Dandelion Wishes

I've been trying anything and everything recently to make myself feel better... As I've alluded to in the recent weeks and especially lately there has been a lot going on in my RL and even though I'm still not ready to talk about, blogging and all the ins and outs of it has always been my favourite kind of release... So far, it's not helped... 
Today I wanted to do something TOTALLY fantasy, totally in the fairy realm where my mind is resting and the fairies have control... Today I went outside, and laid in the long grass, playing with Dandelion clocks and talking to my mum like I always used to do... There were friends in the long grass to help me make dandelion wishes... 

When you're playing the the Dandelions, remember there are some that see it as a weed, but the fae folk see them as hundreds of tiny little wishes that can be whisked away on the breeze to spread happiness to anyone that sees them... 
This adorable little Dandelion Fae was lingering in the grass this morning, she invited me to stop for tea and her favourite food, which although looked like a dandelion was actually an extremely delicious Blooming Onion - created by Lucas Lameth, available now at Anthem... 
I know there are no wishes that I could make to change things right now, but I am hoping to feel better, and there's always hope right?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Ryan Hair in Black & Red (Colour tinted by me!)
Head: BeSpoke - Nacho Head (Skin layer has been re-tinted to match body layers!)
Eyes: IKON - Sovereign Eyes in Field
Dandelion Skin & Accessories (Hat, Shoulders, Cuffs & Staff): [Faunus] - Dandelion
Wings: STATIC - Firaga Wings
Under Skin Layers: [Faunus] - Helios & LUMAE - Female Fantasy Skins in MORTIS (No Longer Available!)
Dress: [Faunus] - Eladrin Dress
Pose & Flower Prop: Mixtape Poses - Dandelion (Bento) V1.0
Food: (Lucas Lameth) - Blooming Onion, Deep-Fried (Available until August 27th at Anthem)
Tea Set: Elm - Clove Crockery Items
Large Dandelions: dust bunny - Paper Blooms in Dandelion
Stump: HPMD - Autumn Stump
Dandelion Grass & Floating Seeds: LOVE - DANDELION DREAMS
Backdrop: Synnergy - Open Fields [Day] Backdrop

Solar Relics and Forbidden Rituals

Some day soon I'll be able to relax but today at work was horrible, I think that I need a miracle... I don't want to be at work, I don't want to be living at this farm right now, and I want to be about a million miles away from here.. Is that weird? Probably but I want to let myself get lost... I'm going to find a little monsterous magic... 

In the forgotten temple, there are monsters that thrive amongst the salvaged remains... This monster is disturbing to look at... She's a Remnant - thanks to the chest tattoo from Nefekalum at the Salvage Station - and her headdress that covers her teeth behind a Chthonic Cultist Mask - from Static - and she's learning more and more each day using her Solar Relic - from floro, also at Salvage Station - and a myriad of Forbidden Rituals... 

What is she wearing;
Mask & Teeth: Static - Chthonic Cultist Mask
Numeral Halo & Collar: Zibska - Aegir Set (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Sun Halo, Gold Body Paint & Pasties: [Faunus] - Helios
Chest Tattoo: Nefekalum - Remnant (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in DEVILISH (No Longer Available!)
Right Hand: Boutique #187 - Forbidden Ritual (Available until June 15th at Dubai)
Left Hand: floro - Solar Relic (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Aii - Astral Smoke
Pose: NANTRA - Norma Jean, Pose 1
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Forgotten Temple [360] Backdrop

The Anti-Valentine

Valentine's is getting nearer, you can hear it sneaking up on us a little like the Jaws theme is playing on repeat in the background, and honestly as much as I'm trying to enjoy the festivities in SL, I'm distracted and acting a LOT more like a grumpy Anti-Valentine... There is still a little magic to be had for the Anti-Valentine though, and since the Midnight Order is a perfect place for people to seeking something dark and deadly, and the Anti-Valentine is more than willing to help... 

So within the Damirin Halls - which are actually a backdrop by The Bearded Guy - in the Midnight Order's hallowed halls, there are lots of remnants of the Blood Magic of the old Magic Clans... 
The Anti-Valentine is a little Devilish with her red, bloody skin, and wilted roses litter her blood stained wings. She's a Curse Cupid - which is a Faunus release for The Cupid's Curse, available until March 4th - and a little bit of a Demonia - which is a gorgeous new head release from BeSpoke, available until March 6th at Collabor88 - but she's a royalty in the world of dark magic and the dark little counterpart to that horrible baby cupid... 

What is she wearing;
Halo, Mask, Body Paint, Wings & Heart (Used as Decor): Faunus - Curse cupid (Available until March 4th at The Cupid's Curse)
Barbed Wire Headdress: [CURELESS] - Barbedwire Kiss Set in SILVER
Hair: NI.JU - Lorna Hair (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Head & Face Skin: BeSpoke - Demonia (Available until March 6th at Collabor88)
Body Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in DEVILISH
Dress: REBIS - Loane's Gown (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati, Heavenly Ranger & Enchantress FX
Pose: [piXit] - Touche De Soie, Pose F2
Altar: LORE - Cultist Temple in Cultist Altar (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Table Orb: LORE - Cultist Temple in Bound Source Red (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Cauldron, Torches & Hanging Orbs: Violetility - Magic Clans in Blood Magic Items
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Damirin in CubaX

Time for a little Dark Magic!

I need a little magic after the events of yesterday, and I'm really sorry but I really hope that the driver of the truck who decided to drive fast through a puddle and therefore soaked me for my whole day at work got caught in traffic with a case of explosive butt pee... There is very little chance that the magic I am channelling will be for good... It's like to be some kind of twisted, dark necromancer magic...  

Luckily in Second Life we are still experincing the magical effects of the Midnight Order. This event will be reaching it's halfway peak over the next few days and there will be plenty more chaos to make those that want the dark magic, able to find it... 
Take it from Rudh, a witness account if you will, one moment she was confessing her sin regarding the explosive butt pee in the Corrupted Churches' Confessional - which is a Midnight Order release from LORE by the way - and the next the magic was swirling as she becomes an Infernal Undead Lady Mortis awaiting her orders by the Necromancer's Necrohex Table - from BROKEN ARROWS also at Midnight Order! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: About Love - Lilith Hairstyle (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: LUMAE - Female Fantasy Skins in MORTIS
Make-Up: FATHER - Undead Face
Mouth Blood: [KRR] - Internal bleeding
Flames: THIS IS WRONG - Infernal in GREEN
Outfit (Including Necklace): toksik - Dreary (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Tattoo: Evermore - Siren Carving
Garter: Tentacio - Goula Bandleg (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Scythe: YaYa - Shinigami (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Enchantress & Starstuff & aii - Astral Smoke
Pose & Cape Prop: [piXit] - Thanatosia, Pose F4 (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Bottle & Glasses: [ ISHIKU ] - DIONAEA GILDED CRYSTAL DISPENSER (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Candles: BROKEN ARROWS - Necromancer's in Deathlight (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Juice: BROKEN ARROWS - Poison Potion in Golden
Table: BROKEN ARROWS - Necromancer's in Necrohex Table (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Booth: LORE - Old Confessional in Corrupted (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Background: LORE - Corrupted Chapel (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)

Death's Guiding Light

I am currently reading a book that seems to be affecting my moods, and although I'm loving it, Sinner's Sideshow is definitely a place for the dark, kinky and demonic... It's definitely my happy place at the moment, and you may well have realised by now that the darker and more fantasy based I get, the happier I tend to be, so my book is kinda sorta almost reflected in my blog today... I mean Death is a character, NOTHING like I've made death look but ya know... he was on my mind lol... 

My interpretation of Death is one totally removed from the Four Horsemen of the book I'm reading - which by the way is a smut filled story called Carnival Creeps by Aiden Pierce, and is very good but I really suggest you read the Circus Creeps before you try this one or you will get very lost - as in this story he is a big chiselled and muscular warrior ManDragon, but one that is having a relationship with Famine... Whilst my version of Death is much more feminine, magical and lead by thie light that guides her... 
She is bound and chained as she stalks through the darkness, searching for lost souls that are drawn to her like a Moth and Flame - the candle she is carrying is a Moth and Flame from Boutique #187, available until June 11th at SABBATH by the way - so she can reap their souls with her magical Reaper Scythe... 

What is she wearing;
Chain Halo: random.Matter - Neze Collar & Chains
White Moths: random.Matter - Eudora Moth Halo in White
Horns: DRD - horns n chains in Dark
Head Veil: Moon Amore - Spectral Elegance Veil
Red Butterflies & Body Scars: CURELESS[+] - Lepidoptera Markings
Skin: LUMAE - Female Fantasy Skins in MORTIS
Halos: CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe in Ngami Halo RARE & CURELESS[+] - Pygmalion's Bride in Goddess Touch Halo BLACK
Candle: Boutique #187 - Moth and Flame (Available until June 11th at SABBATH)
Dress: Figment - Famine Dress in Red (No Longer Available!)
Weapon: BROKEN ARROWS - Reaper Scythe
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff & Glitterati
Candelier: BROKEN ARROWS - Midnight Chandelier
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Take Me To Church

Toxic Monsters

Are you one of those people that can flit through life without any care or concerns, trying to keep yourself smiling and without problems? Are you one of those people that seems to find yourself stuck in a rut, facing difficulties and wanting the world to stop? Do you live for drama and toxicity or are you happier when you can be left alone to enjoy some peace? I know that everyone is different and everyone has their own way of handling things, for me personally I'm an over-thinker, I have terrible anxiety and worry constantly about letting people down. It's a toxic, viscious cycle sometimes, and it's one that I'm trying hard to break free from... 

I am one of those people that over-thinks, over worries, and gets anxious about a lot of things, though perhaps unless you knew me really well you'd NEVER know that... I'm definitely not the only one with these feelings, they seem to becoming more and more predominant these days, but we all seem to have to our own ways of dealing with these emotions. I'm one of those people that aims to distract myself by reading or taking pictures in Second Life to make things become less focused on the bad, toxic feelings... Sometimes though my mood will guide my creativity... Today things are a little bit of a toxic monster... 

What is she wearing;
Head Tentacles: ATTIC- Tentacle Head in Green
Hair: [Yomi] - Nayeli Hair
Skin: LUMAE - MORTIS
Extra Eyes: ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks in EyeFreak (No Longer Available!)
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Ebonheart Bindi (Available until April 12th at Gothcore)
Necklace: [ abrasive ] - Cthulhu Tentacle Necklace in Black
Chest Tattoo: GERMINAL - Eyes on Me Tattoo
Other Body Markings: Ladybird - Body Glitter & EVERMORE - Siren Carving & Axix - Tentacle Body
Marks
Bra: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!)
Pose: [piXit] - Nyx, F1
Tentacles: [Cubic Cherry] - Tentacles Army
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Acid Pool Mortal Backdrop 

Releasing the Snow Storm...

I know that sometimes my blogging is all over the place, and one day I'm bright and colourful while the next I'm darker and more dead looking... This time of year as the weather is changing and the winter whites and greys are taking over from the Autumn colours... Soon the reds, golds and browns will be a thing of memory and the whites will be altering the landscape... All it takes is a simple magical gesture from the fae, and everything changes... 

When the Fall Feels hit, and the air starts to get colder... The Fae are slowly starting to get weaker and beginning to show signs of decay, so even though her flowers and leaves are beginning to turn red, her body is decaying before her eyes... All she needed to do now was uncork the bottle, release the Stellar Dendrites and watch as they take a Leafy Ride on the wind... 
Since things need a little more showing off, I've added the ads for the Leafy Ride from Aardvark, and the Progeny Bindi from Six Feet Under... 

What is she wearing;
Headdress: LODE - Gabrielle
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Beach Vibes in Redhead
Skin: LUMAE - MORTIS
Face Tattoo: Lenore - Izora
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Progeny Bindi
Ears: ANDORE - Delfiya
Chest Piece: CRYPTID - Solemn
Wings: {geek} - Leaf Wings Red Version
Body Paint: [Faunus] - Elemental Leaves in Fatpack
Bottle: STOIC - STELLAR DENDRITE
Pastie: !deviousMind - Cassia in Summer Forest
Pose: Secret Poses - Aradia, Pose 1
Large Leaves: Aardvark - Leafy Ride
Floating Leaves: Cole's Corner - Autumn Breeze
Mushrooms: CuteCvlt - Amanita Cluster & {vespertine} - fungi collection
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - FALL FEELS {360} Backdrop

Queen Mab... Moth Oracle

I've had a day at home to create a little magic, and as it's getting closer and closer to Halloween, I NEED to let some of that magic out to play... I have no idea what I will be wearing on Halloween itself this year, but I admit that I'm pretty stumped for ideas this year... It never happens, though I will admit I saw someone post on facebook about how this year is less Octoberish than an October is supposed to be and I can't agree more... WHY CAN'T I GET MORE HALLOWEENY ALREADY??!
Maybe some Dark Magic will help me along the way... I'm going to have to ask the spirits for help with this one... 

The oracle known as Queen Mab is one with the moths - she's also a mask and halo set from Tardfish, for the soon to close Nightshade event - and can be found in the darkest parts of the Living Forest - which is a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - and if asked nicely, she may be willing to consult the oracle moths on their creepy skull for advise, guidance and maybe even a peek into the future... 

What is she wearing;
Halo & Face Accessory: Tardfish - Queen Mab in Eyed (Available until October 28th at Nightshade)
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Spirit in Redhead
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in SHADOW (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Madison Choker (Available until November 22nd at Uber)
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - Spectral Luna Moth Wings
Moths: random.Matter - Eudora Moth Halo in White Mix & {anc} - Picnic Gacha Item in Swallow Tailed Butterfly Sapphire
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose: -Extra- - Witch Vibes 1
Skull: [North Oak] - Animated Creepy Moth Skull in Tan
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Living Forest Mortal Backdrop

Me and my Monster Ghouls

Dress up is SO MUCH FUN... Today has been one of my favourite days for dressing up because this as with every year I LOVE to get myself a little Monster High on... This year it's not me collecting my own ghouls to spend my Monster High day with, this year I got to meet my favourite ghouls in their high school corridor as I became one of them... 

Today I started a new year at Monster High and got to walk the school hallways with the amazing ghoulfriends of Monster High... I've always been a MASSIVE fan and wished that Monster High had been a thing when I was an 11 year old girl playing her barbie dolls... It would have been a case of BARBIE WHO?!
For those of you that don't know, Monster High is about the children of well known Monsters... I had to decide who my parents would be, of course knowing me I'd be the daughter of a demonness, full of Hellfire and Toxicly Painted... Though my Scene Queen outfit seemed to get a seal of approval from the ghouls, and armed with my ZombiChi - a new release from JIAN at FLF-o-ween - I'l be the new Elle Woods of Monster High... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: {Valentine} - Hellfire Horns (Gift Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Hair: Wasabi - Rawr Hair in Offbeat (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Make-Up: (Nylon Outfitters) - Face Paint Set in Toxic Zombie
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in MORTIS  (Hunt Gift Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Earring: Adora-tions - Babydoll Earrings Brat Pack
Necklace: Kibitz - Natasha's Heart Necklace & Collar in Silver
Scrunchies: Static - Scrunchie Hoarder in Scene (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Bangles: miss chelsea - Elle Shag Bands in Pride Pack
Dog: JIAN Pets - ZombiChi (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween)
Top: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Tee (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Belt: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Belts (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Skirt: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Tutu (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Socks: VALLEMONT - Onix Socks (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Secret Poses - Aradia, Pose 3 (Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Dolls: Garbaggio - Creepy Teen Glam Dolls in Fullpack (also shown Duke Doll, Gift for Satan Inc) (Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - School Hall 1

Messages from Beyond

There is some magic in the air and as it's the Spooky season, it's definitely a little on the darker side of magic... 
Big predictions of things to come, sparkles of magic sharing their secrets in the crystal balls and talking through the whispers of the cards... 

The witches were gazing into their magically Luminous Crystal Balls - from LORE, available until October 31st at this year's round of Trick or Treat Lane - but as the message was only meant for the eyes Slither Eyes - a gorgeous eye release from The Little Bat, that is also available at ToTL - her companions were temporarily left like Wondering Witch Statues - from Moon.Phase, again, also available at Trick or Treat Lane... 
The message wasn't helped any by her little Fuzzy Spider friend - from Sakura - who knocked into the stack of Shadowed Veil Tarot cards - an amazing release that will really share a reading with you from the brilliant minds at MadPea, available until October 20th at The Fifty - and caused her to turn a little green... I mean it could be the eerie light radiating from the crystal ball, but she looks a little green with Envy - which by the way is a fantasy skin for 2024 from the amazing LUMAE at ToTL... 

What is she wearing; 
Hat & Hair: Magika - Abigail Hair & Spellcasters Hat
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in ENVY (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Eyes: The Little Bat! - Slither Eyes in Green (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Pose: Secret Poses - Juan Pablo, Pose 5
Cards: MadPea - Shadowed Veil Tarot (Available until October 20th at The Fifty)
Balls: LORE - Luminous Crystal Balls (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Black Ball Holder: [Krescendo] - Demons Calling, Without Phone (Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Spider: {Sakura} - Fuzzy Spider Plush in Poison
Witches: Moon.Phase - The Wondering Witch Statue in BLACK (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Table: random.Matter - Teller of Fortunes in Table Ebony Blue
Hanging Lamps: Tirrany Designs - Fantasy Diamond Lights in Fantasy Collection (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Hotel Transilvania  [360] Backdrop