Bathing Sunflowers

After a long hard day at work, I'm partial to a bath or a shower... Something where hot water soaks away the cares of the day so that I can unwind. I used to HATE a bath because I felt like I was stewing in my own dirty water but I miss having one now that I don't have the option... Showers are nice but standing for longer than I need to makes me feel like UGHHHHHH not AHHHHH...

There are lots and lots of different places in the world to have a bath, but the favourite place of the sunflower folk is the sunflower Funflower farm... You can relax in a warm bath, in the sun, while the bees do a buzzy dance to entertain... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Ayashi - Ayu hair in Anime
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Paint, Leaf Accessories & Hat: [Faunus] - Sunflower in Fatpack
Wings: Decoy - Angela Wings (No Longer Available!)
Pose: -Extra- - Oviposition, Pose 4
Bees: Tardfish - Busy Bees
Backdrops: Synnergy - Sunflower Bath Scene & Synnergy - Sunflower Farm [360] Backdrop

Poppies in Paradise

Fantasy has always been something I totally love, I've loved those fairytales I grew up with, I started  on Lord of the Rings when I was a young teenager, and now I'm addicted to bad boys in Dark Romances with fantasy twists... I have a love of creating fantasy type pictures in my Second Life, but I will admit that I often find myself intimidated by the likes of Fantasy Faire where everything is beautiful and everyone taking pictures of the things on offer and the locations that have been created make me feel I'll never be any good... 

Me being me though I couldn't resist the chance to get a little fantasy all over my rambling space... 
There are so many wonderful little fae folk, who are creeping out of the wood work to explore the faire and say hello... 
Poppy is one of those fae folk - available from BeSpoke in the Nox Aeterna area of the Fantasy Faire until May 4th - who you may bump into, her or one of her kind at least. These adorable little flower fae folk like to spend their time amongst the flowers, while their cousins live amongst the mushrooms, although both like to spend time relaxing somewhere peaceful. A Faelight Crescent Bench - from Simply Shelby, also at Fantasy Faire although this can be found in the Gwath location - in the Moonlight - which happens to be the name of the pose set from -Extra- that I've used, a set which includes more traditional moons for poses and is flipping awesome - can often be close their own form of Paradise... 

What is she wearing;
Head & Body (with Hat & Skirt): BeSpoke - Poppy (Available until May 4th at Nox Aeterna, Fantasy Faire 2025)
Pose: -Extra- - Moonlight, Pose 4
Seat: Simply Shelby - Faelight Crescent Bench (Available until May 4th at Gwath, Fantasy Faire 2025)
Flowers: dust bunny - Paper Blooms in Poppy
Backdrop: K&S - // Paradise Backdrop in Green

The Free Red Light Library!

I was supposed to have the day off today, but being the Ass Man at work, that wasn't able to happen. It meant I had to leave and head into the city, and face the most disgusting Amsterdam that happens all year... It's horrible and I'd hate to be a tourist expecting a beautiful city on the day after King's Day... 
I seemed to spend a lot of time waiting, and it got my mind wandering... I was scrolling through the internet and wishing I lived in a place where I could have a free library with my neighbours... It led to my mind going off in a different directions... 

I was wondering about these free libraries, but rather than a neighbourhood library and books, I was wondering how things would go with a free "library" in the Red Light District... Perhaps they'd repurpose an old phone box, to become a London Style Shelf - like the one that was released by Boutique #187 for Man Cave - and they might have the odd toy to play with but I'm sure the hookers would LOVE some steamy reading to enjoy while they wait for their next client... 
Rudh definitely looks like she needs a bit of a break too, she's slipped on a simple Tetra Dress - from Garmonbozia, which is available until April 27th at FaMESHed - as it keeps her back uncovered and lets the ast client's possessive back scratches all over her back sting a little less... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Possession in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Back Wounds: Midori's Store - Possessive Back Scratches
Dress: Garmonbozia - Tetra dress in BONUS PBR (Available until April 27th at FaMESHed)
Bracelets: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets
Pose: piXit - Alitissa, Pose F3R
Phone Box: Boutique#187 - London Style Shelf (Available until May 11th at Man Cave)
Shelf Decor:
    RC Cluster - Erotica for Kinky Witches (No Longer Available!)
    Koukla - Condom Boxes in Fruity (No Longer Available!)
    LEMME - Kinky shopping! in Boxed Dildos & Plugs
    [high v.] - Peter Meter
    buildworksdecor - Kinky Books Series in Colored
    Short Leash - Playtime Bondage Toy Box 
    Short Leash - Playtime Toys in Rope DUO
Garbage: DRD - San Mora City Trash & UrBaN SpIrIt - Dumped Trash Bags (with sign)
Lamp Posts: Di'Cor - Street Lamp
Backdrop: VARONIS - Red Light District Backdrop

It's King's Day 2025!

Today is King's Day in the Netherlands. Normally it's held on April 27th, which is the actual day of King Willem-Alexander's Birthday, but since it's a Sunday and he doesn't wanna work we're all celebrating today... I joke I think it's a religious thing, but that does mean I get today off as the shop I work in is shut and I'm not complaining about it LOL... What is King's Day? What happens on King's Day? For those of you that have no idea, now I'm about to fill you in on the fun... 

King's Day, or Koningsdag to use it's real name, is a celebration every year for King Willem-Alexander's birthday... It can be lots of different things for different people, but most consider the day a party. Where I live in Zaandam, we have a Fair full of rides, snacks and amusement arcade games, and there is a free market where people are able to just set up in the park and sell their unwanted stuff... 
Hubby and I went over for a walk and I found a few treasures to make myself happy, and we picked upsome Olibolen which are like doughnut balls covered in powered sugar, and are DELICIOUS when hot and fresh... 
Along with the lesson I felt it was only right to share a few Dutch Snacks like some hot Snert or Pea Soup, a few Bitterballen and Gouda Bites and even some Hollandse Maatjes, that's Herring to those who don't speak Dutch, washed down with a shot of Jenever, as a picnic by the windmills in a tulip field...
Happy Kings Day everyone... 

What is in the picture;
Cheese: DRD - Dutch Snack Table in Gouda Kaasjes (Past Group Gift)
Fish: DRD - Dutch Snack Table in Hollandse Maatjes (Past Group Gift)
Balls: DRD - Dutch Snack Table in Bitterballen (Past Group Gift)
Drink: Dutchie - Jenever Bottle with glasses
Soup: C L A Vv - Dutch Cuisine in Snert
Table: Nutmeg - Garden Nook Table
Bicycle: [Merak] - Summer Bicycle
Backdrop: Amitie - Tulips Field BACKDROP

Apocalyptic Chic!

Tomorrow is King's Day, it's a very important day in the Netherlands and I've spoken about it before but will definitely be talking about it tomorrow too... For now though, it's King's Night and already the place seems to be going crazy... I love seeing the people having fun, but I hate the disrespect and almost fighting attitude that some people seem to be having... Can't this be about fun and freedom, not fighting like it's the start of the Apocalypse... 

There is something about Apocalyptic Chic, the ripped fabric, the metals and wearing bullets as an accessory... I've never even seen a gun in real life, air rifles aside, but in Second Life I seem to use them kinda often... I don't know what I'd do with a real gun, I'd probably be shaking to much to be able to put anything to use... I mean, thinking about it, I don't think I'd be much help in the Apocalypse, but I KNOW I'd at least look good while thing were burning down around me... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Greta Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Forehead Bullet: Mea Tenebra - Inkubus
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Glam Skull Choker (Available until May 20th at UBER)
Bullets: Tentacio & PSYCHO.Byts - Hopeless Future Gacha Item in Bullet Belt Black, PROMAGIC - Apocalypse Gacha Item in Arm Bullets & Razor - Arsenal Bullet Belt (No Longer Available!)
Top: everfaery - Kali Top
Cuffs: Garmonbozia - Rock Bangles in Variety 4 (Available until May 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Shorts: Psycho Barbie - Rebecca Shorts in 18
Boots & Socks: AsteroidBox - Riot Boots (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: -Extra- - 2024 Spring Hunt, Pose 2M
Gun: [InsurreKtion] - Hunters Set 2 Gacha Item in Shotgun
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Puesto Chiarella Backdrop & Synnergy.Tavis - Abandoned City Scene

Escape or Pancakes?!

Ever get that feeling that you want to take a picture that's totally random, makes people look at it and think what's the story behind that then?! It's one of the things I love about my ramble space, I tend not to do the same thing every time and it makes me feel happy that I can go off at a random tangent any time I feel like it... 
Today is a space adventure kinda day, the sparkle diva has to get the item back to her ship and to her home planet... 

She was running through the corridors of the BlingerHall Space Station - a backdrop from BISON - having acquired the only remaining vile of T-Virus planning to take it back to be analysed at by the scientists on her home planet... As she rounded the corner, one of the Aardvark Breakfast Bots was coming through the door, the alarm signal he gave off alerting in the Tiny Tech Bots. The Bag of Squirms - from Tardfish - that she'd brought with her as a support didn't really do much besides pay with her wings and hair, but it was comforting to know someone was there and may be trapped with her... HOW WILL THEY GET AWAY?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Imogen Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: everfaery - Heartflight Gem Wings
Gun: random.Matter - Star Blaster I in Colors
Hand Held Accessory: Boutique #187 - T-Virus
Backpack: Tardfish - Bag of Squrims in Blue
Pants: miss chelsea - Vega Jumpsuit
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose: piXit - Georgia, Pose 4R
Small Robots: Aardvark - Tiny Tech Bot
Big Robot: Aardvark - Breakfast Bot
Backdrop: BISON - BlingerHall BackDrop

A Delicious Easter Brunch

Yesterday was Easter Sunday and we saw a visit from Easter Bunny who filled my home with chocolates and yummy things, and today the Easter feeling continues as it is Easter Monday... 
For those that follow Christianity or Catholicism, this weekend has been one of spiritual importance, made a little sadder this year due to the death of the current Pope. For people like me it's more about the adorable Easter Bunny and his delicious Easter treats...
Today, HellBone and I have finally had some time for a delicious Easter brunchfast... 

The Easter Bunny did us a MASSIVE delicious brunchfast, with all the lovely things he brought... 
There were some amazing Hot Cross Buns - from vespertine - which are a staple for me for Easter Breakfasts from when I was growing up in the UK and they are something I dearly miss now that I don't live there. The bunny wanted us to have them with chocolate and ice cream, which seemed weird but I'm willing to give everything a go... There were dippy eggs to eat with toast and croissants, and MASSES of chocolate in the form of chocolate bunnies, my favourite tiny chocolate eggs and some of the delicious Junk Food Primbury Eggs - HellBone is addicted to the real Cadbury's Creme Eggs and these are the closest I've found in SL... 

What is she wearing;
Creme Eggs: Junk Food - Primbury Egg
Hot Cross Buns: {vespertine} - Hotcross Bun Sandwich Prep
Bunny: JIAN - Easter Bunny Basket
Chickens: YOKAI - Cluck Cluck Items
Chocolate Bunnies: dust bunny - Chocolate Bunny
Eggs: Dahlia - Good Morning Egg Cups in Blue
Mini Chocolate Eggs: dust bunny - Tiny Eggs Candy
Tulips: {vespertine} - Spring Harvest Tulips in Delicate Pink
Croissants: [Merak] - Croissant Basket
Toast Rack: Apple Fall - Swan Toast Caddy & Toast
Bunny Basket: dust bunny - Bunny Day Treats in Basket Decor Pink
Egg Tea Cup: Dahlia - Sunday Teacup Eggs in Brown/Gold
Bunting: Sway's - Bunting in Easter & spruce - Festive Felt Garland in Easter
Doilies: Deco Soup - Vintage Doily
Table: Apple Fall - Holyoke Dining Table in Aged Oak

A Sunday Easter Egg Hunt

Today is Easter Sunday, and the world and it's cousin seem to be getting themselves into the Easter Bunny Spirit... There are Easter Eggs to be collected, eaten and some even like to paint them, there have been many other things going on too since today is actually 4:20... People aren't just enjoying the chocolate... There's another herb making people happy as they hunt for eggs too...

I am not the herb loving kind, if anything I'll be willing to admit that it makes me feel kinda sick, butI DO love me some chocolate, and I LOVE me some sunshine and so skipping around like I'm the Easter Bunny in a garden was bound to happen today... I'm joining the myriad of other bunnies as they spread a little happiness... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Wreath: Tentacio - Daisy Crown
Hair: Wasabi - Play K9 Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Paint, Ears & Wreath: [Faunus] - Easter Items
Mouth Flower: Tentacio - Daisy Mouth
Outfit: Mug - Seraphina Dress in Yellow (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Body Flowers: Mug - Seraphina Flowers in White (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Basket: Elm - Easter Basket
Pose: Fashiowl - Pizza Day, Pose 1
Swing: Simply Shelby - Rustic Spring Hanging Bench
Topiaries: dust bunny - Garden Creatures in Rabbit
Giant Eggs: Simply Shelby - Eggcellent Easter Backdrop Items
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Garden Gate {360} Backdrop

A Spot of Gardening

It's Good Friday, a lot of people are having a long weekend and therefore they are home from work or even on vacations... This means that the number of people in Amsterdam has swelled and we were BUSY AS ALL HECK today, I'm kinda dreading tomorrow... I've been messaging my parents today on and off, and they have been busy in the garden, I wish I'd been able to do that... I'd have loved to have been in the garden today...

I am NOT a gardener, though I have been loving working on the garden HellBone has built for me in Second Life... I am addicted to our home sim, and it's somewhere I'm still working on decorating things - I'll never be like some of the AMAZING landscapers in Second Life - but it's my perfect little contryside, Hobbitty home... 
We have Hell's greenhouse full of beautiful Cacti, our beach cove, and the adorable little market. There is a farmyard filled with cows, goats, sheep and chickens, although the Silkie Chickens - from Aardvark, available until May 8th at ACCESS - are still settling into their new home. I've also been working on the vegetable garden, I had to start before the goats get loose, I mean it is the time of year for a spot of Spring Gardening... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: TRUTH - Meadow in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Soli Set in Bodysuit (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Shorts: miss chelsea - Soli Set in Shorts (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Basket: Ariskea - Spring gardenia in Gardening Basket
Pose: [piXit] - Zenia, Pose 3
Chickens: Aardvark - Silkie Chicken Holdable in Brown & Orange (Available until May 8th at ACCESS)
Vegetable Plants: dust bunny - Veggie Garden Full Set (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Garden Tools: {vespertine} - Garden Tools
Coop: Serenity Style - LiZu Hen House Set in Hen House
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Mystic Bloomstead {360} Backdrop

A Darker Side to the Easter Bunny

I've been off work sick for the past two days... It seems like there is a dreaded lurgy going around, as everyone in my work team has been hit, just in time for the high season in a striking resemblence to the events of 5 years ago when COVID initially happened... Tomorrow I am planning to try and go back, we NEED people even though I'm still not really well enough... Today I'm having to try and do things as normal, so that means it's time to try and work on a little something for my blog... I'm not in the best mood, so something dark it is... 
Have you ever wondered where Easter Eggs come from?! 

Today we're on a pathway to find out, and I'll warn you now, it's not all chocolate, cute animals and pastel colours... There's a darker side of Easter, there's a monstrous establishment where the chickens are forced to lay the brightly coloured eggs that decorate tables and homes for the festive season... They once they have been laid they are taken to another location where the gnomes fill them with chocolate... All under the watchful eye of the Easter Bunny and his minions. Not all of the minion bunnies are the cute cuddly kind, there are the darker, twisted overseers are just that, dark and twisted, controlling and a little evil... Yet they run a tight ship, but they look SO feisty, fabulous as they do it... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Boutique #187 - Bunny Hat (Available until April 20th at The Darkness Chamber Fair)
Hair: CHAIN - Denny Hair in Multicolor
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Overlay: A.D.D.Andel! - Spiraling Down Eye Overlay
Make-Up: Skoll - Hell Circus in Harlequin Clown Green (No Longer Available!) & Spookshow - Build A Clown Items in Clown Face Kit & Screwball Shadow
Fur: CURELESS - Red Queen's Realm Gacha Collection in Cheshire's Shawl BLACKWHITE
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Collar: PSYCHO:Byts - Astaroth Choker
Top: AsteroidBox - Lera Top & Shorts Set (Available until May 8th at ACCESS)
Shorts: AsteroidBox - Lera Top & Shorts Set (Available until May 8th at ACCESS)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff in Green & Purple
Pose: piXit - Xenia, Pose 2
Basket: Junk Food - Easter Basket in Brown
Chickens: JIAN - Chicken Nest
Cage: JIAN - Animal Enclosure
Hay Piles: hive - Harvest Hay Pile
Eggs: Boudoir - Wearable Eggs & Mesh India -  Color Eggs (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Abandoned Factory

The Ultimate Pain Paddle!

The Demons of Hell have been tormenting people for centuries, and there has always been a bit of a pleasure when it comes to the tormenting of these souls that find their way into the darker corners of Hell... 
Depending on where you end up, you can never know which of the demons wil make an appearance, but it is safe to say that they will enjoy whatever they do... Well most of the time anyway... 

The Threll - a head from CRYPTID - Demoness is one of those that likes to inflict pain, but loves to do it in a bit of a kinky way... She's working for the deadly sins, hidden in one of the corridors of their house to assist in their work.She likes heavy metal and lots of spikes on her clothes, but puts on a costume of a Nun's headdress for her play sessions... 
Once she's pinned you to the Orion Cross - a release from Violetility at FaMESHed X until May 10th - she gets out all manner of whips, chains, crops and paddles to help her entertain herself and the Sin Demons... Things get a little boring after doing this for so long, and they are always looking for new painful methods to play around with. It has been a recent discovery, people talk about stepping on Legos being a terrible pain all the time, but they are now part of the Ultimate Pain Paddle - from Krescendo - and are eager to test it's pain providing levels... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Veil: Doe - Mercy Veil
Big Horns: HAZEL - DREADSPIRE HORNS
Head: CRYPTID - Threll
Skin: [Forest Fantasy Store] (Now FAUNUS) - GARGOYLE SKIN in Ruby
Necklace: CHANDRA - Temprest Choker
Tattoo: CORE&GORE - Hetemite Tattoo
Top: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Bra in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Wings: Sweet Thing - Demon Wings
Paddle: [Krescendo] - Ultimate Pain Paddle in Black (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Shorts: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Shorts in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Pose: [piXit] - Alitissa, Pose F7
Cross: Violetility - Orion Cross (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Banner: Pitaya - Deadly Sins Banner in Black
Backdrop: VARONIS - Nighted Backdrop

Drowsy Slumbering Pillow Talk

FINALLY A DAY OFF... I'm not getting too excited, it's just TWO days off as a weekend but I am finally and very desperately in need of my day off today... I feel fecking worn out, I feel like I've been hit by a bus, I am finally ready for a rest... 

I had a busy and stressful week at work this week, since my boss has been sick and now I'm ready to rest and relax and let my brain stop running on overtime... 
I'm spending my day in my pyjamas, on the sofa, with a good book and a cuppa tea... Rudh used her time away from me making her do all kinds of random shit... Rudh is going to pull on some much nicer jammies, perhaps a set like the Slumber Dress - available from AsteroidBox at Collabor88 until May 6th - and relax on the sofa in her rented Mulberry Apartment - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - ready with her mask to slip into a cozy slumber... She may wanna be careful though, looks like the spill of that nail polish may mean she won't get her deposit cheque back... Ooops! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Drowsy Hair in Offbeat (Available until May 8th at ACCESS)
Mask & Earrings: (Yummy) - Pillow Talk Collection (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Slumber Dress (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)
Pose: FOXCITY - Spot On, Pose 3
Magazine: Random Matter - Clutter: Girls Night in Magazines (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)
Nail Varnish: Random Matter - Clutter: Girls Night in Nail Polish (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Mulberry Apartment {360} Backdrop

Helping the Pets to Grow

Today was a goddamn nightmare... I HAD SO MANY PLANS and each of these were foiled because I am someone in charge at the place I work in, and my boss is sick and so I had to go in at short notice to cover the opening of the location... I had plans to clean-up, plans to get things blogged, plans to try and finish my book... Cleaning will have to wait though, now that I'm home... I'm going to do something to cheer me up... 

It was a gray and misty morning this morning, a fog hung over the park as I was on my way and the people in the allotments were no where to be seen until the sun came up. 
This is the time that the allotments are alive with a different kind of folk, the gardeners are sleeping but the fairies are out in force ready to help the plants grow big and strong. It's Spring after all, and for some it's the busiest time of the year... 
There was a sparkle to be seen in the fog this morning, down by the potato patch where the spuds are beginning to grow. A children's toy has been left abandoned at hometime but from the look of the writing on the lid, it's the home for a Pet Potato - a collection from Junk Food - something that seems like a child may be looking forward to, when the time is right for harvest... The Fairies are eager to help, this one was caught with her Fancy Frog - from Aardvark - friend, giving them a talking to so that they'd grow faster meaning the child got it's pet sooner... 

What is she wearing;
Frog: Aardvark - Fancy Frog in Green
Hat: katat0nik - Mushroom Hat in Red
Hair: everfaery - Giselle Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dirt: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt
Wings: Doe - Glitter Sprite Wings 01 in BGY
Bodysuit: Cynful - Play Time Romper
Armbands: Decoy - Forest Fae HD in Green (No Longer Available!)
Leaf Top: ((OOC)) - Eden Leaf Shirt in Green (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Fashiowl - Pizza Day, Pose 8
Potato Set: Junk Food - Pet Potato
Potato Plants: [Dysfunctionality] - Lil' Garden Plot in Potato Plant

The Perfect Place for a Rope Bunny

I often feel like I'm tied up at work, unable to do anything that's not totally chaotic since I work with people and I'm held in a rope bind that I cannot get out of... Today was a prime example of that, we try to help our customers but sometimes the customer is most definitely not always right... 
ANYWAY, on the subject of being tied up, I am not really a shibari kinda girl, but the books I have been reading ately MAY be changing my mind on that... If you haven't read any of the Salacious Players Club novels by Sara Cate and you like the SMUT genre then my god you need to, and if you have read them you know the one I mean when I'm talking about Shibari... ANYWAY, I've decided to let myself get tied in knots, maybe it will release a little of the tension in me... 

The Neon Church is a gothic styled nightclub - actually a skybox from LORE - that is not only popular for the music, but also for the extra activities that they have in the back rooms. Fun for those kinkily inclined, and lessons in the kinks that are new to you... Lessons in things like how to tie Rope Off - a pose set with rope props from piXit - and how to be the best kind of Rope Bunny that a girl can be... Masks are optional but wearing the ropes like a harness is definitely a bit of fun - thanks to the Rope Bunny set from Adora-tions - especially if you open your eyes and look at yourself covered in rope markings in the mirrors... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Crush in Essential
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Rope Bodysuit: Adora-tions - Rope Bunny Mask & Harness (Available until May 5th at Bad Bunny)
Top: Adora-tions - Rope Slut Jacinda Crop (Available until May 5th at Bad Bunny)
Rope Markings: -XTC- - Bound / Rope Marks & Chemical Princess - Rope Tattoo (No Longer Available!)
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Rope Off, Pose F1
Mirrors: [Krescendo] - Neon Church Mirrors in Red
Floor Ropes: Short Leash - Playtime Toys in Bondage Rings
Backdrop: LORE - Gothic Attic Skybox in Dark

What To Wear?! What To Wear?!

One of my favourite things about blogging, something that I've often said before, is that I LOVE being able to create characters and come up with some weird and wonderful stories... I LOVE that side of blogging and will do it often... Sometimes it's a case of opening my wardrobe doors and throwing things together... It's like creating some crazy, fun disguise to slip into to change my mood and make everything brighter... 

Sometimes it's a blessing, others it's just a way of making life seem difficult LOL... Today was one of those days. I KNEW I needed to do something, I don't think it was pressure since it's not nearing the end of the month, but I stood looking through things I wanted to blog and as if by magic, the idea came to me... Disguises... A secret agent, super sleuth... A Victorian girl, secret super sleuth, steampunk investigator lol... She needed a costume, standing around in her underwear wondering what it would be this time... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessory: Usagi Society - Noria Hair (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Hand Jewellery: V/.VoluptasVirtualis - [Ephemeryon] (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Outfit: enkeli - Antoinette (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Arm Jewellery: Tentacio - Sunwon Arm (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pose & Cigarette Prop: [piXit] - Starlet, Pose F4
Ashtray: {anc} - MoonLightLounge in Ashtray Stand
Dress Forms: LAGOM - Ghotic Glam in [Mannequin A]#12 & [Merak] - Dress Form Dress
Gun: FOE - Furiosa Fortuna Display Case (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Wig Stand: little bones. - Wig Stand in Brunette (No Longer Available!)
Mask: [Stelio] - Stranger Mask (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Make-up: dust bunny - Makeup Cart in Gold
Camera: Tentacio - Vintage Memories
Magnifying Glass: BAMSE - The Poet in Magnifying Glass
Blueprint: (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: K&S - // Gears & Dreams. Backdrop (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)

Toxic Monsters

Are you one of those people that can flit through life without any care or concerns, trying to keep yourself smiling and without problems? Are you one of those people that seems to find yourself stuck in a rut, facing difficulties and wanting the world to stop? Do you live for drama and toxicity or are you happier when you can be left alone to enjoy some peace? I know that everyone is different and everyone has their own way of handling things, for me personally I'm an over-thinker, I have terrible anxiety and worry constantly about letting people down. It's a toxic, viscious cycle sometimes, and it's one that I'm trying hard to break free from... 

I am one of those people that over-thinks, over worries, and gets anxious about a lot of things, though perhaps unless you knew me really well you'd NEVER know that... I'm definitely not the only one with these feelings, they seem to becoming more and more predominant these days, but we all seem to have to our own ways of dealing with these emotions. I'm one of those people that aims to distract myself by reading or taking pictures in Second Life to make things become less focused on the bad, toxic feelings... Sometimes though my mood will guide my creativity... Today things are a little bit of a toxic monster... 

What is she wearing;
Head Tentacles: ATTIC- Tentacle Head in Green
Hair: [Yomi] - Nayeli Hair
Skin: LUMAE - MORTIS
Extra Eyes: ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks in EyeFreak (No Longer Available!)
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Ebonheart Bindi (Available until April 12th at Gothcore)
Necklace: [ abrasive ] - Cthulhu Tentacle Necklace in Black
Chest Tattoo: GERMINAL - Eyes on Me Tattoo
Other Body Markings: Ladybird - Body Glitter & EVERMORE - Siren Carving & Axix - Tentacle Body
Marks
Bra: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!)
Pose: [piXit] - Nyx, F1
Tentacles: [Cubic Cherry] - Tentacles Army
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Acid Pool Mortal Backdrop 

Rats in the Tunnels

April is here, Spring has officially started to spring, and there's something weird going on in Amsterdam where the people are causing dangerous chaos. In the last week there have been two major incidents and things are getting a little scary even in the middle of the day now... Things are changing, we seem to be heading down a bad road, maybe it's towards war, maybe the apocalypse is coming, whatever happens it doesn't feel like it's going to be good? 
Of course, when I think of the Apocalypse, my mind wonders and the fantasy begins... People evolve, situations change and because my mind drifted... I'm slipping into a fantasy world... 

For some reason when I thought about the Apocalypse and a character that would fit with theme of what was going through my mind, Rudh seemed to devolve from her human state to become a human Rat Klaws - coming from the BeSpoke Rat Klaws release for the March/April round of The Warehouse - a leader of the people that live within the Tunnem - a Paleto backdrop - underground... She gets all of the information she needs from her friendly rats, daring through the tunnels on her buggy... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Shui Hair in Black & Red (Available until April 6th at Collabor88)
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Rat Klaws (Available until April 18th at The Warehouse)
Whiskers: HAZEL - Hammie Ears in Whiskers
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn - Nightmare Eyes
Shawl: CURELESS [+] - The Twelfth Night in Alpine Fur BROWN
Body Dirt: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt
Bodysuit: CHANDRA - Nixilis Set in Body & Garter (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Elbow Pads: PSYCHO.Byts - Fury Burn Elbow Pads
Bracelet: SEKA's - Punkette Wrist
Pet: JIAN - Rascal Rats in 3. Brown Companion
Gloves: PSYCHO.Byts - Drakkan Gloves (Available until April 18th at Wasteland Event)
Tail: Fhqwhgads - Mouse Tail
Pose: Fashiowl - Miau Miau, Pose 3
Car: H&C Wheels - DeathBuggy
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop:. TUNNEUM 03

A Witch and her Wolves

What do you do when the day at work you've had SUCKS... I got home and ate, and right now I DO NOT want to talk to anyone or do anything. I feel like if I was to sit on the sofa and watch the wall, it might be the best entertainment I've had LOL... 
I'm going to stare at the spot on the wall and let my imagination drift off to magical places, I'll probably be asleep in the next ten minutes but I'll blame it on a magic spell cast by a dark, mysterious witch... 

There have been many magical beings in my time in SL, but somehow I'm always drawn back to the darker fantasy ladies... The Fae, the Mer and the Witch would but a good definitely be characters that come and go time and time again... 
Those Witches that wander the darker corners of my mind, may be dark but usually practice less harmful magic. The Shadow Dea witch seems to spend time casting many spells, but the ones that call in her Dire Wolf Stags - from Aardvark at the Engine Room. Bringing the dark little friends in to do her devious bidding... 

What is she wearing;
Skulls: CURELESS[+] - Dea Tiara
Antlers: Aardvark - Shadow Stag Antlers (Gift Available until April 20th at Engine Room) 
Hair: Sintiklia - Hair Jules (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Tiara: kosmii - Mirabel Circlet in Gold
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: Sweet Kajira - EBBA (Available until April 20th at Engine Room) 
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Crystal Visions, Pose 3
Animals: Aardvark - Dire Wolf Stag (Available until April 20th at Engine Room) 
Backdrop: K&S - // The Lost Railway winter. Backdrop