What do you buy a guy that has EVERYTHING?

I know that Christmas is over, but due to the circumstances in which I spent Christmas last year, I am still feeling a little special and willing to give the gifts out to those that deserve them... 

Today a Daddy friend of mine got a brand new doll, a brand new Perfect Dolly, the special Kinky Edition - from Short Leash at the new Dollholic Event - and she's made him very happy... Dressed in a very slinky, revealing black dress, she is his perfect dolly... She comes with plenty of accessories, and makes a perfect display piece for his very own red room of pain... Something to entertain him, when he's not got someone real to play with... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Octavia
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: Mug - Kimmie Dress in Black
Doll Box: Short Leash - Playtime Bondage Toy Box & Toys
Toy Box & Ropes: Short Leash - Perfect Dolly Box (Available until February 11th at Dollholic) 
Wrapping Paper: Lagom - Wrapping mess
Couch: [Consignment] - Radial Chester Sofa in Red
Cross: Artisan Fantasy - Capturado Cross in Red
Large Plant: hive - Potted Plants .in Swiss Cheese Plant
Small Plants: dust bunny - Plant Stands
Vase hive - Areca Palm Plant
Backdrop: Synnergy - Rainfall City Backdrop

Somebody come get her, she's dancing like a stripper!

 After a day at work like I've had ANOTHER of - yes I had no customers again all day and I was bored out of my own mind - I feel like I'm bored of entertaining myself even... It's so tedious, so monotonous but I guess that at least I'm lucky to have a job after all the craziness of the pandemic. 
Yet when I come home and get myself online, I feel like I want to do nothing more than be a crazy - slightly weird - but definitely entertaining dolly... I look back on all of the jobs I had over my time in SL, and smile... I worked on Seraphim, I worked in clubs, and I think the most entertaining of them all was my VERY early days as a Stripper... So today, I'm looking back on the good times LOL... 

While writing this, I can hear my hubby watching videos on tiktok and they keep playing that one with the song about "dancing like a stripper" LOL... If only they really knew! The way that this dolly is swinging around the Sparkle Pole - from The Horror - in her stripper's boudoir, that has been tastefully decorated with silks and BDSM toys and some lovely furnishings from Krescendo! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Pink Hustler - Disordered Hair - II in #5-3
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: N-Core - MONI Bodysuit&Boots
Pose: FOXCITY - Pole Artist, Pose 5
Pole: The Horror! - Sparkle Pole in Blue
Cushion: [Krescendo] - Kinky Cushion
Cabinet: [Krescendo] - Wild Side Table (Available until May 22nd at Black Fair)
Candies: LEMME - Bite it, suck it, blow it in Light Blue
Chair: [Krescendo] - Seduction Set in Neon Chair
Hanging Decor & Cross: Artisan Fantasy - Capturado Collection Items
Backdrop & Floating Money: SAYO Sin - Crimson Dreams Backdrop

Trading in those Special Coupons...

Do you ever feel like sometimes you just want to let go and so something a little wild?! When I get that impulse it seems to make me want to do something a little more naughty girl than some of the sweet - if somewhat macabre - pictures that I normally put my mind to! I think in this case, I was spurred on a little by a bit of a crush I have on Ivan Moody of Five Finger Death Punch - since we got to see their amazing show last night - and the fact that I wanted to do something a little naughty for that wonderful Afterglow! 

Have you ever had weird fantasies about being in a Glory Hole?! LOL warned you this might get a little naughty, didn't I? It's not something I've ever really thought about, but who knows after working on this it may well happen LOL... The reason that Rudh ended up in a glory hole - from DRD - was actually all because of a little release from HILTED at the current round of Afterglow. For this round they have been offering up Blowjob Coupons - PERFECT FOR VALENTINES I THINK - for that special man, or strap-on in your life hehe... 
Now she's surrounded by traded in coupons, that have been discarded all over the floor along with new and used condoms and some of her other toys of the trade - told you she was naughty, and it's not so hygienic to have the dirty condoms around like that Rudhie! Oh wel... Least she's practicing safe sex LOL! 

What is she wearing;
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Shoes: Essenz - Honduras in Pack 1
Piercings: Zombie Suicide - Foot Dermals in Spikes 
Pose: FOXCITY - Selfie VOL4, Pose 1
Letters: HILTED - Blowjob Coupons (Available until February 6th at Afterglow) 
Used Condoms: tylie - Latex Condom 
Condoms: Lagom - Babygirl Gacha Item in Messy Condoms 
Toy Box: Fapple - BDSM Toy Box (Past Group Gift) 
Lube Pots: Artisan Fantasy - Conquistador Trunk Gacha Item in 10 Creams & Lubes 
Tissues & Lube: Fapple- Silky Lube and Tissue 
Backdrop: DRD - The Glory Hole 

Feeding Dad's Horse

I don't really have much time today, I will explain later when I have more time and can actually focus a little but right now I'm all over the place both mentally and physically! I did however, just make myself a cup of coffee and find a few minutes just to sit down and write a little something here - heaven knows I needed a chance to enjoy a little therapy lol - and so for this super speedy post I want to do something that's kinda like a little dedication to my SL Daddy - Chopper Mosely - who celebrated his RL Birthday on Monday!! SO, to honour him, I'm going a little bit Country! 

I'm not normally a country girl, but for Daddy, it can happen once in a while! The things we do for our parents huh?! SL or RL, LOL!! Aside from being a country music fan, my dad has possibly - second to me I'd say - the biggest collection of animals in SL... Every time there is a Jian release we're chomping at the bit to get at it, yet I may have found a store that he would love called Teegle. It's full of animals including some adorable horses that are perfect for his country vibe - and I know this may get me killed by my Mommas, but to make Daddy happy it's worth the risk in sharing! 
I discovered the Teegle horses at a little Horsey themed place called Rosewood Farms, and thought it was the perfect location to get my country girl on... LUCKILY I had just grabbed some brand new Watercolor Boho Tank Tops from Petite Mort that are available if you're willing to play the gacha machine for them in the Women Only Hunt until June 22nd. The 5 different designs are so pretty, I LOVE the feathers. 
Anyway, this one was for you Daddy, so Happy Birthday... Unfortunately for me, RL is dragging me back kicking and screaming! Roll on the weekend!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Truth - Montana in Redhead 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Tops: Petite Mort - Watercolor Boho Tank (Available until June 22nd at Women Only Hunt) 
Jeans: Kaithleen's - Flare Jeans in Stone 
Pose: Zombie Suicide - Ben Male Pose, V2 (Available until June 15th at Men Only Monthly) 
Basket: Dust Bunny - Farmers Market Veggies in Carrots
Horse: Teegle - Horse 
Fence: Artisan Fantasy - Stony Hollow Hitching Post 

There's a Good Dog!

Time to get my relax on. It's Saturday Night and I've had a busy day at work in RL, but I want to just kick back and relax, sharing a picture of something. It's been a few days since I had a chance to blog, I don't know why but my Mojo has been lacking somewhat and I need to get back on the band wagon... SO today I'm going to share something both cute and kinky...  

It's both adorable and kinkiness that was started by Fapple, and saw me deciding it was time for a game of puppy... It's not something that I'm normally into, but this adorable little Puppy Love Dog House - from Fapple - made me feel a need... I added a few little accessories, things to get me in the mood like a HopScotch Animal Plug tail, some good Collars and Cuffs and even a Whipped Magazine with a Doggy tale to tell, then dressed in a cute but casual outfit - made by MuggleBorn called Zoes Lounge Wear - I slipped on an abrasive Obedient Puppy Head Harness and sat like a good girl, waiting!

What is she wearing;
Mask: [ abrasive ] - Obedient Puppy Head Harness in Leather (Ears Up)
Hair: DOUX - Lawrence Hairstyle in Reds (Available until September 10th at DUBAI) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: MuggleBorn - Zoes Lounge Wear 
Dirty Feet: Izzie's - Dirty Feet 
Pose: {NANTRA} - All About that Bass, Pose 4M
House: Fapple - Puppy Love Dog House 
Book: [ abrasive ] - Whipped Magazine in Doggy Slave (Past Group Gift) 
Cuffs: Artisan Fantasy - Conquistador Trunk Gacha Item in 02 Collar & Cuffs 
Plug: HopScotch - Animal Plug in Fox 

Bad Puppy

Since yesterday was all about the not so well behaved women, today I couldn't really do something sweet and innocent, could I?! It has to be something that a bad girl would be proud of, and so for me, something naughty was the only way to go hehe... You know me, I love being naughty occasionally!! OK, more than occasionally!!! More like a LOT!!! 
Today the bad little me got punished and sent to bed early... 

A Puppy Love Bed for my punishment, though luckily the Puppy Love Dog Bed from Fapple is plush and soft, with a cute little friend to keep me company! 
Of course, since it's a puppy bed, I had to dress for the part, with a little tail - that's not really a tail - and a tattoo that well... Shows Daddy just whereto spank me when I'm a bad girl!! 
Now OK, I may not make history, but being a bad girl is SO MUCH FUN!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Fiji (Current Group Gift) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Tattoo: Mad' - SpankMe AssTattoo
Hand Prints: Ama - Ass Smacks 
Plug: [Claimed] - Puppy Mini Tail 
Pose: Image Essentials - Beach Babe V2, Pose 2
Bed: Fapple - Puppy Love Dog Bed 
Cuffs: Artisan Fantasy - Conquistador Trunk Gacha Items in 02 Collar & Cuffs 
Art:  Fapple- The Spanking Guide 

Just another of Master's Discarded Dolls

Monday Morning... I had planned to do something light and cheerful yesterday when I was making sure that I had posts available to work on whilst I was supposedly "working", yet nothing ever works out exactly the way you plan it, and today my mood isn't quite what it should be. I don't feel like happy and sparkles this morning, I feel like I'm left-behind, lost and forgotten... Yesterday's news! Thrown into a forgotten room, with all of the other old dollies...

Felt like this yesterday too, and tried to hide it behind a facade of cheery bubbliness, but that didn't work out so well and I ended up crashing... HARD!  It's down to a combination of that feeling of loneliness, of not being good enough, and of pushing myself too hard, add to that things like financial concerns and homesickness, and you have a very horrible combination... I need someone to look after me, Hell tries but he's a little bit clueless and I don't really have the strength to reach out and get him to notice at the moment... Still enough of the rambling, I'm sure you didn't come here to read my woes, you came to see a pretty picture and learn about my craziness that I put into it right?!
The picture today was actually inspired by the amazing mannequins - rather than my mood - and they were a collection that I simply had to have... The Spook Show Mannequins, are a part of the Remarkable Oblivion Epiphany Gacha collection, and each of these gorgeous dolls come with their own name and seeminly their own dead doll personality... They looked perfect in this room - the only one missing is actually taking a bath in the bathroom - but before I could even sit Rudh in amongst them the idea in my head was that she was one of Master's Discarded Dolls - used and shut away, left to fade and go dusty... The room is filled with forgotten and morbid things, like her somewhat scary Nailbed, and the Broken Mirror - thanks Shiny by the way - with a subtle hint to the rooms sordid past still hanging on the wall...
Wow I've written a happy post today... Sorry about that... I guess the only thing left for me to do is try to cheer myself up a little... I know of  a song that totally fits with the nature of this post, it's one by my favourite Viking Cellists with vocals from Christina Scabbia, called S.O.S (Anything but Love)... It fits the photo, and because it is has the Viking Cellists in it, it makes me smile...

Anything that will make me smile today is a good thing, right?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Editorial Bent Over in Redheads
Skin: Glam Affair - Melanie in Asia in 05
Collar: Kibitz - Collar Collection Gacha Item in Elsa Collar (7) (Available until August 15th at The Epiphany)
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You
Dress: N-Uno - Leila Shirt in N 2
Shackles: B.C.C -  Jenny&Megan in Shackles in Blood B
Pose: Signature Pose - Should Have Known, The Expo
Mannequins: Remarkable Oblivion - Spook Show Gacha Items (Available until August 15th at The Epiphany)
Bed: The Hive - Creepy & Kooky Gacha Items in Nailbed Set "Hers" RARE
House: Trompe Loeil - Shotgun Shack in Toulouse
BDSM Toys: Artisan Fantasy - Capturado Items
Mirror: .random.Matter. - Lost & Forgotten - Broken Mirror - RARE

Magical Spells aren't all about Kissing Frogs right?

Fairytales are the stuff of dreams... When they enter into the stuff of reality it comes as something of a shock and so some might say that fairytales are best left as dreams...
Yet I believe that life should be like a fairytale! Rudh is living my fairytale for me... I kissed a frog - OK maybe frog is harsh but he wasn't the best looking avi when I met him! - and HellBone became a prince that whisked me off my feet and dragged me away to a far away land. I live as a Princess, my own living dead doll version of one anyway, and ride with knights on shiny, metallic horses, and yes like fairytale I seem to find myself facing many adversities - of the Drama kind - but I come out stronger with a greater sense of well-being and more magical powers of strength...
I'm going to let you into my little Fairytale world... Hold on tight, things are a little bit of a bumpy ride!

Magic Spells are often a necessity in fairytales, they are the entire reason that good can triumph over evil... Maybe today I will read this HUGE magic book - one from the great and powerful witch [ keke ]  - and see if I can make good things happen... I'll pull on my Sorcery Hat - from Magika - grab a few of these ingredients from nefarious.inventions and perhaps a Frog Prince from that BEETLEBONES store just for good measure. It's worth the risk right? Oh and OOOOOPS better not forget something to mix everything together in, someone grab me that Mortar and Pestle, the nefarious.inventions one please...
Now which spell do I choose?! Today I am feeling better than I have in WEEKS... I faced the Fairytale Darkness and this time at least, I won, so let's have a happy spell now shall we?? Maybe one that brings me lots of money?

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Magika - Sorcery
Skin: Glam Affair - Luna Skin in Asia
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Chocolat in Black (Available until February 10th at Shiny Shabby)
Dress: drbc - Cosima Dress in Stripes
Pose: Image Essentials - Playful Seduction 5 (Available from February 2nd until February 15th at Pose Lovers)
Book: [ keke ] - Book of Magic (Available until February 10th at Shiny Shabby)
Floor Sparkles: [ keke ] - Glitter Floor
Frog: BEETLEBONES - Wizarding Frog Prince (RARE)
Necklace: Spellbound - Crystal Choker in Dark (Available until January 30th at Wayward Winter)
Unlabelled Bottles: Artisan Fantasy - Apothecary Oils
Bottles: [nefarious.inventions] - The Dispensary in Medicine Bottle Group (Available until February 1st at Lost & Found)
Mortar & Pestle: [nefarious.inventions] - The Dispensary in Mortar & Pestle (Available until February 1st at Lost & Found)

Rest before a ROMP

Have you ever wanted to truly let yourself go? Embrace something that is different from your normal? Reveal your darker side and let a secret passion take hold?
I'm sure you may have at some point, and I'm sure that you' may have let your wildest imaginings run free in SL. Inhibitions are much less apparent in the virtual world, and sex seems to be abundant - something that can cause unwarrented disaproval from outsiders, I might add. Yet as a personal belief I feel that having a safe environment - I know that there are exceptions to this as there have been cases of cyber stalking and other horrors, but you can log off and block people if you feel uncomfortable within situations... Nothing in SL is beyond your control, Not really!
I've always been - although it took SL to make me aware of it - fairly submissive... I've tried to flip the switch, and act dominant but it never works for me and I end up giggling at myself... The submissive side of me has been squashed away somewhat - HellBone has no interest in control - but every now and then she surfaces... Something awakens her inner cravings...

This time it was ROMP...
ROMP is the best kinky shopping event in SL - I think - and every time it rolls out the submissive side of me jumps for joy... There are so many pretty new things to play with, and so many fun new toys to tease the senses... Shame I have no one to play with though LOL...
Still, this month's event was no different, and OH MY GOSH some of the designers have pulled out all of the stops to make some beautiful things... Things like this Capturado Collection from Artisan Fantasy. The full set includes three different coloured wall mattresses, a toy shelf as well as individual toys on hooks, floor and ceiling mounts and a lattice wall mount all with this amazing scrollwork design... It's simply gorgeous! I fell for the textures and the feminine curls wrought from masculine iron!!
Whilst at ROMP, and as my inner submissive was already on the outside for a while, I had to do a little more shopping hehe... I had a hard time choosing between colours of Dead Dollz lingerie - opting for black as it's easiest and goes with everything - and then treating myself to some Kitten Hair from Spellbound. The one thing missing was the perfect collar for a kitten, but The Horror sorted that problem out for me too!! It was amazing how everything fell together hehe...
The little submissive girl left to wait, rests her eyes tuning her hearing into the sound of her Master's approach... Lit through the grate as the door opens... The fun is about to begin!

What is she wearing;
Hair & Face Accessory: Spellbound - Kitten in Chapter II: Sky (Worn with TRUTH Solace Bangs - Sorry I know it's naughty of me to do that!! Hope I can be forgiven!) (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)
Skin: Glam Affair - Luna Skin in Asia (Available until January 23rd at Uber)
Eyelids: SLINK - Mesh eyelids
Tattoo: [White Widow] - DeadMan in Black
Collar: The Horror! - Keht Collar in Black/Silver (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)
Necklace: Kibitz - MSG Necklace in Fuck Me Silver (Available until January 24th at OMGacha)
Outfit: Dead Dollz - Satin Harness Lingerie in Black (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)
Boots: Essenz - Montana in Black (Available until January 31st at The Seasons Story)
Props: Artisan Fantasy - Capturado Collection (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)

I need to add WHAT?

Feels good being able to get back into the swing of normality after my Dad came to visit in RL... Now it's back to my regularly scheduled programming of sitting in the office - with not a lot to do besides talking to you and shopping on Ebay!
Talking of shopping, you go away for a weekend and DAMN you have a lot of Shopping in SL to catch up on. Not that I am complaining but there seems to be so many events going on that this poor little Dead girl has to have HellBone keep tabs on her spending LOL... It's not fair, this time of year is geared towards looking dead and creepy lol...
I wonder, could I perhaps perfect that art of Alchemy?! I have some of those old spell books left by ancestors in the coffin under the tree?!

These old books make it sound so easy, but I have never been a very good cook and some of the ingredients do not sound very appetising! Things like Eye of Newt and Devil's Toenails LOL...
Luckily I had everything I needed to work on the spell from the old Manual of Cartomancy Occult Books, written on Paper Moon parchment, that were left in those coffins by my ancestors! Sometimes it pays to hold onto all of grannies things! I mean this Soy cabinet was filled with all of those things, all of those Essentials of Witchcraft.
The traditional witchcrafting style is a life forgotten, now days I am a modern witch... I use convenience spells that you can warm up in the microwave and I dress in a way that would make my grannie witch faint... I do love this outfit though... The spiderweb looking parts - the top and the tights - are from [ abrasive ] at this round of Suicide Dollz - just a note here the round will change in 3 days!!! The skirt is an older one from Mesh Head, but once again it is the accessories that I have been playing with most hehe... I have a bracelet from ShiZZo, which you can grab at GEN-Neutral, a Bone Chain Necklace from Neverwish, that can be grabbed after completing the adventure in The Nightmare, and a Ouija Necklace from Poisoned Diamond at Pastel Goth. You know me I love to combine my accessories hehe...
I need this spell to work, I need to get some money together I want to get into Pastel Goth and buy some stuff LOL... Work dammit work!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Gretchen (Available until October 31st at The Seasons Story)
Skin: Glam Affair - Sia Ghost in Polar
Short Necklace: Neverwish - Bone Chain Necklace (Available until October 30th at The Nightmare)
Long Necklace: (Poisoned Diamond) - Ouija Necklace in Black (Available until October 30th at Pastel Goth Fair 2015)
Top: [ abrasive ] - Widow Crop in Striped (Available until October 23rd at Suicide Dollz)
Bracelet: ShiZZo - Geo Set in Silver (Available until October 26th at GEN-Neutral)
Skirt: Mesh Head - Spiked Skirt in Black
Tights: [ abrasive ] - Widow Tights in Holey (Available until October 23rd at Suicide Dollz)
Boots: Reign - Fiona Boots in Black
Book Table: paper moon - Occult Books in Manual Of Cartomancy
Pose: Signature Pose - Eridanus 4 (Available until October 26th at GEN-Neutral)
Background Decor:
Key: [NO CONCEPT] - Antique Key
Table: Soy - Table with Drawers in Aged Dark Wood
Table Top Decor: Soy - Essentials of Witchcraft
Herbs: Artisan Fantasy - Herbals - Herb Shelf Warm
Bottle: O.M.E.N. - Fairytales in Alice Drink Me
Book: {vespertine} - Poison Case in Mystery Prize RARE