Clouds in Heaven

My mind is in weird and icky places at the moment, I'm dealing with a lot... I have my house work getting closer to being done and I NEED to get moved out of this place I'm temporarily living in. I also have things going on with my mum... I've mentioned it before but she's got cancer and it's getting worse, very very quickly... I'm preparing myself for the worst at this moment. Please don't hate me... Please forgive me for being sad and lost in my unhappy mind... I need to distract myself... 

My mind went into fantasy mode, but then even that went back to the way it has been... Thinking about the things that may happen soon with my mum... 
So when I ended up as and angel in the clouds, gathering together the spirited pets of our family past.. Gus mum's favourite cat, and Izzy our dog, came to be ready for when Mum decides that it's time to join them... I am so scared about that moment, but I am trying to remain positive... I want to do something pretty... 

What is she wearing;
Cloud Halos: (Upper): Tentacio - Heaven Set in Heaven Halo 2 & LuluB! - CloudHead in Blue Sky
Hair: [monso] - Anya Hair in Black & Red
Eye Clouds: Tentacio - Cloud Candy in Cry Me
Make-Up: FATHER - Cloud Blush & The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue
Necklaces: random.Matter - Ferryn Set in Necklace & Choker
Fur: CURELESS[+] - Alpine Fur in PURE
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 01 in BGY
Body Paints & Glitter: Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter & FOREST FANTASY STORE (Now Faunus) - Galaxy Demon & Half Demon in Blue
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Yuni - Sang Outfit in [WHITE]
Magical Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff, Glitterati & The Fantastical Nebulous Aether, everfaery - Starfield Aura & Aii - Astral Smoke
Pose: [piXit] - Beatrice, Pose F5
Animal & Extra Clouds: kotte - Cloudy
Background: K&S - // Knockin on Heavens Door. Backdrop 

Time for a little Dark Magic!

I need a little magic after the events of yesterday, and I'm really sorry but I really hope that the driver of the truck who decided to drive fast through a puddle and therefore soaked me for my whole day at work got caught in traffic with a case of explosive butt pee... There is very little chance that the magic I am channelling will be for good... It's like to be some kind of twisted, dark necromancer magic...  

Luckily in Second Life we are still experincing the magical effects of the Midnight Order. This event will be reaching it's halfway peak over the next few days and there will be plenty more chaos to make those that want the dark magic, able to find it... 
Take it from Rudh, a witness account if you will, one moment she was confessing her sin regarding the explosive butt pee in the Corrupted Churches' Confessional - which is a Midnight Order release from LORE by the way - and the next the magic was swirling as she becomes an Infernal Undead Lady Mortis awaiting her orders by the Necromancer's Necrohex Table - from BROKEN ARROWS also at Midnight Order! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: About Love - Lilith Hairstyle (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: LUMAE - Female Fantasy Skins in MORTIS
Make-Up: FATHER - Undead Face
Mouth Blood: [KRR] - Internal bleeding
Flames: THIS IS WRONG - Infernal in GREEN
Outfit (Including Necklace): toksik - Dreary (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Tattoo: Evermore - Siren Carving
Garter: Tentacio - Goula Bandleg (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Scythe: YaYa - Shinigami (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Enchantress & Starstuff & aii - Astral Smoke
Pose & Cape Prop: [piXit] - Thanatosia, Pose F4 (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Bottle & Glasses: [ ISHIKU ] - DIONAEA GILDED CRYSTAL DISPENSER (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Candles: BROKEN ARROWS - Necromancer's in Deathlight (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Juice: BROKEN ARROWS - Poison Potion in Golden
Table: BROKEN ARROWS - Necromancer's in Necrohex Table (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Booth: LORE - Old Confessional in Corrupted (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Background: LORE - Corrupted Chapel (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)

A Drink in the Moonlight

It is insanely hot here in the Netherlands and our homes are DEFINITELY meant to hold the heat rather than release it... It's one of the reasons that Summer and I do not get on LOL... This timeof year I find myself wishing I could be more of a night owl or perhaps a Vampire... I've been around the hospital too much lol wanting to be in the night and suddenly reminded of the smell of blood... 

I know that Vampires are often portrayed as the monsters, but in this day and age that should be altered in my mind. People are just as bad if not worse, and they come with a lot less grace... I love things that are Vamp based, Twilight aside because that was just silly nonsense I mean he sparkled and they gave birth to a demon-like baby... I'm still mourning the finale of What we do in the shadows, and love the glamour that often comes with a lady of the dark... 
I think now days we have enough blood banks, we should learn to share what extra we have with the Vamps and then leave them to dance through the shadows and the moonlight... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Faga - Enigmatic in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: Boutique #187 - Cute Drool
Face Make-Ups: FATHER - Undead Face, The Rotting Lab - Samael Wound (No Longer Available!), [KURURU] - Internal bleeding & WarPaint - Possession
Neck Wound: alaskametro<3 - "St. Winifred" blood FX
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Bloodbound Necklace (Available until July 7th at Bleeding Solstice)
Halo: CURELESS[+] - Moirai Collar
Top: Garmonbozia - Michela Dress BONUS PBR
Drink: Fiasco - Blood Drink
Pose: [piXit] - Gothabilly, Pose 1F1
Bat Trees: dust bunny - Midnight Apothecary in Bats Tree
Backdrop: IDK - Darkness backdrop

Chaos Galaxy Stars adding Heat to the Fire

It's BLOODY hot here in the Netherlands again today...We've had almost all of the seasons in a week, Wednesday there was the BIGGEST Summer storm, it was trecherous to head out of the front door. Then not three days later, we're stuck in a heatwave that feels like someone turned on the oven and left the door open... It's like being stuck in a fire... The demons of Hell must have worked some magic and are giving us a taste of their home life... 

Inside one of the deepest, darkest Demonic Volcanoes - an older but awesome backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - the demons have gathered around one of the most glamorous and more senior demonesses... The reason being that in her hand is one of the most important items in all of the fantasy realms... The chaotic red Galaxy Star - a release from Spells & Charms To Go for the current round of RITUAL that runs until the 12th of the month - one of the six chaos stars that can release extreme amounts of damage in the wrong hands... The red is responsible for this terrible heat, and the more it turns the hotter it gets.

What is she wearing;
Big Horns: [ContraptioN] - Jacob Horns
Hair: [Yomi] - Delora Hair
Little Horns: MS Design - Baby Horns (No Longer Available!)
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Chaos Star Bindi (Available until July 26th at The Darkness Event)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: DeaD's Death Depot - Hemorrhagic Fever Eyes in Black Pupil  (Available until July 12th at Ritual)
Eye Liner: WarPaint - Possession
Face Markings: FATHER - Undead Face & The Rotting Lab - Samael Wound (No Longer Available!)
Necklaces: Kibitz - Gemma's Necklace in Silver
Red Flames & Markings: THIS IS WRONG! - Infernal in Red
Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Burn With Me Chest Tattoo
Arm Markings: GERMINAL - HEL ARMS
Bodysuit: wraith - Roxanne Suit
Star: Spells & Charms To Go - Galaxy Star (Available until July 12th at Ritual)
Pose: Arabian Fashion - Witch Funestra, Pose 3 (Available until July 12th at Ritual)
Backdrop: Synnergy - Demonic Volcano Backdrop

Sweet as Candy

I was watching random pop music videos on YouTube and randomly stumbled upon Katy Perry´s California Girls video... I had a very instant craving for Candy, and that seemed to inspire me and my blogging choices today... I HAD TO HAVE CANDY, I needed to be surrounded by something super sweet, and I'll be honest, it was fun to get a little candylicious...

The Candy Demon that she is cannot get her hands on enough delicious candy... There's cotton candy, fizzy sodas and even some delicious Mui Galactica Popsicles... Her happiness shining through her sparkling little "Demonia" horns - from LuluB - she's a happy demon now she's full of Candy... 

What is she wearing;
Light Halo: Cole's Corner - Planetary Princess Halo in Saturn
Planet Halo: random.Matter x bonbon - Star Girl Gacha Item in Planetary Halo
Hair: Foxy - Mochi Hair in Red
Horns: #LuluB! - Demonia
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Star Freckles: random.Matter x bonbon  - Star Girl Gacha Item in Freckles
Freckles: random.Matter - Lunar Freckles (Past Group Gift)
Cloud Make-Up: FATHER - Cloud Blush
Star Make-Up: [okkbye] - Starstruck Freckles
Colourful Blush: Oh My Nya - Galaxia Blush BOM
Aura: Cole's Corner - Heavenly Ranger Aura in Purple
Necklace: {Violet Voltaire} - Lollipop Guild Necklace in Rainbow
Body Glitter: Ladybird - Body Glitter in Nym
Top: [I<3F] - Top in 04
Sleeves: Tentacio - Celestial Sleevers
Pose: FOXCITY - Sweetie, Pose 1
Lolly (Rezzed & in Mouth): Mui - Popsicle Galactica (Available until May 29th at Cosmopolitan)
Cotton Candy: [Nya.Gore] - Sweet Wata Kashi in Pink
Bottles: Half-Deer - Candy Galaxy Gacha Items in Starlight Sodas
Candy: Garbaggio - Pile Of Candy
White Clouds: Half-Deer - Simple Clouds
Rainbow Sparkles: Half-Deer - Patch of Galaxy in Unicorn Vomit
Backdrop: Synnergy - Celestial Backdrop 

The Nurse will see you now!

You'd never guess that it's February and almost Valentines, the way that I'm being more dark and twisted than pretty valentine romace, but meh who needs the flying little wing baby anyway. I am loving being dark and twisted, and isn't Valentines about doing the things that you love hehe... 
Now I heard that more and more people are getting the injection to protect against  Covid, but there are more people that are against it too, it's the injection that will zombify us all, in fact it's your turn to see the Nurse... 

The nurse will see you now... Just watch your step and please pay no mind to the lost souls of Lilith's Den and the Tainted Lovers that seek their lost hearts. Their empty rib cages bared as they attempt to find their lost loves, roaming the halls of the hospital. 
Our dead nurse waits in the corridor shot in her hand, is it a vaccine, or is it something a little more deadly... Are you willing to take the risk? Her crazy red eyes - from Suicidal Unborn - glaring from the dark. Is that due to the blood lust that she's sharing all over her uniform, or could it be something contained within the medicines she seems to be playing with... The Father's Spookshow Medicinal Pills all over her face,seeping the toxins within into her skin. She's already showing signs of being sick... Look at the blush on her cheeks - the blush along with the thermometer is in a Sick Set from [NoRush]. she is taking her temperature but my guess is that it's already too late for her!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Moon Hair - Molly
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn - Prince Vlad Eyes (Group Gift)
Pills & Make-Up Layer: Spookshow & FATHER - Medic Pills in Brights (Available until February 12th at Necrosis) 
Cheek Blush & Thermometer: [NoRush] - Sick Set Items
Choker: Spookshow - Medic Collar (Available until February 12th at Necrosis) 
Necklace: Violetility - Stethoscope Collar
Outfit (Including Dress, Gloves & Hat): Mug - Killer Nurse Gacha Items
Pose: FOXCITY - Boss Babe, Pose 5
Dolls: Lilith's Den - Tainted Lover Heart (Available until February 12th at Necrosis) 
Backdrop: anxiety - Formaldehyde (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Wonder If I Have Cell Phone Service?!

It's one of those lazy Sundays when I feel like I'm a little lost, I don't really know what to do, where to go and I definitely cannot seem to get my mind into gear to do anything that seems anywhere remotely like work?! All I want to do is be lazy and veg... Get lost in a book, on a far away adventure... 

Today's adventure may be a little shock to some of you... I am never normally into exploring space, because I have a bit of a massive phobia of aliens, but I can't help being a lover of the stars... I LOVE the sparkle, I love the fact that they are shining down us from billions of miles and can bring a smile to my face as they twinkle hello! 

Any chance I can be sparkly and covered in stars, I'm going to take it... So I put the "Drops of Jupiter" by Train and I'm dancing around in sparkles... A gorgeous skirt from CELESTE - which the photo doesn't really do justice by the way - called Falling Star and the sparkles move over the sheer fabric... You can tell that the owners of CELESTE and NeverWish are friends though, they seem to think with similar brains, as these skirts look like they are a perfect match to be worn over the brand new NeverWish bikinis that are available as part of the Summer Vibes Gacha Collection - available now at The Epiphany!!!

Now I wonder if I have Cell Phone Service on this planet?! 

What is she wearing; 

Hair, Str Freckles, Planet Halo, & Phone: random.Matter x BonBon - Star Girl Gacha Items (Available until August 15th at The Epiphany)

Halo: Pukki - Galaxy Halo 

Stars: bonbon - sleepy star Gacha Item in aura 

Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 

Make-Up: +FATHER+ - Cloud Blush 

Glitter Make-Up & Sparkles: Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter 

Bikini: NeverWish - Summer Vibes Gacha Items in Bikini Iridescent (Available until August 15th at The Epiphany) 

Skirt: CELESTE - Falling Star Skirt Set in Rainbow 

Pose: NANTRA - Prismatic, Pose 4 

Backdrop: GRUNT - Grid Pool Backdrop  (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Calling the Saints and Sinners

I wanted to do something a little dark and mysterious, a little leaning towards the dark side as the living dead doll in me is trying hard to fight her way out again... She's needing a little time in the light to lure the unsuspecting souls back to the darkness with her... 

She walked through the door in her somewhat angelic dress - a gorgeous Cherubic Dress from toksik - looking kinda sweet and innocent with her pretty pigtails - from Foxy - although that sweet angelic look is mostly just for show... If you look carefully at her face there's something a little Undead about it - thank you Father - the jeweled head dress and her jeweled septum - from Zombie Suicide - dressing up the dead little demon... It's amazing she can even wear so many relics of the Spiritus Sancti - a gacha collection from LUX AETERNA at The Arcade... 

As a side note, although I LOVE my main picture I wanted to give you a little closer look at things like the adorable Zombie Suicide Chained Septum Piercing. 

What is she wearing; 

Horns: DRD - Horns n Chains in Dark 

Hair: Foxy - Maeve Hair in Red 

Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 

Eyes: Izzie's - Demon Eyes 

Make-Up: +FATHER+ - Undead Face 

Nose Piercing: Zombie Suicide - Chained Septum 

Crown, Halo, Flags & Banners: LUX AETERNA - Spiritus Sancti Gacha Items (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)

Dress: toksik - Cherubic Dress in White&Black 

Pose: FOXCITY - Bebe, Pose 5 (Fatpack Exclusive) 

Backdrop: [BH9] - Redemption Room (Available for use at Backdrop City) 

Parties at the Monster Bar

At the moment you're getting to see the two sides of my personality bubbling over the edges and down the sides of the cup, maybe it's cabin fever but I'm feeling a little like the two sides of me are fighting to see who gets the light today... Tonight the living dead side of me is being freed and she's heading out for a bit of a Necrotic party!!! It's time to slip into you dancing shoes, the club is calling... 

I think the little living dead doll has definitely had one too many of those cocktails, but in the Monster Club she's letting her hair down and having a damn good time... She's been cooped up for too long! 
She's done her make-up all pretty just for tonight, fully approved by +FATHER+ - who is actually the brilliant mind behind this Undead Face Make-up that comes in three different shades at Necrosis - and even braved adding some of those fancy "Nija" Lenses - from Spookshow, also at Necrosis. For a dead thing she's still more than a little squeamish about putting things in her eyes, eyeballs just feel so icky! As a little extra peek at these things though, I've added a close up, without the bubble gum, so you can clearly see the pretties! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Karlie in Variety 
Horns: MS Design - Baby Horns in Natural 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Eyes: Spookshow - Nija Eyes in Lenses (Available until April 10th at Necrosis) 
Make-Up: +FATHER+ - Undead Face (Available until April 10th at Necrosis) 
Upper Necklace: Kibitz - Chained lock collar in Silver 
Lower Necklace: AsteroidBox - Ayla Necklace 
Dress: After Midnight Fashion - Hecate Dress (Available until April 10th at Necrosis) 
Fur: Caboodle - Alice Stole in Bright Pack 
Pose: Secret Poses - Frappe, Pose 6 
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - The Hangout in Violet (Available for use at Backdrop City)
Drink: erratic - Drink in Tequila Sunrise 

Monsters are awake and searching... Don't look them in the Eye!

IT'S OCTOBER 1ST AND THAT MEANS IT'S OFFICIALLY HALLOWEEN MONTH!!!! If Christmas is allowed a run up for an entire month then Halloween should be allowed to too, and I'm sure I'm not the only one that will agree with that... 
Turning Rob Zombie Music on loud to wake up the monsters and let them know it's time to come out and play... For the next few weeks, you'll definitely be seeing much more of me in my natural element! LIVING DEAD GIRL IS HERE TO STAY!!

The monsters are crawling out of their dark little hiding places... Some from the shadows, others from under the bed and there's even some that crawled from the drain AND managed to find a snack in the bathroom when she appeared!! Shame she made such a bloody mess... 
I think though that she may still be a little hungry, I mean she's REALLY Looking at you... Those piercing blue eyes all over her body... The Derpy Horror Horns - a release from Fika for the Hentai Horror - those piercing blue Snare eyes that lure you in - thanks to Father at Necrosis - and the Windows to the Soul that cover her entire body - thanks to Ama at Salem - are creepy in more ways than one... The eyes are the windows to the soul but if the blank stare is anything to go by, that soul is long gone... Hungry but dead inside!!! 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Fika - Derpy Horror Horns (Available until October 31st at Hentai Horror) 
Hair: ARGRACE - Chizuru in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Body Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds 
Eyes: FATHER - Snare Eyes (Available until October 12th at Necrosis) 
Necklace: Kibitz - Bloody Razor Blade Choker 
Body Eyes: Ama - Windows to the Soul (Available until October 31st at Salem) 
Gloves: Jian - Sanderson's Gloves in Bloody 
Pose: FOXCITY - Pool Bunny V2, Pose 2 
Backdrop: Inner Demons - Bloodbath Backdrop 1.2 (Available until October 12th at Necrosis) 

Neon for a New Week

The new week starts very soon, and there's lots of interesting things going on because this week marks the start of October and HALLOWEEN SEASON!! It's also the week that I'm looking forward to finally going back to work after my surprise forced vacation and a stay in the Hospital Hotel! 
Now I want to lighten up the week and bring a little crazy sparkle, as I'm excited to be going to work... Doesn't that make a change?!

The neon colours are making me smile... Although I'll admit that you cannot see me smile since I'm hiding it behind this "Coming for You Mask" from Ama... The mask went so well with these AMAZING Ruin horns from Lovely Alien. 
There's something a little Loki - ish about this... maybe it's the horns, but I don't care... it's EPIC!!!

What is she wearing;
Horns: ((Lovely Alien)) - Ruin Horns 
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Halo Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Face Wound: CURELESS - Curse of Cain 
Eyes: FATHER - Snare Eyes (Available until October 12th at Necrosis) 
Mask: Ama - Coming For You Mask 
Pose: Secret Poses - Mariana, Pose 7 
Backdrop: [Grunt] - Grid Pool Backdrop (Available for use at Backdrop City)

A Necrosis from the Phials of Demons

Shhhh it's here... There is magic in the air, and it's a dark magic... The kind of magic that makes your skin tingle with anticipation... It's a Necrosis, a stage of dying, and it's seeping into the Whispering Pines... The little demoness they call Guen - along with her wicked cohort Asbjörn - have called upon forces of the darkness, and their little demonic friends are coming out to play bring chaos and some rather cute goodies with them... 
One of the little demons got into the Voodoo hut in the swamp... There was all-manner of pretty jars filled with the wild and wicked, but it was the Phials of Demons that she was seeking, sprinkling their magic to welcome in more of their dark, macabre and depraved seekers of delight to the land of the Necrosis... 

For those of you that haven't heard, my tale is more than just a fairy story... Necrosis has really come to Whispering Pines. It's less of a demonic uprising though, and more of a dark little shopping event, filled with some lovely treasures for those of us that like the dark and macabre! 
It may be just a small event, it's early days and who knows what it's future will be, but there are some amazing hidden gems from designers like Zombie Suicide, PsychoBarbie, Solstice, and Witch Craft - as well as others... Just an example of some of the goodies can be seen in this demonic voodoo store take over... 
It started with the coloration of the eyes to the Necrotic Pink FATHER eyes, and as they changed this strange mark of the Astara Goddess appeared on my forehead. I think it should be blamed on the magic leaking from the Phial of Demons that is releasing the Inner Demons! 
Honestly, I'm very excited about this event, both for my dear friend Guennie and for the fact it's time for a little more darkness... Either way I see good things coming, and I cannot wait!!! 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: KUNI - Fran in Fatpack 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Head Tattoo: Astara - Goddess Forehead Tattoo (Available until September 7th at Necrosis) 
Eyes: FATHER - Necrotic Eyes (Available until September 7th at Necrosis) 
Eye Make-Up: Zombie Suicide - Twisted Shadows 
Outfit (Including Horns & Wings): Scandalize - Succubus in Green 
Pose: Secret Poses - Melania, Pose 3 
Jars: Inner Demons - Phial of Demons (Available until September 7th at Necrosis) 
Sparkles: [ keke ] - Shimmer Cloud