Finally I am starting to feel like I am coming back to normal... Being on a roller-coaster of emotions you know there can only be so long before you are rocketed back up to feeling somewhere close to normal, and even if you're really lucky - good! I'm smiling again at least, so that counts for something...
I'm going to enjoy the run up to the weekend, and do so in a relaxing happy way... Starting this morning with a walk for my new friend!
LOL the morning walk, turned into an all day walk as I've been so busy all day dealing with RL work... My new friend didn't seem to mind though and in fact it seemed to make him happy. When my friends are happy, I'm happy, it's a good feeling...
This awesome new friend of mine is in fact a couple pose prop from Come Soon, in a series called Holding Set. Being on my own, it's less couple more single, but I will include the official ad too... Just so that you can get a flair for what it actually looks like!
Keeping it short today, but one thing's for sure... I'm glad tomorrow is Saturday!
What is she wearing;
Hair: LeLutka - HF04 Hair in Red
Skin: Glam Affair - Melanie in Asia 05
Collar: Kibitz - Collar Collection Gacha Item in Chained Collar 7 (Available until August 15th at The Epiphany)
Top: TATTOOED - Top Girl V3
Shorts: Blueberry - Lola Shorts in Ocean
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Pose: Come Soon - Holding Set
Today is yet another day of shock for me.
I know that I've always felt foreign whilst living in Holland as a British person, but this morning at the announcement of the Brexit Results I will admit I shed a tear and found myself feeling even more like an outsider than usual. For those of you that don't know Britain has decided to leave the European Union, after such a close referendum vote was held that it could have ended with either outcome...
I never normally talk about Politics in public - it's one of those subjects that I feel it's always better to avoid, but this time I cannot hold it in, and I would love to know your views so please feel free to comment!
I will admit that I watched all of the debates with a balanced view, both sides made some fair points but in the end I wanted to stay. Britain was stronger as part of the EU, we were a powerful nation because of our position in the EU, yet without that who are we really? A small island nation that was once great... Look back 70 - 100 years and yes OK we were a great and powerful nation, but the world has changed so much I just hope we don't end up becoming the laughing stock of the world!
It feels like my home nation is either about to get fucked, or fuck itself!!
Sorry about my language, but I feel so crappy and needed to let out a bad word or two... You should hear the stream of cussing I'm doing in RL at the moment...
I'm trying not to think about it too much, but it honestly feels like the UK is about to be screwed like a prison bitch, which leads me to the reason I decided to use this photo of Mongo and I!
The UK always felt so big and strong, a great nation as represented by me in my police officer uniform... A voice of authority and a well respected insitution - the police uniform is a B.C.C Jenny&Megan Police Outfit from the current round of The Arcade by the way - although just for the record, I am in no means saying that other countries in Europe or outside of it are criminals LOL, I just realised how bad that looked... It's more to go with that feeling of authority that Britain feels it has, that and the fact that I wanted to use this awesome Exposeur "Prison Sex" pose prop...
On a side note, I'm also sorry to report that Exposeur is closing... Everything in store is marked down by 80% until June 30th - so I guess I will have to do a little shopping to put my mind at ease over the Brexit stuff...
I'm sorry for my rambling being a bit dramatic today... I just needed to get some thoughts off my chest... While I was writing this the UK's Prime Minister - David Cameron - has also resigned over the outcome of the vote and I am left feeling like a bit of an outsider in Holland - today's joke in my RL office has been "Passport please?!" to anyone that is British.
That's my views... I think we should have stayed... Without causing a fight though I'd like to ask you if you have any opinions and please feel free to share them with me as a comment... I'd love to know your views and reasons!
What are they wearing;
Rudh:
Hair: Magika - Heartbeat in 02
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You (Available until June 22nd at Kinky Monthly http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Delmars/113/198/22)
Outfit (Including Hat & Nightstick): B.C.C - Jenny&Megan Police Outfit in Black RARE (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Shoes: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Mongo:
Hair: NO.MATCH - No Rest
Outfit: Hard Time Designs - County Jail Uniform in Orange
Slippers: Revanche - Slick Sliders in Black
Pose: Exposeur - Prison Sex (Available until June 30th in Store Closing Sale for 80% Discount)
Today I am in a bit of a bad mood... Perhaps it's because I am visiting with mother nature, or more likely it's due to the combination of that and the amount of blehish drama that is going on around me... SL really does seem to be a place where you see the way that people try to manipulate things to make themselves look better - I know it's something that happens in RL too, but it always seems less apparent - things get twisted, people get hurt and true colours are revealed...
It's happening to me again, someone is taking a metaphorical dump on me... It's at time's like this I always find myself feeling like I am a bad person, that I've done something to upset someone and right now I have to hold myself up and realise that no it is them that has changed, they have become the kind of person they were trying to hide, I have done nothing different to the way I always behaved...
SO to relieve some of this stress... I'm going to take the aggravation out on their bike...
Thanks to a pose from Come Soon - "Blank Space" which is a couples pose that you can grab at Cosmopolitan until May 8th - and a borrowed bike from Hell's Store Hogs & Cart Wheels, I am going to show this person I mean business... Right now it's not their bike... Next time it might well be... Now what works better, a golf club to the wheels or the engine?!
Now that all the anger and frustration is worked out of me, I need a moment to just be alone and cry...
Once again, Come Soon to the rescue... I climbed up onto a destroyed car outside HellBone's Man Cave and laying on the roof I let it all out... The disappointment, the feeling of loneliness and even a weird case of separation anxiety came over me...
Armed with a Big Stick - one of those super cool guns from nefarious.inventions - to keep away anyone that tries to come near me right now, I am going to lay here on this abandoned car - a pose from Come Soon called "Bad Blood" which is also available at Cosmopolitan - and recharge mentally... No more kids, I keep telling myself!! No more!
What is she wearing;
Picture 1:
Hair: Magika - Bad Habit
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black
Collar: Lewd - Combination Collar in Silver (Available until May 6th at Suicide Dollz)
Top: KITJA - Kerca Shirt in Red
Pants: KITJA - Kerca Jeans in Blue
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Pose & Props: Come Soon - Blank Space (Available until May 8th at Cosmopolitan)
Bike: Hogs & Cart Wheels - Grasshopper
Picture 2:
Hair: TRUTH - Kyra in Reds RARE (Available until May 5th at The Epiphany)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt in Black
Pants: KITJA - Kerca Jeans in Blue
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Gun: [nefarious.inventions] - big.stick. in Clean
Pose: Come Soon - Bad Blood (Available until May 8th at Cosmopolitan)
A few days ago I talked about Magic Potions, and tried making one of my own with some rather dubious looking ingredients... I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD WORK!!! Actually, it didn't for the first few tries but then yesterday I tried it one last time, and put just a small drop in my tea. As I went out to walk the dog - minding my own business as I wandered through the streets, I was almost run over by a hot guy on a motorbike.... The Magic must have been working as rather than ending up in serious pain, I ended up being kissed by that hot biker... Gotta love magic - and SL for being safe to ride in without a helmet hehe...
This isn't actually a new love in my life - no one panic, Hell and I are still good - but I needed a male model and well Chopper is a damn good male model...
The outfits are not that important within the overall picture... They are both very simple - a little denim, some boots and something black up top, kinda couple his and hers versions which is scary LOL...
The entire reason behind this photo - other than well OK kissing Chopper sounds like a fun idea - is this awesome pose from Come Soon Poses, which was released at a past but recent round of Suicide Dollz... Yes I know I am running behind but the Gators birthday got in the way and then I had some RL to deal with! As always with a Come Soon Pose you get everything shown here, Chopper and myself being the only exclusions to that of course! It's one of the things I love most about Come Soon, you get the background set up too, which makes for such easy photoshoots!!!
What is she wearing;
Rudh:
Hair: Magika - Jupiter Crash
Skin: Glam Affair - Luna Skin in Asia
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black
Top: Apple May Designs - Tied Tops in Black
Shorts: Blueberry - Lola Shorts in Ocean
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Chopper:
Vest: Only available to Gators MC Members
Jeans: REDGRAVE - HeavyUsed Jeans & Belt in ClassicCut
Boots: Drakke - "Durango" Cowboy Half Boots in Black
Pose: Come Soon - Kiss the Rider
It's been a few days since I've really been able to sit down and focus on anything blogging related and for that I now feel totally rubbish... Blogging is a means of release and relaxation for me, and all I can say now is thank goodness it's finally Friday. This week has been a whirlwind of SL drama and RL work being suckish, so much so that I have lost my photo taking and blogging mojo... It's a horrible feeling, and I really hope that tomorrow I can have some me time to just release my pent up emotions through my favourite addiction.
Everything is coming at me from all sides, I feel like someone out there is trying to play with my emotions, like I'm being hustled?!
Maybe I should become the hustler?? Find a hot guy to entertain me and be all coy as I challenge him to a game of pool? It's what Rudh would do!!!
How could anyone say no to her like this? Come on you know you want to play, and she is no good at pool hehe... Never mind the fact that she crossed her fingers behind her back as she said so...
Down at The Velvet Lion Club, Rudh dressed in a cute but bad girl kinda way... Her outfit was one from tres blah called Helena - available now at No.21 - it screams I am cute but rawr... As her hair, in it's innocent style battles the bad girl look that is accessorised by the combat boots, punk collar and cigarettes on her arm.
Dare you to play a game? What do you want to bet on it?
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Neema in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Luna Skin in Asia
Collar: (Yummy) - Punk Collar in Silver and Black
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black (Available until February 10th at Shiny Shabby)
Dress: tres blah - Helena Outfit in Plaid (Available until February 11th at No.21)
Armband: DirtyLand - Cigarettes Armband
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Pose: Image Essentials - Playful Seduction 3 (Available from February 2nd until February 15th at Pose Lovers)
It's AUTUMN!!!! I love this time of year, it's the season that Halloween calls home, but it's also one of the times of year when nature feels golden! I love that still slightly warm sun, the radiant glow of the light in the reddening trees and even love the rain!
Even in SL things are heading in a much more Autumnal direction - which must be weird for people in the southern hemisphere... Must ask Jimmy - well they are, everywhere except the Gators MC Sim... HellBone wants to keep it swampy, and gator infested swamps don't have seasonal change much do they?
I did find a little corner of Autumn... Somewhere the leaves needed raking up and the dead grass could be turned into a hay bale for all the cute little animals that live near my house this winter!
While I was doing that I needed something a little more comfy to wear... Thank heavens for my new shirt dress! I saw these dresses advertised at Collabor88 from Atomic, all of the designs were cute but this one with it's "No Good, Very Bad, Always Evil" Design really fitted with the way I live my SL hehe - least I try to but others might well disagree!
I kept the rest of my look simple, as I was working in the garden, everything except for my hair and horns that is! The Hair and it's Horns accessory is called Neria, and it can be found at the Mystic Realms Fair in the Truth Booth. I know I've said it before sometimes Truth hair for me is take it or leave it... In the right outfit it can be perfect, but it can also look wrong... I know so many people who say Truth hair is their favourite and I will give it to you I love the textures and styles... This one was just what I wanted, and as they say sometimes you win but sometimes you lose hehe...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Neria (Available now at Mystic Realms Fair)
Skin: Glam Affair - Candy Skin in America 09 (Past Arcade Item)
Face Wounds: (Under the Eyes) Utopiah - Excessive Pain Makeup, AND, (Forehead) REPULSE - Lobotomy Stitches Face Tattoo
Collar: ginchi - Jingle Bell Collar in Worn Leather Black (Available now at The SLGBTA Halloween Gacha Spooktacular Event)
Dress: Atomic - {NOIR} Motel Grime in Set 4 (Available now at Collabor88)
Socks: AMERIE - Garter Socks in Black (Past Event Release)
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Pose: Juxtapose - Indian Summer (Past Hunt Item)
I know I've said this a fair few times already this month, and in the past few years but HALLOWEEN IS MY FAVOURITE HOLIDAY!
I've been playing dress up like crazy so far this month, and loving every minute of it too! There are so many fun and macabre things to buy out there that this living dead dolly simply doesn't have enough time to get to them all!!!
One thing that always seems to remind people of Halloween is the Black Cat. Often seen as a familiar for a witch, the black cats can be regarded as bad luck... Personally, I WANT ONE Lol!
HellBone won't let me have one, SO I made my own LOL... ME! He can't tell me no lol...
The reason I decided that I wanted to be a black kitty cat, aside from the fact that Hell can't tell me no this way, was that I wanted to wear this cute hoodie hehe... The hoodie was one that I bought a while ago from AMERIE, at a past event, and I LOVE the cute ears and large hood which you can fit lots of different hair styles into! I kept the kitty theme by wearing my favourite new collar from ginchi, but I realised that I had a bit of an issue as the hoodie was so open hehe... Pulling on a noldie but classic from Crazy, I was missing just one thing! SOCKS! Unfortunately as I pulled socks up - also from AMERIE by the way - my huge claws slipped through the thin fabric... BUGGER but hey cool enough to wear right hehe...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Such
Skin: Glam Affair - Candy Skin in America 09 (Past Arcade Item)
Face Wounds: (Under the Eyes) Utopiah - Excessive Pain Makeup, AND, (Forehead) REPULSE - Lobotomy Stitches Face Tattoo
Collar: ginchi - Jingle Bell Collar in Watermelon (Available now at The SLGBTA Halloween Gacha Spooktacular Event)
Hoodie: AMERIE - Long Hoodie in KITTY (Past Event Release)
Top: Crazy - Thin Shirt in Black
Socks: AMERIE - Garter Socks in Black (Past Event Release)
Boots: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Pose: PRETENSE - Lines 5
