Come On, Play With Fire...

I am going to rant tonight about pet peeves because today people were getting on my nerves... I KNOW everyone has pet peeves, things that irritate them that other people do and I know that I may even be someone who irritates others around me but while working I've definitely developed a longer list of things that people that do that irritate the heck outta me... So let's discuss things shall we?! 

I've said it regularly that I work in retail tourism, but that would be in a cheese shop for those of you that are interested, and working in a setting like that you see so many things on a daily basis that make me wanna slap someone...
Firstly, one of the things is the way people act around free samples... Putting dirty hands into bowls of cheese after pushing the tongs used for picking them up out of the way, is just RUDE... Barging people out of the way just to get at the free samples, is just RUDE... Acting like free samples is anal you can eat buffet, is just RUDE... Though I think for me, one of the worst that I have to just shake my head and walk away from HAS to be the way people chew... Slapping their lips when they chew UGHHHH...
Don't even get me started on people that chew gum - which I am totally not against - and then rather thanputting the gum into the bin, they stick it under the table top or the nearest shelf... That's not just rude, that's a DICK MOVE!!!! If I see anyone doing that, they are playing with fire... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Undine in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gum: Mug - School Whore Gacha Item in #5 Gum Mint
Jacket: miss chelsea - Star Coat
Top: The Kiwi Co - Opalite in Ribbon Tied Bodysuit
Jeans: The Kiwi Co - Opalite in Low Waist Loose Jeans
Pose: [piXit] - Katiana, Pose 3R
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - LONELINESS

Card Magic for a Royal?!

I am currently in a VERY deep rut... I seem to put together an outfit that I LOVE, that I feel happy showing off and being seen in, and then when it comes down to actually taking the picture, I feel like I'm way off and it's not good enough. I don't know if I'm just in an unhappy place right now, or if I'm genuinely just over thinking that my pictures aren't what I want them to be and subconciously comparing them to others again... It's like being a magician that's rubbish at card tricks right now... 

I'd never be a good magician I am far too worried about putting on a good show and I'd end up being ill... I'm terrible at putting on a show, though saying that I put on a show of being happy and confident and smily most of the time and right now that mask has slipped... 
I feel like I'd be lost in my own mind, a Wonderland of sorts and I feel lost... Magic or no magic, I'm feeling lost... One thing I do know is that I can still put a kick ass outfit together, least I won't lose that skill I suppose, but then that's like putting on a mask and I'm very good at that... 
Knowing me, I'd be wandering down a Grand Hall - a backdrop from Paparazzi - heading to do a magic show for the queen and it would all go horribly wrong... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - In Love in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Collar: AsteroidBox - Margery Set (Available until September 6th at Collabor88)
Shorts: The Kiwi Co - Weekender in Shorts
Pose & Card Props: [piXit] - Queen of Spades, Pose F1
Soldier: Boudoir - Card Soldier in Club
Roses: Dahlia - Gokotta Flower Arrangement
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Grand Hall 1

A Puppy Awakening!

I have to admit that even though today has been the first weekend off I have hd in a few weeks and that I had SUCH HUGE plans to get things done, I find myself feeling sluggish. I'm being slow in everything as I've got no desire to do anything that involves moving... I want to read, I want to laze around, I want to sit back and chill but I have so much to do... Someone wake me up, make me some coffee or something?!

I can't pick up my phone today, without being lost to doom scrolling. I can't sit on the sofa without staring off into space. I can't do anything without letting my mind wander to other things and distract me from the main thing I should be focusing on... 
I sat Rudh down to do her make-up, her Ghoufriend Make-Up - from HAUNT available until August 20th at Midnight Order - if you will, and it was all going well, until she suddenly woke up at the arrival of the cute-looking but somewhat evilly divalicious Pawradise Pups - from Aardvark, and yes they are cute I'm just being silly calling them evil, at Collabor88 until September 7th - arrival... Their arrival means that the Demons are Coming... I better hurry up and get ready... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Drift in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: Kibitz - Sonnya's Collar in Silver
Top: Mug - Sleepy Teddy Gacha Item in #6 Lifted Tank Black
Stomach Wounds: voodoo - Macabra Body Ink (Available until September 5th at the FLF Birthday Bash)
Pants: Mug - Kiki Sweatpants in DrkGray
Pose: [piXit] - Dertai, Pose 1 F4
Dogs: Aardvark - Pawradise Pups (Available on September 7th at Collabor88)
Make-Up: HAUNT - Ghoulfriend Makeup Haul (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Bottle: Schadenfreude - Skull Potion Bottle
Vase: Ariskea - [Roux] Dry Plant Vase
Table & Chair: Candle & Cauldron - La Veuve Vanity (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Rug: Pitaya - Runner Rug in Messy GREEN
Backdrop: [Vile] - Demons Are Coming Backdrop

Showtime for the Clowns

I had a day off today, and it was MUCHLY needed because I've been working all weekend. I am tired and sore and grumpy, and the weather is taking a VERY hot turn this week I AM NOT AMUSED... We don't have long until it reaches the brrr months, so why is it getting so hot... Stupid weather... 
I NEEDED something to distract me, I've been clowning around at work dealing with clowns and so today I want to do something totally different... 
Instead I ended up getting more than a little excited about Halloween, and well... Clowning around... 

Feeling like being a cute little clown because who doesn't love being a clown around Halloween... I don't really like clowns but I don't think I'll ever get through a Halloween season without dressing as one for sure... 
I set up a little tester to see how things would go when I put on a little crazy show... I set up the Hypno Wheels - from Krescendo for FETISH FAIR - and then the camera on a stand, I was a dancing little clown trying to see if I could hypnotize people into giving me all of their candies... I knew my clown outfit was a little sexier than planned but I cobbled it together without much planning... It was amazing that things matched so well... Almost like the Avril Arm and Leg Warmers - sold separately from PSYCHO.Byts - were made to wear with the striped colour pattern of the Ways Bra and Shorts set - from AsteroidBox, available at August 12th at ACCESS - and I LOVE THE WAY THEY LOOK... I think I'll be dressing like this for a while longer, Halloween is coming, and I deserve to be aowed to start prepping for it.. 

What is she wearing;
Hat: KitCat - JoJo The Clown in Black
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Gelato in Redhead
Make-Up: Skoll - Hell Circus 07 Final Boss Clown in CRIMSON (No Longer Available!)
Mask: katat0nik & Clemmm - Gas Mask in Clown
Collar: random.Matter - Cermet Collar in Do Not Feed Yellow
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Ayla Necklace
Gloves: PSYCHO:Byts - Avril Arm Warmers
Outfit (Bra Top, Shorts & Stockings): AsteroidBox - Walys Bra & Shorts (Available until September 8th at equal10)
Boots: PSYCHO:Byts - Avril Leg Warmers
Pose: [piXit] - Dana, Pose F7
Wheels: [Krescendo] - Hypno Wheel (Available until August 7th at FETISH FAIR)
Camera & Backing Light Screens: [Krescendo] - Hot Tub Streamer in Divider & Camera
Signs: [Krescendo] - Showtime Sign in Red
Backdrop: K&S - // Photobooth with drapery

The Sacred Lotus!

I've been all over the place with my blogging lately, in fact I'll admit that I've been all over the place in general lately. I don't know what is causing it but I do know that normally feel much better when I've arrived on UK soil. HellBone always laughs at me as I roll down the window in the car, and breathe in the English air...
I can feel being back at my roots coming closer and closer... It's like magic... Bubbling under the surface, getting closer and closer... 

I have to let that magic come out, I have to let myself feel the magic so that my holiday becomes a good time and a chance to rest and mentally prepare to get back to reality once I have to come home again... The Netherlands is lovely, but for me it's STILL not home... 
I'm going to let the magical fae take over and bring my mind to a happy place. I'm going to open the cage and let the worries slip away like butterflies that are flying to kiss the magical Sacred Lotus... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Taffy (Current Group Gift)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
BodyPaint, Halo, Flower Accessories: [Faunus] - Sacred Lotus
Wings: Doe - Glassfly Wings in Stained Glass
Dress: [Faunus] - Sacred Lotus Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Farfalle, F3
Lilypads: CuteCvlt - Lily Pad Decor
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Sunken Temple [360] Backdrop

Raise Hell Baby!

I've been in doubts whether to talk about this but I'm feeling emotional since seeing Ozzy Osbourne, and Black Sabbath's final concert on TV the other day. It's all over social media if you haven't seen it and it looks like the best concert ever... I wish I'd been able to be there... It looked like such a happy event, even though there was the saddest of undertones that it was the last ever time we will see Ozzy perform... 
It's woken up the darkness in me... The Prince of Darkness may be retiring but his legacy will forever live on... 

The dark little fallen angel in me had a tear in her eye on waking today and seeing a the amazing clips all over the internet... Seeing the Prince of Darkness on his elaborate throne, he seemed to be loving life although wishing he could jump around and rule the stage like he once had... 
I'm dressed and ready for a litte fun now that I've woken from my slumber, I've primped my wings, pulled on a party hat and grabbed a flask full of something naughty... Now that the Prince of Darkness has retired I think it'stime we raise a little hell... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Boutique #187 - 3 Crosses Hat (Available until July 11th at SABBATH)
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Audacity in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Make-Up: Izzie's - Smeared Mascara
Choker: Kibitz - Jenni's Collar in Silver
Necklace: STOIC - THE MOON TAROT CARD NECKLACE
Top, Jacket & Bag: Mug - Mimi Vest Top in Gray
Wings: Doe - Wings 014
Flask: piXit - Let's Drink About It
Pose: piXit - Aikita, Pose F3
Coffin: Remarkable Olivion - Danse Macabre in Sanguis Coffin (No Longer Available!)
Pedestal: Pitaya - The Last Vampire Gacha Item in Altar BLACK
Backdrop: PALETO Backdrop - SANCTIFIED

Chained Not Tied!

I am often influenced by the things going on around me... So far I've been to a Caribbean Beach because of a tv show I'm watching, and I've had lasagne because my hubby likes to cook it, but today is a little different from my normal picture wise... It's been a LONG TIME since I did something really kinky, but I guess the things that I read have filtered through my picture taking decision making, and I ended up doing something saucy... 

I've been reading a LOT of smut over the past year or so and some of it definitely sticks with me more than others... I've been collecting an array of book boyfriends, I've unlocked some new kinks that I've never even thought would cross my radar, and I've dived in to a lot of different plots. I love a grumpy/sunshine, I love aa forced proximity, and stalking masked men make me weak - of course I'd probably have a heart attack if it happened in RL lol because I am a wuss - but even though they haven't been my favourites some of these stories have stuck in the back of my mind... Still Beating by Jennifer Hartmann is one of those stories about a girl and her sister's fiance trapped in a basement and forced into a horrible situation. That's been in my mind, it happened because I was trying to come up with a way to show off the amazing Chained Obsession - from Six Feet Under, available now at Kinky - and I think it turned out pretty much still beating hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Resonate in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Leash: MoDANNA - [Enlace Collection] Leash Choker Silver & Black (No Longer Available!)
Body Dirt Layers: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt & Izzie's - Dirty Feet
Back Piercings: Six Feet Under - Chained Obsession (Available until July 22nd at Kinky)
Skirt: Mug - Monica Skirt in Gray
Panties: -XTC- - Oops  Panties
Pose: -Extra- - Pray
HellBone's Suit: Ascend -  Ronald Suit in Jacket Stripes V2 Black
Pillow: [Krescendo] - Cozy Cushion
Ropes: DEADPOOL - ROPE DECORE
Backdrop: blaink - The Basement

Summer Beach Work

I work in retail in RL, I'm sure you may have seen me say that once or twice... I'm currently watching a British TV series called "Death in Paradise" and I think that at the moment these things are coming together in my mind so that I ended up on a paradise beach selling fruits... It sounds like a perfect place to be right now... 

Death in Paradise is set in the Caribbean, filmed in Guadaloupe although the island in the stories is imaginary... 
Now if I was relaxed enough to be chilling on the beach, playing or perhaps just making noise on my Ukulele - a release from Junk Food, available until July 17th at Anthology - I don't think I'd be looking as comfortable as I am... Sitting around at my Seabreeze Fruit Shack - a release from Dust Bunny for this year's Summerfest event - I think I'm likely to be more than a little sunburnt!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Lucid in Redhead
Glasses: Suicidal Unborn! - Pastel Sunglasses
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Shirt: miss chelsea - Alex Set in Shirt & Tank (Available until July 8th at equal10)
Shorts: everfaery - Garden Shorts
Pose & Cigarette Prop: [piXit] - Dertia P2, Pose 2F3
Ukulele: Junk Food - Playable Ukulele Teal (Available until July 17th at Anthology)
Chair: BackBone - Hammock Chair
Fruit Stand: dust bunny - Seabreeze Fruit Shack (Available until July 13th at Summerfest)
Tent: Pitaya - Cool Changing Tent in Plain
Backdrop: [ Focus Poses ] - Tropical Beach Backdrop (With Extra Trees from FOXCITY) 

A Different Tale

It's a tale as old as time, but recently I have been loving reading the Smut that is actually based on the fairytales that I grew up loving and still love but now perhaps with a twist of something dark and kinky... 
I am just about to start reading one about Goldilocks, but I've loved them about Peter Pan, the Little Mermaid, Aladdin and others, but this will be the first about Goldilocks and her three bears... Another theme that I love happens to be Beauty and the Beast based stories... A twist on the tale as old as time... 

I love the stories with a twist... The darker the twist, the better I feel and I LOVE it when the female main character is the villain... Maybe I should start writing my own so that I can apply my desires to one tale... LOL or maybe I should just stick to reading them... 
This tale as old as time has a big twist... Our beast becomes human but not before the tale is flipped, with his belle of the ball becoming a scarred beast of the tale. Bitten and clawed by the beast to marr her beauty and let the magic of the rose be her curse... He is her obsession, she see that in his hand held mirror - from Krescendo - while the magic sparkles between her and the rose... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Linger in Redhead
Face Paint: MoonPhase - ClassicWereWolf FacePaint
Eye: Izzie's - Demon Eyes
Face Wound: Izzie's - Claw Wounds
Earring: (Yummy) - Pearl Earrings (Past Gift)
Choker: [Black Bantam] - Pearl Drop Choker Gray
Necklace: Insomnia Angel - Psyche Rose Necklace
Bite Wound: Izzie's - Werewolf Bites
Jacket: Mug - Paige Jacket in Green
Dress: Mug - Paige Dress in Gold
Mirror: [Krescendo] - Hand Held Mirror
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati in Gold
Pose: [piXit] - Isidora, Pose F3R
Table: peaches - The Beauty Within Table
Mirror: random.Matter - Antique Shop II in  Broken Mirror Black
Bed: zerkalo - Montserrat Bed
Curtains: Pitaya - The Last Vampire Curtains in RED
Backdrop: PITAYA - Magic Practice Skybox in Black

A Drink in the Moonlight

It is insanely hot here in the Netherlands and our homes are DEFINITELY meant to hold the heat rather than release it... It's one of the reasons that Summer and I do not get on LOL... This timeof year I find myself wishing I could be more of a night owl or perhaps a Vampire... I've been around the hospital too much lol wanting to be in the night and suddenly reminded of the smell of blood... 

I know that Vampires are often portrayed as the monsters, but in this day and age that should be altered in my mind. People are just as bad if not worse, and they come with a lot less grace... I love things that are Vamp based, Twilight aside because that was just silly nonsense I mean he sparkled and they gave birth to a demon-like baby... I'm still mourning the finale of What we do in the shadows, and love the glamour that often comes with a lady of the dark... 
I think now days we have enough blood banks, we should learn to share what extra we have with the Vamps and then leave them to dance through the shadows and the moonlight... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Faga - Enigmatic in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: Boutique #187 - Cute Drool
Face Make-Ups: FATHER - Undead Face, The Rotting Lab - Samael Wound (No Longer Available!), [KURURU] - Internal bleeding & WarPaint - Possession
Neck Wound: alaskametro<3 - "St. Winifred" blood FX
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Bloodbound Necklace (Available until July 7th at Bleeding Solstice)
Halo: CURELESS[+] - Moirai Collar
Top: Garmonbozia - Michela Dress BONUS PBR
Drink: Fiasco - Blood Drink
Pose: [piXit] - Gothabilly, Pose 1F1
Bat Trees: dust bunny - Midnight Apothecary in Bats Tree
Backdrop: IDK - Darkness backdrop

Calm in the Battleground Camp

I've been on cloud nine today, HellBone decided to cave in and bought himself and I new computers. It was something we needed to purchase so that we could keep up with the Second Life changes...It's like logging in on a machine that took me into another universe altogether... 
The warzone in my mind between the amount of money that it cost, became a losing battle to the way that the upgrade DEFINITELY seemed so needed... 

The ghosts and zombies of my old PC set-up stil linger in the back of my mind as I spend my time learning how to use the super fast monster machine that I have now... I'm just dealing with making it pretty, letting the hubby install all the right things and hoping that it will last me a LONG time now... I'm learning to use my new friend in the midst of the battle of my old one being sent to PC part heaven... I mean it's not hard, I'm mostly sitting back, to let the aftermath go on around me... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Soda in Redhead (Available until June 15th at Hair Fair 2025 Blonde Sim)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - Romeo Glasses (Available until June 21st at MANHOOD)
Top: miss chelsea - Mesi Set in Tank
Pants: miss chelsea - Mesi Set in Pants
Pose & Cigarette Prop: [piXit] - Blake, Pose F3
Dogs: (Ghosts) JIAN - Boxer Bedlam Ghost & H&C - Zombiedog
Truck: H&C Wheels - Traveller
Zombies: H&C Wheels - Zombie Corpse
Backdrop:  The Bearded Guy - Defense Camp Backdrop PBR

Let the Music Take You...

I've had a long day at work but fancied spending a little time on my own to write something and let off some steam... 
I got soaked on my way home today, so now I'm sat curled under a blanket, listening to some soft music that will make me happier and find myself singing along...

When you hear that favourite song, it alters the mood and no matter how you are feeling it can be hard not to sing along... The first few notes just hit right... 
For me there are lots of songs that remain my favourites but no matter my mood if I hear "Wash it all away" by Five Finger Death Punch, or Take That's "Make this life yours" - in fact ANYTHING by Take That really - I will be much happier when the song is done... It always makes me laugh when I tell people my two favourites are Take That and Five Finger Death Punch...
Put on your favourite song, close your eyes and let the music carry you away to a better place...

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Entwine in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: BOOM - Precious Bow Choker
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Leonora Outfit (Available until June 10th at Kustom9)
Ring: Maxi Gossamer - Ring - Gigi Shimmer Bow
Socks: Psycho Barbie - [Noir Stockings Fatpack]
Boots: Tentacio - Gina Boots in Black
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Jessica, Pose F3
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Velvet Note {360} Backdrop

Have A Nice Day...

Finally I've had a day off, and it seems like it was a blink and I missed it situation. There was drama that my hubby has now taken over sorting out, and all I seemed to do was laundry. I didn't even get a chance to finish my book like I had planned to... I just need more of a break... I need more time to relax... I need a break! 

I LOVE my job, sometimes we get to meet the nicest people and have fun doing so. The company I work for is brilliant and we're all treated like a member of the family in a family business... Then there are the customers that make me really question people and their way of living... Sometimes I wonder if Corona actually happened, or did I imagine it considering the way that people eat the samples I've set out. There is definitely a lack of manners and respect in some people, that's not restricted to age, sex, race or culture. There are horrible people from everywhere you can imagine... 
The worst part of all of this, is I have to be polite and welcoming and wish them a pleasant day rather than being able to wish them the kind of day they deserve... Since I've been such a good girl, not thinking of ways to murder everyone I think I deserve a bit of a break... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Demi in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Dara Set in Tank (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Scrunchies: miss chelsea - Dara Set in Scrunchie Stack (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Drink: Boutique #187 - Cola & Sky (Available until June 11th at Man Cave)
Pants: miss chelsea - Dara Set in Pants (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Pose & Smoking Props: [piXit] - Bad Habits, Pose 1F3
Vending Machine: Amitie - Vending Cola Machine
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - MotelRED

Games When Pigs Fly...

 I've never been the kind of girl that was into Sports... I mean when I was at school I LOVED to ride around on a skateboard, and when the season was right I played a bit of Rugby, but other sports nuh-uh, and as I've gotten older it's only gotten less and less interesting for me... I don't watch it on TV, I don't like books with sports and I'm definitely not participating... As I always say, I don't even run for the Ice Cream man, why would I do it for fun... Sometimes though, I do wonder... 

I know people get SO excited about certain sporting events every year, there are some that seem more pointless to me than others I mean don't get me started about watching the Formula 1 lol, but I get bored at the thought of many of these things... Tennis being one of the worst. Golf would be boring, but least then it's a walk outside, Tennis is just a big NOPE... 
Though it is kinda cute looking, the outfits can be adorable - and as soon as I saw this outfit from AsteroidBox, the Gabbi Top & Skirt, available now at Equal10 - maybe it would be a good time for me to book a lesson on a Private Court - a backdrop by FOXCITY - but on second thoughts something like that will ONLY happen When Pigs Fly - a release from Tardfish at The Warehouse Event - LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Vacation in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Gabbi Top & Skirt (Available until June 6th at Equal10)
Pigs: Tardfish - When Pigs Fly (Available until May 18th at The Warehouse Event)
Pose & Props: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Warm Up, Pose 2m 
Drink Bag: dust bunny - Dreamy Outing in Cooler
Bag: dust bunny - Overnight Bag
Benches: [Bad Unicorn] - Coloured Bleachers V2
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Private Court (Anime) 

The Free Red Light Library!

I was supposed to have the day off today, but being the Ass Man at work, that wasn't able to happen. It meant I had to leave and head into the city, and face the most disgusting Amsterdam that happens all year... It's horrible and I'd hate to be a tourist expecting a beautiful city on the day after King's Day... 
I seemed to spend a lot of time waiting, and it got my mind wandering... I was scrolling through the internet and wishing I lived in a place where I could have a free library with my neighbours... It led to my mind going off in a different directions... 

I was wondering about these free libraries, but rather than a neighbourhood library and books, I was wondering how things would go with a free "library" in the Red Light District... Perhaps they'd repurpose an old phone box, to become a London Style Shelf - like the one that was released by Boutique #187 for Man Cave - and they might have the odd toy to play with but I'm sure the hookers would LOVE some steamy reading to enjoy while they wait for their next client... 
Rudh definitely looks like she needs a bit of a break too, she's slipped on a simple Tetra Dress - from Garmonbozia, which is available until April 27th at FaMESHed - as it keeps her back uncovered and lets the ast client's possessive back scratches all over her back sting a little less... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Possession in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Back Wounds: Midori's Store - Possessive Back Scratches
Dress: Garmonbozia - Tetra dress in BONUS PBR (Available until April 27th at FaMESHed)
Bracelets: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets
Pose: piXit - Alitissa, Pose F3R
Phone Box: Boutique#187 - London Style Shelf (Available until May 11th at Man Cave)
Shelf Decor:
    RC Cluster - Erotica for Kinky Witches (No Longer Available!)
    Koukla - Condom Boxes in Fruity (No Longer Available!)
    LEMME - Kinky shopping! in Boxed Dildos & Plugs
    [high v.] - Peter Meter
    buildworksdecor - Kinky Books Series in Colored
    Short Leash - Playtime Bondage Toy Box 
    Short Leash - Playtime Toys in Rope DUO
Garbage: DRD - San Mora City Trash & UrBaN SpIrIt - Dumped Trash Bags (with sign)
Lamp Posts: Di'Cor - Street Lamp
Backdrop: VARONIS - Red Light District Backdrop

A Spot of Gardening

It's Good Friday, a lot of people are having a long weekend and therefore they are home from work or even on vacations... This means that the number of people in Amsterdam has swelled and we were BUSY AS ALL HECK today, I'm kinda dreading tomorrow... I've been messaging my parents today on and off, and they have been busy in the garden, I wish I'd been able to do that... I'd have loved to have been in the garden today...

I am NOT a gardener, though I have been loving working on the garden HellBone has built for me in Second Life... I am addicted to our home sim, and it's somewhere I'm still working on decorating things - I'll never be like some of the AMAZING landscapers in Second Life - but it's my perfect little contryside, Hobbitty home... 
We have Hell's greenhouse full of beautiful Cacti, our beach cove, and the adorable little market. There is a farmyard filled with cows, goats, sheep and chickens, although the Silkie Chickens - from Aardvark, available until May 8th at ACCESS - are still settling into their new home. I've also been working on the vegetable garden, I had to start before the goats get loose, I mean it is the time of year for a spot of Spring Gardening... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: TRUTH - Meadow in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Soli Set in Bodysuit (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Shorts: miss chelsea - Soli Set in Shorts (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Basket: Ariskea - Spring gardenia in Gardening Basket
Pose: [piXit] - Zenia, Pose 3
Chickens: Aardvark - Silkie Chicken Holdable in Brown & Orange (Available until May 8th at ACCESS)
Vegetable Plants: dust bunny - Veggie Garden Full Set (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Garden Tools: {vespertine} - Garden Tools
Coop: Serenity Style - LiZu Hen House Set in Hen House
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Mystic Bloomstead {360} Backdrop

The Perfect Place for a Rope Bunny

I often feel like I'm tied up at work, unable to do anything that's not totally chaotic since I work with people and I'm held in a rope bind that I cannot get out of... Today was a prime example of that, we try to help our customers but sometimes the customer is most definitely not always right... 
ANYWAY, on the subject of being tied up, I am not really a shibari kinda girl, but the books I have been reading ately MAY be changing my mind on that... If you haven't read any of the Salacious Players Club novels by Sara Cate and you like the SMUT genre then my god you need to, and if you have read them you know the one I mean when I'm talking about Shibari... ANYWAY, I've decided to let myself get tied in knots, maybe it will release a little of the tension in me... 

The Neon Church is a gothic styled nightclub - actually a skybox from LORE - that is not only popular for the music, but also for the extra activities that they have in the back rooms. Fun for those kinkily inclined, and lessons in the kinks that are new to you... Lessons in things like how to tie Rope Off - a pose set with rope props from piXit - and how to be the best kind of Rope Bunny that a girl can be... Masks are optional but wearing the ropes like a harness is definitely a bit of fun - thanks to the Rope Bunny set from Adora-tions - especially if you open your eyes and look at yourself covered in rope markings in the mirrors... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Crush in Essential
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Rope Bodysuit: Adora-tions - Rope Bunny Mask & Harness (Available until May 5th at Bad Bunny)
Top: Adora-tions - Rope Slut Jacinda Crop (Available until May 5th at Bad Bunny)
Rope Markings: -XTC- - Bound / Rope Marks & Chemical Princess - Rope Tattoo (No Longer Available!)
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Rope Off, Pose F1
Mirrors: [Krescendo] - Neon Church Mirrors in Red
Floor Ropes: Short Leash - Playtime Toys in Bondage Rings
Backdrop: LORE - Gothic Attic Skybox in Dark

Hands to Assist in the Transplantation!

I've said it more than once, but then times when I'm making the darkest and most twisted of pictures I'm more often than not in the bestest of moods... I'm happy and I'm usually singing along to some cheesy pop song - today it was the turn of Five, who have reformed and I wasn't able to get tickets to see - but for some reason the darkest pictures happen... 
Today is of no exception, I was given a task to assist in the transportation of something gross and sticky... The real me had to take a look away, so I let the Living Dead Doll take over... She's not been out to play for a while, but she's the happiest little soul... 

So today she seemed to come prepared for the task at hand, and she's always a happy girl when it comes to being able to dig up the body parts from the still warm, freshly dead bodies... The Hospital - a backdrop in this case from blaink - is always in need of helping hands to assist with removal of body parts for transplantation and Living Dead Rudh definitely comes prepared with helping Ghostmage Hands - from Aii - and her Corrupted Hands - from Tardfish, available until March 31st at The Men's Department... 
After the removal of the fresh, still beating heart, she slipped it into the black Human Organ Bag - from Krescendo, currently available at BLACK FAIR until March 23rd - and all she had to do now was decide if it was to be delivered to the waiting patient or would it feed her demon friends for lunch... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Tardfish - Corrupted Horns (Available until March 31st at The Men's Department)
Hair: TRUTH - Ember in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Betrayal Choker
Body Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds
Chest Words Tattoo: [Onyx] - My Rules Tattoo in Made in Hell
Outfit, Hat, Mask & Gloves: Mug - Killer Nurse Gacha Items
Floating Hands: {Aii} - GHOSTMAGE HANDS
Pose: La Plume - Sandrine, Pose 6
Bag: [Krescendo] - Human Organ Bag in Black (Available until March 23rd at BLACK FAIR)
Bottle: AsteroidBox - Removed Heart Set (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: blaink - Hospital V2

Time for a Little Detecting...

Is it just me, or is it crazy that we're already at the end of February?! I mean I know that it's a short month, but seriously WHAT THE HELL, how can we already be about to enter our third month and therefore ending our first quarter of the year... It's serously getting to the point of blink and you miss it... 

It's time we opened up our eyes and did some thorough investigating into where the hell the year has gone? There has been so much going on this year that things are whizzing by faster and faster... I think I'd make a great detective, I mean I've watched enough of those cheesy detective shows. I think though I'd be a little more Murder She Wrote/Miss Marple than some CSI/Law & Order style detective... I don't think I could handle the true danger of being a cop in a big city, I'm way too mucch of a wuss... I'd also have to leave my cute puppy friend at home... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Ministry - Floppy Hat
Hat Badge: Six Feet Under - FDL Bindi
Hair: TRUTH - Guilty in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: miss chelsea - Amal Set in Vest & Shirt
Glass: BAMSE - The Poet Magnifying Glass
Pose: Fashiowl - Candy Sky, Pose 2
Dog: JIAN - Pets Shiba Inu in Black & Tan Newspaper
Chair, Lamp & Table Set: Dirty Rat - Detective's Chair Set
Phone: random.Matter - Clutter: 1980's in Telephone in Red
Backdrop: VARONIS - Profiler Meeting Room Backdrop

Fresh Out, So I'm Off!

That's it, it's officially Wednesday in my neck of the woods and that means only ONE THING this week... TODAY IS THE DAY I SAY BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... Today is the day that I am officially checking out of my adulting life because today is the day that I am going back to my parents for the week. I will be the only one there too, which means I get undivided attention - ask me later if that's still something I am happy about - but I guess one last post to you now can't and won't hurt... 

So I woke myself up WAY TOO EARLY, I dunno if it was excitement or stress induced but hey, it gave me an extra few hours to be able to sit down with a coffee and write to you about my immanent departure... I've checked and double checked that I have everything, and HellBone won't allow me to take the cat because he needs someone to look after him so I THINK I'm ready to go...  
SO I won't be around until the 22nd - although you know me I'll be lurking somewhere in the background and MAY even have a post prepared, though don't get your hopes up too much at this point - but don't miss me too much... I will be back!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Angel in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: imbue - Heart Necklace (Gift Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Top: Adora-tions - Fresh Outta Fucks Crop Top
Jacket: Pseudo - Trucker Jacket in Black
Badges: BROKEN ARROWS - Single Botton (Gift Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Pose: -Extra- - To All a Good Night (Part of a Couple Pose)
Bear: hive - My Colorful Teddy
Book: Puddles - Saucy Novel
Passport: rvn - Pack and Go Set in Passport
Case: FOXCITY. Prop - Luggage in Pink
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Commercial Airlines {360} Backdrop