Allergies Be Gone!

Allergies are one of the weirdest ailments that we seem to suffer from... It's always made me wonder about the amazingness of humans when some people are allergic to somethings and others are not. I know that we're all different but then you add something like that to the mix it's just another amazing thing, in a world full of amazing... There are so many things people are allergic too, and that can change any time. I'm just glad some of the worst ones aren't things I suffer with... 

I have a colleague that had a lactose intolerance and because she worked in the cheese shop and tasted small amounts every day she seemed to cure herself, whilst a friend of mine at university ate pasta and noodles for every meal and ended up with a gluten intolerance lol... It's amazing how these things can be affected by the way we live our lives... 
I don't think I have an allergy to anything, but I am MAJORLY against the heat... It's been boiling here for the past few days and while I LOVE the early morning sun and the cooler evenings, the height of the heat in the middle of the day can just bite me... 
SO aside from the rambling I want to say to those that do suffer I'm sorry... I'd love to aide in your healing, I want to welcome you to the Pollen Club - a collection from Junk Food, that contains tea, pills, tissues, and other things to clear the air - where we have tea and cake and lots of things that will help to make you feel better... 

What is in the picture;
Allergy Pills: Junk Food - Pollen Club in ALLERGY MEDICATION
Tea Pot: DISORDERLY - Floral Tea in Teapot
Plushie: dust bunny - Daisy Duckie Plush in Butter
Honey Pot: DISORDERLY - Floral Tea in Honey Pot
Candle: Junk Food - Pollen Club in CANDLE
Nose Spray: Junk Food - Pollen Club in EYEDROPS
Mask: Junk Food - Pollen Club in EYEMASK
Tea Cup: Junk Food - Pollen Club in MUG
Package of Candies: Junk Food - Cough Drops Bag
Cake: BROKEN ARROWS - Berry's Cake in Vanilla & Raspberry Flower
Tea Tins: Dahlia - Dolce in Tea Tins Decor
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Soft Focus Vol.1 in Sun (Available until June 6th at Collabor88)

A Little Dane-ish Basketball!

Well it's a HOT day today... How can it legally be allowed to go from 12degrees centigrade to 27degrees centigrade in less than a week... We're experiencing Summer temperatures in MAY and last week it was freaking cold here... WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON? 
Since work was so crap today I NEED to find a way to let off a little steam tonight... I've decided to do something wild and crazy, I'm taking my puppies out for a little fun?! 

I took my Danes - from Jian - out for a game of Street Basketball - a backdrop from PALETO - and they seemed to be having a LOT of fun playing ball by themselves. I don't know if the local basketball playing boys felt like it was good too... I had to send them a sign as I drank my Blueberry Slushi Cup - from Junk Food - so I waved the Anti Fan glove - from Boutique #187, available until June 8th at Ouh Lala - and asked them a question across the court... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Rookie Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glove: Boutique #187 - Anti Fan in Blue (Available until June 8th at OUH LALA)
Top: The Kiwi Co - Honey Set in Cropped Tank
Drink: Junk Food - Slushi Cup in Blueberry
Waist Shirt: The Kiwi Co - Honey Set in Tied Shirt
Shorts & Tights: The Kiwi Co - Honey Set in Shorts w/Stockings
Pose: [piXit] - Valentina, Pose F7
Dogs: JIAN - Great Danes in Adult & Puppies
Ball: Flower Pose - Basketball Pose Prop
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - Street Basketball

Mermaid of the Desert Oasis

I've had a day off today and therefore I've had a chance to let my mind wander off everywhere that's not the normal day-to-day humdrum, but as usually on a day off I let my mind wander and went to somewhere weird and fantastical... It was VERY much needed, and I made a brand new friend in a fairytale character... She's a mermaid, but lives in a world that could be connected to the Genie's magical cave in Agrabar...
We're going on another magical Arabian Night... 

This gorgeous little mystical Corallis - the MerMay Hunt Collection from Faunus, available until May 30th - Blossom - which is actually the name of this gorgeous head Blossom Head, available until June 8th at ACCESS from BeSpoke - Mermaid lives within the Mirages - a backdrop from FOXCITY, available until June 10th at Kustom9 - magically able to move from one oasis mirage to the next... The waters aren't the only things in these desert mirages that are magical... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Lazy Day FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Head: BeSpoke - Blossom (Available until June 8th at ACCESS)
Eyes: Mana - Daemon Eyes
Skin, Body Paint, Attatchments: Faunus - Corallis Collection (Hunt Items Available until May 30th at MERMAY Hunt 2026)
Fish Bubbles: nani - Dreamy Pond Gacha Item in Bubbles Aura
Pose & Pearl Prop: [piXit] - Perla, Pose F3R
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Mirage (Available until June 10th at Kustom9)

Tail Waggers in the Dog Park

One of the most beautiful things about Second Life is that you can be whoever or whatever you want to be... You can be as creative as your mind will let you and it frees us of any real life limitations. SOMETIMES that works in bad ways, as we have seen recently with all the drama surrounding one of the head honchos at Linden Labs and they happiness at his recent departure. More often than not though, it gives people the creative space - and so long as they aren't hurting anyone - I feel that this can be an amazing opportunity to be, do, and try new things that you'd NEVER have the chance to explore in reality... 
There have been so many interesting advancements in all my years in world... From prim to sculpties to mesh and beyond, animations improved, HUDs revolutionised everything and now there are creative people out there running experiences... There's something for everyone... 

Today I decided to take a trip to the park with the Spring Courtyard - from Synnergy.Tavis - and the Eupawria Dog Park - with items from the Krescendo collection available at Kinky until May 22nd - which is a collection of the cutest puppy things and the perfect place to play... 
This visit ties in with what I was talking about earlier though... Second Life is full of new innovations and every day we see brilliant creators coming up with things to make their entertainment space better... I am going to preface this with saying that I am not a girl with this particular kink, nor am I a Furry - although I have plenty of friends and family that are in both Second Life and Real Life too - but I do LOVE to play dress up and will always be a barbie doll with a big costume box...
An old friend of HellBone's has come out with something that can, will and should be a great new tool for people that have a love of pet play. At the moment there are systems for Puppy and Pony play, all running under the brand of Tail Waggers; a one woman show with a system similar to that of the plant pets and zooby babies that grow... The system will mean that a Puppy or Pony with the HUD needs feeding, exercise, attention and even medical care, and this in turn will create an interactive connection between pet and handler... 
Now as I said this isn't really my bag, but there are so many people out there that may be interested and I feel that this system has been so well thought out that I think people need to know about it... More information can be found in world... Are there any Puppy's or Pony's out there that would enjoy something like this?! 

What is she wearing;
Ears & Tail: HAZEL - CANINE BUNDLE
Hair: Wasabi - Coeur FLF ED. Hair in Absolute Pack
Face Paint: MoonPhase - ClassicWereWolf FacePaint
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: [Krescendo] - Bone Collar
Top: miss chelsea - Odea Set in Shorts
Leash: [Krescendo] - Rope Leash
Shorts: miss chelsea - Odea Set in Shorts
Pose: [piXit] - Manaram, Pose 2
Dog Decor (House, Food, Bones): [Krescendo] - Eupawria Gacha Items (Available until May 22nd at Kinky)
Ball & Chew Toy: MadPea - Puppy Care Kit Items
Dog Biscuits: Junk Food - Pet Collection in Dog Treats
Sign: Tail Waggers - Information Board
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Spring Courtyard [360] Backdrop

A Day in the Wild West!

It's been a few days since I was last around since I've been stuck at work and I'll be honest, when I have been home I've been lost in a book a long way from thinking about my computer... 
Today when I finally sat behind the screen, I was totally unsure as to what I wanted to do. I don't know how I felt but it was hard to know where my brain was going... That's one of the things that I love about blogging, the therapy seems to come naturally... Once I put something on, it all just magically started coming together... 

Some how when I slipped into the Dianne Dress - from AsteroidBox, available until June 10th at Kustom9 - and played with the colours, the blue-ish coloured seemed almost denim, and therefore my brain ended up with a bit of a Calamity Jane moment... 
For some strange reason, I ended up in the Wild West - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - ready to shoot any bad guys that come to my little corner of the Wild West... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Oakley Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bullet Necklace: DECO - MESH Shells of War Necklace (No Longer Available!)
Whip Necklace: GABRIEL - Cat's Tail Whip
Cuff: PROMAGIC - Apocalypse Gacha in Arm_Bullets
Dress: AsteroidBox - Dianne Dress (Available until June 10th at Kustom9)
Boots: Static - Pendulum Boot in Black
Pose & Gun Prop: Needful - 74 Cowgirl
Water Trough: JIAN - Classic Ranch Decor in Water Trough
Hay Bales: dust bunny - Harvest in Haybale
Extra Plants: (Milk Motion) - Road to nowhere Gacha Items
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Wild West {360} Backdrop

Dommes and Kinky Bears!

Distracting myself from the cloud I'm living under and for me that means READING, Reading, Reading... I am always looking for new books and authors, although I'll admit that I'm usually reading smut where the darker and kinkier the better... Of course, that's affecting my mind when it comes to what am I going to blog each day... Today, I was lead by Monster Porn... LOL... 

I'm thinking today about a book I read when the bear came to life and let the FMC get stuffed just like he was, only I think she was much better stuffed if I get to be honest... Though in my crazy messed up little fantasy, there's lots of friends with her in the dark room... 
Today she's in full Domme mode, and has found herself a willing new participant. He's a cute little Bear that love a Motorboat - from Tardfish, available until May 22nd at Kinky - and his cute little PVC gimp suit... I'll have to put a leash on him... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: MINA - DoMina in Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Bra: AsteroidBox - Carly Top (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Chest Friend: Tardfish - Motorboat Bear in Black (Available until May 22nd at Kinky)
Hand Leash: [Krescendo] - Rope Leash
Skirt: Mug - Inger Skirt in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Cyberbilly, 2R
Table Bear: Dots - Bondage Bear in Tan+Red
Wall Bunny: CryBunBun - Tied Bunny
Bed Bear: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Cross Bunny: Short Leash - Kinbaku Bunny
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Horny February Backdrop

Sad, Trapped and Lost

I'm feeling very low today, I don't know why I mean aside from the random things that I usually complain about lately... I'm worried about people I care about are sick, I've got the stress of the house and the fact that HellBone is getting stressed and pissed and overdoing things, and I'm very very very tired... Today, nothing is making me feel happy, and I need to find a way to get my head above water...

I feel like I'm sitting alone in the dark and I am just going through the motions to keep my brain working and not breaking... I'm trying to keep my joyful attitude joyful by bouncing around on one of the Gummy Chairs - a release from Junk Food - that has been abandoned in my mind since my teens. 
I'm feeling shite, I'm sorry that I've been ranting here and there and I'm just wishing I could go home and spend some time with my Mum... I wish I could be there to help her and I wish that I could get back to my own home... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Choco Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar & Chains: random.Matter - Neze Collar
Top: Mug - Morgana Top in Black
Body Dirt: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt
Jeans: Mug - Christina Jeans in Gray
Feet Dirt: Izzie's - Dirty Feet
Pose: -Extra- - Dockside Daydream, Pose 1
Chair: Junk Food - Gummy Chair in Black
Hanging Decor: Static - Backwood Wards
Garbage: UrBaN SpIrIt - Garbage Day in Large Trash Bag Pile
Floor Litter: DRD - San Mora Item in City Trash Ground
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Scrawled Hall 5

Money Can Be Spirited Away

So you may know that HellBone and I are currently living somewhere that's not home while our house is being rennovated... If you haven't I don't blame you for ignoring my ranting over the past few weeks LOL, but it's one of the bigger stresses of my life right now, and I'm rambling about it A LOT... Anyway, luckily in this process we're being assisted with government subsidies, and it's not a brag it's a moment of "thank god" because everything is SO FECKING EXPENSIVE... We had to go buy a new toilet today... DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THOSE THINGS COST?! I know that there are costs of manufacture and for the sales company, but they are getting things cost price and it seems the consumer is getting bit in the butthole... Is it greed or is it necessity these days?!

I know talking about money can sometimes seem crass... I'd never ask anyone about their income or share mine with the world for that matter but they always say that money makes the world go round. They also say that it doesn't make you happy, but at the same time that's not enitrely true is it... If you don't have enough to live on or with then you're more likely to be a stressed and unhappy person... It seems though that these days everything is SUPER expensive, and yes I get it's because of all of the war taking place and the cost of living has naturally increased but life gets more expensive by the minute! 
Even the spirits that guard the world's most secretive vaults are concerned... There seems to be an explosion and a drainage of captial here, there and everywhere... Our little Spirit Guide - ears and a tail set from HAZEL by the way - is concened because her soul key - which is actually the Dungeon Keys from [NoRush] that sit in her chest - are no longer needed by the powers that be... They can just raise prices so the people that need her keys are left to suffer... 

What is she wearing;
Ears & Tail: HAZEL - SPIRIT GUIDE BUNDLE
Hair: Wasabi - Story Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mask: BeSpoke - Mask Skull FatPack
Wings: everfaery - Lelia Wings
Tattoos: Lilithe' -  Hildr Tattoos
Dress: everfaery - Yvette Dress (Available until May 15th at Lewd Station)
Keys & Keyhole: [NoRush] - Dungeon Keys
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Gold Fingers: Izzie's - Gold Dipped Fingertips
Money Food: Hangry - Rich bites in Take Out Box & Take Out Box Chopsticks
Pose: [piXit] - Cyberbilly, Pose 7R
Decor & Backdrop: [Bad Unicorn] - 'The Heat' Gacha Collection

Time to Rehydrate

I had a day off and decided to spend the day with lots of music and dancing and it made getting my chores done much, much, much more interesting... I'm on a happy cloud nine where music is concerned at the moment... Next month I get to go back to the UK to see Take That - as well as my parents and sister - and yesterday I booked tickets for HellBone's Birthday to see Five Finger Death Punch on their anniversary tour in Europe next year... I know that they are total opposites musically but I LOVE both... I'm a happy girl now... 

So today, I've taken myself out for a little more dancing, the club "Night by Cyber" - a backdrop from Vile - I got dressed up in the most Divine Set - from Psycho Barbie - the comes with a gorgeous spiked corset, dress, garters and stockings. The metal spikes reflect the light and the shiny fabric will catch the eye... 
As much as dancing is fun, I might have to take a few minutes for some fresh air and a chance to sneakily rehydrate - from my Midnight Flask by Boutique #187 at the current round of Dubai - before I head back in to dance some more... I'm not as young as I used to be, this is a lot harder than it looks... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Blush Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: GABRIEL - Slave Chain Necklace in Black
Drink: Boutique #187 - Midnight Flask (Available until May 15th at DUBAI)
Phone: REIGN.- Coven Phone Collection Gacha Item in Weirdos
Outfit: Psycho Barbie - [Divine Set - Fatpack]
Pose: [piXit] - Juliette, Pose F4
Backdrop: [Vile] - Night by Cyber Backdrop

A Day in the Sun

Where I am currently living at the moment is close to a very local marina, it sounds glamorous but it's pretty much the opposite it seems... I mean it looks pretty in the sunshine, but doesn't everywhere really?! What I really want is to be somewhere that's a little bit more interesting with some glamorous vibes and some a chance to get away from reality... 

Since it won't happen in RL, I've decided to take a day away from things in SL and take a trip down to the Santamaria Pier - an old but still cute backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - kick off my shoes and don my sunhat to keep the sun from my eyes... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Doe - Makina
Earrings: miss chelsea - Lior Set in Hoops (Available until May 30 at Anthem)
Top: miss chelsea - Lior Set in Top (Available until May 30 at Anthem)
Belly Chains: miss chelsea - Lior Set in Belly Chains (Available until May 30 at Anthem)
Shorts: miss chelsea - Lior Set in Shorts (Available until May 30 at Anthem)
Shoes: Tentacio - Primrose Sneaker
Bag: dust bunny - Picking Daisies Bag in Dark Brown
Pose: [piXit] - Juliette, Pose F1
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Santamaria Pier {360} Backdrop

Feel the Force?!

It's Star Wars Day... Here in the Netherlands it's actually Dodenherdenking, to remember those that have falled in times of war as tomorrow is actually the rememberance day of the Netherlands being freed from Nazi control at the end of WW2... Hell is observing this, I am partially paying respects but I kinds feel a little guilt - even though the Brits were some of the Allied Forces that helped to free the Netherlands - for all of the destruction that was caused on route to the freedom, and so I choose to celebrate Star Wars Day with a little chaos from a galaxy far, far away... 

I doubt there would be any spoilers here, but now that Darth Sideous is gone and there are lots of people on either side have spread out across the galaxy, there has to be a way to decide which side will top trumps... 
I think I'm definitely veering more towards the thrills of the Dark Side, I mean I read enough Smut full of dark boys and their darker pleasures... The good boys were really never my thing... 
Whatever you feel like doing today... May the Fourth be with you today!!!

What is she wearing;
Headdress & Hair: Curemore - Star Gals Gacha Item in Royal Hair Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Make-Up: Gorsimi - Slatra Shadows
Lipstick: PSYCHO:Byts - Sadayakko Lipsticks Pack
Choker: random.Matter - Vanir Collar in Cool Tones
Necklace: random.Matter - Briar Necklace
Sabers: [Krescendo] - Starwhores Toys (Some parts of the item have been edited, please see the original here)
Dress: NeverWish - Star Fall Dress (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Faire Canny Valley)
Halos: Curemore - Star Gals Gacha Item in Parade Halo PURE & CURELESS[+] - Pygmalion's Bride Gacha Item in Goddess Touch Halo BLACK
Pose: [piXit] - Athanasia, Pose F4
Orb: Curemore - Star Gals Gacha Item in Death Orb WHITE
Stars: CREATiCA - Glowing Panels in Stars
Backdrop: H&C - Darth Sidious Scene

Fairy Defence in the Darkness!

Sometimes I have a craving when it comes to blogging to do things that are NOT normal and let myslf get lost in a fairytale, be that a good or a dark one... Being lost in a fairytale really helps me with my mental state and right now being lost feels like a great idea. There is just too much going on in my own little world, as well as in the real world, and without complaining here too much I feel like I'm losing the battle pretty fast... So step back from the norm Rudh and find a way to embrace the darkness... My darkness feels like a HUGE monster, lets make him more friendly and things will calm down once more?! I hope... 

In the garden of the Spinners, my monster floats through the light that breaks through the trees and the darkness... He's a cloaked Hornswoggle - made by Tardfish, available at the Fantasy Faire Aventurine Promenade to raise money for Race for Life - and though he lurks in the dark, when he comes into the light he's a lot less scary and more like a Ringwraith from the Lord of the Rings... 
He's always trying to scare the fae folk that wander through the gardens.. Rudh as a sassy little fae isn't one to mess with. I guess that's why I decided to take on my monster as a fae today... She's a little thorny, but she sparkles in the dark so that the monsters are intimidated. She's armed with her Willowvine Wand - from Simply Shelby at the Fantasy Faire Stoneveil Crossing Sim - and the magic within will keep her monster at bay... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Flowers & Thorns: LODE - Thorns & Grace Gacha Items
Hair: Truth & FAGA - Pendulum in Redhead
Glasses: Violetility - Thorn-Rimmed Glasses (Available until May 18th at The Warehouse)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Dawnwood Wings in Magic
Necklace: KOSH - THE LEAF NECKLACE
Vines: Static - Luminettle Arm Vine in Brown
Wand: Simply Shelby - Willowvine Wand in Elder (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Faire Stoneveil Crossing)
Dress: Faunus - Eryl Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: [piXit] - Not So Lovely Lolli, Pose 4
Monster: Tardfish - Hornswoggle in Comic (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Faire Aventurine Prominade Sim)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Spinner's Crypt II (Modified a little by removing some of the sunlight rays & the Wall, please see original Here)

Peaceful Fluttering

Today is the last day of April and that means we're already a quater through the year, the Spring has almost totally sprung and Summer is on the way, PLUS HellBone and I are almost half way through the rennovations to the house and SOON we can go back home... I cannot wait... I'm counting down the days, not wishing the year away or anything but I want to be home SO MUCH... It's kinda hard to believe that I was excited about this little "adventure"... I'm trying to hold my shit together currently and wishing for ways to not crack... 

I need to disappear into a place of peace and quiet, never to return but always to be here for my family especially at the moment since Mum is sick and Dad needs the support to look after her.. HellBone needs to be looked after since he's over-stressed due to the rebuilding... 
All I want now is someone to look after me... I wish there was someone to help me feel better... Someone help me find peace... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Millie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Robe: SOUJOUR - Vintage Robe
Top: miss chelsea - Cora Set in Corset (Available until May 17th at Shotgun Pop Up Events)
Pants: miss chelsea - Cora Set in Pants (Available until May 17th at Shotgun Pop Up Events)
Pose & Cage Prop: [piXit] - Farfalle, Pose F3
Butterflies: Elm - Aurielle Decor in Flying Butterflies Cool
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Butterfly Conservatory {360} Backdrop

Kings Day 2026

It's a special day in Holland today because today is King Willem-Alexander's birthday and so the party that the whole country seems to be in waiting for has been happening ALL DAY today... Celebrating the King, partying and selling off your old junk at the free markets that are taking places in many cities across the country... 
Let's get our celebration on... 

Happy Birthday King Willem-Alexander, thank you for letting the country celebrate today... There have been lots of delicious Dutch snacks eaten in this house today, and we were good kids wearing our Orange uniform to help you celebrate... 

What is she wearing;
Crown: Junk Food - Inflatable Tiara in Orange
Hair: Wasabi - Kiss K9 Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - 70's Round Glasses
Top: miss chelsea - Arlo Set in Jeans (Available until April 30th at Anthem)
Confetti Poppers: hive - Confetti Poppers
Jeans: miss chelsea - Arlo Set in Jeans (Available until April 30th at Anthem)
Pose: FOXCITY  - Warm Up, Pose 6
Dutch Food: DRD - Dutch Snack Table (Past Group Gift) & C L  A Vv - Dutch Cuisine in Cup of Tea & Stroopwafels (No Longer Available!)
Window Decor: Hangry - Birthday 101 in Happy Fucking Birthday Sign & spruce - Festive Felt Garland in Tangerine
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Brew Haven

Bad Girls have the Uncensored Tapes!

Everyone has their hobbies, and the fact that we all have so many different hobbies is wonderful because it shows how unique we can all be... Some love sports, some love music, others love crafting things be that cooking or knitting or pottery or making something wonderful with your hands...
I love to be creative and use my blog to do that, I also love to junk journal and knit, I love music of all different kinds and you should know by now that I read and read and read... Mostly Smut but I read...

Some other people love movies, HellBone is a movie lover, but with so much choice, how hard is it to choose a movie these days... I know that HellBone is a horror movie lover, I would spend forever getting lost in Middle Earth and on a bad day The Princess Diaries helps me feel better, but there are other types of movies out there... Some days you just need the kind that make you shiver with a different type of Anticipation... 
Nights like tonight when you're on a visit to the Bad Girls Club, and there's this one naughty girl in the Crimson Nights - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - room with a collection of those naughty Uncensored Tapes - from Krescendo until the end of today at Fetish Fair, yes I KNOW it's almost the closing but they will be at the mainstore soon I'm sure - that we can watch on the Retro TV Combo - from MadPea - in the room to get us in the mood... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Litterbug - Chrome in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: GABRIEL - Take me Leash in Black
Outfit: Psycho Barbie - [Darkmoon Set - Fatpack]
VHS Tapes: [Krescendo] - Uncensored Tape (Available until April 26th at Fetish Fair)
Pose: [piXit] - Annette, Pose F1R
TV: MadPea - Retro Combo TV in Black
Stacked Tapes: Mithral - VHS Tape Stack Set
Crate: Ariskea - [Hiyoku] Just a Trunk  in Black Common
Neon Sign: [Krescendo] - Kinky Neon, 4
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Crimson Nights {360} Backdrop

Cubs and Cuties

It's Friday Night and when I was younger that was an excuse to be able to head out for a party... I used to do it fairly often at Uni, but now the thought of that and all the havoc that goes with it is just way too much to handle... I'm definitely not ready for that kinda chaos... I wanna be at home in my jammies with my book, a cuppa tea and my cat... Rudh on the other hand always has different ideas, and in the early evening sunshine tonight she met up with ther fairy friends for a trip to get food and check out the cute local boys... 

I dunno if you've heard of it, but there is an amazing little Fairytale Cafe called the Lucky Clover Cafe - a backdrop from FOXCITY that is one of two similar designs both in regular and fairytale from Collabor88 - where you can get some of the most delicious grub... I fully recommend the Popcorn Cubs - from Junk Food - that look like cute little bears and taste just like the best chicken nuggets you've ever had... 
I was so keen on the delicious dinner that I was able to ignore my two little fairy friends checking out the cute Little Pan boys on the other side of the restaurant... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi  - Nectarine Hair in Absolute Pack
Head Accessory: muffin - Teddy Headband in Brown
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Fairstar Wings in Fatpack
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Fiona Accessories (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Dress: AsteroidBox - Fiona Dress (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: Foxcity - Pretty, Pose 7
Food: Junk Food - Popcorn Cubs
Fairies: MishMish - Fairy
Pans: MishMish - Little Pan
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Lucky Clover Cafe in Fairy (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)

Magic of the Fantasy Faire

Today is an important day today in Second Life, since today is the day that Race for Life opens it's Fantasy Fair and therefore the fantasy beings will be able to gather some amazingly wonderful things, experience just a little more magic and raise some funds that will head towards cancer research... 
Cancer Research is something very important but at the moment I am finding it more so than ever because of my mother being sick with Pancreatic Cancer... I would do anything to find a way for her to feel better right now... I would hope that any glimmer of magic could help... 

We are trying to find happiness in every little thing that we're doing, and we aren't planning things too far ahead so that she can just take things easy and let things happen as they happen... 
I'm searching for as much magic as I can in Second Life to help me get through this, so I can support her... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Horns: [monso] - Albedo Hair in Black & Red (Available until May 15th at Lewd Station)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: kotte - Fairy Wings
Dress: Faunus - Idunn Gown (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Fair)
Pose & Leaf Prop: -Extra- - Leafy, Pose 4
Chair: everfaery - Driftbloom Seat (Available until May 9th at Access)
Flower Lamps & Ground Cover: Simply Shelby - Enchanted Garden Lamp in Purple (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Fair)
Gazebo: Violetility - Masquerade Gazebo (Available until May 17th at Shotgun PopUp Events)
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Swimming Hole {360} Backdrop

I'm a Hot Mess!

Right now I'm a little bit of a hot mess, I'm tired and sad because for the last few days my parents have been here to visit... I have LOVED having them here, it's been great to catch up with my parents, it's been a bit of a relief to see my mum and talk to her face-to-face about the chemo that she's having AND it's been great for my Dad to get a chance to see the house and talk about the work being done... 
Though now,  more than normal, it was hard to see them leave... I'm left here feeling upset and scared and really, pretty much like a Hot Mess... 

I decided to lose myself in oneof my books about bad boys and stalking and creepy perviness, I need something dark and totally different from reality... Some people watch TV and I like to read smut, but sometimes the things do have a little effect on my picture making process... I may be a Hot Mess, but I'm going to be the kind of Hot Mess that could be the fantasy of one of the boys in my books... 
My outfit may scream that I'm a Hot Mess - it's actually made up of an amazing Karina Skirt from AsteroidBox at the current round of Equal10 worn over a tank and leggings from The Kiwi Co's Hot Mess set - accessorised with a new Lips Jeans Bag - available from Boutique #187 at Ouh LaLa until May 8th - so that I look HOT and less of a Mess on the metro and distract myself and the creepy guy sitting pretending to take a call... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Tease Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gum: [Pink Fuel] - Yum Bubblegum!
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Emery Jewelry
Top: The Kiwi Co - Hot Mess White Tank
Bag: Boutique #187 - Lips Jeans Bag (Available until May 8th at Ouh LaLa)
Skirt: AsteroidBox - Karina Skirt (Available until May 8th at Equal10)
Pants: The Kiwi Co - Hot Mess Leggings v1
Pose: [piXit] - Annette, Pose F1
Mesh Model: DisturbeD - Alton Sitting Guy on Phone Character
Backdrop: K&S - // Shadow Subway. Backdrop

Payback Can Hurt!

I'm in a bad mood, I'm wanting to kick some ass of some random people and that's all because recently some random woman decided to respond to the basic question "Can I help you?" with opinions of how I could do with losing weight and that because she'd done it maybe it would help me too... I didn't know this woman, I was asking a customer that came into the store if I could help her with anything and, frankly, she was lucky I was being polite because I was at work...
Really in my mind, I wanted to show her how her rude words affected me... I was pissed... 

I guess in my mind I kinda planned out all of the things that I could have said rather than the polite, but I'll admit Mrs Brown based "That's Nice", whilst the Rudhish side of me, like the little devil on my shoulder, wanted to go all Resident Evil and show her much weight she could afford to lose, starting with the rude tongue in her head... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Fine Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Strap Outfit: Static - Tsutsumu Tape in Bandage Black (Available until April 19th at NEO-JAPAN)
Skirt & Fishnets: AsteroidBox - Jayne Skirt in FLF Version
Pose & Sword Prop: FOXCITY - Venom, Pose 5
Bodies: H&C - Death Zombie
Beds: Sooden Store - Gurney Siden
Dogs: H&C - Zombiedogs
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - TT3

In Need of Magic Spells!

Life really needs a little magic, getting news and dealing with all of the news that I've had over the last few months since the start of 2026, there's issues in the world, there's issues in MY world and I'm barely holding it together... I NEED a little magic... I don't want it, I NEED it and we all know there is a massive difference... I'm going to take matters into my own hands, and try to conjure something up... 

At this point I wish I could channel some of my inner Ursula, ya know the one that sings "Well I fortunately know a little magic, it's a talent that I always have possessed"... If you don't know, it's time to go watch a Disney film about a Little Mermaid... 
I know that my outfit is a little Witchy today, it's the fault of the dress and the amazing Vampyre Gloves - from Psycho Barbie - but when the magic was flowing from my fingers and Aetherlune reaction happened - the Aetherlune Jewels were released at the Magic Fair by Static and although the event has closed, they should be available at the mainstore - and the magic of the Crystal Cauldron started to glow... Let's hope that this helps... 

What is she wearing;
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: AsteroidBox - Aleyda Dress in Green
Gloves: Psycho Barbie - Vampyre Gloves in Charcoal
Bracelets, Rings & Hand Accessories: Static - Aetherlune Jewels in Blue
Pose: [piXit] - Dead X Portraits, Pose DF5R
Crystal Cauldron:  [Krescendo] - Crystal Cauldron in Black
Crystal Lamp: Ariskea - [Seraphite] Glowing Lamp Crystal in Mixed
Book: random.Matter - Moon Witch - Spellbook in Black
Cards: spruce - Spirit Box
Hourglass: Schadenfreude - Memento Mori Hourglass (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)
Bottle: Tentacio - Death Is Coming Poison
Cat: Aardvark - Little Hunter Cat
Cauldron & Plant: Ariskea - [Spellbound] Cauldron & Books
Table Top: random.Matter - The Escritoire in Chestnut Gold
Sparkles: {aii} - Astral Smoke & LuluB! - Magic: Star Spell (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - XV

Froggin' Fishin'!

It's been a Lazy Sunday, and there has been nothing much going on in my life except a day to relax... Boy was it necessary, it was lovely and so very necessary... 
I kicked back and let myself have a day of NOTHING that has left me feeling relaxed and comforted... 

Today I wanted to take a day of just chillaxation by doing something I don't normally have a chance to do... Nothing... 
I decided to take the day that I would be "Gone Fishing" - a backdrop that I have actually altered a little by adding some swamp like things such as the trees and the grasses and things, to the Synnergy.Tavis Gone Fishing Backdrop - I wanted to be a lazy little Frog - thanks to the idea coming out from the BeSpoke Frog Gizzy head and the Feet Frog - and spend the day fishing in the bayou! 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Amitie - Lavender Straw Hat (Pose Prop)
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Frog Gizzy
Body Plants: Nani - Dreamy Pond Body Weeds
Overalls: SPIRIT - Yola Denim Overalls in LIGHT BLUE
Fishing Rod & Tackle Box: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Tackle & Tides [Holdables]
Feet: BeSpoke - Feet Frog v1.1
Pose: NANTRA - It's a Doll's Life, Pose 5
Rocking Chair: THOR - Old Rocking Chair
Cooler: The Annex - Tailgate Party in Open Cooler
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Gone Fishing [360} Backdrop (With Addition of LOVE - SWAMP TREES & GROUND, LOVE - SWAMP BUSH CLUSTERS, LOVE - SWAMP GRASS & LOVE - VINE WATER COVER)

The Cavalier Captain

I want a little more fantasy in my mind, I am bored little mind right now as everything seems to be crazy busy and then same old, same old... I'm going to have to find myself an adventure, maybe there is an adventure to be had before the Engine Room closes it's doors and takes away it's wonderful characters until next time... 

I've heard it said that the Engine Room will be closing it's doors on April 20th, so that doesn't give us long anymore to enjoy the adventures that it has brought with it's opening... 
Today we're onboard the boat of the Piratas Salvajes - which is a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - as it sails on the stormy seas. The captain of the vessel is a bit of a Cavalier - dressed in a set from toksik, available until April 20th at the Engine Room - but she's being guided by the spiritual Haunting Buns - from Tardfish - that are naughty and devious, and leading this girl's crew on a perilous adventure... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: FenDuDu - Digital Noble in Hat (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Hair: Usagi Society - Lindsay Hair in Fatpack (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyepatch: ERSCH - Berth Eyepatch
Outfit: toksik - Cavalier Set (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pet: Tardfish - Haunting Buns in Smoke
Hand Accessory: FenDuDu - Digital Noble in Brass Telescope (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pose: [piXit] - Annette, Pose F6
Backdrops: The Bearded Guy - Piratas Salvajes Backdrop & Synnegy - Stormy Seas Backdrop

I wanna be an Easter Feaster!

Easter Monday has always felt like a weird one for me, WHY is there a second day of Easter? I know that for religious reasons Good Friday is supposed to be the day he died, and Easter Sunday was when he was resurrected don't ask me for more details I don't know a lot more than that, I'm sorry... Yet, WHY IS EASTER MONDAY A THING? I'd never complain about extra days off work but hmmm... Christmas has a second day, which we often refer to as Boxing Day - and yes I KNOW the historical reason for that in the UK at least - Easter has two days... When can we start having time off for two days of Halloween?! 

Yet I guess it's just another day to relax, spend time with family or friends, or even on your own like I did a lot of today, and enjoy the treats of the day before just a little bit longer... Easter Monday was always a time to enjoy the eggs that I didn't get to eat on Easter Sunday because we'd spent it at our Grandparents as a little kid... Mum and Dad used to make an excellent family lunch and it was better than the day before because we could be relaxed and not expected to be on our best behaviour lol... 
I wanted an Easter feast for lunch today... I think I got a little carried away. I made sure there was Easter Cakes - thanks to Junk Food - some delightful little Butterfly Sandwiches - from Lucas Lameth - which really helped with the Spring feel to lunch, and even some Hot Cross Buns - from vespertine - that happen to be some of my favourite Easter treats from home... There was plenty of chocolate and loads of eggs too... Perfect for the picnic that I set up on the table in the garden... So perfect that even the little birdies came to visit and join in the fun... 

What is in the picture;
Hot Cross Buns: {vespertine} - Hotcross Bun Sandwich Prep
Egg Basket: Pitaya - Cozy Kitchen Decor in Eggs Wire Basket
Bird Vase: {vespertine} - Spring Buds Tree in Colorful Birds
Carrot Cakes: Junk Food - Carrot Cupcake
Butterfly Sandwiches: (Lucas Lameth) - Butterfly Sandwiches
Creme Eggs:  Junk Food - Primbury Eggs
Easter Basket: Elm - Easter Basket
Chocolate Bunny: dust bunny - Chocolate Bunny
Cup Tower: Mura - Charcu-tea-rie Cup Tower
Cake: Junk Food - Easter Cake
Cheese: MOVEMENT -  Camembert Bliss Serving Plate
Striped Eggs: Simply Shelby - Happy Easter Candy Eggs & Happy Easter Striped Eggs
Table: [Merak] - Harborline Table
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Mystic Bloomstead {360} Backdrop

Welcoming the Easter Bunny!

Happy Easter Sunday, it's Easter, it's Zombie Jesus Day and it's the day when chocolate for breakfast is actually required rather than frowned upon... 
I used to love Easter Sundays because Mum would play the game of being our Easter Bunny and hide mini chocolate eggs all over the house and then invariably my sister and I would not only be finding eggs all morning but we would find them randomly for the next few months too LOL... I'm not a religious girl, but would never turn down a chance to find chocolate everywhere... 

Since I'm a little bit too old for being allowed to hunt chocolate eggs, although Hell did provide me with some delicious Cadbury's Mini Eggs this morning, but the only way I'd be getting on the fun would be via the chance to slip into a little Easter Bunny moment of my own... Thank goodness for being able to do just that in Second Life hehe...
There's a whole garden in Silverlake Meadows - which is a gorgeous backdrop from FOXCITY, that is available for a few days longer at Kustom9 - where the Easter Eggs - from Simply Shelby - are found resting between the Grass rabbits and their living counterparts, which because it's a fairytale realm come in candy painted rainbow colours... 

What is she wearing;
Ears: STOIC - RABBIT PARTS
Hair: Magika - Robyn Hair
Necklaces: (Yummy) - Oversized Pearl Gemstone Necklace & Alienbear Design - Pearl Double Necklace (No Longer Available!)
Dress: miss chelsea - Fawn Set
Halo: [Faunus] - Easter in Wreath
Shoes: REIGN - DANNY PLATS V2 in FATPACK
Pose: FOXCITY - Fields, Pose 7
Bunnies: JIAN - Easter Bunnies in Flopped & Straight
Eggs: Simply Shelby - Happy Easter Candy Eggs & Happy Easter Striped Eggs
Bunny Plants: BROKEN ARROWS - Wonderland Rabbit in Grass Rabbit Moss
Flower Grass: Simply Shelby - Optional Wildflower Dirt Pile
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Silverlake Meadows (Available until April 10th at Kustom9)

Time for a Rest

Day off today and I know that tomorrow and Saturday are likely to be madhouse situations... I am NOT looking forward to working at the shop when it's going to be crazy busy but it is Easter and therefore should be busy enough that the day will go faster, I mean I hope at least... Today though I decided to take a few hours to just let myself rest up and relax in preparation... 

I took the long way through the gardens but eventually made it to the inner sanctum, or the halls of Rosethorn Manor - which happens to be a backdrop from FOXCITY that is just totally and utterly GORGEOUS - which happens to be a quiet place within the cavernous, mysticism of the Engine Room and decided to sit for a moment... Boots were kicked off, prosthetic legs - which are an AsteroidBox release for Second Life Syndicate's Engine Room until April 20th -  were rested on the arm of a Captain's Lounge Chair - a set of furniture created by LORE for Engine Room by the way - and as I listened to the soft classical music being played by the radio - the "Aetherys Lux" Radio from Duplexity for Engine Room - I felt myself falling asleep... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: About Love - Nerve Hairstyle (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Robe: SOJOUR - Vintage Robe
Lingerie: SOJOUR- Katerina Bullet Bra (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Legs: AsteroidBox - Francis Legs & Boots (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pose: [piXit] - Paradise Bird, Pose F4
Chairs, Table & Ashtray: LORE - Captain's Lounge (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Boots: [Arltos] - Heloise Boots (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Radio: [Duplexity] - "Aetherys Lux" Radio in Wood/Gold (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Decanter: 8f8 - Storyteller's Burrow in Whisky Set
Footprints: Half-Deer - Muddy Tracks in Footprints
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Rosethorn Manor