Little Distractions...

Since Mum and Dad left yesterday, I've been feeling sad. I don't know if it's anything worse than I normally feel when they or I leave, but for some reason it DOES feel strange them not being around today... I've had time to relax a little but still not enough to make me feel fully relaxed... I am lucky that I'm off tomorrow, and I plan to get some household chores done before I'm back at work on Tuesday... 
Why am I rambling on about this now, I guess it's just a warning for the totally random picture today. I didn't know what I was doing, and I actually love the way things worked out, but still not sure where this came from lol... 

I am feeling a little off I'm sorry, I WILL be back on it very soon as soon as I've had some good time to rest up and let my mind reset... I'm feeling a little dark and morbid, needing to get away from the bleh thoughts in my mind, so again I'm sorry about that... Give me some time... I know it's because I miss my family, living in the Netherlands as long as I have, that still hasn't changed... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [Yomi] - Umbra Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Morbid Nose Chain
Necklace: Boutique #187 - Doll Spikes Necklace (Available until September 15th at DUBAI)
Top: Pixicat - Orella Dress in Stripe
Pose & Balloon Prop: [piXit] - Sassy Balloon, Pose F2
Backdrop: K&S - // Group Gift nov23 (Past Group Gift)

Bubbles are Little Balls of Magic!

Honestly, sometimes the most random posts seem to be the ones that I LOVE best and maybe it's not a truth but they also seem to be the ones that are least popular with other people... Maybe I'm imagining it... 
I wanted something bright, colourful and something that made me smile... What could possibly have all of those things? BUBBLES seemed to be the answer... 

I felt in a silly fairy kinda mood and bubbles have always felt a little magic to me... So I'm going to be the magical kind that form stars as they float around the bathroom she's playing in... 
She's neon, rainbows and sparkles as her bubbles catch the light... How can anyone not like bubbles?

What is she wearing;
Horns: NeverWish - Holo Bubble Horns in Bright
Hair: Wasabi - Zyra Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique#187 - Mara Glasses (Available until August 15th at Dubai)
Earrings: Adore & Abhor - Konpeito Candy Earring in Orange (Coming Soon!)
Body Bubbles: MIWAS - Bubble on Me in White
Wings: Doe - Holo Moth Wings
Top: nani - Dreamy Pond Gacha Item in Wet Tank
Star Bubbles: Doe - Bubbles Bubbles Everywhere in Stars
Blowing Bubbles: tentacio - Aura bubbles
Pose: Kokoro Poses - Bubble Bottle (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Fever Dream

Challenges of being a Shopaholic!

I am on a roll at the moment with pulling together outfits for everyday, and more than likely not blog, that I would live in... I'm not the kind of person that will buy Fat Packs when I'm out shopping, normally it's one colour that I will pull into an outfit and then wear that outfit for a couple of weeks before I hide it away in my inventory and forget it's there... I'm terrible like that... 
When I put myself into an outfit that I fall in love with, I stop myself from feeling a strong need to pose and show it off... I guess today though, that I'm going to be doing something as a Look-of-the-Day... 

I needed to find somewhere chic, somewhere up-market because this pretty outfit was both of those things... Chic, up-market, and more than a little glamourous with a HUGE hint Rudhish flair... 
I had found both these amazing SAIKO Scuzz pants and boots combo, which are both smart, sexy and have some amazing elements that suit so many different styles, AND this gorgeous Nocturne Blouse, from NOIR, which is vintage chic and very cute. Normally, I'd never have put these two things together, but while I was just trying them on it seemed like a lightning bulb moment... I fell in love with this combo, and once all of the accessories were added like this amazingly, adorable clutch purse - from Aardvark at Dubai until March 15th - 'Let's be clear' thiis is definitely one of my favourite looks this year! 
Now to take this outfit out and show it off... I'm heading out to Rodeo Drive - a backdrop from VERSOV - to become a little 'shopaholic in style'...

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessory: Paper Couture - Oversized Flower Headband  Veil (No Longer Available!)
Hair: [monso] - Reze Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: NOIR - Nocturne Blouse in White and Black
Gloves: Oubliette - Essential Bento Opera Glove
Purse: Aardvark - Let's be clear clutch in White (Available until March 15th at Dubai)
Bags & Phone: hive - Shopaholic in Style 2
Pants & Boots: SAIKO - Scuzz
Pose: FOXCITY - The Red Carpet, Pose 3
Backdrop: [ VERSOV ] - RODEO DRIVE FULLSCENE (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Going My Way? Take Me Home Please!

Work can be quite stressful, but sometimes things can be kinda fun too... Days like today have been more than a little exhausting but the best part of the day is when the store is finally closed and I'm able to head home. I hear my pyjamas calling, there is a cup of tea with my name on it, and I'm desperate to find both... I've tidied and locked up, I've got all my things and I'm heading to the Bus Station for a ride out of town, but that means a quick little trip on a cute little tram... 

"Are you going my way?" a tram heading across town towards the bus station, and Rudh looks so well put together that it makes the real me look like a scruffy muppet. 
I love the look Rudh is wearing for work today, a top and jeans with some amazing boots - from miss chelsea, available until February 20th at The Fifty - carrying huge bag of Excessive Baggage size, - a cute bag with some witty slogans from one of my new favourite random stuff stores Aardvark, available now at Dubai until February 10th - balancing carefully as she steps out of the Tram in this adorable city scene - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis for the weekend sales this week!!

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Magika - Kat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Scarf: Vinyl - Wrapped Scarf Pak in Grey
Notepad: hive - Study Buddy Style 2
Top: miss chelsea - Lisl Sweater (Available until February 20th at The Fifty)
Bag: Aardvark - Excessive Baggage in Black (Available until February 10th at Dubai)
Jeans & Boots: miss chelsea - Lisl Boots (Available until February 20th at The Fifty)
Pose: Synnergy.Tavis - [U]nisex Pose #11 
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Synnergy Tram City Scene

There's a Good Dog!

Time to get my relax on. It's Saturday Night and I've had a busy day at work in RL, but I want to just kick back and relax, sharing a picture of something. It's been a few days since I had a chance to blog, I don't know why but my Mojo has been lacking somewhat and I need to get back on the band wagon... SO today I'm going to share something both cute and kinky...  

It's both adorable and kinkiness that was started by Fapple, and saw me deciding it was time for a game of puppy... It's not something that I'm normally into, but this adorable little Puppy Love Dog House - from Fapple - made me feel a need... I added a few little accessories, things to get me in the mood like a HopScotch Animal Plug tail, some good Collars and Cuffs and even a Whipped Magazine with a Doggy tale to tell, then dressed in a cute but casual outfit - made by MuggleBorn called Zoes Lounge Wear - I slipped on an abrasive Obedient Puppy Head Harness and sat like a good girl, waiting!

What is she wearing;
Mask: [ abrasive ] - Obedient Puppy Head Harness in Leather (Ears Up)
Hair: DOUX - Lawrence Hairstyle in Reds (Available until September 10th at DUBAI) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: MuggleBorn - Zoes Lounge Wear 
Dirty Feet: Izzie's - Dirty Feet 
Pose: {NANTRA} - All About that Bass, Pose 4M
House: Fapple - Puppy Love Dog House 
Book: [ abrasive ] - Whipped Magazine in Doggy Slave (Past Group Gift) 
Cuffs: Artisan Fantasy - Conquistador Trunk Gacha Item in 02 Collar & Cuffs 
Plug: HopScotch - Animal Plug in Fox 

Angel of Darkness

As you may have heard, yesterday was my 12th rezday... I've been through 12 long years of fun and laughter, crazy silliness and drama, and even though some of it has hurt I've got to say I wouldn't change any of it... Even on a day that was supposed to be a little special to me, there was drama, it's something you kinda come to expect when you're in SL, there was no pomp, no ceremony, and I didn't get to be queen of the day, but after looking back, I don't really mind... I DO however want to have a little rant to start my 12th year with a bang, so if you're not interested in reading, just look at the pretty picture of the Angel of Darkness, and then move on LOL... 

If you're going to carry on reading, you have been warned... 
Once again I'm on the subject of people that hide behind their avatar and think that they can get away with the most stupid actions just because SL is not real! It's something that, although I've been here as long as I have, still somehow seems to surprise me. This time it came from a place that feels more like a stab with a knife than one I've had in a long time... 
I have come to the realisation that I'm far too trusting of people in SL at times, there are so many people who welcome you into their arms and as soon as they are bored they have no issues in casting you aside. It's even worse when you find out that what you've been told unravels like a pack of lies, faster than a yo-yo uncurls. 
If that wasn't enough you're left feeling like the world's biggest fool for supporting that person so much. You spend weeks, telling everyone "no no, he's not malicious like that, he's just an idiot" yet you come to the realisation you've just been duped and once they have what they want, they laugh at you. 
From now on, I'm sticking to the philosophy of be careful who you trust, be careful who you let into your world and remember that what you tell someone when you're good friends may come back to bite you on the ass when you're not. 
To the guy that caused this - I'm not sure you're reading anyway but on the off chance - I welcomed you into my world, I accepted you as a big brother, and now because you decide to get with a woman who hurt the family you once loved you made your new bed... You've not only hurt me, but people you cared about, you've made innocent people cry with your desperation for what you want, and I truly hope you're happy, because you've left a nasty scar... 
To end on a note that's not all drama, I'm just gonna share a song that makes me happy... It's the reason this post is called what it is, and it's a song I've not heard in a while, but since taking this picture I can't stop singing... HolyHell's Angel of Darkness...

What is she wearing;
Halo: [keke] - Pulsing Star Halo (Past Gift) 
Horns: DOUX - Demon in Reds 
Hair: DOUX - Lawrence Hairstyle in Reds (Available until September 10th at DUBAI) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Mascara Tears: Arise - Running Mascara 
Face Wound: CUREMORE - Scar Tissue Gacha Items in Smile 
Face & Body Scars: CURELESS & DISORDERLY - Burned Heretic RARE 
Choker: ANTINATURAL - Post-Human Gacha Item in Unholy Choker 
Necklace: lassitude & ennui - Broken Heart Necklace (Available until August 31st at Enchantment) 
Wings & Top: ANTINATURAL - Post-Human Gacha Item in Angel RARE 
Skirt: REIGN - Coven Gacha Items in Skater Skirt BLACK 
Bag: {CowTea} - Decrepit Book Bag Gacha Item in #6 Bible (Available until September 7th at Suicide Dollz) 
Pose: FOXCITY - On Point, Pose 4 
Backdrop: SEMPITERNAL - The Forbidden Room 

Did you just touch my Butt?

While the cute girl was minding her own business and playing some video games at the arcade, she felt something and turned around with a look of shock on her face... "Did you just pinch my butt?"

This has to be one of my favourite outfits in recent months. I don't know why, it's simple and casual but there's just something about it that's SO CUTE! 
She's All About That Bass - in a pose from NANTRA - but it's the outfit that makes her "base" look so adorable. The shorts are one of my favourite recent purchases, from miss chelsea at the new round of N21, she added a little bit of the cute girl flair to the outfit in the form of this Party Pullover with a Pizza design from epoch... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Lawrence Hairstyle in Reds (Available until September 10th at DUBAI) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Top & Bra: epoch - Party Pullover in Pizza (Available until September 12th at N21) 
Shorts: miss chelsea - Sade Shorts in Mid Blue (Available until September 12th at N21) 
Shoes: REIGN - Platform Sneakers and Warmers 
Pose: Nantra - All About That Bass, Pose 1 (Available until August 31st at ULTRA) 
Gumballs: [tmk] - gumball bucket 
Backdrop: MINIMAL - Illusion II - *1* RARE (Available for use at Backdrop City)