A warning for Mr Fluffy Balls

Today was a big day as a Brit... There are people that are against having a monarchy, but I personally feel like he could be a King that makes changes to the monarchy for the better, he's a King from the past with a mind for the future, and the ceremony was beautiful and sentimental and I will admit I felt proud to be a small part of history... Things got messed up and ruined my afternoon when someone decided to hack into my Discord, and I spent hours trying to get it back, I HATE people sometimes... 
I was planning on doing something regal, but after the stress of my hacking, I felt the need to grip someone's balls and make them blue... Someone needed a whipping for ruining my day... 

That's how I ended up in a rather sticky situation with the teddies on my bed... Barry Bear Balls and his pandalicious pal - which are available from Aardvark at the latest round of Anthem - were forced to endure my scathing show and tell of how I removed someone else's balls and squeezed them till they went blue - which are also from Aardvark, but are available as a cheapie gift for Anthem's 4th Anniversary - let this be a warning to you all... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Eve Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: Tentacio - Tie me up
Top: Skoll - Fishnet bolero (Available until May 29th at Anthem)
Lingerie: Gorsimi - Ada Lingerie
Balls: Aardvark - Just Barry's Balls (Available until May 29th at Anthem)
Pose & Crop Prop: Secret Poses - Isa, Pose 2
Teddy Bears: Aardvark - Barry Bear Balls (Available until May 29th at Anthem)
Backdrop: SAYO Sin - Crimson Dreams Backdrop 

Somebody come get her, she's dancing like a stripper!

 After a day at work like I've had ANOTHER of - yes I had no customers again all day and I was bored out of my own mind - I feel like I'm bored of entertaining myself even... It's so tedious, so monotonous but I guess that at least I'm lucky to have a job after all the craziness of the pandemic. 
Yet when I come home and get myself online, I feel like I want to do nothing more than be a crazy - slightly weird - but definitely entertaining dolly... I look back on all of the jobs I had over my time in SL, and smile... I worked on Seraphim, I worked in clubs, and I think the most entertaining of them all was my VERY early days as a Stripper... So today, I'm looking back on the good times LOL... 

While writing this, I can hear my hubby watching videos on tiktok and they keep playing that one with the song about "dancing like a stripper" LOL... If only they really knew! The way that this dolly is swinging around the Sparkle Pole - from The Horror - in her stripper's boudoir, that has been tastefully decorated with silks and BDSM toys and some lovely furnishings from Krescendo! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Pink Hustler - Disordered Hair - II in #5-3
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: N-Core - MONI Bodysuit&Boots
Pose: FOXCITY - Pole Artist, Pose 5
Pole: The Horror! - Sparkle Pole in Blue
Cushion: [Krescendo] - Kinky Cushion
Cabinet: [Krescendo] - Wild Side Table (Available until May 22nd at Black Fair)
Candies: LEMME - Bite it, suck it, blow it in Light Blue
Chair: [Krescendo] - Seduction Set in Neon Chair
Hanging Decor & Cross: Artisan Fantasy - Capturado Collection Items
Backdrop & Floating Money: SAYO Sin - Crimson Dreams Backdrop

Home "Sweet" Bad Lands Home!

The whole time that the Bad Lands of Aenigma have been open, you've been allowed into the the world of one of it's inhabitants... You met her raptor accomplice - who was lost to the battles in the Bad Lands - and you've been with her on a food run to the diner, but now she's letting you in where she's most vulnerable! Now you're being allowed into her little sanctuary, the dilapidated shelter that she calls home in the heart of the Bad Lands... 

Not many could love a shack like this, but it's easily defend-able, and it's dry! Two major plus points, I'm sure! It's got all the things she needs, a hammock to sleep in, some water bottles and even old Grit Jerrycans that's have been attached to backpacks for easy carrying - thanks to cinful, they will fit any avatar size, since the straps are modifiable which is great news for avis big and small, but they can also be rezzed to make great props! 

As it may be our last trip into the Bad Lands, this may be the last time you see the kick ass little Rudhie she's become, but the fashion trip she's been on has been one of many post-Apocalyptic rides and it's been a lot of fun... This last look is a little more casual perhaps - in an outfit by BADA - I mean she's chilling at home after all, but maybe she's working on something... She looks kinda grubby - thanks to this Cold War tattoo from DeadBoy.Ink - and her Shelter Goggles - from milkyway - may kinda give that away... Maybe it's some more Bad Lands Jewellery?! I mean she's wearing some epic shinies... A choker of bullets, or an Ammo Choker some might say - from Six Feet Under, that yes I did make just a little bigger so you could see it under her chin more clearly, but it's now one of my new favourite jewellery items! - and this amazing Mayhem Face Chain - a gacha release from unstable for the current Aenigma round - made up of all the little pretties she's found as she's been exploring... As for what she will make next, that's an Aenigma!!! (Sorry it's too punny... I'm laughing out loud, like the lame ass I am hehe). 

I know it's not that clear in the main photo, so I'm being a good girl and including a close-up here so that you can really see the jewellery more closely... 

What is she wearing; 

Goggles: milkyway - Shelter Goggles (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Hair: Magika - Riley 

Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 

Face & Body Marking: [DeadBoy.Ink] - Cold War (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Face Chain: unstable - Mayhem Gacha Item in Rare Set Face Chain (Available until July 15th at Aenigma)  

Choker: Six Feet Under - Ammo Choker (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Outfit: BADA - Paipai Outfit (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Boots: DRD - Dirty Combats in Gray 

Pose: -Extra- - Broken 

Cans: cinful - Grit Jerrycan in Yellow & Red (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Shelter: DRD - Wasteland Grub Hub Shelter 

Hammock: SAYO - Vice City Gacha Item in Handmade Hammock 

Backdrop, Rocks, Plants & Cacti: (Milk Motion) - Road to Nowhere Gacha Items 

Date Night with Teddy!

I feel like I've been being good for far too long... I'll be honest, I wanted to test to see what different types of photos could do in terms of bringing in interest from followers on Flickr, but it feels a little like I'm not being overly true to myself and my form of therapy so it's back to doing whatever I want to do to make myself smile... TODAY, it's something a little naughty, though the smile will come from the fact that I know pictures like this make my Daddy reach for his gun - not to shoot anyone that looks at me, but more likely to shoot me for giving him a panic attack LOL! 

I had some playtime locked in a room on my own! Who needs someone to play with when a girl has her two favourite toys with her! Trusty teddy and his big sausage friend! He's not the kind of toy I can have out if friends bring their children around, I have to hide him from my parents too, but he's the best kind of toy when I'm alone in the dark at night - if you want one, you can't have mine, you'll need to get your own and to do so you need to head to La Baguette! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: RunAway - Katia Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Mask: random.Matter - Zakei Muzzle 
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Athena Collar 
Jacket: villena - Pelted Fur Jacket in Classy 
Lingerie: Cynful - Unwrap Me Lingerie Set in Light Grey 
Boots: N-Core - GENA in Grey 
Pose: elephante poses - Gemma, Pose 1 
Balloons: BackBone - Naughty Party Balloons 
Bear: La Baguette - DiKuma Teddy 
Backdrop: SAYO Sin - Crimson Dreams Backdrop (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Bunnies are Over-rated! Have a Kitty instead!

Easter Sunday, a day of religion... Be that for your faith, or as in my case, a day when it's allowed to eat as much chocolate as you want - yes it's a tradition - thanks to a bunny that lays eggs. Please, if you're religious don't be mad at me, we all have our beliefs and I'm not saying anything to be offensive but you know me, unless it's Halloween - or maybe Christmas - I'm not really interested in the seasonal holidays! 
HOWEVER, I will say that Easter bunnies are over-rated, everyone seems to be sprouting bunny ears. I've decided to forgo the traditional bunny look today, and instead I'm gonna be a Kitty! Well, ish! 

It's the fault of this AMAZING new harness that has been released by 1313 Mockingbird Lane for the new round of FaMESHed X. The BrandieWyne Harness can be worn as a super sexy fishnet number, but showing her true colours and brilliant sense of humour - Izzy Lane of 1313 Mockingbird Lane - has added her cat lady flair with these cat versions too!!! I bust out laughing when I saw them and knew this would be something I HAD to share! 
Now, I will admit that even for me it's a little risqué without anything over my nip nips... Sometimes I do it, others I get prudish, don't judge me I know I'm weird, but luckily Amadeo Dubratt swooped in and saved my look! Ama has released some cyber style goodies - also for FaMESHed X this month - and they are CUTE! The Glow Power Pasties, and Glow Power Collar Implant - the power button on her chest - are the new releases, and they are perfect little accessories for any cyber dolly out there! 
Whoever said Easter needed to be Hoppy, what about a Purrrfect Easter?!

What is she wearing;
Headphones: Atomic - Neko Games Headset in Neon Blue 
Hair: DOUX - Babyrose Hairstyle in Basics 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Choker: Kibitz - Cute Ribbon Choker in Black 
Chest Button: Ama - Glow Power Collar Implant (Available until May 12th at FaMESHed X)
Pasties: Ama - Glow Power Pasties (Available until May 12th at FaMESHed X)
Bodysuit: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - BrandieWyne Harness (Available until May 12th at FaMESHed X) 
Pose: Zombie Suicide - Ira, Pose 1 (Available until April 30th at Darkness Monthly) 
Backdrop: SAYO - Biscayne Backdrops in Miami Lights (Available for use at Backdrop City) 

Let the Money Rain!

Ever have those nightmare like dreams, when you're half asleep and suddenly your brain seems to kick into gear and start thinking about all your problems... Money troubles, or health issues, or even stupid things like what you're doing in a few weeks... I have dreams like this all the time, and last night was a doozey... Just dropping off to sleep and BOOM I start thinking about money... 
So today I'm channelling my inner worries about money into a blog picture, as it usually helps to clear the air!! I hope... 

Rudh in Second Life is a bit less prone to worrying like I am. She's definitely my more confident side... 
When she wants cash, she goes to get it... Her dreams about money are more like you'd see above... It's raining money - thanks to the SAYO Backdrop available for use at Backdrop City - with a picture harking back to the days when she stripped and had a damn good time doing it!
The top - from Belle Epoque's Idella outfit - corset and jacket - from Birdy Gacha collection - aren't really meant to go together, but they are SUCH a cute outfit I wish I'd had this as a stripper!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Carla (Current Group Gift) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Jacket: Birdy - Dreamz Gacha Items in Faux Furs White 
Top: Belle Epoque - Idella Top in White 
Lingerie: Birdy. - Cabaret Gacha Items in Gold 
Boots: #EMPIRE - Freesia 
Pose: La Baguette - Endless, Pose 5 
Backdrop: SAYO Sin - Crimson Dreams Backdrop

Places for a Good Book

Today is cold and windy in Holland, with smatterings of rain showers... Some people might not be too happy with that but I am euphoric... I LOVE AUTUMN and it's feeling like it's finally arrived! Lots of cool weather to follow I hope, lots of wrapping up warm and hiding from the cold, and all the good stuff that Autumn - or Fall for the Americans out there - brings. 
One of my favourite things to do in the Autumn - and in the Winter too - is curl up with a good book... I love to read all different kinds of things though I admit that romance and fantasy top my reading list, and I love nothing better than a cosy place to curl up and read... 
Have some pretty pictures to share today, I've been trying to take shots of furniture and décor as the focus - I have a LOT of respect for the people that take pictures like this all the time - I'm so not good at it LOL... 
My first attempt at Décor photography is a place that would be amazing to read fantasy stories... 

A gorgeous Autumn forest location, where books and candles bring the fairytales to life... 
Created using SAYO "Pages of Flight" Throne, and some very pretty candles from Second Spaces, this place is the perfect place to read fairy tales - maybe something like the abandoned Toiz "Autumn Fairy Story Book". 
My second picture is a man's work place... Maybe it's a good place while he's working quietly to read some steamy romance? 

Created using items from nefarious.invention's current Arcade Gacha collection, which by the way closes on September 30th - I love the snuggly feel to this room. It's somewhere that my Dad or Grandad may have worked when I was little, with a beaten old leather chair in the corner. I can almost feel that the air smells of wood, gasoline or even on the odd occasion whisky... 
Seeing these cosy places makes me want to curl up with a book, so for today I am going to disappear, I just want to know, where would you like to curl up and read? 

What's in the picture;
Picture 1:
Chair: SAYO - Pages of Flight Throne
Candles: Second Spaces - Forest Lights (Available until October 6th at Collabor88)
Book: Toiz - Autumn Fairy Story Book
Doll: DRD - Andolys Pinochio (No Longer Available!)
Picture 2:
Workbench & Tool Box: DRD - Steele City Gacha Items
Fan: hive - Country Drum Fan in Onyx
Side Table: DRD - Mystery Mansion Gacha Item in Sidetable Lightbrown
Whisky: 8f8 - Storyteller's Burrow Gacha Item in Whisky Set
Other Decor: nefarious.inventions - Days Gone Gacha Items (Available until September 30th at The Arcade)