Would it be Cannibalism?!

It is so hot in the Netherlands at the moment, the beginning of summer and the doors of the oven have been left open already. I just got home from a very long day of doing nothing too much at work and getting bored out of my mind. I get home and needed something cold to drink, I needed something with a little fizz to pep me up... 
There's a monster inside of me, and I need to feedher thirst hehehe... Technically though if that monster is a cola demon and it's a cola that she desires to drink, would that make her a cannibal?! 

I LOVE the way that this picture turned out... Everything about it from the amazing costume - which is part of the "Drink Me" Collection from Ananas at the current round of The Arcade - to which I added the amazing Ringpull Choker - from Six Feet Under, and although it's small in the picture I've added a close-up and a copy of the store ad so that you can see just how pretty it is! The can, with it's shiny aluminum has become part of her, so much that the little demon's horns are forged from the metal that makes the cans... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: PSYCHO.Byts - Hecatix Horns (Available until June 25th at CYBER Fair)
Hair: Ploom - Recycle in Indecisive
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: Six Feet Under - Ringpull Choker
Outfit: Ananas - Drink Me Gacha Collection in Cool Cola Original RARE (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Pants: Mug - Shay Leggings in Black
Pose, Prop & Backdrop: Amitie - Room Cola Woman Co. 

This Popstar is a Diva

 Working hard in retail for a living is just getting to be a little boring, and right now I find myself slipping off into dream land. My mind has been wandring to all sorts of different places, and just today I was thinking about a cartoon that I used to watch - Jem - she was like an original Hannah Montana only much, much cooler LOL... 
It lead my mind to dreaming of what it would be like to be a popstar like Jem... I have a feeling that Rudh would be a little more of a Diva! 

Waiting while they set the stage up, sitting by the backstage door she's watching as they prepare her stage - she's a bit of a Diva so everything has to be perfect - the new security guard checking to make sure she's allowed to be there get's flashed her pass and ignored. Maybe it's the Baphomet on her shoulder... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Taiane Hairstyle
Headphones: Spoiled - Wings Gaming Headset
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Mug - Electric Festival Gacha Items (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Bracelet: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home) 
Shoes: CULT - Alicia
Pet: [Yomi] - Baby Baphies Gacha in 4
Pose: FOXCITY - Pampered, Pose 5
Stool: Nomad - Bone Bar Stool in Neon 
Neon Lights: Krescendo - Lush Lights Gacha Items (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Poles: The Horror - Sparkle Pole in Blue
Stage Backdrop: Paparazzi - K-POP Stage Backdrop in Pink
VIP Backdrop:  .PALETO.Backdrop - STRIPTEASE CLUB 

Familiarly Changing Faces

Do you ever find yourself looking in the mirror, and hating what you see looking back at you? Do you ever think that you'd like to look more like your Second Life Avatar in RL, or is it just your dolly looking back at you?
Normally Rudh is an extension of me, she's my Barbie Doll... I love everything about the way I've let her become, but sometimes I get paranoid, I over-think and I wonder would my life be any different if I was more like the petite little doll I live through in Second Life... It makes a girl wonder, ya know?!

Rudh still get's worried about the way she looks, I love my face, I love my shape... No matter how many people tell me that I need to change things about myself - the other day I was even told my butt wasn't right - but that kind of thing happens so much in RL. I hate that people try to change others when they themselves are not perfect in the eyes of another... 
I'm sorry but you don't tell me how to look... You don't tell me what I'm supposed to do with my avatar, if I want to make myself look different that's up to me.

What is she wearing;
Hair: Lamb - Olivia in Red Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pen Markings: Mug - Lifestyles Gacha Item in #11 Surgery Face
Suture Wounds: THIS IS WRONG - Suture Makeup
Eye Bruise: Izzie's - Bruised Eyes
Face & Neck Wounds: A.D.D Andel - The Virus (Available until June 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Eyes: [NoRush] - Desert Eyes in Green (Available until June 30th at The Main Event)
Band Aid: !13Act - Nasty Nose-Plaster in Nose Surgery
Pose: FOCXITY - Beauty, Pose 6
Backdrop: Anxiety - formaldehyde (No Longer Available!) (Available for use at Backdrop City)

YAY... Happy Pride!!

This weekend has been SO MUCH FUN!!! It was the first of Pride month, and SL has been taken over with flags of a million colours... The LEGBTQ community is out in full force, and everyone is joining in to share the belief that Love is Love... That should be a feeling that's more than just one month a year, Love should be Love all year! I've LOVED everything that SL Pride has had to offer, and it's making me feel proud to be part of a community that accepts and encourages people to love the way they feel they want to... 

Of course another thing that I TOTALLY love about Pride is that it's rainbows galore!! RAINBOWS MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER lol... I know it's not the point of Pride, and I know that people might be mad at me for saying so, but YAY for the rainbows everywhere!!! 
It's also an amazing time to support some of our Pride supporting designers... I cannot say enough about all the goodies available for the Pride at Home event, and even Anthem is getting into the Pride fun... 

What is she wearing;
Hearts: 28LA - LGBTQ+ Filters (GIFT Available until Jult 1st for Pride at Home)
Hair: [monso] - Gwin Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: [Yomi]- Sexualitees in Pride or Die (Available until June 30th at Anthem)
Nails: Suicidal Unborn - Minerva Nails in Pride Rainbow (Available until June 30th at Anthem)
Skirt: miss chelsea - Tyra Tutu in Rainbow (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home)
Pose: Secret Poses - Mizuki, Pose 4
Heart Balloons: hive - Balloon Letters in Rainbow Bold (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home)
Backdrop: FOXCITY - Night Parade in Rainbow  (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home)

Duckies on the Beach

 Yesterday was HOT!! So hot I thought that I was going to pass out due to the headache that the heat gave me, I was in agony... All I wanted to do was be somewhere cool, with a breeze and maybe some water to play in close by... I mean a beach would have been ideal, unfortunately I was stuck with a large fan and a shower LOL... 
Rudh on the other hand... She was down on a beach, kicking back and hanging out making sand castles with some new little friends... 

Building Sand Castles - like the one from dust bunny - while the Little Rubber Ducks - from Yokai - float around in their pool and play around on the warm sand. 
Lazing on her beach rug in a cute little romper and the most amazing pair of CULT "Cali" boot sandal shoe thingies... Aren't they cute, something totally different, I love them and they have so many colour options! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Moon - Summer Breeze in RedHeads
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: [Cynful] - Everyday Romper in Grey
Shoes: CULT - Cali
Pose: Secret Poses - Kamiko, Pose 3
Ducks & Pool: YOKAI - Little Rubber Ducks Gacha Collection
Sandcastle: dust bunny - Sand Castle in Light
Rug: KraftWork - Round Rugs in Crochet Mix 1
Backdrop: [ Focus Poses ] - Tropical Beach Backdrop 

F**K this thing called Reality!

It's finally the weekend and it will be my last before I start doing cheesy things on the weekends too... I'm kinda looking forward to doing cheesy weekends, but that's not going to stop me taking it easy and slipping into a fantasy world now while I have the chance... Today the theme though is totally anti-reality, in fact fuck reality... I want to be in a happy place...

I think aside from my RL Happy Place, which right now would involve my parents because I miss them SO MUCH, I would have a happy place that was sparkly and pretty, with a heap of cute and nothing scary like. It makes me laugh how much I can make myself a dead doll, but in reality I'm terribly chicken about all that! 
I think one of my happy places in SL has to be The Outer Garden... It's a real escape from reality, a total Fuck Reality - yes I keep saying it because of the awesome mask that matches SO perfectly with the Ethel Bra that I'm wearing, but that's probably because both of these things come from Tentacio! 

What is she wearing;
Flower Wreath: hive - Bria's Delicate Flower Crown
Hair: Olive - the Meme v2 Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mask: Tentacio - Fuck Reality Tape in Pink
Tattoo: DAPPA - Evie Tattoo
Daisy Bouquet: hive - Bria's Freshly Picked Wildflowers
Top: Tentacio - Ethel Bra in Black (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Rose Bouquet: Tentacio - Flower Romance Gacha Item in Only Roses Red
Pose: FOXCITY - Hella Cute, VOL2, Pose 1
Butterflies: {anc} - Picnic Gacha Item in Swallow Tailed Butterfly Cluster Sapphire
Horse: Half-Deer - Carousel Horse in Classic

What's wrong with the Camp Counsellors?!

Camp Necrosis is officially open, and there is a lot of fun and awesome goodies to be had for the camper seeking a little summer adventure.. Please be warned though, there have been warnings about the camp. There have been warnings that stange things have been seen and heard, and the staff at the camp have been looking a little off since preparations began.. Some say it´s cursed, others say there´s a new guy in charge, but everyone will verify that going to the lake on your own is NOT a good idea... 

Down by the dark lake - which is a backdrop from Synnergy Poses that I have actually used before for a similar kind of famous loction hehe - there has been a strange van parked up at the lake edge. The van is a strange odour coming from it, it reeks of blood and decay, and someone even said that there has been a scttering of body parts and blood dripping from the van's opened door... 
Watch out for the staff, it would seem there is more to them than meets the eye... 

What is she wearing; 
Mask: Misschevious - Camp Fear Collection in Jason Mask (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Hair: DOUX - Peach Hairstyle 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Eye Make-Up: Gorsimi - Scream Queen Shadows (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Face & Body Wounds: Gorsimi - Final Girls (Available until June 11th at Necrosis)  
Machete: Normandy - Worn Machete (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Outfit: Normandy - Pathfinder (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Pose: FOXCITY - Hella Cute, Pose 3 
Car: Hogs & Cart Wheels - Dead Man Camping (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Body Parts: Lilith's Den - Psycho Puzzle (Available until June 11th at Necrosis) 
Sleeping Bags: H&C - BloodSleepingbag 
Fire: Razor Bird - Scavenger's Camp Fire 
Backdrop: Synnergy - Dark Pond Scene