Prettiest Girl in the Morgue

I know that Halloween is officially over, Mariah Carey has made her public announcement that "It's Time"... Once the Queen of Christmas makes this announcement, everything can start to get all Christmassy Festive... That doesn't mean I am fully ready to give up on that Halloween feeling yet, I am first and foremost a Living Dead Girl. Halloween isn't just for one day, for some of us it's an every day thing... 

I may be a Living Dead Girl - which aside from being the bestest of the Rob Zombie song collection, is also the name of the collection that includes the shorts and tee that I'm wearing from The Kiwi Co - but I'm still the Prettiest Girl in the Morgue... I'm the only one with a semblance of a pulse this evening anyway... 
I came back after hours as I'd forgotten my ex-boyfriend... Not the real thing mind you, My E Voodoo Doll - from Boutique #187, available until November 8th at Ouh Lala - it's necessary that we don't let it fall into the wrong hands, because even though I want to torture him, I don't think I'm ready for anything worse to befall him... It's his problem really, he left me alone and I got bored LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Batsy Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wound Layer: Izzie's - Zombie
Collar: NeverWish - Pyramid Spike Collar in V2
Top: The Kiwi Co. - Living Dead Girl in Tee
Doll: Boutique #187 - My Ex Voodoo Doll (Available until November 8th at Ouh Lala)
Shorts: The Kiwi Co. - Living Dead Girl in Shorts
Pose: piXit - Yfoo1, Pose 2
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - T.E

Doing A Quick Market Run!

A new day, a new start of the month and a new feeling in the air... It's recently become fairly Autumnal here, and the cold days and foggy mornings are a regular thing this week, and I have to admit I AM LOVING IT. I live for this kinda cold weather, I live for wearing so many layers to feel warm and snuggly... I really feel positive right now, and that's something I haven't felt for a while... I'm not feeling great physically, but mentally... I'm a happy girl, so I'm going to use today to get some chores done for the new month... 

I always loved going grocery shopping... It's not one of the easiest chores since you have to get outta the house to do it. I love being able to look at things and see what potentially could become delicious dinners, I love taking the time to pick out my snacks and get excited when I see something that looks delicious and new, but I am NOT good at limiting myself lol... I'll get distracted and often buy much more than I was planning on... I'm not the only one out there that does but I also won't deny that I LOVE having a fridge and cupboard full of yummy things... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Magika - Abigail Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: AsteroidBox - Theia Glasses in Color Pack
Scarf: KiB Designs - Christie Scarf Necklace in Black Gold
Top: miss chelsea - Vixi Set in Top
Pants: miss chelsea - Vixi Set in Leggings
Bags & Counter Groceries: Junk Food - Market Run Bag in Blue
Pose: FOXCITY - Racer, Pose 1m (Alternate v2)
Checkout: Junk Food - Self Checkout in Blue
Backdrop: TROPIX  - QuickMart Building Full Set

Welcome to the Department of the Dead!!

It's HALLOWEEN today... It's the spookiest day of the year, but I've been busy at work and I'm knackered now... I want to take a moment to rest, but there is something that I have to do first... I've been working one job, and now I get home and have to take my living dead girl self back to work of a different kind... I have to head to my job at the Department of the Dead... Tonight is gonna be a long shift... 

It's an important day today at the Department of the Dead - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - since it's Halloween and we are going to be busy welcoming new members of the living dead, and prepping passes to make sure that people are able to go back on their haunting adventures... 
We're prepped and ready to go, I've organised all different kinds of treats with no tricks in sight... There's lots of candy in the Boo Bites Candy Bowl - from Junk Food - and a cake tower covered in delicious Halloween Desserts - from Tardfish, available until the end of today at Haunting Labyrinth - there will be delicious Boo Slushies, Poison Eye Cookies and even an Apple Dipping Bar - from Lucas Lameth - and we hope that everyone is welcome to their afterlife... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Spooklet Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin Overlay: Izzie's - Dead Tired Skin Effects
Outfit (Including Dress, Hat & Rat): Tentacio & PSYCHO.Byts -  Mosterize Dinner Waitress in Raspberry
Ghost Jar: Junk Food - Boo Bites Candy Bowl in GHOST
Candles: [Krescendo] - Skull Candle
Cupcake Tier Plate: Tardfish - Halloween Desserts (Available until October 31st at Haunting Labyrinth)
Apple Dips: Lucas Lameth - Apple Dipping Bar
Juice: Junk Food - Slasher Slushies in Boo Slushie
Cookie Jar: BROKEN ARROWS - Creepy Bakery in CookEye Poison
Pink Cake: {vespertine} - Spooky Boxcake in spider heart
Bottle Potion: Hangry - Potion Bottles in Turn my EX bald
Drink Machine: what next - Smoothie Machine
Pumpkin Cake: {vespertine} - Spooky Boxcake in Spooky Butter Pumpkin Cake
Balloons: hive - Grouped Balloons in Halloween
Table: NOMAD - Fast Food Bar Counter in Black
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Department of the Dead {360} Backdrop

The Fairy Collector

I'm kinda tired, today was pretty blah and I ended up feeling so sick... I wanted to just curl up in a ball but ended up being a pretty strong but sick little munchkin that faced the entire day and then had to make it home without pooping her pants or throwing up all over the bus... 
Now that I'm home I am going to take it easy, have some hot tea and rest up on the sofa... I might do something to distract myself... Let's see where my mind takes me today... 

I'll light a fire and curl up in the library... I wish I had a library... Rudh should have one, a library or a study or something... It would be lovely to curl up, under a blanket, in front of a fire with a good book or a new hobby... 
A new hobby like Taxidermy, perhaps?! Though I'm not sure I could do it with animals, an ex boyfriend or some other pain in the ass, but definitely not an animal. Maybe I could fake it, make it with dolls perhaps? Some Fair Folk taxidermy - like the collection created by random.Matter, available until tomorrow at Salem - I'll even make the little props to use as Catcher's Tools... 
I'll make a hot cup of Harvest Cider - from Junk Food - that comes in a large bottle and and can easily be warmed up... A perfect activity for an Autumn Evening... 

What is in the Picture;
Fairy Taxidermy & Items: random.Matter - The Fair Folk Items in Catcher's Tools, Catcher's Box & Fairy Specimen (Available until October 31st at Salem)
Juice: Junk Food - Harvest Cider
Lamps: random.Matter - Silk Shades - Lamp II
Tea Pot: dust bunny - Tea Kettle
Taxidermy Items: random.Matter - The Taxidermist in Pin Board [II] & Tools [I]
Tea Cup: {vespertine} - Fall Critters Mugs in Owl
Table: Apple Fall - Holyoke Dining Table in Aged Oak
Chairs: [Merak] - Emma's Armchair in Red Tartan
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - The Forgotten Study.{360} Backdrop

Something Tells Me It's Haunted!

Oh... You mean your house is HAUNTED Haunted... That can be the only reason that we're seeing not only Rudh in her Buffy attire today, but also three cars with a known association towards hunting spookies... I'm sure the drivers of these vehicles will have everything under control, but since I'm here, I cannot resist taking a peek... 

It's that time of year when Spooky things that need to be on the TV... Some Scooby Doo for the cute cartoonies, a Ghostbusters movie but the original not the newer ones please, and some Supernatural because those two brothers are both hot and expert monster killers... Plus there is that epic crossover with the Supernatural Boys in the Scooby Doo cartoons... Perfect for a chicken like me to watch and still feel spooky... NOT that I'd want to be anywhere that all three of these heroic groups would be... No thank you!!! 
I would hate to be dressed as another supernatural handling character and wander into the same location as these three... This Bufi would be outta there LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Noir Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Bufi Set in Top (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Spike: miss chelsea - Bufi Set in Buffy's Stake (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Pants: miss chelsea - Bufi Set in Pants (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Device: Static - Spectre-O-Meter EMF Detector (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Pose: [piXit] - Y-foo #2, Pose 2
Dogs: JIAN - Boxer Bedlam in Ghost & Classic Rottweiler  in Ghost (No Longer Available!)
Cars: H&C Wheels - Metallicar, H&C Wheels - Ecto 1 & [Bad Unicorn] - Bang Van in Shagging Wagon
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Hawthorne Row {360} Backdrop

A Demon of Purgatory

Today has been a day off, and if you know me at all, you know those days tend to be the type of days when I let my imagination wander off and the fantasies come alive in Second Life... I LOVE days like this, and these kind of days are not the normal kind of days for me lately... Halloween isn't even getting me excited at the moment... 
I need something a little monstrous, but I think that death has been on my mind since I lost my mum... Today I'm meeting a demon of death... A dark, twisted and chaotic monstrous soul, if she has one... 

Our visitor today is a Demon Bat - a creative set of skins, wings and horns from Faunus - of the Alaric clan - which is actually the name of the head, worn with a Blush Velour Skin tone from BeSpoke - and she is a holder of the souls in the forgotten graveyard. She collects them from the Grim Reaper, and holds them in purgatory until they are dragged down to the depths of their eternity... She's kept on a tight leash, her master keeps a void-like grip on her - thanks to the Vuriks Void Choker - but she's never alone, especially when the Grasping Zombie Hands - from Static, available until October 28th at Abnormality - reach out for her... Is this the End of the Story?

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Jigeum Hair in Black & Red
Head: BeSpoke - Alaric (Worn with Blush Velour Skin Tone)
Choker: Vuriks - Void Choker in Bloody
Body Dirt Layers: Martyr - Grave Crawler (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Body Scales, Wings & Horns: Faunus - Demon Bat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bodysuit, Skeleton & Red Veils: CURELESS[+] - Vulneris Bodysuit
Weapon: [piXit] - Thanatosia Pose Prop
Pose: [piXit] - Serpentine, Pose 3
Hands: Static - Grasping Zombie Hands (Available until October 28th at Abnormality)
Tombstones: Boutique #187 - TombStones Quotes (Available until November 15th at DUBAI)
Trees: LOVE - DARK FOREST WARNING SIGNS
Backdrop: K&S - // End of story..? Backdrop

A Walk in a Nightmare Garden

I wanted to try and get myself back into something a little darker, and lot more Halloweeny... I don't know what I'm going to do, but this Halloween season I'm getting far too bleh and not a lot of spooky action going on... 
There has to be a way to get a little dark and scary, there has to be something that I can do... Spooky books ain't working. Costumes ain't working. I think I'm going to have to find another way... Maybe a walk in the dark... 

As I walked in the evening, I ended up wandering through the Pearly Gates - a backdrop by FOXCITY - into a place that felt a bit like a nightmare... There was a soft sound coming from under the bushes, and when I took a peek the most adorable little creature was sat there looking at me... He had been left there as a Sacrificial Lamb - a creation by Tardfish, for Salem until October 31st - for the monsters that would come out in the dark... 
I'm not sure I want to be here in the dark anymore than he does, especially if the monsters that are coming are using their victims to grow their "Pomegranate Remains" - an amazing release from Schadenfreude for the currently running round of Camp Syndicate by Second Life Syndicate - so before they arrive we'd better slip back through those pearly gates... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Mischief Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin Overlay: Izzie's - Dead Tired Skin Effects
Dress: AsteroidBox - Sophie Dress (Available until November 3rd at Equal10)
Pet: Tardfish - Sacraficial Lamb (Available until October 31st at Salem)
Pose: -Extra- - Endless (Available until November 1st for Spooky Sugar Mainstore Crawl 2026)
Trees: Schadenfreude - A Pomegranate Remains (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Pearly Gates in Nightmare

Bellydance at the Pharoah's Court

Halloween is coming and it's the perfect season for playing dress-up, and there is so many different things that I could choose to be I couldn't resist the urge to do something meaningful... 
I'm not monstrous this morning, I'm not in the mood right now but I do want to do something in a beautiful costume... I am doing something to honour one of my favourite members of the recently deceased... 

Today is just another post in a long list of posts that I'm doing with Mum on my mind... I wanted to play dress up, and decided today rather than allow it to be something dark, depraved and gruesome, I was going to be something beautiful and a passionate hobby of my mum's... Bellydancing... 
Mum had been a bellydancer for about 15 years. She did it with a group of older ladies as a way of making friends and having a little exercise, but she loved the dance, the shows they did and the costumes... Today I'm thinking of her, as I dance around the Pharaoh's Court - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - bellydancing for the Egyptian Gods of old... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessories: no.match - NO_MYTH in Pack of REDS
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Veil: Moon Amore - BellyDance Addornments
Necklace: random.Matter - Kovia Necklace in Warm Tones
Skirt & Top: Moon Amore - BellyDance Attire
Other Accessories: Moon Amore - BellyDance Addornments
Veils: CURELESS - Pygmalion's Bride Item in Goddess Halo & CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe Item in Ngami Drapes RARE
Pose: piXit - Euphoria, Pose F3
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Pharaoh's Court {360} Backdrop

Where The Preserved Mirages Grow...

After a few days away because in Holland they celebrate the 12.5 year wedding anniversary, and Hell and I are celebrating that today, I have had a chance to rest and relax... I read two books in 4 days and had some lovely walks in lots of fresh air, and the FOOD, it was phenomenal... 
Yet now I'm back on Earth with a bump, I'm back and needing to check in on some stuff at the Engine Room before they close it's doors and get ready to move on... Let me show you... 

Deep in the toxic sewers below the Engine Room, where the bodies are hung before they are fed to the deadly "Preserved Mirage" Flowers - from Blue Blood at the Engine Room until October 20th - and the Angler Fish - from LORE also at Engine Room - act as the lamps that float around in the little balloons, I have to check that the flow of toxic sludge is keeping the plants happy... 
Of course when you go down into the sewer it's ALWAYS a good idea to make sure that you're wearing armour on your dress - an outfit and matching bracers from AsteroidBox - to protect you from the acidic sludge... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRASH - Besouro Hair in Fatpack (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Inktooth - Antique Optometrist in Anomaly (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Necklace: Sublime - Willa Choker (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Dress: AsteroidBox - Armored Dress (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Gauntlets: AsteroidBox - Armored Bracers (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F2R
Fish Lamps: LORE - Anglerfish Lantern (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Flowers: Blue Blood - Preserved Mirage in Red (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Green Lamps: [Aetherys] - Vectoris Floor Lamp in Bronze (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Tentacle Lamps: Magnetic - Tentacle Lanterns
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Acid Pool Mortal Backdrop

Psychic Readings with the Wheel of Fate

Ever want to talk to someone SO MUCH that you'll do anything to find that contact again? Whether it's for comfort from the sound of a voice, the sharing of a laugh that only you understand, or it's just the only way that you'll get the answers that you seek, there is no real way that you can speak to those that you've lost to a death... I'd give anything to talk to Mum at the moment... It's nearly Halloween, and the spirit world is closer than normal... Maybe there is a way?! 

I have an appointment with the Whispering Tarot, where the Wheel of Fate - a release from Krescendo that was in an event but should now be back at the mainstore - will assist the fortune teller with their contact making... Once the telephone starts to ring, you'll be able to speak to your loved one... 
There is ONE safety mechanism included... The Emergency Stop Button - which is actually an amazing accessory from Boutique #187 (and since there are so many cool things that can come out of the button when it's pushed I've added the ad board texture below so that you can see for yourself just how cool it is, since the picture doesn't really do it the justice it deserves!) - will automatically end the session, as soon as the demons start calling... 

What is in the picture;
Wheel: [Krescendo] - Wheel of Fate in Black (Available until October 31st at Salem)
Neon Sign: Elm - Haunted Neons in Psychic Readings (Available until November 3rd at Equal10)
Button: Boutique #187 - Emergency Button
Table Cards: Pitaya - Whispering Tarot in Arc of Cards
Floating Cards: random.Matter - Teller of Fortunes in Tarot Reading
Phone: [Krescendo] - Demons Calling
Crystal Ball: Pitaya - Whispering Tarot in Crystal Ball in Black
Black Curtain: Pitaya - The Last Vampire in Curtains 02 BLACK
Blue Curtain: tarte - Night Sky Curtain II in Deep
Table Top: Eclectica - Gothic Dining Table
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Birth of Venus 

Creepin' It Cute!

After two blog posts of dark monstrous colourlessness, I NEEDED to find that colourful spark again. I NEED to find a light in the darkness, even though it's Halloween, and I'm in a pretty shit mood, there must be some colour out there somewhere, and people have been celebrating the cute Halloween... Maybe I need to jump myself on that train, become my inner teenage witch and get the party started... 

I'm living in my own little horror right now, I'm wearing a colour that gives me nightmares... Purple... I am TERRIBLE when it comes to purple, I know so many people love it, but me... YUCK lol... Yet I couldn't resist when I was trying on these super cute but Casually Cursed Jeans - from The Kiwi Co - and they were perfect for the teenage witch in me... 
So whilst I was up to teenage witchy things, I decided to hide out in the Fusion Lair - a backdrop from K&S - and since it's Witching Season - and using a pose from -Extra- - it was time to cook up some pastel chaos, and spend my time Creepin' it Cute - the name of the balloon set from Krescendo... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: B L A I S E x Ladybird - My Blvck Hat in Dead
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Popcorn in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: everfaery - Ayanna Crop Top (Available until October 15th in Lewd Station)
Pants: The Kiwi Co. - Casually Cursed Set in Jeans
Pose & Cauldron Props: -Extra- - Witching Season
Balloons: [Krescendo] - Creepin' it Cute in Pastel
Bubbles: Doe - Bubbles Bubbles Everywhere in Rot Rainbow (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween)
Backdrop: K&S - // Fusion Lair. Backdrop

The Doc in the Asylum

I'm really in the Spooky season feeling right now and I cannot wait to see where the Halloween feels take me when it comes to blogging and my mind this month, especially considering how my mind is working at the moment. Today was a sign of my brain, I think you can see just how much I NEED some time to rest my mind, I could do with a sedative and some time away... 
Maybe a trip to the Halloween ward in the Horror Asylum... 

The Nurses are a little creepy looking - thanks to ORPHIC at the new round of Camp Syndicate, by Second Life Syndicate - but the Doctors seem to know exactly what they are doing and always willing to give me just the right dose of whichever poison will take the edge off the pain... The doc looks a little scary but she's full of love, it's a painful love but it's there... Somewhere!

What is she wearing;
Hat: ANTINATURAL[+] - Doctor Crow Gacha Item in Doctor Hat BLACK (No Longer Available!)
Hair: [monso] - Agrea Hair in Black & Red
Blood Make-Up: [POUT!] - Painful Love make up & Eyes (No Longer Available!)
Face Paint: Fallen Gods Inc - Itchi's Face  (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Neck Wound: WarPaint - Carnifico Neck Wound (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween)
Choker: Violetility - Stethoscope Collar
Top: ERSCH - Anphise Top (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pants: ERSCH - Anphise Pants (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Bag & Syringe: [CABALPIER] - Mad Doctor's Equipment
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F1
Nurse Costumes: ORPHIC - Nurse (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Bottles & Decor: LORE - Potion Flacon in Boo (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween), [NoRush] - Poisons, MadPea - Captain Burbridge's Booty in Headcrusher & Ministry - Cocaine Needle (No Longer Available!)
Cart: LEMME - New 20's Trolley Table in Glass (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: FNY: Designs - The Horror Asylumn Backdrop

Candlelight in the Dark

I'm a Monster sometimes... I try to be a good girl but that doesn't always get me to where I want to be in times of trouble, and frankly at the moment I'm done being the good girl. I want to see if the Monsters in me can have a little fun, it's Spooky Season after all, and when else is a better time to let them out to play. I think they've been cooped up far too long and NEED a little release... 

I had no idea which monster would come out the moment I opened up the doors, and when this monstrous looking vampiric, demon, coming through the gate I wasn't in the least surprised. I know that she is just the personification of the tired and broken ol' me at the moment... She's dark and evil looking, but she's brought a lot of candle light to try and bring in a little lightness from the dark... The wax melting on her skin does not cause her any pain, showing how much the living dead being is too full of pain already... 

What is she wearing;
Head Candles: Petrichor - Candle Crown in Snow
Hair: Sintiklia - Hair Yon in Naturals
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Ghoul Nyx
Shoulder & Hand Candles: Static - Wax Witch in Natural
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - Infernal Wings
Chest Candles: [CerberusXing] - Scorching Sin
Under Corset & Tiara: V/.VoluptasVirtualis - FOLIA Corset & Tiara (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Corset, Cuffs & Collar: Static - Needle's Embrace (Available until October 27th at Anthem)
Left Hand: rvn - Wicked Finger (Available until October 27th at Anthem)
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F1
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Cursed Entrance Backdrop

Water Balloon War Zone!

It might be spooky season, but we still have a lot to do to prepare for the festivities... Blood baths are being filled, weapons are being sharpened, costumes are being steamed and there are things being pulled out of storage boxes for all of the crazy, colourful characters that may pass through this way at any given time... 
We're taking a peek behind the scenes at the Circus for a moment today... They have been setting up the dunk tank, and there are some crazy little characters that are reportedly causing chaos... 

Normally at the circus it's the crazy clowns that are the ones causing the chaos, but today it seems like they have some little intruders that are doing that for them... All the clowns were doing was filling the water balloons, prepping it and the balls ready for the dunk tank and then the water balloons took a turn in a different direction... There were some little Capibara Waterballoons - from MishMish - amongst the regular balloons, and those little beasties are chaosmongers! Let the Water Balloon battle commence LOL... 

What is in the photo;
Pants: Infinity - Love Summer in GREEN (No Longer Available!)
Socks: miss chelsea - Enid Legwarmers Colour Pack 3
Boots: DRD- Clown Boots in Green
Pose: piXit - Y-foo #2, Pose 1
Pet Balloons: MishMish - Capibara Waterballoons
Water Balloons: peaches - Let's Play! Water Balloon Fight (No Longer Available!)
Tennis Balls: K&S - Tennis court. Arena Prop
Other Balloons: hive - Bold Floor Balloons & Grouped Balloons
Dunk Tank: Static - Prop Hunt H2020 in 14 Dunk Tank Prop
Puddles: NOMAD - Puddle BONUS
Tent: Remarkable Oblivion - Circus Rot Gacha Item in Two Top Tent (No Longer Available!) 

Pumpkins for Autumn

I'm a little late starting my month of October off... The reason is that I've had my dad over for a visit for a few days, and it's a chaotic whirlwind of keeping him busy. I love Dad, he's been a rock since I was a little kid and although there have been a lot of shake-ups recently, and I do, sadly, view things differently than before I'm trying to keep the family together and without any issues... So naturally, now I'm exhausted and need a few days off, just in time to go back to work tomorrow! YAY!!! 
I do have one moment of peace this afternoon and so I'm heading out to get something very important for the month sorted... I'm off out to the pumpkin patch... 

It's now pumpkin season... It's also spooky season... I'm ready for both and looking forward to getting my scary on, but for now I NEED to make sure that I have the most important decorative item ready... How many do you think Hell will consider to be too many though? Do you think he'd let me leave with the "Biggest in the Patch" pumpkin - part of a set from Simply Shelby - or will I have to settle for a smaller one that I found "Among the Vines" - which is part of a pose set from -Extra- - it's such a hard choice to make and I am wondering if there would be a problem with me taking too many... Worst case scenario there will be pumpkin soup for dinner for a while LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Magika - Darkness Falls
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dirty Layer: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt
Outfit: Apricot Paws - Quaks Overalls & Shirt (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Belt: Opifex - Alys Belt (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pose & Pumpkin: -Extra- - Among the Vines, Pose 4
Giant Pumpkin: Simply Shelby - Biggest in the Patch Pumpkin Set in County Fair Pumpkin Orange Bright
Pumpkin Basket: BROKEN ARROWS - Pumpkin Farm in Colorful Pumpkin Basket
Pumpkin Flowers: {vespertine} - Pumpkin Potted Chrysanthemums
Farm Stand & Sign: Simply Shelby - Pumpkin Farm Stand & Pumpkin Farm Sign
Other Pumpkins: Nutmeg - Pumpkins and Leaves
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Country Pumpkin Patch {360} Backdrop

Tombstone Teases; A Little Smutbound Adventure!

Right... I'll admit it... I'm going to own up to it, and say I'm in a damn reading slump and I'm stuck... I don't know if it's the situation that life has thrust me into since I lost Mum, or if it's the book I'm currently trying to wage my way through - although normally I LOVE this author I just cannot seem to get on with this new series - or something else entirely... I mean I have a cold now, that's not helping, but I'm finding it SO HARD to get into reading. I'll end up doom scrolling, which is the reason I started to read more in the first place... WHAT CAN I DO?! 

I'm a smut loving girl... I guess it's all I seem to delve into, in many many different variations on the theme, but maybe that's it. Maybe I've gotten over the idea of being forced into something by a masked/mafia/unaliver type man... Maybe I NEED something different, but then even Morning Glory Milking Farm didn't seem to help?! As we're getting towards Spooky Season, I HAVE Halloween themed smut lined up and waiting, and I am excited about it, but I NEED to get through this book first... Someone help me?! Someone come read Nolan's parts aloud and let me "feel" his thoughts... Please?
I'm taking a break from life today, I'm going to curl up somewhere and get through this book, but if anyone happens to catch one of those Monster's Favourite Breeding Toy Smutbound buddies - a Lewd Station release from Snuggle&Co - I'm going to be reading in the Autumn Reverie - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - cemetery's Tombstone Tease - by Krescendo - where I can hopefully find some spooky kinky inspiration! 

What is she wearing;
Bubble: everfaery - Thot Bubbles
Hair: Magika - May (Past Group Gift)
Glasses: random.Matter - Axen Glasses in Silver Clear
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Tentacle Marks: Axix - Tentacle Body Marks in Fresh
Top: miss chelsea - Meli Set in Top
Pants: miss chelsea - Meli Set in Pants
Pose & Book Prop:  FOXCITY -  Loreling, Pose 3m
Book Tentacles: [Cubic Cherry] - {Tentacles Army}
Plush Books: Snuggle&Co.  - Smutbound Gacha Items (Available until October 15th at Lewd Station) 
Candle Tombstones: [Krescendo] - Tombstone Tease
Ropes: Short Leash - Playtime Toys in Rope DUO
Gun: Reve Obscura - Gun (No Longer Available!)
Hat: SN - Cowboy Hat in Teeth (No Longer Available!)
Other Tombstones: [Bad Unicorn] - Ghoulish Graves
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Autumn Reverie{360} Backdrop

All Of The Zodiac Signs...

Horrible perk about working the with public number... Ummmm I don't know, 175?? The ability to catch each and every cold that comes in the front door of the shop, bonus points that I'm working in tourism so therefore have access to more and more germs than those people who have a job in an office perhaps! 
That perk leads to me potentially having overdosed myself on paracetamol, so my brina goes into a spin and the resulting picture that comes out of Second Life is... Random... 

I often thought to myself, I've done all different kinds of fae, but I wonder what others are out there in the dark... Today when I stumbled into Fairy Land - which is the backdrop from The Bearded Guy by the way - it may have been the effects of the paracetamol, or the fact that last night was a full moon, but I bumped into a Fae that was the walking, breathing, living definition of all of the Zodiac in a modern, crazy wrapper... LOL... 
She brought Water as Aquarius and Crabby Beer as Cancer. Bedecked with bones of the Fish as Pisces, and a necklace featuring a Scorpion as Scorpio. A Goat Skull on her finger for Capricorn, Glasses that were the Scales of Libra and Twin, Gemini, Halos on her horns of Aries and Taurus. Whilst even her maiden Virgo Hair, and Leo Jacket (that's the name of the jacket I was stuck and being creative LOL) couldn't hide the visit she'd had from the Sagittarian Archers Arrows... All the while the stars on her dress and wings represented the heavenly body she was... 
I couldn't help but smile at the randomness... I love the things the mind can conjure up! 

What is she wearing;
Halos: Doe - Saturna in Spinning Twin Halos
Horns: Violetility - Aries & Taurus Horns
Hair: DOUX - Virgo hairstyle
Glasses: Violetility - Libra Glasses (Available until October 18th at The Warehouse)
Mouthie: [Salem] - Skelly Fish in Silver (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Scorpion Chains
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Static - Glimmora Wings
Chest & Head Wound: lock&tuft - arrows
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Water: hive - Spring Water
Beer: Junk Food - Crabby Apple Bottle
Ring: Schadenfreude - Goat Skull Ring
Dress: Psycho Barbie - Starfall Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: [piXit] - Y-foo #2, Pose3
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Fairy Land Backdrop

Rock On To Feel Better!

One of those bad days for me, I'm really trying to keep things together but it seems like days when I'm off work and home alone are the worst kinda days. My Dad will be coming to visit soon, and I'm happy to have him here but at the same time I'm kinda scared about how things will pan out having him and not mum around... I just need a way to switch off right now... I'm going to put some music on and try to rest my messy brain... Nothing to do but put on a little heavy metal and dance around like no one is watching... 

I'm missing live music, I'm missing the chance to let my hair down but the last time I was at a concert it was pretty painful and I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet... So I'll just find myself a little bar some place dark and evil and grab myself a little drink so the music can really take a hold... 
Sometimes you gotta let the monster out to make you feel better, right?

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Moondae Hair in Offbeat
Horns: Dazed - Lucy Demon Horns (No Longer Available!)
Head Scar: Samia - Ember
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Right Eye: rotten - Devilish Eyes in Inhuman
Choker: Livid - Deathrock Cross Collar (No Longer Available!)
Gloves: Psycho Barbie - Decay Gloves
Guitar: Mug - Punky Girl Gacha Item in #17 Electric Guitar Black
Shirt: AsteroidBox - Lucy Shirt (Available until October 15th at Lewd Station) 
Bracelets: Kibitz - Jelly Bangles
Skirt: Mug - Punky Girl Gacha Item in #18 Pleated Skirt Yellow
Pose: piXit - River, Pose 6
Backdrop: blaink. - Devils Bar V2 

Are the Finger Sandwiches Right?!

The Engine Room opened yesterday and that has meant that once again, Second Life is full of the weird and wonderful folk... Great, it's just before Halloween and we all need a little more madness and chaos, of the good kind, in our lives right?! 
I'm honestly at the point of being welcome to all that comes to get me, and bring them on I say... I've also been reading some rather interesting monster smut recently, so little old me is going to get into her best and see what a tea invitation will offer to those monsters out there... 

I was feeling a little Pride and Prejudice - in this gorgeous dress and hat set from toksik at this round of Engine Room, available until October 20th - but since I have monster smut on my mind, I was hoping that getting all dolled up, and welcoming some of the Engine Room's monsters for a spot of tea there might be a little fun chaos to be had... I've even made sure that the Sossego Veranda - a backdrop from FOXCITY, that has been released for this month's Collabor88 - is in shade, as the evening takes the daylight AND that there is a pot of Curious "tea" as well as the regular kind... I just wonder if I put out the right kind of finger sandwiches?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Darling (Past VIP Gift)
Glasses:  TRIGGERED - Charlie Glasses (Past Gift)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress & Hat: toksik - Moonlight Dress (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pose & Pearls: piXit - Perla, Pose 3
Tea Set: THOR - Meadow Tray Tea Set
Black Teapot: AsteroidBox - Curious Decor in Arachnid Tea Pot
Food: Movement - Afternoon Bites
Backdrop (Table & Chairs included): FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Sossego (Available until September 30th at Collabor88) 

Detectives NEED Snacks!

There are often times that secrets will come out... Things slowly start to unravel and what was once a happy story can change so quickly overnight... The question is... WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THE INFORMATION YOU'VE RECIEVED?! How do you let it affect you? How will you move forward from any revelation?! Sometimes, the information you discover can be life shattering. It can change your perspectives on the life you've lived and the people you've been surrounded by... It becomes like a game of detective, and it's hard to know what's entirely the truth as you're missing a whole side of the story... Recently, my mind has been plagued with this kinda connundrum and I'm going to share with you,  my thoughts... Come into my little detective office... I have snacks! 

So backstory without too many details... I recently learned something new about people I love, and it hit me like a freight train, it wasn't even like being hit by a truck with the level of "what the fuck did I just learn?" it was MUCH, MUCH bigger than that... It's taken me a few days to process and I NOW need to vent a little just to clear my head before I can move on... Hence why I brought snacks... 
Now I've gotten my head around the information, and asked the people involved some VERY difficult questions. I want to move on with my life, but how will I do that? 
I'm not the kind of person that could harbour resentment to these people. I am the kind of person that feels massive amounts of anxiety though, and I NEED to figure out my game plan... Even though the news was earth-shattering, I have to take various parts of it with a pinch of salt. The person it involves cannot speak for themselves, and only having one side of the story is NEVER going to be total clarity. 
Yet I won't let this tarnish my relationship with this person, I won't let this tarnish the relationship I have with the others involved, and my history with these people will always been seen through the eyes I saw it with - not with the new information I have now - because I loved what I had and don't want to change how it was... 
Going forward though I'm treading carefully... I love the people involved. Secrets need to remain out in the open now though, NO MORE SECRETS because I cannot handle there being MORE surprises like this... The people involved know that, the people involved have been warned. I am not ready to move on too much with this new information, but that won't be this way forever and NOW I am just picking up the pieces... Wish me luck... 
Jamwich anyone?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Meadow TSS Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Mug - Yvette Top in Medium
Coffee: Boutique #187 - Black Mood Cup (Available until September 27th at Black Fair)
Pants: AsteroidBox - Robin Pants (Available until October 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: piXit - Fauriche, Pose 4
Snacks: Junk Food - Jamwiches Wearables
Backdrop: K&S - // Detective's office. Backdrop 

Mushroom Carvings!

I've had a terrible night's sleep, I've learned more about things in my RL than I EVER really needed to know in the last 12 hours, and I am not in a good mental place, SO what do I do when my brain goes to jelly? You should know the drill by now, when I feel myself breaking, I slip into a fantasy world where nothing matters and everything is prettiful! It's truly my best way to turn off... 

Since it's supposedly Autumn and that means the colours should slowly be going from green to red, I feel it's allowed to start being a little more Autumn, and you know me I LOVE a good fairy moment when the seasons change. 
Today I was out on a mushroom picking trip, I REALLY dislike eating mushrooms... I dunno there is just something about the texture! Yes I also know that you're not supposed to eat the red ones LOL... Though there are a few people I wouldn't mind feeding them to at the moment... 
The fae were a little shocked when we were sneaking peeks at other people's harvests though... Someone was REALLY prepping the mushroom harvest for Halloween... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: random.Matter - Aspira Hat
Hair: everfaery - Brynne Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Nymph Wings 01
Body Mushrooms & Paint: Quills & Curiosities - Festering Fungus
Dress: Faunus - Puki Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: piXit - Yfool1, Pose 1R
Friends: Pitaya - Mushroom Buddies
Scary Mushrooms: Aardvark - Spooky Shrooms in Carved
Mushrooms: Elm - Mushroom Harvest, Ariskea - [Orchand] Mushroom Basket, dust bunny - Farmers Market in Mushrooms & [Merak] - Mushroom Decor
Tables: CHEZ MOI - FarmWheel Picnic Table
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Harvest Lane {360} Background 

Sunscreen Piggies Against Sunburn!

It's been a difficult year this year, I'm sure you've noticed that by now but then again I feel like it's gone so quick that we've blinked and missed a large chunk of the year... I'm glad for me the Summer months were a bit of a blur, I hate Summer lol but I do feel like I missed out on the Summer fun this year too... So I decided it was time to take myself off on an end of season break, avoid the crowds and HOPE that it wasn't TOO hot... 

Now there are some Brits out there that are sun lovers, sun worshippers if you will... Then there's the kind you see in comedy sketches, that only have to talk about the sun before they get sunburned... That's ME, I'm one of that type... I'm a natural redhead in RL, although now I'm older it's much more chestnut and going grey in places... Yet, like I said, I only have to think about the sunshine and I start to get a burn... When I'm back somewhere dark and cold, I don't stay tanned, I go white again!! 
SO, I am an advocate of ALWAYS WEARING SUNSCREEN... Rudh went off on a little holiday and didn't put any on, and look what happened... That's why when she went to the luxury resort in Zamalek - which happens to be a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - I made sure that she took some of the super cute Sunscreen Piggies - from the MishMish Heatwave Piggies collection - with her! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Shadow in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - LunaRose Glasses
Nose Paint: Spookshow - Goth Block
Necklace: (Yummy) - Sunchild Necklace Set
Sunburn Layers: [Onyx] - Life's a Beach Sunburn
Top: miss chelsea - Pati Set in Cami
Pig: MishMish - Heatwave Piggies in Sunscreen Piggy
Shorts: miss chelsea - Pati Set in Shorts
Pose: R.Bento - My Glasses, Pose 2
Loungers & Parasols: Fapple - Mistress gets a tan Items
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Zamalek Day Backdrop 

Warning off the Wonderland Weirdoes!

Left alone for 5 minutes today, and in that time I managed to talk myself OUT of doing something too crazy when it comes to blogging, and INTO something crazy blogging wise that made me super happy... I love it when you can start with the smallest of items and think... WHAT THE HECK AM I GONNA DO WITH THIS? If you do it long enough, the outcome will surprise you, and it's THIS REASON that I've always said blogging is like a therapy for me, because I get distracted, I relax and magical things happen!!! Today, the magic happened in Wonderland... 

I dunno if you've realised this yet, maybe you have and it's OK if you haven't but sometimes my blogging gets a little strange LOL... When I get fantasy I always find myself slipping into a story, and there aren't many classics that seem as weird in their landscapes as Wonderland has always felt... It's easy for my tired mind to go there... 
Today a cuttle little Bunny - which is actually the head released by BeSpoke that comes with SO MANY options it's definitely worth checking out  - Girl found herself in Wonderland, looking for her friends that were hosting their tea party... Luckily she was warned in advanced to come prepared because the critters in this world can be a little pushy... She packed a can of Repellent Spray - from Boutique #187 that was released for Ouh Lala a while ago and should now be at the mainstore - to ward off the likes of the slightly mad Cheshire Cat... 

What is she wearing;
Head & Ears: BeSpoke - Bunny
Hair: Wasabi - Wildflower Hair in Offbeat
Eyes: Mana - Daemon Eyes
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: random.Matter - Hanako Choker
Fur: CURELESS[+] - Cheshire's Shawl
Dress: Pixicat - Dreamy Dress
Can: Boutique #187 - Repellant Spray
Pose: piXit - Gothabilly, Pose 1F4
Cat: HEXtraordinary - Cheshire Cat Companion
Bunny Plants: BROKEN ARROWS - Wonderland Rabbit in Grass Rabbit Green
Arches: Simply Shelby - Rustic Autumn Archway Collection
Soldiers: Boudoir - Card Soldiers (No Longer Available!)
Door: ionic - Door to Wonderland
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Chess Paradise Backdrop PBR 

Witchwood Garden Magic

As I mentioned yesterday, the preparations are slowly getting underway for the spooky season... There is so much to do, but now that the ghosts have been persuaded to come visit, it's time to work on decorations of another kind... I have to go web collecting, mushroom picking, pumpkin trumping, OH and even need to find all those fabbity fab costumes for the season... First though I'm going to pop into my witchy, magical green house and work on a few spells to make some pretty plants grow... 

My greenhouse just happens to be located in the Witchwood Gardens - which are in fact a gacha collection from Krescendo for the current round of The Arcade until September 30th - and because these gardens are thrumming with magic, it makes the plants grew beautifully in barely any time at all... I mean... Just look at these adorable little Halloween Succulants - another gacha collection from Tardfish, that is also available at the Arcade - I only planted them this morning and they are HUGE already!!! 
I decided not only to give out candy this year... Some people don't like candy and would maybe prefer a plant gift... There might be other surprises to come too LOL... Don't worry the candy won't go to waste though, I'm adding a piece of taffy to each little pot, just to make them extra sweet little plants! 

What is in the Picture;
Mini Potted Plants & Display: Tardfish - Halloween Succulant Gacha Collection (Available until September 30th at The Arcade) 
Gardening Decor (Not Separately Listed): [Krescendo] - Witchwood Garden Gacha Items (Available until September 30th at The Arcade) 
Owl: YOKAI - Owl Magic School Gacha Item in Magic Owl Cage RARE 
Candles & Skull: BROKEN ARROWS - Cursed Skull Candles in Aged (Dark) 
Candies: Dahlia - Boardwalk & Co. Gacha Item in Taffy Lemon 18 
Trees: everfaery - Neon Veil Trees 
Hat & Cloak: [Merak] - Hanging Cloak 
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Fairy Tale