The Pixel Fae and Her Arcade Aura

A magical day off that I spent at home in my jammies doing a few odd chores and reading the rest of the time... When I was cleaning the music was loud, cheesy, pop with many, many cheesy karaoke moments, using whatever I had to hand... Just a note to those who do this too, TOILET BRUSHES ARE NOT EVER TO BE USED AS MICROPHONES... Anything else is fair game, and can make you feel like a magical star... 

There is a loud, rumbling music that can be heard across certain regions of Second Life today as the adorable band that is Arcade Aura - which coincidentally is the name of the collection from everfaery for the newly opened round of Cyber Fair that includes the Wings and Left stocking shown in my outfit - in their matching stage outfits are warming up... Lots of loud cheesy pop music, glittering lights with stars and sparkles, and a lead guitarist that would make things a lot easier to rehearse if she remembered to plug the guitar in LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Goggles: PSYCHO:Byts - CYB3_ - Goggles (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Hair: Ayashi - Chizuru Hair in Light Set
Glasses: Violetility - 8-Bit Glasses II
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: everfaery - Arcade Aura Wings (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Mia Outfit (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Arm Wires: Normandy - Inti.Veins MK2
Body Paint: Even Tide - Cyber in Purple (No Longer Available!)
Guitar: Mug - Punk Rocker in #19 Electric Guitar Pink
Left Sock: everfaery - Arcade Aura Legs (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Right Boot: AsteroidBox - Mia Boots (Available until September 22nd at Cyber Fair)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Popstars
Pose: [piXit] - Avril, Pose F3R
Bears: BoOgErS - Bear Band in Bubble Bears (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Aurora 1

Free to a Good Owner

A day off, but I'm still kinda on tender hooks as I worry about will work things be ok while I'm not at work LOL... I'm nervous, but I have to get myself past this and let my mind relax properly... 
I've had to distract myself with something that some people might say is a little naughty... Some might even say that this is a LOT naughty... I always feel like I'm not good at blogging the naughty, but then again I tend to over think things when I should let them go... Maybe put myself into the hands of someone better suited to letting me feel stronger... 

I've put myself out with the trash and you're welcome to come find me in the alley and have me collected from the box... I am free to a good owner - the Sub Box is available now from The Warehouse Sale by Violetility - just come get me... I'll warn you, she's a little Feral... She's a little Dirty, but she responds well to a leash and can be taught to behave... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Boutique #187 - Dirty Helmet (Available this weekend for Wanderlust)
Hair: Beusy - Cherrybomb Hairstyle in MINI ASSORTED
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: GABRIEL - Take me Leash in Black
Bite Mark: Izzie's - Werewolf Bites in Collarbone
Jacket: Rebelpill - Action Bae Jacket in Leather
Top: Adora-tions - Feral Lizzy Tank Brat Pack
Pose: [piXit] - Natalia, Pose 2R
Box: Violetility - Sub Box in Owner (Available until August 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Toys: [Krescendo] - Double Trouble
Backdrop: blaink - Love Zone

I ain't afraid of no Ghosts...

So yesterday I was thinking a lot about Wonderland, I cannot tell you really what sparked that thought pattern but last night to distract the hubby we watched Pirates of the Caribbean and tonight it's movie night again... I'm not that much of movie buff - Lord of the Rings excluded, I could talk about that all day - but there are times when the right movie can be a good thing... They set the mood, they like my blog can take me away to another place and they bring stories to life that many may never think of... 
Now I'm going to show my age here, I'm a child of the 80s and proud of it, but do you remember when 3D movies first became a thing?! It was an insane experience... 

The first time I saw a 3D movie it was a shock... I think the first time I saw a 3D movie was the Muppets 3d in Disneyland, and I can honestly say as much as the film was fun it set my motion sickness off something terrible and I was more than a little put off from seeing things in 3D again... 
It was crazy to me how a movie brought someone's imagination to life in moving pictures but also that those moving pictures could leave a screen and be right up in your face like they could touch you... It was a bizarre feeling, one that still makes me surprised to this day... Even though now days it's less abnormal andif you try and tell youngans about it they look at you iek you have two heads, with stories of different coloured glasses!!! 
Anyway it's movie time... HellBone plans to scare me a little with a few Ghostbusters... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi -  Drowsy FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: BONDI - Dustin 3D Glasses
Top: miss chelsea - Alex Set in Shirt (Available until July 8th at equal10)
Tank: miss chelsea - Alex Set in Tank (Available until July 8th at equal10)
Popcorn: Junk Food - Ecto Popcorn
Friend: Snuggle&Co. - Frank in PATTERNS PACK
Shorts: miss chelsea - Alex Set in Shorts (Available until July 8th at equal10)
Pose: Fashiowl - Pizza Day, Pose 12
Car: H&C Wheels - Ecto 1
Shadow: MadPea - Sinister Shadow
Warning Sign: Violetility - Ghosts Sign
Backdrop: TROPIX - HAUNTED GHOST HQ SCENE

A lot more Pride, a lot less Prejudice!

Love is love and that's all that matters, or at least it should be... With everything going on in the world right now, from wars that are on going or scarily close to starting, and wannabe kings holding parades that resemble celebrations held for monarchs of distant lands, and even closer to home with people striking for more money and causing masses of chaos for everyone else... It feels so much more important to celebrate love for those who have always faced stigmatism, because we should all be allowed to love, and it might make the world a better place... 

Pride in Amsterdam comes a little later in the year but right now other places are celebrating Pride... I'm always willing to celebrate love, and I KNOW that it's easier said than some people agree to but I want to send huge hugs to everyone... I guess these days I'd consider myself an Ally more than any other letter in the LGBTQ+ range, testing the water at university and my early 20s doesn't really count but I do firmly believe that love is love. It shouldn't be up to any one person to say who another can or cannot love - unless there is a lack of consent or confusion from an involved party and illegal things are happening of course... Like the sign says, I can't believe we're still protesting this shit... It's 2025, let people be who they want, let people live as they want... 
Pride at Home is happening, as are many other Pride events, right now and I want to take a moment to reach out. The world needs more Pride, less Prejudice, I mean isn't there enough crazy shit going on in the world that people also want to control who others love too?! 

What is she wearing;
Head Accessory: Junk Food - Pride Black Headband
Hair: Exile -  Gemma Pride Edition (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Glasses: Violetility - Pride Glasses (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Earrings: metanoia - Starstruck Earrings in Pride Edition (Available until June 30th at Pride at Home)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gloves: CHANDRA - Kiora Gloves (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Top: miss chelsea - Bela Pride Set in Tank (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Shorts: miss chelsea - Bela Pride Set in Shorts (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Pose & Prop: -Extra- - Just Me, Pose 4 

Dancing for Chicken

You might have gathered by now that I list reading as one of my hobbies but do you know what it is that I love to read most? I am a Smut reader mostly. I LOVE anything dark and twisted and kinky. There are genres within the genre, and some I LOVE more than others. I don't so much like the sports romances but I love the stalker types. I don't really have a preference though and will read ANYTHING... Though give me a masked man that's a bit stalkerish and possessive and I'm extremely happy...

I guess my choice in reading lead my mind today when it comes to setting up a blog post... I think my brain went in the direction it did as soon as I saw these dollar bill Kalika Shoes - from Garmonbozia, available until June 22nd at Kinky - I was whisked away into one of my books... 
Three boys in the cockface gang - thanks to the masks from katat0nik - had me dancing as their personal pet for tips and fried chicken, with the chance to win toys that could Fil-a-Chick Bucket - from Krescendo, available for a few more days at the Amsterdam Event - and make a girl like me happy... 

What is she wearing;
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Shoes: Garmonbozia - Kalika shoes in Variety 1 (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Pose & Pole: FOXCITY - Pole Artist Dance Pole
Toy Buckets: [Krescendo] - Fill-a-Chick Bucket (Available until June 1st at Amsterdam Event)
Chicken Heads: katat0nik - Cockface Mask
Fried Chicken: FOXCITY - Takeaway. Fried Chicken Bucket (Prop for Fowl Play Pose)
Money: The Salvage Yard - Cash Small Scatter (No Longer Available!)
Floor Pad: Violetility - Bored Game Platform
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Tea Room {360} Backdrop

The Ultimate Pain Paddle!

The Demons of Hell have been tormenting people for centuries, and there has always been a bit of a pleasure when it comes to the tormenting of these souls that find their way into the darker corners of Hell... 
Depending on where you end up, you can never know which of the demons wil make an appearance, but it is safe to say that they will enjoy whatever they do... Well most of the time anyway... 

The Threll - a head from CRYPTID - Demoness is one of those that likes to inflict pain, but loves to do it in a bit of a kinky way... She's working for the deadly sins, hidden in one of the corridors of their house to assist in their work.She likes heavy metal and lots of spikes on her clothes, but puts on a costume of a Nun's headdress for her play sessions... 
Once she's pinned you to the Orion Cross - a release from Violetility at FaMESHed X until May 10th - she gets out all manner of whips, chains, crops and paddles to help her entertain herself and the Sin Demons... Things get a little boring after doing this for so long, and they are always looking for new painful methods to play around with. It has been a recent discovery, people talk about stepping on Legos being a terrible pain all the time, but they are now part of the Ultimate Pain Paddle - from Krescendo - and are eager to test it's pain providing levels... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Veil: Doe - Mercy Veil
Big Horns: HAZEL - DREADSPIRE HORNS
Head: CRYPTID - Threll
Skin: [Forest Fantasy Store] (Now FAUNUS) - GARGOYLE SKIN in Ruby
Necklace: CHANDRA - Temprest Choker
Tattoo: CORE&GORE - Hetemite Tattoo
Top: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Bra in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Wings: Sweet Thing - Demon Wings
Paddle: [Krescendo] - Ultimate Pain Paddle in Black (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Shorts: CryBunBun - HeavyMetal Shorts in Black (Available until May 5th at Equal10)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Pose: [piXit] - Alitissa, Pose F7
Cross: Violetility - Orion Cross (Available until May 10th at FaMESHed X)
Banner: Pitaya - Deadly Sins Banner in Black
Backdrop: VARONIS - Nighted Backdrop

Sunshine To Defrost In!

Last night I broke free and today I had a wonderful day off... The sun was shining all day and I found myself wanting to curl up in a sunny spot and read a book... I wasn't able to do that, since I have been working so much I had to catch up on the housework... Any moment I had spare, I found myself resting in any sunny spot I came across, I was taking my time to defrost...

I am NOT a Summer girl, I HATE it when it's too hot but the Spring sunshine always feels like it's revitalising. It makes you warm but doesn't feel like it hurts, it gives you energy and happiness and is the perfect dose of vitamin D. Spring is also the time of the flowers, and there are so many wonderful colours and smells and happy moments that go aong with them... 
It's the perfect time to drop my jacket and let the sun warm my skin... A perfect time to defrost... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Bonnie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Zyla Set in Top
Jacket: Pseudo - Bradley Jacket in Black
Jeans: miss chelsea - Zyla Set in Jeans
Shoes: miss chelsea - Zyla Set in Flip Flops
Pose: -Extra- - Honest, Pose 5 (Available until April 16th for Flagship)
Flowers: everfaery - Glimmerveil Vine Kit (Available until April 18th at The Warehouse)
Beanbag: Violetility - Fluffy Bean Bag
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Appartamenti {360} Backdrop

Twenty Thousand Leagues

What happens on a day like today when my mind is allowed to wander but I can't seem to find myself creating another weird and wonderful fae creation... I got a major case of being stuck today... I was in a rut, couldn't think what I wanted to do and for the life of me things were going no where... I WAS CONFUSED... Then I had a momentary brain fart, remembered that I'm in the blogger team for the epic, somewhat steampunkish themed Engine Room and TADAAAAAA my mind went into overdrive... 
Dreams of travelling with and working alongside some of the most interesting fantasy names in literary history, I didn't think it would ever happen... I loved studying his achievements, but when I was offered a trip Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea, to the office of one Captain Nemo... I jumped at the chance... 

It's a brilliant sci-fi novel by the great Jules Verne, and is a great adventure that takes place on board the Nautilus Submarine of Captain Nemo. They discover all kinds of crazy things and even though it's a bit science fiction for my normal tastes, it's a story that should never be missed. 
So now that I'm able to check around Nemo's Study - which happens to be a backdrop from LORE for the Engine Room - there is so much to see... He's using a Mind's Analizer to read his rat's mind, he's got some weird Neoflora - from Blue Blood - mechanical flower things growing in an old Mermaid Tank - from Dirty Rat - and everything seems to be electrified... 
I'd had to make sure I fit into his weird little steampunk world... Luckily, I'd had the chance to shop at the Engine Room before I made my way under the sea... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Violetility - Aries Horns (Available until April 11th at Sabbath)
Hair & Goggles: CAMO - Wisteria F-Locs (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Violetility - Rivet Glasses
Pearl Choker: [Black Bantam] - Pearl Drop Choker in Gray
Small Pearl Necklace: cococat - Pearl Necklace (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Big Pearl Necklace & Earrings: (Yummy) - Satin Bow & Pearls in Black
Shoulder Cover: Garmonbozia - Farah Shoulder Cover in BONUS pack
Arm Markings: Nuuna - ZINA Tattoo in Gold (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Lingerie: ERSCH - Nicolette Lingerie (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Gloves: PSYCHO:Byts - Riot Kidz Gloves
Hand-held Binoculars: random.Matter - The Queen's Read Opera Glasses in Warm Tones
Skirt: ERSCH - Nicolette Skirt (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pose: [piXit] - Isidora, Pose F2
Mouse: (:ERG:) - Rat's Mind Analizer
Ornate Cabinets: Boutique #187 - Witch Cabinet
Sofa: Eclectica - Steampunk Essence Sofa (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Tank: Dirty Rat - Mermaid Tank
Robot Flowers: Blue Blood - Neoflora (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Telescope: Fancy Decor - Celestial Mechanica Telescope in Gold
Table: Apple Fall - Plant Stand in Iron
Plant Cabinet: dust bunny - Midnight Apothecary Cabinet in Dark Wood
Backdrop: LORE - Nemo's Study (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)

Looking for a Pot of Gold!

Today is the day for the Luck of the Irish... A day when people go crazy for all things green, drink a lot more Guinness than they might normally ever do and even try a little Irish jig or two. People start hunting Leprechauns and looking for pots of gold at the end of rainbows, and maybe if you're lucky having a nice bowl of a hearty stew... Like many holidays though, St.Patrick's day has its roots in religion and it's true beginnings commemorate the arrival of Christianity in Ireland... 
I am not the religious type, but I've always loved the magic of the world so I'd be much more likely to go on the hunt for Leprechauns and their gold... 

When I was a teenager, my parents took me to Ireland and we travelled around the Ring of Kerry. It was ABSOLUTELY gorgeous, enchanting, I even joined in the magic and kissed the Blarney Stone but it felt so easy to imagine the fae folk and the leprechauns hiding in the flowery meadows... If you saw a rainbow, you coudn't help risking a peek around for a pot of gold...

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Cupcake Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Body Paint: Izzie's - Face & Body Rainbow Powder
Glasses: Violetility - Charon Coin Glasses in GOLD & Space Cadet - Rainbow Glasses
Mouthie: Boof - Lady Bug Clover (No Longer Available!)
Jacket, Socks, Boots, Rainbow, Bucket & Hat: [Faunus] - Leprechaun
Shorts: MuggleBorn - Holly Shorts (No Longer Available!)
Pose & Balloon: -Extra- - Pot o' Gold
Stump: LOVE - LUCKY COIN TREE STUMP
Coins: LOVE - SCATTERED LUCKY COINS
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Fairytale [360] Backdrop

Valentine's Treats!

I know that I have said that I am away in the UK, and that I wouldn't be blogging anything because I'm having family time... Well... That was a kinda fib on my part, it's Valentine's Day and I wouldn't have been able to pass this romance filled day by without sharing SOMETHING on my rambling space would I?! If you answered yes to that, I wonder, do you even know me at all? LOL... Of course I'd find the time to do something full of romance and hearts and far too much sweetness... 

Of course, I will admit that I KNEW there might be something coming. I got ahead of myself and set something up before I left home because I knew myself and that I simply couldn't pass by a day like Valentine's without having something to say here lol... It's an addiction I fully admit to, and I'm going to own it... 
So I'll keep things short and sweet today, and send lots of love hugs and kisses... Remember to love yourself today, doesn't matter if you're in the self-love club or you're happily with someone... Loving yourself is an important step to greatness and if there is ONE PERSON in this world we should all be able to rely on, it's ourselves... 

What is in the picture;
Heart Box: Dahlia - Valentine Chocolate Box in PLAIN Blush (Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Drink: Dahlia - Chocolate Martini
Cupcakes: BROKEN ARROWS - Sweet Love in Vanilla Cupcakes (Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Bunting: Elm - V-Day Hunt 2025 Prize in Love Letter Garland (Group Hunt Prize)
Flowers: Pitaya - Single Peony in Red (Gift Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Bottles: Violetility - Love Potion
Cookies: Aardvark - Cupid's Heart Cookies (Gift Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Key: random.Matter - Motel Keys Gift in Red (Gift Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Cards: floorplan - Business Cards (Gift Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Desserts: BROKEN ARROWS - Sweet Love in Chocolate Cheesecakes  (Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Bear: hive - Sweet Teddy Bear in Pink Heart
Cake: Elm - V-Day Hunt 2025 Prize in Heart Cake (Group Hunt Prize)
Strawberries: Dahlia - Sugar Rush - Strawberry Box in Brown
Confetti & Love Hearts: Elm - V-Day Hunt 2025 Prize in Heart Cake (Group Hunt Prize) & random.Matter - Heart Hunter in Candy Hearts Pink (Available until March 6th at Collabor88)
Backdrop: Amitie - Mirror Mirror Backdrop

Planet Aysa Creama

I'm loving having time off work and I've not even left for my vacation yet, all that happens tomorrow, and today I've just been busying myself getting all ready to go... 
We've had dinner and my hubby has told me that there is Ice Cream in the freezer for dessert... Now all I can think about is Ice Cream... 

It made my mind drift off to random thoughts and that in turn lead my mind to another world that was built of Ice Cream and was inhabited by the Summer Delights Ice Cream Monsters... 
It's perpetually snowing on this little planet that smells sweet and the colours are cute, and tastes delicious... The demonnesses taste delicious too... If you're brave enough to try and taste them... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: [The Forge] - Icecream Splat
Hair: katat0nik - Strawberry Cream Wig in Pink (Available until March 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: [Faunus] - Helios Skin Applier
Face Sprinkles: kotte - Face Pack in Sprinkles
Glasses: Half-Deer - Summer Delights in Melty Sunglasses
Mask: Violetility - Cupcake Respirator
Collar: Violetility - Ruffle Collar in Pink
Wings: PSYCHO.Byts - IceCream Monster in Wings RARE
Body Mess: CUREMORE - Melty Love & MIWAS - Bubble on me #White (Recoloured by me!)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Cnow Daze, Softly Snow & Starstuff
Pose: FOXCITY - Influencer, Pose 6
Ice Creams: Dahlia - Dylan's in Stacked Icecream, kotte - Ice Cream in Tall & Simply Shelby - Giant Melted Ice Cream Bar
Moon: Moon amore - Outer Space Collection in Asteroids in Lil Rock
Backdrop: [VOZ] - Stairs to The Sky in Red

A New Year of Magic

Still early days for the new year and still very early days for me beig back to blogging after the Christmas period...
I lost a sponsor today, someone that I have been working with since 2019. I feel like the reason was something that could have been told to me sooner, something that I would have been able to improve on, but apparently I wasn't worth the effort to them... So I'm going to find my own magic now, and move off to bigger and better things... Loyalty and consistancy mean nothing, people claim SL Blogging isn't a numbers game yet the magic seems lacking somewhat... I know my style isn't for everyone, I know I don't get the numbers that some people do, but I put all of my love and magic into my little art pieces... I love what I create... 

If people aren't appreciative of your magic, are they really worthy of your time? Granted my magical creations are all over the place and I will never be one of those bloggers that can just do a basic pose - there are thousands out there if that's what you want, and I'm not knocking anyone's creations when I say that by the way, we all have our own preferences - but I like to tell a story, create a little sparkle and if others enjoy what I do then that makes me happy... I create my pictures, my little magical sparkles, as a form of therapy... 
I'll stand in my tower, creating my magic and letting everything sparkle... 

What is she wearing;
Headdress: Moon Amore - HAREM VEIL
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Nopperabo
Necklace & Earrings: random.Matter - Verity Set in Warm Tones (Earrings Sold Separately)
Dress: Moon Amore - ELITE GOWN
Veils: CURELESS - Silk Radiance Halo & Pygmalion's Bride Goddess Touch Halo & CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe Ngami Halo
Sparkles & Magical Swirls: Cole's Corner - Glitterati, everfaery - Starfield Aura, CURELESS - Sororis Obscura Profane Invocation in HellFire & Quills & Curiosities - Sialdorian Wisps
Pose: [PiXit] - Chapeau, Pose F1
Decor: Violetility - Magic Clans in Blood Magic Set
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Old Arena

Flakes on the Fae

I felt like doing something a little goofy but the way I become a goofy little snow fae, dancing around on the breeze with the other snow flakes in the softly falling snow was a lot less goofy, if you discount my cheeky grin... I LOVE being a little icy this time of year, I'm definitely better when it's cold...

She's such a pretty cold thing, like Elsa said "the cold never bothered me anyway" and I think even though the little flake fae has a touch of the frostbite - a layer created by The Rotting Lab - and she's covered in Snow, she's still able to smile... 
Her accessories all assist in her manufacture of the snow flakes... Aiode Flakes - from random.Matter at the current Santa Inc event which runs until January 2nd - in her jewellery to help her create the magical flakes, and the Snowbell Glasses - from Violetility at The Warehouse - which not only create the sounds of snow fall but also protect her eyes from snow blindness... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Let It Snow (Past Gift)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Violetility - Snowbell Glasses (Available until December 18th at The Warehouse)
Nose Piercing: random.Matter - Aoide Nose Rings (Gift Available until January 2nd at Santa Inc)
Snow: kotte - Face Pack in Snow
Choker & Necklace: random.Matter - Aoide Set  in Cool Tones (Available until January 2nd at Santa Inc)
Body Wounds: The Rotting Lab - Skathi's Kiss (No Longer Available!)
Wings: Astralia - Winter Solstice Set
Snow: Cole's Corner - Snow Daze & Softly Snow, 13Act - Let it Snow & Moon Rabbit - Aura Snow
Pose: Secret Poses - Amber, Pose 6
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Snowfields {360} Backdrop

Geometrics and Bubbles!

My last post was a ittle morose and I am sorry to anyone that I may have brought down with my unhappy ramblings... Today I was boosted from my feelings of meh by a chance coversation caused by my rambling space and therefore not only did I realise that my therapeutic ramblings help me, they do in fact provide entertainment to others a little bit too... It deftinitely made me feel better and made me feel like today I needed to do something random, sparkly and crazed... 

I dunno why the most random of pictures always makes me feel the happiest, and most alive... I wanted bright and colourful, I wanted something neon and colourful, I wanted colours... I filled my screen with Geometric Light Tiles - a release that has come from the great minds at MadPea, and is still available until November 24th at LEVEL - and brightness that made me feel like I was exploring a magical place like Oz... Maybe it's due to my social media being filled with Wicked stuff, but today was all about the green... Can't have been helped that my Witch Tumbler - from Boutique #187 at SABBATH now - was also a green witch theme and the bubbles were so bubbly they were floating away in the breeze... 

What is she wearing;
Headdress: Butanik83 - Mayor's Headpiece
Hair: Exile -  Devious
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Violetility - Devilish Glasses
Bubblegum: [Pink Fuel] - Yum Bubblegum!
Necklace: (Yummy) - Eye of Eternity Set
Dress: ABSENCE - Lana Gown in Noir
Over Dress: Moon Amore - ASTRONEER BODYSUIT
Glass: Boutique #187 - Witch Tumbler (Available until December 11th at SABBATH)
Sparkles: (Bubbles) Go&See/Cat-Noodle - Bubble Pop (No Longer Available! & Cole's Corner - Starstuff & Glitterati
Pose: K&S - Queen, Pose 1
Neon Lights: MadPea - Geometric Light Tiles (Available until November 24th at LEVEL)
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - High Pressure in 05 Cianchis

The Chains of a Demoness

Having to work so much and having so little time off is like a form of torture... Being an adult is a sucky feeling sometimes and I wish I could go back to when I was like 11 or 12 when life seemed simpler... 
Working all the time makes me feel stuck in a rut, like I'm trapped in a cage and have no hope of getting out of it. Sorry if that sounds depressing, and I guess in a way it is, but I needed to vent and isn't that kinda what my rambling space is for... Once again my mood has affected what I'm posting today, and it's definitely been improved by making something pretty... 

Demons were once little angels that have fallen into the darkness, and I'm definitely more of a demon than an angel... I am a good girl, but there are lots of little things that reveal the dark cracks in me... 
I like the dark little demonness inside often feel trapped, chained into the daily drudge of normal life. I'm in a job I love, if there weren't so many crazy people involved, I'm in a happy home where I feel I can be safe and relax, just a shame it's so far away from my family that I miss terribly... Things seem a bit difficult right now, but before long I'll be able to take some time out and spend some time in the UK, recharging my batteries... I need that to break free... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Valentine - Hellfire Horns
Hair: Wasabi - Harlow Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar, Garter & Bodychains: Static - Captive Chain
Pasties: Violetility - Lenore Pasties
Top: Six Feet Under - Agony Outfit (Available until December 1st at DisturbeD)
Wings: Doe - Ruin Wings
Hand Chains: HAZEL - SpellBound Chains
Body Lightning: Quills & Curiosities - Voltaic
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pants: AsteroidBox - Ardella Pants in GrayStripes
Pose & Chain Props: PiXit - Unchained Melody, Pose 2
Fire: West Village - Atlas Fire Pit in Cast Iron
Candelabras: BackBone - Iron Candlelabra
Statues: DRD - Bloodcroft Castle in Immortal Statue
Skulls: Never Totally Dead - Decorative Skull (Past Gift)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Melinoe's Throne Room {360} Backdrop

A Kinky Little Doll

It's Saturday and I've been free today... I finished a book that's been stuck in my mind since I started it, and I think it MAY have influenced the post that I created today... You may have heard it somewhere, but lately I've been reading a LOT of Dark Romances and SMUT, and I LOVE IT - in fact I find getting through a book without it, somewhat hard going now too lol - but the last book I read was a twist on the Nightmare Before Christmas and I'm not sure how I feel about it... 

There is a lot of sex in this book, "Skeleton King" but it brought Rudh very much closer to one of the main characters. Sally, or Sarah as she is called in this version, is not a rag doll made of cloth but is someone more akin to Rudh in that her body is covered in scars. She's been cut up and roughly stitched so that her body looks like that of a dolls... Her body is cut, stitched and patched, but the scarring doesn't bother her... 
Since she's little more than Frank Finkle's sex toy, she gets used a lot, and well... Rudh has never complained about that either. She's a lover of new toys that are very good Halloween treats - two different sets from Krescendo that are perfect seasonal kinkiness - her demons are calling and even the Naughty 8-Ball is ready and all laid out on the Ritual Platform - from Violetility - for the naughty games ahead...

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Splash HW Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Button Eye: rotten - {Patchwork Toy} Button Eyes
Cheek Stitches: THIS IS WRONG - Suture makeup
Body Paint: Sweet Thing - Patchwork
Body Fluff: Static - Ripped Seams (Available until November 18th at The Warehouse)
Pose: Secret Poses - Lorena, Pose 4
Pumpkin Toy Set: [Krescendo] - Halloween Vibes Set (Available until October 27th at Fetish Fair)
Ghost Toy Set: [Krescendo] - Jack Your Lantern Set (Available until November 10th at FaMESHed X)
Heart: [Krescendo] - Naughty 8-Ball
Phone: [Krescendo] - Demons Calling
Circle: Violetility - Ritual Platform
Backdrop: blaink. - Immoral

Fighting in the Cosmic Clash

I know that most people don't associate the Halloween season with space based things, but for me, Aliens go hand in hand with my nightmares. I've always had a bit of a phobia about them, and it doesn't help that my Hubby is an Star Wars superfan, I'm never keen on thoughts of Space... I sometimes cannot help myself with thinking of the stars... 

I have seen all of Star Wars - and by ALL of Star Wars, I mean ALL of Star Wars with all the spin-offs and series and cartoons - and I have a thing for Baby Yoda, but not too sure if I'm that bothered by the rest of it... Just don't tell my husband... 
I think if I was in Star Wars I'd end up as a Rebel... Being a good girl can get a little boring... Although I've been a good girl for a while now, the inner baddie is desperate to escape under the surface... That doesn't mean I'm not a good girl... 
I'd jump in a starship in the middle of a Cosmic Clash - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - and I'd bring my own version of a droid, he's a bot that's perfect at making breakfast but is terrible in a fight - just so you know he's the Breakfast Bot from Aardvark, and I've been a little naughty in making his tray invisible for this picture's purposes but I've added the ad below so you can see how cute they are with breakfast trays... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Violetility - Bullethead Helmet
Hair: [Yomi] - Sterling Hair
Visor: Violetility - Visor
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gas Mask: TRUTH HAIR - Rogue Gasmask (Comes with the hairstyle)
Vest: PSYCHO:Byts - N.i.x - N.i.g.h.t
Top: Normandy - Trance Bodysuit+Top (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Bracelets: Kibitz - Cicely Cuff in Silver
Pose: FOXCITY - Dolls V3, Pose 2
Robot: Aardvark - Breakfast Bot
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Cosmic Clash {360} Backdrop

Fairy Flower Magic

I wanted a little sprinkle of some light, bright fairytale magic today. I know Halloween is meant to be about the dark and spooky but dressing up, is dressing up, and well originally the fairytales were nothing like the Disneyfied happy endings we get now... 
Still a little sprinkle of fairytale magic can't hurt, especially when I'm feeling so low right now... 

I've always loved readin fairytales. I love the magic, the drama, the love that can be found... I've always wanted to let my inner fae out to play and in SL there are just so many different ways that I can do exactly that... I love expressing my fairytale creativity in Secondlife and having so many pretty things to play with really does help.
Today the fairy in me is trying all different kinds of magic to help the Frog Prince return to his human form, since Princess Tiana is on holiday... 

What is she wearing;
Tiara: Violetility - Frog Prince Tiara
Antenna: Lovely Alien - MothAntennae (No Longe Available!)
Hair: Sintiklia - Destiny Hair in Fatpack (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 03 in Pink Purple
Top: Voluptas Virtualis - Moth (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Outfit: everfaery - Lirael Outfit (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Sparkles: everfaery - Starfield Aura & Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: FOXCITY - Calm Waters, Pose 6
Frog: Beetlebones - Wizarding Frog Prince (RARE) (No Longer Available!)
Petals: LODE  - Bliss Flying Petals in White
Lilypads & Flowers: CuteCvlt- Lily Pad Decor
Other Lilypads: JIAN - Frog Pond in Lily Pads
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Calm Waters

The Magical Seer

My first day back at work after a few days off was total madness... People seem to be gearing up hardcore in their desire for Halloween considering how monstrous some of them were being. Why do people feel it's OK to be a dick to retail staff... Do NOT click at me, ever... 
There seems to be an increased level of craziness in the air... There must be a crazy moon goddess out there wreaking havoc... 

Hidden in the night in the Secrets of the Desert, hides that very strange goddess... She hides the twisted, tortured painful skin beneath an even more twisted Observer - a created by CRYPTID for The Engine Room - Mask, held on by the Judgement Gorget - from Stelio, also at The Engine Room - to keep things hidden... 
Whatever happens, there is magic in the air... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Violetility - Diana Horns (Available until October 20th at Saturday Sale Party Extravaganza)
Veil: {aii} - Astral Divinity Veil
Hair: TRUTH - Element in Jewel
Mask: CRYPTID - The Observer (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Hellbourne - Splatter Matter Eyes in Flesh, Putrid & Shiver (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Ears: HARO - Orc Ears
Collar: [Stelio] - Judgement Gorget (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Halo Veils: CURELESS - Pygmalion's Bride in Goddess Touch Halo BLACK & CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe in Ngami Halo
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff & The Fantastical Nebulous Aether
Pose: Secret Poses - Wendy, Pose 2 (Available until September 30th at Anthem)
Backdrop: K&S - // Secret of Desert. NIGHT. Backdrop

Fluffies and Sparklies

I go through days of randomness where I want to do silly things, I want to do dark and deadly things, I want to do futuristic cyborg type things and then there are days like today when I want to be a sparkly fantasy being that's living in a world of brilliance and colours... I love each and every mode of my brain, but for some reason days like this, I feel bright and effervescent... I LOVE taking a walk through the stars... 

I know that I have a random style, you never know what my pictures will be like on any given day and that's why I feel like my blog is a definite form of therapy for me... Doesn't matter what my mood is when I start, doesn't matter what the picture looks like in the outcome, I'll always be feeling a little lighter, a lote more relaxed and will definitely be smiling... 
Today the smiles are bright and colourful, cute and fluffy, magically angellic with a hint of "awww look at that thing"... An angel walking on and through the clouds, talking to the Fuzz Balls - from Sakura - and the Magical Bears - from Tardfish for the current round of Kawaii Secrets - stretching her Ethereal Wings - by Doe, who is at the moment making simply amazing wings that I admit I'm totally addicted to - and letting the light dance under the Fairytale Umbrella - a gorgeous creation from YOKAI...
Light, Colour, Feather Soft Wings and some adorably fluffy friends... Always makes for a great and wonderful feeling... 

What is she wearing;
Halo: random.Matter - Astrid Aura in Head Glitter & Stars
Hair: [monso] - Harin Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Violetility - Luna Glasses (Available until September 18th at The Warehouse)
Choker & Bindi: Blah - Shining Star Jewelry Set
Top: Psycho Barbie - Gill Top in HOLO
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings in 03 Pink Purple
Umbrella: YOKAI - Fairytale Umbrella in Candy
Shorts: miss chelsea - Esme Set in Shorts
Pose: FOXCITY - Perfect Strangers, Pose 6
Bears: Tardfish - Magical Bear (Available until September 24th at Kawaii Secrets)
Black Fluffies: {Sakura} - Fuzz Ball Friends in Greyscale
Clouds: kotte - cloudy in Clouds
Backdrop: K&S - // Secret Garden. Backdrop