Clouds in Heaven

My mind is in weird and icky places at the moment, I'm dealing with a lot... I have my house work getting closer to being done and I NEED to get moved out of this place I'm temporarily living in. I also have things going on with my mum... I've mentioned it before but she's got cancer and it's getting worse, very very quickly... I'm preparing myself for the worst at this moment. Please don't hate me... Please forgive me for being sad and lost in my unhappy mind... I need to distract myself... 

My mind went into fantasy mode, but then even that went back to the way it has been... Thinking about the things that may happen soon with my mum... 
So when I ended up as and angel in the clouds, gathering together the spirited pets of our family past.. Gus mum's favourite cat, and Izzy our dog, came to be ready for when Mum decides that it's time to join them... I am so scared about that moment, but I am trying to remain positive... I want to do something pretty... 

What is she wearing;
Cloud Halos: (Upper): Tentacio - Heaven Set in Heaven Halo 2 & LuluB! - CloudHead in Blue Sky
Hair: [monso] - Anya Hair in Black & Red
Eye Clouds: Tentacio - Cloud Candy in Cry Me
Make-Up: FATHER - Cloud Blush & The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue
Necklaces: random.Matter - Ferryn Set in Necklace & Choker
Fur: CURELESS[+] - Alpine Fur in PURE
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 01 in BGY
Body Paints & Glitter: Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter & FOREST FANTASY STORE (Now Faunus) - Galaxy Demon & Half Demon in Blue
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Yuni - Sang Outfit in [WHITE]
Magical Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff, Glitterati & The Fantastical Nebulous Aether, everfaery - Starfield Aura & Aii - Astral Smoke
Pose: [piXit] - Beatrice, Pose F5
Animal & Extra Clouds: kotte - Cloudy
Background: K&S - // Knockin on Heavens Door. Backdrop 

Death Loses His Angel

It's the start of March, and therefore the high season for me starts as it's the start of my Birthday month and the start of the end of my 30s... On March 19th, I turn 40... I cannot wait to celebrate this amazing new chapter in my life, but I'm kinda wishing this year would be done already... Now things are getting a bit worrying as Anna - my darling little kitty - is wobbling on her feet and I'm a bit scared for her too... So I'm starting my month with the amazing death of my 30s... 

Death has been having a field day but today, the death of his beautiful angel of death... The girl of the shoulder that she sits on is about to enter her 40s causing her a massive amount of shock lol... He's broken, he is shedding a tear and on his knees to worship the loss of his gorgeous angel... The Runes of the Bound Blade - from Tardfish - circle around her, warning off anyone from coming near his precious angel. 

What is she wearing;
Headdress: CURELESS [+] - Dea Halo
Halo: Cole's Corner - Valkyrie Halo in Silver
Hair: [monso] - Suse Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-up: The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue
Collar & Chains: random.Matter - Neze Collar & Chains
Outfit: Psycho Barbie - Nightbloom Set
Daggers: Tardfish - Runes of the Bound Blade in Steel
Wings: Doe - Neon Flame Wings in Black White Red
Pose & Skeleton Prop: [piXit] - Amor Tenebris, Pose F2
Skeleton Tears: Doe - Crybaby
Scythe: everfaery - Eclipsed Reaper Scythe
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Gothic Gate 1

Rainbows, Sparkles and Happiness

It's one of those lovely lazy days when I have the day off between being stuck at work for the next couple of days... I'm busy getting things packed and ready for my trip home soon, and I'm super excited although I'll be away from my hubs for a couple of weeks. I AM GOING HOME FOR A REAL REST... Can you tell I'm excited and happy?!

I haven't felt this happy and excited about a trip home since last April when I had the concert of Take That and the most amazing seats we've ever been in for one of their shows... This time there is nothing much planned, besides a trip to see my Grandparents, and the chance to have the attention of my parents all to myself... It's a GOOD excitement... 
I feel like everything is sparkly, I'll miss Valentines but meh that holiday is a yuck one, and my hubby knows I love him anyway... He'll get a million Cream Eggs as a sign of love when I get home... For now though I'm counting down the days and enjoying that sparkly feeling I have... Rainbows and Sparkles and a boatload of happiness... 

What is she wearing;
Halo: random.Matter - Astrid Aura in Head Glitter & Stars
Hair: Magika - Eleanor Hair
Bindi: The Horror! - KIRAKIRA Jewels in Rainbow Cycle
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Space Cadet - Rainbow Glasses
Body Paint: Izzie's - Rainbow Powder Explosion
Necklace: (Yummy) - "Sparkle" Nameplate Necklace
Dress: everfaery - Camille Dress (Available until February 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Bracelets: Garmonbozia - Liaison bangle in VARIETY 3 (Available until February 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Wings: YOKAI - Heaven GACHA in Rainbow wings RARE
Soda: Half-Deer - Candy Galaxy in Starlight Sodas
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose & Prop: -Extra- - XOXO (Coming Sunday for Lazy Sunday)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Night Parade in Rainbow

Breakfasts in Space

I had the day off today and have spent it being very very productive, I am majorly pleased with myself. I made the last tweaks to my presentation that I need to do on Wednesday and managed to not only retake a picture for my blog that was missing something last time and even prepare a new picture for my second post of the day... 
I think that it was because I was able to start my day with a bit of reading for fun and a delicious, although not too healthy breakfast, with plenty of coffee... 

Living in the space station must make days seem fairly different... I know that certain places on earth get 24 hour day light and long nights too, but the thought of being in space, where you'll be able to see the light but the stars must light the sky more and you'll never get to experience the day and night shift like we do on Earth... Or perhaps they do?! 
Rudh woke up this morning, in room in the Space Station - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - she had spoken to the kitchen via intercom and grabbed her Libro Reader - an amazing release from The Horror! - to lay in wait... It wasn't long before the adorable little Tiny Tech Bots - a new release from Aardvark for the Cyber Fair that runs until June 22nd - came in carrying a tray from the Breakfast Run - from Hangry - with an extra large "Valuty Mug" - from Krescendo at Man Cave until June 11th - full of coffee to mke sure that she wakes up and feels energized for her day... She's gonna need it wandering through space... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Glitter FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pyjamas: miss chelsea - Hati Set
Pose: -Extra- - Coastal Charm, Pose 5 (Available until July 1st at Summer Carnival)
Robots: Aardvark - Tiny Tech Bot - FATPACK (Available until June 22nd at Cyber Fair 2024)
Pad: The Horror! - Libro Reader
Pillows: Krescendo - Star Pile (Available until June 17th at Anthology)
Bed: Violetility - Frost Fortress Bed
Mug: Krescendo - Valuty Mug (Available until June 11th at Man Cave)
Breakfast: Hangry - Breakfast Run
Stars: #comatosed - Starry Night
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Space Station {360} Backdrop

Crossing the Angel Bridge

It's been a few days since I was able to sit back and do a blog post, but I'm off for a few days now and therefore there could be time for some fun... I wanted to do something peaceful and relaxing, I closed my eyes and clicked a random folder in my new items folder and DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN Angel Wings it was... 

I had one of those amazing moments when an outfit came together very quickly, but in my mind the story unfolded... Angels working to prepare the world for the arrival of the Easter Bunnies, they strap the bunnies to their belts - which are part of the awesome new AnnaBelle Shorts from Mug - and fly them over the bridge on their Romance Wings - from Doe - to help in the Easter excitment. 

What is she wearing;
Halo: The Horror! - La Luna Aura, with Cole's Corner - Planetary Princess in Halo Mercury
Hair: [monso] - Lucy Hair in Black & Red
Eyes: Izzie's - Lua Eyes in Teary Eyes Blue
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: Kibitz - Lacey Choker in Black
Wings: Doe - Romance Wings in Bluebird
Top: everfaery - tamara blouse
Shorts & Corset: Mug - AnnaBelle Shorts in Medium
Pose: Secret Poses - Abbey, Pose 1 (Available until March 29th at Anthem)
Mesh Clouds: NOMAD - Cloud 9 Bed in White
Backdrop: K&S - // Knockin on Heavens Door. Backdrop

Hoops of Rainbow Colours

When life is dark and somewhat monotonous, it is at that moment we must try our hardest to find the sparkle and bring some light to our own boring day-to-day routine... There are so many ways that I LOVE to relax, unwind and recharge my rainbow sparkles. I am very much back into reading these days - smut and violence dark romances I admit, but it still gets me feeling good - I am crocheting a blanket of old scraps of wool and when I do get into Second Life, I'm currently on a creative wave - athough I'm not sure how long it will last...

It feels easier to let Rudh find our inner sparkle as there's always another personality lurking somewhere beneath the surface... Neon comes pouring out of her today and once it glows, she sparkles... Colours of the briliantly bright surroundings lighting up her skin. Her black latex "Recover" bikini - an oldie but goody from Normandy - perfect to dance through the light, stretching her rainbow wings - from Doe - as she rolls her hips and to keep her Hoola Hoop - from Tardfish, which was available until today at the January round of Anthem, and which will hopefully find it's way to the mainstore soon... 

What is she wearing;
Star Halo: NeverWish - Dreamer Halo in Rainbow/Black
Neon Halo: The Horror! - La Luna in Halo Aura Yellow
Hair: [Yomi] - Cecile Hair in Pride (No Longer Available!)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dark Make-Up: Rainbow Sundae - Forsaken Markings
Eye Shadow: Suicidal Unborn!- Nerezza Eyeshadow Rainbow
Left Eye: A.D.D.Andel! - Spiraling Down Eye Overlay
Right Eye: SongBird - Delirium's Eye Rainbow (No Longer Available!)
Freckles: Izzie's - Rainbow Glitter Freckles
Face Attachment: Ananas - Neon Glasses in Wow
Body Outline: - sixx - Neon Body Outline in Rave (No Longer Available!)
Neon Body Tubes: Normandy - Inti.Veins MK2
Necklace: Kibitz - Ballie's Necklace in Silver
Chest Piercing: [G-SHOT] - VOXY ChestPiercing (Current Group Gift)
Bikini: Normandy - Recover in PVC
Wings: Doe - Ruin Wings in Rainbow Neon
Bracelets: Izzie's - 80's Rainbow Bangles
Hoop: Tardfish - Hoola Hoop (Available until January 30th at Anthem)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff & #LuluB! - Invierna  (No Longer Available!)
Glowsticks: NeverWish - Glow Stick Punk Bikini
Pose: -Extra- - Up & Away, Pose 2
Wires: NOMAD -  Neon Cables
Backdrop: K&S - Pawn it all. Backdrop V2

Hell Yeah! A Stripper Licence!!

It seems like th month of January has gone by fairly fast and the month of love and hearts is almost upon us. The month of February has become like December and October, it's been taken over by it's holiday... I'm not one that really gives much of a shit about Valentine's but cute litte hearts and the odd bit of romance is prettiful... 
Hearts aren't just for the romantic, hearts are cute enough that anyone can use them to spread the love any time... Even by those naughty girls in the naughty places... 

It's a Friday night, a perfect time for a party, and there should be nothing better than slipping into an amazing outfit - like the one from Mug, that is still available until February 10th at Kustom9 and comes as bodysuit and boa parts - picking yourself up a cold drink in an Iced Tumbler - like the drinks from Boutique #187 at N21, until February 11th - to get this party started... 
I've finished my day at work, but Rudh always leads a secret life, and for her work has just begun... A party girl in a club, dancing on a sparkling pole, teasing the boys in the crowd and generally getting herself busy working with her new Stripper Licence - one of a card designed by Krescendo... Hopefully soon, she will find herself "Rich AF"!

What is she wearing;
Headband: STOIC - HEART HEADBAND
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Exotic in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Hangry - Rich AF in Money Fan (Available until February 5th at equal10)
Choker: BOOM - Precious Bow Choker
Necklace: Kibitz - Tazya's Necklace in Silver
Outfit (Including Pasties): Mug - Ariana Bodysuit in Black (Available until February 10th at Kustom9)
Boa: Mug - Ariana Boa in Red (Available until February 10th at Kustom9)
Money Fan: Hangry - Rich AF in Money Fan (Available until February 5th at equal10)
Card: Krescendo - Lewd Licence
Drink: Boutique #187 - Iced Tumbler (Available until February 11th at N21)
Pose: Secret Poses - Ava, Pose 2
Pole: The Horror - Sparkle Pole in Red
Money: FAKEICON - Rain-g Gacha in 3 euros rain
Backdrop: BellePoses - Sexy Bathroom

Sparkling Shit Happens

 It's cold and dark early these days... I'm exhausted and feeling like I'm just going through the motions... Things keep happening that are not totally wonderful and athough I get the odd spark of good news, all I want to do is slip into hibernation... 
I decided that now I'd be stepping out on a stage, dressed in neons, surrounded by neons and sparkling with a fake smile to act like I'm enjoying myself... BECAUSE well Shit Happens, so you just have to keep a smile on and try to get on with it...

Club Shit Happens, is definitely a place where anything can go on... I love dancing though, I don't care what it is or how I dance but when the music takes control it's easy to dance and let it distract me from the present bleh I'm in... 
Normally when things on my blog are dark and bleak, I'm at my happiest. I love being a fantasy pretty fae being, but tonight I'm hiding my feelings of being down in the dumps behind colours and sexiness... I'm going pole dancing... 

What is she wearing:
Hair: [monso] - Mya Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Bikini: NeverWish - Glow Stick PUNK Bikini
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Pose: FOXCITY - Baby G, Pose 3m
Pole: The Horror! - Sparkle Pole inn Rainbow Cycle
Light: LEMME - Shit happens in Neon
Cables: NOMAD -  Neon Cable
Backdrop: Krescendo - Kinky Corner

Somewhere to Relax...

It's Sunday, and although I wanted so much to have it as a lazy Sunday that wasn't going to happen... I get home from a busy day feeling terrible for having jumped a queue that I shouldn't have and when I got home all I wanted to do was take a nap... THEN when I got to sit before my computer and before I was able to do anything in Second Life my PC decided to have a shit on me... Luckily I'd found a way to get myself a little relaxation of a different kind... 

There is some amazing relaxation to be had in many different ways, but there has to be something said about the naughty kind of relaxation, that allows the tension of the muscles that suddenly relaxes at the point of ecstacy... This kind of relaxation can be done in pairs, in groups or even on your own, but no matter what happens it's a definitely happy release andthe relaxation of it is PERFECT!!!
I've made sure I have a special safe place to play... It's decorated with some pinkish pretty, and opened my Sexy Safe - a release from Krescendo at FaMESHedX - that's full of all of my favourite toys. I also got dressed up in a gorgeous Calliope Dress - from Violent Seduction - with some sexy accessories and a very, very special toy that can ONLY be used by someone very special... A Chastise Crop - from Aardvark - and I think my plan of the relaxing evening is ready... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - BFF Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Violent Seduction - Calliope in Striped
Gloves: Normandy - Minos.Gloves
Thigh Tattoo: Adora-tions - Psycho Thigh Mixer
Left Leg Garter: DEAD DOLL - Softy Bow
Right Leg Garter: Tentacio - Sara Leg Strap
Crop: Aardvark - The Chastise Crop in Classic
Pose: Fashiowl - Michi, Pose 2
Safe: [Krescendo] - Sexy Safe in Toys (Available until September 10th at FameshedX)
Teddies: BackBone - Naughty Bears
Cuffs: (No Longer Available!)
Table: Elm - Cassia Side Table
Lips: The Horror! - Dripping Love Wall Decor
Condoms: Koukla - Scattered Condoms in Fruity
Chain: Crowded Room - Kawaii Doux Wall Chain Decor
Rugs: hive - Fluffy Heart Rug in Pink
Curtains: tarte - Night Sky Curtain II in Nebula
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Pink Control Backdrop

The Best Kind Of Advertising!

The first time that I get myself a day off, I find myself getting sick. It always happens that when you take a moment to slow down, your body seems to catch up with a bang. On the same day, my first to rest in a few days I got shark week and a terrible cold, without warning... I've been feeling shit since... 
Though I did find a little strength to get into SL and at least try to make myself feel glamourous. If I can't feel good about myself in RL, due to the fact I have a head full of snot and I'm feeding the sharks, at least Rudh can look good and make me feel better lol... 

I guess you could call it a look of the day, but it's definitely an outfit that I've been wearing for a while now and wanted to find a chance to share because frankly I'm obsessed with it... 
It all started with the release of a new set of Baby Tee's from the amazing collaboration between Neverwish and The Horror - which is available until June 18th at The Warehouse - that comes in 4 different style sets, each with 4 different colours and/or prints... I LOVE all of the different designs, but for some reason the "Professional Goth Girlfriend" spoke most to my former life before I married my hubby... 
All it needed was some amazing things to wear with it and although it could have been dressed up and glam, I guess because I've been feeling so run down that that it's casual, cool, for today, and now all I want to do is sit around and eat Candy - like this bag of candy from Sakura - while my protector watches over me from a safe distance... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Latte Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: Kibitz - Kyra's Collar in Silver
Necklace: Kibitz - Tia's necklace in Silver
Top: NeverWish x The Horror! - Baby Tee (Available until June 18th at The Warehouse)
Cardigan: TETRA - Off-shoulder cardigan in Onyx
Skirt: Mug - Lipa Skirt in Pale
Legwarmers: AsteroidBox - Blake Leg Warmers & Boots
Candy: {Sakura} - Bag of Candy in Red
Pose: Secret Poses - Mallory, Pose 4
Cat: Mutresse - Witty Cats in Arrogant (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - Narrow street

Choices, Choices, which door do I choose?

Halloween has finally left the building, although I don't think it will ever fully be gone from my corner of the world. Though there is lots of magic still swirling around in the air, and I know that since Rudh is always into the magical arts, that there will ALWAYS be plenty of magic and monsters and darkness... Yet right now, as the Halloween magic fades away Rudh has a choice, is she going to be playing more on the darkside of the magic, or will she be able to follow to the light?

Standing before the doors in the Library of Portals - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - she has to make her decision before the doors are able to close and block the magic for a while. The dark side is hoping to lure her in with it's beautiful collection of skulls and devious little monsters, but the good side is offering up sparkles and magic tricks and everythig that's cute and adorable! 
Which door should I take? Which is the right path for me... You know it's such a hard choice to make!!!

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Cassidy Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: Pixicat - Bailey Dress in VelvetBlack
Bag: miss chelsea - Wynn Backpack in Black
Stockings: alaskametro - "Lolita" stay-up stockings 05
Socks & Boots: UTOPIA@Design - "GALYA"
Pose & Prop: Samia - Martin Halloween, Pose Mirror 4
Bad Side = 
    Candelabra: BROKEN ARROWS - Stanting Snake Candle in Python 
    Books: spruce - book collection in Salem Series 
    Skull: [North Oak] - Static Creepy Moth Skull 
    Table: BROKEN ARROWS - Death Table in Old Wood 
    Cauldron: DISORDERLY - Gothic Green in Cauldron 3 
    Troll: imbue - Halloween Troll in Frankentroll 
    Rabbit: KOPFKINO - The Witch's Rabbit in Albino Vampire 
Good Side: 
    Ghost: MishMish - Anti Scary Squad in The Mouse Costume 
    Table: LEMME - The Magician Box in Blue 
    Cabinet: LEMME - Maga / Wiccan trunk 
    Cushion: The Horror! - Salem Pillow Plush (Available until November 20th at The Fifty) Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Library of Portals [360] Backdrop

A Moth's Kiss in Hotel Transylvania

It's here, the most dark and magical weekend of the year is here... HALLOWEEN WEEKEND. The big, main event is actually on Monday, but this whole weekend is DEFINITELY the spookiest and most fun weekend of the year!! 
The magic is awake, and things are looking like magic will happen.... Let's see where the magic takes us... 

In Hotel Transylvania - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - the spookies are checking in for this year's festive party... There's a witch waiting for them, a warm welcome and a swarm of magical moths to greet you with a moth's kiss... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Kittie Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Decoy - Black Magic Dress
Body Markings: Ladybird. - Hex Scar
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Enchantress Aura & Glitterati in Ruby
Pose & Butterflies: [piXit] - Witch Moth
Sofas: [Krescendo] - Coffin Couch (Available until November 6th at FaMESHed X)
Cat Cushion: The Horror! - Salem Pillow Plush (Available until November 20th at The Fifty)
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Hotel Transilvania Backdrop

Saving Lola...

For some reason I found myself thinking about Star Wars today. I know it's nothing special for a Star Wars day, but you can watch it any day right and HellBone would put it on any time in our house... He's been addicted to the movies, the series and all the stuff in between, we have vintage toys from the 1970s, we have new plushie toys and we have all kinds of random decor... You might say that HellBone is a bit of a fan - in the same way I am about LOTR or Supernatural - and I guess the collection in SL is just an extension of that... 

Some how my day dreams today took me into a Star Wars Empire base, I was sent on a mission by Princess Leia to rescue someone very special from her past. Now we all know that she had been busy running a rebel alliance, yet she never stopped thinking about her pretty, and spunky little friend LAL0 the droid - that was brought into SL by the awesomeness that is the BONDI store. 
The rescue mission went a LITTLE badly though, Rudh had grabbed the wrong LAL0 droid, mistaking the colour patterns and disturbing the armed guards. The resulting hail of bullets sending sparks around the ship... I hope Lola and I make it out of here alive!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Poolside Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Neon: The Horror! - KIRAKIRA Jewels
Neon Tubes: Normandy - Inti.Veins in MK2
Outfit: NORMANDY - Wraith Dual Pack
Small Robots: BONDI - LAL0 Drone in Classic
Pose: Secret Poses - Skye, Pose 1
Large Robots: H&C - Droideka
Fire: Synnergy - It's like fire backdrop
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - KPRED 

New Ways to make Easter Eggs

Easter is one of those very weird holidays, it seems to change every year and can be as early as the end of March or aslate as the end of April, but this year it falls on the second weekend in April. This means that as of yesterday there is exactly a month till it's chocolate egg day, one of the most confusing holidays that sees us getting chocolate eggs from a rabbit?! 
Since we're now on the month long run up to his busiest day of the year, as Santa spends time getting ready for Christmas, the Easter Bunny spends a month getting ready and preparing the chococlate eggs. There's always been rumours as to how the eggs are made, I'm about to reveal his secrets, but I'll warn you it's not exactly PG... 

Although, this is a fairly modern technique, the Easter Bunny has gotten bored of the conventional methods and is testing new things. This year he's gone for the kinky method as a trial run, he's trying to get the girls to make the eggs for him... For it to work successfully, he just needs to get the test subject excited enough. Its just needs a little Tough Love, and a few ropes tied in the right way... 

What is she wearing;
Ears: No Longer Available!
Hair: Foxy - Sirena Hair in Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: AURICA - Darleen Collar in Black
Outfit: AURICA - Darleen Corset in Black
Shoes: REIGN - PlugMae Peeptoe Heels
Pose: -Extra- - Covered (Female Pose of Couple Pose) (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture)
Bunny: Short Leash - Kinbaku Bunny (Available until March 11th at Dollholic)
Chair & Ice Bucket: [Krescendo] - Porter Set Items (Available until March 22nd at Kinky Event) 
Toys: [Krescendo] - Tough Love in Black (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture) 
Sybian: The Horror! - Sybae in Bubblegum
Egg Baskets: Junk Food - Easter Basket in Brown
BDSM Eggs: Cubura - BDSM Eggs
Large Egg Pile: Boudoir - Wearable Easter Eggs
Small Egg Pile:  Mesh India - Color Eggs (No Longer Available!)
Rug: Fapple - Rubber Carpet
Backdrop: Unicorn - Backdrop Hot Room 

Hands Off My Burritos!

Saturday Night, a night when I cannot be bothered to cook so sometimes it tends to be a take-out night... Sometimes it's curry, others it's pizza and I wish there could be nights when we could have some traditional English Fish'n'Chips... Yet I think for Hell, the best take-out night would happen to be taco night... We love having delicious tacos and even more delicious burritos, but it always raises the debate of which is better, and that invariably leads to fights lol... 

HellBone thinks that he has the right to help himself to my burritos once he's finished his own taco... He's definitely team taco, and though I love a good taco, I think I'm veering more towards team burrito - as controversial as that might be - because they are easier and make less mess to eat LOL... That's my theory and I'm sticking to it!! 
We decided to show our support for our favourite foods at the Taco Cart today, Hell wearing a taco and me in a burrito, from the Yummigos set that Ananas released for Equal10. We look good enough to eat, but seriously he'd better keep his hands off my burritos... 

What are they wearing; 
Rudh: 
Hair: Magika - Cure (Available until Decmber 10th at Kustom9)
Burrito Costume: Ananas - Yummigos Avatar Accessory in Burrito (Available until December 5th at Equal10)
Held Burrito: Ananas - Yummigos Avatar Accessory in Burrito (Available until December 5th at Equal10) 
HellBone: 
Hair: No.Match - No.King
Taco Costume: Ananas - Yummigos Avatar Accessory in Taco (Available until December 5th at Equal10)
Bracers: CerberusXing - Borr Bracers in Gray
Rings: L'Emporio - Errant 
Pose: FOXCITY - Fowl Play Pose
Plushie Taco: The Horror! - YumYumz in Mexican Taco
Taco Food: dust bunny - Bunny Bell Items
Cart: BUENO - Taco Cart Gacha Item in Yellow
Backdrop: PALETO Backdrop - Decatur Street 

Feeding the Clouds with Cloud Food

It has been a very, very long hard day and I was dragged all over the place at work being needed by anyone and everyone! I was alone and although it was busy and I feel like crap now, I'm actually feeling lucky that I an take my time to relax for a few days... Right now though I'm going to stuff myself with all kinds of things that are bad for me, and chillax in a sugar high... 
It got me wondering though, is Candyfloss the food of the cloudy angels?!

Up in the clouds, the angels play and they dance around with their friendly clouds... 
This little cloudy version of myself, dancing around in the clouds wearing her favourite Cloudy Day Dress - from Ananas, currently available at Anthem - and her cloud hair - a very old style from katat0nik - swirling around my head. I stuffed myself on the perfect food for the cloudy angels, COTTON CANDY - from Junk Food. 

What is she wearing;
Hair: katat0nik - Cloud Hair in Blue
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Make-Up: VENGE - Luna Face Makeup
Eyes: Izzie's - Angel Eyes
Cloud Make-Up: The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue
Cotton Candy: Junk Food - Cotton Candy in Pink
Dress: Ananas - Cloudy Day (Available until August 29th at Anthem)
Pose: FOXCITY - Cotton Candy, Pose 1M
Kawaii Clouds: YOKAI - Cloudy Day Gacha Items
Pink Clouds: Half-Deer - Simple Cloud in Bright White (Re-coloured by me!)
Starlight Rain Clouds: CELESTE - Magic Rain Cloud in Warm Rain Purple
Backdrop: Synnergy - Starlight Backdrop 

This Popstar is a Diva

 Working hard in retail for a living is just getting to be a little boring, and right now I find myself slipping off into dream land. My mind has been wandring to all sorts of different places, and just today I was thinking about a cartoon that I used to watch - Jem - she was like an original Hannah Montana only much, much cooler LOL... 
It lead my mind to dreaming of what it would be like to be a popstar like Jem... I have a feeling that Rudh would be a little more of a Diva! 

Waiting while they set the stage up, sitting by the backstage door she's watching as they prepare her stage - she's a bit of a Diva so everything has to be perfect - the new security guard checking to make sure she's allowed to be there get's flashed her pass and ignored. Maybe it's the Baphomet on her shoulder... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Taiane Hairstyle
Headphones: Spoiled - Wings Gaming Headset
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Mug - Electric Festival Gacha Items (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Bracelet: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets (Available until July 1st for Pride at Home) 
Shoes: CULT - Alicia
Pet: [Yomi] - Baby Baphies Gacha in 4
Pose: FOXCITY - Pampered, Pose 5
Stool: Nomad - Bone Bar Stool in Neon 
Neon Lights: Krescendo - Lush Lights Gacha Items (Available until June 22nd at Kinky)
Poles: The Horror - Sparkle Pole in Blue
Stage Backdrop: Paparazzi - K-POP Stage Backdrop in Pink
VIP Backdrop:  .PALETO.Backdrop - STRIPTEASE CLUB 

Somebody come get her, she's dancing like a stripper!

 After a day at work like I've had ANOTHER of - yes I had no customers again all day and I was bored out of my own mind - I feel like I'm bored of entertaining myself even... It's so tedious, so monotonous but I guess that at least I'm lucky to have a job after all the craziness of the pandemic. 
Yet when I come home and get myself online, I feel like I want to do nothing more than be a crazy - slightly weird - but definitely entertaining dolly... I look back on all of the jobs I had over my time in SL, and smile... I worked on Seraphim, I worked in clubs, and I think the most entertaining of them all was my VERY early days as a Stripper... So today, I'm looking back on the good times LOL... 

While writing this, I can hear my hubby watching videos on tiktok and they keep playing that one with the song about "dancing like a stripper" LOL... If only they really knew! The way that this dolly is swinging around the Sparkle Pole - from The Horror - in her stripper's boudoir, that has been tastefully decorated with silks and BDSM toys and some lovely furnishings from Krescendo! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Pink Hustler - Disordered Hair - II in #5-3
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: N-Core - MONI Bodysuit&Boots
Pose: FOXCITY - Pole Artist, Pose 5
Pole: The Horror! - Sparkle Pole in Blue
Cushion: [Krescendo] - Kinky Cushion
Cabinet: [Krescendo] - Wild Side Table (Available until May 22nd at Black Fair)
Candies: LEMME - Bite it, suck it, blow it in Light Blue
Chair: [Krescendo] - Seduction Set in Neon Chair
Hanging Decor & Cross: Artisan Fantasy - Capturado Collection Items
Backdrop & Floating Money: SAYO Sin - Crimson Dreams Backdrop

The Goddess of Starlight

I've been in the darkness so long, but the goddesses in me are actually busting to have some more time in the limelight. The darkness is only willing to allow the light in, within the smallest of doses right now and so only the Goddess of the stars was able to make a break through. She brings with the smallest of twinkles, as she nurtures a star whose light is beginning to dim...

The goddess of the stars resembling something that looks almost fae like in appearance, she gathers a magic from the sparkling lights that seem to hover around her small frame. Gathering the light from La Luna Aura - a collection made up by The Horror for Anthem - the starlight sparkles gathering around her, drawn to her aura... Healing the Falling Star - from STOIC - with her light... 

What is she wearing; 
Halo & Static Body Glitter: The Horror! - La Luna Aura (Available until January 30th at Anthem) 
Star Halo: Neverwish - Dreamer Halo in Iridescent/Black
Hair: Doe - Sage 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Eyes: Izzie's - Angel Eyes 
Face Make-up: The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue 
Freckles: random.Matter - Lunar Freckles (Group Gift) 
Earrings: Neverwish - Saturn Earrings (Available until January 22nd at Planet29) 
Wings: Epic - Fairy Sparkle Wings in Dark Glo 
Body Sparkles: TRIGGERED - Starlight Aura in White 
Sleeves: Tentacio - Celestial Sleevers (Available until January 30th at Anthem) 
Star: STOIC - Falling Star 
Outfit: evani - Scarlet Sequin Top & Shorts (Sold Separately) in Night 
Pose: FOXCITY - Birthday Suit 
Backdrop: Synnergy - Space Mountain Backdrop (Available now for Manly Weekend!) 

Sunday Morning Coffee

A Lazy Sunday is the perfect time to head out, pick up a newspaper and grab yourself a delicious coffee and maybe if you're feeling very extravagant something sweet to snack on, and indulge... 
It's a cold, wet day here in RL - after a few days of blistering heatwave - so Rudh is being sent on a paper and coffee run to the adorable little Burrow Coffee shop...

Not that she's complaining, there's a VERY good-looking male Barista working behind the counter - what a brilliant hire he was from the location's owner, Harlow Heslop - and she couldn't help but flirt a little as she juggled her coffee and flowers, accepting the cookie he gave her on the house! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: DOUX - Danni Hairstyle 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Necklace: Kibitz - Natasha's Heart Necklace & Collar in Silver 
Top: Mug - Zoey Cami in White (Available until June 5th at equal10) 
Bag: The Horror! - Meowmeow Bag in White 
Flowers: Tentacio - Lavander Bouquet 
Pants: Mug - Zoey Baggy Jeans in Medium (Available until June 5th at equal10) 
Pose & Props: Secret Poses - Coffee Love, Pose 4