Witchwood Garden Magic

As I mentioned yesterday, the preparations are slowly getting underway for the spooky season... There is so much to do, but now that the ghosts have been persuaded to come visit, it's time to work on decorations of another kind... I have to go web collecting, mushroom picking, pumpkin trumping, OH and even need to find all those fabbity fab costumes for the season... First though I'm going to pop into my witchy, magical green house and work on a few spells to make some pretty plants grow... 

My greenhouse just happens to be located in the Witchwood Gardens - which are in fact a gacha collection from Krescendo for the current round of The Arcade until September 30th - and because these gardens are thrumming with magic, it makes the plants grew beautifully in barely any time at all... I mean... Just look at these adorable little Halloween Succulants - another gacha collection from Tardfish, that is also available at the Arcade - I only planted them this morning and they are HUGE already!!! 
I decided not only to give out candy this year... Some people don't like candy and would maybe prefer a plant gift... There might be other surprises to come too LOL... Don't worry the candy won't go to waste though, I'm adding a piece of taffy to each little pot, just to make them extra sweet little plants! 

What is in the Picture;
Mini Potted Plants & Display: Tardfish - Halloween Succulant Gacha Collection (Available until September 30th at The Arcade) 
Gardening Decor (Not Separately Listed): [Krescendo] - Witchwood Garden Gacha Items (Available until September 30th at The Arcade) 
Owl: YOKAI - Owl Magic School Gacha Item in Magic Owl Cage RARE 
Candles & Skull: BROKEN ARROWS - Cursed Skull Candles in Aged (Dark) 
Candies: Dahlia - Boardwalk & Co. Gacha Item in Taffy Lemon 18 
Trees: everfaery - Neon Veil Trees 
Hat & Cloak: [Merak] - Hanging Cloak 
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Fairy Tale 

Naughty Thots Being Censored

Hard to believe that the month of August is ALMOST gone, and by the end of today we're FINALLY entering the Brrrr months... Autumn has ALWAYS been more of my happy place, Spring is pretty and Winter is fine SURE, but Autumn... I'm happiest there! 
The other place that I ALWAYS seem happiest at the moment is when I can lose myself in a good book. Now I'll admit that lately I haven't been able to, but it's coming back slowly and I have to get my ass into gear so I can still meet this year's target LOL... The sudden interest in reading again is definitely having a few effects on other aspects of my life too... 

It's definitely had an influence on my blogging choice today LOL... I'm still not in the happiest of places, and life is still dragging me by the thong - which is one of my new favourite statements on a shirt thanks to The Kiwi Co - but I guess I have one thing on the brain - lol thanks to everfaery's Thot Bubbles - and these books are helping me act on it... It's been a while since the bad girl in me was released, and my cat has become a "Censor Cat" - from Tardfish - to hide my slutty shame LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Bubble: everfaery - Thot Bubbles
Hair: TRUTH - Verse in Redhead
Glasses: [Since 1975] - Eyeglasses & Condoms
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mouth Money: Mug - Exotic Dancer Gacha Item in #3 Naughty Mouth
Collar & Leash: GABRIEL - Take Me Leash in Black
Top: The Kiwi Co - Graphic Dropped Cami
Panties: Mug - Exotic Dancer Gacha Item in #13 Trixie Thong Black
Cat: Tardfish - Censor Cat in Yams
Pose & Chair: piXit -Elina, Pose 4
Cushions: [Krescendo] - Afterdark Pillow (White colour text used, pillow re-coloured by me!) 
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - CLUB X 

Darkness and Magic at the Midnight Order Show

Escaping from reality at the moment seems like a Really good idea, but I'm sure you've picked up on my desire to do that already. I did that yesterday when I had some Ice Cream, and today for some reason I'm feeling a little macabre in a good way... I mean if you've read what I have to say at all by now you'd know that the darker I get, the happier I tend to be, so this is a good sign right?! 
Today I decided to go back to one of my favourite Happy Places... The Carneval... For some reason, killer clowns (SL versions of me ONLY lol) and dark, macabre carni-types make me happy... Let's go play with them shall we?! 

Up on the stage, that has been known to be used for everything ranging from comedy nights to burlesque - a backdrop from Paparazzi by the way - one of the Carnival Freaks has a magician's show to perform... This one may go wrong at any point, hence the leftover body parts, but she's trying, what more can you expect?! 
Least if the magic trick goes wrong, her adorable little Jester Rat - from Tardfish, available until Augusut 31st at The Men's Department - can provide a brilliant distraction for the crowd, whilst the cleaning crew come in to help!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Moon Amore - Circus Gacha Item in Insane HAT Coal
Hair: Wasabi - Postcard Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar, Halo & Veil: CUREMORE - Freak Circus Items (No Longer Available!)
Shoulder Pet: Tardfish - Jester Rat (Available until August 31st at The Men's Department)
Necklace: Oblivis Solem - Secret Bastion Key in Gold Pack (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Dress: AsteroidBox - Lenore Dress (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Socks: AsteroidBox - Lenore Shoes & Garters (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Saw: LEMME - The Magician Saw in Blood
Pose: -Extra- - Wildflower, Pose 2 (Available until August 23rd at Smokefest)
Table: ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks Gacha Item in Magician's Secret (No Longer Available!)
Body Parts: LOVE - Unfortunate Guests PACK 2 in Bits and Pieces
Sign: ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks Gacha Item in Joyful Sign (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Burlesque 

Neon Planting at the Salvage Station!

I had the day off again today, and I won't for a few days in a row now so I've been busy doing a little blogging prep and I'm excited about what has been happening in the blogging world of Rudh today... It's been nice to just turn offmy brain and do something creative, considering the week I have coming LOL... 
I wanted to do something different, creative and pretty... I wanted to do something neon and sparkly and well... Different... I'll flash forward to the future... Maybe I'll find some inspiration there... 

This cute little Cyborg was the one that I met when I arrived in the future, and even though she was heading for the Salvage Station to drop off some random stuff, when I asked her for some inspiration she took me to see the gorgeous Neon Veil Plants - from everfaery, available until June 22nd at Cyber Fair - where they are developing plants that will light up your life... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: PSYCHO:Byts - Persephonix Horns
Hair & Spider: Moon. Hair - Strange
Head: BeSpoke - Blossom
Eyes: Mana - Encased Eyes
Face Accessories: PSYCHO:Byts - Cyber Implants
Choker: Kibitz - Felicia's Thick Choker in Cutie
Body Paint: [RaptorJenny] - Mk4 (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Chest Button: Ama - Powered On Collar Implant
Shoulder: PSYCHO:Byts - Feel the Connection Back Implant (Modded to fit the shoulder position)
Glove: Tardfish - Cat Mech Gloves (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Bodysuit: ERSCH - Theodosia Harness (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Pose: [piXit] - Melanie, Pose 1
Plants: everfaery - Neon Veil Plants (Available until June 22nd at CYBER FAIR)
Screens: NOMAD - Wired Monitors
Speakers: NOMAD - Media Towers
Backdrop: [Vile] - Cyber Screen Backdrop

Dommes and Kinky Bears!

Distracting myself from the cloud I'm living under and for me that means READING, Reading, Reading... I am always looking for new books and authors, although I'll admit that I'm usually reading smut where the darker and kinkier the better... Of course, that's affecting my mind when it comes to what am I going to blog each day... Today, I was lead by Monster Porn... LOL... 

I'm thinking today about a book I read when the bear came to life and let the FMC get stuffed just like he was, only I think she was much better stuffed if I get to be honest... Though in my crazy messed up little fantasy, there's lots of friends with her in the dark room... 
Today she's in full Domme mode, and has found herself a willing new participant. He's a cute little Bear that love a Motorboat - from Tardfish, available until May 22nd at Kinky - and his cute little PVC gimp suit... I'll have to put a leash on him... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: MINA - DoMina in Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Bra: AsteroidBox - Carly Top (Available until June 5th at Equal10)
Chest Friend: Tardfish - Motorboat Bear in Black (Available until May 22nd at Kinky)
Hand Leash: [Krescendo] - Rope Leash
Skirt: Mug - Inger Skirt in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Cyberbilly, 2R
Table Bear: Dots - Bondage Bear in Tan+Red
Wall Bunny: CryBunBun - Tied Bunny
Bed Bear: [La Baguette] - DiKuma Teddy
Cross Bunny: Short Leash - Kinbaku Bunny
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Horny February Backdrop

Fairy Defence in the Darkness!

Sometimes I have a craving when it comes to blogging to do things that are NOT normal and let myslf get lost in a fairytale, be that a good or a dark one... Being lost in a fairytale really helps me with my mental state and right now being lost feels like a great idea. There is just too much going on in my own little world, as well as in the real world, and without complaining here too much I feel like I'm losing the battle pretty fast... So step back from the norm Rudh and find a way to embrace the darkness... My darkness feels like a HUGE monster, lets make him more friendly and things will calm down once more?! I hope... 

In the garden of the Spinners, my monster floats through the light that breaks through the trees and the darkness... He's a cloaked Hornswoggle - made by Tardfish, available at the Fantasy Faire Aventurine Promenade to raise money for Race for Life - and though he lurks in the dark, when he comes into the light he's a lot less scary and more like a Ringwraith from the Lord of the Rings... 
He's always trying to scare the fae folk that wander through the gardens.. Rudh as a sassy little fae isn't one to mess with. I guess that's why I decided to take on my monster as a fae today... She's a little thorny, but she sparkles in the dark so that the monsters are intimidated. She's armed with her Willowvine Wand - from Simply Shelby at the Fantasy Faire Stoneveil Crossing Sim - and the magic within will keep her monster at bay... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Flowers & Thorns: LODE - Thorns & Grace Gacha Items
Hair: Truth & FAGA - Pendulum in Redhead
Glasses: Violetility - Thorn-Rimmed Glasses (Available until May 18th at The Warehouse)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Dawnwood Wings in Magic
Necklace: KOSH - THE LEAF NECKLACE
Vines: Static - Luminettle Arm Vine in Brown
Wand: Simply Shelby - Willowvine Wand in Elder (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Faire Stoneveil Crossing)
Dress: Faunus - Eryl Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: [piXit] - Not So Lovely Lolli, Pose 4
Monster: Tardfish - Hornswoggle in Comic (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Faire Aventurine Prominade Sim)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Spinner's Crypt II (Modified a little by removing some of the sunlight rays & the Wall, please see original Here)

The Cavalier Captain

I want a little more fantasy in my mind, I am bored little mind right now as everything seems to be crazy busy and then same old, same old... I'm going to have to find myself an adventure, maybe there is an adventure to be had before the Engine Room closes it's doors and takes away it's wonderful characters until next time... 

I've heard it said that the Engine Room will be closing it's doors on April 20th, so that doesn't give us long anymore to enjoy the adventures that it has brought with it's opening... 
Today we're onboard the boat of the Piratas Salvajes - which is a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - as it sails on the stormy seas. The captain of the vessel is a bit of a Cavalier - dressed in a set from toksik, available until April 20th at the Engine Room - but she's being guided by the spiritual Haunting Buns - from Tardfish - that are naughty and devious, and leading this girl's crew on a perilous adventure... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: FenDuDu - Digital Noble in Hat (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Hair: Usagi Society - Lindsay Hair in Fatpack (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyepatch: ERSCH - Berth Eyepatch
Outfit: toksik - Cavalier Set (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pet: Tardfish - Haunting Buns in Smoke
Hand Accessory: FenDuDu - Digital Noble in Brass Telescope (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pose: [piXit] - Annette, Pose F6
Backdrops: The Bearded Guy - Piratas Salvajes Backdrop & Synnegy - Stormy Seas Backdrop

Jason Bearhees on Friday the 13th

It's Friday the 13th, the second one this year so far, and once again my hubby has decided that tonight he's going to scare the pants off me and make me watch another Jason Voorhees movie special. It's worse watching it here, I'm not in my normal home in the middle of a housing estate...Right now I'm in the middle of nowhere lol... 
I had to do something a little cuter to make this evening a little less scary... 

Luckily, one of the makers of the cutest things in Second Life has stepped in to help with that, and created a super special Friday the 13th group gift... Jason Bearhees - the current group gift from Tardfish - is a cute, cuddly, dancing version of our favourite slasher man... Yes he is armed with a rather large knife but his skills at slashing and slaying are much more suited to his killer dance moves... 
Rather than stalking people in the woods and making them jump, he's the kind of cutie killer that will lurk around the roots - a collection from Static, available at The Warehouse until March 18th - of the giant trees outside his Creepy Cabin - a backdrop from Bad Unicorn - and wait to dance until the sun rises... 

What is in the picture;
Bear: Tardfish - Jason Bearhees (Current Group Gift!)
Vines: Static - Root Kits (Available until March 18th at The Warehouse)
Trees: everfaery - Dreamshade Trees
Backdrop: [Bad Unicorn] - Creepy Cabin Backdrop

A Tear and A Ted

I have had a day that has been a little mixed emotion-wise. Today was the funeral of an old family friend in the UK, he was someone I grew up with a little like an extra uncle and his wife was someone that I was very close to. She has been a rock for my mum whilst mum is undergoing her chemo treatments and I cannot be at home to help her. So it's been a day of thinking of the lady he left behind, the memories I have of him in the background of my childhood and my mother, who knew him well and is trying to keep her friend supported in this difficult time.. It's times like this when I HATE being so far away from the family. It's times like this when I feel like I'm not doing enough, and not being a good, supportive daughter... I'm trying not to cry as I say this but I miss my parents more than anything at the moment... 

I think I'm just feeling highly emotional... I turn 40 next Thursday and I won't be seeing my family. It's UK mother's day on Sunday and I won't be seeing my mother, and I guess I'm a little jealous that she's going to be seeing my sister instead but it's easier to go to her between chemo treatments than come all the way to Amsterdam. I'm living in a place that I don't like, that has no privacy and feels like I am CONSTANTLY at work. There are other things too but I am going to get through this and things will be better by the end of the year, I live in hope... 
I needed someone to love me, I needed to feel cozy and comfortable and cuddled... Teddy Bears and cuddly toys have always been my friend in this. I have lots and will keep collecting them and I cuddle them all, despite the fact that I am nearly 40. It is always a nice feeling to have something soft and sweet and friendly to cuddle, right?! For now, until I get a chance to see the family, facetime on the phone and cuddling teddies is the best that it's going to get... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Meiko Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Izzie's - Lua Eyes in Teary Eyes Green
Tear Make-Up: Izzie's - Little Tears & Smeared Mascara
Top: Mug - Serena Top in Olive
Shorts: Mug - Serena Shorts in Olive
LARGE Back Bear: Tardfish - Huggy Bear in Brown
Phone: Boutique #187 - Leather Phone Case 2.0
Pose & Teddy Prop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Sittin Pretty Bento Pose Set, Pose 5 (Available until April 6th at Collabor88)
Tissues: Puddles - Recovery Essentials in Tissues for your issues
Colourful Teddies: hive - My Colorful Teddy
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Softly (Available until April 6th at Collabor88)

Death Loses His Angel

It's the start of March, and therefore the high season for me starts as it's the start of my Birthday month and the start of the end of my 30s... On March 19th, I turn 40... I cannot wait to celebrate this amazing new chapter in my life, but I'm kinda wishing this year would be done already... Now things are getting a bit worrying as Anna - my darling little kitty - is wobbling on her feet and I'm a bit scared for her too... So I'm starting my month with the amazing death of my 30s... 

Death has been having a field day but today, the death of his beautiful angel of death... The girl of the shoulder that she sits on is about to enter her 40s causing her a massive amount of shock lol... He's broken, he is shedding a tear and on his knees to worship the loss of his gorgeous angel... The Runes of the Bound Blade - from Tardfish - circle around her, warning off anyone from coming near his precious angel. 

What is she wearing;
Headdress: CURELESS [+] - Dea Halo
Halo: Cole's Corner - Valkyrie Halo in Silver
Hair: [monso] - Suse Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-up: The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue
Collar & Chains: random.Matter - Neze Collar & Chains
Outfit: Psycho Barbie - Nightbloom Set
Daggers: Tardfish - Runes of the Bound Blade in Steel
Wings: Doe - Neon Flame Wings in Black White Red
Pose & Skeleton Prop: [piXit] - Amor Tenebris, Pose F2
Skeleton Tears: Doe - Crybaby
Scythe: everfaery - Eclipsed Reaper Scythe
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Gothic Gate 1

Sandwiches for Dinner

It's the first of February and I have no idea about where this month will take me... I'm moving to temporary housing in a few weeks because we're having some massive rennovations done to our home. It's causing my anxiety to spike and therefore more stress is in the house than normal. I'm worried about everything and I'll be honest I don't really want to do much of anything, it's a difficult cycle to be in... For right now I'll stick to the easy decisions I need to make... Like what do I want for dinner?!

I would say that's one of the easiest questions but one of the hardest to answer, and there have been SO MANY TIMES I tend to debate with myself for hours... I NEVER know what I want and when there is something that I do want and I don't have it, or I don't want anything that I do have. 
One of my favourite things that has become dinner will always be a Sandwich, I could eat sammiches ALL day long, preferably with a side of chips and maybe a little vinegary... Today, the sammich of choice is a Reuben - thanks to Lucas Lameth - and although I've never had one I hear that they are pretty good, full of pastrami, melted cheese and apparently sauerkraut. Tonight, as it's a special occasion because I feel like it, I'm going to have a lovely bag of Puppy's Tasty Snacks Potato Chips - from MishMish for the Saturday Sale this weekend - and a delicious Snap'N'Dill pickle - from Tardfish - where each of the packages comes with a surprise inside...  

What is in the picture;
Puppy: MishMish - Puppy's Tasty Snacks in Potato Chip
Crocodile: Tardfish - Snap'N Dill
Sandwich: (Lucas Lameth) - Reuben Sandwich
Cheese: dust bunny - Summer Picnic in Cheese Wheel
Tulips: {vespertine} - Spring Harvest Tulips in Bright Reds
Bread: Nutmeg - Farmhouse Brunch Bread Basket
Jar: Savage Designs - Jar of Sauerkraut in Yellow (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Kitchenette V2

Decorations Don't Go Quietly!

It's that most yucky of days after the Christmas festivities in my house today... I'm not sure if it's today or tomorrow that it's traditional to take down Christmas decorations but in our house, we took the decor down today. I was not looking forward to it, but it has been done, everything is ready to be stashed away again and things look dark and empty... 

It makes me laugh how we use the same things over and over and over again, I'm not one of those people that wants a pristine or chic looking Christmas tree, I LOVE it when things are colourful and mismatched and traditions that remain the same every year... I know, especially in times like this, I want things to be cozy and comforting... I dislike this darkness that has decended in my living room today... It's only going to get emptier as we prepare the house for our moving date... 
While stuffing things in to the old chests in the Attic, I made a little discovery... One of the Gingerbread men that had appeared in many of my posts over the festive period was REALLY not ready to return to his Spring/Summer/Autumn sleep, he got angry and tried to Choke Me Out - he's a festive release from Tardfish that I HOPE will still be available in the mainstore but let me know if I'm wrong please! - and well since he wanted to stay awake I'll just have to take his place for a long nap in a cosy old trunk... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Mug - Santa Baby Gacha Item in #4 Santa Hat Red
Hair: Wasabi - Zyra Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Boa: Mug - Santa Baby Gacha Item in #2 Christmas Boa RARE
Friend: Tardfish - Choke Me Out Ginge
Top: everfaery - Gia Set in Top
Socks: everfaery - Gia Set in Stockings
Pose & Chest Prop: [piXit] - Forgotten Joy, Pose F1
Christmas Decorations: 
    Boxes: DRD - The Last Christmas Shop in Old Ornaments
    Tinsel: DRD - The Last Christmas Shop in Garland Pile
    Bauble Crates: [Canape] - Christmas Tote w/Ornaments in Green 
    Boxed Christmas Tree: DRD - The Last Christmas Shop in Tree In A Box 
    Broken Ornaments: Violetility - Broken Ornaments
    Light Tangle: DRD - Christmas Lights in FUCK IT
    Ornament Organiser: [Canape] - Ornaments Storage Case in Red
    Wrapping Paper: DRD - The Last Christmas Shop in Wrapping Paper
Backdrop: blaink - Last Day of ...

The Wraiths of a Christmas Spirit

Why did I think that things might get better soon?? I think I jinxed myself and now not only am I having a terrible visit from Mother Nature, I'm also full of cold AGAIN!!! I feel like I am a total grinch right now, maybe Grinch isn't even strong enough... Maybe I'm reaching full on Scrooge level... Bah Humbug... 

I've been feeling so grumpy and there is NOTHING I can do to cheer myself up... Even the book Advent Calendar that my hubby made for me as a main Christmas present this year makes me smile but I soon get grumpy again because of everything else that's going on... 
Maybe I'll slip into the world of a Christmas Carol... Maybe I'll let the darkness in me draw the spirits of Christmasses gone by from the old Gothmas Christmas Tree in the hall - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis for the SL Shop & Hop - and there is maybe some hope that they can save me... These spirits are not the ghosts from the Muppet version, although the last of the three in that film was a bit daunting when I saw it as I was a kid... These Wraith Skulls - a release from Tardfish for the current round of The Men's Department - of Christmas present are looming fast and I'm not sure I'm awake enough to avoid them... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Mug - Santa Baby Gacha Item in #6 Santa Hat Black (Available until December 28th at The Arcade)
Hair: Magika - October Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-Up: Izzie's - Insomnia
Sweater: Static - Mortem Sweater in Green (Available until December 15th at Gothmas)
Pants: The Kiwi Co - Blushpoint in Highwaist Jeans
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Wilder, Pose F1
Skulls: Tardfish - Wraith Skull (Available until December 31st at The Men's Department)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Gothmas {360} Backdrop (Available until January 4th at Holiday SL Shop & Hop)

Enchanting Little Mushrooms

Today has been crap but tomorrow is my day off so I'll be able to take things a little easier for a change. I'm going to spend the day relaxing doing not a lot and reading a lot more... I don't want to think about anything, I just want to turn my brain off and not have to deal with people or things... A fantasy world is the place I need to be... 

I'll keep it short and sweet today because frankly I am already falling asleep. Its making me see things that aren't real... Pretty fantasy things like the inhabitants of Elderbloom Courtyard - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - where the mushroom folk live happily... The Enya Antlered - a set of antlers released by Faunus at the current round of Enchantment Frostbitten - adorning her pretty little mushroom head, and her adorable little Mushy Mush Head companions - from Tardfish - are the most fun, happy, Autumn spirits to watch while I drift off to sleep... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: [Faunus] - Enya Antlers (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Hat: katat0nik - Mushroom Hat in Red
Hair: Exile -  Widow
Face Make-up: Ladybird - Mushroom Head
Neck Ruffle: KitCat - JoJo The Clown Ruffle Neck
Neck Ring: LODE Collar - Musha in Light Brown
Wings: Doe - Nymph Wings 01
Skin: Wyrd - Saga in Leaf (No Longer Available!)
Body Paint: [Faunus] - FOREST DEMON Body Wood
Dress: [Faunus] - Eladrin Dress
Pose & Prop: -Extra- - Autumnal, Pose 1
Friends: Tardfish - Mushy Mush Heads
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Elderbloom Courtyard Backdrop

Crazy Days in the Paraphile Ward

Life is crazy right now and I feel like I'm living in a crazy house... I'm stuck in Holland while my mother is in hospital in the UK having some checks done because she's sick and it's driving me crazy... As if life wasn't crazy enough at the moment. I REALLY feel like I need a break from everything... Someone come and get me please... 

All I seem to do right now is hide away from the world when I'm not at work, all I want to do is sit around a read and hide from anything that looks like responsibilities... 
I mean the Smut that I tend to tead would get me into trouble with Jesus - like the poster states "Is that Smut?" in the neon frame from Venture - and so Rudh's been tied into the darkness to get some time away from everyone... Dressed for her own protection and forced to wear her Shock Treatment Crown - from NORUSH - but it's her imagination she truly has to worry about... My penchant for being a bit of a Paraphile, someone with an erotic interest in things that are inanimate objects among other things, and therefore being sent to the Paraphile ward - signs by Krescendo - definitely meant that she met my match in the Freaky Hands - from Tardfish - which must have come from the devil... I think I might like it here... 

What is she wearing;
Upper Helmet: [NORUSH] - Shock Treatment Crown
Lower Helmet: Boutique #187 - Dirty Helmet v2
Hair: [monso] - Morbid Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available)
Hands: Tardfish - Freaky Hands
Top: CryBunBun - Daddy's Issue Top in Black
Pose & Ropes Prop: [piXit] - Roped Off, Pose F1
Sign: [Krescendo] - Ward Signs in Gold Paraphile
Picture: [ Venture ] - Is That Smut Neon Frame
Chains: [Krescendo] - Ceiling Chains
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Creepy Corridor

Caught in their Webs!

For Halloween, there are a few things that I ALWAYS find myself looking forward to playing around at dress-up for... Clowns, Monsters and all things dark and depraved... Things that make people shudder, one of the most reoccuring, every year for me, tends to be the Arachnids... I am a Spidy Lady...

I admit I'm not spider fan, I don't like the creepy crawlie feeling as it makes me feel kinda skeevy and shuddery and gross... I will admit that I LOVE Spiders eating the annoying flies that bug me in my home... 
Incy Wincy Spider is a Queen on Halloween... Adorable as pets in Second Life, not so much in Real Life, those can stay away from me... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Persis Hair in Black & Red (Available until November 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: ANTINATURAL[+] - Carnival Freaks in EyeFreak (No Longer Available!)
Glasses: rainnn - Cobweb Glasses in Black
Mouth Spider: Tardfish - Spideh Mouth in B&W (Available until November 2nd at Satan Inc)
Mini Spiders: MoonPhase - Arachnophobia
Necklace: Pure Poison - Black Arachnide Necklace
Top: Mug - Morticia Bustier in Black (Available until November 6th at Collabor88)
Pose: [piXit] - Anouk, Pose F1
Mesh Spiders & Webs Decor: Static - Glow Web (Available until October 23rd at Abnormality)
Other Webs: Half-Deer - Starlit Spiderweb
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Labels (Past VIP Gift)

Halloween Moon Rising

That's it... September has almost ended, someone get the kettle on as it's time to wake Green Day and I'm sure they will want a cuppa like I do when I wake up... This can only mean ONE thing though, HALLOWEEN IS COMING... The Witching Month starts tomorrow and this is NOT a drill people, it's time to get a little spooky! YAY for Spooky time!!!! 
The moon is awake now and she's luring the Halloween spooks out to play... It's time for the Dead Moon's Rising... The Devil is on the rise... The darkness is taking over... 

The Moon is death, darkness and mystery, but she is also light, power and regeneration... She lights up the dark but only shines when the sky is at it's brightest... She's dark and beautiful... She's here to draw in the Halloween spirits to start off the Spooky Season... 
I am going to dance in her light but she's stunning and a perfect welcome for the spooks of Halloween... 

What is she wearing;
Head Wings: Tardfish - Spectral Butterfly Wings
Hair: Wasabi - Zoey KPop Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Butterfly Wounds: CURELESS[+] - Lepidoptera Markings in FRESH
Halo & Staff: [Faunus] - Black Magic Female
Wings: Doe - Little Luna Moth Wings in BWR
Bra: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!)
Corset: Static - Hollow Doll Corset (Available until October 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Drape & Skeleton: CURELESS[+] - Vulneris Bodysuit
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Celestine, Pose F1
Backdrop: Synnergy - Space Moutain Backdrop

Sneaky Fairy GodPossums!

I'm super tired after a long day at work today and I cannot wait until it's time for bed... I'm home now though and tomorrow I'll be having a lazy at home day... Right now though I NEED to get my brain relaxing... I'm going to put on  some old children's cartoons or something and let the colours drag me away to a happy, restful place... 

For some reason my mind started getting all excited thinking about the original, and therefore best, version of the My Little Ponies, which in turn led to my brain getting Rudh all rainbowed up and sparkling for a trip to a My Little Pony-esque world... 
A world inhabited by the Poodle Ponies - from Tardfish at the Gacha Garden until September 30th - and the MishMish Fairies, who live at the Dollhouse Castle - which is a backdrop from FOXCITY - peacefuly enjoying the happiness even though they have the occasional visit from the sneaky Fairy Godpossums - an ACCESS release from Aardvark - to steal their candies and flower petals... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Ayashi - Hayato hair in Anime Set
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Make-Up: Suicidal Unborn!- Nerezza Eyeshadow Rainbow
Eyes: Izzie's - Angel Mesh Eyes
Freckle Make-Up: Izzie's - Rainbow Glitter Freckles
Neck Sparkles: MOoH! - Beyonce Necklace Mix
Body Paint: Izzie's - Rainbow Powder Explosion
Wings: Doe - Dawnwood Wings
Dress: MOoH! - Lulia Dress Color
Bracelet: Izzie's - 80's Rainbow Bangles
Bodysuit: MOB - Fetiche  Swimsuit [BoM]
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Pose & Lollipop Props: [piXit] - Oh Lolli Lolli, Pose F4R
Fluffy Fairies: Aardvark - Fairy Godpossum (Available until October 8th at ACCESS)
Ponies: Tardfish - Poodle Pony (Available until September 30th at The Gacha Garden)
Fairies: MishMish - Fairy
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Dollhouse Castle

Oops! I Think I'm in BIG TROUBLE!

Ever have those days when you feel like your brain stops working?! I don't mean in the medical sense either, I'm talking like you cannot remember why you bent down to tie your shoe laces when you are in fact wearing slip-ons, or when you walk into a room and instantly forget what you came in for, or when you're mentally confused because today should be Sunday when it is in fact Friday... That kind of brain fart... I am getting those a lot lately, and someone told me I might be Peri-Menopausal, but I wish this brain fog would clear... 

It's as I was getting overly excited about my new outfit that I'd found at the Midnight Order, a Starla set - from Web Dew - decorated with Suns, Moons and Stars, things that have always made me feel special, and was making me feel remarkly happy that I wondered if I had been forgetting something... I mean I'd decked myself out with some gorgeous accessories, and even remembered to tuck my familiar little burdy into my Burdy Hat - which is a release from Tardfish for The Vault - but it wasn't until I was dancing through the Enchanted Book Hall - which is an older but still gorgeous release from everfaery - that I spotted something with a note attached... OH CRAP... In the bird cage, the Forgotten Birdcage - from CABALPIER - if you will, I think I'm in BIG TROUBLE...

What is she wearing;
Hat: Tardfish - Burdy Hat (Available until August 18th at The Vault)
Hair: Wasabi - Hot Cocoa HW Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Earrings: Raven Bell - Starlit Earrings (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Glasses: [AURO] - Stellar Vision Glasses (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Outfit: WEB DEW - Set Starla (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Gloves: Effervescence - Miranda Gloves (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Pose: [piXit] - Feidina, Pose F2
Birdcage: [CABALPIER] - Forgotten Birdcage (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Shelf & Decor Item: random.Matter - Stargazer [Part II] in Shelves and Globe (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Lights: {anc} - Panel Lamp Stand in Amber (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Backdrop: everfaery - Enchanted Book Hall Backdrop

Hiding away to make plans...

Today is the start of my holiday and even though Thursdays are my usual day off, I don't actually feel like I'm on vacation yet. There is so much cleaning and sorting and organizing to do, not to mention makin sure I give my cat tonnes and tonnes of attention before I disappear... Plus the hubby is a bit OCD when it comes to planning so we have lists upon lists and other things to do that he knows and I haven't yet been informed of... It's getting like an secret military mission... I just wanna go home... 

Since it's like a military planning situation right now I'm working out how to hack the system... 
I've been looking at the screens, checking the charts and hiding in the Bunker - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - using only the Vertex Lamps and my Gaming Peripherals - both of which are from Krescendo, although the former is Mancave and the latter available for the MadPea PLAYXPO - and if that doesn't work I have NOT ONE but TWO secret weapons... Firstly my buddy Squiddy - from Tardfish - is an expert gamer and he can get his mind around anything, and secondly, if all else fails I have a set of earrings that will help me. They are made so you can Ctrl Yourself - a pair of earrings from Six Feet Under, which even though they aren't overly large in the picture above, I have added the store ad below for more clarity - with little keyboards that can take control over everything...

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Salty Hair in Offbeat
Earrings: Six Feet Under - Ctrl Yourself Earrings (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: CryBunBun - Marina Top in TieDye2
Bag: Tardfish - Squidy Gamer Bag in Holo (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Pants: CryBunBun - Arterie Pants in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Dana, Pose F2
Keyboards & Controllers: [Krescendo] - Gaming Peripherals (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Lamps: [Krescendo] - Vertex Lamp in 10 (Available until July 11th at MANCAVE)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - The Bunker {360} Backdrop