5
Picture 2:
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07
Marks: Ama - Whipped Ass and Thighs
Tattoo: Letis Tattoo - I Am Not
Toy: *elymode* - Riding Crop
Panties: MUSCHI - Panties Down in Black
