I'm Hell Bound!

You might have noticed I've not been wanting to be around much, and now I've decided that I'm gonna get out of here... I'm going on a road trip to nowhere in particular, but I might be Hell Bound... I have the world's best road trip companion, and my car is loaded up ready to go... 

We stopped the car at the tank station to get some gas as we drive through the desert... It's the last stop on the road... The road is the Road to Nowhere - from milk motion - but this Vintage Gas Station - from BackBone - but I think I'm heading for Hell... I am Hell Bound - wearing an awesome sweater from Psycho Barbie!

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: TRUTH - Parker in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Sweater: Psycho Barbie - Hell Bound Jumper
Jeans: Vinyl - Apricot Jam Jeans in Bright Blue
Shoes: DRD - Dirty Combats in Gray
Pose & Dog Prop: Secret Poses - Dogo, Pose 4M
Car: DRD - The Pack Rat in Blue
Garage Decor: Consignment - The Garage Collection Gacha Items
Garage Building: BackBone - Vintage Gas Station
Backdrop & Desert Decor: (Milk Motion) - Road to Nowhere Gacha Items 

When the Music Stops

I'm trying so hard not to let myself feel worn out, drained and emotionless, but there was news this week that there is a total ban on travel between the Netherlands and the UK, and while I see the positive that with the UK suffering under the new strain of Covid-19 it's better to keep it quarantined over there, it also removes the option that I had "IF" I needed to be able to get back to my parents fast! I'm trying not to let it scare me, but it's hard to avoid the difficult thoughts. 
I feel like I want to be alone to hide, but also feeling like channeling some of my emotions into something that pleases me.... Photography helps, Music helps... Let's combine the two... 

It's been so long since I got to see live music in RL... I used to try as often as possible, but again due to Covid everything has been cancelled! The Poor Rocker Chick snuck out of band practice early, sitting on the steps before she has to load the van, smoking a cigarette and cuddling the guitar of her favourite rock boy... It's the closest she will get to him, but if that's all she will get - she'll take it! 
I mean let's face it, we're not allowed much social interaction anymore... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Foxy - Charm Hair in Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: .STOIC. - CHONKY BB's WEARABLE COLLAR SPIKED VIP (Available until February 12th at The Epiphany)
Top: Mug - Punk Rocker Gacha Item in #7 Fishnet Top Black (Available until February 12th at The Epiphany)
Skirt: Mug - Punk Rocker Gacha Item in #2 Plaid Skirt RARE (Available until February 12th at The Epiphany)
Socks & Shoes: miss chelsea - Iman Boots in Black
Pose & Guitar Prop: Secret Poses - Guitar Soul (Available until  February 15th at Shiny Shabby)
Drum Case: SEY - Drum Case
Guitar Stand: GCD - Guitar Stand
Metal Case: [InsurreKtion] - The Secret Briefcase
Van: Hogs & Cart Wheels - News Van
Backdrop: PALETO - Side Street 

Time to Relax with Wine and Toys!

 Lazy Sunday, a girl needs a break and there have been so many things keeping this particular girl busy this week that she needs a chance to sit back and take a load off her feet... Time to relax... 

Slipping into her dressing room, she peels of the vestiges of her last few busy days with her blogging outfits deposited in piles on the floor all around her. Making a mental note to clear things up sometime soon... Slipping into a pair of not so comfy, but super cute "Cher Heels"- from Reign - as she always loved that movie, and not bothering to remove her adorably comfy "Ouija Knee High" socks - from Psycho Barbie - she pours herself a glass of wine, and reaches for a tray of her favourite toys - from the PlayTime Gacha Collection by Zombie Suicide at the current round of The Epiphany. 
Now if you don't mind, I think I need to be alone... 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Foxy - Mishka Hair in Red 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Harness: Mug - Amore Harness in Black 
Socks: Psycho Barbie - Ouija Knee Highs 
Shoes: Reign - Cher Heels (Available until February 5th at equal10) 
Pose, Glass & Stool Prop: Secret Poses - Wine Not, Pose 5 (Available until January 31st at eBento) 
Tray, Plugs & Condoms: Zombie Suicide - PlayTime Gacha Items (Available until February 12th at The Epiphany) 
Wine Bottle: Paris - Wine bottle spilled 
Backdrop: Unicorn - Striper Dressing Room Backdrop 2 

The Goddess of Starlight

I've been in the darkness so long, but the goddesses in me are actually busting to have some more time in the limelight. The darkness is only willing to allow the light in, within the smallest of doses right now and so only the Goddess of the stars was able to make a break through. She brings with the smallest of twinkles, as she nurtures a star whose light is beginning to dim...

The goddess of the stars resembling something that looks almost fae like in appearance, she gathers a magic from the sparkling lights that seem to hover around her small frame. Gathering the light from La Luna Aura - a collection made up by The Horror for Anthem - the starlight sparkles gathering around her, drawn to her aura... Healing the Falling Star - from STOIC - with her light... 

What is she wearing; 
Halo & Static Body Glitter: The Horror! - La Luna Aura (Available until January 30th at Anthem) 
Star Halo: Neverwish - Dreamer Halo in Iridescent/Black
Hair: Doe - Sage 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Eyes: Izzie's - Angel Eyes 
Face Make-up: The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue 
Freckles: random.Matter - Lunar Freckles (Group Gift) 
Earrings: Neverwish - Saturn Earrings (Available until January 22nd at Planet29) 
Wings: Epic - Fairy Sparkle Wings in Dark Glo 
Body Sparkles: TRIGGERED - Starlight Aura in White 
Sleeves: Tentacio - Celestial Sleevers (Available until January 30th at Anthem) 
Star: STOIC - Falling Star 
Outfit: evani - Scarlet Sequin Top & Shorts (Sold Separately) in Night 
Pose: FOXCITY - Birthday Suit 
Backdrop: Synnergy - Space Mountain Backdrop (Available now for Manly Weekend!) 

Undercover Poison Cocktails are to Die for!

I'm so loving being in touch, and letting out, my dark side at the moment, it's definitely helping me to make happy pictures that bring a smile to my face. It's definitely the me that I feel most comfortable in, and I often do things that are a little kookie, weird and all-round weird... I love it that way, it makes me smile and that's the entire reason I play this way!
Today I decided to get all dolled up for a night on the town, in a monstrous way... 

Frankenstein and his wife never did fully understand why they were considered monsters, they were just trying to live their best possible lives, and it was the pesky humans that got in their way! 
Still it was Friday Night and she wanted to hit the town, heading to The Devil's Lettuce for a little bit of something green... Not only do they have the best bud, they definitely make the best of everything green, the Undercover Poison cocktails are to die for! Any human that tries them usually does, anyway!

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Runaway - Shelley Hair in Essentials 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Drool: Katat0niK - Drool 
Neck Bolts: Insomnia Angel - Unbreakable Vow Gacha Item in Bolt Series B 
Choker: Belle Epoque - Evanora Necklace in White (Recolored by Me!) 
Necklace: Kibitz - Leove's Necklace in Silver 
Jacket: Psycho Barbie - Fishnet Robe 
Dress: FIKA - Just Playing Dress in Latex Green 
Bottle: !13ACT - Night Potion in Green 
Drink: TRIGGERED - Undercover Poison 
Pose: Secret Poses - Bar Stool, Pose 1 

I'm in Hell!

 Some days, I feel like I am in Hell, my head is in a war with itself and I spend far too much time over-thinking everything. One of my thoughts for this year, was to try to put myself into a happier frame of mind. Allow myself to stop thinking about everything over and over in my mind, or discussing things back and forth with myself. Sometimes I feel like I'm in Hell.. 

Of course, any excuse to dress like a little demonic hellion is always something I will jump at the chance for. I LOVE my outfit too,
I fell in love with these short the moment I spotted them at an event, they are a pair of Cyber Love Shorts - from Moon - but when I added them with the Lilith Corset - from Salem - and the Wytch Armor from The Rotting Lab it just seemed to be the perfect outfit for the little demonic me!

What is she wearing; 
Word Halo: LUX AETERNA - Spiritus Sancti in Saecula Saeculorum Halo 
Veil Halo: CURELESS - Pygmalion's Bride Gacha Item in Goddess Touch Halo BLACK 
Hair: [LCKY] - Ghost in Rose Pack 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Choker: CULT - Spike Collar 
Pasties: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather 
Top: [Salem] - Lilith Corset in Black 
Pants: Moon - Cyber Love Shorts in Monochromatics 
Pose: FOXCITY - Celestial, Pose 2 

Reading lead to The Zombie Incident

I'm still on the whole idea of taking time to do things for myself to make me learn more... Taking on new hobbies, improving on the things that I can and do do, and doing the things that I enjoy more. Reading has been taking much more of a priority... I've read more than one book and a few magazines, but now even Rudh has been getting into it... She was soo deeply involved with the Zombie Magazine, she didn't notice the problem with the door... 

I guess being put on watch duty while she's got a copy of the Junk Food Zombie Comic in her hands was a bad idea... There's that strange green smoke - from the Cole's Corner Wicked Witch Heatwave Aura, that's actually meant for wearing but works like this too - seeping under the doorway... Just no one call the Paparazzi, we don't need everyone knowing about the Zombie Incident that may well occur!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Foxy - Scorpio Hair in Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mask: Psycho.Byts - Feral Gerd Mask
Choker: Six Feet Under - Wisp Collar
Arm Strap: Astara - Silly Arm Fuel Bag
Magazine: Junk Food - Zombie Comic
Outfit: Hilly Haalan - Kassy Shorts Outfit
Pose: NANTRA - Elf of a Shelf?, Pose 5
Green Smoke: Cole's Corner - Wicked Witch Heatwave Aura
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - The Zombie Incident