Where are these hearts coming from?!

 This weekend is Valentines weekend, and there are so many people out there celebrating the "weekend of romance"... Ugh it's never been something I've been keen on - maybe people will say that I'm anti-Valentines because I'm a fat girl in RL or that I'm with the wrong man - but for me I always maintain the stance that love should be shown on more than one day a year! 
The dirty little demon in me, that loves to parade around wearing fake wings and a halo at this time of year, like she's in some kind of fancy dress parade, often feels that it's a pointless time of year... Turning her nose up at all the hearts and flowers... Never able to escape! 

Even hiding away in the Neon City - a backdrop called The City by The Bearded Guy by the way - she cannot escape the hearts and flowers... Someone is dropping little red hearts everywhere, and you can see she's now amused just by her pose - thanks to Secret Poses at eBento hehe - and the question that escapes from her lips... 
Maybe it's her own fault for dressing like some weird twisted little cupid demon so close to valentines... Either that or it's the fault of the Tainted Love over at Necrosis... Whatever caused it, she's happy being a cyber demon for a little while at least. Wearing a skintight Maurceline Bodysuit - thanks to the Beauty of Darkness - and a Solid Heart Eyepatch - from Normandy, both at Necrosis - the neon angel look started and grew bigger hehe... Accessorizing with some amazing Psycho.Byts goodies, and then throwing on a pair of Afterparty Neon Angel wings she was sure to fit in... A Mekaniskt Heart - from Fika - for good measure... Still even a machine for a heart can't make me feel anything this Valentines... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: PSYCHO.Byts - Persephonix Horns
Hair: DOUX - Candice Hairstyle
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyepatch: Normandy - Solid Heart Eyepatch (Available until February 12th at Necrosis)
Speech Bubble: Caboodle - Cupid's Emoji Bubble
Cyborg Face Parts: PSYCHO.Byts - CyberImplants
Body Paint: Even Tide - Cyber in Purple
Wings & Halo: Afterparty - Neon Angel Wings
Heart: FIKA - Mekaniskt Heart
Cyborg Arm: PSYCHO.Byts - Cyberneon Destiny
Bodysuit: Beauty of Darkness - Maurceline Bodysuit (Available until February 12th at Necrosis)
Pose & Prop: Secret Poses - Your Heart, Pose 4 (Available until February 28th at EBento)
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - The City Backdrop 

Hiding in the Catacombs

Did you ever feel like disappearing into the darkness... Hiding in the shadows and never wanting to come out from them. Normally I try to hide my feelings, only letting them out through photography in SL, as a form of therapy but today even my photo seems a little dark just like my mood.. 
Normally the darker my pictures are, the happier I am, but today I feel like disappearing into the shadows... Locking myself into a crypt and appealing to the dark arts... 

At the Ministry of Darkness, you'll find the perfect place... A tomb filled with music and the warm glow of candle light... She's dancing in and out of the shadows, the soft light flickering on the walls around her, the scent of roses in the air, and her only companions are the adorable little spiders that crawl over her skin... 
She's got a little messy, blood trickling down from her impressive throat wound, over the necklace that's made to look like the blood that's leaking... She's dancing in the dark... 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Magika - Fiend 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Eyes & Blood Tears: [POUT!] - Painful Love Make Up & Eyes (Available until February 12th at Necrosis) 
Bloody Mouth & Cut Throat Wound: MoonPhase - Slit Throat 
Necklace: Belle Epoque - Evanora Necklace in Red 
Chest Wound: Ladybird - Hex Scar 
Dress: toksik - Devil's Manner Gacha Items in Dress RARE 
Spiders: Tentacio - Elvira Spiders in Black 
Pose: Zombie Suicide - Mel Animations, Pose Stand 2 
Candle Prop: (No Longer Available!)  

The God of Time's Assistant

The snow has taken over the Netherlands... Everything is white, and the snow is blizzarding through the air like fairy dust in the wind. I guess you could say that it was somewhat an inspiration for the Fairy that danced into center stage in my mind today... 
The Winter Fairy of Death decided to make herself at home in the wintery forest that is my imagination. The Winter swirling it's glittering snowflakes on it's blustery breezes... 

This little fairy goddess is an omen of change, although looks may be deceiving she is not the dark portent that she might seem. 
It is true that she may carry a scythe - thanks to FIKA at Midnight Order - and not just any Scythe, it happens to be the Scythe of Kronos and anything that belonged to the Father of Zeus and the God of time shows that she means business... The Dark Magic from Koroko bubbling in her hand, creating the glittering snowflakes that dance into the blizzard of The Outer Garden. 
The fairy we spotted today is an assistant to the God Kronos, assisting his passing of time allowing the seasons to change in their own slow and steady way. Helping Winter to change to Spring this time she seems too captivated by the snowflakes, but maybe soon she wil let the new replace the old and dead... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Tentacio - Flower Romance Gacha Items in Death Horn Black
Hair Accessory: Tentacio - Natualeza Muerta in Headdress Black (Available until February 22nd at Kinky Monthly)
Hair: [monso] - Akali2 Hair in Black & White
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: rotten - Devilish Eyes in Disturbed Pack
Frozen Face & Fingers: POUT! - Frost Bitten
Wings: Psycho.Byts - Pixie Bento Wings in White (Recoloured by Me!)
Top: Tentacio - Natualeza Muerta in Chest Black (Available until February 22nd at Kinky Monthly)
Sparkle Effect: TRIGGERED - Starlight Aura
Snow Sparkle Effect: Cole's Corner - Ice Queen Aura
Scythe: FIKA - Scythe of Kronos (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Orb: Kokoro - Dark 07 Animation (Available until February 28th at The Darkness Monthly)
Pose: FOXCITY - Baby, Pose 4 

Wonderland isn't so Mad, except the Hatter... She's INSANE!

The weather outside today is VERY cold and we actually have thick snow for the first time in a few years in the Netherlands, and I'll admit - that just like when it gets too hot - I'm not a fan of now. I get so worried that I will slip, in fact I usually have a habit of doing just that and never end up landing on my soft smushy butt! 
So I'm avoiding the cold and staying inside where it's warm - a great way to keep people locked down why didn't they think of this sooner lol - and I'm going to let my imagination slip off into a dark and twisted fantasy world, a place that looks so pretty yet hides a darker and much more twisted secret... After all, everyone know the story of Alice in Wonderland, but how many have experienced the Adventures in Mad Wonderland... 

Since the story of Wonderland was first written by Lewis Carroll, there have been many different variations on the characters contained within his world, and each and every one has it's own twist on the madness... Sometimes I have trouble deciding which I'd prefer to be - yes I think about it sometimes in the dark late nights - but it seems that today I landed myself into a very Hatterish themed frame of mind... The outfit just falling together as it was natural, and I admit that I'm a little darker than the scene I'm in but that's the twisted beauty of Wonderland... It can be a world full of hidden surprises hehe... 
My outfit today was actually - believe it or not - inspired by the amazing new Gacha collection from Misschevious, that will be available from ROMP on February 10th, which is a set of body wounds and tattoos based on Wonderland Madness... I chose to wear this soft, subtle set of Star Bites, and then the Rare Hatter scars, which of course is why I had to bring the Mad Hatter to life in my own Rudhish way... Of course she needed a hat - so I made life difficult by wearing the old Magician hair from Wasabi when it used to be Wasabi Pills LOL, and added some crazy almost Jokerish items like these amazing ROKINS Glasses - available for 60L as a part of Happy Weekend Sales. 

What is she wearing; 
Hat & Hair: Wasabi Pills (Rebranded to Wasabi) - Magician Hair 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Glasses: ROKINS - Glasses in Smile Die 
Mouth Wound: [MJN] - DeepCut 
Upper Collar: Kibitz - Leather Collar in Insane 
Lower Choker: Blah - Crystal Heart Choker 
Necklace: Kibitz - Happy Facey Necklace in Yellow 
Shawl: CURELESS - Red Queen's Realm Gacha Item in Cheshire's Shawl BLACKWHITE 
Jacket: Moon Elixir x MUSE - Dripping in Luxury Coat in Onyx 
Star Bruises: Misschevious - Mag Gacha Blogger Item in Star Bites BOM (Coming February 11th to ROMP)
Wounds:  Misschevious - Mag Gacha Blogger Item in Mad at the Hatter RARE BOM (Coming February 11th to ROMP)
Dress: The Rotting Lab - Near Slip in Black 
Pose: FOXCITY - Boss Babe, Pose 3 

The Nurse will see you now!

You'd never guess that it's February and almost Valentines, the way that I'm being more dark and twisted than pretty valentine romace, but meh who needs the flying little wing baby anyway. I am loving being dark and twisted, and isn't Valentines about doing the things that you love hehe... 
Now I heard that more and more people are getting the injection to protect against  Covid, but there are more people that are against it too, it's the injection that will zombify us all, in fact it's your turn to see the Nurse... 

The nurse will see you now... Just watch your step and please pay no mind to the lost souls of Lilith's Den and the Tainted Lovers that seek their lost hearts. Their empty rib cages bared as they attempt to find their lost loves, roaming the halls of the hospital. 
Our dead nurse waits in the corridor shot in her hand, is it a vaccine, or is it something a little more deadly... Are you willing to take the risk? Her crazy red eyes - from Suicidal Unborn - glaring from the dark. Is that due to the blood lust that she's sharing all over her uniform, or could it be something contained within the medicines she seems to be playing with... The Father's Spookshow Medicinal Pills all over her face,seeping the toxins within into her skin. She's already showing signs of being sick... Look at the blush on her cheeks - the blush along with the thermometer is in a Sick Set from [NoRush]. she is taking her temperature but my guess is that it's already too late for her!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Moon Hair - Molly
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyes: Suicidal Unborn - Prince Vlad Eyes (Group Gift)
Pills & Make-Up Layer: Spookshow & FATHER - Medic Pills in Brights (Available until February 12th at Necrosis) 
Cheek Blush & Thermometer: [NoRush] - Sick Set Items
Choker: Spookshow - Medic Collar (Available until February 12th at Necrosis) 
Necklace: Violetility - Stethoscope Collar
Outfit (Including Dress, Gloves & Hat): Mug - Killer Nurse Gacha Items
Pose: FOXCITY - Boss Babe, Pose 5
Dolls: Lilith's Den - Tainted Lover Heart (Available until February 12th at Necrosis) 
Backdrop: anxiety - Formaldehyde (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Pictures of Hell's Ruin

One of my greatest loves in SL is definitely having the ability to express myself in the form of taking pictures and blogging. I know that I'm not the world's best - or even anywhere close - but I love doing what I do as a form of relaxation and therapy... I love using my look and props and the most fantaastical locations to create something pretty that tells a story, and I LOVE being able to use it as an excuse to explore the dark places of SL and see things tht Covid-lockdown is preventing anyone from doing in RL right now... 
Today I grabbed my camera and went on a little exploration trip, into the caverns of Hell - currently accessible through The Bay... Being a dead doll demon I can access these places fairly easily, but I stumbled on a place I'd never found before... The ruins of Hell.. 

So being the little photographer that I am I had to reach into my bag and grab my Polaroid Camera - that comes with a set of Polaroid poses from Secret Poses at The Liaison Collaborative until February 10th - and started taking shots of the amazing light that was bouncing around in Hellish ruins... 
I LOVE my outfit today, even though it wasn't really well shown in the picture that I share today I'm sure it will be worn a LOT more during the next few weeks LOL... These amazing dungarees - sorry should call them overalls since that's the name they have - are the Nova Overalls from AsteroidBox, which are now available at Anthem until February 28th. I LOVE THEMMMMMMM... It's so unusual for me to find full coverage clothing I love - I dress like a bit of a hooker at times LOL - but these overalls are awesomesauce. 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Wasabi - Briar Mesh Hair in Fireworks 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Neck Chain: CULT - Zeffer 
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Nova Overalls in Stripes (Available until February 28th at Anthem) 
Bracelet: SEKA - Punkette Wrist 
Pose & Prop: Secret Poses - Polaroid, Pose 3 (Available until February 10th at The Liaison Collaborative) 

Pause for a Moment

 Today is HellBone's Birthday, he's a grumpy older man today and honestly it's been a nice, relaxing but lazy day - thanks to still being stuck in the lockdown - yet I am taking a moment to step away from him and his mother, to have a moment of peace for myself... Hiding away where I can have some silence away from my monster-in-laws insessant talking... 
A moment of peace in a crazy day, always feels like a little bit of heaven, no matter what you're taking time for yourself to do - be that smoking a cigarette, although I stopped that a long time ago now, drinking a coffee or having a little chocolate moment... 

She snuck outside her apartment in the big block of The Apartments and lit her cigarette, realising she'd been followed outside by her Chonky BB Bengal Kitten - a gacha collection item from STOIC - she grabbed him and smushed him to her chest to stop him from running away!
Have to take a moment from my peace break to just say I LOVE this outfit... I've been wearing it since I bought it a few days ago.. The top and skirt are sold as individual pieces in the Jani collection by miss chelsea - available at N21 until February 12th - I just loved the fact that the leopard print of the sleeves and belt matched so well with my pretty Chonky BB... I also loved this amazing hat and hair combo, it's a group gift from Wasabi, and along with many captions including the brilliant "Ermahgerd!" LOL LOVE IT!!!! Don't I look adorable! 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Ermahgerd Hair (Current Group Gift)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker & Necklace: Vibing - Mara Collar in Silver
Top: miss chelsea - Jani Tee in Pinstripe (Available until February 12th at N21)
Cat: STOIC - Chonky BB's Gacha Item in Bengal Charcoal 01 RARE
Skirt: miss chelsea - Jani Skirt in Black (Available until February 12th at N21)
Pose & Cigarette Prop: FOXCITY - Night Owl, Pose 1M