Twenty Years, but no Celebrating!

Today is Rudh's, and therefore MY, 20th Rezday in Second Life... Hard to believe that I've been coming into the crazy world today for 20 long years. Normally I'd be all excited, celebrating and treating the day like my second real Birthday, but this year I don't really feel like celebrating especially after the news of the last few days... 
So this year I'm doing a little reflecting, a lot of thinking and a fair bit of how will my future look going forward... Will I be in Second Life next year when Rudh turns a legal drinking age for America?! 

Over the last two days we have had the announcements that two of the world's greats have left us... Dolly Parton was an Icon, even if you weren't into country music it's not possible to have missed her. EVERYONE has jammed out at some point to a little Jolene, or a bit of 9-5 when the work day was terrible... Tim Curry was one of MY personal Icons, he was a pirate, a blob of evil tar, the world's most twisted clown and many other things but for me, he was the best "Sweet Transvestite" that ever lived... There will be no other 'real' Frankenfurter although others try, so can we do the "Time Warp" and bring them both back?! 
These losses on top of losing Mum last month, and I'm positively NOT in a celebration kinda mood... Although Rudh turning 20 isn't something I can and should ignore... We're not only in double digits now, we're in our second decade... I started when we didn't even have more than prims to play with and flexi was becoming a new thing. Now look at us, we're deeply in our mesh era back to adding clothing layers and have more choices than ever before, yet still people make it a competition and a reason to fight with each other. I love Second Life, it's brought me some of my best things in life, but it's also caused me a LOT of heartache too... Do I miss all the people and things that have left my life? No, not really, not all of them at least... Would I change the way my SL has been? No, not at all, though maybe in hidsight I might have avoided one or two people I knew... Do I think I'll be here another 10 years? By that time I'll be 50, who knows where I'll be?! 
Happy Rezday Rudh... Thank you for being my doll for all these years and putting up with all the crap I've made you do LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: [monso] - Soph Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Kibitz - Ivy's Collar in Silver
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Top: The Kiwi Co.  - Graphically Unhinged Tanks
Tights: Psycho Barbie - [Nox Stockings]
Shorts: miss chelsea - Jaci Shorts
Bracelet: SEKA's - Punkette Wrist
Pose & Props: [piXit] - Punk Much?, Pose F1
Cat: JIAN - Cat Deco Collection in Static Stretcher Up (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - Nagoya 

Gummy Bears Don't Go THERE!

Sunday is always officially been the start of my weekend, for the longest time anyway... So what does any party girl like to do on her weekend... PARTY of course... A working week for me is often busy and stressful, and people irritate the everloving piss out of me, but that just wants me to let my hair down and go crazy... So for the party this weekend, expect some interesting shinanigans LOL... Maybe something involvin gummy bears lol... 

Random I KNOW, but that's just me and besides who doesn't love a good gummy bear... I was given a bag of Haribo Gummy Bears and they somehow became my inspiration LOL... 
So when I was being weirdly random and digging through my hoard to find something to wear over a pair of ripped fishnet stockings - that just happen to be a creation from Psycho Barbie, that comes with ripped and non-ripped BOM versions plus a pair of BOM panties - it could have been a look that went in any direction... Then I had a call, that lead to a game of playtime and a little bit of drinking, and before long kinkier things were happening than just a fun game with gummy bears... This MAY have lead to Gummy Bears being hidden in places that could have caused stickiness and SHOULD NOT be hiding places for candy... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Vesper FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Gummies: kotte - Gummy
Jacket & Bikini Top: AsteroidBox - Pippa Jacket in Black
Rings: kotte - Gummy Rings
Skirt & Panties: SEKA's - CutiePoo in LIGHT
Tights: Psycho Barbie - [Fishnet Stockings]
Tail: [FAME] - Glamorous Demon in Tail (Available January 20th - February 20th at Midnight Order)
Shoes & Socks: UNA - Bitten Shoes
Pose: FOXCITY - Fuego, Pose 4 (Lewd)
Candy Bucket: Junk Food - Gummy Bucket in Gummybear PINK
Candy Bag: Junk Food - Rainbow Gummybears Bag in Pink
Bottles: Junk Food - Circroc Vodka Gummi Set
Loose Candies: Junk Food - Circroc Vodka Gummi Set in Scattered 
Giant Candy: MadPea - Gummy Bears 
Phone & Light: Junk Food - Mukbang Fatpack in Ring Light Black
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Bad Habits in Dark 

Rats in the Tunnels

April is here, Spring has officially started to spring, and there's something weird going on in Amsterdam where the people are causing dangerous chaos. In the last week there have been two major incidents and things are getting a little scary even in the middle of the day now... Things are changing, we seem to be heading down a bad road, maybe it's towards war, maybe the apocalypse is coming, whatever happens it doesn't feel like it's going to be good? 
Of course, when I think of the Apocalypse, my mind wonders and the fantasy begins... People evolve, situations change and because my mind drifted... I'm slipping into a fantasy world... 

For some reason when I thought about the Apocalypse and a character that would fit with theme of what was going through my mind, Rudh seemed to devolve from her human state to become a human Rat Klaws - coming from the BeSpoke Rat Klaws release for the March/April round of The Warehouse - a leader of the people that live within the Tunnem - a Paleto backdrop - underground... She gets all of the information she needs from her friendly rats, daring through the tunnels on her buggy... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Shui Hair in Black & Red (Available until April 6th at Collabor88)
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Rat Klaws (Available until April 18th at The Warehouse)
Whiskers: HAZEL - Hammie Ears in Whiskers
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn - Nightmare Eyes
Shawl: CURELESS [+] - The Twelfth Night in Alpine Fur BROWN
Body Dirt: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt
Bodysuit: CHANDRA - Nixilis Set in Body & Garter (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Elbow Pads: PSYCHO.Byts - Fury Burn Elbow Pads
Bracelet: SEKA's - Punkette Wrist
Pet: JIAN - Rascal Rats in 3. Brown Companion
Gloves: PSYCHO.Byts - Drakkan Gloves (Available until April 18th at Wasteland Event)
Tail: Fhqwhgads - Mouse Tail
Pose: Fashiowl - Miau Miau, Pose 3
Car: H&C Wheels - DeathBuggy
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop:. TUNNEUM 03

Balance or Get Wet!

I dont really know what I'm doing today. Things have been slow, boring and I've had way too much time on my hands though for some reason I've not been able to focus and so my mind felt like I was walking on a balance beam... What the heck am I doing with myself? Why can't I enjoy a relaxing day off? 
I NEED to find something to distract myself...

I want colours, I want Summery - although I am definitely not an advocate for Summer - and I really don't know what more I want. I was putting things on, playing with colours, going through the things I'd gotten my hands on and suddenly I found the balancing I was doing on the beam shift to balancing on the cutest Skully Float - from Krescendo at Summerfest now...
I'm not good at balancing, the floatie kept moving under me... I am bound to slip off the floatie soon, and into the cool water of the pool... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Nova Hair in Black & Red (Available until July 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: SEKA's - Fun Pride 2024 Glasses (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home Sim)
Necklace: Kibitz - Luniex's Choker in Silver
Bikini: NeverWish - Glow Stick PUNK Bikini
Garter: Six Feet Under- Bound Garters (Available until June 29th at Disturbed)
Pose: Secret Poses - Samantha, Pose 4
Floaties: [Krescendo] - Skully Float (Available until July 12th at Summerfest '24)
Trees: NOMAD - INFLATABLE PALM TREES (Available until July 12th at Summerfest '24)
Backdrop: FOXCITY Photo Booth - Pool Party

Falling into a Dream

I've had a LOVELY lazy day... I don't get them very often at the moment considering how my work schedule has been and although the shop has been calming down, I don't think that I will be getting many more relaxing days for a little while yet... So whilst I've been relaxing, lazing and generally letting my mind wander, I'm lost to a perfect daydream... Wasting the day, spending it dreaming...

Dreams are such strange things... Some nights I can have a really deep sleep and dream of nothing, others I am so restless that the dreams are kinda vivid and make me wake up wondering what the heck I've done to cause the strangeness... There are very few days that I ever have the kind of dreams I want to have again and again, although those little fantasies are the ones I find myself falling asleep to... I am SO exhausted at the moment I tend to have no trouble falling asleep... 
As I'm falling asleep it feels a little like I'm falling down into a rabbit hole, just like Alice did into Wonderland... As I fall, the magic sparkles around me and so many weird, wonderful and pretty things float on by... Some adorable new friends, some amazing new furniture and the silliest new sets of eyes to watch my fall... I just hope there is something soft to land on and that it doesnt turn into one of those nasty dreams with a feeling of a surprise fall... Ugh how I hate those!!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Water lily Past Gacha Item in Flowing Colors
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: Kibitz - Yaniko's collar in silver HENTAI
Top: Mug - Valentina Tank in White (Available until June 10th at Kustom9)
Cuffs: Palette - Sweetie Cuffs (Past Gift)
Skirt: SEKA's - Waist High Skirt in YELLOW
Boots: CULT - Nahilla
Pose: FOXCITY - Free (Past Group Gift)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati, Heavenly Ranger & The Fantastical Nebulous Aether & #LuluB! - Invierna
Bunny Stool: [Krescendo] - Rabbit Seat
Clock: [Krescendo] - Critter Clocks in Cow
Burger: Hangry - Ham Bo. Combo (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Flowers: [high v.] - Balloon Flowers
Can: Junk Food - Ex Boyfriend Tears
Dog: MishMish - Tiny Cars in Corgi Edition Sky
Eyes: [high v.] - Googley Eyes
Lights, Star & Sign: BackBone - Daydreamer's Den Items
Bubbles: EMOTIONAL CIRCUS - BUBBLE DREAMS in Star
Televisions: NOMAD - Wired Monitors
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - The Inception Blue

Hail Santa at Gothmas

We wish you a Merry Gothmas, We wish you a Merry Gothmas, We wish you a Merry Gothmas and a Dark Twisted New Year... 
This season is all about the glittery, sparkly, and festive, but there are darker sides of Christmas. The side that's carefully managed by Sandy Claws and the Pumpkin King... It may be Christmas, but it's Gothmas too... It's time to haile all things Santa...

Christmas cannot be only for the pretty bright colour loving folks, those that are in the dark are allowed to celebrate it too... The Gothmas Market is the perfect place to stock up on those dark and deviant supplies, I've got myself lots of pretty stuffs to decorate the creepy market - a backdrop by Paparazzi - near my lovely home. 

What is she wearing;
Headband: Violetility - Krampus Earmuffs
Hair: Foxy - Nailea Hair in Red (Available until January 10th at Kustom9)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Psycho Barbie - [Fluffy Xmas Sweater Fatpack]
Skirt: SEKA's - Festive Tutu in Red
Pose: [piXit] - Sweet Desire, Pose 2F2
Skeleton Tree: Boutique #187 - Creepy RibCage XMas Tree (Available until December 27th at The Gothmas Market)
Snowflake Particles: Bella Elephante - Dead Inside but Jolly (Available until December 27th at The Gothmas Market)
Tree: Candle & Cauldron - Yule Tree in Blue Spruce
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Creepy Courtyard

Laundry Days at the Pole

I am not a fan of this being a grown up thing... I mean you have to be serious and go to work all day and then when you get home, you have to do more fun things like household chores. The laundry needs folding, the dishes need doing and there is a stink coming from the cat litter tray that could make even the devil cry. 
It's not only in RL where this can be a problem though, the work is never done for a girl in SL either... Since it's nearly Christmas, I've had to take on a little extra work to help pay the gift purchasing bills, and today it's laundry... 

I took a job working in this adorably busy little town, full of the cutest little folks with a leader that's jolly and welcoming, although he has some interesting tastes in clothes... I had to hang them up as it's Santa's Day Off - a washing line set from dust bunny, available at Anthem - and it's not too bad, I don't even mind the uniform really, the Santa's Helper Hats - from KitCat - are brilliant and warm... 
Anything to get my into Santa's good books... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: KitCat - Santa's Helper Hat
Hair: Lamb - Little Witch in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Rosa Sweater (Available until December 30th at Anthem)
Skirt: SEKA's - Festive Tutu in RED
Panties: MuggleBorn - Willow Panties (No Longer Available!)
Garters: CULT - Candy Cane Delicious
Boots: Mug - Clarabelle Rainboots
Pose: Secret Poses - Mitzy, Pose 1M
Washing Line: dust bunny - Santa's Day Off in Hanging Clothes (Available until December 30th at Anthem)
Reindeer & Stall: JIAN - Santa's Reindeer
Cat & Dog: Half-Deer - Warm & Fuzzy Gacha Item in Oh What Fun Sleigh White
Falling Snow: [Since1975] - Mesh Falling Snow
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Gift Shop Scene

Monsters Go Back To School!!

Kids in my part of the world have all done the dreaded deed and started the new school year. I always loved the start of a new school year, not so much because I was eager to be back at school but because I was excited about things like getting new stationary, a new bag and new shoes to impress my friends, and make the others jealous. I was also a bit of a geek, so I never had a problem with school and the classes I chose, especially in my senior years when I had my chosen electives... 
I should also admit that I have a bit of an obsession with the cartoon 'Monster High', and any time I think of school now, I wish that I'd been able to be a student there!! All the students being the children of the monsters, I think I could definitely fit in... Let's all head to Monster High to start the school year... 

Walking down the School Hallway - a backdrop from Paparazzi - everybody turns to look at me, it's not because I'm different, it's just because my older sister is Frankie Stein, she's one of the popular kids and I have now got to fill his big boots... 
Hair styled in the traditional Bride of Frankenstein look, I looked just like my mother, but the rest of the style was much more akin to Frankie's since I borrowed most of her clothes hehe... A punk rocker style skirt - from Mug - a shirt with the coolest slogan and some of the coolest accesories that a ghoul could find... 
My cellphone decorated with the Frankenstein look - a Zombie Bride phone from Boutique #187 - my barcoded tag on my collar - from Tardfish - is my body tag from the morgue, and because I'm cute some candified bling, including the adorable Candy Nose Chain - from Six Feet Under at DollHolic, which isn't so clear in the main picture but I've added a close-up and the ad to show you just how cute it is... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [RunAway] - Shelley Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Suicidal Unborn - Pastel Sunglasses
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Candy Nose Chain (Available until September 11th at DollHolic)
Collar: Tardfish - Tagged Collar in Silver V2 (Available until August 28th at Fetish Fair)
Neck Bolts: Insomnia Angel - Unbreakable Vow Gacha Item in Bolt Series [B]
Necklace & Bracelet: Bowtique - Candy Jewelry Set
Top: Corvus - Collect Cecile Top (Past Free Gift)
Glove:  miss chelsea - Fara Gloves (Available until September 5th at Equal10)
Phone: Boutique #187 - Zombie Bride Phone Case
Right Arm Cuff: SEKA's - Punkette Wrist
Notebook: e.marie - Sassy Notebook in I Am Very Busy
Nails: Nar Mattaru - Carmilla Stiletto Nails
Skirt: Mug - Punk Rocker Gacha Item in #2 Plaid Skirt RARE
Pose: FOXCITY - Kawaii AF, Pose 2
Backdrop: Paparazzi - School Hall 3

I Scream, You Scream, We All Scream for TentaCream!

A couple of days ago, Hentai Horror started and warped a depraved little corner of Second Life... For some people the thought of Hentai and all the tentacles that it embraces can be a little unnerving or even off putting, but I'm part mermaid... Tentacles have never been a bother for me hehe... 
So while I was playing around in some of the awesome Hentai Horror themed creations, I felt a craving, and decided to step out to get some Ice Cream... 

At the SugarBowl Ice Cream Parlor, it seemed like the place was empty... May they too had gone to see what delights the Hentai Horror held, I had to help myself to some of the delicious Ice Cream, and even made a new friend in the owners puppy... I couldn't eat alone could I? I had to share!!
As you can see, the outfit isn't one of my usual colour choices... I blame the tentacles clouding my judgement, and for some reason opting for purple! It's a VERY rare occurrence that purple is worn by me... Don't get used to it LOL! It all started when I tried the Succubus Dress on - from MOEKO - there were a few different colours to choose from but for some reason it seemed to appeal best in purple when I added this awesome Socorra Hairstyle from EscalateD. The hair comes with these awesome tentacle horns braided into it! I was in love from the moment I tried the demo!!! 
Anyway, I scream, you scream, we all scream for Ice Cream... Not sure if that's because we love it, or we're scared of the TentaCram - by SEKA's - but I know I'm hungry and it looks YUM!!! I'm screaming for good reasons hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: EscalateD - Socorra (Available until October 31st at Hentai Horror) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress: MOEKO - Succubus Dress (Available until October 31st at Hentai Horror)  
Bra: Storybook - Neptune in Oil 
Ice Cream: SEKA's - TentaCream (Available until October 31st at Hentai Horror) 
Pose: Secret Poses - Amelia, Pose 5 
Dog: Jian - Sneaky Snacker in Ice Cream Pug 
Ice Cream Clutter: random.Matter - Ice Cream Bar 
Backdrop: Exposeur - The SugarBowl