A Walk in the Snow

Today has been massive amounts of chaos.. I was supposed to be at work, but that changed due to the arrival of the parts that wereneeded to make our new garden shed, and because they were too heavy to lift I COULD NOT help get them into the garden... SO I had to take today off work - luckily they could find cover for my shift - and then be at home while two young men, that really did NOT look od enough to be playing with power tools, were assembling the shed... Luckily HellBone got home, before they left without making sure things were finished or tidied up as they would have disappeared without saying anything and NOW we get to have the fun of contacting the company to get them to come and sort a few things out... FML... The building project has just begun and I cannot wait for it to be finished... 

I HAVE SO MUCH I could have been doing today, I should have been at work and now I'm left feeling shite because they were such cowboy builders... Where are the good guys like in the old days, that did a good job just for the respect that it would earn them... 
I've also had some horrible news regarding my mother and her RL sickness that turned her yellow... I'm not in a good place right now, and so I need to take a walk and get myself somewhere better brainspace wise. Maybe a walk to get me into a somewhat Christmassy Spirit?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Whisper in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Scarf: [Z O O M] - Countryside Scarf
Top: miss chelsea - Barb Set in Top
Arm Cardigan: MOVEMENT - Knitted Sweaters in Winter Print
Basket & Decor: Ariskea - [Ophelia] Canola Flowers Basket (Basket contents replaced with tarte - Christmas Pine Wreath in Evergreen & Ariskea - [Fir] Small Fir Tree)
Pants: miss chelsea - Barb Set in Pants
Boots: Mug - Clarabelle Rainboots
Pose: [piXit] - Vixen, Pose F3R
Dogs: JIAN - Newfie Pewfs
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Willow Cabin {360} Backdrop

Stopping for the Hearts

This time of year is always a little weird, since Halloween has been and gone and everywhere is filled with Christmas for days... I LOVE Christmas, I admit that easily, but I don't like that it seems to start earlier and earlier every year... It's not even December and people are already beginning to get sick of it... It won't be ong till we all start acting like it's Valentine's Day soon, when in fact it's only the middle of January LOL... So I'm getting myself prepared in advance... Lots of hearts and a little romance... 

I know that I read far too much of the Dark Romance genre, but I do love the idea of a little bit of smut. I don't get any romance in RL, I love my hubby but his latest attempt at a date day was a trip to buy a new garden shed LOL... So the dark and some might say scary book boyfriends I have are the ones that I'd make my Valentine and enjoy the romantic darkness with them... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Patisserie HW Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gag: Violetility - Sweetheart Gag
Choker: Kibitz - Emayra's Choker in Silver
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Veronica Dress (Available until December 8th at ACCESS)
Pose: [piXit] - Joan, Pose 5
Chair: Violetility - Aphrodite Throne
Sign: [Krescendo] - Bossy Stop Signs in Bitching
Neon Heart: Violetility - Love Cross
Backdrop: K&S - // Pawn it all. Backdrop

A Break for Veggies

I'm just home from work and it's been a long and kinda shitty day, but I'm off for the next two days and I plan on resting and relaxing... I will spend all day tomorrow reading books and MAYBE, just maybe find some time to cook something delicious for dinner... I've already stopped off to make sure I have all the groceries I need so I don't have to go out in the cold... 

I got home with the groceries, there was a LOT of fresh veggies today, along with somet things I'd abandoned onto the counter when I walked in... There was a HUGE pile of mail ready and waiting for me, Ive been ordering lots of things on Amazon to get ready for Christmas lol, and there are a few special gifts for myself of course, a girl needs her Christmas themed smut to get her through the upcoming festivities... 
I don't know if anyone else gets like this but sometimes when I'm reading I may have to reach for one of those special adult type toys that make you feel good, and today as I was reading and putting the groceries away I ended up needing a little help... No toys were to be found BUT there was a Flirty Eggplant - from MishMish - in the veggie crate, and well isn't that what the kids say is actually a penis emoji?! If it works, it works right? LOL... Excuse me for a minute, I'm gonna find out if it will work LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Fawn Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Veya Set in Sweater
Pose: piXit - Rizzo, Pose 1
Aubergine: MishMish - Flirty Eggplant
Books: Puddles - Saucy Novels
Veggies: {vespertine} - Veggie Crate
Post: Atelier Burgundy - Mail Delivery
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Cottage Kitchen {360} Backdrop

Rituals for Salvage and Enchantment

Today has been a day off for me, and you can tell that it's been a day off because I've had a chance to get very creative and make something magical when it comes to blogging... Don't get me wrong I LOVE all of the things that I share here but there are some days when I feel like the magic is just that little more magical... 
It's getting magically cold, some might say somewhat Frostbitten and more than a little salvaged... Magically cold and collected from salvaged things... 

A Frozen Ritualist - which is actually the name of the tattoo from AURO, that you can get your hands on at the Frostbitten Enchantment Graveyard - was performing a Ritual - in a backdrop from FOXCITY - involving a mirror and a very large Tsarknife - from FOE, available now at Salvage Station - but ended up getting herself Possessed... Boken glass from the mirror went everywhere, including being embedded into her chest... Luckily she's magical and can withstand the pain... 

What is she wearing;
Antlers: Zibska - Saira Headpiece (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Hair: CAMO - Nyx Braids (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Ruin Wings in BWR
Jewellery: floro - Morvan's Shroud (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Chest Wound: SongBird - Shards (No Longer Available!)
Dress: ERSCH - Aida Dress (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Body Wounds: SOMEONE - Infected Wounds (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Body Paint: [AURO] - Frozen Ritualist (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Tail: Sweet Thing - Demon Tail
Pant Suit (Including Pants, Arm Ribbons & Sleeves (Top also included but not shown)): ERSCH - Aida Suit (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Knife: FOE - Tsarknife (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & {aii} - Astral Smoke
Pose: FOXCITY - Possessed Bento Pose Set, Pose 5M
Mirror: Moon Amore - Broken Mirror
Broken Glass: Puddles - Wasteland Security in Broken Glass (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Ritual 

Coffee & Apple Pie

A day off and it's been a busy one... One of our big tasks when it comes to the upheaval of next year is passed, and we now have the funds ready from the bank that means we ae ready to go.. ISH!! There is a lot to do before then... However, I've done my chores, we signed some paperwork and even manage to go to a large expat store in Amsterdam so that I could get myself some delicious English Christmas goodies... It has been a damn good day really... 

First time in a while that I feel I've had such a good day, I've accomplished things even though I was half asleep as HellBone drove us around in the car. I woke up too early but I managed to get through all my tasks and even had time to stop off with the ol' man for a slice of fresh apple pie - from Simply Shelby - and a coffee, and then even treated myself to a second coffee that came in the adorable Bear Coffee Cup - from Junk Food - and it was DELICIOUS... It was good to have a good day today... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Mara Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - LunaRose Glasses (Available until December 15th at Dubai)
Outfit: AsteroidBox - Ziggy Outfit (Available until November 30th at Anthem)
Bear Coffee: Junk Food - Bear Coffee in Coffee
Phone: Hangry - Retro Flip Phone (Available until December 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: [piXit] - Wilder, Pose F4
Apple Pies, Apples & Candles: Simply Shelby - Olde Orchard Decor & Pie set (Available until November 28th at We Love Roleplay)
Table Coffee: Midwest - Cozy Coffee in Green
Table Coffee Pot: Apple Fall - Bohemian Coffee Press
Bakery: dust bunny & consignment - Mobile Bakery in White
Crate: THOR - Apple Orchard Crate
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Maple & Main Bookstore{Scene}

Jewels From Junk!

It has been a long week already and today should have been my day off, and I ended up at work. Luckilly I have a day off on Wednesday so I get two weekends this week kinda sorta... 
I have so much to do in the house, I've been a little lax and needing some time to catch up... I do also want to let my mind wander off to things that aren't helping me feel better. My mum is on my mind, she's in hospital and I'm worried without being able to see her face to face... Hence why today I'm thinking about making something to make her smile... 

My mum is a jeweller, she has been one for about 50 years, and what started as a Saturday job at a local family jewellery store saw her getting a degree in gemology with a specialisation in diamonds... She's BRILLIANT at just looking at a gemstone and saying if it's real or not... 
I was rooting around in the house and randomly decided to become a bit of a Junk Jeweler - thanks to a set released by random.Matter at Salvage Station, that runs until November 30th - so I've pulled some of my junk out to make the things, I've lit a few Vintage Oil Candles - which are a gorgeous release from Candle & Cauldron at Enchanment by the way - and grabbed a box of Skeleton Grahams - from Junk Food - that I had left over from Halloween and along with my BitterSync - from AxisMundi - Robot buddies, I am going to learn how to make something gorgeous out of trash... 

What is in the picture;
Robots: AxisMundi - BitterSync (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Cookies: Junk Food - Skeleton Grahams
Candles: Candle & Cauldron - Vintage Oil Candle (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Tool Box: random.Matter - Junk Jeweler in Toolbox Blue (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Bottle & Drink Items: [ ISHIKU ] - REVENGE VODKA DISPENSER (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Mannequin Bust: random.Matter - Junk Jeweler in Necklace Black (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Gas Tank: random.Matter - Junk Jeweler in Welder Yellow (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Table: random.Matter - Junk Jeweler in Table Dark (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Picture Frames: NI.JU - Old N' Worn Frame Set (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - OLD HOUSE

The Wolves and The Enchanted Snowman

There is still a lot of interesting things going on in the Enchantment's Frostbitten Graveyard. The inhabitants have come out to play in full force, and their awakening has drawn in more friends to explore the frostbitten landscape... For some reason a snowy graveyard always feels a little Dickensian in it's drama to me, maybe that's just my love of the Victorian Gothic ghost stories perhaps, but I love the frostbitten temperatures at this time of year... 

Since the fresh snow has now coated the Lost Cemetary - an older but still amazing backdrop from K&S - leaving it looking a little Frostbitten - thanks to items created by InkMe, for this month's Enchantment - it seems that the cemeteries inhabitants have been busy building snowmen that may be a little darker than outer appearances would have you believe... The snowman whose eyes seem to glow and has a strange set of roots that seem a a little rotten... Something is amiss with that snowman, I guess that is why the Wild Wolves - a new release from Aardvark available until December 8th at ACCESS - are being fairly cautious around it... 
The protector of the wolves is a guardian of Blind Faith - a headdress from MoonSha, available at Enchantment - but she will hav to work some serious magic to rid this poor little snowman of whatever magic is making him crazy... 

What is she wearing;
Silver Tiara: Slavia - ZARIX Crown (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Mask: [MoonSha] - The Blind Faith Headress (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Hairplay in Front Blow Redheads
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pipe: Syren's Song & Vae Victis - Analise Smoking Pipe (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Wings: everfaery - Lovespell Wings
Outfit: [JANGKA] - FROSTBITTEN Outfit in Green w/Cape (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Wand: comet. - Wand Lumos (No Longer Available!)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati
Boots: Enrage - Caelan in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Marionette, Pose F3
Wolves: Aardvark - The Wild Wolves (Available until December 8th at ACCESS)
Snowman, Trees & Wooden Crosses: InkMe - Frostbite Cemetery (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Vines: Mesh Entity - Decorative Roots in Rotten (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
RIP Crosses: LORIEN - WINTER TOMB (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Backdrop: K&S - // The Lost Cemetery

Stayin' Spooky

I think I blinked and I missed everything that has been going on lately... HOW CAN IT ALREADY BE THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER?! We're 15 days into a 30 day month and that means we're half way through, Christmas is just around the corner and it will soon be 2026 - my 40th year?! I cannot believe how fast things are going... I still wanna be spooky?! What the heck?!

I am still living in a bit of a dark space in my mind right now, so staying spooky seems far much more of a fun way to share these feelings than letting people see the true levels of the down flow I am in... I have a lot of problem and stress happening in my RL right now, SL seems to be a place I am hiding away and since I don't even seem to be social in SL at the moment things are a pretty peaceful place... We will see how things go, maybe I'll have to make some major life changes and start trying to be more proactive, but I have about 6 weeks left of 2025 to figure that out... For now though I'm staying spooky until Christmas decides to let me feel festive!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Akira Hair in Black & Red (Available until December 6th at Collabor88)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: The Kiwi Co. - Black Honey in Tanks Dark Pack
Jacket: Pseudo - Bradley Jacket in Black
Tights: The Kiwi Co. - Black Honey in BOM Pantyhose Bats on one side
Sweater: The Kiwi Co. - Ceres Sweater in The Orchard Edit
Shorts: The Kiwi Co. - Ceres Shorts in The Orchard Edit
Plushie: Snuggles&Co - Marty the Spider (Current Group Gift)
Pose: [piXit] - Reina, Pose 4
Backdrop: [Vile] - The Loft Vibe Backdrop

Enchanting Little Mushrooms

Today has been crap but tomorrow is my day off so I'll be able to take things a little easier for a change. I'm going to spend the day relaxing doing not a lot and reading a lot more... I don't want to think about anything, I just want to turn my brain off and not have to deal with people or things... A fantasy world is the place I need to be... 

I'll keep it short and sweet today because frankly I am already falling asleep. Its making me see things that aren't real... Pretty fantasy things like the inhabitants of Elderbloom Courtyard - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - where the mushroom folk live happily... The Enya Antlered - a set of antlers released by Faunus at the current round of Enchantment Frostbitten - adorning her pretty little mushroom head, and her adorable little Mushy Mush Head companions - from Tardfish - are the most fun, happy, Autumn spirits to watch while I drift off to sleep... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: [Faunus] - Enya Antlers (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Hat: katat0nik - Mushroom Hat in Red
Hair: Exile -  Widow
Face Make-up: Ladybird - Mushroom Head
Neck Ruffle: KitCat - JoJo The Clown Ruffle Neck
Neck Ring: LODE Collar - Musha in Light Brown
Wings: Doe - Nymph Wings 01
Skin: Wyrd - Saga in Leaf (No Longer Available!)
Body Paint: [Faunus] - FOREST DEMON Body Wood
Dress: [Faunus] - Eladrin Dress
Pose & Prop: -Extra- - Autumnal, Pose 1
Friends: Tardfish - Mushy Mush Heads
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Elderbloom Courtyard Backdrop

Remembering Them...

Today is November 11th, and for a lot of places in the world are celebrating the veterans today... I know that for the UK, Remembrance Sunday was the last weekend, but I always find a few moments today to pause daily life and remember those that lost their lives to protect our freedom... Being a Brit, the way that the people fought for England's freedom during WWI and WWII and the stories that they had to tell has always awed me of their resiliance, their tenacity and their voraciousness to protect their home... I had to take a moment to honour them... 

At the old Defense Camp - a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - where the poppies grow between the old Spitfires and bombs, Rudh got all dressed up and ready to remember them... After doing a little digging at the Salvage Station, she found the perfect outfit - from Eudora3D at Salvage Station - and even found a helmet that makes her look like a Femm of War - the helmet comes from Apika, also at Salvage Station - and she may be a little rusty wearing her Salvaged Armor - which happens to be the tattoo from Nefekalum - but once she is wound up, the key that has her power will enable the salute to those that have fallen... 

What is she wearing;
Helmet: [Apika] - Femm of War Helmet (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Hair & Key: Usagi Society - Biscuit Hair // FATPACK
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: Eudora3D - Smoke Vest (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Body Paint: Nefekalum - Salvaged Armor in Rusted 06 (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Shorts & Belt: Eudora3D - Smoke Shorts+Belt (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Gun: Bailizhi - Vexa Gun (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Pose: [piXit] - Wind Me Up, Pose F6
Plane: [ContraptioN] - Decor: Pin-Up Spitfire Props
Flowers: [Dysfunctionality] - Spring Poppies
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Defense Camp Backdrop PBR

Princess in the Castle

I often dreamt of being a Disney Princess when I was younger... I wanted to be Ariel because mermaids were freaking cool... Now days I feel more like one of the villains, I'm thinking Ursula or Yzma would be more my style, and I guess if I HAD to be a princess with legs I might also go for someone with a bit more sass, maybe someone like Merida... Either that or I'd eschew the whole Disney Princess idea, and go for someone that lives in a cold palace, one that looks out onto a frozen graveyard where I can make ghostly friends like those in this round of Enchantment... 

The castle hallways are often cold and drafty, but next to a frozen graveyard, it feels like the ice has taken over the walls... Our little princess likes to try and keep things a little warmer with lots of plush furnishings and wall coverings, but even though the candles that light the corridors give off a little heat it's never warm unless you are in front of a roaring fire... Long dresses and furs it has to be, just to keep the chill from your bones... It'sall the perks of being a princess when her mother is a Snow Queen, and life although cold is fu of Enchantment... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Accessories: no.match - NO_SNOWQUEEN in Red (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Fur: ANTAYA - Fur Stole "Irwen" (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Dress: ANTAYA - Gown "Irwen" (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Pose & Prop: shiva poses - Set #263-267, Pose #264 (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Cabinet: AngelicUs - Home Chest (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Candle Table: AngelicUs - Wall Candle Table (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Chair: [noctis] - Ice Queen Cosy Chair (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Chandelier: [noctis] - Ice Queen Chandelier (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Floor Rug: [noctis] - Ice Queen Fur Rug (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Wall Rug: Laminak - Jacks Christmas Blue Rug 2 (Hunt Gift Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Backdrop: IDK - Castle hallway backdrop

A Guardian of the Winter Realm

Enchantment is more than just a feeling, it's a total state of mind and the magic of a true enchantment is wonderful... Every now and then in Second Life a magical Enchantment comes to life and brings with it stories of magic, mystism and wonder... If you listen closely and take a peek through the gates of the graveyard you may see this month's magic sparkling in the snow... 
This month's magical enchantment is a tale of a young man's new found family of spirits in the graveyard and his troubles when dealing with both the living and the dead... It's a tale that could be true for real life right now, but I think it is time we slip through the gates to see what magic is occurring... 

As we cross the bridge over the Snow Path - a backdrop from Saintstreet, available now until November 30th at Enchantment's Frostbitten event - and head toward the Winter Realm Archway - by Tirrany Designs - we have to be careful. There are spirits that will jump out of the shadows and some of them are a little unhinged - like the pose set from -Extra-  that I am using here - just like the Lich Hollow - a head and skin set from BeSpoke - who is covered in ice with frozen wings... The magic is radiating from this monstrous fae, a protector of the graveyard... 

What is she wearing;
Head Accessories: SynRJ - Frozen Crown in Black & Blue (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Lich Hollow in Cadaver
Eyes: lovelysweet - Dark Snow Fey Eyes Set, Colour 5 (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Body Paint Layer: Juna - Peca Tattoo in Medium (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Mantle: Static - Wintertide Lanterns (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Outfit: Web Dew - Ice Beira (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Wings: Doe - Fae Wings in Blue Green Yellow
Wand: comet. - Wand Lumos (No Longer Available!)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati, Snow Daze & Softly Snow, & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Pose: -Extra- - Unhinged, Pose 3
Arches: Tirrany Designs - Winter Realm Archway (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Trees: [MoonSha] - Wild Tree (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten)
Backdrop: Saintstreet - Snow Path Backdrop (Available until November 30th at Enchantment: Frostbitten) 

Atomic Estates Salvage Station

I'm hiding away in my brain, nothing real is allowed and I WANT so bad to get lost in a fantasy right now... My mother is sick in the hospital, and although as yet it's nothing too bad, right now she's yellow...We are trying to make light of it, joking that she was a Simpson for Halloween but it's nerve-wracking... My brain has even been making up scenarios like she's living in the post-apocalypse and had to take a bath in special water which makes the skink go yellow... I guess it's all the fault of the fact that I've stopped at the Salvage Station...

The Salvage Station I'm visiting today happens to be located in the Barassi Desert - which happens to be a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - I've been told to take precautions from the air at the Atomic Estates - items from LORE, available until November 30th at Salvage Station - any time you leave the accomdations... 
I've made sure I have a mask and goggles, I'm wrapped up like an Outlander in a Cowl and Coat - from SOMNIUM - and my Deteriorate Pants - from AsteroidBox, also at the Second Life Syndicate's Salvage Station - are great for keeping my legs warm and for keeping my false leg attached... 

What is she wearing;
Hood: SOMNIUM - Outlander Cowl in Dirt (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Hair: TRUTH - Gaea
Goggles: MILKBATH - Axel Goggles (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Mask: FenDuDu - Wasteland Verdict Gas Mask (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Coat: SOMNIUM - Outlander Coat in Dusk (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Hammer: FenDuDu - Wasteland Verdict Axe (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Pants & Boots: AsteroidBox - Deteriorate Pants (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Pose: [PiXit] - Wilder, Pose F5R
Sign, Lamps & Metal Cabins: LORE - Atomic Estates Items (Available until November 30th at Salvage Station)
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Barassi Desert Backdrop

Crazy Days in the Paraphile Ward

Life is crazy right now and I feel like I'm living in a crazy house... I'm stuck in Holland while my mother is in hospital in the UK having some checks done because she's sick and it's driving me crazy... As if life wasn't crazy enough at the moment. I REALLY feel like I need a break from everything... Someone come and get me please... 

All I seem to do right now is hide away from the world when I'm not at work, all I want to do is sit around a read and hide from anything that looks like responsibilities... 
I mean the Smut that I tend to tead would get me into trouble with Jesus - like the poster states "Is that Smut?" in the neon frame from Venture - and so Rudh's been tied into the darkness to get some time away from everyone... Dressed for her own protection and forced to wear her Shock Treatment Crown - from NORUSH - but it's her imagination she truly has to worry about... My penchant for being a bit of a Paraphile, someone with an erotic interest in things that are inanimate objects among other things, and therefore being sent to the Paraphile ward - signs by Krescendo - definitely meant that she met my match in the Freaky Hands - from Tardfish - which must have come from the devil... I think I might like it here... 

What is she wearing;
Upper Helmet: [NORUSH] - Shock Treatment Crown
Lower Helmet: Boutique #187 - Dirty Helmet v2
Hair: [monso] - Morbid Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Drool: ARISE - Lip Drool (No Longer Available)
Hands: Tardfish - Freaky Hands
Top: CryBunBun - Daddy's Issue Top in Black
Pose & Ropes Prop: [piXit] - Roped Off, Pose F1
Sign: [Krescendo] - Ward Signs in Gold Paraphile
Picture: [ Venture ] - Is That Smut Neon Frame
Chains: [Krescendo] - Ceiling Chains
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Creepy Corridor

Tempestuous Tides for Mermonsters and Tentacled Beings

My mind is in turmoil, I am tired and distracted and keep doing things that cause myself harm... Nothing is super bad but I cut myself whilst making dinner tonight and I cried about it far too much... 
As is usual in times like this, when my brain is breaking I find myself disappearing into a prettier and happier part of my mind, somewhere a little more fantastical... The seas may be Tempestuous, but the rough seas should be the worst of my problems... 

The tempestuous nature of the seas are only exciting the tentacled beasts below the depths... They make Tentacle Hearts - like those from Krescendo - at the lovely merfolk that swim alongside them... 
This little mermonster knows that she's well protected by the tentacles from the deep, and her Alien Astral - which is actually the name of the head and skin from BeSpoke - aura will assist them in their hunt for pirates, and the protect her from the very pirates that want to steal her tears... 

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessories: YOKAI - Mermaid Vibes Wings in Dreams SET & Boutique #187 - Mermaid Headpiece
Hair: [monso] - Marieta Hair in Black & Red
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Alien Astral
Face Scales: Nar - Sea Witch
Earrings: (Yummy) - Pearl Earrings
Eyes: Mana - Daemon Eyes
Face & Body Paint: [AERTH] - Ancient Myth Bodytattoos
Neck Octopus: !WorN? - Octochoker in Seagreen (No Longer Available!)
Tentacle Collar: [ abrasive ] - Cthulhu Tentacle Necklace Black
Large Pearls: (Yummy) - Oversized Pearl Gemstone Necklace
Small Sparkle Stones (as Pasties & Around Neck): MOoH! - Beyonce Items
Large Body Gems: ANTAYA - Gems Bra "Gemma" PBR FATPACK
Bracelet Octopus: Half-Deer - Mermaid's Majesty in Kraken Bracer RARE
Front Wings: YOKAI - Mermaid Vibes Wings in Dreams SET
Back Wings: Doe - Splashfly Wings in Waters
Tentacle Pearl Lingerie: ERSCH - Merving Lingerie
Tentacle Marks: Axix - Tentacle Body Marks in Fresh
Extra Arm Pearls: Insomnia Angel - Body Pearls
Pose: Fashiowl - Beach Tower, Pose 9
Heart Tentacles: [Krescendo] - Tentacle Heart in Green & Yellow
Other Tentacles: [Cubic Cherry] - Tentacles Army
Ship: H&C - Ship + Kraken
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Tempestuous [360] Backdrop

Welcome to the Dark Hotel

The darkness is still lingering and I am not ready to kick it out just yet... I mean there will be lots of pretty Autumnness coming I'm sure, because I NEED to let that out before the mania that is Christmas will start... 
I LOVE the darkness, it's helping me feel better about myself and the situations that I am dealing with at the moment and since everything is getting a little too crazy I might take myself away for a while and check myself into somewhere for a rest... 

The Dark Hotel - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - is the perfect place to rest and decompress after the fun of Halloween... I've checked in and left my bags ready to be collected by the porter, and while waiting I've met some of the most wonderful locals and their pets - which happen to come with the Wini Dress from Mug. I think that they were drawn to me and my amazing Anxiety Master side, either that or my fabulous GothChic Earrings - from Boutique #187, available until November 15th at DUBAI Event - I didnt even notice the fact that I'd started to bleed... I just hope I can get some rest soon... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Faga - Tranquil in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Blood Lip: [KRR] - Internal Bleeding
Earrings: Boutique #187 - GothChic Earrings (Available until November 15th at DUBAI)
Chest Blood: alaskametro - "St. Winifred" blood FX
Chest Tattoo: THIS IS WRONG - Anxiety Master Tattoo
Top: Mug - Wini Top in Black
Dress: Mug - Wini Dress in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Vania, Pose 2
Luggage: DRD - Forgotten Luggage & Apt B - Old side of London Luggage
Bell: Dahlia - Service in Bell Gold
Computer: random.Matter - Dark Academy
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Dark Hotel{360} Backdrop

A New Month's Magical Bath

It's bloody November... We ar so close to the year's end now you can almost smell it... Mariah Carey is on turbo defrost as of today and it won't be long before we can not avoid her song everywhere we go... 
Still it is the day after Halloween and the dark little spirits are packing their bags and heading home... Magic is being collected and stored by those magical beings which are staying behind, and I am a dark little being taking myself off for a nice relaxing bath... 

I've taken over the Shadow Oracle Room - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - and I'm doing to try to retain some of the magic before it disappears until next Halloween... To do that, I'm going to get in a bath so that I'll be Spellbound - a pose and prop set from -Extra- - I'll soak in the magic and let it sparkle out of me from time to time... I may act like I try to be normal but that dark magic is always bubbling away under the surface...  

What is she wearing;
Hood: Static - Creeping Dark Hood
Hair: Wasabi - Bubble Up Hair in Bangs Attachment
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Face Accessory: random.Matter - Thyra Face Chain in Cool Tones (Available until November 6th at Collabor88)
Green Body Paint: Nefekalum Tattoos - Crysalis in Green
Purple Body Paint: CORE&GORE - Hetemite Tattoo
Body Bubbles: MIWAS - Bubble on me in White (Re-coloured by Me!)
Wings: Doe - Wire & Rice Paper Wings in Stained Glass
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff, & everfaery - Starfield Aura
Bubbles: Half-Deer - Bubbles & MoonAmore - Ocean Lover in  Bubbles
Pose & Props: -Extra- - Spellbound (Available until November 2nd for The Saturday Sale Hauntiversary)
Book & Wand: Dots - Spellbook in Poison
Tea Decor on Table: MOVEMENT - Magic Hour Tea Set
Plant: {vespertine} - Dwarf Pomegranate Branch
Pumpkins: YOKAI - Pumpkin Fairy Tale in Ginger Pumpkin Set
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Shadow Oracle {360} Backdrop