The Sugar Doughnut Bandit

Things on my blog have been a little bit food related recently, lol I guess I should stop blogging around dinner time. My mind is only drawn towards the food stuffs when I'm taking my pictures, though today I'll admit it's less dinner, more dessert. I want something sweet, I want something cakey, I want sweet cake and that could be DOUGHNUTS... Gotta love doughnuts... 

Tonight you can call me the Sugar Doughnut Bandit... I got arrested and dragged to a police station, funny to think of someone bringing doughnuts into a police station isnt it lol... 
Things got a little messy, she had raided the local doughnut shop, brandishing a loaded gun - which comes from an old gacha from Rokins - and demanded they filled her bucket with delicious pink iced doughnuts... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - BFF FLF Ed. Hair
Sprinkles & Icing: kotte - Sprinkles in Icing Mess
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Mouth Doughnut: Hangry - Cereal Donuts in Fruity Hangrios
Choker: Assane - You Prisoner
Necklace: Canimal - Eat Donuts!! (No Longer Available!) 
Top: Mug - Layla Tank in White
Outfit: B.C.C - Jenny&Megan - Prisoner Outfit RARE (No Longer Available!) 
Bracelets: [Yomi] - Jelly Bracelets 
Bucket: Junk Food - Donut Bucket in Pink 
Gun: Rokins - I DONUT are Gacha Item in Gun Revolver #11
Pose: Secret Poses - Ava, Pose 2M
Backdrops: Astralia - Surrealistic Backdrops in Sprinkles & Synnergy - Mugshot Backdrop

Here Boy... Nice little Robo Woofer! Come to Rudhie!!

I feel like I've been trapped for so long, doing something that was causing me to downward spiral far too regularly as of late... Now that things have begun to calm down and there has been a massive shift in the way I'm thinking, I can see more clearly and the prison-like feeling has gone!! 
Well that was until Rudh said something evil and ended up being locked in the Joplino Prison in Backdrop City... 

Sitting on the floor of the cells in the Neon Cyber city, Rudh noticed that the Robo Woofers - from Hilted - had a hold of the key that might open the door to her cell... Since YES, even though it was a modern cyber neon city with robot dogs and neon in every colour possible, they still relied on the old fashioned lock and key system... 
Slipping her legs through the bars, an easy feat considering they were wrapped in some gorgeous Estries Boots - from Psycho.Byts - that slipped through the bars like a knife through butter, she decided to try and lure the puppy over. He seemed to be attracted to flashing lights, so maybe the light on her duckie house arrest band would help?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Asia Hair in Fireworks
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Choker: CURELESS[+] - Inscriptio Choker in SINNER
Outfit: B.C.C - Jenny&Megan Prisoner outfit RARE (No Longer Available!)
Boots: PSYCHO.Byts - Estries Boots
Anklet: duckie - House Arrest
Pose: FOXCITY - Stay in Bed, Pose 6
Dog: HILTED - Robo Woofer in Opal
Keys: Nutmeg - Lavish Lounge Keys
Backdrop: Joplino - Backdrop Prison (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Her Last...

I'm so tired at the moment that I feel I could just sleep anywhere and I'm actually in a pretty good mood at the moment LOL... Now you're probably going to think that I've gone mad when you see my picture today and wonder how can she be happy when she's dead, but you should know me if you've been reading my blog ever that the more dead I am the happier I am in RL... 
Today I'm sitting in my favourite new chair, locked in the Death Chamber... 

The Death Chamber is a new release from Mad' - which you can pick up at the Men Jail - that comes complete with an electric chair for maximum body warming. 
For her last meal though, Rudh didn't opt for food, she decided to have as a last meal, some fun with some naughty "Whipped" Magazines - a current group gift from abrasive - and some fun toys that were delivered discretely in a BellePoses carrier Bag. 
Fear not though Rudh lovers, she died with a smile on her face... She'll be back again tomorrow though, Living Dead Dolls have the ability to come say hi again and again!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Insomnia 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress & Handcuffs: B.C.C. - Jenny & Megan Gacha Items (No Longer Available!)
Badge: ANTINATURAL[+] - Hospital for Souls Gacha Item in Patient ID 
Boots: CULT - Morane Boots in Coal 
Pose & Prop: Mad' - Death Chamber (Available until June 28th at Men Jail) 
Bag: BellePoses - Plastic Shopping Bag 5 
Magazines: [ abrasive ] - Whipped Magazine Clutter V1 (Current Group Gift) 
Wheelchair: ANTINATURAL[+] - Hospital for Souls Gacha Item in Victorian Wheelchair 

Locked in her Chair

I feel a little trapped in my own home at the moment... I don't know why, but maybe it's due to the fact that I don't get to go out into the world every day more than a walk in the park... So right now, when I found the amazing chair, my mind was carried away to a prisoner being held by a monster in the castle.

This Monster left me alone in his throne room... Allowing me the privilege of resting in one of his gorgeously ornate Sanguine Throne - from Violetility at this month at the We <3 RP - her bruises show the signs of her captivity and and the shackles around her ankles keep her locked in place. 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Caralisa in Redhead 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Eye Bruise: Izzie's - Bruised Eyes 
Gag: AsteroidBox - Leather Bite Gag in Red 
Mouth Blood: Arise - Blood Lip in Tone 3 
Necklace: cheeky - Fae Necklace in Silver 
Dress: Caboodle - Latex Tunic in Black 
Leg Wounds: Izzie's - Scars Gacha in Body Scars RARE 
Shackles: B.C.C. - Jenny&Megan Gacha Item in Shackles Blood - B (No Longer Available!)
Chair & Pose: Violetility - Sanguine Throne in Nosferatu (Available until March 31st at We <3 RP)
Backdrop: Glam Affair - Dark stage RARE (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Hell's Asylum Nursing Staff

I got so excited about it being October and that is partly because after MONTHS and MONTHS of work, the Gators MC Halloween Event is finally open... 
Hear the doors creak open at Hell's Asylum and the nightmares of the former inhabitants can still be found tormenting the spirits that live there... It's a dark and twisted place, home to one remaining young child. Question is should this child be freed or has the psychotic place infected their mind? 

Dare you enter the Gator Maze? 
Yes, you heard it correctly, the Gators MC Halloween Maze is back for the 5th year in a row and this time you'll get to see us in a totally new way! 
Bring friends, bring family, bring your enemies to feed them to the blood thirsty Gators!! There is only one way out... From now until November 5th, the Gator Maze is open... Find your way through the halls of the hospital, collect listed items in the Nightmare Rooms and win an awesome prize... 
You may even meet one of the nurses in there... Nurse Rudh, was formally a patient - she's the one with the fear of clowns - but if you see her RUN, she loves prepping patients for the doctors lobotomies... 

What is she wearing; 
Hat: Violetility - Head Nurse Headdress 
Hair: TRUTH - Margarita in Redhead 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Eye Make-up: Izzie's - Gloom Eyeshadow (Gift) 
Eye: CURELESS - Scar Tissue Gacha Item in Allergic Eyes 
Wound: MERCIER - Bloody Missin Eye 
Mouth Blood: ARISE - Blood Lip in Tone 3 
Needle: Nightmare - Infusion Set in Neck 
Collar: Kibitz - Leather Collar in Insane 
Necklace: Violetility - Stethoscope Collar 
Dress: B.C.C - LoveHoney Nurse in B blood M RARE (No Longer Available) 
Bruises: antielle - Appetizer in Bites & Hickeys (No Longer Available) 
Arm Accessory: Toast - Syringe Fingers 
Bracelets: katat0nik - Self Diagnosis Bracelets 
Bag: [nefarious.inventions] - Fatal Procedure in Brown (No Longer Available)
Socks: Mag<3.B - Creepy Halloween Socks 
Pose: BellePoses - Carrie 1

An Evil Little Tooth Fairy

Ever woken up from a terrible nightmare only to find yourself laughing about it? 
I did that this morning, I was laughing so hard until I realised that it was in fact Monday morning and there would be no point in me going back to sleep for a mere 15 minutes! I was not pleased! 
Yet the idea of the nightmare has stuck with me, and I wanted to share something a little horrible with you this morning - tis the season after all!! 
So today, I am a morbid tooth fairy... I'm fluttering into your room at night and stealing teeth - not just those under your pillows though, OH NO I want them ALL!!! 

And yes I am stealing them from the mouths of little children MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... 
Sorry I get so into character sometimes! It's really not my fault though, I shop, I buy things and I find myself creating characters based entirely on these items. Today it was the turn of a new collar that I bought from Le Morte called Toothless - and yes I have included a close up shot below just so that you can see what I am actually talking about - but it seemed perfect with the older but still one of my favourite necklaces, the KOSH "Toothfairy Necklace", which was where my idea was born LOL... 
As soon as I knew what my character was going to be I started to make the blood appear! There was lots of blood! All over my dress - from Kaithleen's - my special gloves - from Jian - and the ball & chain which keep me trapped in my job! Though that might have been caused by the nasty scarring I have all over my fairy body - thanks to The White Crow - because I am allergic to fairy sparkles and the gossamer of my wings. 

Anyway, I cannot be one to complain, least the job keeps me busy - and fed - though the dinner I had a Crowley Hall was not enough... Time to move on to the next unsuspecting victim hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Sunday Hair in Reds (Available until November 15th at The Epiphany) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Lip Blood: ARISE - Blood Lip in Tone 3 
Wounds: The White Crow - Inside 
Collar: Le Morte - Toothless in Black (Available until November 15th at Kawaii Project) 
Necklace: KOSH - The Toothfairy Necklace 
Wings: DRD - Fairy Wings in Monotome 
Sparkles: Pancake Dinner - Sparkle! 
Dress: Kaithleen's - Bloody Fae Dress in White 
Gloves: Jian - Sanderson's Gloves in Bloody 
Ball & Chain: B.C.C - Jenny&Megan - Shackles Blood 
Bloody Feet: Clemmm - Bloody Feet 
Pose: Signature Pose - Hoppala!, Pose Set 007 (Falling) 
Close Up Pose: Image Essentials - Swag 4 

Just another of Master's Discarded Dolls

Monday Morning... I had planned to do something light and cheerful yesterday when I was making sure that I had posts available to work on whilst I was supposedly "working", yet nothing ever works out exactly the way you plan it, and today my mood isn't quite what it should be. I don't feel like happy and sparkles this morning, I feel like I'm left-behind, lost and forgotten... Yesterday's news! Thrown into a forgotten room, with all of the other old dollies...

Felt like this yesterday too, and tried to hide it behind a facade of cheery bubbliness, but that didn't work out so well and I ended up crashing... HARD!  It's down to a combination of that feeling of loneliness, of not being good enough, and of pushing myself too hard, add to that things like financial concerns and homesickness, and you have a very horrible combination... I need someone to look after me, Hell tries but he's a little bit clueless and I don't really have the strength to reach out and get him to notice at the moment... Still enough of the rambling, I'm sure you didn't come here to read my woes, you came to see a pretty picture and learn about my craziness that I put into it right?!
The picture today was actually inspired by the amazing mannequins - rather than my mood - and they were a collection that I simply had to have... The Spook Show Mannequins, are a part of the Remarkable Oblivion Epiphany Gacha collection, and each of these gorgeous dolls come with their own name and seeminly their own dead doll personality... They looked perfect in this room - the only one missing is actually taking a bath in the bathroom - but before I could even sit Rudh in amongst them the idea in my head was that she was one of Master's Discarded Dolls - used and shut away, left to fade and go dusty... The room is filled with forgotten and morbid things, like her somewhat scary Nailbed, and the Broken Mirror - thanks Shiny by the way - with a subtle hint to the rooms sordid past still hanging on the wall...
Wow I've written a happy post today... Sorry about that... I guess the only thing left for me to do is try to cheer myself up a little... I know of  a song that totally fits with the nature of this post, it's one by my favourite Viking Cellists with vocals from Christina Scabbia, called S.O.S (Anything but Love)... It fits the photo, and because it is has the Viking Cellists in it, it makes me smile...

Anything that will make me smile today is a good thing, right?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Tableau Vivant - Editorial Bent Over in Redheads
Skin: Glam Affair - Melanie in Asia in 05
Collar: Kibitz - Collar Collection Gacha Item in Elsa Collar (7) (Available until August 15th at The Epiphany)
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You
Dress: N-Uno - Leila Shirt in N 2
Shackles: B.C.C -  Jenny&Megan in Shackles in Blood B
Pose: Signature Pose - Should Have Known, The Expo
Mannequins: Remarkable Oblivion - Spook Show Gacha Items (Available until August 15th at The Epiphany)
Bed: The Hive - Creepy & Kooky Gacha Items in Nailbed Set "Hers" RARE
House: Trompe Loeil - Shotgun Shack in Toulouse
BDSM Toys: Artisan Fantasy - Capturado Items
Mirror: .random.Matter. - Lost & Forgotten - Broken Mirror - RARE

Take Me Away to that Padded Room

It's crazy time, back to work on Monday morning BUT luckily this week should be a little less intense as I've only got one job to work this week!! It sounds like heaven but I have a very funny feeling that come Thursday I won't know what to do with myself LOL...
Perhaps I will let my crazed, dead dolly out to play... She's been locked away for a little while, but I feel the urge!
Mind you, she doesn't seem to mind being locked away all that much...

A nice padded room to sleep in, if you can ignore the blood... She's a prisoner in her own crazy mind, though perhaps she has the right idea and it is the safest place to be right now!
Wouldn't want to be the person that tries to get the gun from her though!
Her comfy padded cell is actually a pose prop created by Exposeur, but if you want to get your hands on one you need to move fast, the store's closing sale - in which everything is marked down by 80% off - only lasts until June 30th! The guards of her cell haven't been able to get close enough to remove the prison outfit that was her initial dress to replace it with a straight jacket, so she remains in her B.C.C Prisoner Outfit - part of the Jenny&Megan Gacha Collection for the latest round of The Arcade by the way - as she draws pictures in the blood that stains the cushions!
I want to finish today by sharing a song with you, one that I really love listening to, though you may be more familiar with the original version! Ever heard the song 'They're Coming To Take Me Away' by Napoleon XIV? Well, it's a cover version of that but it's much more fitting with the craziness that is Rudh - in this picture at least hehe - I freaking love this version of the song... Let me play for you the cover version of 'They're Coming To Take Me Away' by the Butcher Babies! Maybe while you're listening you might feel brave enough to try and get my gun hehe...

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Bad Habit in 02
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Eye Make-Up: Ghost'Ink - Be Dark in Smokey Make-Up
Bloody Lip: Ghost'Ink - Be Bloody in Outcast Make-Up
Collar: FAUX - Pop Lock & Drop Necklace in Gun Metal (No Longer Available!)
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You
Wounds: antielle - Appetizer in Bites & Hickeys (No Longer Available!)
Outfit & Accessories: B.C.C - Jenny&Megan Prisoner Outfit Gacha Items
Bloody Feet: Clemmm - Bloody Feet
Pose: Exposeur - Padded Room (Available until June 30th in Store Closing Sale for 80% Discount)

Screw the Respected Institution!

Today is yet another day of shock for me.
I know that I've always felt foreign whilst living in Holland as a British person, but this morning at the announcement of the Brexit Results I will admit I shed a tear and found myself feeling even more like an outsider than usual. For those of you that don't know Britain has decided to leave the European Union, after such a close referendum vote was held that it could have ended with either outcome...
I never normally talk about Politics in public - it's one of those subjects that I feel it's always better to avoid, but this time I cannot hold it in, and I would love to know your views so please feel free to comment!
I will admit that I watched all of the debates with a balanced view, both sides made some fair points but in the end I wanted to stay. Britain was stronger as part of the EU, we were a powerful nation because of our position in the EU, yet without that who are we really? A small island nation that was once great... Look back 70 - 100 years and yes OK we were a great and powerful nation, but the world has changed so much I just hope we don't end up becoming the laughing stock of the world!
It feels like my home nation is either about to get fucked, or fuck itself!!

Sorry about my language, but I feel so crappy and needed to let out a bad word or two... You should hear the stream of cussing I'm doing in RL at the moment...
I'm trying not to think about it too much, but it honestly feels like the UK is about to be screwed like a prison bitch, which leads me to the reason I decided to use this photo of Mongo and I!
The UK always felt so big and strong, a great nation as represented by me in my police officer uniform... A voice of authority and a well respected insitution - the police uniform is a B.C.C Jenny&Megan Police Outfit from the current round of The Arcade by the way - although just for the record, I am in no means saying that other countries in Europe or outside of it are criminals LOL, I just realised how bad that looked... It's more to go with that feeling of authority that Britain feels it has, that and the fact that I wanted to use this awesome Exposeur "Prison Sex" pose prop...
On a side note, I'm also sorry to report that Exposeur is closing... Everything in store is marked down by 80% until June 30th - so I guess I will have to do a little shopping to put my mind at ease over the Brexit stuff...
I'm sorry for my rambling being a bit dramatic today... I just needed to get some thoughts off my chest... While I was writing this the UK's Prime Minister - David Cameron - has also resigned over the outcome of the vote and I am left feeling like a bit of an outsider in Holland - today's joke in my RL office has been "Passport please?!" to anyone that is British.
That's my views... I think we should have stayed... Without causing a fight though I'd like to ask you if you have any opinions and please feel free to share them with me as a comment... I'd love to know your views and reasons!

What are they wearing;
Rudh:
Hair: Magika - Heartbeat in 02
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You (Available until June 22nd at Kinky Monthly http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Delmars/113/198/22)
Outfit (Including Hat & Nightstick): B.C.C - Jenny&Megan Police Outfit in Black RARE (Available until June 30th at The Arcade)
Shoes: J's - Studded Long Boots in Black
Mongo:
Hair: NO.MATCH - No Rest
Outfit: Hard Time Designs - County Jail Uniform in Orange
Slippers: Revanche - Slick Sliders in Black
Pose: Exposeur - Prison Sex (Available until June 30th in Store Closing Sale for 80% Discount)

FOOOOOD... Now with Added Eyes!

There are gacha events galore now days in SL... So many that sometimes it's hard to keep up... Fantasy Gacha Carnival is now on, The Epiphany just closed, OMGacha was a few weeks back, and the behemoth that is The Arcade is just around the corner but The Gacha Garden is the one that caught my eye recently...
There is some simply adorable stuff out there at this gacha event, but as per usual there is always one thing that I simply have to have, that I cannot live without now I know it's out there in SL and that I am willing to feed the machine like a gambling addict to get...
This time it was the turn of Moon Amore! Curse you for the adorable stuff you filled your gacha with... but OH how I love you for making these hehe...

The Moon Amore item that has me raving like a crazy person - which OK is normal but in this case I was far more crazy than was perhaps necessary - was the amazing PsyFood Gacha Items, which you can win yourself at the Gacha Garden this month. It's the fault of the Burger... I WANTED THE BURGER SO BAD!! Luckily due to the fact that it is a Rare, I managed to get myself a full set and then some - so if you want one and aren't picky as to which I can give you one LOL...
That opened a strange door in my mind to the idea of making a look that involved fast food LOL, and lots of it!
I wore a top from B.C.C that I'd had laying in wait for an opportunity like this. The Kata Tank Top with it's awesome slogan - which reads "A Balanced Diet is Pizza in each hand" - was something I grabbed at a past round of the Kawaii Project, but then when I teamed it with the amazing Junk Food Tights from Sugar Heart it just seemed like the perfect outfit for this fast food picture!
All it needed was accessories... That's where I seem to excel, especially when it comes to crazy accessories! I added a little more Burgerishness to the photo by wearing a Burger Time bow from Atomic in my hair and a Hamburger Bangle from CandyDoll, then to finish the look I gave a nod to my hubby in the form of this T-Bone ring from Lost Junction... Long story but T-Bone is his RL Biker road name!
The location couldn't be more fitting too for a number of reasons... ONE it's Gachatopia! If you're looking for something gacha related this is a damn good place to check. TWO it's the diner! Where better than to take pictures of food than at the diner?!

What is she wearing;
Hair Accessory: Atomic - Burger Time (Past Kawaii Project Release)
Hair: Truth - Sukie
Top: [ B.C.C ] - Kata Tank Top in Pizza (Past Kawaii Project Release)
Bracelet: CandyDoll - Hamburger Bangle RARE (Past Event Release)
Ring: Lost Junction - Snacky Style Ring in T-Bone (Past Arcade Release)
Skirt: FANATIK - Mikro Mini Skirt in Gray (Re-coloured by Me)
Tights: {Sugar Heart} - Junk Food Tights in Pizzalicious RARE (Past Arcade Release)
Plushies: Moon Amore - PsyFood Gacha Items (Available Now at The Gacha Garden)
Pose: Signature Pose - Lucille 4