I'm not sure I can't quite believe that today is actually August 1st, where the hell is the year going and why is it seeming to slip by so fast?! Though I have to admit that I am glad I'm done with July. July was so full of drama and nonsense that it made my head spin, and I've become a bit of an emotional wreckage! So I warn you that today I'm going to open my heart a bit and let the drama spill out, something that I need to do here occasionally, BUT if you wanted to avoid that then enjoy the pretty picture and move on down to the Outfit List at the bottom, and I promise that this kind of ramble won't happen too often!
Time for the ramble...
Many of you will know that I lost my RL job back in April and although I hated it I have come to the realisation that the daily grind of nothing but house hold chores is driving me to boredom. I cannot for the life of me work out how housewives - or husbands - can be able to find enjoyment at home all day every day. Now that the boredom has taken control I'm finding myself unable to find a job and it's making me feel useless...
When I add to that a feeling of not being needed, feelings of not being able to achieve anything - through a lack of self confidence and over-thinking things - and lots and lots of SL drama in my friendship circle it feels like I'm sinking. Tears fall fairly frequently and I'm hiding myself away a lot, not wanting to share my woes with anyone because frankly I know there are people out there in a worse state. I'm not going to go into details, don't worry, but I just wanted to make sure that everyone who knows me realises I'm pretty fragile right now...
Hence why in the picture I'm shedding tears over a loss... A loss of myself somewhat, and I know that sounds over dramatic but things will get better! I know they will...
What is she wearing;
Flowers: LODE - Spiderwort Wreath in Blue RARE (Available until August 1st at The Chapter Four)
Hair: Truth - Taren in Redhead
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Eyes: Izzie's - Lua Eyes in Teary Eyes RARE
Tears: Izzie's - LOGO Alex Tears Applier
Dress: Just Because - Isabelle Gown in Blue
Pose: Signature Pose - Rudh
It's story time in Rudhland... I've woken up feeling awesome today. The sun is shining and there is a lovely breeze... HellBone will be out ALL DAY so I have plenty of time to do the things that I love doing, meaning pictures will be taken and shopping will be done, BUT right now let me tell you a story... A somewhat dirty little story hehe...
On a warm Summers day a little like today, only perhaps a little bit warmer as the weather in Holland looks like it's about to pour with rain, there was a very sexy looking lumberjack taking his beloved dog for a walk in the forest... This man enjoyed nothing more than living a simple - Redneck - lifestyle, one where he worked with his hands chopping trees and tinkering with his motorbike. She was the only woman he needed, strong, independent and always ready to take him for the ride of his life...
Whilst out on their walk - a pose prop called "Let's Go Friend" from Come Soon Poses at Men Only Monthly - the lumberjack spotted something that would cause his heart to start racing... A different kind of acceleration than he usually found while out on his bike, a racing caused by the sight of a scantily clad stranger soaking her feet in the cool stream that ran through his forest.
A hiker that had wandered off the beaten track, getting herself very lost in the process... Her boots long forgotten as she soaked her tired feet in the cool stream, screaming as a large, and previously unnoticed, Labrador ran through the water beside her...
That my friends is where the sweet story ends and the set up becomes more like a bad plot for a porno... The lonely hiker needed assistance in finding her way back to the track, and she was willing to get it by any means necessary... Noticing the way that the lumberjack was looking at her, it became far too simple to get the help she wanted, but she was also a little opportunistic and wasn't about to waste an opportunity to help a man so obviously in need!
Before our story ends - here comes the mature content - that scantily clad hiker had lead our hero to an abandoned brick building, and against "The Wall" - a couple pose from Signature Pose -had shown him there were better rides than his trusty motorbike!
Shoes and clothes were replaced, a sweat was making their skin glisten in the setting sun and finally as the lumberjack watched her walk into the sunset. As her hips swayed from left to right, he couldn't help notice there was just a little more wood in the forest that night!!
LOL, I'm random I know but hey a girl needs to entertain herself sometimes, and if writing the plot of a really bad porno doesn't help me share my pictures, then I'm stumped LOL...
What is she wearing;
(I am sorry to say that I have no idea as to what Mongo is wearing in this picture, if you want to know please ask and I will find out for you)
Rudh:
Hair: Truth - Henya in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You
Top: Just BECAUSE - Felicia Top in Arctic
Poses:
Mongo Solo Picture: Come Soon - Let's Go Friend (Available until July 14th at Men Only Monthly)
Couple Picture: Signature Pose - The Wall
I think I'm going to run away... Now that I have escaped from my padded cell, it's time to run away and become incognito... I will need a new alias and somewhere new to go!!
Perhaps somewhere warm? I dont normally like warm - I get overheated way too easily - BUT I'm thinking that it might be the last place that they'd look for me LOL...
Maybe I should run to somewhere hot and arid, I could move into tent and become a Saharan Princess... Sounds like a hard life, but there may have been a little too much blood in my cell yesterday and that in the end may make things harder hehe...
I'm moving into La Vie... It's not as dry and arid as I thought, there is a lot of sea water yet it feels distant enough that people may not be able to find me here!
As for the incognito look and alias, I seem to be floundering at that... Perhaps I should change my name to something crazy like 'GoldenSunshine Princess of the Desert'?! Or is that level of crazy too much of a give-away that it's me?!
My look isn't really likely to fool anyone either is it?! I mean can't remove the tattoos, and when trying to wash my hair dye out it just became more of my natural red colour! Luckily I can hid it under this pretty headscarf - a style created by Moon called "Mim" that is available at UBER by the way! Whilst on the subject of UBER though, I want to mention this amazing necklace created by (Yummy) that you can also grab for yourself at the event.
I think that I am ready to live like a Bedowen in a tent... Could it be more like Glamping than Camping though please?! I'm so not good with sleeping outside LOL...
What is she wearing;
Scarf & Hair: MOON - Mim in Reds (Available until July 23rd at UBER)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Necklace: (Yummy) - Tuareg Beaded Necklace in Turquoise (Available until July 23rd at UBER)
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You
Top: Just BECAUSE - Felicia Top in Arctic
Skirt: Poisoned Diamond - Jeans Skirt in Pale
Pose: Signature Pose - It hurts, Pose Set 19 (Available until July 6th at GEN:Neutral)
