Smoke Break in the Alley

I have been wracking my brain, trying to think of new and different ways to relax... I read a LOT, I spend time taking pictures, I knit and crochet, and I have recently restarted my scrap booking journal again. I want something new, something interesting and I feel like I need to find something new... SOMEONE GIVE ME AN IDEA... SOMEONE GIVE ME SOMETHING FUN TO DO... 

If I don't find something to do, my mind can wander to dark and twisted places. I read some of the darkest, smuttiest works of fiction. The one I just finished will not be leaving my brain for a little while, but that doesn't mean I'm willing to enact them... I'm tempted in SL, but the hubby is far too vanilla for that lol... Maybe finding a Sugar Daddy?!

I'll sneak out the back of the club to have a momentary smoke break, hiding in the shadows, until I feel brave enough. I look fierce and ready to find someone to play with, but that makes me nervous, and a girl needs time to clam her nerves... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Pillow in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Nose Piercing: Six Feet Under - Imperial Nose Set
Choker & Leash: GABRIEL - Slave Chain Necklace in Black - Silver
Fishnet: AsteroidBox - Ellie Dress Fishnet in Black
Outfit: Garmonbozia - Alicia Dress
Cigarette & Box: Boutique #187 - Cigarette Case
Pose: FOXCITY - Madam, Pose 2
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - DarkBlue