Free to a Good Owner

A day off, but I'm still kinda on tender hooks as I worry about will work things be ok while I'm not at work LOL... I'm nervous, but I have to get myself past this and let my mind relax properly... 
I've had to distract myself with something that some people might say is a little naughty... Some might even say that this is a LOT naughty... I always feel like I'm not good at blogging the naughty, but then again I tend to over think things when I should let them go... Maybe put myself into the hands of someone better suited to letting me feel stronger... 

I've put myself out with the trash and you're welcome to come find me in the alley and have me collected from the box... I am free to a good owner - the Sub Box is available now from The Warehouse Sale by Violetility - just come get me... I'll warn you, she's a little Feral... She's a little Dirty, but she responds well to a leash and can be taught to behave... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Boutique #187 - Dirty Helmet (Available this weekend for Wanderlust)
Hair: Beusy - Cherrybomb Hairstyle in MINI ASSORTED
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: GABRIEL - Take me Leash in Black
Bite Mark: Izzie's - Werewolf Bites in Collarbone
Jacket: Rebelpill - Action Bae Jacket in Leather
Top: Adora-tions - Feral Lizzy Tank Brat Pack
Pose: [piXit] - Natalia, Pose 2R
Box: Violetility - Sub Box in Owner (Available until August 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Toys: [Krescendo] - Double Trouble
Backdrop: blaink - Love Zone

Sitting on the Dock

Unbelivelable I know but today is JUNE 1st... What the heck, where the heck did that come from? Where has the first half of the year gone. We are almost done with half a year... 2025 is FLYING... 
June has always marked the start of the Summer for me too... I'm not a fan of summer since it tends to get way too hot, but we'll do the best we can and get through this...

I'm going to spend lots of summery time in the sunshine, somewhere near water where it's a little cooler. I have never been a fan of when it gets too hot, I don't like it at all... I'm planning on spending being in my bathing suit - like the Rissa Swimsuit from Adora-tions - and cooling off today. It'day one of the summer and already far too bloody hot lol... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Tiramisu Valentine Ed. Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Goggles & Nose Protector: STOIC - SUMMER GOGGLES
Swimsuit: Adora-tions - Rissa Swimsuit
Rubber Ring: YOKAI - My Little Parrot  in Princess Duck Float Yellow
Pose & Prop: -Extra- - Dockside Daydream, Pose 4
Dogs: JIAN - Labrador Puppy Collection
Floaties: YOKAI - Animal Floats
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Swimming Hole {360} Backdrop

The Perfect Place for a Rope Bunny

I often feel like I'm tied up at work, unable to do anything that's not totally chaotic since I work with people and I'm held in a rope bind that I cannot get out of... Today was a prime example of that, we try to help our customers but sometimes the customer is most definitely not always right... 
ANYWAY, on the subject of being tied up, I am not really a shibari kinda girl, but the books I have been reading ately MAY be changing my mind on that... If you haven't read any of the Salacious Players Club novels by Sara Cate and you like the SMUT genre then my god you need to, and if you have read them you know the one I mean when I'm talking about Shibari... ANYWAY, I've decided to let myself get tied in knots, maybe it will release a little of the tension in me... 

The Neon Church is a gothic styled nightclub - actually a skybox from LORE - that is not only popular for the music, but also for the extra activities that they have in the back rooms. Fun for those kinkily inclined, and lessons in the kinks that are new to you... Lessons in things like how to tie Rope Off - a pose set with rope props from piXit - and how to be the best kind of Rope Bunny that a girl can be... Masks are optional but wearing the ropes like a harness is definitely a bit of fun - thanks to the Rope Bunny set from Adora-tions - especially if you open your eyes and look at yourself covered in rope markings in the mirrors... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Crush in Essential
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Rope Bodysuit: Adora-tions - Rope Bunny Mask & Harness (Available until May 5th at Bad Bunny)
Top: Adora-tions - Rope Slut Jacinda Crop (Available until May 5th at Bad Bunny)
Rope Markings: -XTC- - Bound / Rope Marks & Chemical Princess - Rope Tattoo (No Longer Available!)
Pose & Prop: [piXit] - Rope Off, Pose F1
Mirrors: [Krescendo] - Neon Church Mirrors in Red
Floor Ropes: Short Leash - Playtime Toys in Bondage Rings
Backdrop: LORE - Gothic Attic Skybox in Dark

When he comes home early...

I've been reading a lot in the last year, and it's something that I plan on continuting as it gives my mind a chance to stop thinking about the real things it has to focus on and starts letting my mind wander to places that are not mine to actually live in... 
I've always loved to read but my tastes in reading material have DEFINITELY changed as I've matured. Though I guess a lot about me has definitely changed since I was a teenager...

When I was a teenager I LOVED a fantasy, perhaps with a little romantic twist and although I was NEVER a Twilight or Harry Potter fan, I loved Lord of the Rings and was obsessed with the Twisted Disney series. I've also had a penchant for historical romances and even read  Stephen King or two in the past... BUT NOW... I'm the kind of girl that likes Smut... The darker the better. Give me a dark twisted stalker, maybe one in a mask, and with a penchant for touch-her-and-die vibes, if he's older that's better lol... I'm a girl with a dark stalker, mask wearing, Daddy kink apparently lol... 
I've just finished reading about  guy that has some fun with his babysitter... It's basically porn but without the moving pictures... So today I felt like adding a bit of a tease of a picture... The babysitter sitting around at the home of the kids she's sitting, surrounded by the clutter of the kids she's watching... Pulling her own little pink heart toy - a Love Dildo from Krescendo - out of her bag, as the naughty book she was reading started to get good. She didn't hear the door slowly open, she didn't see the father of the children standing there watching her until it was too hard to hide what she was upto or what he was hiding in his pants... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Bonnie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Adora-tions - Smut Crop Top Brat Pack
Skirt: AsteroidBox - Mavis Skirt in Gray Check
Garters & Cuffs: Astralia - Good Girl (Garters/Cuffs) in Black
Socks: Palette - Single Night Socks
Pose: FOXCITY - Everything, Pose 3m
Books: random.Matter - Bitter Sweets in Romance Novels
Sofa Bag: dust bunny - Dreamy Outing in Essentials Bag
Sofa Toy: [Krescendo] - Love Dildo
Crocodile Toy: 8f8 - Patched Up Companions  in Shy Crocket
Floor Bag: Tres Blah - Slumber Party in Overnight Bag
Shoes: miss chelsea - Emme Sneakers (Available until April 6th at Equal10)
Train: BoOgErS - Number Train (No Longer Available!)
Blocks: [Llamaby] - Alphabet Wooden Blocks in Bright Pack
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Blush & Midnight Backdrop (Current Group Gift)

Fresh Out, So I'm Off!

That's it, it's officially Wednesday in my neck of the woods and that means only ONE THING this week... TODAY IS THE DAY I SAY BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... Today is the day that I am officially checking out of my adulting life because today is the day that I am going back to my parents for the week. I will be the only one there too, which means I get undivided attention - ask me later if that's still something I am happy about - but I guess one last post to you now can't and won't hurt... 

So I woke myself up WAY TOO EARLY, I dunno if it was excitement or stress induced but hey, it gave me an extra few hours to be able to sit down with a coffee and write to you about my immanent departure... I've checked and double checked that I have everything, and HellBone won't allow me to take the cat because he needs someone to look after him so I THINK I'm ready to go...  
SO I won't be around until the 22nd - although you know me I'll be lurking somewhere in the background and MAY even have a post prepared, though don't get your hopes up too much at this point - but don't miss me too much... I will be back!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Angel in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: imbue - Heart Necklace (Gift Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Top: Adora-tions - Fresh Outta Fucks Crop Top
Jacket: Pseudo - Trucker Jacket in Black
Badges: BROKEN ARROWS - Single Botton (Gift Available until March 1st at Cupid Inc)
Pose: -Extra- - To All a Good Night (Part of a Couple Pose)
Bear: hive - My Colorful Teddy
Book: Puddles - Saucy Novel
Passport: rvn - Pack and Go Set in Passport
Case: FOXCITY. Prop - Luggage in Pink
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Commercial Airlines {360} Backdrop

Meeting the Residents

I've had a particularly difficult day, I feel like sometimes customers are lovely and others they treat you like you're way below them and you aren't very important at all... If I could get away with it, I'd want to say "Excuse me, if you don't talk to me like I'm a normal human being then I'm done feeding you cheese"... Please remember that people working in retail, are people too... 
I came home from work today and had to stop off to get myself something for dinner... I had convinced myself I wanted something healthy... That turned into a pack of cheesy bullcrap... 

That didn't happen, Hell wanted a take-away and a curry was what he had in mind... Not that I was complaining, although Rudh had picked up healthy things in her Groceries bag, and even stopped to pet the neighbours dogs as she waited by the elevators... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Pearl K9 Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: TRIGGERED - Charlie Glasses
Tattoo: Adora-tions - Creeps Neck Tattoo
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Top: [Cosmic Dust] - Roxanne Top in Rebel
Shorts: [Cosmic Dust] - Roxanne Shorts in Leopard
Tights: The Little Bat - Summon Leggings
Bag: FINCA - Groceries Bag
Pose & Dogs: Fashiowl - The Last One, Pose 2
Elevator Signs: [Krescendo] - Haunted Elevator Dial
Backdrop: blaink. - The elevator V3

Good Times for Dolls in Malibu Baby

One thing I love about my form of blogging is that as I'm so random I never know what will come out of my brain at any time... I LOVE being something pretty and fantastical, I love being dark and twisted and I LOVE being bright, colourful and weird... Some days I'm more random than others, and today for some reason I've had the Barbie Girl song rammed deep in my brain... That lead to me being invited to a very strange party... 

When my friend said "hey there is a new party location in Malibu Baby - a backdrop from FOXCITY by the way - called "Good Times" - with a sign made by Krescendo for the current round of Man Cave - that has a cinema, pool and a dance club... It was the perfect place for a doll, living or dead like me to explore. So I got myself all dolled up, something Barbie-esque, lots of pink and cute - in a shirt from Adora-tions, and a pink fluffy coat from GABRIEL - but I feel like I had a bit of a wires crossed moment... 
The kind of dolls that were to be found poolside were not what I was expecting... The Blowup Bettys and Blowup Barrys - a release from MadPea for the current round of ACCESS until December 8th - are strutting their stuff, checking each other out and there's an undercurrent of sexiness... Weird looks on their faces and far too much rubber skin on show... Still, I hope they all find happiness, it's just not the hangout place for me... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Faga - Opulent in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Adora-tions - Asshole Soul Tee
Jacket: GABRIEL - Vivid Off-shoulder Fur in Pink
Jeans: AsteroidBox - Blair Pants in Denim Light
Pose: Secret Poses - Miles, Pose 7
Dolls: MadPea - Blowup Betty & Blowup Barry (Available until December 8th at ACCESS)
Sign: [Krescendo] - Good Times Neon in Red (Available until December 11th at Man Cave)
Tray: Dahlia - Berries & Cream in Drink Tray
Backdrop: FOXCITY Photo Booth - Malibu Baby

Me and my Monster Ghouls

Dress up is SO MUCH FUN... Today has been one of my favourite days for dressing up because this as with every year I LOVE to get myself a little Monster High on... This year it's not me collecting my own ghouls to spend my Monster High day with, this year I got to meet my favourite ghouls in their high school corridor as I became one of them... 

Today I started a new year at Monster High and got to walk the school hallways with the amazing ghoulfriends of Monster High... I've always been a MASSIVE fan and wished that Monster High had been a thing when I was an 11 year old girl playing her barbie dolls... It would have been a case of BARBIE WHO?!
For those of you that don't know, Monster High is about the children of well known Monsters... I had to decide who my parents would be, of course knowing me I'd be the daughter of a demonness, full of Hellfire and Toxicly Painted... Though my Scene Queen outfit seemed to get a seal of approval from the ghouls, and armed with my ZombiChi - a new release from JIAN at FLF-o-ween - I'l be the new Elle Woods of Monster High... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: {Valentine} - Hellfire Horns (Gift Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Hair: Wasabi - Rawr Hair in Offbeat (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Make-Up: (Nylon Outfitters) - Face Paint Set in Toxic Zombie
Skin: LUMAE - Fantasy Skins 2024 in MORTIS  (Hunt Gift Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Earring: Adora-tions - Babydoll Earrings Brat Pack
Necklace: Kibitz - Natasha's Heart Necklace & Collar in Silver
Scrunchies: Static - Scrunchie Hoarder in Scene (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Bangles: miss chelsea - Elle Shag Bands in Pride Pack
Dog: JIAN Pets - ZombiChi (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween)
Top: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Tee (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Belt: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Belts (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Skirt: miss chelsea - Sadi Set in Tutu (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Socks: VALLEMONT - Onix Socks (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Secret Poses - Aradia, Pose 3 (Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Dolls: Garbaggio - Creepy Teen Glam Dolls in Fullpack (also shown Duke Doll, Gift for Satan Inc) (Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Backdrop: Paparazzi - School Hall 1

The Best Shot!

I'm back at work and once again, even though it's only been a few days, I'm fighting to keep going. Already thinking about my next vacation, already thinking ahead to my next days off, already forcing myself through all of the drama that comes to dealing with idiots... I love my job but as I've said before it would be much nicer without other people present LOL... 
I'm stronger than I look, I'm teaching myself to be a bit of a fighter... I'm having a moment of fun doing so... 

I know I tend to write stories of fantasy and flights into prettiness, but today's post is some what a look of the day really... I'm in a feisty mood, and I'mlooking edgy as I'm going to do it... 
Since I´m too tired, and I feel like I´ve been shot in the head, I´m going to make it brief... Wish me luck out there! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Surf FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Paint & Bullet: Mea Tenebra - Inkubus
Collar: Kibitz - Lory's Collar in Silver
Neck Tattoo: Adora-tions - Born Sick Neck Tattoo
Necklace: Six Feet Under - Cordelia Necklace
Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Bitch Chest Tattoo
Top: miss chelsea - Ivie Set in Top (Available until August 30th at Anthem)
Left Arm: PSYCHO:Byts - Avril Arm Warmers
Right Arm:  PSYCHO:Byts - Fury Burn Elbow Pads
Pants: Mug - Renata Jeans in Black
Pose: FOXCITY - Intoxiskate, Pose 6M
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Nexus Arsenal Backdrop

Sugar Skulls in Spring

I know that it's spring but there have been stirrings within the monster realm as the changing of the season means there is pretty and it's something that the scary, dark monsters are not used to... This year though they intend to be part of the fun, they want to enjoy the fresh, the colours, the new life... This year the monsters are getting excited for Spring... 

The monsters are celebrating in lots of different ways, but one of the prettiest of the monsters, the Dia De Los Muertos, Sugar Skull Princess has been dancing around changing her fall coloured flowers for th pretty pinks of Spring... She's a pink, rose Sugar Skull princess... Roses across her eyes, through her hair and round her neck. Her ears wear jewels fitting of the Sugar Skull spirit that she is - earrings from Boutique #187 in today's Lazy Sunday Event by Seraphim - and the cent of the roses dances on the breeze... Spring seems to be coming to Monsterville...

What is she wearing;
Bone Halo: CURELESS[+] - Dea Halo
Rose Crown: [Z O O M] - Brida Roseband
Hair: TRUTH - Puppet in Redhead
Skin: Wyrd - Tovi in Pewter (No Longer Available!)
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Chax Bindi
Make-Up: Pimp My Shit - Sugar Skull Tattoo in White (No Longer Available!)
Mask: Moon.Phase - LovelyRoseMask
Earrings: Boutique #187 - Sugar Skull Earrings (Available Today (March 10th) for Lazy Sunday)
Choker: Kibitz - Tamara's choker in silver
Necklace: Insomnia Angel . Eleanor pearl necklace in Pink
Arm Tattoos: Adora-tions - Pink Roses Sleeve (No Longer Available!)
Veils: CUREMORE - Voodoo Tribe in Ngami Drapes Halo & CURELESS - Pygmalion's Bride in Goddess Touch Halo in White
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: -Extra- - Better Days, Pose 2 (Available until March 31st at Spring Fling)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Florals in Pink

Rule the School

These days I seem to spend a lot of time on my own in SL... I don't really seem to have that many people I want to be around anymore, and since the days of the Gators MC when the world seemed like one drama after another, I'm not sure I'm in a happy place all of the time. My besties and I find it hard to see each other and sometimes I wish I was brave enough to wander through SL and meet more people. I'm even too shy to fan girl at people that I enjoy the pictures of when I bump into them at shopping events... Life has gotten very quiet for me in SL... I think that may also be a reason why I'm finding it harder and harder to get into the Halloween spirit and play dress up this year.. All of my "costumes" are just Rudh outfits with a twist LOL... Today it's Monster High with a Rudh Twist as I'm hanging with my ghouls at School... 

Once the original monster High Divas have moved on from the school, the new class takes over and as with the Pink Ladies of Grease, the role of the cool kids is passed from one core group to the next... Rudh and her Ghouls have that status... Rudh is a random Monster, Penelope a daughter of a Pennywise clown, Pippa the child of the demons in the box and Cornelia whose father is a freak of the andy variety - all of the dolls are past releases from Garbaggio - rule the school... 
Rudh is a monster of indisclosed heritage, but no one in the school would dare refuse her place as the top girl... She dressed in a Spooky Dress - from NeverWish - and mis-matched Spooky Sleeves and Socks - which are available separately from Quills & Curiosities at Trick or Treat Lane until October 31st - and although she accessorised with some cute things, she'd be willing to admit that it would be hard to choose between the Wickedly Cute Chest Tattoo - from Adora-tions - or her hot pink Skelly Bear Pal - from NeverWish at FLF'O'WEEN until October 31st - is always her most difficult decision... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Lea Hair in Black&Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: mekaci - Glasses Nina (Gift Available until November 10th at Kustom9)
Tattoo: Adora-tions - Wickedly Cute Chest Tattoo
Dress: NeverWish - Spooky Dress
Sleeves: Quills & Curiosities - Spooky Sleeves (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Bracelet: Blossie - Lilith Bangles (Gift Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Teddy: NeverWish - Skelly Bear in Hot Pink (Available until October 31st at FLF'O'Ween)
Bag: Tentacio - Dark Another Day Bag in Black (Available until October 30th at Anthem)
Extra Flower: Tentacio - Terror bouquet (Gift Available until November 1st at Satan Inc)
Socks: Quills & Curiosities - Spooky Socks (Available until October 31st at Trick or Treat Lane)
Pose: Secret Poses - Eddie, Pose 2
Dolls: Garbaggio - Pippa, Cornelia & Penelope
Backdrop: K&S - // Class off. Backdrop in Pink

Movie Night Tonight!

Today is a day that has to be celebrated... How often is it that a day so important to the dark and twisted, a Friday the 13th,  falls in October... Today is the perfect day for us to take a little trip into the woods and head to a camp site known to many as Camp Crystal Lake in search of our favourite friend, Mr Jason Voorhees... Other Horror Movie villains come and go, so more important and well liked than others, but for me and in our house, none is better than the king of slasher villains... We watch his movies every Friday the 13th, but this year is a special one right?! It could not be something we missed...  

I got home from work, to a delicious dinner of fried chicken served in a seasonally themed Trick or Chicken style - from Hangry at the new round of equal10 - and we sat to watch an old VHS tape with THE best of the scary movies - from a Scary Movie Set created by Junk Food - although I admit that any time we got to the scary bits I would find some interesting message pop up on my Cute Psycho Black Phone - available from Boutique #187 at the SL Shop & Hop...
I'm not entirely sure that my teddy bear pals are keen on me playing around on my phone though, the Scare Bears - that I've had for a few years from Sakura - decided to stop me playing with my phone and make me focus on the movie by going on the attack, one of them going a little too far by accidentally cutting into my throat so that the blood went everywhere and totally soaked my jammies... Doesn't surprise me though, I knew that if I was ever going to be part of a Horror Movie Brat Pack I'd end up being the First to Die as I seem to have been magically labelled on my chest - thanks to an amazing tattoo with various different designs in a pack from Adora-tions at the new round of #BIGGIRL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: MINA - Nimue in Bloody Naturals
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds
Neck wound & Accessory: MoonPhase - Slit Throat
Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Horror Movie Brat Pack Chest Tattoos in First to Die (Available from October 15th at #BIGGIRL)
Outfit: Decoy (Now Everfaery) - Final Slumber Pyjamas
Phone: Boutique #187 - Cute Psycho Black (Available until November 5th at SL Shop & Hop)
Pose: Secret Poses - Logan, Pose 2
Decor: Junk Food - Scary Movie Set Fatpack
Chicken Bucket: Hangry - Trick or Chicken in Orange (Available until November 6th at equal10)
Bears: {Sakura} - Scare Bears
Backdrop: MINIMAL - Insomnia Bedroom Room

Melon in the Pool

In our neighbourhood there has been a lot of change lately, they are rebuilding some of the houses and have moved people in short term so that there is no squatter action in the empty houses, but that has brought with it random problems... When it all started I was stuck in bed after an operation last year I found myself becoming a little bit of a nosey neighbour. I'd NEVER imagined myself watching the neighbourhood to see what was going on, but it's like it's own little soap opera out there sometimes, complete with a busybody crazy man and the breakdown of relationships where kids become the ones caught in the middle... 
I'm constantly watching to see what the new people are upto... Who is moving into my neighbourhood?

All of the residents in Brittany Oaks - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - have been paying attention to the newest arrivals in their slice of homely heaven. The new arrivals are a little lower class than the rest of this upmarket neighbourhood... She sits in her Pickup that's been converted into a pool - thanks to Krescendo - with her yappie little puppies having a pool party and chows down on Watermelon from a tupperwear box - part of a set of Picnic Basket items from Junk Food - which she wears all over her face - thanks to a set from kotte - like lipstick. Looking chic in her Betsy style - TRUTH - hair curlers... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH HAIR - Betsy in  colours
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Word Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Wifey Collar Bone Tattoo
Bikini: Mug - Amber Kini Top in Black
Melon & Face: kotte - Watermelon
Shorts: Pseudo- Cabo Shorts in Mid
Pose: FOXCITY - Donut, Pose 2
Pool & Pump: [Krescendo] - Pickup Pool Set
Watermelon Box: Junk Food - Picnic Basket in Watermelon Box Open
Dogs: JIAN - Pool Party Pups in Chihuahua Drifting Floater
Radio: Aardvark - Cheeuh Radio Cassette Player Summer Edt in Black
Cooler: [Consignment] - Open Road Collection in Cooler Blue
Table: Junk Food - Picnic Table in Cedar
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Brittany Oaks Backdrop

Battery Running Low...

I have to admit something, and some of you may think it's silly but it's something that I really need to say... I have been a LOT quieter than I have for a long time and spent far too long in RL due to the craziness of August. My boss was away on vacation, my work bestie has been gone due to her discovery of breast cancer and subsequent medical stuff, and to be frank, I've been so busy because of these things I'm pretty much worn thin, exhausted, needing a recharge... 

Have you ever had that feeling when you're overly tired, that you find it hard to fall asleep? I'm at the point where doing anything besides staring at my phone and scrolling through the facebook feed - because I'm not cool enough for TikTok - though I cannot wait until bedtime... 
I'm doing my best - thanks to a tattoo from Adora-tions - and even though I've had to start wearing a warning sign, or a sign that I'm running on a low battery - thanks to e.marie - and with my brand new Mr Wormy support plushie - from #SADGIRL - that I found in the weekend sale it's time to curl up and catch up some zzz's... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Carol Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make Up: Izzie's - Insomnia
Mask: e.marie - low battery in caution
Tattoo: Adora-tions - Doing My Best Chest Tattoo
Robe: miss chelsea - Clem Robe in Navy Stripes
Top: Decoy - Felicity Lounge Set
Plushie: #SADGIRL - Mr. Wormy Plushie
Pose: Secret Poses - Kailani, Pose 2
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Dreamer

A Dark Nymph is a Forest Light

Tomorrow is a day I've been waiting for, for a FEW weeks... Tomorrow is the first day of my long weekend, I have three days off in a row, and I AM SO EXCITED! It feels like like magic, the air feels powerful and I honestly am extremely happy to announce that I have NO PLANS AT ALL!!! 
I am going to sit back, relax and let the magic happen... 

You know me, you know how I get when the magic flowing and my creativity starts to sparkle... 
I love being a fairy, you know that by now, but the magic in me changes depending on my mood... It's been so dark and exhausting and a little depressing in my world lately that I am letting the dark magic sparkle out of me... I'm a Dark Witch kind of fae today! Perhaps since I'm a fae that might be more of a Dark Nymph - branded by a tattoo from Adora-tions - one that sparkles in the darkness and lights up the deepest, darkest parts of the forest! 

What is she wearing;
Hair Flowers: *LODE* Head Accessory - Forest Beauty in Green Frog
Horns & Chains: [Darkheart Deviance] - Horns of the Seer Tituba (Available until September 12th at Ritual)
Hair: [monso] - Lofa Hair in Black & Red (Available until September 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn! - Phantom Eyes V.2
Eye Make-Up: LuluB! - Universia - Makeup & Freckles
Wings: LuluB! - Spacica in Ocean
Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Nymph Chest Tattoo
Outfit: CURELESS[+] - Galaxias Cinched Bodysuit
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose & Orb Prop: Arabian Fashion - Dark Witch, Pose 07 (Available until September 12th at Ritual)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Firefly [360] Backdrop

Caged in...

Just a few more days to get through and then I have a few days off... Right now though I feel like a trapped animal, a monster in a cage, and I'm desperate to get out... I can't wait to have some time off... I need to escape this monotonous cycle of work repetition... I NEED to break out of this cage... 

The visual image that is in my mind about this does have a definitely heated affect on the mind. In reality, I am trapped in a Slum Riverside - backdrop from Paparazzi - back yard and I can see the people enjoying themselves on a sunny riverside terrace, and I'm like a dog in a cage... 
Brought to life by the most amazing Leather Dog Mask - from Boutique #187 at Fetish Fair until August 27th - so I can hide my shame as I pout while the world goes by... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Fiji Hair in Offbeat
Mask: Boutique #187 - Leather Dog Masks (Available until August 27th at Fetish Fair)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: Kibitz - Eliza's Collar in Silver
Corset: A&Y - Lornx Cybergothic Corset
Skirt: Stiff - Nunu Skirt in Psycho
Thigh Tattoo: Adora-tions - Psycho Thigh Mixer
Boots: CULT - Akia Fatpack with HUD
Pose: Secret Poses - Antonela, Pose 5M
Fence: Hogs & Carts - Fence
Backdrop: Paparazzi - Slum Riverside in Blue

Somewhere to Relax...

It's Sunday, and although I wanted so much to have it as a lazy Sunday that wasn't going to happen... I get home from a busy day feeling terrible for having jumped a queue that I shouldn't have and when I got home all I wanted to do was take a nap... THEN when I got to sit before my computer and before I was able to do anything in Second Life my PC decided to have a shit on me... Luckily I'd found a way to get myself a little relaxation of a different kind... 

There is some amazing relaxation to be had in many different ways, but there has to be something said about the naughty kind of relaxation, that allows the tension of the muscles that suddenly relaxes at the point of ecstacy... This kind of relaxation can be done in pairs, in groups or even on your own, but no matter what happens it's a definitely happy release andthe relaxation of it is PERFECT!!!
I've made sure I have a special safe place to play... It's decorated with some pinkish pretty, and opened my Sexy Safe - a release from Krescendo at FaMESHedX - that's full of all of my favourite toys. I also got dressed up in a gorgeous Calliope Dress - from Violent Seduction - with some sexy accessories and a very, very special toy that can ONLY be used by someone very special... A Chastise Crop - from Aardvark - and I think my plan of the relaxing evening is ready... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - BFF Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Violent Seduction - Calliope in Striped
Gloves: Normandy - Minos.Gloves
Thigh Tattoo: Adora-tions - Psycho Thigh Mixer
Left Leg Garter: DEAD DOLL - Softy Bow
Right Leg Garter: Tentacio - Sara Leg Strap
Crop: Aardvark - The Chastise Crop in Classic
Pose: Fashiowl - Michi, Pose 2
Safe: [Krescendo] - Sexy Safe in Toys (Available until September 10th at FameshedX)
Teddies: BackBone - Naughty Bears
Cuffs: (No Longer Available!)
Table: Elm - Cassia Side Table
Lips: The Horror! - Dripping Love Wall Decor
Condoms: Koukla - Scattered Condoms in Fruity
Chain: Crowded Room - Kawaii Doux Wall Chain Decor
Rugs: hive - Fluffy Heart Rug in Pink
Curtains: tarte - Night Sky Curtain II in Nebula
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Pink Control Backdrop

Elegantly Lazy

I've been on holiday for almost two weeks now, and I'm still feeling totally tired. Maybe that's because, at least for this week, I've been lounging around at home not doing much of anything. Don't they say that idolness makes the sloth feeling worse?!
Still you know what, I've got two more days off, and then I'm on a 5 day stretch so I'm going to enjoy being a lazy butt while I can... 

I look like a terrible mess whilst I'm lazing around, pyjamas on, cuppa tea in hand and a book under my nose, but Rudh... She's a very different story, she never likes to do things in a way that aren't worth looking at. Even when she's being lazy, she's doing it in style... 
Today's relaxation outfit is on the luxury, decadent and almost sexy kind of style... Soft white lace and the most gorgeous string of pearls that form the Psyche Rose Necklace - which was created by Insomnia Angel and is available until Midnight Order - with a rose that perfectly matches those of her Pink Rose Sleeve tattoos - from Adora-tions. 
Whereas I'm found with my nose in a book being lazy, Rudh likes to pose elegantly and smoke a cigarette in her pretty little Roses Cigarette Holer - from Boutique #187 at the new event 13th Street that runs until August 26th... Isn't she the perfect Diva?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: S-CLUB - ANTOINETTE
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: Kibitz - Irene's Choker in White
Necklace: Insomnia Angel - Psyche Rose Necklace (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Tattoo: Adora-tions - Pink Roses Sleeve
Cigarette: Boutique #187 - Roses Cigarette Holder (Available until August 26th at 13th Street)
Lingerie: BigBeautifulDoll - ARIANNA Lingerie Set in White
Pose: Fashiowl - Wake Me Up, Pose 8
Pillows: Dahlia - Frilly Float
Chair: Oubliette - Tamara Chaise Lounge in Burgundy
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Ballroom in Pastel

Chaos Galaxy Stars adding Heat to the Fire

It's BLOODY hot here in the Netherlands again today...We've had almost all of the seasons in a week, Wednesday there was the BIGGEST Summer storm, it was trecherous to head out of the front door. Then not three days later, we're stuck in a heatwave that feels like someone turned on the oven and left the door open... It's like being stuck in a fire... The demons of Hell must have worked some magic and are giving us a taste of their home life... 

Inside one of the deepest, darkest Demonic Volcanoes - an older but awesome backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - the demons have gathered around one of the most glamorous and more senior demonesses... The reason being that in her hand is one of the most important items in all of the fantasy realms... The chaotic red Galaxy Star - a release from Spells & Charms To Go for the current round of RITUAL that runs until the 12th of the month - one of the six chaos stars that can release extreme amounts of damage in the wrong hands... The red is responsible for this terrible heat, and the more it turns the hotter it gets.

What is she wearing;
Big Horns: [ContraptioN] - Jacob Horns
Hair: [Yomi] - Delora Hair
Little Horns: MS Design - Baby Horns (No Longer Available!)
Bindi: Six Feet Under - Chaos Star Bindi (Available until July 26th at The Darkness Event)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: DeaD's Death Depot - Hemorrhagic Fever Eyes in Black Pupil  (Available until July 12th at Ritual)
Eye Liner: WarPaint - Possession
Face Markings: FATHER - Undead Face & The Rotting Lab - Samael Wound (No Longer Available!)
Necklaces: Kibitz - Gemma's Necklace in Silver
Red Flames & Markings: THIS IS WRONG! - Infernal in Red
Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Burn With Me Chest Tattoo
Arm Markings: GERMINAL - HEL ARMS
Bodysuit: wraith - Roxanne Suit
Star: Spells & Charms To Go - Galaxy Star (Available until July 12th at Ritual)
Pose: Arabian Fashion - Witch Funestra, Pose 3 (Available until July 12th at Ritual)
Backdrop: Synnergy - Demonic Volcano Backdrop

A Last Pop Of Pride

Pride month is almost coming to an end, and what a fabulously bright and wonderful Pride Month it has been. I've not had much chance to enjoy the festivities in SL, but I live in Amsterdam and it's such an amazing place to have some rainbow fun... That being said it's been a wonderfully colourful month, and there's still a couple of days to enjoy the show... 

I know that once the month is over, the Pride feeling will not ever go away. It's not just something that's important for the month of June, it's something that should be remember every day all year, and as I've always said it shouldn't matter who you fall in love with, love is the most important thing and it should always be celebrated... 
Plus it's a DAMN GOOD REASON to get myself drenched in rainbows of all different kinds and party a little... Right now I love rainbows so much that I can't even think straight!!!

What is she wearing; 
Hair Flowers: Belle Epoque - Pride Crown (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Hair: [Yomi] - Doxy Hair in Pride Edition (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-Up: Izzie's - Rainbow Glitter Freckles (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Glasses: Space Cadet - Rainbow Glasses (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home) 
Mustache: miss chelsea - Tomi Moustache in Pride Pack (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Choker: CULT - Spike Collar
Rainbow Neck Paint: ALT3 - Pride Neck Tattoo + Materials (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Chest Tattoo: Adora-tions - Can't Even Think Straight Chest Tattoo
Top: Mug - Pride Top 2023 in Black (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)
Sleeves: Quills & Curiosities - Knitted Armwarmers in Fatpack (Available until July 18th at The Warehouse)
Boa: MUG - Pride Boa (Current Group Gift)
Confetti Pop: {vespertine} - Mixed Confetti
Pose: Secret Poses - Davina, Pose 3M
Confetti: [Bad Unicorn] - Pride Party Gacha in Confetti 
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Show Time in Pride EDT (Available until June 30th for Pride at Home)