The Pixel Fae and Her Arcade Aura

A magical day off that I spent at home in my jammies doing a few odd chores and reading the rest of the time... When I was cleaning the music was loud, cheesy, pop with many, many cheesy karaoke moments, using whatever I had to hand... Just a note to those who do this too, TOILET BRUSHES ARE NOT EVER TO BE USED AS MICROPHONES... Anything else is fair game, and can make you feel like a magical star... 

There is a loud, rumbling music that can be heard across certain regions of Second Life today as the adorable band that is Arcade Aura - which coincidentally is the name of the collection from everfaery for the newly opened round of Cyber Fair that includes the Wings and Left stocking shown in my outfit - in their matching stage outfits are warming up... Lots of loud cheesy pop music, glittering lights with stars and sparkles, and a lead guitarist that would make things a lot easier to rehearse if she remembered to plug the guitar in LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Goggles: PSYCHO:Byts - CYB3_ - Goggles (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Hair: Ayashi - Chizuru Hair in Light Set
Glasses: Violetility - 8-Bit Glasses II
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: everfaery - Arcade Aura Wings (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Mia Outfit (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Arm Wires: Normandy - Inti.Veins MK2
Body Paint: Even Tide - Cyber in Purple (No Longer Available!)
Guitar: Mug - Punk Rocker in #19 Electric Guitar Pink
Left Sock: everfaery - Arcade Aura Legs (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Right Boot: AsteroidBox - Mia Boots (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Popstars
Pose: [piXit] - Avril, Pose F3R
Bears: BoOgErS - Bear Band in Bubble Bears (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Aurora 1

Harvest Treats Time!

I know that Autumn doesn't officially start until September 22nd, but that isn't about to stop me from getting into the Autumn Spirit as it's my favourite time of the year... I LOVE the autumn, and although I'm trying hard to avoid all things pumpkin right now, I'm going to start letting the leaves fall, collecting the conkers that the trees gift us and wrapping myself in lots and lots of snuggly blankets while I cuddle a cup of tea and read a book... 
There are a few tasks that I have to get done this time of year... I started to assist the mushroom folk in their harvest, and today I get to harvest something even more magical... 

Being a magical being has it's perks and that's why the plants in my perfect little magical greenhouse are now ready for the harvest of some very interesting treats... The Sugarfora - from dust bunny at  kustom9 until September 10th - have been growing hard and have some delicious treats for us this year... The hanging Macaron, the Donut Tree and the Chocolate Chip Cookie Bush keep me happy with delicious treats all Winter if I am lucky, I have already got a crop of Iced Pink donuts - in a bucket from Junk Food - and am testing the chocolate chip cookies which I have to tell you are DELICIOUS!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Doe - Becca the Baker
Flour Make-up: Izzie's - Baking Mess
Top: Tres Blah - Summer Fete Apron in Black
Cookie: REIGN - BAKED GOODS in CHOCOLATE CHIP BITE *UNWRAPPED #7
Pose: [piXit] - Aikita, Pose F6
Plants: dust bunny - Sugarflora (Available until September 10th at Kustom9)
Bucket: Junk Food - Donut Bucket in Pink
Chocolate Chips: dust bunny - Homemade Summer Treats in Chocolate Chips
Cookie Rack: dust bunny - Homemade Summer Treats in Cooling Cookies
Bowls: Elm - Tamsin Kitchen Decor & Dahlia - Lazy Days in Mixing Bowls Yellow
Flour: Aardvark - Box of Flours
Counters: Elm - Clover Cabinets in Evergreen & Pitaya - DIY Kitchen Countertop
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Ivy Window

The Future Of Self-Preservation!

Do you ever stop and think about the future? I am not the kinda girl that enjoys any form of Science Fiction, be that in movies or books, but the hubby really loves Star Wars... I think back to pictures of history that we've seen where they say in 2025 we'd be driving flying cars, and Back to the Future had so many gadgets that would be handy but are non-existant... I wonder will humans look different, they already warn about changes caused by technological influences like smart phones... But wouldn't it be better to be something more interesting... 

I'd like to think that we mutate into something a little cooler... Adding some Cyborg parts to make sure the human body runs smoothly, but like I've said they talk about Smart Phone hands and App watching neck with a hump since we spend so long looking down at phones and tablets, but I was hopeing maybe for more eyes or something so that I can see better and don't have to wear glasses any more. I know I could wear contacts but I cannot stick my fingers in my eyes... 
As for protection though, I'd stick with the old school methods... Like they say, if it aint broke, don't fix it... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: PSYCHO:Byts - Persephonix Horns
Hair: [monso] - Chiku Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Extra Eyes: ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks in EyeFreak
Face Additions: PSYCHO:Byts - CyberImplants
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Dana Bodysuit (Available until July 8th at ACCESS)
Body Lines: Even~Tide - Cyber in Red
Sparkles: #LuluB! - The Cult (No Longer Available!) 
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Got Issues, Pose F1
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Pipes Walkway

A Darker Side to the Easter Bunny

I've been off work sick for the past two days... It seems like there is a dreaded lurgy going around, as everyone in my work team has been hit, just in time for the high season in a striking resemblence to the events of 5 years ago when COVID initially happened... Tomorrow I am planning to try and go back, we NEED people even though I'm still not really well enough... Today I'm having to try and do things as normal, so that means it's time to try and work on a little something for my blog... I'm not in the best mood, so something dark it is... 
Have you ever wondered where Easter Eggs come from?! 

Today we're on a pathway to find out, and I'll warn you now, it's not all chocolate, cute animals and pastel colours... There's a darker side of Easter, there's a monstrous establishment where the chickens are forced to lay the brightly coloured eggs that decorate tables and homes for the festive season... They once they have been laid they are taken to another location where the gnomes fill them with chocolate... All under the watchful eye of the Easter Bunny and his minions. Not all of the minion bunnies are the cute cuddly kind, there are the darker, twisted overseers are just that, dark and twisted, controlling and a little evil... Yet they run a tight ship, but they look SO feisty, fabulous as they do it... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Boutique #187 - Bunny Hat (Available until April 20th at The Darkness Chamber Fair)
Hair: CHAIN - Denny Hair in Multicolor
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Overlay: A.D.D.Andel! - Spiraling Down Eye Overlay
Make-Up: Skoll - Hell Circus in Harlequin Clown Green (No Longer Available!) & Spookshow - Build A Clown Items in Clown Face Kit & Screwball Shadow
Fur: CURELESS - Red Queen's Realm Gacha Collection in Cheshire's Shawl BLACKWHITE
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Collar: PSYCHO:Byts - Astaroth Choker
Top: AsteroidBox - Lera Top & Shorts Set (Available until May 8th at ACCESS)
Shorts: AsteroidBox - Lera Top & Shorts Set (Available until May 8th at ACCESS)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff in Green & Purple
Pose: piXit - Xenia, Pose 2
Basket: Junk Food - Easter Basket in Brown
Chickens: JIAN - Chicken Nest
Cage: JIAN - Animal Enclosure
Hay Piles: hive - Harvest Hay Pile
Eggs: Boudoir - Wearable Eggs & Mesh India -  Color Eggs (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Abandoned Factory

Uwila, the Keepers of the Quartz

Today I had the day off and I felt like I needed a little magic, things are beginning to look a lot like Spring and the sun has finally started defrosting the Netherlands but I get the feeling that by the time my Birthday gets here the weather may have changed a little.. I NEEDED some magic... I called out into the eather and found a magical being with a store that needed to be told... 

Within the Ivy covered hallways - a backdrop from Paparazzi - of the castle there are a wide range of magical beings gathering... It was the arrival of the Uwila - which happens to be a head and body release from BeSpoke - that caused the most stir. The ethereal, celestial bird like beings are keepers of the Ephemera Quartz, and they harvest the magic through their Magus Rods - a release from Quills & Curiosities - in the hopes that Spring will be a happy, wonderful one... 

What is she wearing;
Tiara & Neck Piece: K R E E P - Druidic Ornament (Available until March 15th at The Night Market Collective)
Head, Eyes, Skin & Hairpiece: BeSpoke - Uwila
Necklace: (Yummy) - Ephemera Quartz Necklace
Wings: The Kiwi Co. - Celeste Noir in Angel Wings
Top: !dM devious Mind - Colibri in Sable
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Staff: Quills & Curiosities - Magus Rod
Pose: [piXit] - Sparkly Eve, Pose F4
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Ivy Steps

It's a 2007 kinda thing...

I had a weekend off, yesterday was the Hubby's Birthday so I had too much to do, and today I've been playing catch up on things around the house... I also played catch up with an old friend and went on a trip down memory lane... Things were said, my mind was blown, and now I feel like I'm heading back into my emo phase... I feel like it would be the right time to slip into the black parade and live my best emo life... 

In America, weren't they called Scene kids? I know we had them in the UK but I'm not sure I ever used that term, it was only Emos really... I never got into the style much myself, I was definitely part of the skater crowd and LOVED the music but I'd never have referred to myself as a Scene Kid... So I couldn't really resist my chance... 
I loved the vibe of the style, the bright colours and the different to modern posing although still as equally cheesy to witness someone doing in RL  kinda attitude that went with it... So Rudh decided to pose at the Night Bus Stop, dressed up in her best 2007Emotions Outfit - from CryBunBun - trying to look emotionally tortured... Those make the best kind of photos... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Nicki in Redhead (Worn with Doe - Biji in Flux)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: Kibitz - Judge me choker in DEAD
Necklace: random.Matter - Yesung Chokers in Cool Tones
Outfit (Including Gloves): CryBunBun - 2007Emotions Outfit in DEAD
Bracelet: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets
Pose: FOXCITY - Parked V2, Pose 5
Bin: DRD - San Mora in City Trash Can
Dog Bin: Star Sugar - Dog Waist Station
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Night Bus Stop 1

Fairy Teas Need Human Magic!

Halloween has been and gone now, and that means, as the great Queen of Christmas Mariah Carey says "It's TIMEEEEEEEEEEE!" Christmas is almost here and we are on a slippery slope to the visit from the big man in red... 
It is time though to calm things down and watch the world go by a little, time to enjoy the Autumn colours and the chill in the air. The best way to do that... Time to settle down with a cuppa tea, as the happy little fae in me takes a break from painting the nature in red and gold...

The fae folk have a magical crystal table set up in the Enchanted Hall, with the soul purpose of it being for making tea and eating yummy things that magically appear... Cakes of all kinds, and croissant sandwiches sit on the mushroom clove crockery, while the tea cups in the set sit waiting to be filled with delicious hot tea or coffee... Most of the things in the Fae kitchen are naturally sourced, but if you look closely you will see that a trip was made to the human world in search of one of the most important things in the world... COFFEE CREAMER - from Junk Food - because no matter what kind of magic the fae have, there will ALWAYS be better coffee creamers in the human world hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessory: random.Matter - Elihu Mushroom Crown
Hair: Magika - Delulu The Spooky Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pose: piXit - Wind Me Up, Pose F5
Tea Set: Elm - Clove Crockery Set
Coffee Creamer: Junk Food - Coffee Creamers
Rabbits: Half-Deer - Warm & Fuzzy Snuggle Bunnies in Choco
Coffee & Tea Jars: RazzBerry Inc - Mushie Jars
Food: Hangry - Croissant Sandwich, random.Matter - Woodland Treats, Apple Fall - Treats Platter & ionic - Eat me Macaron cookies
Jars: Elm - Clove Crockery in Acorn Jar
Kettle: Bixty - Kettle & Electric Heater
Table: Schadenfreude - Crystal Cottage in Dark Table
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Enchanted Hall 

Only Books have the Answers!

Today has been a busy but lovely day... I got to see my mum for a few hours when her cruise docked in Amsterdam - she said my tour was much nicer than the one offered by the cruise operators - and then after a very hectic morning, I came home to relax... I had a shower, got into something comfortable and promptly took a nap. I'd been planning to read, but I only managed a few pages before I passed out... 

Nothing like curling up with a good book, I LOVE reading under a blanket with a cuppa... I've been reading so much this year, and I realised the other day when I didn't get a chance to read before bed that I had trouble falling asleep... 
Like I said though, being in my jammies, with a good book, a cup of tea or coffee and my darling pussy cats - like the Bat-titude and Arachno Cats from Aardvark at the current round of ACCESS - can make everything better. In this case, I'm sat with a voodoo doll friend of mine whilst I look through the Necronomicon as the mess of my desk wasn't revealling the information I needed it too... Not even my Pendulum Prediction Board - from MadPea, available until November 10th at Kustom9 - wasn't able to find the answers...

What is she wearing:
Hat: Magika - The Spellcasters Hat (Special October 2024 Edition)
Hair: Magika - Abigail in The Cursed (Special October 2024 Edition)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pyjamas & Eye Mask: Decoy - Final Slumber Pyjamas
Pose: Diversion - Avoidance, Pose 4
Lap Book: Tardfish - Spell Book in  Necronomicon
Cats: Aardvark - Bat-titude Cat & Arachno Cat (Available until November 8th at Access)
Pendulum: MadPea - Pendulum Prediction Board in Gold (Available until November 10th at Kustom9)
Coffee: Dahlia - Ghostly Boo Cappuccino in Peach
Wall Art: LOVE - PETRIFYING PORTRAITS in Freaky Family (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Cryptex: Static - Cryptex
Doll: What's Lost Spirits - VOODOO KILL YOU (Gift Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Lamp: Candle & Cauldron - Forgotten Lantern (Gift Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Bust: [Merak] - Veiled Lady Bust
Pumpkin: Vae Victis - "Twisted Trio" Pumpkin (Gift Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Cabinet: SPELL - Potions in Dark Wood
Books: Random Matter - A Quiet Place Books
Box: SPELL - Sacred Runes
Blanket Box: dust bunny - Hazel Nook in Blanket Trunk
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Valkyrie Hand in Gold & LuluB! - Magic: Star Spell (No Longer Available!)
Chair: CHEZ MOI - Ghost Armchair
Table: Apple Fall - Hudson Desk in Weathered Oak
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Ivy Window

Me and my Monster Ghouls

Dress up is SO MUCH FUN... Today has been one of my favourite days for dressing up because this as with every year I LOVE to get myself a little Monster High on... This year it's not me collecting my own ghouls to spend my Monster High day with, this year I got to meet my favourite ghouls in their high school corridor as I became one of them... 

Today I started a new year at Monster High and got to walk the school hallways with the amazing ghoulfriends of Monster High... I've always been a MASSIVE fan and wished that Monster High had been a thing when I was an 11 year old girl playing her barbie dolls... It would have been a case of BARBIE WHO?!
For those of you that don't know, Monster High is about the children of well known Monsters... I had to decide who my parents would be, of course knowing me I'd be the daughter of a demonness, full of Hellfire and Toxicly Painted... Though my Scene Queen outfit seemed to get a seal of approval from the ghouls, and armed with my ZombiChi - a new release from JIAN at FLF-o-ween - I'l be the new Elle Woods of Monster High... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: {Valentine} - Hellfire Horns (Gift Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Hair: Wasabi - Rawr Hair in Offbeat (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Make-Up: (Nylon Outfitters) - Face Paint Set in Toxic Zombie
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in MORTIS  (Hunt Gift Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Earring: Adora-tions - Babydoll Earrings Brat Pack
Necklace: Kibitz - Natasha's Heart Necklace & Collar in Silver
Scrunchies: Static - Scrunchie Hoarder in Scene (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Bangles: miss chelsea - Elle Shag Bands in Pride Pack
Dog: JIAN Pets - ZombiChi (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween)
Top: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Tee (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Belt: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Belts (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Skirt: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Tutu (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Socks: VALLEMONT - Onix Socks (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Secret Poses - Aradia, Pose 3 (Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Dolls: Garbaggio - Creepy Teen Glam Dolls in Fullpack (also shown Duke Doll, Gift for Satan Inc) (Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - School Hall 1

The Queen's Key-per

There are so many royals in the world that I never knew about. That sounds like a silly statement but before I moved to the Netherlands I was totally oblivious to the fact that other countries in the world have monarchies... I LOVE a good fantasy novel, one with a fantasy kingdom ruled by any monarchy is a plus in my mind... There are so many to choose from, but when I grew up I ALWAYS wanted to be one of the Queens of Narnia... I wouldn't want to be a ruling Queen in RL but I could handle being a queen in a fantasy realm... 

I think if I was a Queen of a fantasy realm, I'd definitely be a benevolent queen.... Someone evil and dominating her lands, ruling with magic and modern innovations like her Time Lord Wings - from SHARD - that she'd had made in the Engine Room - which runs until April 20th by the way - and her very own Key Holder Owl pet - from Tardfish - that makes sure she never loses her keys to the treasure vault. 

What is she wearing;
Crown: Grasshopper - St Josephine Tiara (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Hair: Wasabi - Tenley FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: SHARD - Time Lord Wings in Fatpack (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Outfit: UNA - Libra (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pet: Tardfish - Key Holder Owl in Golden
Pose & Props (Book & Wand): Fashiowl - Platform 9 3/4, Pose 12
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Gothic Window 3

Soul in her Eyes!

I've had a few days off over the weekend, and we have been busy sprucing up our bed room so that when our new bed is delivered next week the whole bedroom will look lovely...
It has given me a chance to taken an introspective look at things and I've been getting into a bit of a depressed mood. I miss my family, I feel like I'm working too hard and I'm exhausted, and I want to be able to curl up and sleep a lot more than I've been able to lately. My brain hurts, I'm tired and I feel like my soul is far too heavy lately... 

Sorry if today things seem a little melancholy, I just feel a little meh and I guess it's something that I have to work through. My soul feels heavy. I'm exhausted and running on auto pilot, I want to sleep like the bears and hibernate for the next few months. I want to escape reality and find somewhere quiet that I can curl up with a book. I want to hide under a blanket and watch my favourite feel good movies, I could get lost in a Lord of the Rings marathon easily... 
Whatever is going on in my mind is causing the moths to flutter through me causing my anxiety to spike - and they decorate me as jewels on my rings, thanks to a new ring set from Violetility at N21, and a group gift from AsteroidBox - while the windows to my soul, my eyes are showing that my soul is screaming - thanks to a set of eyes from Samia... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Lamb - Wild in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Samia - DOREEN Mesh Eyes in SET 9
Plasters: Samia - HARPER RED FACE TATTOO in SET 1
Nose Rings: Six Feet Under - Corbin Nose Set
Rings: Violetility - Moth Rings (Available until February 11th at N21)
Choker: Violetility - Death's Head Moth Choker in Silver
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Astral Moth Necklace (Current Group Gift)
Pose & Black Moth Props: piXit - Witch Moth, Pose 2F4
White Moths: Random Matter - Eudora Moth Halo in White I
Flowers: (Yummy) - Dying Roses
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Abandoned Staircase in Black

Kids of Krampus

 Yesterday the fae were hiding in masks to protect themselves from the Krampus and today I've been thinking Monster High-ish again, but for some reason I decided to start thinking about, what would the children of Krampus be like?! Is there one in Monster High? If not, maybe I can get myself a chance to visit the school, even if it's only just for Christmas... I'd be Krimpess, daughter of Krampus... 

She lives in the darkened hall ways in the Scandanavian home, hidden deep within the mountainous halls of Dark Christmas kingdom... She looks like the soft fluffy side of her family, a Krampus Demon - parts of the set from Fantasy Forest Store - although don't let the softness decieve you as her horns are dangerously sharp... 
However, at this time of year within the Monster High halls, I'm sure she'd become very popular as she'd likely be the most festive andthe one bringing all of the gifts... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: [ContraptioN] - Jacob Horns
Ears: Aisling - Lubin in Cute/Dark
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Rain in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Nose: MoonPhase - ClassicWereWolf FacePaint
Body Fur Paint, Fluff & Tail: [Forest Fantasy Store] - KRAMPUS DEMON v2
Necklace: #comatosed - No se ve Choker
Top: PSYCHO:Byts - Lisbeth Top
Shorts: Mug - Maya Shorts in Midnight
Pose: FOXCITY - Pierced, Pose 3
Decor: DRD - Krampus Decor
Tree: Candle & Cauldron - Yule Tree in Blue Spruce
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Haunting Arches

Let the Games begin!

 It's been a few days, and honestly it's been more than a while since I've done the kind of picture that I got myself into today... I decided to let the naughty side of me out to play, she's in costume and so technically the naughty is the fault of the costume, not the fault of the Rudh hehe... 
I will admit though that I heard when the Nintendo is down, and the game is over, a different type of game begins... Behind the scenes in the game over room... 

The Game Over room - a backdrop from PAPARAZZI - where all of the Nintendo stars go to relax while the gamer is away, the stars relax in various ways. Mario eats a heaping bowl of pasta while Luigi takes Yoshi for a walk, Toad is off getting high and Bowser is out hosting boxing matches, which of course leaves Princess Peach to some peace and quiet... What is a girl to do when she's left alone to relax?? Read, knit, paint her toenails?? If she's in the right kind of mood perhaps she'll find something a little more naughty to do... A box of toys in a 1UP cube - created by Krescendo - left where it's darker and quiet, all different but all a little naughty, though it's the big one that reminds her of a certain someone that catches her attention... He always did make her feel a little special, and for once she'll not resist... Let's just hope he never finds out... 

What is she wearing;
Crown & Earrings: "Off-Havoc" - "Pretty" Peach Accessories in Pink
Hair: Wasabi - Battie FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Harness: Normandy - Lynx Harness+Piercing
Bikini: "Off-Havoc" - "Pretty" Bikini in Yellow
Gloves & Socks: "Off-Havoc" - "Pretty" Peach Gloves + Stock in Yellow
Pose: -Extra- - Can't Take It
Toys: [Krescendo] - 1UP Cube in Bright
Pillows: shwty - Mario Star Plushie!
Panties: (No Longer Available!)
Extra Decor: Kharg Design - Mario (Fatpack)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Game Over 2

A Visit to the Nurse for Halloween

This is Halloween, This is Halloween... Aren't you scared? Well that's just fine... I've not been scared on Halloween since I was little, though that may change as I believe I MAY be forced to watch a Horror Movie tonight... I may look like I like all things dark and scary, but in reality I'm a pretty huge wuss LOL.... 
As with every year though, I've had fun playing with multiple different Halloween costumes, some more crazy, others less so, but I LOVE playing dress up and just because tonight is Halloween don't expect that to stop any time soon... I've been all kinds of different monsters, but there has beenone missing, a dark, dangerous and deadly nurse... Welcome to the Asylum, it's time for our treats... 

Nurse Deadheart stalks through the halls of the Asylum ready to hand out some delicious drug treats for the patients locked in their rooms... It keeps them quiet and allows them to forget the monsters that roam the halls during this Hallow Night... 
Dressed in a uniform - from everfaery at Access until November 8th - although she's worn one of her own favourite tops since the uniform had gotten a little bloody - a top from Normandy called Drown in an Occult pattern -  she's on her rounds and has a bag full of needles to share with the patients that she has to silence... Anything to calm things down so she can have a Happy Halloween... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: NOVA - IconCosplay Wig in DarkVixen
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Samia - NA Eyes Mesh Eyes in SET 4
Face Mask: CUREMORE - Bandage Mask in White Bloody
Neck & Chest Blood: THIS IS WRONG - The Bleed shine in BROWN/DARKRED
Other Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds
Necklace: Violetility - Stethoscope Collar
Top: Normandy - Drown.TubeTop in Occult
Dress & Hat: everfaery - Nurse Deadheart (Available until November 8th at ACCESS)
Gloves & Bag: Mug - Killer Nurse Gacha Items in Medical Gloves & First Aid Kit
Pose: Secret Poses - You Are Next, Pose 5M
Body Parts & Bloody Stuff: LOVE - Unfortunate Guests Items
Bed: Sooden Store - Gurney Siden
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Asylum Hall

Caged in...

Just a few more days to get through and then I have a few days off... Right now though I feel like a trapped animal, a monster in a cage, and I'm desperate to get out... I can't wait to have some time off... I need to escape this monotonous cycle of work repetition... I NEED to break out of this cage... 

The visual image that is in my mind about this does have a definitely heated affect on the mind. In reality, I am trapped in a Slum Riverside - backdrop from Paparazzi - back yard and I can see the people enjoying themselves on a sunny riverside terrace, and I'm like a dog in a cage... 
Brought to life by the most amazing Leather Dog Mask - from Boutique #187 at Fetish Fair until August 27th - so I can hide my shame as I pout while the world goes by... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Fiji Hair in Offbeat
Mask: Boutique #187 - Leather Dog Masks (Available until August 27th at Fetish Fair)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: Kibitz - Eliza's Collar in Silver
Corset: A&Y - Lornx Cybergothic Corset
Skirt: Stiff - Nunu Skirt in Psycho
Thigh Tattoo: Adora-tions - Psycho Thigh Mixer
Boots: CULT - Akia Fatpack with HUD
Pose: Secret Poses - Antonela, Pose 5M
Fence: Hogs & Carts - Fence
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Slum Riverside in Blue

Heathen of the Neon Skies

I am sorry that I seem to be a little absent at the moment. RL has become something of a crazy nightmare as of late considering that my boss is away, and the only other person besides myself with any authority at work is off sick. I'm not able to give my SL much time at all, and I really hope that I can manage to get through the requirements of my blogging schedule this month. I'm going to have to be really good and keep track of things well... 
That aside though, my brain is both extremely sleepy, and my mind is wandering to random places stuck in the deepest corners of my mind. where the colours are bright and there's mystery in the lights...

The colours are brilliantly colourful, and the lights sparkle and flicker as the gorgeous Heathen - marked by a tattoo from the Heathen Set, available until August 12th at RITUAL - demon stands to welcome the Space Kittens in their adorable rocketship... 
Neon radiance in a surreal landscape, where everything glows... 

What is she doing;
Horns: NeverWish - Holo Bubble Horns
Tiara: everfaery - Solaris Halo Crown Neon Edition in Blue (Available until August 31st at SmokeFest II)
Hair: [Yomi] - Umbra Hair
Third Eye: (Nylon Outfitters) - Third Eye in Strange Colors
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Paint: [Forest Fantasy Store] - Half Demon in Teal
Eyes: Mana - Daemon Eyes
Tongue: PSYCHO:Byts - Grayas Tongue
Earrings: Six Feet Under - Claire Earrings
Choker: V/.VoluptasVirtualis - [Dhelila]  (Available until August 18th at The Warehouse)
Wings: Doe - Neon Dream Wings
Chest Tattoo: The Shadow Fox - Heathen Tattoo Set in Heathen Black (Available until August 12th at RITUAL)
Outfit: Normandy - ALMOS (Available until August 13th at Mainframe)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Popstars
Pose: -Extra- - Lighthearted, Pose 4
Cats: Pixicat - Space.Companions
Rocket: mini muffin - Rocket Nightlight
Cloud: Half-Deer - Patch of Galaxy in Unicorn Vomit
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Vapor Sunset

A Club Full of Smiles

Today has been one of the crazies days at work for me since the covid days... The Netherlands, especially in the North of Holland, was hit by a MASSIVE storm this morning. Rain was coming down horizontally, the wind was blowing a gale so much so that I was almost blown off my feet, and trees were hitting the ground left, right and centre... It was almost scary, and would have been if by the time I got to work I wasn't more concerned about the fact I faced an 8 hour day of being wet and cold, and to top it all off I KNEW we'd have no customers due to the crappy weather conditions... 
By the time I got home this evening, I KNEW I needed a smile... 

In one of the deepest, lesser known parts of the city, there is a cute little bar that's known for making people smile. it's a smily bar for smilers... Today it's the place that I needs to get to right now, as I NEED a smile... I'm going to dress for the club and try to find the smile that I need. I think it's already working, this outfit makes me smile and I LOVE the colour combination!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Dasha Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - 70's Round Glasses
Necklace: Kibitz - Happy facey necklace in Yellow
Top: KiB Designs - Neoma Top (Available until July 12th at Ritual)
Jacket: GABRIEL - Vivid Off-shoulder Fur in Y-green
Skirt: ERSCH - Yoon Skirt  in DecoDenim Smily
Pose: FOXCITY - Brat, Pose 3m
Barriers: [Ground Control] - City Barrier V1 in Smile
Neon: [ kunst ] - Emote Neon Sign in Smile
Artwork: silentsparrow - Spooky Spiral Ectoplasm Wall Sticker (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Graffiti Stoop 3

Radiating Glitter in the Pipelines

WHY IS IT SO FECKING HOT ALREADY??? June is supposed to be the month that things START heating up not go into instant overdrive and suddenly flip from 20-24 degrees centigrade all the way to a HUMID and gross 30-32 degrees centigrade... It's A FECKING JOKE SURELY?!
I feel like I've entered a strange new world, maybe one on a different planet where the temperature is hot and humid even on the dark side of the planet... Mercury perhaps?! A planet where people live under the ground in some weird cyberlicious bunkers, and have to use cyborg parts to stay alive in the heat... 

We'd all be radiating some weird kind of toxic glitter that evaporates off our bodies in the place of sweat... Each person requiring different cybernetics to assist them in staying alive down here... I've had to wear a HUGE pair of Cyberneon Destiny Goggles, since my glasses broke on arrival, AND I have to keep my head held high in this Cyber Collar -from Boutique #187 at Cyber Fair until June 25th - which assists with the air that I breathe, all run by my Powered by Master Chip that has been tattooed into my skin - thanks to Adora-tions... 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Wasabi - Sapporo HW Ed. Hair 
Mask: PSYCHO:Byts- Cyberneon Destiny in Goggles Black
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Collar: Boutique #187 - Cyber Collar (Available until June 25th at Cyber Fair) 
Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Powered by Master Chip
Dress & Arms: Normandy - MYST 
Arm Tattoo: theROOM - tattoo cybergirl 
Pose: Secret Poses - Bea, Pose 2 
Sparkles: #LuluB! - The Cult in Pumpkin & Vomit
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Pipes Walkway

A Spark of Dark Magic

Today I was able to leave work a little early and I have never been so happy to enjoy few extra hours sitting on the sofa to read and even take a nap... 
When I have a chance to feel better like this, my pictures often take on a somewhat happy, fairytale, fantasy sort of look... The magic starts to swirl in my mind, the sparkles and whether they are pretty magic or dark mysterious magic, everything comes together and the magic makes me smile... 

Today one of my favourite little demonic souls, slipped through the gates of Purgatory in order to collect some of the magic created by the fae... Fairy magic is so potent, that it is highly prized in the purgatory world, where magic is weak and demonic souls need every drop to control the unruly, newly deceased... 
Today it's a spark of neon blue, often used to calm those lost souls...  
I LOVE the way that this demoness turned out, from the colours of her jewels in her collar - the Deathcaller's Mantle from Quills & Curiosities - and the tattoo on her chest - which is a Jeweled Lotus tattoo from Adora-tions - to the colour of her eyes - a new release from Maktub Store at the upcoming round of Ritual that runs from May 22nd until June 12th - it's a look that makes me extremely happy... 
I've included a close-up below just to make sure that you can clearly see these gorgeous eyes, and the fabulous Athame Nose Chain - from Six Feet Under - too... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: ((LovelyAlien)) - Ruin Horns (No Longer Available!)
Hair: ZAO - Squirrel Hair Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Maktub Store - Vick Eyes in 9 (Available May 22nd - June 12th at Ritual)
Nose Chains: Six Feet Under - Athame Nose Chain
Fur Mantle: aii - Mortal Harvest Mantle
Collar: Quills & Curiosities - Deathcaller's Mantle
Bra: The Rotting Lab (Now Sulphur) - Wytch Armor in Leather
Moving Sparkles: Quills & Curiosities - Sialdorian Wisps
Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Jeweled Lotus Chest Tattoo
Pose & Sparkles Prop: [piXit] - Spellcaster, Pose 1F4
Skulls & Sign: Static - Deadman's Crossroads
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Gothic Gate 1

Brollies for Spring Showers

The weather has been beautiful in the Netherlands, we've had lots and lots of Spring Sunshine and it's been fairly mild, but it seems like right now that might be on the turn. There is a definite chill in the air tonight and it looks like it is about to start raining, so if you're heading out tonight remember to take an umbrella... 

I'd finally managed to find myself the perfect outfit to wear out for a casual trip to the movies tonight and as I was about to dash out the front door as I was running late like usual, the sky opened up and the rain started bucketing down... I wasn't willing to trade in my cute little leather jacket for something bigger and potentially drier, but luckily we keep a collection of rainbow brollies in our Umbrella Stand - from Junk Food - handy by the door... This time choosing a happily colourful yellow "Rainy Umbrella"- which is also available from Junk Food until May 10th at N21 - slipping out of my home hall - a backdrop from Paparazzi - and out into the neighbourhood and the seasonal Spring Showers - a pose set from -Extra- which comes with umbrella's for each of the poses... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Beusy - Grime Hairstyle + Cap
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Jacket: amias - TAMIA Jacket in Black
Top: Mug - Layla Tank in White
Umbrella: Junk Food - Rainy Umbrella in Yellow (Available until May 10th at N21)
Jeans: POX - Damon.Jeans in Grey
Boots:  DRD - Dirty Combats in Gray
Pose: -Extra- - Spring Showers, Pose 5M
Umbrella Stand: Junk Food - Umbrella Stand in Colors
Hooks & Jacket: THOR - Old's Cool Hanged Jacket
Scarf: Half-Deer - Scarf Clutter in Hanging Candy Cane
Bag: dust bunny - Stay Awhile in Entryway Hanger (Part of Decorative Item)
Doormat: dust bunny - Welcome Mat in Hello (Past Group Gift)
Rug: KraftWork - Runner Rugs in Stripes Mix 3
Interior Backdrop: Paparazzi - Home Hall
Rain: [Dysfuntionality] - Simplest Rain
Exterior Backdrop: SYNNERGY - Neighborhood Backdrop