Dark Immaculate Heart

I still cant get my mind into blogging something normal at the moment, for some reason I cannot get myself into a normal frame of mind... I think that my mind is stuck in a fantasy world after all of the costumes that I've been putting together for the Halloween festivities... Maybe I'll keep myself getting into the fantasy spirit... It's something I LOVE doing, I will be sharing a little love for dress-up, lot and lots of Love... 

Love is an amazing thing, it can be wonderful magical beautiful, but it can be brutal dangerous damaging. Love can be warm and cozy or hot and fierce. Love can be between couples - or poly relationships - family and even friends, yet when it disappears Love can be the most painful thing in the world to lose. If love is anything, it's deep, it's happiness and it's a better feeling than the most powerful drug could provide. 
Love can be good or bad, if there is a cupid for the good kind of love there should be a goddess somewhere for the bad kind. She hides in the Sanctuary Hell but wears the marks of the Dark Love goddess in the form of the Immaculate Hearts - from CUREMORE. 

What is she wearing;
Horns: GERMINAL - ASHORA HORNS (Available until November 29th at The Grid)
Hair: Lamb - Heart in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make Up: [POUT!] - Heart of Odinism
Glasses: Boutique #187 - Heart Flames Glasses (Available this weekend for Happy Weekend)
Heart Halo: CUREMORE - Immaculate Halo Accessory
White Halo & Red Dress: CURELESS - Pygmalion's Bride Gacha Item
Pink Halo: CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe Gacha Item in Ngami Halo
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & #LuluB! - Delicada and Invierna
Heart Accessory:  CUREMORE - Immaculate Heart Accessory
Blood: The Rotting Lab (Now Sulfur) - Shredded Wounds
Pose: piXit - Dita, Pose 1, F3
Coffins: Six Feet Under - Awakening Coffin in Black
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Sanctuary Hell Backdrop 

Time for Mitzy Ditsy

Over the Hills and far away, Teletubbies come to play... I know I've been playing dress up in some adorable things that remind me of my childhood, and I have to say that the I was a little bit too old to love the teletubbies, they were always something I thought was pretty cute.. Lala and Dipsy, were definitely the bestest... 
Today for my 31 days of Halloween - although I'm missing more than a few days now - is less scary, more cute fancy dress... Today we're going to Teletubby land... 

I think that Teletubby land looks like the kind of place that I want to get myself lost in, it's so pretty full of flowers and bunnies and I LOVE the colours and fun. Not so sure about the creepy baby in the sun, but I guess that makes things a little more Halloweeny... Though I couldn't help being the coolest of the tubbies, Dipsy, though a little more Ditsy in this case due to the costume from Rosary being named as such... I'm going to be dancing around like Mitzy Ditsy - thanks to a pose from Secret Poses... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Raissa Hair - Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Rosary - Tubby in Ditsy
Hat: Mâchoire - Full Perm Top Hat
Pose: Secret Poses - Mitzy, Pose 1 (Available this weekend for Happy Weekend)
Flowers: Raindale - Sweetdew flowers
Sun: Bee Designs - Enchanted Garden RARE
Grass: Shelterdweller - Mesh Grass Hills

Getting Trolled!

Last night I missed doing a 31 days of Halloween post since I had to go to the airport in RL to pick up my father, but there were accidents and I really didn't feel like sitting on my own and writing a blog post for a costume that I hadn't prepared... 
Today though was a different story. I had fallen in love with something that had been available for the Happy Weekend sale, and as soon as I got my hands on them, I knew that today's look would be something a little bit of a trolling post... 

It's Troll-tastic... I'm off my trolley.. I can't get enough trolling puns... 
It's all because of the fact that he Halloween trolls - from imbue at this weekend just gones Happy Weekend - are heading down to Spooky Street - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - for their own little Halloween celebration... 
I knew that if I wanted to join them then I had to get my Troll on... I died my hair a bright blue and gelled it up into a long Trollish style - thanks to a wig from Tableau Vivant - wanting to match their crazy styles I painted my face with a little make-up and glued a troll gem into my chest... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Water lily in Flowing Colors
Skin: Wyrd - Tovi in Pewter
Third Eye: (Nylon Outfitters) - Third Eye in Strange Colors
Make Up Layer: alaskametro<3 - "SugarSkull" makeup
Cracked Layer: Samia - LOPI FACE  TATTOO  in BLACK
Chest Gem: duckie - torment
Pose: FOXCITY - Sweet Pea, Pose 3
Trolls: imbue - Halloween Trolls
Planter: (Nylon Outfitters) - Skull Vase in White (Available until November 10th at Kustom9)
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Spooky St [360]  Backdrop

It's Corn! It's Poppin'!

Corny Crazy Sundays, it's a poppin' good time... 
I think that tonight I will curl up on the sofa and watch a movie, oooh or the new Rings of Power Series that I have been waiting for. That sounds like a plan, I might grab my Gandalf Teddy, put on my jammies, and make myself some popcorn, whilst I watch those crazy corn videos that have become the new thing on various social media platforms... 

I love a bowl of popcorn for the movies, I'm much more a sweet popcorn girl than a butter or salted popcorn kinda girl... 
I grabbed some of those microwave Popcorn bags and filled a Popcorn Bowl - both of which are from Junk Food - and then had to tell my lil Chihuahua puppy off for jumping on the counter and becoming a sneaky snacker - from JIAN. 
Now it's usual in my house that something crazy, and somewhat magical, can happen... In this case, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw a little magical sprite that shouted "It's Corn" - a costume from Ananas that's available this weekend for Happy Weekend - grabbed a fellow corn cob that flew off into the sky to a chorusing chant of "It's Corn!" - from FOXCITY. 
I know that the corn cobs would need to have dried out a little, but I never expected that to happen... 

What is she wearing; 
Bangs: Wasabi - Aliana Hair in Bangs
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Outfit: Ananas - It's Corn
Pants: PSYCHO:Byts - Yule Leggings in Fatpack 
Shoes: CULT - Calli 
Vehicle: FOXCITY. Mount - IT'S CORN! in Side Saddle 
Popcorn Bowl: Junk Food - Popcorn Bowl 
Popcorn Bags: Junk Food - Microwave Popcorn 
Pet: JIAN - Sneaky Snacker in Popcorn Chihuahua 
Microwave: Muniick - Coraline Microwave Oven 
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Kitchenette 

Dreaming of Colorful Monsters

I always tell people I have two sides, being dark and twisted and a little bit naughty, or the other side being bright and sparkly and full of sunshine... I know that colours mean a lot a lot for me and my emotional well-being, I dream in colors that don't exist...

Repeating the sentiment shared in the Royal Hall - from FOXCITY - my dreams of the colours that don't exist seem to be manifesting in the forms of lots and lots of little monsters. Scawy Monsters - from MishMish - and Dinogirls - a new release from Evil Baby at Planet 29 - fill my dream space, perhaps I should stop taking the Glitter Pills - from ahegao. 
I know that things like the pills and the awesome specs from #LuluB! aren't too clear, so I had to add a little close up just to show things off better... You can really see all the pretties including my new piercing from Six Feet Under! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Olive - the Lady B v2 Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: #LuluB! - Idol (Available until April 20th at Hongdae Event)
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Minerva Nose Rings
Pills: Ahegao - Glitter Pills in Rainbow
Top: Pseudo - Artha Blouse in Black
Skirt: erratic - Eloise Skirt in Chrome
Garters: Neverwish - Glow Stick Garters
Boots: Normandy - Stasis Boots
Pose: FOXCITY - Glitz, Pose 1
Girl Monster: Evil Baby - Dinogirl Plushie (Available until April 22nd at Planet 29)
Other Monster: MishMish - Scawy Monsters
Trees: FOXCITY. - Potted Wireframe Mood Plant
Columns: Krescendo - Neon Edged Pillar (Available Saturday 9th & Sunday 10th for Happy Weekend)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Royal Hall in Stylised (Available until April 22nd at Uber) 

That Long Drive Home...

Being stuck at home in bed for so long I'm left to think far too much... While I'm trying to put the ideas out of my mind, about how close I came to not being here anymore, it's getting harder to be without my family... I've heard though that Mum and Dad have booked a trip to come over and see me, and it's making everything feel a little better - like a medicine for the soul... 

It's not quite going home and spending time in the UK, which always feels like a chance to heal just by breathing the air - which I don't care what anyone says the air is different in the UK than it is in the Netherlands LOL... 
However, it's still a feeling of coming home, having the chance to be able to give my parents a hug and be in their presence. In RL, I'd be taking a a trip with a car packed with goodies and my favourite plushie - that I've had since I was a tiny baby - but in SL he doesn't exist and this adorable Doodle Pup - from Foxwood for the Saturday Sale this weekend - is a close fit to how he'd look if he was real hehe... 
One of my favourite things in this picture though, is this adorable "Arielle" Crop Top - from Decoy during this weekend's Happy Weekend Sale - and although I've always LOVED Decoy because of it's creative designs and beautiful colour collections, I recently had the honour of being invited to blog for the store too... I'm so excited, and two lots of good news today make me a very happy girl!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Lamb - Elvira in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: duckie - Frames (Available until February 4th at Cozyfest)
Necklace: duckie - Marie Collar in Black / Silver
Top: Decoy - Arielle Crop Top in SE White (Available this weekend for Happy Weekend)
Pants: AsteroidBox - Nicole Pants in Stripes
Pose: FOXCITY -High Flyer, Pose 7
Dog: Foxwood - Doodle Pup
Car Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - ClubBLACK
Street Backdrop: Synnergy - Neighborhood Backdrop 

Stuck in Bed

So I'm back home now as I said before, and I've finally gotten myself set up so that I can have some access to my PC... I think right now that I need some sanity, I need to be able to have a little access to SL and perhaps I have the chance now to be able to get myself into my blog?! Baby steps, but I need something to do to take my mind off the pain... 

Right now, I'm curled up on the bed that was loaned to me from the health care companies so that I have a place to heal... It's not ideal, it's right in the middle of my living room, but we've rigged up a computer to it, and I have the TV so I guess I'll have to wait for the comforts of my own bed... 
Right now though, I guess having access to the TV, my cellphone - thanks to the new Boutique #187 Precious Phone for Happy Weekend - and a computer, being forced to spend all the time in my Pyjamas - or in Rudh's case one of my favourite sets of soft fluffy robe and nightshirt sets called Clem from miss chelsea - checking and rechecking my temperature, taking pills as ordered by my doctors and make sure I look after myself with some delicious bowls of hot soup to make me feel better... I LOVED this kinda soup when I was a little kid, and when I'm sick it comes second only to Chicken Noodle as my healing soup of choice, but how can anyone turn down a bowl of delicious Alphabet Soup - from Junk Food, served with Crackers and a glass of water, available at Blanc until January 25th - my only question for you now as I tuck into my delicious soup is, what can you spell with yours?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Morning Hairstyle
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Sick Face: Izzie's - Sick Face
Ice Pack & Thermometer: Sari-Sari - Am Sick Gacha Items
Robe & Pyjamas: miss chelsea - Clem Robe in Navy Stripes
Slippers: REIGN - Funkette Slipper Slides
Pose: FOXCITY - Lazy, Pose 1m
Phone: Boutique #187 - Precious Phone Case (Available this weekend for Happy Weekend!)
Soup & Food: Junk Food - Alphabet Soup (Available until January 25th at Blanc)
Tissues: Junk Food - Tissues Box
Pill Bottle: MadPea - Hangover Cure Kit in Vitamins
Tray: {vespertine} - Autumn Morning Bed Tray.
Pills: LEMME - Pill mess
Notebook: 8f8 - Written in the Stars Gacha Item in Pisces Diary
Bed: dust bunny - Sweet Dreams Collection in Wingback Bed 

Wonderland isn't so Mad, except the Hatter... She's INSANE!

The weather outside today is VERY cold and we actually have thick snow for the first time in a few years in the Netherlands, and I'll admit - that just like when it gets too hot - I'm not a fan of now. I get so worried that I will slip, in fact I usually have a habit of doing just that and never end up landing on my soft smushy butt! 
So I'm avoiding the cold and staying inside where it's warm - a great way to keep people locked down why didn't they think of this sooner lol - and I'm going to let my imagination slip off into a dark and twisted fantasy world, a place that looks so pretty yet hides a darker and much more twisted secret... After all, everyone know the story of Alice in Wonderland, but how many have experienced the Adventures in Mad Wonderland... 

Since the story of Wonderland was first written by Lewis Carroll, there have been many different variations on the characters contained within his world, and each and every one has it's own twist on the madness... Sometimes I have trouble deciding which I'd prefer to be - yes I think about it sometimes in the dark late nights - but it seems that today I landed myself into a very Hatterish themed frame of mind... The outfit just falling together as it was natural, and I admit that I'm a little darker than the scene I'm in but that's the twisted beauty of Wonderland... It can be a world full of hidden surprises hehe... 
My outfit today was actually - believe it or not - inspired by the amazing new Gacha collection from Misschevious, that will be available from ROMP on February 10th, which is a set of body wounds and tattoos based on Wonderland Madness... I chose to wear this soft, subtle set of Star Bites, and then the Rare Hatter scars, which of course is why I had to bring the Mad Hatter to life in my own Rudhish way... Of course she needed a hat - so I made life difficult by wearing the old Magician hair from Wasabi when it used to be Wasabi Pills LOL, and added some crazy almost Jokerish items like these amazing ROKINS Glasses - available for 60L as a part of Happy Weekend Sales. 

What is she wearing; 
Hat & Hair: Wasabi Pills (Rebranded to Wasabi) - Magician Hair 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Glasses: ROKINS - Glasses in Smile Die 
Mouth Wound: [MJN] - DeepCut 
Upper Collar: Kibitz - Leather Collar in Insane 
Lower Choker: Blah - Crystal Heart Choker 
Necklace: Kibitz - Happy Facey Necklace in Yellow 
Shawl: CURELESS - Red Queen's Realm Gacha Item in Cheshire's Shawl BLACKWHITE 
Jacket: Moon Elixir x MUSE - Dripping in Luxury Coat in Onyx 
Star Bruises: Misschevious - Mag Gacha Blogger Item in Star Bites BOM (Coming February 11th to ROMP)
Wounds:  Misschevious - Mag Gacha Blogger Item in Mad at the Hatter RARE BOM (Coming February 11th to ROMP)
Dress: The Rotting Lab - Near Slip in Black 
Pose: FOXCITY - Boss Babe, Pose 3 

The Concoction of Potion

It's Sunday, and that means one thing... The week is about to start and I am REALLY not ready for it. I don't really want to have to be a grown up anymore, I'd like to go back to the carefree days, when I could just hide out in my bedroom as a teenager... 
Rudh has decided to do just that... Find a dark cosy corner where she can sit with a coffee, and maybe something yum, and cast one or two little spells!

As she sat in the cosy comfortable loft space she was surrounded by a collection of her pretty Witchy Witchcraft things - a set that I was super lucky to win from LEMME at the new round of Equal10. The Tarot Cards, a Crystal Ball and some trinkets to help me prep these adorable little bottles of potion for those in need. Armed with a Donut and a Cinnamon Dulce Coldbrew Coffee - from Reign - and a smoke to get her started, she sits still, calm... That is until the little Moonlight Foxes discovered her hiding place and all hell broke loose! Still, if I can get them calm down a little, I have the "Forgotten Skull" - a Happy Weekend release from FIKA by the way - that I need to for a 'forget your ex' potion... All I need is time to make it up... 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Magika - Midnight 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Earrings: LEMME - Witchy, Witchcraft Starter Kit Gacha Items in MoonChild Earrings Black(Available until October 5th at Equal10) 
Top: Hilly Haalan - Ariyah T-Shirt 
Body Glitter: Ladybird - Body Glitter in Blush 
Shorts: #EMPIRE - Jeans Shorts 
Stockings: Psycho Barbie - Hex Stockings 
Boots: CULT - Bubble Bow Boots 
Pose: Secret Poses - Cigarro, Pose 3M (Available at Discount until September 13th for Happy Weekend) 
Witch Decor: LEMME - Witchy, Witchcraft Starter Kit Gacha Items (Available until October 5th at Equal10)
Skull: FIKA - Forgotten Skull in Silver (Available at Discount until September 13th for Happy Weekend) 
Foxes: MishMish - Moonlight Fox Deco in Gold 
Coffee: REIGN - Coffee Talk Cold Drew in Cinnamon Dulce  
Doughnuts:  REIGN - Baked Goods in Glaze Donut 
Sofa: Oubliette - Oracle Cushion Sofa 
Cushions: Oubliette - Star Pillows Gacha Items 
Chair: Oubliette - Witchy Chair RARE Gacha Item 
Books with Keys: Nutmeg - Books & Keys v1 
Chest: Nutmeg - Countryside Dream Wooden Chest 
Rug: Birdy - Boudoir Gacha Item in Rug Pink 
House: Trompe Loeil - Palmer Lodge (Current Free Gift) 

Don't Raise Hell Babies, Wear Zombie Slobs!

 I felt like doing something cuteish - well as cute as my demonic me would allow at the moment anyway. For some reason, I've been loving my darker self again recently and the prettiness of spring has been replaced by the demonic me as we force ourselves through summer and head to the best season of the year!

Until we get to that, this little demon is finally being allowed out of her shell and she's going to cause some chaos... Starting with a little naughtiness... 

She's heading out to the 18+ venues to raise a little Hell, I'll be good though and bring the condoms... They are Zombie Slob Condoms - coming soon from Zombie Suicide at FaMESHed X - brandishing slogans on her awesome shirt from miss.chelsea, and the amazing new release necklaces from FIKA that are available as a special for 60L Happy Weekends until Monday when they go back to normal price! They come in 4 colours, lots of fun and you will no doubt see me wearing them all LOL... 

Raise Hell Babies, but not if you're wearing some Zombie Slobs?! LOL what an advertising slogan!

What is she wearing; 

Horns: DOUX - Demon Hairstyle in Reds 

Hair: DOUX - Jennie Hairstyle 

Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 

Eyes: Suicidal Unborn - Phantom Eyes 

Eye Make-Up: [NoRush] - Infinity Makeup (Available until August 18th at Outre) 

Nose Piercing: CryBunBun - Kelly Nose Piercing

Lip Piercing: Suicidal Unborn - Medusa Piercing 

Lipstick: Suicidal Unborn - Lovesick Lip Gloss 

Condoms: Zombie Suicide - Zombie Slob Condoms (Coming soon to FaMESHed X) 

Necklace: Fika - Plate Necklace in Silver (Available now for 60L Happy Weekend until Monday!) 

Top: miss chelsea - Eris Tank in Raise Hell (Available until August 12th at N21)

Top: miss chelsea - Eris Tank in Grey Plaid (Available until August 12th at N21)

Pose: FOXCITY - Sweet, Pose 1 

Backdrop: PALETO - CLUB18 

Plant: hive - areca palm plant