Bonnie Chaos at Midnight

I'm at that stage now, where I don't know what to do but I don't really want to do anything... Yes it is apparently just me going through the grieving process but right now I feel somewhat useless and nothing I seem to try is working... I can't get into reading, knitting, decorating in RL or SL, and blogging therapy seems to be a non-starter too... There are so many fun things I could be doing... What am I doing? Doom-scrolling and staring into space... Everything I try seems to be going wrong!!

I NEED to find a way to turn my brain off, to stop myself from wallowing and yes, allow myself to grieve but allow myself to find strength and start finding my "normal" again... I'm dreading it!
Everything seems to be going wrong or turning to chaos and I'm NOT going to let myself drown in that... Think of the chaos that some people go through, real or imagined and things don't look so bad, I guess... 
I NEED a RL distraction for a bit... Something Dark, Mysterious and set in a Midnight Order perhaps... Something with gangsters and molls, something twisted and chaotic... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Magika - Abigail Hair Hat
Hair: About Love - Sultry Hairstyle
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Jacket: [VOZ] - Umbrae Set in Coat (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Corset Top: SOJOUR - Luize Corset (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Lace Skirt: Stories&Co - Sherry Skirt in Cream&Black Lace
Pose & Prop: [PiXit] - Juliette, Pose F5
Car Decor: Dirty Rat - The Botched Job
Falling Money: [Bad Unicorn] - The Heat Gacha in Falling Cash
Gun Case: /MURDER\ - Commie Tommy
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - Decatur Street 

Peaceful Fluttering

Today is the last day of April and that means we're already a quater through the year, the Spring has almost totally sprung and Summer is on the way, PLUS HellBone and I are almost half way through the rennovations to the house and SOON we can go back home... I cannot wait... I'm counting down the days, not wishing the year away or anything but I want to be home SO MUCH... It's kinda hard to believe that I was excited about this little "adventure"... I'm trying to hold my shit together currently and wishing for ways to not crack... 

I need to disappear into a place of peace and quiet, never to return but always to be here for my family especially at the moment since Mum is sick and Dad needs the support to look after her.. HellBone needs to be looked after since he's over-stressed due to the rebuilding... 
All I want now is someone to look after me... I wish there was someone to help me feel better... Someone help me find peace... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Millie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Robe: SOUJOUR - Vintage Robe
Top: miss chelsea - Cora Set in Corset (Available until May 17th at Shotgun Pop Up Events)
Pants: miss chelsea - Cora Set in Pants (Available until May 17th at Shotgun Pop Up Events)
Pose & Cage Prop: [piXit] - Farfalle, Pose F3
Butterflies: Elm - Aurielle Decor in Flying Butterflies Cool
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Butterfly Conservatory {360} Backdrop

Welcoming the Easter Bunny!

Happy Easter Sunday, it's Easter, it's Zombie Jesus Day and it's the day when chocolate for breakfast is actually required rather than frowned upon... 
I used to love Easter Sundays because Mum would play the game of being our Easter Bunny and hide mini chocolate eggs all over the house and then invariably my sister and I would not only be finding eggs all morning but we would find them randomly for the next few months too LOL... I'm not a religious girl, but would never turn down a chance to find chocolate everywhere... 

Since I'm a little bit too old for being allowed to hunt chocolate eggs, although Hell did provide me with some delicious Cadbury's Mini Eggs this morning, but the only way I'd be getting on the fun would be via the chance to slip into a little Easter Bunny moment of my own... Thank goodness for being able to do just that in Second Life hehe...
There's a whole garden in Silverlake Meadows - which is a gorgeous backdrop from FOXCITY, that is available for a few days longer at Kustom9 - where the Easter Eggs - from Simply Shelby - are found resting between the Grass rabbits and their living counterparts, which because it's a fairytale realm come in candy painted rainbow colours... 

What is she wearing;
Ears: STOIC - RABBIT PARTS
Hair: Magika - Robyn Hair
Necklaces: (Yummy) - Oversized Pearl Gemstone Necklace & Alienbear Design - Pearl Double Necklace (No Longer Available!)
Dress: miss chelsea - Fawn Set
Halo: [Faunus] - Easter in Wreath
Shoes: REIGN - DANNY PLATS V2 in FATPACK
Pose: FOXCITY - Fields, Pose 7
Bunnies: JIAN - Easter Bunnies in Flopped & Straight
Eggs: Simply Shelby - Happy Easter Candy Eggs & Happy Easter Striped Eggs
Bunny Plants: BROKEN ARROWS - Wonderland Rabbit in Grass Rabbit Moss
Flower Grass: Simply Shelby - Optional Wildflower Dirt Pile
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Silverlake Meadows (Available until April 10th at Kustom9)

A Trashy Kind of Day!

I need to take a moment to send a message to anyone reading that I'm sorry for being a bit of a Debbie Downer at the moment... I'm trying to keep mysef swimming but at the moment I'm barely able to find the energy to doggy paddle so that my head stays above water... It's just a lot going on at the moment, I'm kinda done with the stress of living here - you may have already guessed this fact - and soon I'm going to be reaching 40 and all I want for my birthday is a cuddle from my mummy... I cannot get one... I feel icky and gross and want to hide away from the world... 

I have been so stressed and getting frustrated, but I think that I'm going to just hide away for a while... I'll curl up somewhere dark maybe in a place I belong, like in a garbage bin like a piece of Premium Trash - as the set that is aptly named from piXit - as it's where I belong since I got mad and ripped up poor lil teddy... He was only trying to comfort me... I feel so bad about it, but please don't come at me, your opinions of my grumpy mood can be left in the Opinion Bin beside me - a release from Krescendo, for this month's FaMESHed - and since I'll probably get bored sitting here, with no one to talk to now that teddy is toast I will read them shortly... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Caramel Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Izzie's - Lua Eyes in Teary Eyes Green
Tear Make-Up: Izzie's - Little Tears & Smeared Mascara
Top: Mug - Baylee Tank in Black
Pants: Mug - Baylee Jeans in Medium
Pose, Bin & Sign Props: [piXit] - Premium Trash
Wheelie Bins: [Krescendo] - Opinion Bin (Available until March 27th at FaMESHed)
Teddy Bear: {Sakura} - Scare Bears in Victim Bear RARE
Garbage Bags: UrBaN SpIrIt - Garbage Day Set (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: blaink - DEPT 2B

An Elemental in the Moonight

Can you tell that today was one of my days off? I'm not feeling so tried and finding it hard to find words for everything that I want to say... I'm happy after a long, lazy day off... It was lovely, and it helped me find the magic in my mind and let my magic come to life... 

I closed my eyes and let my mind wander to magical places... It lead to a walk in the midnight forest - a photobooth from FOXCITY called "Midnight" - and after stepping into the forest the fae took control calling her inner fae within her soul... Once her magic took control she found her dance through the forest to be more connected to the Earth Elemental - a collection released from Faunus, worn with a beautiful Eileen Gown  also from Faunus - and she danced in the moonlight... 

What is she wearing;
Mushroom Hair Accessory: random.Matter - Elihu Mushroom Crown
Hair: Magika - Elowyn Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Paint, Crown, Epaulets & Halo: Faunus - Earth elemental
Wings: Doe - Firefly Wings in Blue Green Yellow
Dress: Faunus - Eileen Gown
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: [piXit] - Octobria, Pose F5R
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Midnight

Frozen treats for the Snowmen

There have been so many crazy things going on weather-wise lately, I mean at the beginning of January things got very, very cold and icy here in the Netherlands, and now it seems like it's the turn of large parts of North America. I have a lot of theories on things like the weather, and some of them are more set in logical thinking than others but my current one involves one of the biggest companies in the word and their new zone in a certain European theme park LOL... 
The cold weather pictures online from across the pond have definitely made me feel a little like playing in the snow though, and as much as I hated it while it was here, it's fine to enjoy when I don't have to live with it hehe... 

If you haven't heard, the European Disneyland also known as Dineyland Paris, is making announcing every where about the fact that before long they will be opening a new park zone dedicated to all things Elsa, Olaf and Anna, yes Arendelle is coming to Disneyland Paris... My theory is that since they are one of the richest companies in the world they paid some evil genius lots of money to get everyone into the Frozen spirit and took it literally LOL... Told you it was silly... 
Hence why today, I decided to throw on an Elsa-esque outfit and host a little tea party for the Friendly Snowmen - from MishMish - although there is no tea being served to avoid anyone melting. Instead of tea, we have lots of delicious Ice Creams and Sundaes.

What is she wearing;
Tiara: {Fantasy world} - Snowflake
Hair: Magika - Daniella Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: RIOT - Idina Dress in Nautical
Shoes: Garbaggio - Idina Pumps in Cyan
Snow Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Snow Daze & Softly Snow
Pose: piXit - Julitette, Pose F2
Snowmen: MishMish - A Friendly Snowman
Snowballs: Kalopsia - Gabriel's Snowballs Basket
Ice Creams: vespertine - Ice Dreams in Banana Split & Mr.Clown
Ice Cream Basket: dust bunny - Sundae Funday in Ice Cream Cooler
Snow Snail: Schadenfreude - Snail Snow Critter
Clouds: kotte - Cloudy in Clouds
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Frost & Chandeliers {360} Backdrop

Angellic Sacrifice

So today I had to have the day off for a Snow Day, the busses couldn't run and tomorrow I'll be home again which is giving me a chance to feel a little more rested and lot less nervous. Though I will say that the thought of going out in the snow instantly causes my anxiety to appear and I start feeling a little sick on the inside... Friday I have to go to work, Friday is a whole day away, while I have the day at home, I am going to spend the day hoping beyond all hope that the snow clears up so that it's NOT slippery on Friday... 

I don't know if the weather spirits will be able to help but I think that maybe I'll have to find a way to ask those in a higher power... No matter which of the dark gods is there and willing to help, I'll take any help... I'll leave them any kind of gift that they want, I'll sacrifice the Angels so that I can make it into work safely without slipping on Friday and Saturday... I can't not go to work again, I'm letting other people down and I HATE that, and on top of the feelings I am already dealing with, the thought of going out where it's slippery is just the knock my anxiety needs... SO, lets summon the dark gods and light the candles, as a Wax Witch - which happens to be the name of the candles worn on Rudh's shoulders from Static, available until January 18th at The Warehouse - has chained an angel into their magical ring and now we wait... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Selene Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar & Chains: random.Matter - Neze Collar & Chains
Candles: Static - Wax Witch (Available until January 18th at The Warehouse)
Wings: Doe - Romantic Wings in Black White Red
Back Piercing: Six Feet Under - Chained Obsession
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Pose: FOXCITY - Fuego, Pose 1m
Circle: Tentacle Experiment - Summon Circle in Rainbow
Books: random.Matter - The Summoning in Demon Book, Dots - Spellbook in Poison & dust bunny - Beach Day in Breezy Book
Candles: Botanical - Candle Scatter
Candle Sticks: BALACLAVA!! - Candelabra
Candlabras: hive - Floor Candelabra in Wrought Iron
Pose: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Birth of Venus

Frost & Snow Elemental

I am once again trying to find a little magic, I NEED some more after the boring day I had at work today. I got home and went in search of the sparkle that would make this season perfect... 
It's rather warm for this time of year at the moment, it's supposed to be Christmas soon, how can it be warm. I bet the big festive day will be warm and wet... Lets see if we can find a little of that frost and snow sparkle... 

On my search, I managed to find just the fae that I was looking for... She's a Snow Elemental - thanks to a set from Faunus - that can be found hiding in the Frostlace Ballroom - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - creating some magic and a few soft snowflake sparkles... I don't want it to snow, I'm not a fan of the snow but I wish I could let the weather get cooler and feel more festive... Just enough so the leaves get a little frosted... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Leaves & Mouth Leaf: Static - Frosted Maple Crown (Available until December 30th at Anthem)
Hair: Magika - Cinnamon Hair
Face Jewellery: Random Matter - Undari Chain Head Dress in Cool Tones (Available until January 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Paint & Halo: [Faunus] - Snow elemental
Wings: Doe - Illumimoth Wings in BGY
Top: miss chelsea - Orli Set in Sweater (Available until December 30th at Anthem)
Dark Wounds: The Rotting Lab - Skathi's Kiss Frostbite (No Longer Available!)
Snowflakes: Cole's Corner - Softly Snow
Pose: piXit - Vixen, Pose F1
Hangling Sparkles: Botanical - Glowworms
Rune Stone: LORE - Borealis Runestone
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Frostlace Ballroom Photobooth

Candy Cane Dreams!

I have caught another cold... YAY working in retail is fecking wonderful innit?! I feel like every few weeks I'm coming down with another cold, and it's too late to get a flu jab I think... I'm gonna have to check with the doctor on that one... ANYWAY... It does provide me with the perfect excuse to be able to stay in bed and keep warm... 

I had a strange medicine induced dream today and for some reason I had this dream about being on a Christmas vacation in Whoville... I was looking for the Grinch but I spent far too much time looking for all of the pretty Christmassy things and enjoying the chaos of a Who Christmas that you'd see in the start of the movie... I found the perfect place to have a good little rest from all of that crazy chaos and ended up snuggling in to enjoy a few candycanes before I took a long nap... When I woke up, I woke up in reality too!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessory: Magika - Holly (worn with additional Candycane Bow)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Mug - Belle Sweater in Green (Available until January 2nd at Santa Inc)
Shorts: Mug - Belle Shorts in Green (Available until January 2nd at Santa Inc)
Pose & Prop: -Extra- - Sugar & Spice (Available until January 4th at Winter Wonderland)
Gift Cushions: [Krescendo] - Present Pillows (Available until December 27th at FaMESHed)
Candy Cane Cushions:{vespertine} - Xmas Huggables in Candy Cane Heart
Glass of Candy Canes: BROKEN ARROWS - Candy Christmas in Candy Cane Red
Jars of Candy Canes: Dahlia - Seasonal Candy in Candy Cane Jar
Garlands: {vespertine} - Knick Knack Mantel Garland in Candy Cane
Exterior Candy Canes: Simply Shelby - Candy Cane Tree Set
Backdrop: K&S - // Chamber of secrets. Backdrop GREEN

The Wraiths of a Christmas Spirit

Why did I think that things might get better soon?? I think I jinxed myself and now not only am I having a terrible visit from Mother Nature, I'm also full of cold AGAIN!!! I feel like I am a total grinch right now, maybe Grinch isn't even strong enough... Maybe I'm reaching full on Scrooge level... Bah Humbug... 

I've been feeling so grumpy and there is NOTHING I can do to cheer myself up... Even the book Advent Calendar that my hubby made for me as a main Christmas present this year makes me smile but I soon get grumpy again because of everything else that's going on... 
Maybe I'll slip into the world of a Christmas Carol... Maybe I'll let the darkness in me draw the spirits of Christmasses gone by from the old Gothmas Christmas Tree in the hall - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis for the SL Shop & Hop - and there is maybe some hope that they can save me... These spirits are not the ghosts from the Muppet version, although the last of the three in that film was a bit daunting when I saw it as I was a kid... These Wraith Skulls - a release from Tardfish for the current round of The Men's Department - of Christmas present are looming fast and I'm not sure I'm awake enough to avoid them... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Mug - Santa Baby Gacha Item in #6 Santa Hat Black (Available until December 28th at The Arcade)
Hair: Magika - October Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-Up: Izzie's - Insomnia
Sweater: Static - Mortem Sweater in Green (Available until December 15th at Gothmas)
Pants: The Kiwi Co - Blushpoint in Highwaist Jeans
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Wilder, Pose F1
Skulls: Tardfish - Wraith Skull (Available until December 31st at The Men's Department)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Gothmas {360} Backdrop (Available until January 4th at Holiday SL Shop & Hop)

A Break for Veggies

I'm just home from work and it's been a long and kinda shitty day, but I'm off for the next two days and I plan on resting and relaxing... I will spend all day tomorrow reading books and MAYBE, just maybe find some time to cook something delicious for dinner... I've already stopped off to make sure I have all the groceries I need so I don't have to go out in the cold... 

I got home with the groceries, there was a LOT of fresh veggies today, along with somet things I'd abandoned onto the counter when I walked in... There was a HUGE pile of mail ready and waiting for me, Ive been ordering lots of things on Amazon to get ready for Christmas lol, and there are a few special gifts for myself of course, a girl needs her Christmas themed smut to get her through the upcoming festivities... 
I don't know if anyone else gets like this but sometimes when I'm reading I may have to reach for one of those special adult type toys that make you feel good, and today as I was reading and putting the groceries away I ended up needing a little help... No toys were to be found BUT there was a Flirty Eggplant - from MishMish - in the veggie crate, and well isn't that what the kids say is actually a penis emoji?! If it works, it works right? LOL... Excuse me for a minute, I'm gonna find out if it will work LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Fawn Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Veya Set in Sweater
Pose: piXit - Rizzo, Pose 1
Aubergine: MishMish - Flirty Eggplant
Books: Puddles - Saucy Novels
Veggies: {vespertine} - Veggie Crate
Post: Atelier Burgundy - Mail Delivery
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Cottage Kitchen {360} Backdrop

The Prettiest Death

It's Halloween season, you can't really have missed it unless you're living under a rock, and we're getting closer and closer to the spookies coming to a head this month. There is somuch going on and I'm finding it very hard to keep my head up and think about things I need to get done. I won't complain, life is just moving very fast and I am more than a little tired, but at least it is moving forwards... Though I am not sure if it's due to Spooky Season, or if it's just because of some RL stuff at the moment but death seems to be on my mind a fair bit... 

Death has aways come in so many different forms, and even if you're not into graphic representations of Death many people will have an idea of what they believe this figure will look like. Even some of the world's most early human cultures had their representations of death and the vast majority of those were not the Grim Reaper that we often associate Death with nowdays. 
I think for me, my favourite representation of Death was the one from the Supernatural franchise, and Julian Richings - who played him - deserves multiple awards! Though if I was going to Grim Reaper or Death myself, I think she'd be a little more ethereal... A little more otherworldly... A little more kick butt in a pretty outfit... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessory: Magika - Nature Aria
Skin: Wyrd - Saga in Leaf (No Longer Available!)
Blindfold: Scythe: everfaery - Eclipsed Reaper Blindfold (Available until November 6th at Collabor88)
Wings: Doe - Illumimoth Wings in BGY
Skin Markings: GERMINAL - I'M NOT TATTOO
Outfit: Eliavah - Eclipsed Reaper (Available until November 6th at Collabor88)
Moths: Scythe: everfaery - Eclipsed Reaper Aura (Available until November 6th at Collabor88)
Scythe: everfaery - Eclipsed Reaper Scythe (Available until November 6th at Collabor88)
Veils: CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe in Ngami Drapes RARE & CURELESS - Pygmalion's Bride in Goddess Touch Halo WHITE
Pose & Prop: -Extra- - By Lantern Light, Pose 1 (Available until November 1st at Haunting Labyrinth)
Backdrop: [CerberusXing] - Crucifix Corridor

Crows in September

Bloomin' eck, it's almost the end of September... Where the heck is the year going? It's almost the best month of  the year, although December with all it's sparkles and March being my birthday month come a very close second and third... Halloween season is ALMOST upon us... Although is it just me or are the shops going crazy? Here in the NL it's like Halloween was out for about a week, then Sinterklaas and Christmas started before September ended... Don't wake Green Day, they won't wanna see that chaos... 

I am LOVING the change in the weather, that cold air and still warm gentle sunshine is just gorgeous... I am NEVER going to be a Summer girl but when the air gets crisp and cold... BRING IT ON!!!
Plus the fact that Halloween is coming, my little Living Dead Girl inside is screaming, and I have costumes lined up by the mile... I AM SO ready for this Halloween!!! I just have to remember that I have tonnes of other shit that both I and HellBone need to do too LOL... I'm just trying to make sure that if I don't remember, my little crows - from MishMish -  know what to do, and remind me to do it LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Magika - Darkness Falls in 02
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Cardigan: C'est la vie - Danny Cardigan in #1
Top: AsteroidBox - Adeline Top in Black
Skirt: AsteroidBox - Adeline Skirt in Red Check
Pose: FOXCITY - Princess, Pose 4
Birds: MishMish - A Little Crow Deco in With/Without Lanterns
Scarecrow: Dirty Rat - Scarecrows
Tractor: hive - Old Tractor in Forest Mix
Shed: Dirty Rat - The Shed
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Sunset Rising [360] Backdrop

The Adventures of a Sky Pirate

For the last few days, the hubby and I have been re-watching the Pirates of the Caribbean. It's a bloody good series, with lots of moments of humour, romance and general silliness that I'd kind of forgotten about. Since there are 5 now things seem to blur into each other and I will admit I was wondering where each of the movies fitted together... What can I say? I LOVE them, I love Jack Sparrow and will say he's got to be one of my favourite movie characters of all time... I guess that it has influenced me... 

I think the Caribbean would be way too hot for me but I could be the kind of pirate in some fantasy steam-punkish novel... One in search of treasure or adventure or something that could be entertaining to pass the time... I'd have to be a bit of a fancy dressed up pirate, modern yet stylish and armed with some pretty weapons... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Eye Patch: Tentacio - Pirate Set
Hair: Magika - Cadence Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Kibitz - Coin choker
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Avalon Set (Available until July 8th at Equal10)
Pose & Weapons: piXit - Tranchant, Pose F1
Lamps: The Looking Glass - Moroccan Lanterns
Parrot: TLC - BlueAndGold Parrot
Table Globe: [Krescendo] - Celestial Globe
Maps: Ex Machina - Livingstone Gacha Set in Map with Compass & Map and Map Holder & Headhunter 's Island - Pirate Maps
Gold: [Dysfunctionality] - Golden Treasure Spilled Bag
Standing Globe: random.Matter - Cabinet of Curiosity in Globe
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Steampunk Ship {360} Backdrop

Protecting the Magic Eggs

Everything needs a little magic to make it seem like a better feeling... When days are as hot as this it feels like the sun has started blowing more heat our way like a dragon that's pissed off protecting his treasure from those that would try to steal it... The female dragons are too busy protecting their scared sanctums that guard their eggs... 

The Dragons eggs are collected by the Celtic Druidesses, and they are floated within the Wishing Fountain - backdrop by K&S - of the inner sanctum... It is a place of magic, protection, and safety... The ladies protect the eggs in the fountain while th dragonesses protect the celtic magic... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Heart Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress, Halo & Crown: [Faunus] - Celtic ritual
Staff: Simply Shelby - Ivy Wyrm Staff Set in Ivy Wyrm Staff Aqua (Recoloured a little by me!)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati in Gold
Pose: [piXit] - Nyx, Pose F3R
Eggs: Simply Shelby - Ivy Wyrm Staff Set in Dragon Egg
Nests: HPMD - Easter Egg 2020 (Past Group Gift) (No Longer Available!)
Dragons: Synnergy.Tavis - Dragons (Part of Dragons Keep Backdrop - Not Sold Separately!)
Backdrop: K&S - // Wishing Fountain. Scene

A "Hotel" Stay!

I know I've been complaining about work a lot lately, but I'm going to do it again because well... I can... If yout don't like it just take a look at my pretty picture today and I'll see you later... Otherwise I've been driven crazy enough by the visitors to my place of work that I'm done with daily life and have finally found the perfect place for a rest... 

I'm tired, mentally and physically - so much so that I can't even think straight enough to write and words like physically are a problem - but there won't be much of a respite. I get Sunday and Monday off but I NEED MORE TIME TO REST!!! I'm checking myself into an old boutique "hotel" I've discovered, it's called the "Asylum for Criminally Insane Women"... I don't think I've done anything criminal, but perhaps if you could see the things I think about certain customers, maybe you'd disagree... Plus I've heard they have excellent padding to keep rooms nice and cosy, and damped the sound of aggrivated screams... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Sophie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-up: Izzie's - Insomnia
Necklaces: [Haste] - Come Closer Collar in Chrome & random.Matter - Zakei Choke Chain in Silver
Outfit: Mug - Hellzel Straitjacket in Black
Boots: UTOPIA@Design - "DORA"
Pose: [piXit] - 7 Ways, Pose F4
Mirror: [Krescendo] - Asylum Mirror (Available until June 25th at BLACK FAIR)
Chair: ANTINATURAL[+] - Hospital for Souls in Victorian Wheelchair (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: .PALETO.Backdrop - HOSPITAL

A Gang of Trash Pandas

On my day off today I've been more than a little lazy. We had some news this morning that made me feel shell shocked and has left me hanging until we have more news... It's made me feel like a grumpy, cantankerous, old lady that wants to do nothing more than read her book and eat junk food... I'm not complaining, we're all allowed to have days like that, today is my day... 

Today I'm living my best life like a Trash Panda, and there will be no fucks given... 
I'm sitting around on the couch, though it may well be a wearable trash can - like the one from Junk Food - for all the mess I have around me. I'm piled under books, knitting and right now my laptop as I write my daily nonsense... 
Visually it would look like me sitting in a trash can in an alley, outside the Neon Cherry Club - with Cherry Skull Neons from Six Feet Under - with my crew of Trash Pandas, looking for a delicious treat...

What is she wearing;
Ears: HAZEL - RED PANDA EARS
Hair: Magika - Imogen Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Make Up: WarPaint - Deer Contour
Top: miss chelsea - Mesi Tank
Outfit: Junk Food - Wearable Trash Can
Held Raccoon: .STOIC - TRASH PANDA SLUSHII in GREY 06
Hotdog: Hangry - Hot Dog Soda Cup in Single Hot Dog Mustard
Pose: [piXit] - Wilder, Pose F2
Raccoons: Foxwood - Little Raccoons
Garbage: UrBaN SpIrIt - Garbage Day
Neon Lights: Six Feet Under - Cherry Skull Neon
Backdrop: blaink. - La Esquina

Dark Fae Fights

I needed a little bit of magic today, the last two days have been chaos and I have two more to come... It's not long now until Eurovision and that gives me an evening of cheesy entertainment to look forward to...
Since I've been tired and ready to murder people that get in my way, so unfortunately it's only dark magic that I could summon...  

The Dark Fae that I have discovered today is the Bone Warrior, decorated in furs - thanks to the amazing set from Faunus which includes shoulder pads, as well as the crown, necklace, and sword worn here - and a touch of darkness with her Witchdoctor vibes... The only problem is that when she's about to face off the threats, her Dire Wolf Stag companions get a little boistrous and have been known to cut her with their razor sharp claws... 

What is she wearing;
Thorn Crown: LODE Head Accessory - Thorns and Grace Leaf Wreath
Antlers: Aardvark - Shadow Stag Antlers
Hair: Magika - Cassie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wounds: Izzie's - Claw Wounds
Fur: CURELESS [+] - The Twelfth Night in Alpine Fur BROWN
Crown, Sword & Necklace: [Faunus] - Bone warrior Fur set (Available until June 1st at Enchantment)
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - A Touch of Darkness Wings
Arm Thorns: Static - Luminettle Arm Vine in Brown
Outfit: !dM deviousMind - Witchdoctor
Staff: Simply Shelby - Elemental Fae Staff
Boots: N-core - VALKYRIE Fur Boots in Camel
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Star Stuff
Pose: [piXit] - Tranchant, Pose F5
Pets: Aardvark - Dire Wolf Stag
Clouds: kotte - Cloudy
Backdrop: K&S - // End of story..? Backdrop

Preserving the Beauty

I always seem to start my blog posts complaining about working and being tired... I'm sorry about that but it's my permanent state of being at the moment... Today was one of those weird ass days when I've not had to work because I'm shift swapping so my boss can be off for mother's day tomorrow... 
I've had time on my hands, I've been trying to relax and find myself a with some time on my hands to do something new... 

I've never been into the thought of stuffed animals, unless they are the plushie kind, or taxidermy of any kind be it big game or the tiniest little instects. I LOVE seeing them in the wild, I LOVE the butterfly house at the zoo and I'm not averse to eating the animals but they should be treated with respect and raised fairly... It seems like the kind of decor that Rudh might go for in SL though, it would be perfect decor for her little cottage core life whie the butterflies flit in and out of the windows on the breeze... 

What is in the picture;
Taxidermy: random.Matter - The Taxidermist Set I & II
Window: Elm - Aurielle Window
Flowers: {vespertine} - Summer Wildflowers Hinged Vase
Paint: Kalopsia - Seraphine's Paint Box (No Longer Available!)
Pencils: random.Matter - Craft Corner in Pencils Green
Clock: Nutmeg - Sunroom Clock
Bones: Magika - Small Bones (Past Group Gift)
Lantern: Schadenfreude - Portable Forest: Toadstools
Net: [noctis] - Entomologist's Net
Skull Plant: Schadenfreude - D. muscipula, yellowed Felis skull in Fly
Glue Gun: [InsurreKtion] - Craft Room in Glue Gun
Bird Cage: BALACLAVA!! - Bird Cage
Bird: Quills & Curiosities - Feathered Familiar
Left Plant: {what next} - Snake Plant
Right Plant: Ariskea - [Millie] Anthurium Doty Plants
Bookshelves: random.Matter - Librarium in Bookdesk RARE
Table: Scarlet Creative - The Arcade Dec 15 Campbell Desk
Backdrop: TROPIX - Vintage Room 04

Escape or Pancakes?!

Ever get that feeling that you want to take a picture that's totally random, makes people look at it and think what's the story behind that then?! It's one of the things I love about my ramble space, I tend not to do the same thing every time and it makes me feel happy that I can go off at a random tangent any time I feel like it... 
Today is a space adventure kinda day, the sparkle diva has to get the item back to her ship and to her home planet... 

She was running through the corridors of the BlingerHall Space Station - a backdrop from BISON - having acquired the only remaining vile of T-Virus planning to take it back to be analysed at by the scientists on her home planet... As she rounded the corner, one of the Aardvark Breakfast Bots was coming through the door, the alarm signal he gave off alerting in the Tiny Tech Bots. The Bag of Squirms - from Tardfish - that she'd brought with her as a support didn't really do much besides pay with her wings and hair, but it was comforting to know someone was there and may be trapped with her... HOW WILL THEY GET AWAY?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Imogen Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: everfaery - Heartflight Gem Wings
Gun: random.Matter - Star Blaster I in Colors
Hand Held Accessory: Boutique #187 - T-Virus
Backpack: Tardfish - Bag of Squrims in Blue
Pants: miss chelsea - Vega Jumpsuit
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose: piXit - Georgia, Pose 4R
Small Robots: Aardvark - Tiny Tech Bot
Big Robot: Aardvark - Breakfast Bot
Backdrop: BISON - BlingerHall BackDrop