Gorgon Chained!

You may well know now that I work in a public setting, and there are people that seem to do everything in their power to put you down because you don't have the things they do have. I get that some of the tourists have more material things than others but today those same kinda people basically shoved other people out the way to stuff their face on tasting samples and then complained about the price of the product... I had such a hard time not rolling my eyes, but it brought out a monster in me and although that varies from time to time, the monster of today would be a gorgon LOL... 

I love when my mind takes me to al kinds of different monsterous places, but since I'm watching Wednesday and think that Ajax is the cutest little sweetie so a Gorgon definitely demands my attention... Plus she's the kind of monster that I need when I'm at work sometimes, being able to turn people that look at her hair to stone would definitely help make thing easier when I'm dealing with rude, annoying customers... 
Monsters like her have to be kept chained up for the safety of others, and while she's a little misunderstood, they bound the wrong parts of her... Eyes closed under a blindfold, while her snakes are loose... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessory: Usagi Society - Vibora Hair in Streak
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Nopperabo
Mask: Axix - Impious Crown BlindFold
Collar: random.Matter - Neze Collar
Body Paint & Halo: [Faunus] - Gorgon
Chest Piercing: Six Feet Under - Chained Surrender
Hand Snake: hive - My Pet Snake
Dress & Veil: CURELESS[+] - Pygmalion's Bride in Goddess Drapes WHITE
Pose & Chain Prop: [piXit] - Unchained Melody, Pose 2
Snake Candle: BROKEN ARROWS - Stanting Snake Candle in Python
Bottle: MadPea Potion - Snake Oil
Backdrop: Clover - Sand temple backdrop

Little Distractions...

Since Mum and Dad left yesterday, I've been feeling sad. I don't know if it's anything worse than I normally feel when they or I leave, but for some reason it DOES feel strange them not being around today... I've had time to relax a little but still not enough to make me feel fully relaxed... I am lucky that I'm off tomorrow, and I plan to get some household chores done before I'm back at work on Tuesday... 
Why am I rambling on about this now, I guess it's just a warning for the totally random picture today. I didn't know what I was doing, and I actually love the way things worked out, but still not sure where this came from lol... 

I am feeling a little off I'm sorry, I WILL be back on it very soon as soon as I've had some good time to rest up and let my mind reset... I'm feeling a little dark and morbid, needing to get away from the bleh thoughts in my mind, so again I'm sorry about that... Give me some time... I know it's because I miss my family, living in the Netherlands as long as I have, that still hasn't changed... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [Yomi] - Umbra Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Morbid Nose Chain
Necklace: Boutique #187 - Doll Spikes Necklace (Available until September 15th at DUBAI)
Top: Pixicat - Orella Dress in Stripe
Pose & Balloon Prop: [piXit] - Sassy Balloon, Pose F2
Backdrop: K&S - // Group Gift nov23 (Past Group Gift)

A Spicy Work Break!

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Hiding away to make plans...

Today is the start of my holiday and even though Thursdays are my usual day off, I don't actually feel like I'm on vacation yet. There is so much cleaning and sorting and organizing to do, not to mention makin sure I give my cat tonnes and tonnes of attention before I disappear... Plus the hubby is a bit OCD when it comes to planning so we have lists upon lists and other things to do that he knows and I haven't yet been informed of... It's getting like an secret military mission... I just wanna go home... 

Since it's like a military planning situation right now I'm working out how to hack the system... 
I've been looking at the screens, checking the charts and hiding in the Bunker - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - using only the Vertex Lamps and my Gaming Peripherals - both of which are from Krescendo, although the former is Mancave and the latter available for the MadPea PLAYXPO - and if that doesn't work I have NOT ONE but TWO secret weapons... Firstly my buddy Squiddy - from Tardfish - is an expert gamer and he can get his mind around anything, and secondly, if all else fails I have a set of earrings that will help me. They are made so you can Ctrl Yourself - a pair of earrings from Six Feet Under, which even though they aren't overly large in the picture above, I have added the store ad below for more clarity - with little keyboards that can take control over everything...

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Salty Hair in Offbeat
Earrings: Six Feet Under - Ctrl Yourself Earrings (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: CryBunBun - Marina Top in TieDye2
Bag: Tardfish - Squidy Gamer Bag in Holo (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Pants: CryBunBun - Arterie Pants in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Dana, Pose F2
Keyboards & Controllers: [Krescendo] - Gaming Peripherals (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Lamps: [Krescendo] - Vertex Lamp in 10 (Available until July 11th at MANCAVE)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - The Bunker {360} Backdrop

Chained Not Tied!

I am often influenced by the things going on around me... So far I've been to a Caribbean Beach because of a tv show I'm watching, and I've had lasagne because my hubby likes to cook it, but today is a little different from my normal picture wise... It's been a LONG TIME since I did something really kinky, but I guess the things that I read have filtered through my picture taking decision making, and I ended up doing something saucy... 

I've been reading a LOT of smut over the past year or so and some of it definitely sticks with me more than others... I've been collecting an array of book boyfriends, I've unlocked some new kinks that I've never even thought would cross my radar, and I've dived in to a lot of different plots. I love a grumpy/sunshine, I love aa forced proximity, and stalking masked men make me weak - of course I'd probably have a heart attack if it happened in RL lol because I am a wuss - but even though they haven't been my favourites some of these stories have stuck in the back of my mind... Still Beating by Jennifer Hartmann is one of those stories about a girl and her sister's fiance trapped in a basement and forced into a horrible situation. That's been in my mind, it happened because I was trying to come up with a way to show off the amazing Chained Obsession - from Six Feet Under, available now at Kinky - and I think it turned out pretty much still beating hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Resonate in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Leash: MoDANNA - [Enlace Collection] Leash Choker Silver & Black (No Longer Available!)
Body Dirt Layers: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt & Izzie's - Dirty Feet
Back Piercings: Six Feet Under - Chained Obsession (Available until July 22nd at Kinky)
Skirt: Mug - Monica Skirt in Gray
Panties: -XTC- - Oops  Panties
Pose: -Extra- - Pray
HellBone's Suit: Ascend -  Ronald Suit in Jacket Stripes V2 Black
Pillow: [Krescendo] - Cozy Cushion
Ropes: DEADPOOL - ROPE DECORE
Backdrop: blaink - The Basement

A Drink in the Moonlight

It is insanely hot here in the Netherlands and our homes are DEFINITELY meant to hold the heat rather than release it... It's one of the reasons that Summer and I do not get on LOL... This timeof year I find myself wishing I could be more of a night owl or perhaps a Vampire... I've been around the hospital too much lol wanting to be in the night and suddenly reminded of the smell of blood... 

I know that Vampires are often portrayed as the monsters, but in this day and age that should be altered in my mind. People are just as bad if not worse, and they come with a lot less grace... I love things that are Vamp based, Twilight aside because that was just silly nonsense I mean he sparkled and they gave birth to a demon-like baby... I'm still mourning the finale of What we do in the shadows, and love the glamour that often comes with a lady of the dark... 
I think now days we have enough blood banks, we should learn to share what extra we have with the Vamps and then leave them to dance through the shadows and the moonlight... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Faga - Enigmatic in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: Boutique #187 - Cute Drool
Face Make-Ups: FATHER - Undead Face, The Rotting Lab - Samael Wound (No Longer Available!), [KURURU] - Internal bleeding & WarPaint - Possession
Neck Wound: alaskametro<3 - "St. Winifred" blood FX
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Bloodbound Necklace (Available until July 7th at Bleeding Solstice)
Halo: CURELESS[+] - Moirai Collar
Top: Garmonbozia - Michela Dress BONUS PBR
Drink: Fiasco - Blood Drink
Pose: [piXit] - Gothabilly, Pose 1F1
Bat Trees: dust bunny - Midnight Apothecary in Bats Tree
Backdrop: IDK - Darkness backdrop

An Egyptian Goddess, Wadjet!

I woke up this morning feeling too hot and bothered, it was too early to get out of bed but I couldn't bare the thought of just laying there and stewing in my own headachy blahness... It lead to me being weirdly creative... 
It lead to my mind disappearing to a faraway land and a time long ago, and where the magic of the old gods could be felt within the desert sands walls... To a Bright and Magical Luxor Night... 

We know so much of the magic that went along with the stories of the Egyptian Gods but there are some that are more famous than others. Whilst on our trip together today, we have come across the beautiful goddess Wadjet - although this is more like my Monster High kinda version probably - who was revered as a protector of kings of the ower kingdom... She and her cobra head were seen as a symbol of protection and sovereignty, apparently...
Our Monster High styled version of Wadjet, seems a little more disgruntled at yet more statues of the senior gods, where the heck was the new one she'd been promised... She's a Naga Vaelric - a release from BeSpoke that can still be grabbed today at the Vintage Fair but it closes on the 16th so maybe you'll have to head to the mainstore - and she deserves to have EgyptianTales told... 

What is she wearing;
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Naga Vaelric (Available until June 16th at Vintage Fair)
Eyes: Mana - Daemon Eyes
Neck Snake: ANTINATURAL[+] - Lost Saints Gacha Item in Overshoulder Snake WHITE
Upper Necklace: Six Feet Under - Devotion Choker
Lower Necklace: Six Feet Under - Hecate Slip Chain
Body Snakes: CUREMORE - LOST PARADISE Gacha Item in Eve's Snakes RARE
Nipple Covers: Soedara - Gold Mirage Pasties in Egyptian
Wings & Skirt: MoonAmore - EgyptianTales Gacha Items in Goddess Attire
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Enchantress FX & Glitterati, & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose: [piXit] - Nyx, Pose F4
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Luxor Night Backdrop

Forever Blowing Bubbles

I am chasing a sugar high, I've had a day off today and I'm feeling so sleepy that I think I've been just walking around only half awake... HellBone took me out in RL and we did a little bit of fun stuff, but I didn't find what I wanted and needed so it felt somewhat disappointing too... I need something sweet as a treat... 

I LOVE Candy... I love chocolate, but if I had to pick I would ALWAYS go for something gummy, not the marijuanna laced gummies, but just the chewy, often fruity and sweet kind. I like them sour and with the foamy bits too... These are my happy candies... 
When I was a teenager though I always had gum, bubble or regular, but I ALWAYS had some... I loved Hubba Bubba - or in the Second Life case the Slubblicious Gum from Junk Food, which comes in 6 different delicious flavours - it makes me feel all candilicious again... Like some bubble-pop sunshine pastel rainbow cutie! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Spark Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Candy Nose Chain
Bubble: [Pink Fuel] - Yum Bubblegum!
Upper Necklace & Bracelets: Bowtique - Candy Jewelry Set
Necklace: (Yummy) - Candy Bear Pearl Necklace
Top: everfaery - Tania Top
Pose: [piXit] - Sparkly Eve, Pose F7
Gum: Junk Food - Slubblicious Gum FATPACK
Backdrop: [Bad Unicorn] - Bubbles Backdrop in Pink

A Gang of Trash Pandas

On my day off today I've been more than a little lazy. We had some news this morning that made me feel shell shocked and has left me hanging until we have more news... It's made me feel like a grumpy, cantankerous, old lady that wants to do nothing more than read her book and eat junk food... I'm not complaining, we're all allowed to have days like that, today is my day... 

Today I'm living my best life like a Trash Panda, and there will be no fucks given... 
I'm sitting around on the couch, though it may well be a wearable trash can - like the one from Junk Food - for all the mess I have around me. I'm piled under books, knitting and right now my laptop as I write my daily nonsense... 
Visually it would look like me sitting in a trash can in an alley, outside the Neon Cherry Club - with Cherry Skull Neons from Six Feet Under - with my crew of Trash Pandas, looking for a delicious treat...

What is she wearing;
Ears: HAZEL - RED PANDA EARS
Hair: Magika - Imogen Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Make Up: WarPaint - Deer Contour
Top: miss chelsea - Mesi Tank
Outfit: Junk Food - Wearable Trash Can
Held Raccoon: .STOIC - TRASH PANDA SLUSHII in GREY 06
Hotdog: Hangry - Hot Dog Soda Cup in Single Hot Dog Mustard
Pose: [piXit] - Wilder, Pose F2
Raccoons: Foxwood - Little Raccoons
Garbage: UrBaN SpIrIt - Garbage Day
Neon Lights: Six Feet Under - Cherry Skull Neon
Backdrop: blaink. - La Esquina

Apocalyptic Chic!

Tomorrow is King's Day, it's a very important day in the Netherlands and I've spoken about it before but will definitely be talking about it tomorrow too... For now though, it's King's Night and already the place seems to be going crazy... I love seeing the people having fun, but I hate the disrespect and almost fighting attitude that some people seem to be having... Can't this be about fun and freedom, not fighting like it's the start of the Apocalypse... 

There is something about Apocalyptic Chic, the ripped fabric, the metals and wearing bullets as an accessory... I've never even seen a gun in real life, air rifles aside, but in Second Life I seem to use them kinda often... I don't know what I'd do with a real gun, I'd probably be shaking to much to be able to put anything to use... I mean, thinking about it, I don't think I'd be much help in the Apocalypse, but I KNOW I'd at least look good while thing were burning down around me... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Greta Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Forehead Bullet: Mea Tenebra - Inkubus
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Glam Skull Choker (Available until May 20th at UBER)
Bullets: Tentacio & PSYCHO.Byts - Hopeless Future Gacha Item in Bullet Belt Black, PROMAGIC - Apocalypse Gacha Item in Arm Bullets & Razor - Arsenal Bullet Belt (No Longer Available!)
Top: everfaery - Kali Top
Cuffs: Garmonbozia - Rock Bangles in Variety 4 (Available until May 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Shorts: Psycho Barbie - Rebecca Shorts in 18
Boots & Socks: AsteroidBox - Riot Boots (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: -Extra- - 2024 Spring Hunt, Pose 2M
Gun: [InsurreKtion] - Hunters Set 2 Gacha Item in Shotgun
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Puesto Chiarella Backdrop & Synnergy.Tavis - Abandoned City Scene

Toxic Monsters

Are you one of those people that can flit through life without any care or concerns, trying to keep yourself smiling and without problems? Are you one of those people that seems to find yourself stuck in a rut, facing difficulties and wanting the world to stop? Do you live for drama and toxicity or are you happier when you can be left alone to enjoy some peace? I know that everyone is different and everyone has their own way of handling things, for me personally I'm an over-thinker, I have terrible anxiety and worry constantly about letting people down. It's a toxic, viscious cycle sometimes, and it's one that I'm trying hard to break free from... 

I am one of those people that over-thinks, over worries, and gets anxious about a lot of things, though perhaps unless you knew me really well you'd NEVER know that... I'm definitely not the only one with these feelings, they seem to becoming more and more predominant these days, but we all seem to have to our own ways of dealing with these emotions. I'm one of those people that aims to distract myself by reading or taking pictures in Second Life to make things become less focused on the bad, toxic feelings... Sometimes though my mood will guide my creativity... Today things are a little bit of a toxic monster... 

What is she wearing;
Head Tentacles: ATTIC- Tentacle Head in Green
Hair: [Yomi] - Nayeli Hair
Skin: LUMAE - MORTIS
Extra Eyes: ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks in EyeFreak (No Longer Available!)
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Ebonheart Bindi (Available until April 12th at Gothcore)
Necklace: [ abrasive ] - Cthulhu Tentacle Necklace in Black
Chest Tattoo: GERMINAL - Eyes on Me Tattoo
Other Body Markings: Ladybird - Body Glitter & EVERMORE - Siren Carving & Axix - Tentacle Body
Marks
Bra: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!)
Pose: [piXit] - Nyx, F1
Tentacles: [Cubic Cherry] - Tentacles Army
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Acid Pool Mortal Backdrop 

Hands to Assist in the Transplantation!

I've said it more than once, but then times when I'm making the darkest and most twisted of pictures I'm more often than not in the bestest of moods... I'm happy and I'm usually singing along to some cheesy pop song - today it was the turn of Five, who have reformed and I wasn't able to get tickets to see - but for some reason the darkest pictures happen... 
Today is of no exception, I was given a task to assist in the transportation of something gross and sticky... The real me had to take a look away, so I let the Living Dead Doll take over... She's not been out to play for a while, but she's the happiest little soul... 

So today she seemed to come prepared for the task at hand, and she's always a happy girl when it comes to being able to dig up the body parts from the still warm, freshly dead bodies... The Hospital - a backdrop in this case from blaink - is always in need of helping hands to assist with removal of body parts for transplantation and Living Dead Rudh definitely comes prepared with helping Ghostmage Hands - from Aii - and her Corrupted Hands - from Tardfish, available until March 31st at The Men's Department... 
After the removal of the fresh, still beating heart, she slipped it into the black Human Organ Bag - from Krescendo, currently available at BLACK FAIR until March 23rd - and all she had to do now was decide if it was to be delivered to the waiting patient or would it feed her demon friends for lunch... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Tardfish - Corrupted Horns (Available until March 31st at The Men's Department)
Hair: TRUTH - Ember in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Betrayal Choker
Body Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds
Chest Words Tattoo: [Onyx] - My Rules Tattoo in Made in Hell
Outfit, Hat, Mask & Gloves: Mug - Killer Nurse Gacha Items
Floating Hands: {Aii} - GHOSTMAGE HANDS
Pose: La Plume - Sandrine, Pose 6
Bag: [Krescendo] - Human Organ Bag in Black (Available until March 23rd at BLACK FAIR)
Bottle: AsteroidBox - Removed Heart Set (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: blaink - Hospital V2

Time for a Little Detecting...

Is it just me, or is it crazy that we're already at the end of February?! I mean I know that it's a short month, but seriously WHAT THE HELL, how can we already be about to enter our third month and therefore ending our first quarter of the year... It's serously getting to the point of blink and you miss it... 

It's time we opened up our eyes and did some thorough investigating into where the hell the year has gone? There has been so much going on this year that things are whizzing by faster and faster... I think I'd make a great detective, I mean I've watched enough of those cheesy detective shows. I think though I'd be a little more Murder She Wrote/Miss Marple than some CSI/Law & Order style detective... I don't think I could handle the true danger of being a cop in a big city, I'm way too mucch of a wuss... I'd also have to leave my cute puppy friend at home... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Ministry - Floppy Hat
Hat Badge: Six Feet Under - FDL Bindi
Hair: TRUTH - Guilty in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: miss chelsea - Amal Set in Vest & Shirt
Glass: BAMSE - The Poet Magnifying Glass
Pose: Fashiowl - Candy Sky, Pose 2
Dog: JIAN - Pets Shiba Inu in Black & Tan Newspaper
Chair, Lamp & Table Set: Dirty Rat - Detective's Chair Set
Phone: random.Matter - Clutter: 1980's in Telephone in Red
Backdrop: VARONIS - Profiler Meeting Room Backdrop

Smoke Break in the Alley

I have been wracking my brain, trying to think of new and different ways to relax... I read a LOT, I spend time taking pictures, I knit and crochet, and I have recently restarted my scrap booking journal again. I want something new, something interesting and I feel like I need to find something new... SOMEONE GIVE ME AN IDEA... SOMEONE GIVE ME SOMETHING FUN TO DO... 

If I don't find something to do, my mind can wander to dark and twisted places. I read some of the darkest, smuttiest works of fiction. The one I just finished will not be leaving my brain for a little while, but that doesn't mean I'm willing to enact them... I'm tempted in SL, but the hubby is far too vanilla for that lol... Maybe finding a Sugar Daddy?!

I'll sneak out the back of the club to have a momentary smoke break, hiding in the shadows, until I feel brave enough. I look fierce and ready to find someone to play with, but that makes me nervous, and a girl needs time to clam her nerves... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Pillow in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Imperial Nose Set
Choker & Leash: GABRIEL - Slave Chain Necklace in Black - Silver
Fishnet: AsteroidBox - Ellie Dress Fishnet in Black
Outfit: Garmonbozia - Alicia Dress
Cigarette & Box: Boutique #187 - Cigarette Case
Pose: FOXCITY - Madam, Pose 2
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - DarkBlue

Time for some Christmas Chaos

I've been making pretty festives lately, and I love the pretties that come with this time of year... I will admit that the darker and more twisted side of me is not happy though, and I'm fighting back the thoughts of not committing murder tomorrow as I work in retail for the next coupe of days... I feel like now I HAVE to let the demons out, I NEED to release a little festive chaos... 

The Holly Demon - a set from Faunus - is one of the Christmas Chaos Demons in her natural form... Normally they hide as lights amongst the holly bushes, but today she's heading out on a mission to cause all different kinds of chaos. Assisted by a couple of the Krampus Elves, and brandishing a GIANT Plastic Hammer - from Boutique #187 at the current round of MAN CAVE - they will definitely cause more than a few Christmas Nightmares... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Avery
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wounds & Snow Layers: The Rotting Lab - Skathi's Kiss (No Longer Available!), [POUT!] - Frost Bitten & Izzie's - Face Snow
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Nocturnal Septum
Christmas Tree Wounds: Moon.Phase - ChristmasNightmare
Collar: Garmonbozia - Adriana Collar in Variety 1
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Festive Necklace (Current Group Gift)
Body Paint, Horns, Holly Accessories & Tail: [Faunus] - Holly Demon
Gloves: Quills & Curiosities - Clawed Halfgloves
Hammer: Boutique #187 - Plastic Hammer (Available until January 11th at MAN CAVE)
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - Infernal Wings
Pose: -Extra- - Eyes On Me, Pose 2
Minions: [Lost Junction] - Krampus Elf
Trees: Apple Fall - Heritage Christmas Tree in Spruce Green
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - STOP77

Releasing the Snow Storm...

I know that sometimes my blogging is all over the place, and one day I'm bright and colourful while the next I'm darker and more dead looking... This time of year as the weather is changing and the winter whites and greys are taking over from the Autumn colours... Soon the reds, golds and browns will be a thing of memory and the whites will be altering the landscape... All it takes is a simple magical gesture from the fae, and everything changes... 

When the Fall Feels hit, and the air starts to get colder... The Fae are slowly starting to get weaker and beginning to show signs of decay, so even though her flowers and leaves are beginning to turn red, her body is decaying before her eyes... All she needed to do now was uncork the bottle, release the Stellar Dendrites and watch as they take a Leafy Ride on the wind... 
Since things need a little more showing off, I've added the ads for the Leafy Ride from Aardvark, and the Progeny Bindi from Six Feet Under... 

What is she wearing;
Headdress: LODE - Gabrielle
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Beach Vibes in Redhead
Skin: LUMAE - MORTIS
Face Tattoo: Lenore - Izora
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Progeny Bindi
Ears: ANDORE - Delfiya
Chest Piece: CRYPTID - Solemn
Wings: {geek} - Leaf Wings Red Version
Body Paint: [Faunus] - Elemental Leaves in Fatpack
Bottle: STOIC - STELLAR DENDRITE
Pastie: !deviousMind - Cassia in Summer Forest
Pose: Secret Poses - Aradia, Pose 1
Large Leaves: Aardvark - Leafy Ride
Floating Leaves: Cole's Corner - Autumn Breeze
Mushrooms: CuteCvlt - Amanita Cluster & {vespertine} - fungi collection
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - FALL FEELS {360} Backdrop

The Chains of a Demoness

Having to work so much and having so little time off is like a form of torture... Being an adult is a sucky feeling sometimes and I wish I could go back to when I was like 11 or 12 when life seemed simpler... 
Working all the time makes me feel stuck in a rut, like I'm trapped in a cage and have no hope of getting out of it. Sorry if that sounds depressing, and I guess in a way it is, but I needed to vent and isn't that kinda what my rambling space is for... Once again my mood has affected what I'm posting today, and it's definitely been improved by making something pretty... 

Demons were once little angels that have fallen into the darkness, and I'm definitely more of a demon than an angel... I am a good girl, but there are lots of little things that reveal the dark cracks in me... 
I like the dark little demonness inside often feel trapped, chained into the daily drudge of normal life. I'm in a job I love, if there weren't so many crazy people involved, I'm in a happy home where I feel I can be safe and relax, just a shame it's so far away from my family that I miss terribly... Things seem a bit difficult right now, but before long I'll be able to take some time out and spend some time in the UK, recharging my batteries... I need that to break free... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Valentine - Hellfire Horns
Hair: Wasabi - Harlow Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar, Garter & Bodychains: Static - Captive Chain
Pasties: Violetility - Lenore Pasties
Top: Six Feet Under - Agony Outfit (Available until December 1st at DisturbeD)
Wings: Doe - Ruin Wings
Hand Chains: HAZEL - SpellBound Chains
Body Lightning: Quills & Curiosities - Voltaic
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pants: AsteroidBox - Ardella Pants in GrayStripes
Pose & Chain Props: PiXit - Unchained Melody, Pose 2
Fire: West Village - Atlas Fire Pit in Cast Iron
Candelabras: BackBone - Iron Candlelabra
Statues: DRD - Bloodcroft Castle in Immortal Statue
Skulls: Never Totally Dead - Decorative Skull (Past Gift)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Melinoe's Throne Room {360} Backdrop

Queen Mab... Moth Oracle

I've had a day at home to create a little magic, and as it's getting closer and closer to Halloween, I NEED to let some of that magic out to play... I have no idea what I will be wearing on Halloween itself this year, but I admit that I'm pretty stumped for ideas this year... It never happens, though I will admit I saw someone post on facebook about how this year is less Octoberish than an October is supposed to be and I can't agree more... WHY CAN'T I GET MORE HALLOWEENY ALREADY??!
Maybe some Dark Magic will help me along the way... I'm going to have to ask the spirits for help with this one... 

The oracle known as Queen Mab is one with the moths - she's also a mask and halo set from Tardfish, for the soon to close Nightshade event - and can be found in the darkest parts of the Living Forest - which is a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - and if asked nicely, she may be willing to consult the oracle moths on their creepy skull for advise, guidance and maybe even a peek into the future... 

What is she wearing;
Halo & Face Accessory: Tardfish - Queen Mab in Eyed (Available until October 28th at Nightshade)
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Spirit in Redhead
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in SHADOW (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Madison Choker (Available until November 22nd at Uber)
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - Spectral Luna Moth Wings
Moths: random.Matter - Eudora Moth Halo in White Mix & {anc} - Picnic Gacha Item in Swallow Tailed Butterfly Sapphire
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose: -Extra- - Witch Vibes 1
Skull: [North Oak] - Animated Creepy Moth Skull in Tan
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Living Forest Mortal Backdrop

Cave of Creeps and Crawly Things

I'm in a lot of pain after a trip to the docs today but luckily I had something a little creepy to make a girl's skin crawl... I needed some kind of distraction, and I think the creepiness of the bugs may just be the kind of place to do it... 

Some people are terrified of bugs, others love them. I'm not one of those that hates them but certain bugs give me the willies... WHY is that though? I've never really understood why people love things like butterflies and ladybirds but other bugs make them squirm and shiver... 

What is she wearing:
Tiara: Six Feet Under - Arachnid Headpiece
Headdress: CURELESS [+] - Arachnid Headpiece
Hair: Wasabi - Harlow Hair in Offbeat
Skin: [Forest Fantasy Store] GARGOYLE SKIN in Onyx
Eyes: The Little Bat - Slither Eyes ( Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Tongue: aii - Spider Tongue
Necklace: random.Matter - Olin Choker [Metal Tones] (Available until November 1st Satan Inc)
Dress: Off-Line - Web Dress in Grey
Bugs: 
    Butterfly: LODE Head Accessory - Youth Butterfly in Brown
    Bee: LODE Accessory/Decor - Bumble Bee
    Moths: random.Matter - Eudora Moth Halo in White
    Spiders: Tentacio - Elvira Bodysuit in Black
    Other: KitCat - Summer Explorer FATPACK
Pose & Skull: Secret Poses - Aradia, Pose 7 (Available until November 1st Satan Inc)
Skeletons: [HighLands] - Crystal Infected Skeletons
Mushrooms: {vespertine} - Fungi Collection
Crystals: {LORE} - Crystals in Light
Spiderwebs: CuteCvlt- Spiders Nest Set
Backdrop: CABALPIER - Cave Hall

A Prettiful Nightmare

It's been a few days since I had a chance to post anything blogging style... I've been busy stuck at work and I'm not able to get ANYTHING fun done because of it.. I'm peeking into the Halloween fun in SL and maybe soon I'll get to enjoy some of it... I'm a little monster trapped on the outside, peeking in... 

I felt like being the pretty, romatic, yet deviously dark Lich Murda monster - a look created by a set from the amazing BeSpoke, who just graciously accepted me as a blogger - that loves nothing more than to hide her darkness behind masses of red roses and lace... She's such a pretty nightmare... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessory: Boutique #187 - Roses Mouse Ears v3
Hair: Lamb - Dream in Red Pack
Hair, Skin & Eyes: BeSpoke - Murda in Lich
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - A Touch of Darkness Wings
Gloves & Roses: ANTAYA - Lace Gloves with Roses
Rings: SIX FEET UNDER - Sinister Rings (Available until October 29th at DisturbeD)
Pose: -Extra- - Nightmare, Pose 1
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Dakiti Nights Gacha in Juqueao