Saturday, April 22, 2017

Through the Rose Garden

After her harrowing experiences at the hands of a dark and mysterious captor, Rudh was eventually freed, but sometimes as is the case with many a dark twisted romance, the victim and captor have fallen in love... Such was the case with Harley Quinn and the Joker, but without the toxic waste or the insanity - and yes I have just recently seen the movie Suicide Squad which is why I bring that up now! 
Finally freed, the man that lurks in shadows left her a gift of a new dress, something that she slips on and that fits her like a glove, along with the most delicate looking white rose as a symbol of new beginnings but also one of remembrance. Though her biggest surprise, her sudden freedom aside, was that when she went to walk away, she turned a corner and it was beautiful... 
The Outer Garden of the Rose Imperialistic is filled with soft sweet rose blooms, and although maybe not for her alone, this gesture from her mysterious captor makes poor little Rudh's heart sing a little. 
Her dress is a somewhat new release from Addams, something that she's had her eye on for a while, a form fitting Donatella dress in a soft shade of gray, and it's as if he knew that was what she wanted... 
Maybe now he will reveal his true form and let her know him, but as our heroic victim walks through the roses all she can do is close her eyes, to dream and let the horrors of yesterday disappear... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Zora in Reds (Past Group Gift)  
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress: Addams - Donatella Dress in N*41 
Rose: ASO! - Rose Gacha Item in Bud Ice (Available until April 29th at Pose Fair 2017
Pose: Image Essentials - Sultry V2 Pose 2 

Friday, April 21, 2017

Hello, Is someone there?! Please help me!

Some days you feel like you're being watched, and that is a feeling that doesn't feel all that good. Someone's looking over your shoulder, watching your every move and waiting for you to slip up - falling on your face. Maybe it's a sign of the usually well-hidden lack of self-esteem that I have, a sign that the cracks are there no matter what kind of veneer I put over the top of them, and that I worry so much about pleasing others that I'm afraid to fail anyone - no matter how much they hurt me in return. OR maybe it's all a sign of me over thinking too much, I do that too, and it leaves me feeling lost and alone without reason. The mind can be a pretty treacherous thing sometimes... Fear is the most difficult of all emotions to deal with, as it resonates into all walks of life. 
Yet sometimes, things like fear can summon up other emotions... Things like fear can draw things out of us that we didn't believe possible - strength, passion and even in some very rare cases desire... 
Today I have a sense of desire to protect myself, born of a perhaps unreal fear, but a feeling that's lurking in my brain... Images spring to life, but the image that I've created today of Rudh, really screams and shares that feeling of being watched whilst feeling alone all at once...
Would you believe that all these emotions came bubbling to the surface to become art because of one of the smallest pieces in this picture? I must have been harbouring these feelings in my mind, but there is ONE tiny object that brought this to life...
That object is the very pretty, very dainty looking, "Softly Bound" ribbon cuff from Ama - which is available until the 23rd at Tie Me Up by the way. This item could have taken me in all kinds of directions, from something pretty to something overly kinky, but instead it lead me somewhere dark and twisted. I guess it doesn't help that HellBone gave me this awesome Witch's Recluse Chair - from Jian - that looked SO perfect in his DRD Makeshift Refuge! 
Now I will admit that although Rudh is being watched in this picture, and things do look a little sinister, I would have had a hard time taking this picture with the shadow of anyone else. There are very few people in SL that have seen my truly vulnerable side, and the man watching me is one of those. Having people like him around make the bad feelings fade into good ones, and I guess - much like taking this photo and writing a blog post - talking here really helps too... Right now that feeling I had when I started has gone, I just hope that it stays well buried and deep within the shadows from now on! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: ARGRACE - KOHAKU in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Bruises: antielle - Appetizer Bites & Hickies (No Longer Available)
Ribbon Cuff: Ama - Softly Bound in Infinity (Available until April 23rd at Tie Me Up)
Chair: JIAN - Witch's Recluse Gacha Item in Chair 
Set: DRD - Makeshift Refuge 

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

"Got any Aces & 8's HellBone?"

Today is HellBone and My RL three year wedding anniversary! I've been married to this very attractive set of pixels RL driver for three long years and boy the things that we've faced together in both worlds! Not gonna go into all those things now, it's just one thing after another but instead of having the time to do something cute and romantic for our anniversary picture, Hell has been fairly busy... Watching a set of "backstabbers" that seem to not know the meaning behind the idea of Back Stabbing! 
So I joined him during his surveillance, and well I got bored of watching liars, so maybe I distracted him playing a little game?!
Nothing kinky, he's not into that kinda fun in SL lol... Dirty bastards for thinking that way - though I don't blame you because that's where my mind would have gone too! We had a quiet game of cards in the car, as he sat watching the birth of yet another "100L MC" by yet another Wannabe MC President with know idea about what they are doing. 
The pose is actually one from Come Soon called "Full House", that's available at the current Pose Fair. So many different poses all in one location, it's hard to choose which to use, but this one by Come Soon is definitely one of my favourites at the event. 
It's a great spot for a little surveillance! I wonder if HellBone has a hand full of Aces & 8s?! I wonder if he's about to stab me in the back LOL... Oh wait no he's not gonna hit me, he's just gonna bring the smackdown - he's got deadman's hands!! LOL! 

What is she wearing;
(I don't have HellBone's outfit listed here, but if you want to know anything about his look please feel free to ask me!) 
Hair: Magika - Lush in 02 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Top: villena - Vest & Crop Top in Sage 
Pants: Blueberry - Grace in Denim Faded D 
Pose: Come Soon - Full House (Available until April 29th at Pose Fair 2017

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Exploring the Shadows

I looked back through my ramblings this morning to see what I've done, what I've learnt and how far I've come in my SL during the past few months and boy do I seem to have a million different personalities. My mind seems to be all over the place, but there are so many weird and wonderful characters that I simply couldn't pick a favourite! 
Though one thing was missing with all of these characters, and SOMEHOW - though please don't ask me how - I managed to get it back!! MY SHADOWS ARE WORKING AGAIN YAY!!!!!
I decided to go for a walk at the amazing Woodbury Falls with my shadow, through the dark and scary dead place... Not the best place to walk in the fading light of day, but I wasn't alone I had my shadow with me, and trust me you will be seeing my shadow a LOT more over the next few months! 
While I have that as my most exciting piece of news, I cannot forget to share with you a new release that I was wearing in this picture too...
These jeans are that exciting thing! A brand new release from Nightmare for the Depraved Nation Thrift Shop 15, these are the Eire Jeans in Lace! Don't like them in Lace, no problem they are available in 4 different designs but they are all AWESOME. Look good on any bottom and very cute too! Don't believe me, check out the ad, and then run along like good girlies to grab some... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Honest in Fatpack (Group Gift)  
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Hoodie: Aux - Hoodie in Goat Dark (No Longer Available!)
Pants: Nightmare - Eire Jeans in Lace (Available until April 30th at Depraved Nation Thrift Shop 15
Pose: Image Essentials - Sultry 1 

Monday, April 17, 2017

The Gators MC - Not your Average MC!

I was asked to do something fairly recently by members of the Gators MC that always makes me feel a little stressed... I love them all but working on a family picture always brings me out in hives! It needs to be something that people like, something that people want to share and something where everyone looks great, but there are things like make sure all the people that need to be there are where they need to be at the right time! It makes me stress even just thinking about taking it, so it's not something that I do every day! 
But it was time, and although I had to edit people in at a later date, the outcome worked and it looks pretty good!
I used a pose that has space for 10 different avatars called "Friends and Family" from Image Essentials - and yes before anyone says anything there are in fact 12 people shown in the photo above. I mentioned before that I had to photo-shop people who weren't present into the picture at a later date, and these were on separate pose balls which I have listed the details of below too. I also needed to make sure that HellBone - the MC President - was sat in the middle, and because the pose in the chair was very female I had to use another pose for that too... 
Now I know that this was a little cheeky, and I really hope that I don't get into any trouble with the Image Essentials team for adding in poses, I LOVED the pose and that was why I needed to make sure that this was the one that the Gators used, but I needed more than 10 people and a manly pose in the middle. 
So that you can see the way the pose is created by Kay - of Image Essentials - I am including the original ad and will say that this is one of the great poses that Kay has made which is perfect for a lot of people. If you need large group poses, I always recommend Image Essentials, and no that's not me sucking up LOL!!! 

What is in the Photo;
Main Pose: Image Essentials - Friends and Family Pose 
Male Middle Seated Pose: Come Soon - The Alpha Pose 4 
Male Left Kneel Pose: S1- Bonus MP (No Longer Available!) 
Female Back Third From Left Pose: Image Essentials - Ragnar Pose 4 

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Wonderland Easter

Good Morning, it's Easter Sunday. The one day of the year that it's officially OK - in fact a faux pas if you do not - eat chocolate for Breakfast... It's the mandatory breakfast of the day today, and many kids will be waking up to hunt for little chocolate eggs that a magical bunny has pooped! 
I don't mean to offend anyone if people reading this are enjoying Easter for it's religious reasons, you should enjoy your day as you want to, for me though I am not religious so today is all about Chocolate!! Bunnies too! I guess... 
Though when I started to work on something a little bunnyesque, it wasn't the cute fluffy kind - or even the hot sexy playboy kind - that became the bunny of Rudh's Easter! 
The Rudh bunny is something straight out of a weird and dark wonderland it seems. and I'm not sure she'd give you eggs - it looks like you're more likely to get tortured perhaps? 
Taken whilst she was hiding things at one of my favourite wonderland style locations - Mystical Fae Forest - this little rabbit bears all the marks of Wonderland, from that crazed look in her eye, to the hearts that decorate her skin even after she fought for her freedom and was brutally scarred - thanks to this amazing "Trauma Face" wound from Absence
Now remember kids, if you go out hunting for eggs today, watch out for this Bunny... She's not as friendly as she may at first appear!

What is she wearing;
Ears & Hat: Half-Deer - Velven Bunny Ears 
Hair: Exile - Gina in Reds (Gift) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Left Eye: Suicidal Unborn - Phantom Eyes V2 
Right Eye: [theSkinnery] - Demon Eye Set 3 
Cheek Wound: Absence - Trauma Face 
Whiskers: aveluxe - Mesh Whiskers 
Lipstick: [GA.EG] - O-LP07 Lipheart 
Collar:  random.Matter - Wretched Collar 
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt in Black 
Pose: Signature Pose - Breathe Slow, Pose Set 25 

Saturday, April 15, 2017

Walk like an Egyptian

Last night, and yes I mean Friday Night, we had a little party over at the Gators MC Sim. It was to celebrate the birthday of our Sgt@Arms - Mr Gary Burton - who thought we had forgotten, lol silly butt! One of those covert, try to keep things hidden from a guy who watches the sim like a hawk, type deals that started with me speaking to his lovely lady - Celeste - and then cursing her a bit while I tried to decorate! 
Finding the costume though, that was the best part! It's not something that I have ever really done before but you know me, I love a good excuse to find a costume!! This was no exception to that excitement... After all it's not every day you get to go back in time and be an Egyptian! 
I have to say I am pretty excited by what I came up with, and YES I did do a little happy dance when I was looking for a costume, I'll explain that in a minute. First though, when trying to find a photo location, I looked long and hard but found the most interesting place. Ancient Egypt in Terra Egypta looks very similar to the archaeological sites that you see in RL, only take it back a few thousand years and this is - I'd imagine - how it would feel... 
Now on to my Egyptian Goddess outfit and the reason for my little Happy Dance!
While I was out shopping in the week, I found this awesome headdress and hair combination from deviousMind at the latest round of We <3 RP, and at the time thought 'damn that's awesome but I'd never wear it'. Once Celeste said "Egyptian" as a party theme, I KNEW where I would be going LOL... 
I needed a dress to go with it, and although there are lots and lots of options available on the marketplace, nothing was screaming BUY ME! Then I had a change of thought and started looking for bandage style dresses - I mean come on Mummies are wrapped in Bandages, why couldn't I be LOL - and found the perfect dress from [status Inc]. Then it was just a matter of accessorising, a pretty necklace from Paper.Moon, a slick of lipstick from PSYCHO.Byts and a pet that was perfect for the Egyptians... 
Now all I needed to do, was practice my walk!!! 
What is she wearing;
Headdress & Hair: !dM deviousMind - Cleo Egyptian Crown in Goddess (Available until April 30th at We <3 RP)
Lipstick: PSYCHO.Byts - Sadayakko Lipstick
Necklace: Paper.Moon -  Necklace of Da'at
Bracelets: SIGMA - Layered Bangles (No Longer Available!)
Dress: [status Inc] - Casual Bandage Dress in Gray
Pose: Image Essentials - Sultry 6, Sultry V2 Set (Available until April 21st at Black Fashion Fair)
Pet: Birdy - Hocus Pocus Gacha Item in Mr. Bigglesworth Patch

Friday, April 14, 2017

Fairy God Mother Service

For Cinders to be free, she will need a little more assistance than a knife to get into a glass slipper...Never fear though Cinders, help is at hand. All you need to do is dial 1-800-IWAFGM - that's 1-800-IWantAFairyGodMother to be exact - and a magical Fairy God Mother turns up at your door. No pumpkin hand to hand? Not a problem! No mice around? No worries, this team of Fairy God Mothers come fully equipped for any situation. No phone handy, simply make a wish on a star, in a well or via any other well known wishing location and within half an hour your dreams can come true... 
Perfectly dressed in Caboodle Fashions, and adorned with a wreath of Wild Sakura, this model is of our good witch variety and proves very popular at granting wishes. The bad witch variety is currently unavailable but these can be distinguished by a darkness in outfit colour and dead leaves in their hair Remember good fairies sparkle, bad guys that sparkle are either in disguise or are fake vampires LOL... 
DISCLAIMER: Monetary wishes not possible! Also true love can be a hit-or-miss gray area!  

What is she wearing;
Butterflies: *LODE* - Head Accessory in Wild Sakura Butterflies White.
Flowers: *LODE* - Head Accessory in Wild Sakura Wreath Apple
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Fae Hair in Reds (Available until May 6th at Collabor88
Cape: Caboodle - Witch Cape RARE 
Dress: Caboodle - Witch Dress in Blue 
Wand: Candy Crunchers - Wiz Wand 
Pose: Image Essentials - Sultry V2 Pose 6 (Available until April 21st at Black Fashion Fair

Thursday, April 13, 2017

Cinders wants to be Free

Housework is boring... Being a housewife is boring... It leads to my imagination going crazy with thoughts of fairytale princesses that are stuck at home doing chores... 
As well as doing house work today, I've been slowly going through my hoard, doing a much needed inventory spring clean, and I'm finding things that I had totally forgotten - things in some cases that I was sent to blog! I'm a very bad girl, but I promise I will make up for it!! 
To go with the Fairytale Princess dreaming, and the housework thing... I am going to do something a little cinders... 
I was able to get my hands on this awesome glass slipper and knife decorative item from Paper Moon during the last round of Enchantment - and I hang my head in shame to say that I totally forgot I had it! I am very sorry to Paper Moon's creator and I promise I will make it up to you somehow, not sure how but I will make it up to you! These Paper Moon items are available at the mainstore. 
This little Cinderella tried to cut her toe off to fit into the glass slipper, it didn't help it to fit, but she must really hate doing chores even more than I do if she'd got to this extreme. 

What is she wearing;
Hair: BESOM - Poker Face in Fatpack #2 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Necklace: [Forge] - Slave Cuff Necklace in Black 
Chest Wound: Ama - Whipped Chest & Back in OUCH 
Dress: Adi's Stuff - Mesh Slave Rags 
Pose: Signature Pose - Debatable, Pose Set 25 
Dustpan: Paper Moon - Cinderella Story Set Item in Ash Pan Dirty 
Slipper: Paper Moon - Cinderella Story Set Item in To fit in the Slipper 
Blood: AsteroidBox - Part of Removed Heart Set 

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Orgasm Donation Station Dolls

When I am working on something bloggerish I tend to make up such a weird concoction of pictures that I never know what I will be blogging on a daily basis, sometimes I'm super sweet, others I'm dead, and a vast majority of the time I tend to be doing something a little more Adult than PG. I like being a little more mature sometimes than PG, it makes me smile to know that I can do that in SL and not worry too much about the RL consequences! 
Today is one of those days, Rudh is taking a job as a doll at the Orgasm Donation Station... 
At the moment as you can see, she's all dressed up to play the part in her somewhat naughty ripped "Crystalize" Dress from Pulse, and some seriously sexy over-the-knee high boots from CandyDoll, but she's not totally ready to be active. 
See at this Orgasm Donation Station, the dolls are left powered down so that there is a limit to the amount of lag that they cause hehe... To start the Rudh Doll, all you need to do is press the Ama Powered On Collar, and start the programme. Then sit back, relax and enjoy the benefits of the Orgasm Donation Station, and the lovely but naughty Rudh Doll! 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessory: Wasabi Pills - Venus in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Choker: Zombie Suicide - Neck Stitches (Gift available until April 29th at BodyFy
Button: Ama - Powered On Collar Implant (Available until April 29th at BodyFy
Dress: Pulse - Crystalize Dress in Black Fishnet (Available until April 19th at Black Fair 2017
Boots: CandyDoll -  Nicole Boots in Black 
Pose & Prop: Image Essentials - Seated Elegance 
Light: Krescendo - Kinky Neon Gacha Item in Common 13 

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Chickens lay Easter Eggs

One of the things I love to do most around the house in RL is take care of my pets. I have a a house full, though I would love more, and currently my dog, cat and chickens are taking up my time and keeping me busy - as well as allowing me to put off my other chores, which is a bonus LOL. 
My chickens are brilliant, we have two - named in Dutch by my hubby before I came along - but every time I go outside they are there to say hello and check what I am up to. It worries me a bit, now they are getting older and we're not getting eggs anymore, I still check, and one day you never know I might be surprised!!! 
My Chickens in SL though have started doing some funny things... Eggs in bright Easter Colours?!
I collected a whole basket full this morning, and when I went to crack them open for breakfast I had a bit of a shock... There were no yolks inside, just AWESOME CLOTHES!!! Magical eggs full of clothes!! How awesome is that?! 
The magical eggs full of clothes are available in the Petite Mort Easter Egg Hunt at the Mainstore until April 30th. I've attached a copy of the poster, so you can see what is available, and you will see from looking at Rudh that they are great pieces to mix-n-match! She's wearing the Chambray Shirt, the Bra Top and the Buttonfly Shorts, as well as carrying the Easter Basket of Eggs!
If you want something to do and would love some gorgeous free clothes, then THIS is the hunt that you won't want to miss!!! It's great to get you in the Easter Mood, and it will make you look pretty for the holiday too!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Lush in 02 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Shirt: Petite Mort - Chambray Shirt in Ombre (Gift for the Easter Egg Hunt In-Store until April 30th) 
Top: Petite Mort - Bra Top in Floral (Gift for the Easter Egg Hunt In-Store until April 30th) 
Shorts: Petite Mort - Buttonfly Shorts in Olive (Gift for the Easter Egg Hunt In-Store until April 30th) 
Basket: Petite Mort - Easter Basket (Gift for the Easter Egg Hunt In-Store until April 30th) 
Pose: Signature Pose - Stand Off 
Chickens: 8f8 - New Beginnings Gacha

Sunday, April 9, 2017

Pandas in April - Second Life Calendar 2017

Today's picture is one that I took a while ago now and have been waiting for the right moment to post, not sure when the right moment is ever going to appear though so hey ya know what I'm doing it NOW! I've decided that for no reason other than I want to - LOL - that this picture will be my April addition for the Second Life Calendar Challenge of 2017. YAY'n'Stuff!!! 
What to say about April... Hmmm... My mum in RL was almost called April due to the fact that she was born on April 3rd, luckily my Grandmother won the argument and she was called Alison instead LOL... Apparently though, April was the 250th most common name for a baby girl in the UK in 2013?!
So let's have a few facts about April, shall we? 
April is a month that has been written about frequently by some very well known Authors - George Orwell writes “It was a bright cold day in April, and the clocks  were striking thirteen,” to open his novel 1984, for example with even Shakespear getting in on the April quotes by saying “Men are April when they woo, December when  they wed,” in As You Like - aside from all of these things though no film with 'April' in the title has ever won an oscar?! With it's Daisy Birth flower and sparkling Diamonds as it's birthdstone, April is something that needs to be noticed, it's a month of awareness and I guess that leads me on to my random picture, which too needs to be noticed LOL... 
Now let's talk about this month's calendar picture, I've decided to share a larger version of the picture that I used so you can see things a bit more clearly!
Taken in the Bamboo forest at Whole Wheat, for some reason, a while ago now I decided I wanted to play at being a Panda. Maybe it's because I was sorting inventory and found the ears, I don't really know but that's my thought so I'm sticking with that! 
Carrying a baby Panda in my arms - from Mutresse - I made myself look a bit Panda-ish thanks to these adorable Atomic Ears and this make-up layer from Mad'. The rest of my outfit is a little punk, but for some reason it seemed like Panda's and punk went together?!! 
April was mad, let's wait to see what May brings in... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi Pills - Venus Mesh Hair in Reds
Ears: Atomic - Panda Ears (No Longer Available!)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Make-Up: Mad' - Panda Face 
Choker: [ abrasive ] - Loose Belt Choker in Black 
Top: BUENO - Open Cardigan in Stripes Black Gray
Pants: neve - Bitten Plaid Pants 
Pet: Mutresse - Panda in Arms Bear Cubs RARE 
Pose: Image Essentials - Cute and Coy 4 

Saturday, April 8, 2017

Drowning in the Rain

Some days, if you are anything like me, you may wake up with a feeling of impending doom... Normally I try to ignore it, but today started out with someone walking away and was followed by a few hours surrounded by idiots. That sounds mean, but the people who know will agree, this week has definitely been idiot week... Yet why does it leave me feeling like I'm alone, feeling lost and maybe more than a touch melancholy? I cannot explain it, but today I feel totally unhappy with no real reason as to why! 
Maybe though it is a reason why today's picture is a little less happy and a lot more lost and melancholy feeling!
Rudh went to wave goodbye to some of her feelings at the beach today, and ended up being caught in bad weather, at the Gale Storm Retreat. The sun was shining, dropping to the horizon, and at the same time the sky opened and it started to pour, and even though she looked there was no rainbow in sight. 
Her hair was soaked - thanks to a cute wet-look style from Argrace - but her body remained dry thanks to her new Dead Dollz RainyDay Dress - available until April 30th at The Liason Collaborative. Shame that the same cannot be said for her mascara - thanks to Arise's Mascara Tears!
It seems desolate and bleak, but I'm hoping someone out there will bring me a towel and perhaps if I'm a really good girl some hot chocolate? I could use a good cuddle today, and that may be the best that I get! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: ARGRACE - CHIZURU in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Mascara Tears: ARISE - Running Mascara 6 
Dress: Dead Dollz - RainyDay Dress in Poppy (Available until April 30th at The Liason Collaborative
Panties: Maitreya - Lara Mesh Panties (Available with the Maitreya Lara Body) 
Pose: Image Essentials - Sultry V2 Pose 9 (Available until April 21st at Black Fashion Fair

Friday, April 7, 2017

In the Pit...

So last night I took HellBone out in RL. Sometimes we do that ya know, try to get out of the house and do real life type things. Last night was one of those times, we went to a concert in Amsterdam, and it was actually pretty good. I LOVE live music - more so in RL than hearing a live singer in SL, although that's good too - I can never get enough of that live music atmosphere, feeling the ground shake with the music's vibrations, the bright stage lights and the people having a great time... It's like a medicinal feeling, and I LOVE IT!! 
Last night's concert was a band called "Ghost" - a choice of Hell's which I will recommend as they have been great each time we've seen them! They've inspired my choice of post today... Something a little demonic is needed... 
A lot of their stage show is set around a fairly satanic theme, but it's loud, heavy and great to sing along to! So today, Rudh has undergone a transformation after being turned last night lol...
At a place called Daemonic Servitude, she stalks the halls, holding her own leash between her teeth - a leash from Gabriel at Kink(y) this month by the way - and a very obscenely high cute dress - a new favourite from Blueberry that seems to be everywhere at the moment since it's release last week.
The main change that came over Rudh, as let's face it this isn't an abnormal outfit for her, is the horns that ripped through her forehead, leaving long trails of blood over her cheeks as she went from human to demon. I fell in love with these horns as soon as I saw them advertised on Flickr, and I couldn't get to We <3 RP fast enough to grab them from the {aii} booth.
Having said all that I feel that I should leave you now as she searches through the hellish tunnels looking for a master, and I plan on trying to corrupt you as I go, so let me hand you over to Ghost as they take you from "The Pinnacle to the Pit"...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Lagertha in Reds
Horns & Wounds: {aii} - Kintsukuroi Horns (Available until April 30th at We <3 RP)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Mouth Blood: Ghost'Ink - Be Bloody
Collar: Gabriel - Take Me Leash (Available until April 19th at Kink(y))
Dress: Blueberry - Breeanya in Black
Shoes: #EMPIRE - Columbine
Pose: Signature Pose - I'll Try, Pose Set 26

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

How do you want your Ice Cream?

It's Wednesday! A day that some people affectionately - or maybe not so affectionately I'm never sure - call " Hump Day"! It's a slippery slope down hill from today to a weekend of fun fun fun! 
Weekends are such lovely times, and they always make me think of happy things. It gives me good endorphins, a lot like other happy things... One of my favourite happy things is actually Ice cream though... I LOVEEEEEEE Ice Cream, especially the kind that you can make into sundaes! 
Rudh likes making Sundaes too... Only she's both a bit naughty and a bit clumsy lol - although I'm not sure she didn't do it on purpose today LOL... It was just too easy for her to " accidentally"  get whipped cream on either nipple and garnish them with cherries LOL. 
The entire reason for her deciding to make ice cream sundaes was the adorable katat0nik Cream Pasties, released for the anniversary round of The Project Se7en this month. It was the perfect excuse for her to pull out - from the mini fridge in her massive warehouse of an inventory - some of the hive's whipped cream, toppings and syrup that she usually reserves for the Banana Split Bar, to add to her FroYo - from Fancy Decor!
So before I scoff all of this ice cream... Anyone else want some? 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Heartbeat in 02 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Choker: BOOM - Precious Bow Choker in Marshmallow 
Necklace: [tea.s] - Candy Peen Necklace 
Pasties: katat0nik - Cream Pasties (Available until April 20th at The Project Se7en
Pose: Signature Pose - Sorry, I don't, Pose Set 13 
Syrup, Toppings & Whipped Cream: The Hive - Banana Split Bar Gacha Items 
Ice Cream: Fancy Decor - Cereal Swirl in FroYo 
Table: brocante - Grand Brocante Baking Competition Gacha Items in Storage Counter Blue 

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Lunch Break

Busiest of Busy housewife style days today... Since I lost my job I've been a lot more of the house wife than ever before really, and although some days I find it kinda grates on my nerves, today I'm actually enjoying myself. I've been pottering around doing little chores and taking copious amounts of tea breaks in the garden which is nice and sunny. My pets are enjoy it too... My chickens are pleased to have someone to talk to, while my dog thinks that I've become her own personal ball throwing machine! 
I've done enough laundry today, so much so it feels like I'm opening my own launderette! It's all hanging to dry in my little yard, making it feel like I could get lost in the rows of laundry! So now I think it's time for a little break and perhaps, if I'm good, a little lunch?! 
Not that Rudh minds, I mean her life is just one big shopping, partying and modelling trip, if you can ignore the hard work that she puts in to the MC of course. So maybe she deserves a little lunch too... Something yummy like a Mini Heart Pizza from dust bunny, with a cold glass of fresh Lemonade from the 8f8 Green Grocers. She too has been doing some laundry, only difference between her and I is that she looks glam while she does it. 
Maybe it's due to the dress she's wearing - isn't it pretty - and the back is just as cute as the front! This is a new release from Petite Mort called Donya. You can get your hands on a FULL FATPACK of these dresses - including multiple colours - as a part of the Totally Top Shelf Treasure Adventure - for more details please click here to be taken to a Flickr Post with more information
Now all the blogging hard work is done though, maybe I too will go find something yummy... Maybe less Glam but still yummy! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Fever in 02 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Necklace: LaGyo - Beatriz Long Necklace 
Dress: Petite Mort - Donya Dress in Turquoise (Available until April 22nd for Totally Top Shelf; A Treasure Adventure) 
Pose: Signature Poses - Keep Yours, Pose Set 25 
Pizza: dust bunny - Mini Heart Pizza 
Juice: 8f8 - Green Grocers in Lemonade 
Pump: *LODE* Decor - Water Pump in White (Past Group Gift) 
High Tub: hive - Wash Tub in Rusted 
Low Tub: Apt B - Farm Living Wooden Washtub 
Washing: 8f8 - Primavera in Toscana Laundry Rack 
Pet: JIAN - Lively Labs in Laundry Pup 

Monday, April 3, 2017

Solde's Art

Some of you know, although others may not, that one of my closest friends and Sisters is a lovely lady called Solde. 
She's featured in a lot of my pictures, either with her partner Kris or with myself, and has had in the past a massively accomplished career as a model, designer and manager. Now days - although still designing - she, like me, puts a vast majority of time into the Gators MC family as our Vice President. Controlling HellBone and the rest of the family is no easy task, but as per usual Solde does a very good job at keeping things balanced and happy! 
Now, while she's doing all of this - and much more I should add too - she also finds the time to take some very beautiful scenic photos. Many of which she shares on her Flickr site, which you can see if you click the link here
Yet today I am very excited to announce that she's also been asked to show in a gallery, which opens today, and I couldn't wait to get down there to take a little look see... 
I love the landscapes and the scenic shots that she takes, as a photographer myself I have no shame in admitting that this type of photography is HARD... 
Solde makes it look easy. I particularly love the one with the cars in the middle, but you should go make your own judgements. 
The event is open for a while, but you should head down to the Kultivate Spring 17 Art Show, to take a look for yourself! 

Dead Inside; Leaking Ectoplasm

I often spend a lot of my time flicking through the amazing creations of the people that I follow on Flickr. So many wonderful, creative minds are active there, that it is a bit like a private gallery showing sometimes. I find myself wishing that I had skills like that, or laughing and thinking "dammit why didn't I think of that?" and sometimes I even feel all the emotion that is poured into the pictures from the creator. Yet I look at my photos, and although I love them, I always find myself thinking "why is one more popular than the other?" When I go a little kookie with things it seems like it's less well liked than when I am a bit more normal... Not that it bothers me, I mean I do this for my own personal fun but I wonder what people think when they look at other people's creations, it just intrigues me!! 
Yesterday's post was a little weird, I will fully admit that, and so today I'm going back to something a little more normal for me, today I am going for that feisty dead doll look, and perhaps - although it's not normal for me to post one of these - I will say it's my Look-Of-The-Day, YAY! 
Take in an amazing set at WHOLE WHEAT, using a pretty scary looking axe - from the Ragnar Pose by Image Essentials - that I picked up in this post-apocalyptic city scene, Rudh is a little Dead Inside and is actually leaking ectoplasmic brain goo!! 
She's a dead doll, it wouldn't be normal if it wasn't ectoplasm right?! The drippy face look is actually a new make-up release from Nightmare, that includes 4 colours - green is shown obviously - and a white for tinting, at the new round of Suicide Dollz. 
This outfit definitely feels more Rudhish than yesterdays LOL... Hence a look of the day for lil me!! 

What is she wearing;
Goggles: Corvus - Unisex Mesh Goggles 
Hair: Truth - Ivana in Reds 
Left Eye: SongBird - Trypophobia Eyes in Green 
Nose Wound: [dispute] - Beaten Up 
Face Paint:  Nightmare - Infected Drizzle (Available until April 16th at Suicide Dollz
Upper Collar: AsteroidBox - Leather Spike Collar in Black 
Lower Collar: random.Matter - Wretched Collar 
Dress: Razor - Riot Dress in 
Jacket: `M.BIRDIE - Leah look-Jacket on Shoulder in 5 
Leg Wound: Nanika - Cuts on Leg Tattoo (Available until April 20th at The Project Se7en
Pose: Image Essentials - Ragnar 4 (Available until April 21st at Square1

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Burger Girl and the PsyFood

For some reason when I got up this morning and decided to take a photo of Rudh, I was forgetting the craziness that runs through my brain before I've had any wake up juice - coffee for people that have no idea what I'm referring to - so it doesn't really surprise me that after a night of weird dreams and a feeling of hunger as I wake, that my mind drifts to food?! 
Not entirely sure how thoughts of food, lead me in this direction, but there is a very plausible reason... I think?! 
One of my favourite clothing stores - WONDERLOST - is celebrating their 2 year anniversary this week with a mahoosive sale. Everything in store is 50% off - with the exceptions of Gachas and Gift Cards I should say - until April 8th just pay the price and receive half back, simple right? The store is packed full of lovely things that make awesome fun basics in any wardrobe - they can be dressed up or down and each piece is a little bit of sass in it's own way! 
How does that fit with the "BugerGirl Super Hero" I hear you asking... WELL... This awesome Bodysuit - "Nora Bodysuit" - is actually a WONDERLOST creation! Told you they make fun stuff right?!
Accessoried with things in that icky Burger Sauce coloured goodies, as well as more than a couple of burgerish pretties, she's pulled her hair up and added a visor for good measure - just like they have sometimes in fast food restaurants. She flies into diners - like the one at PSY CITY SEA SIDE - with her PsyFood companion by her side to steal people's french fries! 

What is she wearing;
Hair Bow & Bow Tie: Atomic - Burger Time 
Hair & Hat: #Foxy - Fries Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Cape: Caboodle - Witch Cape RARE 
Bracelet: CandyDoll - Hamburger Bangle in RARE 
Bodysuit: WONDERLOST - Nora Bodysuit in Burger 
Boots: #EMPIRE - Scilla 
Pose: Signature Pose - I'm On Air, Pose Set 25 
Pets: Moon Amore - PsyFood Gacha Items 

Saturday, April 1, 2017

No April Fools; Only April Pretties!

Tis April 1st, and although I'm no April Fool I do feel like doing something a little silly and foolish.
Maybe it's not as foolish as I'd like but it's a subtle yet stylish nod to the silly and that for me is enough right now. I had a really strong urge to do something pretty, and I hope that I managed to combine those two ideas... 
Thinking outside the box is hard at times I admit, but I actually will admit that I love the results that I came up with... My April Fool hehe... 
Taken at Momento Mori's Cathedral in the Clouds, my subtle nod to the fool is actually my little friend. Sir Fox is my stole, and he's a past gacha release from the store NOMAD. He seemed really fitting with this outfit not only because of the soft elegance but come on, he's a fox with a hat and although you don't get a clear view of it, there's a monocle there too LOL... I love him... 
He looks elegant when combined with my pretty dress, a dress that I picked up at Trés Chic this month from the store The Oak. This soft set of curls from Annie from Phoenix - which I bought in reds but the basic colour is white which I had to make a copy of and keep before I dyed it - is adding more to that ribboned dress wrapping too. 
Now I warned you it wasn't a very foolish April Fool, I don't think I'm really on my game at the moment after the headache yet. It is however very pretty so instead of an April fool you get an April pretty, any complaints??!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Phoenix - Annie Hair in Reds (Available until April 19th at Kink(y)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Eye Patch: DirtyStories - Dolls Lace EyePatch in White 
Fur: NOMAD - Sir Fox Stole 
Dress: The Oak - Milla Dress in Silver (Available until April 5th at Trés Chic
Upper Bracelet: Kibitz - Diamond Bangle A in Onyx (Available until April 20th at LootBox
Lower Bracelet: Ama - Simple Truths Bracelet 
Pose: Image Essentials - Succubus 2 

Friday, March 31, 2017

Boho Flower Chic

Many of you who know me will know - or should at least - know by now that I am a little weird when it comes to dressing... I wear what tickles my fancy, and OK a lot of the time that is what I so lovingly refer to as grunge slutwear, there will always be countless times I will dress up in something totally different and throw people that try to guess my style off... 
Boho has never really been my thing though, I LOVE hippy chic, but I've never really been one for the Boho style. My big sister Solde on the other hand is gaga for boho! It's a style that she really enjoys, and she was so happy to see that the March BishBox was all gogo for boho! 
Come Soon had a Boho Pose Set in the Bish Box, for some lovely poses with your girlie friends, so when it came to taking the photo there was only one person that I needed to ask!!!
This has to be the BIGGEST pose prop from Come Soon ever! It's a gorgeous hippy style farmy location, complete with lots of little nooks and crannies that are so pretty, and four awesome poses. Solde and I are using pose number 2 or the Indie is Life pose, which was a release for this month's BishBox. 
Now of course, when there is a theme, I have to play dress up. Solde had the Boho theme wrapped up naturally, I was a bit more hippy and a bit less boho, but it's kinda the same thing really, right? 
Still the way I figure, it's two pretty girls with flowers in their hair, it seems to be fun no matter what you wanna call it! 

What is she wearing;
Hair Flowers: Shar's - Maiden Daisy Wreath 
Hair: TRUTH - Ember in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Choker: [Buzzeri] - Daisy Choker in Natural 
Top: {Cute Boheme} - Vero Top in Mandala (Available until April 9th at InspirationSL)
Skirt: {Cute Boheme} - Vero Skirt in Mandala (Available until April 9th at InspirationSL
Hair: ploom - Daisy in Indecisive 
Necklace: MINIMAL - Choker in Black 
Top: Lapointe & Bastchild - Swear Boho Blouse 
Shorts: Lapointe & Bastchild - Swear Denim Shorts 
Pose & Prop: Come Soon - Indie is Life 02 (Available in March BishBox)

Thursday, March 30, 2017

Gagged for The Matrix

Tomorrow is the last day in March, that mean's 2017 has already been through the first quarter of it's time?! HOW THE HECK HAS THAT HAPPENED?! When you are a kid a year between visits from Santa seems to take such a long time, but now  that I'm in my 30s it's really a case of blink and you miss it?! 
Maybe as you get older, time speeds up for those of us living in this "Matrix"... They need to get the old out to start the new, perhaps? 
Summed up, Rudh's life in the "Matrix" is a kinky-ish place, lots of naughtiness going on, in her head at least, so sometimes she just needs to learn to gag herself to avoid further trouble. Luckily some of the designers that she has the privilege of blogging for are willing to help her out with this, and yes I've used one of the poses in this set before but I didn't think it would hurt to give another nod to the collaboration of Image Essentials and 1313, who made these kinky props poses for Bento Second Lifers! 
All this talk of the Matrix though is the fault of one designer in particular. I may be a little late in getting this post out here, but the Twisted Hunt has been running for the month of March, and SongBird made items that were clearly a nod to that movie franchise... The Infinity Glasses - are a Twisted Gacha Prize - that would look perfect on the movie heroine, Trinity, whilst if you carefully look into my eyes you will see "The Truth" and the Matrix coding reveals itself. You have to believe me when I say you can actually see the Matrix code slipping through my eyes, they are The Truth, or if you don't believe me you can go get them for yourself if you run down to the store before tomorrow! 
My question for you though is this, how do you live your Second Life in The Matrix? 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Maisy in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Eyes: SongBird - The Truth Eyes (Hunt Prize for The Twisted Hunt until March 31st) 
Glasses: SongBird - Infinity Glasses in Black (Gacha Prize for The Twisted Hunt until March 31st) 
Pose: Image Essentials & 1313 - Shush Now V3 Bento Pose