I'm on my Knees, please Help me Stay Alive

"I'm becoming afraid, it's already too late, 

I'm on my knees, please help me stay alive... "

Lyrics from a song by Crown the Empire, that when I was running around dressed in an outfit that HellBone told me I shouldn't wear around the bikers, made the urge  to do something a little naughty stronger, and BOY did I get the look I was going for... The song was the one that I had playing in the background and I think it helped me to channel a victim style feeling LOL... Yet it was the look and the location that inspired this photo, both are a little risque, but oh-so-much fun hehe... 

So as the line of the song says I'm on my knees LOL... The pose is one from Signature Pose and it isn't part of the scenery, but it just fitted so perfectly... The victim being held in place by a magnetic force in the laboratory of a mad scientist...Least that's the look I was going for! The location is not one for the faint of heart though, it is a place that has a VERY rude name and use too actually - the location is called Get Fucked, so I will leave you to imagine what goes on there... Though it was empty when I went in, phew!
The outfit is one that I am in love with, and have worn a LOT - Hell is OK with it so long as I'm not around the biker boys or something LOL... I wore one of the newer releases from r2 fashions called Gekka. I LOVE the way that Rikka - the store's owner - seems to do magical things creating that perfect PVC look, especially the transparent PVC.
After finding the perfect outfit though, it was simple to scart accessorising - a pair of over the knee boots from BAX, a BabyDoll blindfold and some simple jewellery from (Yummy) and tapi, and this little captive of the mad scientist was ready to try to break free...
On a parting note today, while this little victim tries to break free, I think I should share with you the song that helped me inspire this photo... It's an older song but still an awesome one, Ladies and Gentlemen, Crown the Empire's song "Voices"...

What is she wearing;
Hair: SpellBound - Peaches in B Chapter I: Earth (Past OMGacha Release)
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07 (Past Collabor88 Item)
Blindfold: BabyDoll - Bloody Blindfold (Past Event Release)
Collar: (Yummy) - Punk Collar in Silver and Black (Past Event Release)
Outfit: r2 - A/D/E gekka in Black (Available Now at Collabor88)
Bracelet: tapi - Hammered Punk Cuff
Boots: BAX - Regency Boots in Black Leather
Pose: Signature Pose - Shawna 2

Thirsty Vampires use the Blood Bank

If you know me at all by now you will know that I love to play dress up... In my time in SL, almost 9 years of it would you believe, I've been and done a lot of things... I started as a stripper, I lived life as a vampire, a fairy and countless other magical beings before falling upon the way I am now - a living dead girl - but it's always fun to dress in something that you might not ever normally wear when it comes to taking pictures... This outfit is one of those things! 
I also decided to go to a place I've never had anything to do with before... The Bloodlines thing was such a craze at one time that everyone and their aunty was a vampire - it's why the gradual change into a living dead girl happened with me lol I wanted to be something different! However, I made a look and thought "hmmm where might a thirsty vampire go for an easy meal?" LOL...

I know NOTHING about bloodlines - apart from the fact that it gets a little annoying if someone strange asks to bite you, just an f.y.i if you're a hungry vampire and you want to suck my blood make it feel realistic, don't ask, jump me like a real vampire would LOL... 
It was the outfit however that pulled me into a vampire-ish mood today, not that it takes much to get me to do something blood related hehe... The outfit is a new ImmateriA release for a new event I've never heard anything about called Fair Play, but it includes everything I'm wearing here - dress, massive shoulder pads and the hood, which would always get my attention as it's more than a little Maleficent... 
The skin is underworld themed too... If you're looking for Vampire stuff, a great place to go to is this month's Genre as it's an Underworld theme... This skin is one of the new skin releases from Stargazer Creations, and it helps to maintain the fact that I feel Aggie is one of the best fantasy skin makers in SL... Her skins as always come with a million different things - OK maybe not a million but the box is stuffed full - and it includes eyes, appliers, with and without cleavage options - it's brilliant!! Though I will admit in this case I am not wearing the eyes that come in the box, I chose to wear an amazing pair of antielle eyes that you can win by collecting the gold coins at Origami! 
So if you're a thirsty vampire, maybe you want to try Bloodlines, or if you're looking for vampire fashions maybe you want to try ImmateriA and Genre?! Whatever happens, don't wait too long before you get that drink, thirsty vampires are dangerous beings... 

What is she wearing;
Skin: [Stargazer Creations] - Kindred Avatar (Available Now at GENRE) 
Eyes: antielle - Onryou Yuurei (Available Now at Origami) 
Outfit including Hood: ImmateriA - Vampire Crusades (Available Now at Fair Play) 
Pose: Signature Pose - Shawna 

A new Kitty in the House

Two things happened simultaneously this week that seemed like this post HAD to happen... First of all, I recieved a really cute item from The Horror that cried out to be blogged, but the second coincidence was just too much of a coincidence for me to not to use it as a reason to ramble LOL...
My sister Lilian, got a new member of the family this week - an adorable lady kitty came to join her RL family, prompting so many laughs amongst the Gators about Lil having a new pussy that I've had stomach cramps from laughing some days.
So to stop the laughing cramps thinking of Lil's new pussy, and to expand the reason for the coincidence a little more, I was sent new kitty things from The Horror, and they are so cute!!

See Lil isn't the only one with a new pussy! I have one too LOL... This one is a Horror special, created just to make any new wizards that will be heading to school in the new year feel more at home. I'm talking about the "Yer a Kitty" Collection that has been created by The Horror! Available now at The Wizarding Faire, you can get yourself an adorable little kitten, as well as a bed - or in this case a house - and all the food and water he needs... This will make the perfect gift for any little wizard about to start school!
I stuck to my family roots in this photo though, and many of you may have absolutely no idea what I am talking about LOL... WAY BACK in Rudh history I was part of a family of magical beings - possibly explains a lot about my fancy dress choices that - my sister was a dragon, another a witch but my uncle was Remus - of Hogwarts fame - and his husband was Severus - yes it's a long and twisted story lol - but I was always told that I was a kid that would fit in well at my Uncle Severus's school house... Not that I have any idea how it's his school house, but it was Slytherin I believe... So going away from the ramble, I stuck to the family roots by dying my hair a vibrant shade of green and wearing it in a style that you can grab for yourself from the Adoness store at Hair Fair! If all that wasn't cool enough too, any of the Adoness hair that you buy from the Hair Fair will have a 30% donation to the charity... Get cool hair, and help a kid! Brilliant idea right?!

What is she wearing;
Hair: adoness - Frigg (Available Now at Hair Fair 2015)
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07 (Past Collabor88 Item)
Face Wounds: Utopiah - Excessive Pain Makeup
Lip Piercing: Cute Poison - Wounded Piercing
Piercing: [CerberusXing] - Skin Deep Remake in Iron (Past Uber Release)
Dress: SongBird - Dotty Dress
Pose: Signature Pose - Shawna 1
Sofa: Half-Deer - Cat Lady Sofa in Calico (Past FaMESHed Release)
Rug: Half-Deer - Catface Rug (Past Event Release)
Dog: *ionic* - Nika (Past Chapter Four Release)
Cat & Accessories: The Horror! - Yer a Kitty Collection (Available Now at The Wizarding Faire)

The Gators Grabfest Yardsale

Time for a quick one to start my day off with a bang... I've just sat at my desk at work and well, work can wait LOL, I have more important things to worry about than work LOL and who goes to work to work anyway?! LOL... OK I think I've also had enough coffee for the morning, at least till 10am ish!
I do however want to share something with you quick...
A few of the Gators have decided to have a little yardsale on our sim, you can get all kinds of good things from gachas, as well as a few specially made things that have come from the stores of various Gators... If you've got some time and are looking for something from a gacha you need, maybe come and check us out!

All of my items, besides things that are large collections boxed into one box are only 10L or 20L, and that in some cases will include rares... I have all kinds of random cute things, and am updating things constantly so on my stall you never know what you will find - guess it's random like me then lol - but everything is cheap, everything is cute, and everything needs a good home. I'm not trying to make money with this, just trying to get rid of the things I don't need to people that would like them!
Come and get it, if you want it!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Curious
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07 (Past Collabor88 Item)
Face Wounds: Utopiah - Excessive Pain Makeup
Nose Piercing: DirtyStories - Heart Nose Piercing (Past Suicide Dollz Item)
Lip Piercing: Cute Poison - Wounded Piercing
Top: [ SAKIDE ] - Joyful Summer Tanks (Past OMGacha Release)
Jeans: [ SAKIDE ] - Intrisic Summer Jeans (Past OMGacha Release)
Pose: Image Essentials - Showing you Siesta

A Mixed Up Romp with something Pink!

I've been such a good girl lately... Í've been blogging like crazy working on getting things covered, ensuring that bloggers were doing their jobs - for those of you that manage multiple events with lots of bloggers I am bowing to your greatness hehe - AND dealing with MC drama which caused the biggest headache you can imagine...
Sometimes it makes me feel a bit like I'm hearding chickens LOL... I run around organising, and having so very little Rudh time... Well I've just finished blogging Horror Haute for this month, and NOW IT'S ME TIME!!!

So what do I do when I get a little me time, I take pictures usually but in this case I did something a little more risque than I had imagined I would... I had a ROMP something fun and pink... I blame the pink, pink is the colour of evil. I MIXed it up a little and wore my new heels too... Boy was that alone time fun hehe...
I dressed appropriately - a little pink lingerie and a pair of the gorgeous new lassitude & ennui shoes with their delicate floral pattern - and lit a few candles before opening the box I'd gotten from the ROMP event.. The reason for the oppulence was packaged inside, and I felt like a kid at Christmas... Time for being a good girl was over, if I'm staying with the idea of Christmas, I'd be one of the girls on the Naughty list that Santa would want to visit hehe...
The toys I unpackaged were a special release from The Horror! As soon as I saw them I KNEW I'd be taking some home with me hehe... A perfect collection of everything a girl - or guy - could possibly need, with perhaps the only thing missing being a flogger. These toys come in two colours - the pink or a more manly black set - and they can be rezzed as a complete set or unlinked and "used" individually hehe...
These are going to be a permanent fixture in my little house hehe... After all, I never know when I will get a moments peace LOL...

What is she wearing;
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07 (Past Collabor88 Item)
Panties: SAKIDE - Vintage Glam Panties in Pink
Shoes: lassitude & ennui - Floral Pumps in Rose (Available Now for MIX)
Toys: The Horror! - Candy Collection in Bubblegum (Available Now at ROMP)
Seat: Trompe Loeil - Alexi Chase Lounge in Punk (Past Collabor88 Release)
Candles: *TEMPTii* - PHANTOM CANDLES

Horror Haute was Simply the Best!

Today is the day... It's the last of the posts that I can share with you for this month's Horror Haute line-up... There are still TONS of things that I've not shown you, but then hey I cannot show you everything as that would possibly ruin a few surprises... You'll have to trust me when I say that these have been my favourites but there are so many things out there that you shouldn't miss!
I've made two simple pictures for this post, so that we ease you out gently and that way hopefully you won't get withdrawl symptoms LOL...

The first is a bit more showy than the second! It's possibly because there was a visit from the Day of the Dead partygoers lol... The head dress is a "Simply the Best" re-release from Lilith's Den for this month's Horror Haute theme, and I simply couldn't resist sharing this as my favourite for the store. I love the little skulls with those HUGE bright flowers - this really sums up Dia de los Muertos for me. I decided to wear the headdress simply, without hair, but with a new release from a store that's Horror Haute but this Sthenno Latex Bodysuit - from ImmateriA - is actually available at The Alchemy this month!
Then for the pose... I decided to use another item from the La Maison des Corbeaux's - LMdC for short - re-releases... This time it was Dia de los Muertos themed to match the outfit I'd chosen! The pouf style stools are a series called My Sugar Skull, each in a different colour with bright patterns over the top... Such a cute item to have in a house of an sugar skull girl!

The last of the Horror Haute Items I am going to share with you this month is the one above... The set of nails are the Dark Passions Koffin Nails in a Monster Movie Madness print... I love that they are printed with the original horror monsters of movies, and I will admit that though I photoshopped to be able to show you all of the designs, it would have been too tough to choose just one print to show you!!
So that's it, Horror Haute is officially open until the beginning of August, and then there will be lots more pretties to come from the new line-up! For now if you haven't checked out Simply the Best then you should, what are you waiting for?!

What is she wearing;
Head Dress & Mask: Lilith's Den - Dia De Los Muertos in Set E (Available Now at Horror Haute July)
Body Suit - ImmateriA - Sthenno Latex in Purple (Available Now at The Alchemy)
Nails: Dark Passions - Koffin Nails in Monster Movie Madness (Available Now at Horror Haute July)
Stool: LMdC - My Sugar Skull in Orange Crush (Available Now at Horror Haute July)

What if I lose you?!

I need to take a little time out, I need to think and you know what, this is always the perfect place for me to do so. I really hope you don't mind, and if you'd rather not be forced to read my ramblings then you can always scroll to the bottom of the post to find out more about my outfit.
The location I sat in to spend some time musing over the thoughts in my head is a delightful little place called Calypso Caffe and it seemed perfect for mulling the thoughts plaguing my brain. I grabbed a RL coffee, parked my pixel butt and now I'm going to divulge my thoughts in my usual rambling fashion.

You might have seen me mention that I am currently very much on edge at the moment as some little child with far too much time on his hands has been making threats to hack my PC and grief me... To be entirely honest, his words don't bother me and it seems more like hot air and attention seeking rather than anything serious, but what bothers me is how it makes me feel at the thought of losing Rudh.
I don't know if you've ever experienced the thought of losing your avatar... I've met a few people that say they wouldn't care if the avatar was destroyed, but for me I know I'd be devastated. They say it's just virtual belongings that you cannot hold and can be replaced, but in my eyes, it's still my personal belongings. I've spent hours, days, weeks, months even years collecting everything, some of the pieces are just because I love them but others are personal and very important. No matter that they are virtual things, it would be just like being looted in RL, it would break my heart...
Yet it's not only the personal possessions... I know that the friends I've made would always remain with me, whether I was in world or not, it's more the fact that Rudh is a part of who I am. She has my feelings, emotions, and my voice even... She has been the reason that I have been able to create so many wonderful friendships and lasting memories... She's also been as escape from reality when things were too tough...
I know I'm not the only one to have ever felt this way, and I know I won't be the last one to feel this way either, but for me the thought of losing Rudh is horrible. I hope none of you are ever put at risk like this... Be careful what you are clicking or accepting from people, be careful who you share your details with, and if I disappear from in-world then rest assured I will fight tooth and nail until you see me again... For now, though this Living Dead Dolly ain't goin nowhere!! I hope!

What is she wearing;
Hair & Hat: Argrace - TOMOE Bucket Hat in Red (Available Now at Hair Fair 2015)
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07 (Past Collabor88 Item)
Face Wounds: Utopiah - Excessive Pain Makeup
Nose Piercing: The Horror! - Tri Septum in Black
Lip Piercing: Cute Poison - Wounded Piercing
Necklace: BAMSE - Solar Necklace in Silver Earth (Past Event Release)
Outfit: Bens Boutique - Blazer Set Yellow (Past Fi*Friday Release)
Shoes: Reign - Hanna Wedges in White (Available Now at The Seasons Story)