Missing You

I know sometimes I'm random and I'm a bit of a rollercoaster of emotions, but I made a RL mistrake today and it's hurt me and I feel a need to get it out and talk to someone. I don't wanna burden my hubby with it, and my family and friends are all busy so why not vent here and let it out this way, maybe someone out there can relate... 
It's getting closer to Christmas... This Christmas will be my first without my puppy Izzy, and even though we lost her in February, I caught myself about to buy her something as a gift for Christmas this morning...

I know it seems like a silly thing, I was buying a gift for my kitty... Anna has become so used tobeing the Queen of the house, but I spotted something so adorable for the puppy that I ALMOST bought it before I remembered that Izzy will be eating her Christmas Turkey with other pets from my past... It brought a tear to my eyes, and I fought hard not to let the hubby see...
Needed to find a way to get it out of my system. I miss her so much, and even though there is NO PLAN to get a new Dog anytime soon - I love the freedom that I have without her being here - I can't stop myself from missing her... I had to find somewhere peaceful, to curl up with a cool drink and my memories, I needed to think of her and have a good cry to get over things... 

What is she wearing;
Horns: Tentacio - Bad Girl Horns
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Chestnut in Redhead
Eyes: Izzie's - Lua Eyes (Teary Eyes) RARE
Eye Make-Up: Izzie's - Smeared Mascara & Little Tears
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Necklace: Kibitz - Maze's Chains in Silver
Top: PSYCHO:Byts - Lisbeth Top
Arm Cuff: Garmonbozia - Barbed Bangles VAR 3 (Available until December 11th at Man Cave)
Bracelets: Kibitz - Baela's Bracelet in Silver
Drink: Boutique#187 - Barrel Drink (Available until December 11th at Man Cave)
Skirt: Mug - Jinx Skirt in Red
Tights: Psycho Barbie - [High Waisted Ripped Stockings]
Boots: Phedora - Terrormaw Unisex Stomps
Pose: Secret Poses - Painting, Pose 2
Dog: JIAN - Boxer Bedlam in Ghost Adult Wanderer
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - SANCTIFIED