Can you hear that rumbling in the distance... It's the sound of hundreds, if not thousands, of Secondlife's residents stamping their feet, pawing the ground and getting ready to charge... The biggest event of the quater is coming, and no matter if you love or hate it, The Arcade is always a major talking point.
Personally myself I am a yardsale shopper... I know that some designers are a little anti yardsales, but if I want things to have a complete set then I will always check out a yardsale to collect things. I have no problem with gacha machines in which I wouldn't mind what colour or design I get but for full collections, I just cannot afford to keep hitting a game of chance!
Anyway, before the craziness of The Arcade starts tomorrow, I am sending you a picture of my personal beachy heaven... The place I am relaxing before I join the other crazy shoppers to get my Arcade goodies...
The beach is a little slice of paradise, totally alone and peaceful... I jumped off my boat and found that the last person who'd found this deserted beach had thoughtfully left their hammock hanging for me.
Unloading my cooler and grabbing my beach towel tote, I skipped up the beach before heading back to grab the table and pop-up BBQ that I brought with me...
But it was the food that I am most looking forward too... Kebab skewers and shrimp on the barbeque, chips and dips and MMMMM look at that watermelon!!!
Makes heaven just that little bit more heavenly. The Lost Junction Surfy Snacks - available at the Arcade from tomorrow - are perfect for the beach and are making me hungry in RL...
Time to go find some lunch!!!
What is in the Picture;
Food: [Lost Junction] - Surfy Snacks Gacha Items (Available June 1st - 30th at The Arcade)
Table: [nefarious.inventions] - Drafted Gacha Items in Case Table
BBQ: Sari-Sari - BBQ Party in Meat Grill RARE
Magazine: LISP - Sunbathing Set in Pink
Hammock: [we're CLOSED] - Wood Hammock in Light
Bag: dust bunny - Beach Towel Tote in Chevron
Sunglasses: KITJA - Sunglasses in Silver (Past Gift)
Cooler: [Consignment] - Open Road Collection in Cooler Blue
Boat: [we're CLOSED] - Row Boat
Drama has been hanging around like a bad smell since Friday, and tainting what should have been a relaxing weekend, before the crappy start of my week in the RL offices, with the stench of crazy rotten...
I'm going to start my week off with something fun because frankly I'm done with this stupid drama... For now, something I really enjoy... Something to bring a smile to my face - I warn you now though this post does contain one of my rambling rants, but before the rant, the thing that made me smile...
Stroking his Ego...
That's right... Mongo is not only one of my best friends, he's also damn good to look at... So when I heard about someone having commented that egos were being stroked, and I had already planned on using this pose, it all seemed to come together so well... Stroke his ego, get a great picture out of it, and perhaps give a subtle nod to the fact that if you're going to talk smack about someone then Facebook is not the best place to do it!!!
The pose is one that has been released by Come Soon for Kinky Monthly - available at the event until June 22nd - it's all about Sexy Fitness... I mean OK I'm helping him with his weight training - that's the fitness part - and to stroke our egos a little more, you can see where the Sexy part comes in - we're both Sexy, yes that's right LOL... It's hard being that modest, glad I don't have to do it on a daily basis... All that constant stroking of our egos is such hard work, especially when apparently I'm not stroking the egos of others properly! Still Mongo doesn't seem to complain hehe...
What is she wearing;
(I didn't have time to get Mongo's outfit list, so if you want to know anything of what he is wearing, please feel free to ask and I will find out!)
Hair: Truth - Kora in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Top: Apple May Designs - Tied Tops in Black
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You (Available until June 22nd at Kinky Monthly)
Shorts: Addams - Paloma Short with Laces
Boots: REIGN - All Star Thigh Highs (Available until June 12th at No.21)
Pose: Come Soon - Sexy Fitness 01 (Available until June 22nd at Kinky Monthly)
The weekend has been busy, and there have been battle fought in both worlds, OH and it's only just Sunday morning... Thank goodness it's Sunday morning and we still have a day of what should be peace... Feeling bruised and sore, I for one am definitely taking today easy, no if's ands or buts about it!
To share the feeling of soreness - Lol is that even a real word, I'm not sure anymore lol - I found a picture of Rudh I took on a night out recently...
Poor Rudh, she's been dancing all night... Her feet hurt, but can you really blame them when you see the height of the heels that she's subjected them too?! Gorgeous heels, a pair of Desdemonia Heels from Petite Mort by the way, but still a pair that would give even the bravest person vertigo... No wonder her feet are sore LOL...
Her dress - a Petite Mort "Selene" dress in a nude tone - was also a bad idea, no wonder she cannot sit elegantly on the floor as she tried to soothe her sore feet LOL... HOT DRESS, not so good for sitting in as it's skin tight LOL...
Perfect for performing at the Sable Club, not so good for dancing the night away perhaps LOL...
Anyone want to come rub my sore feet?
What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Friday
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Lipstick: {PSYCHO.Byts} - Hecate Lipsticks
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Dress: Petite Mort - Selene Dress in Nudie (Available until June 4th at The Dark Style Fair 3)
Shoes: Petite Mort - Desdemonia (Available until June 4th at The Dark Style Fair 3)
Pose: Signature Pose - On Your Own - Pose Set 017 (Available until June 2nd at GEN:Neutral)
Sometimes you just have to let go...
Things have been boiling to a head again within the MC that I call my family, and last night was a breaking point for one of our members. It's a times like this that I always feel fairly unhappy - especially when it comes to being ditched as a friend without the person even taking the time to talk to me personally...
So this morning, while things are quiet, I am going to let go... I'm going to dancing in a field of flowers, and frolick with the fae folk, just so that I can clear my head...
At a gorgeous location called TELRUNYA - the Forest of Dreams - is a hidden flower patch, deep in the woodland... If you're lucky you can find the Fae Folk here... This is where I chose to go dancing.
Dressed in a Leilani Floral Romper Suit - so that I could blend in and get lost within the flowers - I danced... The heels I was wearing were perhaps not the best of shoes, but when the fairies gave me a wreath of violets - a flower that means watchfulness in it's blue colour and taking a chance on happiness in it's white - I took it as a good omen...
What is she wearing;
Hair Flowers: LODE - Violets Wreath in Apple Blossom
Hair: Magika - Summer in 02
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Outfit: CandyDoll - Leilani Floral Cinque Romper
Shoes: #EMPIRE - Azalea
Pose: Signature Pose - On One Leg - Pose Set 016 (Available until June 2nd at GEN:Neutral)
Today I am working in the office again - I am normally free from this depressing place on Wednesdays and Thursdays - but what makes Fridays one of the worst week days for me is that it is usually Fridays in which I will be the days I have to be face to face with my boss - someone I have recently started referring to as "CuntyBollocks"... I don't like using that word - ya know the one with the C - but seriously this man is the most infuriating, childlike, wannabe dictator I've ever met. What makes it worse it that we as a team have tried to file complaints against him - he's our team leader too by the way - they just tell us he's "special"...
Today is going to be hard, I have to bite my tongue... I've only been working a short while and already I want to tell him he's as useless as a wet mop with ideas of grandeur and power!
Luckily while I was playing around with Rudh the other day making photos, I found one of the set I'd taken worked PERFECTLY for the feeling of the day...
Taken at the Rainy Alley in Bay City, Rudh was dressed wearing a shirt that proudly proclaimed "From the Bottom of My Heart, I Don't Care" - a Toast creation, available at Suicide Dollz now - and a pair of sunglasses that weren't so useful in the rain but really helped her to Censor what she said... You can get these glasses from Violetility at the Dark Style Fair until June 4th... Never know when some censoring will come in handy right?!
Thank God It's Friday... Thank goodness I don't have to see him tomorrow and thank goodness my other boss is much easier to work with!
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Coco in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Glasses: Violetility - Censor Sunglasses (Available until June 4th at The Dark Style Fair 3)
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Top: Toast - From the Bottom of my Heart Tank Top (Available until June 3rd at Suicide Dollz)
Pants: Blueberry - Pizza in Midnight
Boots: REIGN - All Star Thigh Highs (Available until June 12th at No.21)
Pose: Signature Pose - To Good To Be True
HellBone is one of the hardest people in the entirety of SL to get to sit still so that he can pose for the pictures I take. He's also fairly picky about what he will pose in too LOL... I mean trying to get him to sit still is one thing, but trying to make him pose me with me in something that could be considered a little bit sexy and he's running away faster than shoppaholics run at a bargain sale.
Yet sometimes, rarely and more likely if it's with his besties than with me, he will pose... Mainly because I get stroppy, but sometimes a girl has to do these things to get what she wants LOL...
This was one of those times, I don't think I could have done this pose with ANYONE else - maybe with the exception of my bestieface - but it had to be HellBone...
The pose is a new one that Come Soon has released at their mainstore and on marketplace... This time it is in association with a store I've never heard of before called Your Dreams. Apparently Your Dreams is a store that specialises in making décor for weddings, which may be why I have never heard of it LOL... I did pop over to take a look, and things are very beautifully made - stylish and well textured - so if I ever was going to get married officially in SL then I'd make this a stop on my shopping tour! Anyway, went off on a ramble there LOL, but the new pose is called "I + You", it's so cute but it's definitely something I needed my hubby for!
As for all the stuff I'm wearing, I finally went through my LuxeBox... I know I am slow at it... To be totally honest with you, there were a few really nice things in the box but I'm not entirely sure I'd have bought them if they were released alone. It was fun for the gamble but I don't think I'll be paying out again in June... I was a little disappointed! I'm sure others will tell me I'm crazy, but although I loved the gamble I don't think I can afford the risk of getting things that are cute but not my style again... There are so many cool things coming... The Arcade is coming... I know that 1000L would be better spent elsewhere!
Still, early Thursday morning and you've had a rant and a little love mixed up like a perfectly edible breakfast... But I think it's time I actually found some breakfast, because my tummy needs a little love hehe...
What is she wearing;
Rudh:
Hair: Truth - Kora in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Top: Foxes - Vintage Tied Tees (May Luxe Box Exclusive)
Pants: Blueberry - Pizza in Midnight
Boots: REIGN - All Star Thigh Highs (Available until June 12th at No.21)
Hell:
Hair: NO.MATCH - No Rest
Skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Judas B5a T2
Sunglasses: [The Forge] - Maverick Sunglasses in Black/Blue
Watch: ::ZED:: - MESH Leather Watch Bracelet
Boots: Lapointe & Bastchild - Swear "Ranger" Cargo Pants
Boots: [Gos] - Triumph Boot
Pose: Come Soon - I + You
Tuesdays suck, and unlike Monday, when I can be slightly optimistic that the week will be OK - I'm still slightly glazed from the weekends usually - Tuesdays will always be the worst day of the week... Being stuck in the office doesn't really help either - can you tell that I don't like my job all that much LOL - but I'd rather be anywhere else... As of right now though, if I could be anywhere, it would be somewhere fun with lots of live music and crazy goings on... A festival perhaps?!
Of course in RL I would be dressed a little differently, and possibly a little more muddy, but in SL Rudh can look like the elite that head to that Coachella festival in America somewhere... Never paid much attention to it, but the boho chic always seems to be the theme of the dress there!
The Skirt is so gorgeous that I couldn't resist sharing it, best part though is that it's FREE if you're in the Petite Mort Group. Yep it's the May group gift!
I accesorised with a gorgeous Tassle Necklace from (Yummy) and added a few quirky things including this awesome Fashion Hungry Egg Bag - from nefarious.inventions - and the cute purple hippy Mittens Cat - from Lassitude & Ennui - both of which are available until May 31st at the Gacha Garden, so you don't have long to go grab them!
Anyway, it's Wednesday Morning now... I hope that the Tuesday bleh is OVER...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Hailey
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black
Necklace: (Yummy) - Leather Tassle Necklace in Red
Top: Blueberry - Tank Top (Group Gift)
Bag: [nefarious.inventions] - Fashion Hungry in Egg (Available until May 31st at The Gacha Garden)
Cat: lassitude & ennui - Mittens Cat in Flower Cat SOI (Available until May 31st at The Gacha Garden)
Skirt: Petite Mort - Festival Skirt (May Group Gift)
Pose: Image Essentials - Show Me The Shoes Pose 5
SecondLife is a world of fantasies... Some are admittedly more realistic than others, but even creating a 2.4 lifestyle with the partner of your dreams in the virtual world is considered as living a fantasy to many people outside of SL. Even my SL is a fantasy of being a curvacious barbie doll, that is secretary of a Biker MC.
Yet even in my SL there are fantasies and realities LOL... Seems strange to admit that but let me elaborate with the help of some new poses from Come Soon...
The Fantasy looks something a little like this...
The seductive side of me would love to live out some fantasies of luring unsuspecting men into her bedroom... It may have happened once upon a time, before I met HellBone, but now days I am a good girl - flirting aside - still, that fantasy lingers and I am allowed to dress up occasionally and at least hint at it hehe... The pose - Come Soon's "Waiting for" Pose, which is available at the new round of Suicide Dollz - and the gorgeous Renee Lingerie that is available from BE Designs.
Yet the Reality of things would be more like this...
Wearing something a little more comfortable and heading to bed alone with her teddy bear... Her comfortable, yet still cute underwear is a set from The Untitled called Sexyness... It's the kind of underwear that would still be OK to be caught wearing, but it's more comfortable than seduction undies!
The pose used for the reality shot is another Come Soon Pose, this time called "Tomorrow" and this one is actually a cute couple pose with a male pose sprawled out over the bed. I love the fact that the female aspect of this pose works with or without male participation - pretty much like the fantasy scenarios too LOL...
Perhaps it's time to start living the dream - or the fantasies?! Though not entirely sure if Hell would be too happy with that LOL...
What is she wearing;
Fantasy:
Hair: Truth - May (Available until May 31st at Enchantment)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Lingerie: BE Designs - Renee in Black
Pose: Come Soon - Waiting For (Available until June 3rd at Suicide Dollz)
Reality:
Hair: Magika - Checkpoint in Hud 02
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Underwear: The Untitled - Sexyness in Red & White
Bear: <:*BoOgErS*:> - Snooze Bear
Pose: Come Soon - Tomorrow (Available until June 2nd at Pose Lover)
I am working in my SL job at the moment but it seems to be fairly quiet, so whilst I am watching the chat I thought "why not talk to you a little more?!"
What to talk about though? Perhaps I will tell you a little more about something I've shared with you here in the past, which is the fact that I am still trying to learn to take better pictures of furnishing and non-people filled locations.
This time I heard a strange noise coming from Hell's Doody Man hideout...
Someone had broken into the Boys man cave and was trying to steal their gold. Luckily the place was booby trapped and all of the boys war treasures - including their stacks of BAMSE gold and their BUENO safe - was left where it should be... The poor dead guy needs a name, I'll just call him Michael... Tough Luck Michael, better luck next time?!
His blood was all over the place though, I have no idea what they set up as a booby trap!?
Blood is something that seems to be a nefarious.inventions creation... Maybe something that you can get at the latest round of the Fantasy Gacha Carnival perhaps?
What is in the photo;
Body: xin + toro - Tough Luck Michael Gacha Item
Blood: [nefarious.inventions] - Splish Splash (Available until June 7th at the Fantasy Gacha Carnival)
Gold & Trolley: :BAMSE: - War Treasures Gacha Items
Safe & Money: BUENO - Stash House Gacha Items
Hehe well this is embarrassing... No one was meant to see me testing out what it would feel like to wear a halo... Ooops! I had to prop it up on my little horns so that I could see it, and the thing wouldn't stay on... It's almost like I'm not meant to wear a halo or be angelic!!! But hey, when someone leaves a Halo laying around, you can't help yourself but see how it would look right?!
The halo and horns actually come as a set from ShiZZo - the super cute accessories store that is owned by one half of the awesome Signature Pose team, Shilenni - and you too can pick up a halo that is just laying around at GEN:Neutral until June 2nd.
While I'm showing off the new horns that I got, I should also mention a few other things... Things like these adorable face piercings from The Horror! - which come in light and dark versions and a range of colours for each set - or the nose piercing that I picked up at Bokeh... I mean I know padlocks are not meant to go through the nose but it just looked so cute!!! My collar says it all... The Kibitz Leather Collars say it like it is, and I think I have the right one for me too!
For now though maybe I should just put the halo back and hope that I don't get into trouble for trying it on LOL...
What is she wearing;
Horns: ShiZZo - Hornalo (Available until June 2nd at GEN:Neutral)
Hair: TRUTH - Coco in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Cheek Piercing: The Horror! - Moonchild Jewels in Black, Darks (Available until May 28th at Depraved Nation Thrift Store)
Nose Piercing: Bokeh - Padlock Septum & Earrings Set in Gold (Available until June 4th at The Dark Style Fair 3)
Collar: Kibitz - Leather Collar in Psycho (Available until June 7th at the Fantasy Gacha Carnival)
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Top: SPIRIT - Hip Top in White (Available until June 6th at Collabor88)
Pose: Signature Pose - Let the Sun Shine - Pose Set 015 (Available until June 2nd at GEN:Neutral)
HellBone is away today, he's taking part in the BACA 100 Miles ride out, and so I am home alone all day... What am I going to do with myself?!
First thing´s first... I'm going to sneak into his secret Doody Man hideout house - not so secret anymore is it Hell mwhahahahaha - and I'm going to decorate the upper part of his house. I mean I have some lovely furnishings I just need somewhere to put them LOL...
All of my new furniture comes from nefarious.inventions - and you too can grab some for yourself at their location at Whimsical. Bear in mind that this is a gacha, but seriously you cannot complain too much, all of this lovely repurposed furniture makes such great décor, and who knew there was so much you could do with old doors?!
Standing back with my hands on my hips, admiring the work that I've put into the sombre house, I can't help but admire my new outfit too... Petite Mort made the Parker outfit - and it is available at the Birthday round of Trés Chic - each part of this outfit comes in a handful of different colours and as individual pieces, which means this outfit is not only really cute, but it's totally versatile too!!! Awesome for the mix-n-match pieces every wardrobe must have!
Now that I have started my day I think I'm going to take a shower and pamper myself a little LOL...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - May (Available until May 31st at Enchantment)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Shirt: Petite Mort - Parker Shirt in Flrl Chambray (Available until June 10th at Tres Chic)
Top: Petite Mort - Parker Halter in Pink (Available until June 10th at Tres Chic)
Skirt: Petite Mort - Parker Skirt in Darkwash (Available until June 10th at Tres Chic)
Pose: Signature Pose - To Good to be True - Pose Set 016 (Available until June 2nd at GEN:Neutral)
Furniture: [nefarious.inventions] - repurposed Gacha Items (Available until June 8th at Whimsical)
House: Apple Fall - Rural Farmhouse RARE
Sometimes the bad girl side of my mind takes over and I find myself having kinkier thoughts than normal hehe... I'm naturally a fairly submissive person, even though you wouldn't necessarily believe me. Most people think that because I'm loud and crazy that I'm kidding when I say I'm submissive but that is mostly just a front, to hide the shy and insecure side of myself... I will admit that if I am wearing a collar, I can be a bit of a handful, but that has never been much of a problem for those holding the keys to my collar!
Being marked with a collar, and even other things, was something that always used to make me feel good about myself...
I haven't been truly active like this for a while, save for photography but sometimes the photographs help with subduing the kinky side of me... As do some of the SL Shopping events, ROMP for example! Now I know that Romp has come and gone recently, but whilst I was there I grabbed myself the cutest play toy from Ama and even though Romp has now closed, I can't resist sharing it with you!
Cuffed with a ribbon - from [Fetch] - and wearing my leash down my back - a collar from MoDANNA - I was warmed by the fire. I say I was warmed but actually it was a dual purpose... Something else was also being warmed by the fire... Something that would mark me as a plaything, a Branding Iron - from Ama - with it's heart shaped brand was being prepared!
I'd cry out as it scarred my skin, but that single moment and the after-care that followed would be something that I'd find both truly enjoyable and deeply meaningful... Once the scar is there, I'm going no where!!
What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Clutter
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Collar: MoDANNA - Leash Chokers in Black
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black
Corset: [Etchaflesh] - Colorblind Nymh Underbust Corset
Binding: [Fetch] - Bow Cuffs
Brand & Wound: Ama. : Heart Branding Iron and Marks
Pose: Signature Pose - Kinda Shy
I kinda hit a brick wall this morning, I have posts ready to share with you but once I started to write something I felt myself stop! It was like I don't know what to say, and that is weird because I ALWAYS have something to say LOL... BUT I was cruising through the blogs this morning, looking for what other people are up to and I realised that Strawberry Singh has restarted some of her Monday Meme posts... I LOVED doing those! I also loved the Disney Bounding Posts I used to do too, maybe I should restart doing those, but for now I have something to talk about hehe... I'm going to share with you my "Never Have I's" posted in Berry's challenge!
One of the things for the Never have I that won't feature in the list I am sure, is about singing live, either in SL or in RL... I'm wayyyyyyyyyyy too bad at singing for that and even HellBone tells me to shut up when I do LOL... BUT I do love to sing when I'm alone... So using the microphone that I found at a junk sale - but which actually comes with this awesome Come Soon pose that you can grab at the main store - and this cute little portable radio from Tee*fy, I am going to sing my little heart out while working on Berry's Monday Meme "Never have I" questions...
* Never have I ever had sex, in Second Life. – Pft... I don't think anyone would believe me if I tried to say I haven't. There is only one person I know that hasn't and that's HellBone, but that's another story!
* Never have I ever visited a sex sim, in Second Life. – I have. I used to go to them a lot, prior to meeting HellBone, BUT I have also been to them more recently as some of them have the best decorators owning them and they make such pretty picture locations!
* Never have I ever been an escort or stripper, in Second Life. – I was a stripper. I worked with a guy who thought he was a gangster Mafia type deal... Long story LOL...
* Never have I ever been in porn videos in Second Life. – If there are any, I wasn't aware of them... If you did make any, I'd love to see them hehe
* Never have I ever done things that may be illegal in the real world, in Second Life. – That's a tough one... I mean I've been seen smoking spliffs in SL but I live in Amsterdam in RL so it's not illegal... Maybe having sex in public places? I mean that's illegal in RL right hehe
* Never have I ever created an ALT for secret activities, in Second Life. – Nope... I have one avatar and one only. I haven't got the time or money for two!
* Never have I ever had a one night stand, in Second Life. – Shamefully I will admit there was a time when I would go out to the SL clubs just to find a playmate for the evening... Funnily enough I never did that in RL... Something about inhibitions in SL right?!
* Never have I ever been part of a roleplay community, in Second Life. – Well I guess I am, I mean the SL MC world is kinda roleplaying the Biker community of RL... I wouldn't say that I was ever in a real RP community though.
* Never have I ever discovered a new fetish, because of Second Life. – Not discovered a new fetish, I've learnt a LOT about what other people find sexy... Not that I am interested in these things though.
* Never have I ever done things in Second Life that I wouldn't admit to my friends or family. – I don't think I'd actually admit to all of the sexual things I've done in SL. They don't really understand the cyber stuff, but no my family know pretty much most things!
I missed working on these, there may be more to come soon, and possibly even more Disney Bounding too... that would be fun right?!
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Kyra in Reds RARE
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Necklace: >glYph< - Poisonous Necklace in Rubin Special Edition (Gift Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Top: Blueberry - Tank Top (Group Gift)
Dress: [sYs] - DEVOTION in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Pose: Come Soon - Scream
Radio: Tee*fy - Retro Portable Radio Printed Paper in Pink
Getting back to normality has been hard, hence why I am still talking about it I guess, but there have been a few things that have helped to make it a little easier! As soon as I logged into SL and was able to catch up on the shopping that I'd missed and the blogger boxes that I had been sent, it felt better, but it was being back around the people that I'd left behind when I went on holiday that made things feel much more like a proper home coming! Being able to chat with my bestie, and then having the MC there was just like going from my RL family, back to my SL one, which did help to ease the homesickness a little...
Then Mongo came online... It was like being back with a giant teddy bear... One that enjoyed the simple things in SL, like playing with his toy car on my teeny mountain butt!
YES I KNOW, it's a Come Soon Pose - called "Vruuuumm" - which you can get your hands on at the Depraved Nation Thrift Store until May 28th, but it's definitely one of the most realistic sorts of poses that I've used Mongo as a model for LOL... I mean the sexy ones are great, but this is more like how things truly are at the Gators LOL...
Least I can say for sure that although I've been away, it looks like nothing much has changed hehe...
What is she wearing;
(If you want any information about what Mongo is wearing, please feel free to ask me and I will get the details for you. He wouldn't stay online long enough for me to get his outfit list after this was taken LOL!)
Hair: TRUTH - Coco in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
PJs: Dead Dollz - Sawyer in Blue
Pose: Come Soon - Vruuuumm (Available until May 28th at Depraved Nation Thrift Store)
I have that feeling of my first day home from England blues that I get every time I've been over visiting the family and I have to come back to Holland. It's not that I don't like Holland, I guess that even after 6 years of living there I still don't feel very at home... Everything still feels foreign and it's something that over long periods of time definitely wears me down.
I feel dead sometimes as I have to leave everything I grew up with behind...
Dead but not so diseased looking as Rudh has been known to look I suppose... Sometimes it makes me feel good to make her look dead on the outside though lol - does that sound weird?
The wounds are some kind of plague from Suicide Gurls - available until May 24th at Kawaii Pon-Pon - and to try to cure the disease they have had to remove my nipples. One last thing to try and heal me is from the witch doctor that is (Yummy). The Witness Necklace was from a past round of We <3 RP, but the best cure seems to have been the Hardcore Pasties - from Mad' - La Boucherie, it was a harsh cure carving my nipples off but one that my MC sister Tila found which may have in fact worked!
What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Kizzy in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Eyes: {PSYCHO.Byts} - Zombie Eyes
Face & Hand Wounds: Suicide Gurls - Creepy Ghidora Tattoo (Available until May 24th at Kawaii Pon-Pon)
Necklace: (Yummy) - Witness Necklace in White
Chest Wounds: Mad' - La Boucherie - Hardcore Pasties
Corset: [Etchaflesh] - Colorblind Nymh Underbust Corset
Pose: Image Essentials - Feminine Touch 7
We just got home from our holiday to visit my family in the UK and although weary from the travelling, I am finding myself busy with unpacking as RL kicks in and takes over again tomorrow...
One of the worst things about going away is the unpacking... I hate having to open a suitcase after it's been closed for a good few hours, and find everything smelling of stinky stuffs...
Rudh totally agrees with me, as you can tell... Packing anything and then coming home always smells, but she's made the right decision to unpack her dirty laundry in Hell's Secret "Doody Man" Hideout... No one would notice the extra smell... Perhaps a gas mask might have been more helpful for her though...
The pose is a new release from Image Essentials for The Depraved Nation Thrift Shop, called Stinky... I've never had smelly feet but damn the shoes in my suitcase today were NOT pleasant LOL...
Guess I had better go and throw some laundry into the machine...
What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Truth - Armelle in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Necklace: LAZYBONES - Spike Choker in Black
Dress: GizzA - Lulu Sweater with Shirt in Black/Grey
Pose: Image Essentials - Stinky (Available until May 28th at Depraved Nation Thrift Shop)
I'm sorry that I have been so quiet for the last few days, I am still currently on holiday in England, but as we are having a quiet Sunday you may get a couple out of me today. I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon and already there is a feeling of dread at having to leave my childhood home behind me. I know that it won't be long until I am back but you know how it is, it's always a pull at the heartstrings to walk away.
Still, for today at least we have some very gorgeous weather and I will be chillaxing in the shade with a glass of something cold, talking to my mum and sister while dad is dragged out by HellBone.
Mum and Dad's garden is FULL of flowers, and so this pre-preppared photo that I had of Rudh really feels like she could have been lost in the garden amongst them.
Not that the clover flowers of this gorgeous Double Flower headband from ((Lovely Alien)) would be seen in the grass... Dad keeps feeding them to my sisters guinea pigs.
Time to go out into the garden... Maybe I will talk to you later on again hehe...
What is she wearing;
Hair Flowers: ((Lovely Alien)) - Double Flower Headband in Pink
Leaves: Persefona - Leaves Wreath in Dark Green
Hair: Truth - Kora in Colours
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Butterfly: :Moon Amore: - Mariposas SINGLE butterfly
Lipstick: {PSYCHO.Byts} - Green Tester Lipstick
Necklace: Cute Poison - Cherry Blossom Necklace
Pose: Signature Pose - Warning from Set 11
I woke up this morning in a bed that was in my childhood bedroom... It was like heaven... The only thing that made it different from then was that a large snoring lump was laying there taking up a lot of room... Then sun was coming through the curtains, casting that warm glow over the room. It felt like something out of a dream...
Something that I can share with you in a SL photo that I took before I left home!
I was asleep in my playhouse tree house, on my large new hanging bed from brocante - which is available until May 27th at FaMESHed - listening to the sounds of the little Jian Kitten that followed me home from the shopping event. The sound of the purring was there in RL too, my cat that was a rescue but that I had to leave at Mum and Dad's when I moved to Holland was sat there looking at me...
Day two, morning one of waking up at my parents... I don't want to go back to Holland already!
What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Bad Habit
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black
PJs: MUKA - Lazy Jumpsuit
Bed: brocante. - Hanging Bed in Driftwood (Available until May 27th at FaMESHed)
Cat: Jian - Kitten Collection in *FaMESHED Bonus* Sitting Kitten Gift (Available until May 27th at FaMESHed)
Sign: meadowWorks - Once Upon A Time Letterpress
Dream Light: Cute Poison - Dream Cloud in White
Big Stars: Half-Deer - Dream Lantern in Star
Wall Decals: Sway's - [Infinity] Wall Decor in Moon&Stars
Branch: Half-Deer - Hanging Birch Branch in Dream Gold
Rug: Kalopsia - Celestial Map Rug
That's it, we're leaving... Can't take it no more!!
Did I have you fooled? LOL... Probably not, but it was fun to joke hehe...
Maybe you can tell, but in case you can't I'm more that a little bit crazy excited right now... Today HellBone and I are leaving, but only for a little holiday. Something much needed, and although we still have a lot of preparation to do at home today I cannot wipe the smile off my face... ENGLAND HERE WE COME!!!
We're going home for a week... It sounds like a strange thing to say since technically my "home" is now in Holland, but those of you that live in a country - or any place for that matter - that you're not native to will no doubt understand.
No matter how much I have tried to assimilate myself into "being Dutch", it will never feel as truly restful for me as when I am able to just be English. You miss the little things, as much as you miss the bigger things like the family you've moved away from. It sounds crazy to say, as I cannot stand it in Holland, but I really cannot wait to do something as simple as go to the supermarket!
On a little side note, while I am in the UK I may not be logging into SL as much - in fact I doubt I will for anything more than picking up messages very sporadically while I am at home - but I have a list of posts ready to go so that when I wake up I can still have coffee and feed my blogging addiction LOL...
I AM SO SUPER FREAKING EXCITEDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T MISS ME SL... I'LL SEE YA IN A WEEK!!
What are they wearing;
Rudh:
Hair: TRUTH - Coco in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Gravity in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Collar: Kibitz - Leather Collar in Psycho (Available until June 7th at the Fantasy Gacha Carnival)
Pants: Pixicat - Hunter Pants in Black (Available until May 31st at We <3 RP)
Hell:
Hair: NO.MATCH - No Rest
Skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Judas B5a T2
Sunglasses: [The Forge] - Maverick Sunglasses in Black/Blue
Necklace: TonkTastic - Dogtags
Pants: Lapointe & BastChild - Zip Plain Black Pants in Leather
Pose: Come Soon - Leaving
