Showing posts with label Evermore. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Evermore. Show all posts

Saturday, August 2, 2025

Time for a little Dark Magic!

I need a little magic after the events of yesterday, and I'm really sorry but I really hope that the driver of the truck who decided to drive fast through a puddle and therefore soaked me for my whole day at work got caught in traffic with a case of explosive butt pee... There is very little chance that the magic I am channelling will be for good... It's like to be some kind of twisted, dark necromancer magic...  

Luckily in Second Life we are still experincing the magical effects of the Midnight Order. This event will be reaching it's halfway peak over the next few days and there will be plenty more chaos to make those that want the dark magic, able to find it... 
Take it from Rudh, a witness account if you will, one moment she was confessing her sin regarding the explosive butt pee in the Corrupted Churches' Confessional - which is a Midnight Order release from LORE by the way - and the next the magic was swirling as she becomes an Infernal Undead Lady Mortis awaiting her orders by the Necromancer's Necrohex Table - from BROKEN ARROWS also at Midnight Order

What is she wearing;
Hair: About Love - Lilith Hairstyle (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: LUMAE - Female Fantasy Skins in MORTIS
Make-Up: FATHER - Undead Face
Mouth Blood: [KRR] - Internal bleeding
Flames: THIS IS WRONG - Infernal in GREEN
Outfit (Including Necklace): toksik - Dreary (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Tattoo: Evermore - Siren Carving
Garter: Tentacio - Goula Bandleg (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Scythe: YaYa - Shinigami (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Enchantress & Starstuff & aii - Astral Smoke
Pose & Cape Prop: [piXit] - Thanatosia, Pose F4 (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Bottle & Glasses: [ ISHIKU ] - DIONAEA GILDED CRYSTAL DISPENSER (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Candles: BROKEN ARROWS - Necromancer's in Deathlight (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Juice: BROKEN ARROWS - Poison Potion in Golden
Table: BROKEN ARROWS - Necromancer's in Necrohex Table (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Booth: LORE - Old Confessional in Corrupted (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Background: LORE - Corrupted Chapel (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)

Sunday, April 6, 2025

Toxic Monsters

Are you one of those people that can flit through life without any care or concerns, trying to keep yourself smiling and without problems? Are you one of those people that seems to find yourself stuck in a rut, facing difficulties and wanting the world to stop? Do you live for drama and toxicity or are you happier when you can be left alone to enjoy some peace? I know that everyone is different and everyone has their own way of handling things, for me personally I'm an over-thinker, I have terrible anxiety and worry constantly about letting people down. It's a toxic, viscious cycle sometimes, and it's one that I'm trying hard to break free from... 

I am one of those people that over-thinks, over worries, and gets anxious about a lot of things, though perhaps unless you knew me really well you'd NEVER know that... I'm definitely not the only one with these feelings, they seem to becoming more and more predominant these days, but we all seem to have to our own ways of dealing with these emotions. I'm one of those people that aims to distract myself by reading or taking pictures in Second Life to make things become less focused on the bad, toxic feelings... Sometimes though my mood will guide my creativity... Today things are a little bit of a toxic monster... 

What is she wearing;
Head Tentacles: ATTIC- Tentacle Head in Green
Hair: [Yomi] - Nayeli Hair
Skin: LUMAE - MORTIS
Extra Eyes: ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks in EyeFreak (No Longer Available!)
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Ebonheart Bindi (Available until April 12th at Gothcore)
Necklace: [ abrasive ] - Cthulhu Tentacle Necklace in Black
Chest Tattoo: GERMINAL - Eyes on Me Tattoo
Other Body Markings: Ladybird - Body Glitter & EVERMORE - Siren Carving & Axix - Tentacle Body
Marks
Bra: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!)
Pose: [piXit] - Nyx, F1
Tentacles: [Cubic Cherry] - Tentacles Army
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Acid Pool Mortal Backdrop 

Thursday, June 13, 2024

Fishy Fun!

I felt like doing something a little random today, I am Rudh of the Random Ramblings after all and since yesterday I've been feeling like my body is just giving up, now that the stress is over... My cold is back with vengence, my back and legs ache, and OH I had a visit from mother nature. 
Right now, I want to distract myself with something a little random... Today we're going to let things get a little fishy... 

Have you ever found yourself looking at something in a shopping event and thinking, "Ooh I didn't know I needed one of those but now I can't live without it?!" That was the reason that I ended playing with the fishies today. The mermaid in me, NEEDED this... I had to have the FishBowl Top & Bra set - from Moon Amore, available now at Collabor88 - so that I could take the smaller fishies on walks with me. The Bigger fishies fit into the Dreamy Pond Bubbles that magically follow me when I walk, the smaller ones seem to slip through the bubble! 

What is she wearing;
Head Band: Candy Crunchers - Fish Bone Headband in Silver
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Velocity in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Scale Paint: Izzie's - Body Mermaid Scales
Earrings: [Black Bantam] - Goldfish Bowl Earrings Set
Top: Moon Amore - FishBowl Top&Bra (Available until July 6th at Collabor88)
Bubbles: nani - Dreamy Pond in Bubbles Aura & Moon Amore - Ocean Lover  in Bubbles
Stomach Markings: EVERMORE - Siren Carving
Sparkles: Cole's Corner- Starstuff
Pose: FOXCITY. - Bae, Pose 3m
Backdrop: FOXCITY. - Glitter Box

Tuesday, March 8, 2022

A Walk in the Jellyfish Fields

Mermaids come in all kinds of different shapes and sizes.. I LOVE mermaids of all different kinds, not just the fish tail style, but in this today I went a little jelly... A little wriggly with a zing in my step... It's a new version of Ariel, this time I'm a little bright and zingy... 

Wandering through the Jellyfish fields around the great city of Atlantis - created by The Guild - I stopped to chat with my old - but not like the Disney version - pal Snippy the Crab - who is a new release for the event from Quills & Curiosities. He's looking a little electrofied lit up in neon thanks to his crab fusion - which is available via one of he HUDs that are available alongside the crabs at The Guild! 
It's a lovely day to wander through the jellyfish fields and dance in the bubbles outside the city walls... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Olive - the Wise Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Scale Tattoo: Izzie's - Body Mermaid Scales in Gold
Green Tattoo: Nefekalum Tattoos - Crysalis in Green 
Carving Tattoo: Evermore - Siren Carving
Outfit (Including Umbrella): Web Dew - Jellyfish in #3 (Available until March 31st at The Guild ATLANTIS)
Pose: -Extra- - Spring Showers, Pose 3 (Available from March 7th until April 2nd at Spring Fling)
Crab: Quills & Curiosities - Snippy the Crab in Pet Version, wearing, Snippy the Crab Fusion Texture (Available until March 31st at The Guild ATLANTIS)
Bubbles: Moon Amore - Ocean Lover Gacha Item in Bubbles & Go&See / Cat-Noodle  - Bubble Pop (Available until March 11th at Dollholic)
Jellyfish: Foxwood - Jellyfish 

Tuesday, August 10, 2021

Time for Magic Practice

 Magic has taken over Second Life, and the Wizarding World has opened it's doors to welcome those of us that LOVE the magical feeling. I have to admit that I'm NOT a Harry Potter fan, so all of the intricacies that others might understand are past me, but I LOVE magic and cannot get enough of it... 
So today after work, I'm home and ready to practice my spells... 

You'll have to excuse the mess, with all the bottles and cauldrons cooking all over the place... It's the fault of the Wizarding Fair and al the perfectly lovely goodies that a girl simply cannot live without in her little magical den. Although perhaps buying all these cute little pets from The Emporium maybe wasn't a good idea, as the little Pygmy Puffs just keep getting in the way... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Olive - the Jo Hair (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Pixicat - Era Sweater in LeatherBlack (Available until September 6th at Collabor88)
Book: Evermore - Khronos Textbook (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Pants: Psycho Barbie - Vixen High Waist Pants
Shoes: CULT - Dila
Pose & Left Hand Prop: #LuluB! -  Magic: Star Spell
Bottles, Wandwood & Carving Tools: Violetility - Wizarding Work Set (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Crystal Hanger: Krescendo - Lunar Crystals in Silver Petrol (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Furniture Collection (All Non-Individually Listed Items): DRD - Mage's Den Collection (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Puffball Pets: The Emporium - Wild Pygmy Puff Gacha Items (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Birds: YOKAI - Magic Birds School (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Plants: vespertine - Enchanted Plants (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Snake Plushie: Rokins - Baby Faculty Snake (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Chair: DISORDERLY - Common Study Chair in Green (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire
Dog: Foxwood - Little Cerberus in Grey (Available until August 21st at Wizarding Faire)
Cushion: The Looking Glass - Bollywood Floor Cushion in Ornate Teal
Backdrop: TROPIX - Vintage Room in 04 


Saturday, June 26, 2021

Nights on a Neon Beach

What a hectic day today, honestly I've not seen my day job so busy as it was today in such a long time, that my entire body has a feeling of ouchies... I'm sore all over lol... 
I think that I need a day to just switch off - in truth I need a trip home to my parents - and relax, let my hair down and do something fun... I think I'd like to go back to the beach, but this time I'm going to head to a beach that's a little more day-glo than fun in the sun... 

I'm gonna head to a neon beach, dance on the dark shores and eat icy things... Lollies and Summer Snowcones.... Delicious and cold, perfect for a day on my neon beach, and luckily my adorable "Anchor's Away" bikini and skirt set - from 1313 Mockingbird Lane - was the perfect look to play on the neon beach in... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Lamb - Doll in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Earrings: ((LovelyAlien)) - PomPom Earrings in Soft Pink
Outfit: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Anchor's Away (Available until July 8th at Inithium)
Cup: hive - Summer Snowcones (Available until July 11th at Summerfest 21)
Lolly: EVERMORE - Adorable Icies in Beary Rainbow Pop (Gift Available until June 28th for 2021 Pride Festival at The Warehouse Sale)
Pose: FOXCITY.  - Cotton Candy, Pose 7
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Beachy 

Saturday, May 16, 2020

What is it?!

It's been a long while since the mermaid in me was allowed out to her time in the limelight. She's been hiding away in the dark, murky waters until the light is able to flicker on the pool. 
While she was swimming around nearer the bottom of the lake at Lost Unicorn, the little mermaid was scavenging for human things - taking after her idol Ariel - when something really strange caught her eye. A glowing orb with a rainbow sheen, she had to investigate it with her little seahorse friends!
Her little steampunk horses - from Astara at Engine Room - warned her not to touch it, they were worried by the glow coming off the orb - which is actually a CELESTE Garden Orb that has been shrunk down to fit my hand size but at full size it's GORGEOUS for in the Garden! - but what is it?!
The opalescent rainbow colours had her mesmerized... Maybe it's a trick of the sea witch?! 

What is she wearing;
Tiara: Tentacio - Water Spirit 
Hair: Wasabi - Venere Windblown Mesh Hair in Reds 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Face & Body Scales: Izzie's - Mermaid Body Scales and Make-Up Set (Sold Separately) 
Chest Scars: EVERMORE - Siren Carving 
Top: Vanilla Bae - Melody Fishnet 
Orb: CELESTE - Garden Orb in Rainbow Concrete (Shrunk to fit!) (Available until May 26th at The Liaison Collaborative
Pets: Astara - Steampunk Seahorse Gacha Items (Available until May 20th at Engine Room
Pose: Secret Poses - Money Money, Pose 3 

Sunday, July 7, 2019

Tentacle Monsters of the Deep

I LOVE BEING A MERMAID! Aside from the fact that I'm a living dead dolly I either tend to allow my fae or my mermaid form take over and run riot from time to time and recently there has been a LOT of Mermaid me taking control of the way my avatar is dressed! It's not my fault, I can't stop myself shopping and there are so many different shopping events that are filled with Mermaid stuff... 
This time, although the colours are pink and blues, in pale shades, she's actually a little more of a dark sea monster with tentacles and a pulsing heart that shows through her skin! She hides in wait at the Lost Unicorn, for a prince to come looking for his Little Mermaid - forget the Disney ending though this one will be stealing his soul! 
The pulsing heart that shows through he chest controls all of her power, it's beat pulsing the evil through her veins and glowing as she's hungry for more human souls... It's a brand new release from FIKA, for Mermaid Cove, and it's gorgeous - though Maitreya users please bear in mind that this can be tricky to fit to the body type since it's not rigged for Maitreya and the unrigged pieces will need some adjustments to fit it properly! 
While on the subject of Mermaid Cove though, I can't help but point out this adorable Sirena Skirt and Thigh Tentacles look that comes from 1313 MockingBird Lane! The skirt and tentacles are available separately, but were designed so that they can be worn together! This gives them a lot of versatility - which everyone should know by now I LOVE - and because of the colours and patters they are a great fun pair of items! 
She may be under the sea, but she's damn glam with it... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: [Eternus] - Kirin Horns (Available until July 26th at Mermaid Cove
Hair: TRUTH - Ophelia in Selection 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Eye Make-Up: Misschevious - Glitter Tears 
Necklace & Bracelet: Lost Junction - Tentajewels 
Octopus Bracelet: Half-Deer - Mermaid's Majesty Gacha item in Kraken Bracelet RARE 
Chest & Shoulder Piece: -FIKA- - Siren's Song (Available until July 26th at Mermaid Cove
Chest Scars: Evermore - Siren Carving 
Pasties: Sweet Thing - Siren Scales in Pastel 
Skirt: 1313 MockingBird Lane - Sirena Skirt (Available until July 26th at Mermaid Cove
Tentacles: 1313 MockingBird Lane - Sirena Thigh Tentacles (Available until July 26th at Mermaid Cove
Pose: FOXCITY - Detached, Pose 7 

Tuesday, August 7, 2018

Who wants an Ice Cream?

Have to go back to work today, after having a week off due to the RL Parental visit, but I'm actually pretty looking forward to it! I wish it was cooler, but hey ho, what do you expect in the summer?! Soon it will be winter again and I will feel happier!!! 
So as I'm getting ready for work today, I feel like drinking a coffee with you here and making Rudh do something workwise. In RL I work in a cheese store, but Rudh, well she can remain cool and sell something yummy... ICE CREAMS!!! 
The uniform in Rudh's new Ice Cream Parlour workplace is just way too adorable!! I am so excited by this outfit and would you look at that, SHE IS WEARING PINK!! It's a new release outfit from MuggleBorn - Chloes Sports Wear - and I couldn't get enough of these awesome patterns, that's Ice Cream all over it in case you didn't see that!! 
So anyway, the uniform is cute, the location is awesome - it's Astralia Water World at Folly Beach in case you're wondering - and the ice cream is to die for... I suggest you try the evermore Taiyakis!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Beusy - Koneko Hair + Cap 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: MuggleBorn - Chloes Sports Wear (Available until August 24th at Level
Pose: Image Essentials - Beach Babe V2 Set, Pose 10 
Ice Cream: evermore - Taiyaki in Classic Sprinkles 
Background: Astralia - Water World Gacha Items in Ice-cream kiosk 

Sunday, March 25, 2018

Snack Time for the Mermaid at the Zoo

Ever feel like you need a break, be it a change of routine, a chance to escape from the every day life or even just a different view out the window... 
It's at times like this that I tend to slip into the world of crazy fantasy in my head, and the best characters are created... Sometimes it's fae, others demon but in a few cases I tend to release the inner mermaid into the light... 
Today is a mermaid day! Today, the mermaid that is being held captive at the zoo is being fed her favourite delicacy of goldfish... 
She's the number 1 attraction at the local zoo... They vary her style throughout the day, sometimes she has a tail and others the water is drained so she's on her skinny legs. She's fed in a punchbowl full of sparkling water and goldfish, which she's developed a habit for drinking in wineglasses - thanks to the awesome "Snack" pose by Reve Obscura - dressed in the sheerest of dresses from MuggleBorn

What is she wearing;
Hair: [CIRCA] - "Sparta" DeepSea Army Hair (No Longer Available!)
Hair: Truth - Ophelia in Selection 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Big Face Scales: Zombie Suicide - Face Mermaid Scales 
Small Face Scales: SongBird - Atlantian Royal (Available until March 31st for the Twisted Hunt) 
Bubbles & Weeds: nani - Dreamy Pond Gacha Items (Available until March 31st at The Arcade
Dress: MuggleBorn - Becca Dress 
Wounds: Evermore - Siren Carving 
Pose: Reve Obscura - Snack BENTO Pose w/Mesh Goldfish & Wine Glass 
Backdrop: Astralia - Royal SPA Gacha Item in Suite (Skybox) RARE (Available until March 31st at The Arcade. Available to use at Backdrop City

Saturday, January 6, 2018

Psycho Ward Demon

So starting off the new year as I mean to go on... It's time for something a little dead! That's the way Rudh is, she's either rainbows and sunshine or dead! Sorry I cannot help that, and I actually really enjoy it... Sometimes it's weird to admit that the more dead she looks, the happier I am... I know that's weird but that's me! I'm happy being me and I'm not changing for anyone!!
Now I've had a bit of an addiction to Gacha for a while... I'm going to try and beat it, I HAVE TO to stop spending so much money. However, before Christmas I went just a little crazy at the last round of LootBox Gacha and HAD to have the set from ANTINATURAL... A collaboration made in collaboration heaven that got me checked into the Psycho Ward from Hell... 
I fell in love with the set from ANTINATURAL and HAD TO HAVE IT... It's the brain child collaboration of CURELESS - which everyone should know by now I am a little addicted to - and a store I've not heard of before called anxiety, which I will be checking out as soon as I'm done writing my post today. I NEEDED the Rare Lootbox dress, which I luckily won without trying too many times, and also got many of the accessories including this awesome backdrop and wheelchair! 
Yet it was the Glass Jar that seemed to bring it all together, a "L'annulaire" My Monster display jar, which I picked up at a past Cosmopolitan from ROIRO, which seemed to fit so perfectly into the scene that my mind went into over drive... 
Not only was I a Psycho patient, I was also a demonic monster... Wet hair - from ARGRACE - and some awesome demon horns with hanging hair tendrils - from DOUX - and a cylinder to pump Cyanide through my veins, and hopefully I would remain a calmer patient... 
Not sure how that will work, if you look at the awesome Wolf Frame with Moon Phase Art in my room - thanks to Candle & Cauldron - and that uncomfortable looking Peasant Bed - from Violetility - will affect my mood, but for now at least I'm restrained somewhat?!!
Just a little close up to show the details - which may become my new Profile Picture - to finish things off, and you'd better run while you have the chance!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: ARGRACE - CHIZURU in Reds 
Horns & Hair: DOUX - Demon Hairstyle in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Eyes: Izzie's - Demon Mesh Eyes 
Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds 
Bottle: Evermore - Needs Serum in Cyanide 
Dress: ANTINATURAL[+] (Collaboration by anxiety & CURELESS) - Hospital for Souls Gacha Items in LOOTBOX RARE Straitdress
Backdrop & Decor: ANTINATURAL[+] (Collaboration by anxiety & CURELESS) - Hospital for Souls Gacha Items
Jar: ROIRO - "L'annulaire" Gacha Item in SB My Monster 
Art: {Candle & Cauldron} - Wolf Moon Frame 
Bed: Violetility - Peasant Bed 

Friday, August 4, 2017

ZomMers of the Deep

Today is a day for sticking with the theme of yesterday LOL, not sure how long I can play with this theme like this consecutively but I am really enjoying making mystical dead things... First the Deadicorn now a Zombie Mermaid... Would that be a Zommaid? A Zommer? A Merbie? LOL silly, but she came out looking awesome!!! The Zombie Terror of the Seven Seas!!
This little Zommer was created all thanks to a release from Moon Amore at the Indie Teepee Festival - now I will admit that at first I was a little put off by these mertails as they are bright colours and I'd have loved one in a natural bone colour, BUT after trying a demo I NEEDED one in my lift and felt spoilt for choice with the five different pastel colours, opting for a pretty orange shade to match the awesome goldfish in the Disorderly Stay Gold Fishbowl!
Beware in the waters at the Mermaid Sanctuary - though just while I am posting this, the location is actually totally gorgeous - the Carrie of the mermaids, this little Zommer is out there... She's scarred, she's dangerous and she's hungry for the flesh of the Merfolk! 

What is she wearing;
Headdress: DISORDERLY - Stay Gold Summer in Fishbowl RARE
Hair: Magika - Hunter in HUD 2
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn - Phantom Eyes
Make-Up: Izzie's - Insomnia
Mouthie: Evie's Closet - Catch of the Day in Goldfish Mer Munch 
Pasties & Tail: Moon Amore - Skelly Mermaid in Splash  (Available until August 6th at Indie Teepee)
Scales: [Even~Tide] - Mer Scales in Green 
Wounds: Evermore - Siren Carving 
Pose: BellePoses - Carrie 2 

Thursday, March 16, 2017

Nightmares Under The Sea

I love playing dress up, and I love dark and macabre, and I love exploring... So when these three things combine, it makes for a very happy Rudh indeed. 
I was able to get my hands on a new release from one of my crush stores, and within the space of an hour or so I was told about a new Cica Ghost Art Sim... Wouldn't you know, the combination of these two things was PERFECT! 
Today we're going deep sea diving... Better bring your waterproofs!!
Cica Ghost has always made some very beautiful and interesting sims to explore, and although they aren't around for very long, when a new one pops up it's something that is a must-see for me. This time is no different, and the Under the Sea sim is filled with wonderful creatures of all shapes and sizes, and for today only, one extra guest... ME!!
The reason I decided that I needed to be here, was partly due to the amazing release from Nightmare for this year's Depraved Nation Luck of the Irish Gacha Fair. The items come separately but can be collected to form a "Cracken Attack" set - shown here in black and only missing the tentacles from the back and the head - in a range of different colours. Of course, once I had the tentacles in place my mind ran away with me. I found an old necklace from erare that drew my mind towards Ursula - Little Mermaid's Sea Witch - and so more Tentacle Marks - like the ones available from NOX - were needed. Then of course, as she was under the water, she needed some kind of Mermaidishness - yes I know it's not a real word LOL - which was where the Siren Carving Scars - from Evermore - come into play!
It's a dressing up costume that pleases me... It's caused me to start singing the Little Mermaid Classic "Under the Sea" but meh it's a song I can live with... In fact perhaps, so will you LOL...
What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessory: !Ohmai - Omakase in DrkReds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Make-Up: Ghost'Ink - Be Bloody
Collar: [ abrasive ] - Cthulhu Tentacle Set in Black
Necklace: erare - Secrets Necklace (No Longer Available!)
Tentacles: Nightmare - Cracken Attack Gacha Items in Black (Available until March 31st at Depraved Nation's Luck of the Irish Gacha Fair)
Tentacle Marks: NOX. - Octo Hickies
Body Scars: Evermore - Siren Carving
Pose: Signature Pose - Feels like Flying, Pose Set 19

Thursday, March 9, 2017

Cyanide Serum Make-Over

Toxicity... Poisonous... Dangerous and Deadly... Right now I'm at the point of if you mess with me you will be shown my darker side. They say there are 5 stages of various feelings after a loss, but that's possibly because they haven't yet met Rudh! I seem to be going through 5 stages PER DAY! 
Still today is going to be a me day, I am going to get out and get some fresh air and try not to think about the craziness going on in life... 
Rudh on the other hand is prepping herself for war it seems... Filling herself with Cyanide!! 
You can get the serum that you need for various different things from Evermore at this month's SaNaRae... They come in a set so that you will always be prepared for any situation that you need a boost! 
Just as a warning - or at least in my case thanks to some awesome new releases at the coming Skin Fair - the serum has affected my look for the day! 
My Eye Make-Up and Lipstick tinged with the same Aqua Green as the liquid in the bottle - thanks to two new skin fair releases from SongBird called "Gretchen" and "Tripp Lips" respectively - but the most interesting change was the appearance of a row of tiny little hearts - Lovefool available at Skin Fair from SongBird by the way -  that dotted her cheeks once she started taking the serum! It's changed her so much even her hair and eyes have been altered! 
Just so you know though, I know I've mentioned Skin Fair... I am afraid to tell you that right now you're going to have to wait just a little longer... The Skin Fair opens tomorrow at 12PM SLT! Not long now I know, but there are some AMAZING things to come, so maybe it's time for a make-over... Maybe one powered by Serum like Rudh's?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Bad Habit in 02 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Eye Shadow: SongBird - Gretchen (Available until March 26th at Skin Fair 2017
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn - Phantom Eyes V2 
Blush: SongBird - Lovefool (Available until March 26th at Skin Fair 2017
Lipstick: SongBird - Tripp Lips (Available until March 26th at Skin Fair 2017
Collar: The Horror! - Princessa Collar in Black/Silver 
Bottle: Evermore - Needs Serum in Cynide (Available until March 18th at SaNaRae