Sparkling Shit Happens

 It's cold and dark early these days... I'm exhausted and feeling like I'm just going through the motions... Things keep happening that are not totally wonderful and athough I get the odd spark of good news, all I want to do is slip into hibernation... 
I decided that now I'd be stepping out on a stage, dressed in neons, surrounded by neons and sparkling with a fake smile to act like I'm enjoying myself... BECAUSE well Shit Happens, so you just have to keep a smile on and try to get on with it...

Club Shit Happens, is definitely a place where anything can go on... I love dancing though, I don't care what it is or how I dance but when the music takes control it's easy to dance and let it distract me from the present bleh I'm in... 
Normally when things on my blog are dark and bleak, I'm at my happiest. I love being a fantasy pretty fae being, but tonight I'm hiding my feelings of being down in the dumps behind colours and sexiness... I'm going pole dancing... 

What is she wearing:
Hair: [monso] - Mya Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bikini: NeverWish - Glow Stick PUNK Bikini
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Pose: FOXCITY - Baby G, Pose 3m
Pole: The Horror! - Sparkle Pole inn Rainbow Cycle
Light: LEMME - Shit happens in Neon
Cables: NOMAD -  Neon Cable
Backdrop: Krescendo - Kinky Corner

No Rest for the Wicked

It may be the start of another week but today is Cyber Monday... I'm not in a shopping kinda mood, I've been far too busy and it seems like rest is alluding me, but as they always say, there is NO REST for the wicked... I feel like I'm fighting an uphill battle and the apocalypse is nigh... I'm going to have to get myself prepared for a battle... 

I'm currently hiding in a bunker deep underground, and I've barricaded the door although I'm not sure if it's going to be to keep the others out or to just lock myself away... As in the movies, the diva in charge seems to be dressed in something sexy and I guess that I decided to dress an outfit fit for a Diva... A PVC Caph Skirt - from Normandy - along with a Haedus Tank - that comes in a set with some shorts also from Normandy at Abnormality until tomorrow - and then arming herself with whatever she can find to keep the enemies away... 

What is she wearing;
Crown: Chemical Princess - Kingz Crown
Helmet: Violetility - No Tomorrow Gacha Items in Bullethead Helmet
Hair: [monso] - Lita Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Depraved Nose Set
Wounds: Izzie's - Zombie
Collar: AsteroidBox - Emery Jewelry
Necklace: DECO - MESH Shells of War Necklace (No Longer Available!)
Top: Normandy - Haedus.DualPack in Tank (Available until November 28th at Abnormality)
Skirt: Normandy - Caph Skirt in PVC
Pose: -Extra- - Killin' Crew, Pose 2M
Weapons: Violetility - No Tomorrow Gacha Items
Door: BLACK NEST - Uhka Barricaded Door
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - V23

Wandering into the Four Moons

I'm having one of those weeks where everything is going wrong, I've been feeling shit both physically and more worryingly emotionally for a while and I think I'm about to hit breaking point, so if I suddenly disappear then you know why... 
I've tried to find a way to bring myself out of the funky mood, I decided that I needed to slip off into a fantasy world, on an adventure... Hopefully I'll find my way back... Hopefully getting into a fantasy character will help... 

Usually when I find the inner fairy versions of myself, I find myself getting happy...I also find myself getting happy hen I create a story that leads me on an adventure. I was being lead into the wilds of the Four Moons - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - fantasy forest by some of my Garden Friends - an older release from Aardvark that has been one of my favourites for a LONG time - although they seemed a little nervous once they saw the sign... 
I LOVE this super funky looking little fae that came out of my mind with her brightly coloured skin and even brighter accessories... Her skin and hat decorated with pearls, marking her out as a Pearl Fungi Fae - a set from Fantasy Forest Store...

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Jaqcuis Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: [Fetch] - Daisy Glasses
Necklace: buzzeri - Daisy Choker in Natural
Skin Paint, Hat & Body Pearls: Fantasy Forest Store - Pearl Fungi (Available until December 2nd at Enchantment)
Wings: everfaery - Lelia Wings
Top: Mug - Maya Top in Mustard
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: Secret Poses - Ghostly, Pose 3
Friends: Aardvark - Knitted Garden Friends
Lights: Lagom - Dangling Flower Lights
Sign: Simply Shelby - Beware of Trolls Sign
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS -  Four Moons {360} Backdrop 

Magic of the First Flutters of Snow

Whilst out in the garden raking up the falling leaves, I discovered a new hole in the ground that wasn't there the day previous... It might have come up because of the ground works they are doing around our house lately, but it seemed pretty fresh, and I noticed something poking out of the dirt... 

When I looked more closely, there was an old looking book poking out of the ground... My curiosity got the better of me, I abandoned the piles of leaves - which are a cute release from kotte at Kustom9 - and sat with this book that appeared to be something of a Grimoire - from Tardfish - that once I opened the cover started to swirl it's pages around me... 
The air started to cool, and flakes started to flutter through the sky, then I heard the giggling... Some of the logs that were laying in the grounds just happened to start moving, the Stumpy - from MishMish also at Kustom9 - Pals were ALIVE and dancing in the falling leaves and fluttering snowflakes... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Hat: Wasabi - Autumn w/ Hat Mesh Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: everfaery - Quiana Fluffy Cardigan
Pants: epoch -.Iri Jeans in Pack2
Shoes: CULT - Baylee with HUD Flats
Book: Tardfish - Spell Book in Grimoire
Pose: Fashiowl - Little Ones, Pose 1
Friends: MishMish - Stumpy Deco in Winter (Available until December 10th at Kustom9)
Leaves: kotte - Pile of Leaves in brown and Orange (Available until December 10th at Kustom9)
Snowflakes: Half-Deer - Floating Decor Snow
Garden Tools: {vespertine} - Garden Tools
Dirt: HopScotch - Molehill in Mol
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - FALL FEELS {360} Backdrop

Busy Bears Make Excellent Soup!

The last few days have been totally chaotic... I've been through highs and lows and panic and worry and sadness, and more scared than I've been for a while. On Friday Night I went out with my work colleagues to our annual team fun event, but when I was on my home I was texted by the hubby and by the time we were starting to go to bed, it wasn't long before we were back out of the house and in the hospital as he was in chronic pain... It looks like he's the next in line to have problems with his gall bladder, and it scared me so much to see how someone with such a HIGH pain threshold in so much pain... 
Saturday I went to work after 3.5 hours of sleep, and only now am I finding myself feeling a little less sleep deprived... I need something warm, cozy, snuggly for dinner, and at times like this, I want SOUP!!! 

I love the process of making a nice fresh bowl of soup... I love to cut the veggies, and prep the ingredients... It can be any type of soup, a vegetable, a chicken noodle, a tomato, I LOVE a French Onion, but sometimes something a little different... Today perhaps I'll be a little fancy and have Chedder Broccoli Soup in a HUGE Bread Bowl - available from Junk Food - as there is no better companion for a soup than fresh crunchy bread... 
Since I was feeling so sleepy while making my soup though I didn't really trust myself around sharp objects and hot pans, so I had to call in a little help... The Busy Bears - from Aardvark at Anthem - are perfect little helpers to have around the house... They love cooking and cleaning, they provide entertainment and companionship and they tell the most wonderful jokes... Plus they are fairly snazzy dressers... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Light hairstyle
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: everfaery - Leanne Crop Top
Pose: Secret Poses - Violet, Pose 6M
Soup: Junk Food - Bread Bowls in Chedder Broccoli
Bears: Aardvark - Busy Bear (Available until November 30th at Anthem)
Cheese: dust bunny - Summer Picnic in Cheese Wheel
Cutting Board & Soup Pan: dust bunny - Homemade Soup
Hanging Pans: vespertine - Hanging Tools in Copper
Broccoli: Seek - Broccoli vegetable
Counter: Pitaya - DIY kitchen Countertop 

Glitches in the Light

I had a long hard day at the academy they send us to for assistant manager training today and there is so much information buzzing around in my head that I am having trouble focusing... It's like my brain keeps glitching right now, though that could have a few alternative reasons as to why... 
The glitching idea though has definitely been a factor when it came to planning a photo for today's blogging session... My mind kept glitching, and I ended up becoming the cutest of glitching cyborgs... 

I'd had the weirdest dream last night which I guess played a part in both my brain glitches and the reason that I'm in a room urrounded by monsters in cryogen tubes that we're working to extract the DNA from... The chamber, and the pods - both of which are Celeste creations - are kept dark and calm so as not to rouse the sleeping monsters, but I have to be careful, my glitches could mess everything up... 

What is she wearing;
Head Accessories: Chemical Princess - Bulbies
Hair: Olive - the Sci-Fi Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Accessories: PSYCHO.Byts - CyberImplants
Body Markings: Even Tide - Cyber in Aqua & theROOM - tattoo cybergirl
Top: Psycho Barbie - Fleur Jacket + Top in Zebra
Buttons: Ama. - Glow Power Collar Implant
Nipple Cover: MuggleBorn - Cyber Pasties (No Longer Available!)
Sparkles: #LuluB! - The Cult
Tube: Boutique #187 - TVirus Tube Sample
Body Line: sixx - Neon Body Outline in Rave
Pose: Secret Poses - Vlad, Pose 1
Tubes: CELESTE - The Pod
Monsters: Hogs & Carts - Sea Monster
Backdrop: CELESTE - The Chamber Skybox 

An Enchanting Mermaid Dance

 My happy place always tends to be something fantastical. I'venever been very good at straight up, look-of-the-day kinda posts like some of my blogging buddies, and even though I ALWAYS love what I post, I know not all of them will please everyone. Sometimes I wonder if I'm too random and all over the place for most people, you never know what kind of picture you'll see escape my mind... 
Today it was something a little magical and aquatic... Enchantment has opened it's doors to the Mer Kingdom, and if you know me at all you should know that I love to create pretty Mermaids and let them swim through my mind as a happy place... 

Although many of my mermaids tend to look similar, they should as they are from the same family tree considering they all drop out of my mind... I still love to bring them to the surface and allow everyone to watch them dance under the waves, bubbles and fishies swirling along in the dance... 
She's dressed up for a party to dance, wearing her pearls and tiaras, but its the bigger that is the most special... The biggest of the tiara's was a special gift, a Mermaid Headpiece fit for a dancing queen - made by Boutique #187 exclusively at Enchantment until December 2nd - and it definitely enhances her mermaid vibes... 

What is she wearing;
Big Tiara: Boutique #187 - Mermaid Headpiece (Available until December 2nd at Enchantment)
Upper Ears: Half-Deer - Mermaid's Majesty Gacha Item in Bejewelled Head Fins Ocean
Ears: LovelyAlien - DreamyMermaid Ear in Moon (No Longer Available!)
Hair: TRUTH - Potion in Jewel
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings & Front Tiara with Fish : YOKAI - Mermaid Vibes in Dreams
Scales: Ladybird - Naga Scales in poor Unfortunate Soul & Izzie's - Body Mermaid Scales in Purple
Necklace: [ glow ] studio - Starfish Pearls Necklace (No Longer Available!)
Bra: Storybook (Now Mana) - Neptune in Oil
Webbed Hands:{aii}- Webbed Hands
Tail:  Cynefin - Lorelei Bento Mermaid Tail in Holographics II
Pose: Secret Poses - Alkhema, Pose 5
Bubbles: MoonAmore - Ocean Lover in  Bubbles & Half-Deer - Bubbles
Fish: MishMish - Shoal of Fish in Comet
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Underwater Tunnel Backdrop