A "Hotel" Stay!

I know I've been complaining about work a lot lately, but I'm going to do it again because well... I can... If yout don't like it just take a look at my pretty picture today and I'll see you later... Otherwise I've been driven crazy enough by the visitors to my place of work that I'm done with daily life and have finally found the perfect place for a rest... 

I'm tired, mentally and physically - so much so that I can't even think straight enough to write and words like physically are a problem - but there won't be much of a respite. I get Sunday and Monday off but I NEED MORE TIME TO REST!!! I'm checking myself into an old boutique "hotel" I've discovered, it's called the "Asylum for Criminally Insane Women"... I don't think I've done anything criminal, but perhaps if you could see the things I think about certain customers, maybe you'd disagree... Plus I've heard they have excellent padding to keep rooms nice and cosy, and damped the sound of aggrivated screams... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Sophie Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Make-up: Izzie's - Insomnia
Necklaces: [Haste] - Come Closer Collar in Chrome & random.Matter - Zakei Choke Chain in Silver
Outfit: Mug - Hellzel Straitjacket in Black
Boots: UTOPIA@Design - "DORA"
Pose: [piXit] - 7 Ways, Pose F4
Mirror: [Krescendo] - Asylum Mirror (Available until June 25th at BLACK FAIR)
Chair: ANTINATURAL[+] - Hospital for Souls in Victorian Wheelchair (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: .PALETO.Backdrop - HOSPITAL

The Disposal of a Body

Things have been strange for the past couple of weeks... I know that there have been worse things in the world but I'm kinda falling into a black hole. In the past week, I've lost two people as the Grim Reaper took them away across the River Styx... 
I'm half asleep on the sofa this evening, and I can't stop thinking about these people. One was family, the other was more like family than the first, but neither were people that really deserved it. I'd never wish death on anyone, but there are definitely people that deserve the pain of loss more. 
I'm in such a weird mood, I am frustrated and moody, I don't want to be around people, but I need a hug. Don't mess with me this week, it's probably the best advice that I can give... 

Honestly I don't mean to appear mean and moody today... I'm sorry for anyone that gets in my way but I'm in such a mood I could go on a murder rampage. 
I know the perfect place to throw a bagged body over a bridge, if you head out into the middle of the wilderness you'll get to the Overpass - a gorgeous backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - I'd recommend a sturdy vehicle, like a H&C Wheels Truck - the Reverence for example - as the rods get a little rough... 
Be strong so you can lift the Plastic Wrapped Body Bag and drop it over the edge, OH and don't forget to toss the gun over the edge too! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Water lily Gacha Item in Dropping Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Chain: [Haste] -Come Closer Collar Chrome (No Longer Available!)
Jacket: SPIRIT - Quin Coat in Black
Shoes: [BREATHE] - Lei Feng Heels in Black
Pose: FOXCITY - Climber, Pose 2ma
Lamp: TBF - Kerosene Lamp
Car: H&C Wheels - Reverence
Gun: Insurrektion - Hunters Set 2 Gacha Item
Body Bag: MadPea - Plastic Wrapped Body Bag
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Overpass 

Time to cool off!

So I've kicked of the new year with something dead, and with something cute... It's time for another of Rudh's usual breaks LOL... It's time to get a little naughty! 
I want to be able to say that it was the fault of an item that I have been sent to blog but actually that would be wrong of me, because by now you may have realised that I am a bit of a bad girl at heart LOL... 
So it's time to take a little break and relax myself... Not that the way this relaxation comes is very relaxing hehe, but still it's always fun... 

Least it would have been if anything had actually happened!?! I mean she looks like she had a good time, and is cooling her heated skin with a little ice, but actually it's all just for show! 
Or is it?
Maybe this awesome new shelf - appropriately called "The Casanova Shelf" from Fapple at the new round of The Men's Department - it's a collection of stuff that every true Womanizer would appreciate including a picture of Mr. Bond the world's greatest womanising spy!
Still cooling off was nice, and what came before - I'm not gonna say if it did or did not actually happen - was nicer hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Tinsley (Current Group Gift) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Lipstick: Izzie's - Smeared Lipstick Applier 
Collar: [Haste] - Come Closer Collar in Chrome (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Reve Obscura - Soft Touch 
Shelf: Fapple - The Casanova Shelf (Available until January 31st at The Men's Department) 
Bed: junk - Lazy Daybed. RARE 
Background: Trompe Loeil - Amelie Cottage 

Demoness Waits and Watches...

That's it folks, the Gators MC Halloween Event has officially closed it's doors for another year as of yesterday and MY GOODNESS I am so happy to finally see the doors close. Not that I didn't enjoy it, it was as always great fun to have open and to see the people visiting us really enjoy it, but it will be nice to get back to normal - not to mention have extra prims on the sim to play with hehe... 
The little Demoness in me is sad to see it close however, she knows that now I've had a chance to slip back into more normal clothes, the novelty of sharing my dead side has worn off for a little while. Yet she found a place she can be happy, and lay in waiting until she's allowed to play again... The dark pit of Hell at Night Gazing... 

Dressed to impress, as she needs to be able to make her new friends in the pit feel a little at east and eager to see her, not to mention that she wants to impress the big man himself, she pulled on a very seductive looking little black dress from Asteria - available until November 19th at KINKY - which allows her to show off her Draconic Scale markings and those impressive looking Spine Demon Thorns - from Nightmare and Goth1c0 - with a collar just in case she can become master's pet! 
Feeling safe from the demon hunters ridding the earth of the Halloween monsters, she is finally able to relax and listen to the sounds of screams, waiting until she's allowed to break out and run riot once more... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Arden in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Leash: [Haste] - Come Closer Collar in Chrome 
Tattoo: Nightmare - Draconian Scales 
Wings: tentacio - Dark Call Me Gacha Item in Wings RARE  
Back Wound: Goth1c0 -  Spine Demon Thorns 
Dress: Asteria - Elixir Mini Dress in Black (Available until November 19th at Kink(y)) 
Pose: Signature Pose - Give Me Space 

Meeting Mr. Andel

I've been a very good girl for a while now, and I think it's time I let my hair down - which I am doing literally - and introduce you to a new friend of mine... Everyone, meet Otis Andel... He's a special man that came into my SL fairly recently, but before you get the wrong idea there is more to this than meets the eye! All will be revealed in a moment, but until then, please enjoy looking at him as he enjoys his very up close and personal introduction to me LOL... 

Now for an explanation before people start getting confused and contact HellBone about me having a new lover LOL... As I said before this is Otis, and he's the silent, do-as-he's-told type, and there is a damn good reason for this! Otis is in fact the modelling, man doll of my MC sister and dear friend Lilian, who has graciously said that if I ever needed a male model I could use and abuse him. He's a WIP - someone we can play around with and make fit what we need - and he's actually been fairly needed because I always have trouble blogging some of the amazing couple poses I'm sent. Hell doesn't mind posing, so long as it's not sexual, and WELL, this is more than a little sexual right?! 
The pose that I decided had to be the first to introduce him in is one from Come Soon, called "Gotcha" that is available at the soon to end round of Lost & Found - you have until tomorrow to get it from the event I believe. 
Anyway, what do you think? What do you think of her man dolly? I'm sure that this won't be the last time you ever see Mr Andel, though maybe next time he will be someone totally different!!! 

What are they wearing;
Rudh:
Hair: Argrace - TSUMUGI in Reds 
Lipstick: Izzie's - Smeared Lipstick 
Collar: [Haste] - Come Closer Collar in Chrome 
Top: [I<3F] - Top 04 
Otis:
Hair: NO.MATCH - NO.FORCE 
Head: LOGO - Eternity Ethan 
Tattoo: Letis Tattoo - BioMech 
Prop & Pose: COME SOON - Gotchaa (Available until May 1st at Lost & Found) 

Someone Save Me!

I am experiencing a weird feeling of drowning but the reason is not actually as bad as it sounds... Basically I lost my job in RL last week, which sounds like a good thing considering I always complained about it and it gives me a kick in the butt to find a new start, but right now while I'm dealing with the legal stuff I feel like I'm feeling like I'm drowning! 
Can someone save me? 
Save a princess trapped in a tower... 

This poor princess has been trapped by dark wizard, dressed as a slave girl - albeit a pretty gorgeous Iconic Doll Set from Blueberry - she's being transformed into a draconic being, it's a Nightmare - the tattoo for body and face comes from Nightmare called "Draconic Scales". 
Being locked in a tower in a place simply referred to as Somewhere, she befriended a dove... Seizing her chance when the dark wizard was working one of his spells, she whispered to the dove and sent it flying, hoping that a handsome Prince would come to save her... 
If only it was that easy in RL though... Instead of handsome princes, I have hours of phone calls ahead... Keep your fingers crossed for me and wish me lots of luck would you please? 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Opal in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Face & Body Tattoo: Nightmare - Draconian Scales V2 
Collar: [Haste] - Come Closer Collar in Chrome 
Outfit (including Wings): Blueberry - Iconic Doll Gacha Items in Silver (Available until March 31st at The Arcade) 
Pose & Prop: Fashiowl Poses - SnowPrincess 3 

Bound for Fun!

Today is going to be a day of total opposites emotionally I feel... I am still at home in the UK with my family, and tonight I am going to the concert of one of my absolute favourite bands - the cello playing Vikings that are Apocalyptica - yet there may also be some pretty horrible news coming my way too. Apparently sometime today I will be getting an email to let me know that I have either lost or kept my RL job. I hate waiting, and I hate the thought that it's going to be in the back of my mind no matter what fun stuff is going on, so it's a day of being on tender-hooks... I just wish they would hurry up and tell me already. 
I'm tied, bound, controlled, and sometimes that can be a good thing but right now I'd rather be doing anything else!

A good thing that matches the feeling of the roping, tied feeling, is more along the lines of how Rudh is enjoying herself. She's taking a little look around the very pretty, but somewhat dark BDSM location that is Angel of Pain's BDSM Island, and her outfit definitely is a look that works in this kinky place.
Her dress is one that I had to have as soon as I saw it at Collabor88, from the store [Haste]. These Covert Dresses come in a variety of colours, each with a patterened and plain version, and they covertly conceal - although maybe not so well as they could - a set of shibari ropes underneath.
It looks like Rudh has had a little bit of fun though, maybe that's why she looks so happy, but the bruises on her arms and legs - thanks to Chemical Princess at BodyFy - and her extra rope braided hair, definitely seem to suggest that was the case. 
I just hope that the RL me can have as much fun in RL today. 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Kora in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress: [HASTE] - Covert Dress in Green Flowers (Available until March 6th at Collabor88)
Rope Marks: Chemical Princess - Rope Marks Tattoo (Available until February 28th at BodyFy) 
Shoes: #EMPIRE - Petunia
Pose: Signature Pose - Debating, Set 23

A Vampiric Persona

Think I'm becoming more and more like a vampire you know... Not the drinking blood part, but the allergic to sunlight bit... It's going to be a HOT few days in Holland and even though it's only 8.30am its already getting fairly warm - not warm by other country standards I'll admit, but still warm enough for a country that not two days ago was cold and wet!
Maybe I'll start hiding in the shadows and take on a new persona?!

Today has been FAR too hot, I've been writing a blog post since 8.30 AM and it's not nearly 12 hours later and I'm still writing because sitting behind my PC is not cool in this weather! 
Yet I think my vampire persona is definitely shaping up well... She looks the part at least, hiding her fangs while her photo is taken! 
Her hair has been teased into a somewhat historical, gothic style, courtesy of TRUTH and a blood red heart has been painted on her lips - thanks to [GA.EG]. Her heart locked away by the one that has marked him as hers, she is ready to hide in the darkest corners of SecondLife, avoiding the light and if at all possible the heat! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Emika in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Melanie in Asia 05 
Eye Make-Up: Ghost'Ink - Be Dark in Smokey Make-Up 
Lipstick: [GA.EG] - O-LP07 Lipheart 
Collar: [Haste] - His Collar in Black 
Necklace: Kibitz - Heart Collar in Silver 
Pose: Image Essentials- Confidence 12