Tuesday, December 31, 2019

The Last of 2019

It's the end of the year, and that means that tonight we should celebrate. 
In RL I'm going to celebrate by sitting in a cabin in the woods - trying hard not to kill my mother in law who does nothing but bitch about everything and anything - but that does mean that I can chillax in my Jammies, watch something silly on the TV when I don't have my nose in a book, and celebrate the New Year coming. It's not just a new year though, it's now a New Decade... Gone are the 10's and here come the 20's...
For Rudh though there's a chance to dress up pretty, look sparkly gorgeous and drink more than a little Champagne - her driver is away and while the cat's away the mouse will play so they say anyway - she's found herself somewhere beautiful in The Outer Garden, and has popped open a bottle of bubbly... Dressed in a gorgeous glittery Kaliyah dress from Decoy
Just one more thing, a quik last message from me for the year 2019... Happy New Year everyone... May this year bring you everything you dreamed of, and if that doesn't work, may this year be less crap than the last one hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Malori Hairstyle in Basic Pack 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Jewellery Set: (Yummy) - Christie Jewelry Suite (Available until January 22nd at Uber
Dress: Decoy - Kaliyah (Available until January 22nd at Uber
Pose & Props: Secret Poses - Cheers. Pose 5 

Monday, December 30, 2019

Enchantress in the Ruins

Its been a few days since I´ve sat behind a PC and spent some time to write something here... I´m away in the woods for New Years to avoid the craziness of fireworks that seem to dominate in the Netherlands. It´s been a very restful day, and I´ve sent a few hours just walking in nature in winter sun. It always feels a little like there is something magic out in the woods, an enchanting feeling - though that could also have something to do with the book I´ve been lost in whilst I´m inside. 
So as one of my final posts for the year, the hidden magic is coming out, my inner enchantress is calling us out to the ruins in the woods... 
There´s a magical ruin in the woods, that is calling everyone to it so that the magic of the new year can be brought to life... Out on Pendle Hill, the magic is calling... 
Rudh has dressed for the part and magically gorgeous is precisely the look that she´s managed to achieve. 
The dress just seemed so perfect, it´s a new release - although the release has been out for a while now at the Winter´s Hollow event - from Oubliette. The Asherah Gown has been released in a selection of colours, all with that gorgeous patternation, which makes the perfect look for an enchantress in the ruins... 
She´s calling you to her, you better go find her... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Hair Accessories: Spellbound - Murder of Crows 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Bird: JIAN - Raven Collection in Companion 
Dress: Oubliette - Asherah Gown in Onyx (Available until December 31st at Winter's Hollow)
Pose: -Extra- - Toil and Trouble, Pose My Pretty 
Lamp: No Longer Available!

Saturday, December 28, 2019

Hot Chocolate Time!!!

The holiday season is slap bang in the middle of itself and the New Year is rolling in very fast. There is so much going on, and I am still feeling like I'm on a buzz having barely stopped since before Christmas, running on a fueling of coffee and too much Christmas Sugar... 
I managed to drag myself out for a walk and spotted a stand selling hot chocolate, it's the best of both world's HOT and Sugary!
The walk at Sum A Roo, a sim full of Winter Imagination, I was able to stop for a moment and top up my sugar high before I fell asleep... I was even able to use the most adorable Coffee Tumbler - from Inner Demons - that can hold more than just coffee lol, though it's not so good for whipped cream! Love these cups, they are a gacha collection available until January 12th at Man Cave, for those of you that want to know! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Aimee Mesh Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Scarf: katat0nik - Bow Scarf in Green (Available until January 6th at Collabor88
Jacket: 1313 MockingBird Lane - Scully Coat (Available until December 31st at Winter's Hollow
Coffee: Inner Demons - Coffee Tumbler Gacha Item in Multi 2 RARE (Available until January 12th at Man Cave
Socks & Boots: fri.day - Pepper Wellies in Coal 
Pose: Secret Poses - Coffee Time, Pose 4 

Friday, December 27, 2019

Beach Resorts Fit For Santa

It's December 27th, and that means that the majority of the Christmas celebrations are over... It's on wards and upwards into the new year. Though this does mean one thing, the Fat Man is already able to sit back and take a bit of a holiday before plans begin for the next year... 
This year after his mammoth trek around the globe, I hear that he's vacationing at the Hotel California!
He's given the reindeer a bit of a holiday rest somewhere green and relaxing, but while he's on the beach he's going to need some assistance with getting around. In this case, he is willing to have the help of anyone he can, and while on the beach he met some somewhat - but not really - willing assistants! 
This was all thanks to the Mojito-Ho-Ho-Ho Sleigh from Nantra - it's an awesome pose prop for this time of year. 
Have a restful holiday Santa, see you again in 362 days!

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessory: Magika - Sparkle 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Bikini: ERSCH - Elf Helper Gacha Item in Belted Lingerie RARE 
Pose: NANTRA - Mojito-Ho-Ho-Ho

Sunday, December 22, 2019

It's looking a lot like Rain, Dear!

One of my favourite jokes for Christmas time, is when you see someone looking out of the window as Santa flies by on his sleigh, and they utter the words "It looks like Rain, Dear!" It's a silly old joke, one that my Grandfather used to do every year, but it still makes me smile as I think of it! 
So, because of this, every year I try to do something reindeer related so I can tell people, look it's Rain Dear! 
This year I got EXTREMELY lucky when it came to Reindeer because not only did Jian set their Reindeer collection up for the Saturday Sale at a whopping discount for only 75L, but also 1313 MockingBird Lane, made an amazeballs gacha collection for the new round of The Epiphany called Blitzen! Not sure Blitzen is the right deer for this outfit though, it's a lot of that naughty little Vixen hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Bright in Candy RARE 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: 1313 MockingBird Lane - Blitzen Gacha Items (Available until December 31st at The Epiphany
Jacket: villena - Pelted Fur Jacket in Classy 
Boots: [BREATHE] - Selena Heels in Black 
Deer: Jian - Reindeer Collection 
Pose: Secret Poses - Alison, Pose 1 

Saturday, December 21, 2019

Shakin' in the Snow

The wedding of my parents took place over a week ago now but it was a beautiful event - despite the expected lag of a Second Life Wedding! - all of my parents are happy, and the madness of planning and then executing an event like our own Royal Wedding has calmed! 
I wanted to spend a few minutes at the location before it melted away to just bask in the peace and serenity of the space. It was a beautiful location in the Colorado Mountains, and it seemed a shame to waste the chance to have one last walk in the snow... 
I grabbed Dad's new dog and headed out into the dying daylight... 
My Dad's new dog is an adorable Newfie Pewf of the Jian Breed - available at The Epiphany - and it seems to love being out in the snow! The happy little thing wouldn't stop rolling in the snow, it's not a problem but he kept shaking it all over me LOL... What a little bugger! I'm sure Dad trained him to do that! 
Random off topic thing to share for a moment though, this adorable sweater is a newish release from Decoy - which you can get your hands on at The Summoning until December 31st - and not only is it adorable, it comes with the coolest accessories! Spider shaped fairy lights to wear!!! Since I'm in the snow I've opted not to wear them, don't wanna be electrocuted, but I'm being a good girl and sharing the store ad with you below so you can see just how awesome these lights are! 

What is she wearing;
Head Accessory: LODE - Fir Tree Snowman Crown in Dark 
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Zoya Mesh Hair in #11 Fireworks 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Earrings: ((Lovely Alien)) - PomPomEarrings 
Top: Decoy - Adalyn Sweater (Available until December 31st at The Summoning
Shorts: Tres Blah - Lulu Denim Shorts in Distressed 
Socks: REIGN - Winter Socks 
Boots: REIGN - KODI Booties 
Dog: JIAN - Newfie Pewfs Gacha Item in 1. Snow Shaker Companion RARE (Available until December 31st at The Epiphany
Pose: FOXCITY - Cold Outside, Pose 7 

Santa's Favourite Little Ho

Santa Claus is coming to town... It's the time when all the girls on the naughty list, knowing they won't necessarily getting anything in their stocking... Maybe though if they get into some stockings they might get a little something from the big man that they would prefer... The kind of treats that the bad girls like! Maybe she can be Santa's favourite Ho Ho Ho!
She's already sitting there waiting, watching for the appearance of the big man in Red, who just happened to forget his famous fur coat - a past gift from villena - the last time that he visited.
She's a bad girl, but that won't stop her from having her favourite teddy - from tylie - close by as she waits... She needs a little company after all! 
She's decked out in pretty fairy lights as she's heard that they will be a bit of a draw to the reindeer which will be guiding Santa... It all started with these amazing lights... The earrings from Neverwish were what started everything... They are little Lit Pentagrams complete with twinkling fairylights! I LOVE THEM... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Cotton Hairstyle in Basic Pack 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Earrings: NeverWish - Lit Pentagram Earrings (Available until January 10th at Winter Spirit
Collar: Ama - Light Me Up Set 
Lights: miss chelsea - Joli Light Harness Maitreya RARE 
Lingerie: erratic - Delice in Black 
Jacket: villena - Pelted Fur Jacket 
Socks: N-Core - Ripped Stockings 
Bear: tylie - Merry Thotmas Gacha Item in Naughty Bear RARE 
Pose: FOXCITY - Soulfood, Pose 2 
Backdrop: FOXCITY - Escape 

Tuesday, December 17, 2019

New York Shopping

It's crazy scary how little time there is left until the big day that is Christmas day arrives... This time next week will be Christmas Eve and then we will all have to go to sleep soon as the fat man will be making his rounds... 
I know that some people wait until the last minute to get their shopping done, but I like to have everything ready way before Christmas... I have a couple more things to get for my SL parents and then I'm DONE!!! Time to get my lazy butt shopping... 
So maybe a little shopping trip to New York for my last minute gifts, an NYC Christmas... Sounds lovely! I dressed warmly, but adorably in a Petite Mort Cropped Mock TNeck and some High-Waist Plaid Trousers, which are all available in a variety of colours at Winter Spirit
Problem is I lost my list, who did I need to buy for?! OOOOH shoes!

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Isabela Hairstyle in Basic Pack 
Glasses: CULT - Red Nose Glasses
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Sweater: Petite Mort - Cropped Mock Tneck in Olive (Available until January 10th at Winter Spirit
Bag & Coffee: MOVEMENT - Holidays Shopping in Green (Available until January 8th at Access
Pants: Petite Mort - High-Waist Plaid Trousers in Navy (Available until January 10th at Winter Spirit
Pose: Secret Poses - Shopping In Paris, Pose 3 

Sunday, December 15, 2019

Misbehaving for the Krampus

Yesterday I let out the living dead doll in me and she in turn has decided to let out the little bit of kinky I keep hidden away... Not just for anyone I will have you bear in mind... The Living Dead Doll in me is appealing to the Darkness of Christmas, there will be no Santa needed here for it is Krampus that they want to come down the chimney today... She's waiting to be punished for misbehaving... Krampus punishes those who misbehave, and well she's been misbehaving on purpose all year hoping for this special treat... 
Just a little time to do some final misbehaving before the Krampus is due to arrive... She's on her knees and has pulled down her Bodysuit to check out one of her new Christmas toys - an Ama Snowflake Paddle that leaves perfect little snowflake marks on her skin. 
Wait a minute... How did this gift get opened?! Checking the pile of presents under the tree, she noticed three little Krampus Elves ripping open and terrorizing the gifts... BUT THAT MEANS IF THE ELVES ARE HERE, KRAMPUS IS COMING?! Is it too late to run free?! 
One more quick thing, before I run away if I can... This bodysuit I'm wearing is AWESOME! It can be worn in various stages of undress - and comes with bulge options for the ladies that have extra goodies - it's available from MuggleBorn at the main store, but because I've only shown the back at it's most pulled down position, I figured I'd share the store ad too, just to let you see what this Ayumi Bodysuit can really do... I LOVE IT... 
What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Rowan 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Back Scar: Ama - Snowfall Marks (Available until January 10th at Winter Spirit
Bodysuit: MuggleBorn - Ayumi Bodysuit 
Butt Scar & Paddle: Ama - Snowflake Paddle (Available until January 6th at Fameshed X
Shoes: H&C - Ladies Gators Elf Boots (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Secret Poses - Shopping in Paris, Pose 5 
Fireplace: Remarkable Oblivion - Hotel Paranoia Gacha Item in Ash Lurker Fireplace RARE 
Stocking: Bokeh - Merry Deathmas Stockings in Mold 
Plushie: Hextraordinary - Kuddle Krampus Plushies (Available until December 22nd at Tannenbaum
Elves: Lost Junction - Krampus Elves 
Present Sack: DRD - The Krampus Hunt, Krampus Sack (Past Hunt Gift) 
Tree: Remarkable Oblivion - Crappy Xmas Tree 
Rug: KOSH- SUEDE RUG in Moss (No Longer Available!)
Skybox: Candle & Cauldron - The Serpent's Lair 

Saturday, December 14, 2019

There's a Nightmare in Christmas Land

I know that this season seems to be all sparkles and twinkles and prettiness but there is one side of the season that I am leaving out and it's a travesty... I've left it out until now and I feel like a bad little Living Dead Doll because I've not yet embraced my Nightmare Before Christmas!!! Well, until today that is... I was randomly searching for Christmassy Sims to use as backdrops and stumbled upon a Nightmare-ish beauty, so I decided to see if the Pumpkin King in his part time job as Santa had a little something for me... 
The MoD's Realm of Madness has had a Nightmare Before Christmas style makeover, complete with tree eating snakes and blood thirsty Snowmen! 
I wandered around this depraved landscape and eventually found Jack, who said I'd been a good girl and gave me some presents to take home and put under my Christmas Tree! These are adorable little presents, wrapped in coffin boxes from Star Sugar
While on the subject of being a good girl though I have to make a little confession... I've actually been a very bad girl... I almost forgot about Necrosis this month, and it would be terrible since there's some amazing goodies available and you won't wanna miss it! There are some amazing dark pretties that you won't want to miss, lots of dark little macabre Christmas goodies, and then there's amazing pretties like this adorable Feronia Dress from Strange One

What is she wearing;
Hair & Bow: Exile - Strange & Unusual in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Choker: NeverWish - Kreao Collar 
Presents: Star Sugar - Coffin Presents (Available until December 20th at Suicide Dollz
Dress: [Strange One] - Feronia Dress (Available until December 15th at Necrosis
Pose: FOXCITY - Fixated, Pose 5 

Friday, December 13, 2019

Sleigh Rides with Jingle Bells

Been listening to my MC baby sister talking about the sleigh rides that she runs from her RL family farm and it sounded so pretty that I kinda had to get in on the act... I don't have a horse though, so I guess for me the best option was to do something SL based, and wow I found the perfect place and the perfect horsey companion! We went for a sleigh ride through The Forest's Winter Wonderland
While we're taking a walk through the I wanted to get that gorgeous sleigh bells sound, so I'm adding some to my new friend, over his harness and just a few more that I'm holding in my hand - thanks to the awesome Jubal Hand Chain from AsteroidBox
I'm wrapped up all warm and cosy thanks to my new Winter Coat - from Fika, available at the Winter Spirit - and even have my own little bells so that my new horse friend and I can jingle together... 
Question is now, does anyone want to come for a sleigh ride?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOE - Bianca Crowns in Colours 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Jacket: Fika - Winter Coat (Available until January 10th at Winter Spirit
Bells: AsteroidBox - Jubal Hand Chain Bells 
Jeans: Kaithleen's - Flare Jeans in Stone 
Pose: Amitie - Summer Sparklers, Pose 03 

Tuesday, December 10, 2019

Snow Deer

It's a magical time of year... Not so much fun for the dark and macabre little me as Halloween perhaps, but I still find myself able to get festive and enjoy the holiday spirit. I often find myself forgetting though, that there's a lot more pretty to this time of year than just Christmas related goodies... The magic of winter, with all the snow and sparkles, is as pretty and although I'm not a great fan of snow, a girl cannot help getting excited to play in it sometimes... 
In the gorgeous lands of Tyrania, Rudh wanders through the snowy landscape wrapped in a somewhat festive - deerish look of the day! 
The look I pulled together, is somewhat festive seasonal but could be just a regular Winter outfit as easily. It started with a Decoy Dress, the Miyazzi Dress to be more specific - which is currently available from Uber until December 22nd. The reason it became Deerish, was due to the addition - which seemed to work perfectly with the dress - of the Doe Fawn Hood and Hair.
I felt so pretty, that I couldn't resist a look of the day!

What is she wearing;
Hood & Hair: Doe - Fawn, V2, in Colors (Available until December 31st at The Arcade
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress: Decoy - Miyazzi Dress (Available until December 22nd at Uber
Pose: FOXCITY - Selfie V2, Pose 5 

Sunday, December 8, 2019

A little Christmas Chaos

Weekends at this time of year things feel more than a little chaotic than others and so it's hard to focus on things when I need to LOL... 
Take last night for example, I planned on getting my little house all decorated for Christmas. I had all the decorations out ready and then decided while I was doing it that I would start organizing a Spotify play list of Christmas songs. Unfortunately that led to a little bit of crazy chaos... 
It's not my fault, it's the one time of the year you can rock out to the cheesy classics that are played over and over again every year! I was in the midst of rocking out to some cheesy Mariah Carey when suddenly the puppies when mental... One ripping down lights and breaking baubles, the others ripping their way through the gifts that I'd just finished wrapping... 
I didn't care... Eartha Kitt's Santa Baby started playing and I lounged around in my amazing Flannel Separates - the top comes with the ribbon, but the pants and slippers are all available separately from 1313 Mockingbird Lane at Tannenbaum

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Olive - the Melody Hair V2 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Flannel Separates (Available until December 20th at Tannenbaum
Pose & Headphones: FOXCITY - Soulfood, Pose 7 
Tree: JIAN - Christmas Tree 2017 Decorated 
Light Puppy: JIAN - Holiday Huskies in Tangled Lights RARE 
Broken Ornaments: Violetility - Broken Ornaments 
Bag Puppy: JIAN - Present Pups in Gift Bag 
Box Puppy: JIAN - Holiday Huskies in Pupper Present RARE 
Sign: floorplan - Santa Chalkboard in 2 
Present Pile: Junk Food - Peekaboo Presents 

Heading to see the Jolly Ol' Fat Man!

Christmas is getting closer and closer, blink at this point and you will more than likely miss it, but now is a great time for me to head on a little expedition to visit an old fat man and try to persuade him to switch the list I'm on! I've been Naughty, but in my defense I was just following the example set by the other Gators!
So I set out on my expedition, and it was time to beg forgiveness... 
I approached the North Pole Toy Co, based at the gorgeous winter sim of The Forest 2019, with a little trepidation... I've heard the rumour that naughty kids get turned into coal if they dare to enter the domain of the Fat Christmas man, and I'm not sure I wanted to take that chance?! I mean my parents love me and they'd send me presents surely?! 
I wasn't really able to sneak in unseen though, the Jolly Ol' Mr Claus was sat on the porch as if he was waiting for my arrival! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Zoya Mesh Hair in #11 Fireworks (Available until December 31st at The Arcade
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Bag: Neverwish - Ornament Backpack in Green 
Cardigan: Cynful - Snuggle Cardigan in Grey 
Pants: PSYCHO.Byts - Yule Leggings in Holiday Green (Available until December 25th at Tannenbaum
Pose: FOXCITY - Stairs, Standing, Pose 7 

Saturday, December 7, 2019

A Little Help To Sleep Sweet...

It may be Friday night but I'm not really in the partying kinda mood... I feel much more like curling up in my big comfy bed and catching a few sweet dreams... What happens if you cannot sleep though? What happens when you're needing a little help? You call in Miss Sandman of course, a magical being with the help of her sleep fairies that will gently soothe you to sleep... 
The same happened with my adorable little neice - Lily Rose - who found herself waking in the night and needing a visit from Miss Sandman... Luckily the magical spirit was happy to oblige... 
Rudh - who dressed as Miss Sandman - has a gorgeous outfit from the Galaxy Pegasus Gacha Collection by PSYCHO.Byts at The Arcade! It comes in a selection of colours but I LOVE this turquoise set... I added some adorable little Alien Antenna from Zombie Suicide, aren't they cute, and they work well for non-aliens too!

What is she wearing;
Antenna: Zombie Suicide - Alien Antenna (Available until January 19th at Green Mire
Hair: Truth - Ambience in Redhead 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit (Including all Accessories): PSYCHO.Byts - Galaxy Pegasus Gacha Items (Available until December 31st at The Arcade
Boots: #EMPIRE - Loosestrife 
Hair: bonbon - Mina 
Pyjamas: Soda Pop Shop - Meggy Pjs 
Pose: DollFace - Teddy Hold 
Pose: -Extra- - You'll Float Too 
Fairies: MishMish - Lil Fairies 
Backdrop: bonbon - sleepy star - backdrop [rez] RARE 
Moon: Moon amore - OuterSpace Gacha Collection in Asteroids Moonroid 

Wednesday, December 4, 2019

Getting Christmas Crafty!

Back to work... Like a good little worker bee! Busy making pretty gifts for anyone buying cheeses for Christmas!
So inspired was I that when I got home I decided to dig through my arts and crafts stuff... it's time to get Christmas Crafty!
Cute little tree - from Ariskea - will be help with making some pine wreaths, a bag of coal so I have a gift for my Daddy at the ready - thanks to Dust Bunny - but cookies ready for my Mommas too - thanks to Ayla at The Arcade - and some Arts and Crafts supplies from Star Sugar... OH AND I cannot forget a delicious cup of cocoa with a Kit Kut for when I need to take a break, since I have to follow the rule stated on my brand new Petite Mort Winter Chill Out set. 
The new set from Petite Mort is actually a gacha release for the Imaginarium, and it comes in a range of different colours and patterns, so as usual it's great to mix and match! For the record, there are sneakers available in the gacha too but for some reason I had to wear some snuggly Maizey Shearling Boots from Reign instead... WARM TOES, MMMM!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi Pills - Jelly Mesh Hair in Style 1 Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: Petite Mort - Winter Chill Out Gacha Collection Items (Available until December 31st at Imaginarium
Pose: Secret Poses - New Friend, Pose 3 
Decorations Box: Ayla. - Christmas Goodies Gacha Item in Assorted Cookies RARE (Available until December 31st at The Arcade
Drink: Junk Food - Kit Kut Cocoa Cup in Bronze 
Card Making Supplies: Star Sugar - Arts and Crafts (For Secret Sunday Sale on December 8th) 
Tree: Ariskea - Fir Small Fir Tree 
Wrapping: .random.Matter. - Magical Holidays Gacha Item in Wrapping Paper Blue 
Heart String: Apple Fall - Loose Heart String w/ Scissors 
Coal: dust bunny - Season of Giving in Bag of Coal 
Rug: Sway's - [Morey] Rope Rug in Starry Night 

Tuesday, December 3, 2019

Guess Who Got Back?!

We're back home after a lovely vacation and it's so good to be home. I can get back to normal feeling much better after a break at home and it's revived me more than a little. I feel like a whole new me!
Back and ready to rock, that's me... 
As I stepped off the train at the Missing Melody Junction, I grabbed my adorable bag, tucking the brolly in to make it easy to carry - thanks to this adorable black Fall Bag from Tentacio - I looked adorably Autumn/Winter cute... A super cute dress from Decoy - called Aspen Dress - available from the very Christmassy Tannenbaum... 
I'm back, ready to rock and roll, and feeling a little Christmassy!!!

What is she Wearing;
Hair: Magika - Rose 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress: Decoy - Aspen Dress in Fatpack (Available until December 20th at Tannenbaum
Bag: Tentacio - Fall Bag in Black 
Tights: Insomnia Angel - Tartan Stockings Applier 
Pose: Image Essentials - Show Bags, Pose 5 

Saturday, November 30, 2019

Pictures of Mixed Emotions

I'm currently on a little bit of an emotional roller-coaster, and so as well as a pretty picture, this post may end up becoming one of my venting places - somewhere I can unleash my thoughts just as I would if this was my journal. I've always said that my blog is somewhat a diary for me, allowing me to share my thoughts and feelings, and acting as a little bit of a therapy at times. So if you're only interested in the pretties, that's fine, but the credits at the bottom are the details, if not please feel free to read my ramblings... 
This one is actually on the personal side, and more RL than I might normally share, but I have a need to ramble. Judge me if you will, but guidance and support is preferred, and if you have any suggestions you know how to find me! 
Now, you may have heard that I am currently visiting my family in RL... I LOVE being back home, I love being able to rest and recharge, not think about the general day to day things that make normal life so monotonous. Don't get me wrong, I love my life, my work, my addiction to SL, but being able to come back to the place I was born and raised allows me to feel a new fizz of happiness in my head. 
Yet there are things going on here, things that are beyond my control, and I feel powerless. Unhappiness amongst members of my close family. Unhappiness, stubbornness, and a distancing that seems to be pushing my once very close family apart... It brought me to tears because I am powerless to stop it, there seems to be nothing that I can do and even though me being here provides some light relief, the cracks seem to be expanding. 
I'm frustrated with my sister in the fact that she can still happily live at home with my parents, in some ways widening the cracks of the problems, but she's also keeping things together in other ways too. 
In addition to that, after seeing the decline in both my maternal grandparents, it adds to the powerlessness. Living so far away from the people that I love and care for most in the world, makes things seem so difficult. 
Being here has helped me relax, forget the stresses and homesickness of being an expat, and it's even given me moments of sparkling joy, yet I know that soon I will be leaving, heading back to my normality and I will be leaving with those doubts in my mind. The uncertainties that will cause me to think and over think, it's a daunting and scary set of thoughts. I am trying to focus on the positives of my visit home, but departing from it will be harder this time than usual and I'll admit I'm feeling more than a little apprehensive about doing so. How can I cling to these feelings of normality, when things are far from normal and a lot closer to the surface than they ever have been before? How can I go home acting like everything is normal? They always say that the future is bright, but right now my future - and the future of my family in particular - is anything but certain. I feel such a mess of emotions, hiding behind a mask of happiness... I'm happy, healthy and relaxed, but those terrible feelings of anxiety are bubbling below the surface, I must not let them boil over... I must just remember that, on this occasion, there is nothing I can do... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Danni Hairstyle in Basic Pack  
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Glasses: AsteroidBox - Theia Glasses in Color Pack 
Tears: ARISE - Running Mascara 
Sweater: MUSU - Mouthy 
Pants: Zenith - Drop Down Garter Legging in Black 
Pose: Reve Obscura - Memories Bento Pose 
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Starlit Staircase 2 (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Friday, November 29, 2019

Going Crazy for Black Friday

Even though I am not an American, giving Thanks is something that I like to do not just the one day a year but all year round, it's an international thing I feel. HOWEVER, there is one Thanksgiving tradition that I am very thankful for and that would be the BLACK FRIDAY sales the day after... Its catching on a little in the UK and so I indulged in a little RL shopping yesterday, but MY GOD today I will be needing to log into SL to hit some of the Black Friday sales in SL!!! There are so many, and there are some that I have been delaying buying from because I had been hoping there would be a Black Friday Sale!!!! I'm going to get into a shopping frenzy fairly soon I feel... 
After the craziness of the sales though, and while I am still away from SL, I think that I will be needing to check Rudh into somewhere quiet with some lovely help to calm her down...It's sale madness, it will pass in a few days - once the sales are over of course! - and until then the nurses will make sure she's well looked after! 
While we're discussing her new living arrangements, doesn't she look so cute too in her hospital robes?! The Teddy Crazy Hospital only allows bears in, so naturally Rudh had to dress for the part by adding some adorably Petite Fuzzy Ears - from Besom - which luckily blended with her pretty Olive wig. 
OK I should be quiet now, the Nasu Nurse Bear - from a gacha at Momoko - is here to feed me some pills - from the Let's Play Doctor gacha at Lemme - it's time to relax after the mad dash Black Friday Sales!!!

What is she wearing;
Ears: #Besom - Petite Fuzzy Ears in Bears Ears Pink ones 
Hair: Olive - the Libra Hair 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Necklace: CULT - Diamond Bow Collar 
Dress: nani - Cherry Bloom Gacha Item in Lace Sweatshirt 6 
Shoes: CULT - Cyn Med  Heels 
Pose: Secret Poses - Lana, Pose 2 
Bear: Momoko - Nasu Bear in Pink 
Medicine Props: LEMME - Let's Play Doctor Gacha Items 
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - The Ward in Pink (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Wednesday, November 27, 2019

Time for Tree Shopping!

It feels so lovely right about now in RL... I am just waking up and sitting in my parents living room watching the birds feed from the rosehips that are still waiting for them in the garden. Though you know me, I cannot just step away from my blog for too long, it's like an addiction that needs to be supported!
Im having a lovely time with my family though, we're even doing some very early christmassy type things since I wont be here in RL with them over the holidays. This is inspiring me just a little bit, I will be getting a little more Christmassy from now on... It's time for picking out my Christmas tree, I think...
I'm back at my favourite Winter space right now, Moochie, where the tree market is open and selling their gorgeous trees. It was warm and wooly in my sweater, but it was definitely nice to get a cup of coffee to keep my hands warm and toasty in all that snow! 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Scarf: Wasabi Pills - Brrree Mesh Hair in Reds Pack 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Snow: Izzie's - Face Snow 
Top: SEUL - Koi Knit Sweater in Hunter 
Pants: Zenith - Drop Down Garter Legging in Black 
Pose & Prop: Secret Poses - Ariana, Pose 6 

Saturday, November 23, 2019

Drinks and Dancing in the Afterglow

Today is my last day at home before I go on Holiday and oh my gosh it is so very needed. I want to take some time out to just relax and be with my RL family, the people that I miss so much now that I live in the Netherlands. It will be time to chill, do some shopping and read a few good books, while spending time with the family since I can't over Christmas and I CANNOT WAIT! 
This does. however, leave Rudh alone to fend for herself for a little while. Not that I'd imagine she minds... The times she's in control are her party times! 
So while the boss is away the avatar will play, she's going to party in the Afterglow and have tons of fun doing just that... With her Cutie Cocktails - from Kawaii Couture - dressed in a cute outfit complete with a Pastel Lover Collar - from Astara - and some very Naughty Earrings - from Overt, all of which are available at Afterglow by the way - she's doing to party like she's never partied before... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Cotton (Available until December 10th at Tres Chic
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Earrings: Overt - Naughty Earrings (Available until December 6th at Afterglow
Collar: Astara - Pastel Lover Collar (Available until December 6th at Afterglow
Necklace: Kibtiz - Happy Facey Necklace in Yellow 
Top: erratic - Neva Top in Lime 
Tray: Kawaii Couture - Cutie Cocktails in Alcohol Tray Tangerine (Available until December 6th at Afterglow
Shorts: Pseudo - GiGi Shorts in Mid 
Pose: FOXCITY - Sweet Tea, Pose 6 
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Beachy (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Friday, November 22, 2019

Playful in Pink

Yesterday was a little bit naughty, well... A LOT naughty, but today I've decided to tone things down just a little bit and even though I'm still being naughty, I'm being very cute with it too... It's a more babygirl side of me... Lots of uber cute and pink and sweetness, but well, since it's me there's a hint of naughty too!
It's mostly the fault of Star Sugar, who after allowing me into their blogger team and therefore opened up their items for blogging, allowed me to take lots of adorably cute but kinda naughty goodies to play with! SO MANY PRETTIES like the Coffin Ita Bag and my new Emergency Box stuffed full of a teddy bear and some of life's most important goodies, to name a couple of things! 
The naughty little gothic babygirl in me wanted to get on cam to show her "Daddy" all the fun new toys she had! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Tingle in Spiders! Lootbox RARE 2 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Glasses: AsteroidBox - Theia Glasses in Color Pack 
Top: Mug - Pastel Goth Gacha Item in Collared Shirt Pink 
Tattoo: THIS IS WRONG - Omen Tattoo 
Bag: Mug - Pastel Goth Gacha Item in Fanny Pack Pink 
Shoes: REIGN - Rita Plat Boos in Pastel Collection 
Pose: Secret Poses - Wine&Chat, Pose 4 
Chair: NOMAD - Lick Chair in Blue 
Black Unicorn: Empyrean Forge - Animeletons in Unicorn RARE (No Longer Available!)
Rug: Star Sugar - Sexy Play Mat in Light 
Box: Star Sugar - Emergency Box in Mint 
Skull: Star Sugar - Skull Vibrator Holder 
Wall Decor: Kei's Spot - Good Girl/ Bad Girl Tally Board 
Laptop: Amala - The Laptop (No Longer Available!)
Seat: Violetility - Bean Bag Chair in Pink 
Unicorn: Anam Cara Designs - Heidi the Horny Unicorn 
Bag: Star Sugar - Coffin Ita Gacha Item 
Backdrop: NeverWish - Over the Rainbow Skybox 

Thursday, November 21, 2019

Yes to All of the Afterglow

So I've mentioned that Afterglow is a new adult event that focuses the fun adult entertainments... I already talked about the fun in the snow, but what would an adult event be without a few sex toys, and a little sexy time! It's time to say "Yes to All..." 
Saying "Yes to All" is easy when you have the Vio Booth, I'm already a little messy from the fun that I'm having... I'm even being a little bit of a naughty tease, posing like I'm the one in-charge and you have to "Obey Me" in a Black Cat Pose, but really the smile on my face really comes from the Doubledog Sex Machine - from Since1975 - all of these awesome things are available at Afterglow!

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Aysha Hairstyle in Basics Pack 
Glasses: ellemeno - Dirty Glasses in Black (No Longer Available!)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Mouth Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool 
Collar: MoDANNA - Enlace Collection in Leash Choker Black (No Longer Available!)
Dress: Tentacio - Tamsy Nurse Dress in Black 
Panties: MUSCHI - Panties Down in Black 
Pose: Black Cats Poses - Obey Me, Pose 1 (Available until December 6th at Afterglow
Backdrop: Vio// - Yes to All Photobooth (Available until December 6th at Afterglow
Machine: [Since1975] - Doubledog Sex Machine (Available until December 6th at Afterglow
Shelves: LEMME - I'm a bad girl RARE 
Tray: The Horror! - Size Kween Collection in Cherry 
Sybian: The Horror! - Sybae in Bubblegum 
Wall Rack: LEMME - Dark Pleasures RARE 
Unicorn: The Horror! - Unihorny in Basics Pink (Available until November 25th at ROMP

Wednesday, November 20, 2019

Fun in the Snow

There's an event that's just opened on the grid called Afterglow. It's an event themed for Adults out there but it's not just about the sex, there's a lot of alcohol and rock'n'roll too... It seems like the perfect event for adults wanting to let loose and have a little fun, and in fact that's exactly what HellBone and I are planning on doing today! Tonight is a much needed date night, but before then, we had time for just a little SL fun in the snow... Hell and Rudh style of course!
See, we've been busy setting up the most gorgeous location for my SL parents wedding in a few weeks, but all that snow was just calling to us. I wanted to build a snowman, but well me being the little deviant that I am ended up making Snow Peen! One of them got a little grassy, but I just couldn't help giggling as the Snow Peen got bigger and bigger - these are an Afterglow release from Hilted by the way. Then I turned around and what do I see... HELLBONE WAS MARKING HIS TERRITORY IN A SNOW PILE! I'm assuming it will say "Gators MC was here" but who knows with HellBone and his terrible spellings hehe. 
Just a side note, the Snow Pile that we're playing with is actually more than a little awesome. It's scripted so that you can write a message in the snow as you pee!!! We all know someone that wants to do this, now they can thanks to FaceDesk at Afterglow!
Now we just have to hope that we don't get murdered by Lou, Chopper or Phe for being naughty in their Winter Wonderland Wedding setting!!! At least we're out tonight lol... Maybe we will get away with it?! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: KUNI - Zoe in Fatpack 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Jacket: Foxes - Fleece Jacket in Chocolate 
Boots: Tentacio - Aran Boots in Brown 
Hat & Hair: No.Match - No.Lyrics 
Jacket & Shirt: GABRIEL - Loose Jacket & Shirt in Blue 
Pants: Lapoint & Bastchilde - Havoc Leather Pants 
Rudh Pose: NANTRA - The Lady of the Lake, Pose 6M 
HellBone Pose & Snow Pile: FaceDesk - Snow Pile (Available until December 6th at Afterglow
Penises: HILTED - Snow Peen Pack (Available until December 6th at Afterglow