I am currently in a VERY deep rut... I seem to put together an outfit that I LOVE, that I feel happy showing off and being seen in, and then when it comes down to actually taking the picture, I feel like I'm way off and it's not good enough. I don't know if I'm just in an unhappy place right now, or if I'm genuinely just over thinking that my pictures aren't what I want them to be and subconciously comparing them to others again... It's like being a magician that's rubbish at card tricks right now...
I'd never be a good magician I am far too worried about putting on a good show and I'd end up being ill... I'm terrible at putting on a show, though saying that I put on a show of being happy and confident and smily most of the time and right now that mask has slipped...
I feel like I'd be lost in my own mind, a Wonderland of sorts and I feel lost... Magic or no magic, I'm feeling lost... One thing I do know is that I can still put a kick ass outfit together, least I won't lose that skill I suppose, but then that's like putting on a mask and I'm very good at that...
Knowing me, I'd be wandering down a Grand Hall - a backdrop from Paparazzi - heading to do a magic show for the queen and it would all go horribly wrong...
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - In Love in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Collar: AsteroidBox - Margery Set (Available until September 6th at Collabor88)
Shorts: The Kiwi Co - Weekender in Shorts
Pose & Card Props: [piXit] - Queen of Spades, Pose F1
Soldier: Boudoir - Card Soldier in Club
Roses: Dahlia - Gokotta Flower Arrangement
Backdrop: Paparazzi - BACKDROP - Grand Hall 1
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