Clouds in Heaven

My mind is in weird and icky places at the moment, I'm dealing with a lot... I have my house work getting closer to being done and I NEED to get moved out of this place I'm temporarily living in. I also have things going on with my mum... I've mentioned it before but she's got cancer and it's getting worse, very very quickly... I'm preparing myself for the worst at this moment. Please don't hate me... Please forgive me for being sad and lost in my unhappy mind... I need to distract myself... 

My mind went into fantasy mode, but then even that went back to the way it has been... Thinking about the things that may happen soon with my mum... 
So when I ended up as and angel in the clouds, gathering together the spirited pets of our family past.. Gus mum's favourite cat, and Izzy our dog, came to be ready for when Mum decides that it's time to join them... I am so scared about that moment, but I am trying to remain positive... I want to do something pretty... 

What is she wearing;
Cloud Halos: (Upper): Tentacio - Heaven Set in Heaven Halo 2 & LuluB! - CloudHead in Blue Sky
Hair: [monso] - Anya Hair in Black & Red
Eye Clouds: Tentacio - Cloud Candy in Cry Me
Make-Up: FATHER - Cloud Blush & The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue
Necklaces: random.Matter - Ferryn Set in Necklace & Choker
Fur: CURELESS[+] - Alpine Fur in PURE
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 01 in BGY
Body Paints & Glitter: Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter & FOREST FANTASY STORE (Now Faunus) - Galaxy Demon & Half Demon in Blue
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Yuni - Sang Outfit in [WHITE]
Magical Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff, Glitterati & The Fantastical Nebulous Aether, everfaery - Starfield Aura & Aii - Astral Smoke
Pose: [piXit] - Beatrice, Pose F5
Animal & Extra Clouds: kotte - Cloudy
Background: K&S - // Knockin on Heavens Door. Backdrop 

Solar Relics and Forbidden Rituals

Some day soon I'll be able to relax but today at work was horrible, I think that I need a miracle... I don't want to be at work, I don't want to be living at this farm right now, and I want to be about a million miles away from here.. Is that weird? Probably but I want to let myself get lost... I'm going to find a little monsterous magic... 

In the forgotten temple, there are monsters that thrive amongst the salvaged remains... This monster is disturbing to look at... She's a Remnant - thanks to the chest tattoo from Nefekalum at the Salvage Station - and her headdress that covers her teeth behind a Chthonic Cultist Mask - from Static - and she's learning more and more each day using her Solar Relic - from floro, also at Salvage Station - and a myriad of Forbidden Rituals... 

What is she wearing;
Mask & Teeth: Static - Chthonic Cultist Mask
Numeral Halo & Collar: Zibska - Aegir Set (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Sun Halo, Gold Body Paint & Pasties: [Faunus] - Helios
Chest Tattoo: Nefekalum - Remnant (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in DEVILISH (No Longer Available!)
Right Hand: Boutique #187 - Forbidden Ritual (Available until June 15th at Dubai)
Left Hand: floro - Solar Relic (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Aii - Astral Smoke
Pose: NANTRA - Norma Jean, Pose 1
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Forgotten Temple [360] Backdrop

The Engine Room's Magical Carni

Once again you might be able to guess that I have had a day off today because when I am free I tend to get creatively creative LOL... I find a sparkle and something just magically clicks and magic seems to happen... 
Today while I was trying to find a little creativity, I met another of the Engine Room's interesting characters and she wanted to come and meet you... 

She decided to meet us on the bridge of the Everlasting Story - a backdrop from K&S - she posed in the moonlight as she danced in the moonlight, conjuring up a little more magic while the power of the Engine Room thrummed through Second Life... 
She's a magical carnival fate, jokes and medieval magic seep from her pores to allow her access to the mysteries of the universe... 

What is she wearing;
Crown: moon amore - Heaven's Gate TIARA in Pure
Hat: BEARCAT.EGG - Carni Hat (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Hair: [monso] - Pink Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mask: BEARCAT.EGG - Carni Mask (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Tattoo: Nefekalum - Emboss in Gold 70% (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Wings: Aii - Dark Fae Wings (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Dress: moon amore - Heaven's Gate
Nipple Covers: FOE - Castor's Purity Seals Drape (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Halo: CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe in Ngami Drapes RARE
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Pose: FOXCITY - Fields, Pose 6m (Available until April 10th at Kustom9)
Backdrop: K&S - // Everlasting story. Backdrop in Night

The Vampire's Eternal Sparkle!

I am so sorry that I've been so down in the dumps lately... I've been lost in my own head. I'm trying to get into the spirit of Halloween, and even doing things that are spooky picture wise isn't helping right now... Heck even the Halloween themed smut I'm reading doesn't seem to be helping right now and I don't know what I can do about it... 
I need a little Halloween magic today and I have to dig deep to find it... I REALLY don't know where I'll find it... 

I managed to find a dark little Halloween fae in the moonlight, the darkess broken by the sparkling moonlight through the windows of the Eternal Rest - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - the perfect place for a vampire and his fae muse. His Sunveil Monarch - which is the name of the collection by Aii, available from Engine Room that features the jacket, collar and jewels being worn here - his light in the darkness, his happiness in a place where he wil spend his L'eternite... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: DOBS - Gargoyle Horns
Hair: ZAO - 155 Hair Pack (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Mana - Esoteric Eyes (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Body Paint: [Faunus] - Balam skin female
Collar & Jacket: Aii - Sunveil Monarch Outfit Items (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Wings: everfaery - Lelia Wings
Corset & Lingerie: The Muses - Alanguie Corset Set in Ink (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Pose & Skull Prop: [piXit] - L'eternite, Pose F7
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Eternal Rest {360} Backdrop 

Time for a little Dark Magic!

I need a little magic after the events of yesterday, and I'm really sorry but I really hope that the driver of the truck who decided to drive fast through a puddle and therefore soaked me for my whole day at work got caught in traffic with a case of explosive butt pee... There is very little chance that the magic I am channelling will be for good... It's like to be some kind of twisted, dark necromancer magic...  

Luckily in Second Life we are still experincing the magical effects of the Midnight Order. This event will be reaching it's halfway peak over the next few days and there will be plenty more chaos to make those that want the dark magic, able to find it... 
Take it from Rudh, a witness account if you will, one moment she was confessing her sin regarding the explosive butt pee in the Corrupted Churches' Confessional - which is a Midnight Order release from LORE by the way - and the next the magic was swirling as she becomes an Infernal Undead Lady Mortis awaiting her orders by the Necromancer's Necrohex Table - from BROKEN ARROWS also at Midnight Order! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: About Love - Lilith Hairstyle (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: LUMAE - Female Fantasy Skins in MORTIS
Make-Up: FATHER - Undead Face
Mouth Blood: [KRR] - Internal bleeding
Flames: THIS IS WRONG - Infernal in GREEN
Outfit (Including Necklace): toksik - Dreary (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Tattoo: Evermore - Siren Carving
Garter: Tentacio - Goula Bandleg (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Scythe: YaYa - Shinigami (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Enchantress & Starstuff & aii - Astral Smoke
Pose & Cape Prop: [piXit] - Thanatosia, Pose F4 (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Bottle & Glasses: [ ISHIKU ] - DIONAEA GILDED CRYSTAL DISPENSER (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Candles: BROKEN ARROWS - Necromancer's in Deathlight (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Juice: BROKEN ARROWS - Poison Potion in Golden
Table: BROKEN ARROWS - Necromancer's in Necrohex Table (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Booth: LORE - Old Confessional in Corrupted (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Background: LORE - Corrupted Chapel (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)

Taking Down the Rebellion!

It's the fourth of May, and that means that it's only one thing... Well there are two things in the Netherlands I mean since today is Dodenherdenking or Memorial Day and it's 80 years after the end of World War 2, and I will remember them... On another note though, and more of a main thing in our household is that it's Star Wars Day... May the Fourth be with you... 

As I am living in a home with a born and raised Star Wars fan, he was born the same year as Star Wars was first released it's a feeling of family I think lol, I knew that HellBone would be interested to help me create a Star Wars scene for the day. I had a plan in mind, and then he took over... 
I had to create the perfect look for the Sith that Rudh would be... She'd never make a Jedi - in the same way she'd never make anything other than Slytherine in Hogwarts - but isn't all the good things for the bad guys... I stumbled upon a soon-to-be-released outfit from AsteroidBox for the May round for Equal10. The Janie Outfit can be worn with or without the trousers, and does have some BOM Panties to wear under the dress, BUT like I said it won't be available until May 10th!!!
It's the perfect outfit for a dark little Sith as her army helps to take down those pesky X-Wing Fighters... 

What is wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Eden Hair in Offbeat (Available until May 27th at Anthem)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: PSYCHO:Byts - Zombie Eyes
Necklace: (Yummy) - Eye of Eternity Set
Cape: Aii - Mortal Harvest Mantle in Torn Cape
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Janie Outfit (Coming Soon to Equal10 from May 10th)
Sleeve Tattoo: GERMINAL - LIQUIDO ARMS tattoo in type 3
Robot Arm: PSYCHO:Byts - Connor TX Arms
Pose & Props: Needful - 65 Rebels Forever
X-Wing, Tie Fighter & AT-AT: Hogs & Cart Wheels - Star Wars Novelties
Light Panels: [Krescendo] - Imperial Glow (Available until May 11th at MANCAVE)
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - HYLT - Goodbye Kiss Backdrop

Hands to Assist in the Transplantation!

I've said it more than once, but then times when I'm making the darkest and most twisted of pictures I'm more often than not in the bestest of moods... I'm happy and I'm usually singing along to some cheesy pop song - today it was the turn of Five, who have reformed and I wasn't able to get tickets to see - but for some reason the darkest pictures happen... 
Today is of no exception, I was given a task to assist in the transportation of something gross and sticky... The real me had to take a look away, so I let the Living Dead Doll take over... She's not been out to play for a while, but she's the happiest little soul... 

So today she seemed to come prepared for the task at hand, and she's always a happy girl when it comes to being able to dig up the body parts from the still warm, freshly dead bodies... The Hospital - a backdrop in this case from blaink - is always in need of helping hands to assist with removal of body parts for transplantation and Living Dead Rudh definitely comes prepared with helping Ghostmage Hands - from Aii - and her Corrupted Hands - from Tardfish, available until March 31st at The Men's Department... 
After the removal of the fresh, still beating heart, she slipped it into the black Human Organ Bag - from Krescendo, currently available at BLACK FAIR until March 23rd - and all she had to do now was decide if it was to be delivered to the waiting patient or would it feed her demon friends for lunch... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Tardfish - Corrupted Horns (Available until March 31st at The Men's Department)
Hair: TRUTH - Ember in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Betrayal Choker
Body Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds
Chest Words Tattoo: [Onyx] - My Rules Tattoo in Made in Hell
Outfit, Hat, Mask & Gloves: Mug - Killer Nurse Gacha Items
Floating Hands: {Aii} - GHOSTMAGE HANDS
Pose: La Plume - Sandrine, Pose 6
Bag: [Krescendo] - Human Organ Bag in Black (Available until March 23rd at BLACK FAIR)
Bottle: AsteroidBox - Removed Heart Set (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: blaink - Hospital V2

The Tickles of a Ghostmage

The doors have opened, and the Midnight Order is here to release their magic onto the SL world for just a little while. There has been a sudden surge in magic since the doors have opened... Anyone with even the slightest hint of magical aura is already aware of it's presence. It's not just the living spirits that are able to enjoy the feeling, the dead are riding and on their way too...

That magic wakes the dead with gently tickling of some Ghostmage Hands - available from Aii at the round of Midnight Order that runs from today until February 20th - over their bare skin. It gets the magic to awaken and sparkle through their bodies, shining lights through their Archmage tattoos - from Nefekalum also at Midnight Order - it's a wonderful feeling, and the Midnight Order is the cause... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: [Apika] - Le Diable Neon Horns
Hair: Usagi Society - Black Lady Hair (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - Disturbed Glasses (Available January 21st - February 11th at SABBATH)
Collar: CAMO - Circe Collar & Ananas - Techno Necro in Slither
Base Tattoo: Nefekalum - Archmage (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Overlay Tattoo: [AERTH] - Daughter of Sun in Green (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Neon Tubes: Normandy - Inti.Veins
Hands: {Aii} - GHOSTMAGE HANDS (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Lingerie: ASH - Morra Ligerie FATPACK (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Smoke & Sparkles: (Smoke) {egosumaii} - Astral Divinity, Cole's Corner - Starstuff & #LuluB! - The Cult (No Longer Available!)
Pose: -Extra- - 2024 Halloween Hunt, Pose 2
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - The Pit Mortal Backdrop

Chronos Aeterna and her Hexaclaws

 I'm sticking with the magic and heading into another fantasy realm today, one where the sands of time are bringing on the darkest of notions, luring in the spirits of death in preparation for next month's creepy events... 
The magical spirits cannot contain their excitment...The preparations are going smoothly... Magic is being gathered, prepared and protected... There are spooky sensations in the air...

In the Dark Arena temple of Chronos Aeterna - an outfit set by MoonAmore, at Engine Room - our little goddess of the hourglass sands consults the fates via the use of her Chronomancer's Astrolabe - from Quills & Curiosities - and prepares to spread more sand by cutting into the hourglasses with the Robin Daggers of time... The escaping of the hourglass sands is always a lure for the Hexclaw Felines - a gorgeously magical kitty release from Aardvark for Engine Room - these beasts are feasting on the magic that drifts in the air, a warning for the people that death is on it's way... 

What is she wearing;
Halo & Blindfold: MoonAmore - Chronos Aeterna Halo & Blindfold (Available until October 20th at Engine
Room)
Hair: Lamb - Secret in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Tattoos: Nefekalum - Artisan Sleeves (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Outfit: MoonAmore - Chronos Aeterna Attire (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Dagger: Soapberry - Robin Garter & Dagger (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Hand Spinner: Quills & Curiosities - Chronomancer's Astrolabe
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati, Starstuff & Valkyrie, everfaery - Starfield Aura & aii - Astral Divinity Smoke
Pose: Secret Pose - Wendy, Pose 1
Cats: Aardvark - Hexclaw Feline (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Hourglasses: Dahlia - Octavia Hourglass
Sand: (Fundati) -  Beach Dunes
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Dark Arena Backdrop

The Colours of Heaven!

Angels mean so many things to so many different people, and there are so many ways of looking at them too... Long gone are the days when they were beautiful, innocent looking beings, no longer sweet innocent child-like beings, now Angels come in all different shapes, sizes, colours and styles... I'm not always a good girl but even when I'm dark and depraved I liked to think I'm a little angellic... 

There's room for all different angellic beings in Heaven, and heaven is much more lively these days than peaceful beings roaming around in long white robes... At least not in the kind of heaven that I tend to invisage... IF there is a Heaven I'd imagine it would be full of bright colours and fashionista divas... It would be a Dreamlike Space - similar to the backdrop from K&S - and since we all know there are stairways to heaven I'd want to make sure there were  plenty of places to sit - like the Beau Benches from Krescendo, available until tomorrow at FaMESHed and then hopefully soon in the mainstore if you miss it at the event - so that you can catch your breath while climbing up all of those stairs... 
Wings would be feathered but Ethereal - like the ones from Doe - and in rainbow colours and the gorgeously soft fabric of the Grace Dresses - in this amazing dress, and heel set, from The Kiwi Co which is actually available as the biggest bumper group gift... Blueberry was always known for being brilliant quality, and the new Kiwi Co store is that, as well as super generous in their gifts it would seem - match the colours perfectly... 

What is she wearing;
Tiara: Random Matter - Amicus Halo in Warm Tones
Hair: TRUTH - Whisper in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Random Matter - Vanir Collar in Warm Tones
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 02 in BGY
Dress: The Kiwi Co. - Grace Dress in Classic Pack (Current Group Gift)
Bag Accessory: kotte - Travellers Elixir in Health
Leg Straps: The Kiwi Co. - Grace Heels in Classic Pack (Current Group Gift)
Pose: Secret Poses - Esme, Pose 4M
Benches: [Krescendo] - Beau Bench (Available until August 27th at FaMESHed)
Sparkles:  Cole's Corner - Starstuff, everfaery - Starfield Aura Wearable, LODE - Bliss Flying Petals in Yellow, Aii - Astral Smoke & LOVE - FAE DREAMS in GLITTER BEAMS
Backdrop: K&S - Dreamlike Space. backdrop