Backyard Camping Treats!

Since I am stuck at home today, and even though it's my normal day off and normally I wouldn't be complaining about being at home, I had a really strong desire to be getting outside, and there was no way I wanted to go round people so into the back garden I was going... 
It was a warmer day than expected, so I decided to make the most of it and make it one last fun day of Summer... 

Some of those summer days when I was a kid would be spent camping in the backyard, at least we'd lay there and just magically wake up in our beds in the morning as I believe Dad had carried us up to bed when it got late and we were asleep... 
One thing we never did though was make Smores - or is it S'mores, I don't know how it is written really - it's one of those American traditions that were never really a thing when I was a kid in the UK... It's something I've ALWAYS really wanted to try and do, but I've never really managed to try it properly... So while I'm lazing in my pop-up tent to read and watch my Cozy Campfire - from Krescendo - I pulled out the Junk Food Smores kits and hand to give it a go.. 

What is in the photo;
Smores Kit: Junk Food - Smores Plate
Blue Smores Plate: Junk Food - S'mores Station in Blue
Skillet: Junk Food - Smores Skillet
Fire: [Krescendo] - Cozy Campfire
Stove: Midwest - Someplace in Stove Yellow
Bottles: Elm - October Thermos
Teddy: hive - My Teddy in Soft Brown
Book: Puddles - Saucy Novel in Open
Box: Junk Food - Cooler Closed in Yellow
Tent: Sway's - [Camp out] Tent in Tie Dye RARE
Chair: Junk Food - Camping Chair in Blue
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Block Party Noon

Showtime for the Clowns

I had a day off today, and it was MUCHLY needed because I've been working all weekend. I am tired and sore and grumpy, and the weather is taking a VERY hot turn this week I AM NOT AMUSED... We don't have long until it reaches the brrr months, so why is it getting so hot... Stupid weather... 
I NEEDED something to distract me, I've been clowning around at work dealing with clowns and so today I want to do something totally different... 
Instead I ended up getting more than a little excited about Halloween, and well... Clowning around... 

Feeling like being a cute little clown because who doesn't love being a clown around Halloween... I don't really like clowns but I don't think I'll ever get through a Halloween season without dressing as one for sure... 
I set up a little tester to see how things would go when I put on a little crazy show... I set up the Hypno Wheels - from Krescendo for FETISH FAIR - and then the camera on a stand, I was a dancing little clown trying to see if I could hypnotize people into giving me all of their candies... I knew my clown outfit was a little sexier than planned but I cobbled it together without much planning... It was amazing that things matched so well... Almost like the Avril Arm and Leg Warmers - sold separately from PSYCHO.Byts - were made to wear with the striped colour pattern of the Ways Bra and Shorts set - from AsteroidBox, available at August 12th at ACCESS - and I LOVE THE WAY THEY LOOK... I think I'll be dressing like this for a while longer, Halloween is coming, and I deserve to be aowed to start prepping for it.. 

What is she wearing;
Hat: KitCat - JoJo The Clown in Black
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Gelato in Redhead
Make-Up: Skoll - Hell Circus 07 Final Boss Clown in CRIMSON (No Longer Available!)
Mask: katat0nik & Clemmm - Gas Mask in Clown
Collar: random.Matter - Cermet Collar in Do Not Feed Yellow
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Ayla Necklace
Gloves: PSYCHO:Byts - Avril Arm Warmers
Outfit (Bra Top, Shorts & Stockings): AsteroidBox - Walys Bra & Shorts (Available until September 8th at equal10)
Boots: PSYCHO:Byts - Avril Leg Warmers
Pose: [piXit] - Dana, Pose F7
Wheels: [Krescendo] - Hypno Wheel (Available until August 7th at FETISH FAIR)
Camera & Backing Light Screens: [Krescendo] - Hot Tub Streamer in Divider & Camera
Signs: [Krescendo] - Showtime Sign in Red
Backdrop: K&S - // Photobooth with drapery

Free to a Good Owner

A day off, but I'm still kinda on tender hooks as I worry about will work things be ok while I'm not at work LOL... I'm nervous, but I have to get myself past this and let my mind relax properly... 
I've had to distract myself with something that some people might say is a little naughty... Some might even say that this is a LOT naughty... I always feel like I'm not good at blogging the naughty, but then again I tend to over think things when I should let them go... Maybe put myself into the hands of someone better suited to letting me feel stronger... 

I've put myself out with the trash and you're welcome to come find me in the alley and have me collected from the box... I am free to a good owner - the Sub Box is available now from The Warehouse Sale by Violetility - just come get me... I'll warn you, she's a little Feral... She's a little Dirty, but she responds well to a leash and can be taught to behave... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Boutique #187 - Dirty Helmet (Available this weekend for Wanderlust)
Hair: Beusy - Cherrybomb Hairstyle in MINI ASSORTED
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: GABRIEL - Take me Leash in Black
Bite Mark: Izzie's - Werewolf Bites in Collarbone
Jacket: Rebelpill - Action Bae Jacket in Leather
Top: Adora-tions - Feral Lizzy Tank Brat Pack
Pose: [piXit] - Natalia, Pose 2R
Box: Violetility - Sub Box in Owner (Available until August 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Toys: [Krescendo] - Double Trouble
Backdrop: blaink - Love Zone

Pool Time Fun!

It's getting hot again!! The temperature is rising just as I've got to start cleaning my house to make sure everything is ready to go home... WHY DO THE GODS HATE ME?!
All I want to to do is find a way to cool down, I want to shower every five minutes and swim somewhere cool and preferably shady... I wish I had a pool!!!

I'm not sure if Rudh is chilling in her rubber ring, or if she's making a terrible cannonball bomb into the pool and is about to get herself stuck in a rubber ring she's landing on... 
You can see that her fishy buddies are experiencing her arrival with different reactions... The Bubble Buddies, such cute little fishies - from Krescendo - are watching on with a little concern, but it's the Chompy Sharks - from Snuggle&Co, still available until July 13th at Summerfest - that seem to be enjoying it... Their pearly whites are definitely on show like they are smiling anyway... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Water lily in Flowing Colors
Goggles & Nose Clip: STOIC - SUMMER GOGGLES
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Swimsuit: Garmonbozia - Perla swimsuit in BONUS PBR
Pose: -Extra- - Sandy Toes (Pose part of trio pose, see pose here)
Fish: [Krescendo] - Bubble Buddies (Available until July 27th at FaMESHed)
Sharks: Snuggle&Co - Chompy the Shark (Available until July 13th at Summerfest)
Rings: Dahlia - Frilly Float
Backdrop: everfaery - Cyber Nights Pool House

Hiding away to make plans...

Today is the start of my holiday and even though Thursdays are my usual day off, I don't actually feel like I'm on vacation yet. There is so much cleaning and sorting and organizing to do, not to mention makin sure I give my cat tonnes and tonnes of attention before I disappear... Plus the hubby is a bit OCD when it comes to planning so we have lists upon lists and other things to do that he knows and I haven't yet been informed of... It's getting like an secret military mission... I just wanna go home... 

Since it's like a military planning situation right now I'm working out how to hack the system... 
I've been looking at the screens, checking the charts and hiding in the Bunker - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - using only the Vertex Lamps and my Gaming Peripherals - both of which are from Krescendo, although the former is Mancave and the latter available for the MadPea PLAYXPO - and if that doesn't work I have NOT ONE but TWO secret weapons... Firstly my buddy Squiddy - from Tardfish - is an expert gamer and he can get his mind around anything, and secondly, if all else fails I have a set of earrings that will help me. They are made so you can Ctrl Yourself - a pair of earrings from Six Feet Under, which even though they aren't overly large in the picture above, I have added the store ad below for more clarity - with little keyboards that can take control over everything...

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Salty Hair in Offbeat
Earrings: Six Feet Under - Ctrl Yourself Earrings (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: CryBunBun - Marina Top in TieDye2
Bag: Tardfish - Squidy Gamer Bag in Holo (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Pants: CryBunBun - Arterie Pants in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Dana, Pose F2
Keyboards & Controllers: [Krescendo] - Gaming Peripherals (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Lamps: [Krescendo] - Vertex Lamp in 10 (Available until July 11th at MANCAVE)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - The Bunker {360} Backdrop

A Different Tale

It's a tale as old as time, but recently I have been loving reading the Smut that is actually based on the fairytales that I grew up loving and still love but now perhaps with a twist of something dark and kinky... 
I am just about to start reading one about Goldilocks, but I've loved them about Peter Pan, the Little Mermaid, Aladdin and others, but this will be the first about Goldilocks and her three bears... Another theme that I love happens to be Beauty and the Beast based stories... A twist on the tale as old as time... 

I love the stories with a twist... The darker the twist, the better I feel and I LOVE it when the female main character is the villain... Maybe I should start writing my own so that I can apply my desires to one tale... LOL or maybe I should just stick to reading them... 
This tale as old as time has a big twist... Our beast becomes human but not before the tale is flipped, with his belle of the ball becoming a scarred beast of the tale. Bitten and clawed by the beast to marr her beauty and let the magic of the rose be her curse... He is her obsession, she see that in his hand held mirror - from Krescendo - while the magic sparkles between her and the rose... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Linger in Redhead
Face Paint: MoonPhase - ClassicWereWolf FacePaint
Eye: Izzie's - Demon Eyes
Face Wound: Izzie's - Claw Wounds
Earring: (Yummy) - Pearl Earrings (Past Gift)
Choker: [Black Bantam] - Pearl Drop Choker Gray
Necklace: Insomnia Angel - Psyche Rose Necklace
Bite Wound: Izzie's - Werewolf Bites
Jacket: Mug - Paige Jacket in Green
Dress: Mug - Paige Dress in Gold
Mirror: [Krescendo] - Hand Held Mirror
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati in Gold
Pose: [piXit] - Isidora, Pose F3R
Table: peaches - The Beauty Within Table
Mirror: random.Matter - Antique Shop II in  Broken Mirror Black
Bed: zerkalo - Montserrat Bed
Curtains: Pitaya - The Last Vampire Curtains in RED
Backdrop: PITAYA - Magic Practice Skybox in Black

The Adventures of a Sky Pirate

For the last few days, the hubby and I have been re-watching the Pirates of the Caribbean. It's a bloody good series, with lots of moments of humour, romance and general silliness that I'd kind of forgotten about. Since there are 5 now things seem to blur into each other and I will admit I was wondering where each of the movies fitted together... What can I say? I LOVE them, I love Jack Sparrow and will say he's got to be one of my favourite movie characters of all time... I guess that it has influenced me... 

I think the Caribbean would be way too hot for me but I could be the kind of pirate in some fantasy steam-punkish novel... One in search of treasure or adventure or something that could be entertaining to pass the time... I'd have to be a bit of a fancy dressed up pirate, modern yet stylish and armed with some pretty weapons... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Eye Patch: Tentacio - Pirate Set
Hair: Magika - Cadence Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Kibitz - Coin choker
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Avalon Set (Available until July 8th at Equal10)
Pose & Weapons: piXit - Tranchant, Pose F1
Lamps: The Looking Glass - Moroccan Lanterns
Parrot: TLC - BlueAndGold Parrot
Table Globe: [Krescendo] - Celestial Globe
Maps: Ex Machina - Livingstone Gacha Set in Map with Compass & Map and Map Holder & Headhunter 's Island - Pirate Maps
Gold: [Dysfunctionality] - Golden Treasure Spilled Bag
Standing Globe: random.Matter - Cabinet of Curiosity in Globe
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Steampunk Ship {360} Backdrop

A Day on the Beach!

The Summer has officially seemed to arrive in the Netherlands over the past few days... I'm not a fan of the Summer, especially here... When you're on holiday and it's a warm, dry heat then it feels wonderful on your skin, but here in the Netherlands it's HUMID and becomes like a sweat box the moment you walk out the door... I hate it when it seems to get trapped inside the house... I NEED to get out and find somewhere to breathe... 

I love being out in Nature, I LOVE the cooling breeze and the feeling of natural sunlight, although like a vampire I tend to keep to the shadows the vast majority of the time... I wouldn't mind being on the beach right now though. I would love to spend the day darting in and out of the waves, playing with a bucket and spade o build sandcastles or use them for holding onto other things - like the one Rudh has full of drinks like the Beach Drinker bucket, available now from Dots at Kustom9, or the Castle Toy Bucket, from Krescendo currently available at the Amsterdam Event - while I hide in the shade... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Angels Hair in Black & Red (Available July 10th at Kustom9)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Paint: Spookshow - Goth Block
Sand Layer: Izzie's - Body & Face Beach Sand
Necklace: katat0nik - Sunblock Necklace in Blue Motion Lotion
Bikini: Mug - Poppy Bikini in Yellow (Available July 10th at Kustom9)
Shorts: Mug - Poppy Shorts in Medium (Available July 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: Fashiowl - Pizza Day, Pose 7
Drink Bucket: Dots - Beach Drinker in Blue (Available July 10th at Kustom9)
Toy Bucket: [Krescendo] - Castle Toy Bucket in Orange (Available until July 1st at Amsterdam Event)
Castle: hive - Flor Sandcastle
Parasol: [Merak] - Parasol Ink
Driftwood Branch: dust bunny - Driftwood Towel Perch
Sand Bucket: dust bunny - Sandy Bucket in Blue
Starfish & Shells: hive - Flor Starfish & Sway's - [Shell] Beach Shells
Vending Machine: MadPea - Fun In the Sun Essentials Machine
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Beach Bar {360}Backdrop

Dancing for Chicken

You might have gathered by now that I list reading as one of my hobbies but do you know what it is that I love to read most? I am a Smut reader mostly. I LOVE anything dark and twisted and kinky. There are genres within the genre, and some I LOVE more than others. I don't so much like the sports romances but I love the stalker types. I don't really have a preference though and will read ANYTHING... Though give me a masked man that's a bit stalkerish and possessive and I'm extremely happy...

I guess my choice in reading lead my mind today when it comes to setting up a blog post... I think my brain went in the direction it did as soon as I saw these dollar bill Kalika Shoes - from Garmonbozia, available until June 22nd at Kinky - I was whisked away into one of my books... 
Three boys in the cockface gang - thanks to the masks from katat0nik - had me dancing as their personal pet for tips and fried chicken, with the chance to win toys that could Fil-a-Chick Bucket - from Krescendo, available for a few more days at the Amsterdam Event - and make a girl like me happy... 

What is she wearing;
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Shoes: Garmonbozia - Kalika shoes in Variety 1 (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Pose & Pole: FOXCITY - Pole Artist Dance Pole
Toy Buckets: [Krescendo] - Fill-a-Chick Bucket (Available until June 1st at Amsterdam Event)
Chicken Heads: katat0nik - Cockface Mask
Fried Chicken: FOXCITY - Takeaway. Fried Chicken Bucket (Prop for Fowl Play Pose)
Money: The Salvage Yard - Cash Small Scatter (No Longer Available!)
Floor Pad: Violetility - Bored Game Platform
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Tea Room {360} Backdrop

A "Hotel" Stay!

I know I've been complaining about work a lot lately, but I'm going to do it again because well... I can... If yout don't like it just take a look at my pretty picture today and I'll see you later... Otherwise I've been driven crazy enough by the visitors to my place of work that I'm done with daily life and have finally found the perfect place for a rest... 

I'm tired, mentally and physically - so much so that I can't even think straight enough to write and words like physically are a problem - but there won't be much of a respite. I get Sunday and Monday off but I NEED MORE TIME TO REST!!! I'm checking myself into an old boutique "hotel" I've discovered, it's called the "Asylum for Criminally Insane Women"... I don't think I've done anything criminal, but perhaps if you could see the things I think about certain customers, maybe you'd disagree... Plus I've heard they have excellent padding to keep rooms nice and cosy, and damped the sound of aggrivated screams... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Sophie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-up: Izzie's - Insomnia
Necklaces: [Haste] - Come Closer Collar in Chrome & random.Matter - Zakei Choke Chain in Silver
Outfit: Mug - Hellzel Straitjacket in Black
Boots: UTOPIA@Design - "DORA"
Pose: [piXit] - 7 Ways, Pose F4
Mirror: [Krescendo] - Asylum Mirror (Available until June 25th at BLACK FAIR)
Chair: ANTINATURAL[+] - Hospital for Souls in Victorian Wheelchair (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: .PALETO.Backdrop - HOSPITAL

Taking Down the Rebellion!

It's the fourth of May, and that means that it's only one thing... Well there are two things in the Netherlands I mean since today is Dodenherdenking or Memorial Day and it's 80 years after the end of World War 2, and I will remember them... On another note though, and more of a main thing in our household is that it's Star Wars Day... May the Fourth be with you... 

As I am living in a home with a born and raised Star Wars fan, he was born the same year as Star Wars was first released it's a feeling of family I think lol, I knew that HellBone would be interested to help me create a Star Wars scene for the day. I had a plan in mind, and then he took over... 
I had to create the perfect look for the Sith that Rudh would be... She'd never make a Jedi - in the same way she'd never make anything other than Slytherine in Hogwarts - but isn't all the good things for the bad guys... I stumbled upon a soon-to-be-released outfit from AsteroidBox for the May round for Equal10. The Janie Outfit can be worn with or without the trousers, and does have some BOM Panties to wear under the dress, BUT like I said it won't be available until May 10th!!!
It's the perfect outfit for a dark little Sith as her army helps to take down those pesky X-Wing Fighters... 

What is wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Eden Hair in Offbeat (Available until May 27th at Anthem)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: PSYCHO:Byts - Zombie Eyes
Necklace: (Yummy) - Eye of Eternity Set
Cape: Aii - Mortal Harvest Mantle in Torn Cape
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Janie Outfit (Coming Soon to Equal10 from May 10th)
Sleeve Tattoo: GERMINAL - LIQUIDO ARMS tattoo in type 3
Robot Arm: PSYCHO:Byts - Connor TX Arms
Pose & Props: Needful - 65 Rebels Forever
X-Wing, Tie Fighter & AT-AT: Hogs & Cart Wheels - Star Wars Novelties
Light Panels: [Krescendo] - Imperial Glow (Available until May 11th at MANCAVE)
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - HYLT - Goodbye Kiss Backdrop

The Ultimate Pain Paddle!

The Demons of Hell have been tormenting people for centuries, and there has always been a bit of a pleasure when it comes to the tormenting of these souls that find their way into the darker corners of Hell... 
Depending on where you end up, you can never know which of the demons wil make an appearance, but it is safe to say that they will enjoy whatever they do... Well most of the time anyway... 

The Threll - a head from CRYPTID - Demoness is one of those that likes to inflict pain, but loves to do it in a bit of a kinky way... She's working for the deadly sins, hidden in one of the corridors of their house to assist in their work.She likes heavy metal and lots of spikes on her clothes, but puts on a costume of a Nun's headdress for her play sessions... 
Once she's pinned you to the Orion Cross - a release from Violetility at FaMESHed X until May 10th - she gets out all manner of whips, chains, crops and paddles to help her entertain herself and the Sin Demons... Things get a little boring after doing this for so long, and they are always looking for new painful methods to play around with. It has been a recent discovery, people talk about stepping on Legos being a terrible pain all the time, but they are now part of the Ultimate Pain Paddle - from Krescendo - and are eager to test it's pain providing levels... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Veil: Doe - Mercy Veil
Big Horns: HAZEL - DREADSPIRE HORNS
Head: CRYPTID - Threll
Skin: [Forest Fantasy Store] (Now FAUNUS) - GARGOYLE SKIN in Ruby
Necklace: CHANDRA - Temprest Choker
Tattoo: CORE&GORE - Hetemite Tattoo
Top: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Bra in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Wings: Sweet Thing - Demon Wings
Paddle: [Krescendo] - Ultimate Pain Paddle in Black (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Shorts: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Shorts in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Pose: [piXit] - Alitissa, Pose F7
Cross: Violetility - Orion Cross (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Banner: Pitaya - Deadly Sins Banner in Black
Backdrop: VARONIS - Nighted Backdrop

The Perfect Place for a Rope Bunny

I often feel like I'm tied up at work, unable to do anything that's not totally chaotic since I work with people and I'm held in a rope bind that I cannot get out of... Today was a prime example of that, we try to help our customers but sometimes the customer is most definitely not always right... 
ANYWAY, on the subject of being tied up, I am not really a shibari kinda girl, but the books I have been reading ately MAY be changing my mind on that... If you haven't read any of the Salacious Players Club novels by Sara Cate and you like the SMUT genre then my god you need to, and if you have read them you know the one I mean when I'm talking about Shibari... ANYWAY, I've decided to let myself get tied in knots, maybe it will release a little of the tension in me... 

The Neon Church is a gothic styled nightclub - actually a skybox from LORE - that is not only popular for the music, but also for the extra activities that they have in the back rooms. Fun for those kinkily inclined, and lessons in the kinks that are new to you... Lessons in things like how to tie Rope Off - a pose set with rope props from piXit - and how to be the best kind of Rope Bunny that a girl can be... Masks are optional but wearing the ropes like a harness is definitely a bit of fun - thanks to the Rope Bunny set from Adora-tions - especially if you open your eyes and look at yourself covered in rope markings in the mirrors... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Crush in Essential
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Rope Bodysuit: Adora-tions - Rope Bunny Mask & Harness (Available until May 5th at Bad Bunny)
Top: Adora-tions - Rope Slut Jacinda Crop (Available until May 5th at Bad Bunny)
Rope Markings: -XTC- - Bound / Rope Marks & Chemical Princess - Rope Tattoo (No Longer Available!)
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Rope Off, Pose F1
Mirrors: [Krescendo] - Neon Church Mirrors in Red
Floor Ropes: Short Leash - Playtime Toys in Bondage Rings
Backdrop: LORE - Gothic Attic Skybox in Dark

Breaking Free

I've been at work for the last two days and it's felt like I've been locked up without a chance to go outside and dance in the sun... Now OK I KNOW that's overly dramatic, but I'm tired of working and being an adult lol... I find myself walking around as I clean up after people singing "I want to break free"... 

Rudh had been locked up while I was away at work... She's not going to let that stop her though, she's going to do the thing that I cannot... She's going to break free... HOW? Well, she was looking around the jail cells, trying not to scratch because of the itchy Prison Outfit - from ANTAYA, available now at the Engine Room - when she spotted the LARGE collection of Dynamite - from Static - complete with the Bomb Clock - from Krescendo at the ManCave until April 11th - sitting on the other side of the bars... It didn't take much... The Good Bear on her shoulder was missing, and the Evil Bear - which is a set from Tardfish caled Good Vs Evil Bears - only had to whisper a few words before the candles seemed more appealing... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Ayase Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: random.Matter - Neze Collar
Outfit (including Hat): ANTAYA - Prison Outfit in Bonnie (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Friend: Tardfish - Good Vs. Evil Bears
Candle: Soapberry - Luz Candleabra (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pose: [piXit] - Sparkly Eve, Pose F6
Clock Dynamite: [Krescendo] - Bomb Clock in Red (Available until April 11th at ManCave)
Other Explosives: Static - Boompowder Explosives (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Barrels: DaD DESIGN - "Rustic wood Barrel"
Backdrop: TROPIX - Old Prison BackDrop 02

When he comes home early...

I've been reading a lot in the last year, and it's something that I plan on continuting as it gives my mind a chance to stop thinking about the real things it has to focus on and starts letting my mind wander to places that are not mine to actually live in... 
I've always loved to read but my tastes in reading material have DEFINITELY changed as I've matured. Though I guess a lot about me has definitely changed since I was a teenager...

When I was a teenager I LOVED a fantasy, perhaps with a little romantic twist and although I was NEVER a Twilight or Harry Potter fan, I loved Lord of the Rings and was obsessed with the Twisted Disney series. I've also had a penchant for historical romances and even read  Stephen King or two in the past... BUT NOW... I'm the kind of girl that likes Smut... The darker the better. Give me a dark twisted stalker, maybe one in a mask, and with a penchant for touch-her-and-die vibes, if he's older that's better lol... I'm a girl with a dark stalker, mask wearing, Daddy kink apparently lol... 
I've just finished reading about  guy that has some fun with his babysitter... It's basically porn but without the moving pictures... So today I felt like adding a bit of a tease of a picture... The babysitter sitting around at the home of the kids she's sitting, surrounded by the clutter of the kids she's watching... Pulling her own little pink heart toy - a Love Dildo from Krescendo - out of her bag, as the naughty book she was reading started to get good. She didn't hear the door slowly open, she didn't see the father of the children standing there watching her until it was too hard to hide what she was upto or what he was hiding in his pants... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Bonnie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Adora-tions - Smut Crop Top Brat Pack
Skirt: AsteroidBox - Mavis Skirt in Gray Check
Garters & Cuffs: Astralia - Good Girl (Garters/Cuffs) in Black
Socks: Palette - Single Night Socks
Pose: FOXCITY - Everything, Pose 3m
Books: random.Matter - Bitter Sweets in Romance Novels
Sofa Bag: dust bunny - Dreamy Outing in Essentials Bag
Sofa Toy: [Krescendo] - Love Dildo
Crocodile Toy: 8f8 - Patched Up Companions  in Shy Crocket
Floor Bag: Tres Blah - Slumber Party in Overnight Bag
Shoes: miss chelsea - Emme Sneakers (Available until April 6th at Equal10)
Train: BoOgErS - Number Train (No Longer Available!)
Blocks: [Llamaby] - Alphabet Wooden Blocks in Bright Pack
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Blush & Midnight Backdrop (Current Group Gift)

Hands to Assist in the Transplantation!

I've said it more than once, but then times when I'm making the darkest and most twisted of pictures I'm more often than not in the bestest of moods... I'm happy and I'm usually singing along to some cheesy pop song - today it was the turn of Five, who have reformed and I wasn't able to get tickets to see - but for some reason the darkest pictures happen... 
Today is of no exception, I was given a task to assist in the transportation of something gross and sticky... The real me had to take a look away, so I let the Living Dead Doll take over... She's not been out to play for a while, but she's the happiest little soul... 

So today she seemed to come prepared for the task at hand, and she's always a happy girl when it comes to being able to dig up the body parts from the still warm, freshly dead bodies... The Hospital - a backdrop in this case from blaink - is always in need of helping hands to assist with removal of body parts for transplantation and Living Dead Rudh definitely comes prepared with helping Ghostmage Hands - from Aii - and her Corrupted Hands - from Tardfish, available until March 31st at The Men's Department... 
After the removal of the fresh, still beating heart, she slipped it into the black Human Organ Bag - from Krescendo, currently available at BLACK FAIR until March 23rd - and all she had to do now was decide if it was to be delivered to the waiting patient or would it feed her demon friends for lunch... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Tardfish - Corrupted Horns (Available until March 31st at The Men's Department)
Hair: TRUTH - Ember in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Betrayal Choker
Body Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds
Chest Words Tattoo: [Onyx] - My Rules Tattoo in Made in Hell
Outfit, Hat, Mask & Gloves: Mug - Killer Nurse Gacha Items
Floating Hands: {Aii} - GHOSTMAGE HANDS
Pose: La Plume - Sandrine, Pose 6
Bag: [Krescendo] - Human Organ Bag in Black (Available until March 23rd at BLACK FAIR)
Bottle: AsteroidBox - Removed Heart Set (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: blaink - Hospital V2

Art imitates Life...

Spring is sprung, the grass is rizz, I wonder where the birdies is... A cute little poetic saying that my mum always used to say to me around this time of year when we reached the month of March and the world around us seemed to start gearing up for the Spring season. BEFORE ANYONE COMES AT ME, I know it's a no longer the way that the kids are using the word rizz but it's not the new use of the word I'm using here LOL... 

I am definitely an Autumn kinda girl. but if I had to pick another season I'd be saying I love Spring... I LOVE the colours and the vibrancy, I love the early Spring sun that's wraming on the skin but not full of burning Summer heat, I love the fact that March is one of the best month's of the year because it won't be long now until it's my BIRTHDAY!!!! Yes, I AM the Birthday princess this month... 
One of the things that I used to loved doing the most when I was younger was watching the nature as it carried on it's normal life... I used to be a bug lover, collecting them to observe and care for in our family garden. I always seemed to find them easier to keep alive in their little bug homes - like the Ladybug Habitat from Junk Food - than the adorably weird bug-like things in those uber trendy electronic pets that were the Tamagotchis - like the Gochi Mirrors from Krescendo... 
I also had the hobby of collecting stones from the beach when visiting my grandparents, to take home and paint into cute little bugs and other such patterns... I might have to start doing that again soon, it could be fun for the summer perhaps?! 

What is in the picture;
Ladybird Habitat: Junk Food - Ladybug Habitat in Yellow
Toy: [Krescendo] - Gochi Mirror in Hot Pink
Book & Terrarium: NOMAD - School Time in Biology Studies
Pencils: random.Matter - Craft Corner in Pencils Green
Paint: tarte - Paint Clutter
Stones: Meli Imako - MI8067 Pebble stones 2 pcs Builder's Kit
Vase: Ariskea - [September] Eucalyptus Branches Vase
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Greenhouse {360} Backdrop

Fight for Love

Sometimes I feel like I could get into the Valentine's spirit, others I'm as far from interested as any person ever could be... I DON'T feel like being sweet, romantic or anywhere near Valentineish today... I wanna kick someone's butt, I wanna be angry and violent and I'm not even really sure why... So my aggression will start here... I hear there's been some trouble down at the Tunnel of Love... 

As I arrived at the Tunnel of Love - which happens to be a backdrop by blaink by the way - there was no one waiting in line, which should have been my first major red flag... Signs were placed to warn me to be cautious - and well this Boutique #187 Tainted Love sign really summed up my mood, it was so hard to choose a slogan - but armed with a old handmade axe, I wandered through the gates and came face to face with the Mmmmecha 9000 bots - from Krescendo at Hentai Fair - the fight was on...  

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Chaeng Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Tattoo: GERMINAL - STAY SINGLE tattoo
Top: Garmonbozia - Malena Top & Sleeves (Available until February 27th at FaMESHed)
Pants: Garmonbozia - Malena Pants (Available until February 27th at FaMESHed)
Weapon: Synnergy.Tavis - Handmade Axe
Pose: Fashiowl Poses - Beach Tower, Pose 11
Sign: Boutique #187 - Tainted Love Sign (Available until February 15th at The Darkness Chamber Fair)
Robots: Krescendo - Mmmmecha 9000 (Available until February 21st at Hentai Fair)
Backdrop: blaink. - Tunnel of Love

My Own Personal Wonderland

Do you ever put an outfit on, and find yourself disappearing into a mindspace that leads you to a totally different world... I had planned to get creative, I was going to aim to get multiple pictures done today but once I put on the first outfit I wanted to blog, I was lost to my own crazy mixed-up dreamlike version of Wonderland... 

What would my version of Wonderland be like? How would Rudhie in Wonderland differ from the world created by Lewis Carroll that Alice got lost in... My Second Life is a world made up of weird and wonderful things... Rainbow sparkles lead to dark, deadly corners, and crazy moments of magic, but would Wonderland be any different or just MUCH MORE of the same?! 
I think there would definitely be a tea party of sorts, one with lots of cake and plenty of hot tea to be drunk from pretty tea cups on mismatched saucers. There would be bunches of Monstrous Elegance - which is represented by the Monster's Feast and the Beastly Visions sets from Nylon Outfitters at Collabor88 - and some of my own cute furry friends with the Chesire Cat being replaced by a HUGE Fluffy Unicorn - from Tardfish - and of course I'd look FABULOUS in my own version of Wonderland... The idea is sparkling through my mind, and I know what I'll be dreaming of tonight... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessory: katat0nik - Moondrop Bow Set in Blue
Hair: [monso] - Jinx2 Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - Oversized Glasses
Choker: {Rosier} - Corrina Choker (Past Gift)
Necklace: (Yummy) - Digi-Pet Necklace (Available until February 6th at Collabor88)
Boa: katat0nik - Femme Fatal
Dress: miss chelsea - Snow Dress
Pose: Fashiowl Poses - Cruel Love, Pose 9
Friend: Tardfish - Fluffy Unicorn
Chandelier & Mirror: Nylon Outfitters - Monstrous Elegance in Monster's Feast (Available until February 6th at Collabor88)
Table & Pictures: Nylon Outfitters - Monstrous Elegance in Beastly Visions (Available until February 6th at Collabor88)
Clock, Bookcase, Foods & Candle: BackBone - Tea Party Items
Chairs: (Left) [Krescendo] - Lagos Seat & (Right) SEUL - Monster Chair in Powder
Lamps: BackBone - Daydreamer's Den Items in Zen Lamp
Building: dust bunny - Woodland Dreams in Makeshift Gazebo (Re-coloured by me for the photo!)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Wonderland [360] Backdrop

My Own Roaring 1920s!

Sometimes I do a little random. Sometimes I do things that get lost of the realms of high fantasy. Sometimes I do things that are a litte more grounded in realism, although those things my be based on stories of their own too... No matter what I do it's always done with love and happiness and it makes me smile to do whatever I feel like... Today I went with a story from someone else's mind, and an event theme that was a little outside my usual ball park... 

Normally I feel more like I should avoid anything Art Deco, but when the Anthem line-up was announced to be Great Gatesby themed ca me intrigued. I more often than not vere towards designs that are more Art Nouveau, than Art Deco - they are easy to tell apart Art Nouveau looks like it's been made by the elves, Art Deco is more harsh lines and bold prints and looks more like it's been made by the dwarves - but this was interesting, and even though I'm not really a Great Gatesby fan, I kinda liked what I did!!! 
Come take a trip with me to the Voyeur Rooms - the keychain is older but still awesome from Krescendo - and grab yourself a glass of Champagne - from Junk Food - at the 1920's fanciest hotel... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi Pills - Claudette Mesh Hair in Reds Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Shae Set in Top (Available until January 30th at Anthem)
Cigarette: random.Matter - Verona Telescopic Cigarette in Silver
Keys: [Krescendo] - Kinky Keychain
Skirt: miss chelsea - Shae Set in Skirt (Available until January 30th at Anthem)
Pose: [piXit] - Chapeau, Pose F4R
Champagne: Junk Food - Champagne Tray
Gramophone: DRD - Scarlett Hotel Item in Ballroom record player
Cases: DRD - Scarlett Hotel Item in Gift shop Vintage Suitcases
Table: LEMME - New 20's Trolley Table in Marble
Sofa: DRD - Joubert couch in Brown
Backdrop: Dirty Rat - The Deco Den