Harvest Treats Time!

I know that Autumn doesn't officially start until September 22nd, but that isn't about to stop me from getting into the Autumn Spirit as it's my favourite time of the year... I LOVE the autumn, and although I'm trying hard to avoid all things pumpkin right now, I'm going to start letting the leaves fall, collecting the conkers that the trees gift us and wrapping myself in lots and lots of snuggly blankets while I cuddle a cup of tea and read a book... 
There are a few tasks that I have to get done this time of year... I started to assist the mushroom folk in their harvest, and today I get to harvest something even more magical... 

Being a magical being has it's perks and that's why the plants in my perfect little magical greenhouse are now ready for the harvest of some very interesting treats... The Sugarfora - from dust bunny at  kustom9 until September 10th - have been growing hard and have some delicious treats for us this year... The hanging Macaron, the Donut Tree and the Chocolate Chip Cookie Bush keep me happy with delicious treats all Winter if I am lucky, I have already got a crop of Iced Pink donuts - in a bucket from Junk Food - and am testing the chocolate chip cookies which I have to tell you are DELICIOUS!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Doe - Becca the Baker
Flour Make-up: Izzie's - Baking Mess
Top: Tres Blah - Summer Fete Apron in Black
Cookie: REIGN - BAKED GOODS in CHOCOLATE CHIP BITE *UNWRAPPED #7
Pose: [piXit] - Aikita, Pose F6
Plants: dust bunny - Sugarflora (Available until September 10th at Kustom9)
Bucket: Junk Food - Donut Bucket in Pink
Chocolate Chips: dust bunny - Homemade Summer Treats in Chocolate Chips
Cookie Rack: dust bunny - Homemade Summer Treats in Cooling Cookies
Bowls: Elm - Tamsin Kitchen Decor & Dahlia - Lazy Days in Mixing Bowls Yellow
Flour: Aardvark - Box of Flours
Counters: Elm - Clover Cabinets in Evergreen & Pitaya - DIY Kitchen Countertop
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Ivy Window

Peach Treats for the Wee Cows!

Well guess who is back again, it's been a VERY busy few days with a visit from my parents but I'm finally back and have SO MUCH to catch up on that I don't really know where to start at all... This visit was mostly for the SAIL Amsterdam event, but entertaining people that are staying in your house definitely feels draining lol... I love my parents, I couldn't ive with them... 
I have a lot of things to catch up on right now... Plants need watering, and there are animals that need caring for on the farm... Let's go do that, it will help to relax me... 

A wander down Farm Lane - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - you'll see the simply gorgeous Highland Cattle - the adults from JIAN - and their even more adorable Wee Highland Cow babies - from Aardvark, available until September 9th at ACCESS - were waiting for me... I just turned the hose off so that the Seasonal Trough water butt - from Simply Shelby, that's an oldie but goodie and still available at the mainstore - was full, and that I'd picked some soft, sweet August Graze Peaches - from Dahlia at Kustom9 until September 10th... Apparently the baby cows LOVE peaches!!!

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Doe - Makina
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Mug - Willow Shirt in White (Available until September 5th at equal10)
Shorts: Mug - Naomi Overalls
Basket: Dahlia - August Graze in Peach Basket Dark (Available until September 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: [piXit] - Zenia, Pose 5
Baby Cows: Aardvark - Wee Highland Cow Companion (Available until September 9th at Access)
Water Tub: Simply Shelby - Seasonal Trough Set
Adult Cows: JIAN - Highland Cattle
Hay Bale: hive - Harvest Hay Bale
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Farm Lane [360] Backdrop

The Heat Loving Fire Fae!

It is SUPER fecking hot again here at the moment... I don't know what happened but my guess is that someone, somewhere left the frikking oven open so all of the heat can seep out and warm us all up LOL... SOMEONE CLOSE THE OVEN DOOR! 
There are certain things that seem to enjoy the heat though, the little fire fae are definitely living proof of that... 

These firey fae are a bit of a Revelation - which is actually a backdrop from FOXCITY - they are members of the Nopperabo - a head and skin set from BeSpoke - tribe, that are faceless and hide their emotions behind their Cupid's Malice - a mask that is also from BeSpoke, at Kawaii Secrets - each has it's own passion, and today's little friend just happens to be obsessed with all things HOT... She's Flame - from Faunus - and her voracity shows in the hungry little hands of hers as she's  collecting the hot little orbs. 

What is she wearing;
Headband: Boutique #187 - Flames Headband
Mask: BeSpoke - Cupid's Malice in Shadow Magic (Available until August 24 at Kawaii Secrets)
Head & Base Skin: BeSpoke - Nopperabo
Hair: [monso] - Yumeko Hair
Body Paint, Halo, Horns & Orbs: [Faunus] - Flame (Available until August 28th at We love Roleplay)
Gloves: [Cubic Cherry] - Voracity Gloves
Wings: Doe - Fairstar Wings in Rainbow Neon
Smoke & Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff, CURELESS[+] - Sororis Obscura in Profane Invocation HELLFIRE & aii - Astral Smoke
Pose: -Extra- - Oceans Daughter, Pose 2
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Revelation

Bubbles are Little Balls of Magic!

Honestly, sometimes the most random posts seem to be the ones that I LOVE best and maybe it's not a truth but they also seem to be the ones that are least popular with other people... Maybe I'm imagining it... 
I wanted something bright, colourful and something that made me smile... What could possibly have all of those things? BUBBLES seemed to be the answer... 

I felt in a silly fairy kinda mood and bubbles have always felt a little magic to me... So I'm going to be the magical kind that form stars as they float around the bathroom she's playing in... 
She's neon, rainbows and sparkles as her bubbles catch the light... How can anyone not like bubbles?

What is she wearing;
Horns: NeverWish - Holo Bubble Horns in Bright
Hair: Wasabi - Zyra Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique#187 - Mara Glasses (Available until August 15th at Dubai)
Earrings: Adore & Abhor - Konpeito Candy Earring in Orange (Coming Soon!)
Body Bubbles: MIWAS - Bubble on Me in White
Wings: Doe - Holo Moth Wings
Top: nani - Dreamy Pond Gacha Item in Wet Tank
Star Bubbles: Doe - Bubbles Bubbles Everywhere in Stars
Blowing Bubbles: tentacio - Aura bubbles
Pose: Kokoro Poses - Bubble Bottle (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Fever Dream

The Sacred Lotus!

I've been all over the place with my blogging lately, in fact I'll admit that I've been all over the place in general lately. I don't know what is causing it but I do know that normally feel much better when I've arrived on UK soil. HellBone always laughs at me as I roll down the window in the car, and breathe in the English air...
I can feel being back at my roots coming closer and closer... It's like magic... Bubbling under the surface, getting closer and closer... 

I have to let that magic come out, I have to let myself feel the magic so that my holiday becomes a good time and a chance to rest and mentally prepare to get back to reality once I have to come home again... The Netherlands is lovely, but for me it's STILL not home... 
I'm going to let the magical fae take over and bring my mind to a happy place. I'm going to open the cage and let the worries slip away like butterflies that are flying to kiss the magical Sacred Lotus... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Taffy (Current Group Gift)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
BodyPaint, Halo, Flower Accessories: [Faunus] - Sacred Lotus
Wings: Doe - Glassfly Wings in Stained Glass
Dress: [Faunus] - Sacred Lotus Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Farfalle, F3
Lilypads: CuteCvlt - Lily Pad Decor
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Sunken Temple [360] Backdrop

Raise Hell Baby!

I've been in doubts whether to talk about this but I'm feeling emotional since seeing Ozzy Osbourne, and Black Sabbath's final concert on TV the other day. It's all over social media if you haven't seen it and it looks like the best concert ever... I wish I'd been able to be there... It looked like such a happy event, even though there was the saddest of undertones that it was the last ever time we will see Ozzy perform... 
It's woken up the darkness in me... The Prince of Darkness may be retiring but his legacy will forever live on... 

The dark little fallen angel in me had a tear in her eye on waking today and seeing a the amazing clips all over the internet... Seeing the Prince of Darkness on his elaborate throne, he seemed to be loving life although wishing he could jump around and rule the stage like he once had... 
I'm dressed and ready for a litte fun now that I've woken from my slumber, I've primped my wings, pulled on a party hat and grabbed a flask full of something naughty... Now that the Prince of Darkness has retired I think it'stime we raise a little hell... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Boutique #187 - 3 Crosses Hat (Available until July 11th at SABBATH)
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Audacity in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Make-Up: Izzie's - Smeared Mascara
Choker: Kibitz - Jenni's Collar in Silver
Necklace: STOIC - THE MOON TAROT CARD NECKLACE
Top, Jacket & Bag: Mug - Mimi Vest Top in Gray
Wings: Doe - Wings 014
Flask: piXit - Let's Drink About It
Pose: piXit - Aikita, Pose F3
Coffin: Remarkable Olivion - Danse Macabre in Sanguis Coffin (No Longer Available!)
Pedestal: Pitaya - The Last Vampire Gacha Item in Altar BLACK
Backdrop: PALETO Backdrop - SANCTIFIED

A Different Kind Of Magic!

Once again I've had a long day of chaos with my daily job and the fact that Holland has no trains running meaning the busses were full and people were having issues... I'm home from work now and needing a little magic to make things feel better...

Magic can be found in many places, and caused by many things... There are many things that people would consider magic and if you asked a collection of people, they may all surprise you by saying things that are different... 
One thing that seems like magic at the moment is that Hair Fair 2025 is now happening, and runs until June 15th... This charity event has changed a lot over the years but the magical part is that every year thousands of dollars are raised to assist in the creation of Wigs for Kids that are very much in need... The smiles on their faces is a little magic the world could use right now... 
The little fae was super excited in the gardens today as her and her Hair Brownie - which is a creation from Tardfish, available at the Hair Fair - were playing in the flowers and she found herself a new wand of the magic kind... It won't do much to tame her wild "Svetik Hair" - from monso, also at the Hair Fair - but the cutie Curling Iron is definitely magic!!!

What is she wearing;
Head Friend: Tardfish - Hair Brownie (Available until June 15th at Hair Fair 2025 Redhead Sim)
Wreath: LODE - Victoria Wreath
Hair: [monso] - Svetik Hair in Black & Red (Available until June 15th at Hair Fair 2025 Noirette Sim)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Glitter: Ladybird - Body Glitter
Fae Markings: Clover - Deep Carapice in Bubblegum
Wings: Doe - Glitter Sprite 01
Dress: [Faunus] - Eladrin Dress
Halo, Body Paint & Flower Attachments: [Faunus] - Rose
Hand-Held Tool: Half-Deer - Cutie Curling Iron in Pink Gold
Pose: [piXit] - Oh Lolli Lolli, Pose F1
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Secret Garden [360] Backdrop

Dance Among The Stars

I need a little magic, I need a little rest and a lot of time to sleep... I need to find that magic to help myself rest up... I'm going to close my eyes and let my imagination soar, I want to be somewhere where the magic fizzes and sparkles and lights up the darkness... 

When I am at my lowest I tend to find the most sparkly of fae folk to bring me out of my slump and make things seem more effervescent... 
That is exactly what happened when I closed my eyes today and started to let my mind drift off to another world. I ended up drifting up and away, I ended up ascending to a demonic realm but one where I could dance among the stars and sparkle through the clouds... I love dancing and drifting off to a new place in my head... 

What is she wearing;
Large Planet Halo: Doe - Saturna in Personal Planetarium
Mini Moons & Stars: random.Matter - Astrid Aura in Head Glitter & Stars
Small Planet Halo: random.Matter x Bonbon - Star Girl Freckles in Planetary Halo
Mini Stars, Planets & Clouds: YOKAI - Little Universe in Night
Horns: Violetility - Taurus Horns
Hair: everfaery - Danica Hair
Skin: [Forest Fantasy Store] (now Faunus) - GARGOYLE SKIN in Saphire worn with [Forest Fantasy Store] (now Faunus) - Galaxy Demon (Includes Purple Moon Halo)
Bindi: Blah - [Shining Star - Set] in Bindi
Sparkle Eyebrows: WarPaint - Luminary Brow Glitter Add-on
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn!- Nightmare Eyes
Eye Sparkles: A.D.D.Andel! - Glitter Eye Overlay
Freckles: random.Matter x Bonbon - Star Girl Freckles in Gold
Body Glitter & Make-up: Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter in Gold
Necklace: (Yummy) - Starburst Shaker Necklace
Bodysuit: Garmonbozia - Merla bodysuit in PBR Variety 1
Tail: [Murder Of Ravens] - Demon Tail
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff & Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose & Hoop Prop: [piXit] - Boho Dancer, Pose F4
Clouds: kotte - Cloudy in Clouds
Backdrop: K&S - // Knockin on Heavens Door. Backdrop

The Ultimate Pain Paddle!

The Demons of Hell have been tormenting people for centuries, and there has always been a bit of a pleasure when it comes to the tormenting of these souls that find their way into the darker corners of Hell... 
Depending on where you end up, you can never know which of the demons wil make an appearance, but it is safe to say that they will enjoy whatever they do... Well most of the time anyway... 

The Threll - a head from CRYPTID - Demoness is one of those that likes to inflict pain, but loves to do it in a bit of a kinky way... She's working for the deadly sins, hidden in one of the corridors of their house to assist in their work.She likes heavy metal and lots of spikes on her clothes, but puts on a costume of a Nun's headdress for her play sessions... 
Once she's pinned you to the Orion Cross - a release from Violetility at FaMESHed X until May 10th - she gets out all manner of whips, chains, crops and paddles to help her entertain herself and the Sin Demons... Things get a little boring after doing this for so long, and they are always looking for new painful methods to play around with. It has been a recent discovery, people talk about stepping on Legos being a terrible pain all the time, but they are now part of the Ultimate Pain Paddle - from Krescendo - and are eager to test it's pain providing levels... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Veil: Doe - Mercy Veil
Big Horns: HAZEL - DREADSPIRE HORNS
Head: CRYPTID - Threll
Skin: [Forest Fantasy Store] (Now FAUNUS) - GARGOYLE SKIN in Ruby
Necklace: CHANDRA - Temprest Choker
Tattoo: CORE&GORE - Hetemite Tattoo
Top: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Bra in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Wings: Sweet Thing - Demon Wings
Paddle: [Krescendo] - Ultimate Pain Paddle in Black (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Shorts: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Shorts in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Pose: [piXit] - Alitissa, Pose F7
Cross: Violetility - Orion Cross (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Banner: Pitaya - Deadly Sins Banner in Black
Backdrop: VARONIS - Nighted Backdrop

Helping the Pets to Grow

Today was a goddamn nightmare... I HAD SO MANY PLANS and each of these were foiled because I am someone in charge at the place I work in, and my boss is sick and so I had to go in at short notice to cover the opening of the location... I had plans to clean-up, plans to get things blogged, plans to try and finish my book... Cleaning will have to wait though, now that I'm home... I'm going to do something to cheer me up... 

It was a gray and misty morning this morning, a fog hung over the park as I was on my way and the people in the allotments were no where to be seen until the sun came up. 
This is the time that the allotments are alive with a different kind of folk, the gardeners are sleeping but the fairies are out in force ready to help the plants grow big and strong. It's Spring after all, and for some it's the busiest time of the year... 
There was a sparkle to be seen in the fog this morning, down by the potato patch where the spuds are beginning to grow. A children's toy has been left abandoned at hometime but from the look of the writing on the lid, it's the home for a Pet Potato - a collection from Junk Food - something that seems like a child may be looking forward to, when the time is right for harvest... The Fairies are eager to help, this one was caught with her Fancy Frog - from Aardvark - friend, giving them a talking to so that they'd grow faster meaning the child got it's pet sooner... 

What is she wearing;
Frog: Aardvark - Fancy Frog in Green
Hat: katat0nik - Mushroom Hat in Red
Hair: everfaery - Giselle Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dirt: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt
Wings: Doe - Glitter Sprite Wings 01 in BGY
Bodysuit: Cynful - Play Time Romper
Armbands: Decoy - Forest Fae HD in Green (No Longer Available!)
Leaf Top: ((OOC)) - Eden Leaf Shirt in Green (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Fashiowl - Pizza Day, Pose 8
Potato Set: Junk Food - Pet Potato
Potato Plants: [Dysfunctionality] - Lil' Garden Plot in Potato Plant

Gathering of the Rainbow Fae

I was off work today and thought to myself "I'm going to be a good little blogger and get lots of pictures ready for me to post every day this week"... A few hours later and I got preciesly ONE ready... I wasn't being lazy, I just let myself decide to create something that took a lot of work and far too much planning LOL... Not to mention trying to get multiple versions of me into one shot... WHAT WAS I THINKING?!!

I had something in mind that I wanted to blog, I had a gorgeous new head - the Kanjo Anime Head from BeSpoke - and figured it might look great with the magical Astraeus Skins - a new release from Faunus, and both of these things could be found at the recently opened Skin Fair - and therein was my BIG PROBLEM... ALL of the colours were gorgeous... 
From the moment I was playing with colours, thoughts of rainbow fairies sprang into my mind, dancing around in space amongst the stars... Gathering together before they plan their descent to paint the sky with a magical rainbow... 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: 
    Red: [monso] - Vasha Hair in Black & Red
    Yellow: Tableau Vivant - Editorial in Laying Funky
    Green: [monso] - Shui Hair in Black & Red (Available until April 6th at Collabor88)
    Blue: Usagi Society - Chibiusa Hair
    Purple: Tableau Vivant - Water lily in Flowing Colors
Horns & Tail: Neverwish - Dreamer Horns & Tail
Head: BeSpoke - Kanjo (Available until March 24th at Skin Fair)
Body Paint: [Faunus] - Astraeus Skin in Violet (Available until March 24th at Skin Fair)
Wings: Doe - Fluid Wings in Flames
Outfit: May's Soul - La Parca in Camisk Small White
Bikini: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!)
Boots: Garmonbozia - Syria Boots (Each pack contains three colours, and combinations vary!)
Poses:
    Red: Secret Poses - Cyborg, Pose 1
    Yellow: Secret Poses - Leda, Pose 3
    Green: Secret Poses - Celestia, Pose 5
    Blue: Secret Poses - Electra, Pose 1 
    Purple: Secret Poses - Modern Dance, Pose 4
Backdrop: Void - Pocket Galaxy in Apareka (No Longer Available!) 

It's a 2007 kinda thing...

I had a weekend off, yesterday was the Hubby's Birthday so I had too much to do, and today I've been playing catch up on things around the house... I also played catch up with an old friend and went on a trip down memory lane... Things were said, my mind was blown, and now I feel like I'm heading back into my emo phase... I feel like it would be the right time to slip into the black parade and live my best emo life... 

In America, weren't they called Scene kids? I know we had them in the UK but I'm not sure I ever used that term, it was only Emos really... I never got into the style much myself, I was definitely part of the skater crowd and LOVED the music but I'd never have referred to myself as a Scene Kid... So I couldn't really resist my chance... 
I loved the vibe of the style, the bright colours and the different to modern posing although still as equally cheesy to witness someone doing in RL  kinda attitude that went with it... So Rudh decided to pose at the Night Bus Stop, dressed up in her best 2007Emotions Outfit - from CryBunBun - trying to look emotionally tortured... Those make the best kind of photos... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Nicki in Redhead (Worn with Doe - Biji in Flux)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: Kibitz - Judge me choker in DEAD
Necklace: random.Matter - Yesung Chokers in Cool Tones
Outfit (Including Gloves): CryBunBun - 2007Emotions Outfit in DEAD
Bracelet: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets
Pose: FOXCITY - Parked V2, Pose 5
Bin: DRD - San Mora in City Trash Can
Dog Bin: Star Sugar - Dog Waist Station
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Night Bus Stop 1

A Different Kind of Snow Angel

I love being creative when I'm taking pictures... Today I found out that someone is running a 52 weeks of Aesthetics challenge, and I feel like that's something I might lend my hand at to try, due to my schedule I'm not sure it will happen within the 52 weeks but that's a discussion for another post. 
It did leave me wondering what is my own personal Aesthetic when it comes to my blog. I always felt llike a crazy mixed up mess of randomness, sometimes I'm a walking rainbow sparkle mess, other times I'm dark and deadly... More often than not I'm some kind of fairytale, magical, enchantment... 

I LOVE being a magical fairytale being... Fairies and Mermaids and Angels, anything that comes connected to magic and sparkles and with a story of it's own... 
This time of year, the frosty cold folk are the ones that become most predominant... The fae dance in the snow flurries, the mer shiver beneath the waves, and the angels freeze their tears to let them drift down to earth. I guess that I'd heard about a possible cold spell coming and my mind went to the possibility that the angels are blanketing parts of the Earth in snow as a way to bring peace... A little magic and peace would be a wonderful thing right now... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Noella Hair
Make-Up: (Eye Make-up) Lolapop! - Snowflake Set, Gorsimi - Slatra Shadows & Izzie's - Face Snow
Body Paint, Horns & Halo: [Faunus] - Boreas (Available until February 8th at Wild Haunt)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Fairy Feather Wings in BGY & Doe - Fairy Feather Wings in Mini Rainbow Neon
Dress: Moon Amore - Glamist DRESS
Sparkles & Snowflake Auras: Cole's Corner - Snow Daze & Softly Snow
Pose & Prop: -Extra- - Peace & Joy
Mesh Snowflakes: Half-Deer - Floating Decor Snow
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Homes - Northern Lights

Time for some Christmas Chaos

I've been making pretty festives lately, and I love the pretties that come with this time of year... I will admit that the darker and more twisted side of me is not happy though, and I'm fighting back the thoughts of not committing murder tomorrow as I work in retail for the next coupe of days... I feel like now I HAVE to let the demons out, I NEED to release a little festive chaos... 

The Holly Demon - a set from Faunus - is one of the Christmas Chaos Demons in her natural form... Normally they hide as lights amongst the holly bushes, but today she's heading out on a mission to cause all different kinds of chaos. Assisted by a couple of the Krampus Elves, and brandishing a GIANT Plastic Hammer - from Boutique #187 at the current round of MAN CAVE - they will definitely cause more than a few Christmas Nightmares... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Avery
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wounds & Snow Layers: The Rotting Lab - Skathi's Kiss (No Longer Available!), [POUT!] - Frost Bitten & Izzie's - Face Snow
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Nocturnal Septum
Christmas Tree Wounds: Moon.Phase - ChristmasNightmare
Collar: Garmonbozia - Adriana Collar in Variety 1
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Festive Necklace (Current Group Gift)
Body Paint, Horns, Holly Accessories & Tail: [Faunus] - Holly Demon
Gloves: Quills & Curiosities - Clawed Halfgloves
Hammer: Boutique #187 - Plastic Hammer (Available until January 11th at MAN CAVE)
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - Infernal Wings
Pose: -Extra- - Eyes On Me, Pose 2
Minions: [Lost Junction] - Krampus Elf
Trees: Apple Fall - Heritage Christmas Tree in Spruce Green
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - STOP77

The Crazy Circus

I got through most of Halloween this year with very few clowns and although my Sammy Winchester hates them, there seems to be so many in my mind - and surrounding me in RL for that matter - so today when I'm having my mind off work and onto crazy boring things but as my mind was racing I ended up being surrounded by the clowns in my own personal crazy circus... 

The Crazy Circus is pouring straight out of my overly tired mind today, it's like someone has peeled back my scalp and the monster within is the ringmaster in my own personal crazy place... The clock is ticking until we can use that brilliant phrase once uttered by someone a little bit beetlejuicy - and a reason that I'm looking a little rotten tonight whilst still wearing my amazing new Suddenly Cardigan from my newest sponsor Garmonbozia at the current round of FaMESHed - for now I'm checking on the Unicorn Balloon Skele - the October group gift from Aardvark - in her cage and getting more than a little frustrated that one of those crazy idiot clowns left the gate open and released the Chained Up Buns - a new release from Tardfish for this month's Anthem... Wrangling bunnies was not what I had in mind... 
Let's turn on the lights for now, It's Showtime - lit by a sign from Krescendo at the new Black Fair - on with the show... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Brains
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Paint: [POUT!] - BeetleJuice  Make up & Tattoo & [Seydr] - Neck Paint in Beetlejuice
Earrings: (Left) Suicidal Unborn!- Disaster Earrings & (Right) Suicidal Unborn!- Safety Pin Earrings
Choker: Kibitz - Judge Me Choker in DEAD
Necklaces: Kibitz - Fuck off Necklace in Silver
Top: Garmonbozia - Suddenly cardigan PBR FATPACK (Available until November 27th at FaMESHed)
Pose: Fashiowl - Beltza, Pose 4
Bunnies: Tardfish - Chained Up Buns (Available until November 30th at Anthem)
Unicorn: Aardvark - Unicorn Balloon Animal Decor Skelly (Past Group Gift!)
Showtime Sign: [Krescendo] - Showtime Sign in Green (Available until November 24th at Black Fair)
Clowns: Remarkable Oblivion - Circus Rot Gacha Items (No Longer Available!)
Circus Decor & Backdrop: (Tent, Wheel & Sign) ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks Gacha Items (No Longer Available!) & (Cage & Unicycle) MadPea - Cirque de Folie Gacha Items

The Chains of a Demoness

Having to work so much and having so little time off is like a form of torture... Being an adult is a sucky feeling sometimes and I wish I could go back to when I was like 11 or 12 when life seemed simpler... 
Working all the time makes me feel stuck in a rut, like I'm trapped in a cage and have no hope of getting out of it. Sorry if that sounds depressing, and I guess in a way it is, but I needed to vent and isn't that kinda what my rambling space is for... Once again my mood has affected what I'm posting today, and it's definitely been improved by making something pretty... 

Demons were once little angels that have fallen into the darkness, and I'm definitely more of a demon than an angel... I am a good girl, but there are lots of little things that reveal the dark cracks in me... 
I like the dark little demonness inside often feel trapped, chained into the daily drudge of normal life. I'm in a job I love, if there weren't so many crazy people involved, I'm in a happy home where I feel I can be safe and relax, just a shame it's so far away from my family that I miss terribly... Things seem a bit difficult right now, but before long I'll be able to take some time out and spend some time in the UK, recharging my batteries... I need that to break free... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Valentine - Hellfire Horns
Hair: Wasabi - Harlow Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar, Garter & Bodychains: Static - Captive Chain
Pasties: Violetility - Lenore Pasties
Top: Six Feet Under - Agony Outfit (Available until December 1st at DisturbeD)
Wings: Doe - Ruin Wings
Hand Chains: HAZEL - SpellBound Chains
Body Lightning: Quills & Curiosities - Voltaic
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pants: AsteroidBox - Ardella Pants in GrayStripes
Pose & Chain Props: PiXit - Unchained Melody, Pose 2
Fire: West Village - Atlas Fire Pit in Cast Iron
Candelabras: BackBone - Iron Candlelabra
Statues: DRD - Bloodcroft Castle in Immortal Statue
Skulls: Never Totally Dead - Decorative Skull (Past Gift)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Melinoe's Throne Room {360} Backdrop

Kooky Snax and a Mug Machine

I've been thinking back on things that arent totally scary over this Halloween season, maybe because I'm not feeling great but al I want to do is chillax with a good dose of Halloween themed smut and a blanket... It's times like this I miss being able to watch cartoons on tv with a snack and a blanket...Isn't that what weekends are made for?

Maybe I'm not quite as chicken as my old favourite Saturday morning cartoon friend, Scooby Doo, as I'm a big girl that loves to watch ghost hunting tv shows, but I DO love myself a cookie snack... 
I LOVED Scooby Doo, I always wanted a ride in the Mystery Machine - athough I guess the Van costume from Mug at Collabor88 will have to do - and since I can't find the original Scooby Snacks, I'm going to have to make done with the Junk Food branded Kooky Snax... 

What is she wearing;
Ears: HAZEL - CANINE EARS FLOPPED
Hair: Magika - Violet Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Cookies: Junk Food - Kooky Snax
Bodysuit: Rosary - Scoopy Costume
Costume: Mug - Mystery Girls in Van Costume (Available until November 6th at Collabor88)
Pose: Secret Poses - Milena, Pose 2
Ghosts: Doe - Haunted Aura in Color Mix (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-Ween)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Shadowed Streets {360} Backdrop

Not just a Prom Queen...

 Halloween season should be all about things that are a little darker and more macabre, but it seems like this season I've been a little more about dressing up and bright colours but nothing too scary as yet... I NEED to change that, maybe I'll start today while I'm feeling a little less like being around in public with other people... 
After all the pain in my girlie parts and the pouring of blood, plus there was a little re-release of a certain Hallo-queen's outfit, I finally felt inspired... 

There are so many Halloween gents that get a lot of attention at this time of year, but the ladies seem to be somewhat lacking in attention... There are various queens of Halloween but one of these is DEFINITEY Carrie... She was mocked and turned her prom into a blood bath, I'm admiring her tenacious spirit in finally standing up for herself... 

What is she wearing;
Tiara: miss chelsea - Kari Set in Tiara (Available until October 31st at The Bounce)
Hair: Magika - Morgana in The Bloody Hair
Head Blood: Izzie's - Bloody Hairbase
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face & Body Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds
Necklace: (Yummy) - Bloody Elegance Pearl Necklace
Sash: miss chelsea - Kari Set in Sash (Available until October 31st at The Bounce)
Dress: miss chelsea - Kari Set in Dress (Available until October 31st at The Bounce)
Bucket: Doe - My Blood Bucket (Gift Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Pose: Secret Poses - Wendy, Pose 2
Backdrop: K&S - // Class off. Backdrop in Blue

Fairy Flower Magic

I wanted a little sprinkle of some light, bright fairytale magic today. I know Halloween is meant to be about the dark and spooky but dressing up, is dressing up, and well originally the fairytales were nothing like the Disneyfied happy endings we get now... 
Still a little sprinkle of fairytale magic can't hurt, especially when I'm feeling so low right now... 

I've always loved readin fairytales. I love the magic, the drama, the love that can be found... I've always wanted to let my inner fae out to play and in SL there are just so many different ways that I can do exactly that... I love expressing my fairytale creativity in Secondlife and having so many pretty things to play with really does help.
Today the fairy in me is trying all different kinds of magic to help the Frog Prince return to his human form, since Princess Tiana is on holiday... 

What is she wearing;
Tiara: Violetility - Frog Prince Tiara
Antenna: Lovely Alien - MothAntennae (No Longe Available!)
Hair: Sintiklia - Destiny Hair in Fatpack (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 03 in Pink Purple
Top: Voluptas Virtualis - Moth (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Outfit: everfaery - Lirael Outfit (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Sparkles: everfaery - Starfield Aura & Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: FOXCITY - Calm Waters, Pose 6
Frog: Beetlebones - Wizarding Frog Prince (RARE) (No Longer Available!)
Petals: LODE  - Bliss Flying Petals in White
Lilypads & Flowers: CuteCvlt- Lily Pad Decor
Other Lilypads: JIAN - Frog Pond in Lily Pads
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Calm Waters

The Fight of Angels

A day off, a chance to relax and let myself drift off into a fantasy word, where the monsters no longer hide in the shadows and the light in me feels strong enough to force itself to fight for it's happiness... I've been deaing with a lot of stress, wishing that things would improve in my family life, my work life and with my health... I'm fighting to get through the pain at the moment and hoping my grandmother keeps fighting... 

Angels fighting the chains that bind them... Chains that control my health - my pain level is high at the moment and I'm suffering due to being  girl! My grandmother has been in the hopsital over a month, she was moved to a recovery center and promptly moved back because she keeps fainting, so the angels are fighting to guide her through this. I've got to deal with issues of problem coleagues at work, and I am desperate to go home for Christmas... May the angels break free frrom these changes and kick some problematic butt... All while looking ethereal and dangerous... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessory: A*S - THE ROYALTY in Silver
Hair: [monso] - Hoyeon Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker & Halo Chains: random.Matter - Neze Collar & Chains [Fatpack]
Wings: Doe - Flame Wings in FIRE!
Veils: CURELESS[+] - Silk Radiance Halo in FRILL
Tattoos: Clover - Deep Carapice in Sky
Dress: CURELESS[+] - Pygmalion's Bride in Goddess Drapes in WHITE
Pose & Chain Props: [piXit] - Unchained Melody, Pose F2
Sparkles: [+Oblivis+] - Shattering Sun Halo FATPACK, Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Korinna Temple in NIGHT