Murder in the Office!!!

I've been at work for a few days now and things are getting a little crazy here in RL... Covid has taken over again and things are back in code red here, meaning that everything has quietened down and there's a lot less going on in my RL... It's driving me a little stir crazy with worry... 
So stir crazy that Rudh went to great lengths to get rid of some of her work stress... She even made sure that one of the problems was handled very delicately... 

I was always told if you cant fix something with a hammer, then duct tape works, and if you can't fix it with that then cutting up in a million pieces... What happened to start as a lunch date became a bit heated, somewhat erotic and finally things got annoying so she had to cut someone to pieces to get them to shut up... 
Least she looks gorgeous in her brand new MuggleBorn "Clio Lingerie", I just hope that the blood washes out and everything will be able to worn again! 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Lamb - Glam in Red Pack 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Blood: Izzie's - Face & Body Blood & Wounds 
Knife: PaperDolls - Bloody Knife (No Longer Available!)
Choker: Sweet Thing - "It's Only a Neck Wound" Choker 
Necklace: DAZED - Everly Collar (No Longer Available!)
Lingerie & Garter: MuggleBorn - Clio Lingerie 
Butcher's Knife: Zombie Suicide - Butchers Knife 
Pose: FOXCITY - Surface, Pose 2 
Body: Boudoir - Covered Dead Body 1 
Backdrop: PALETO Backdrop - DEAD FILE (Available for use at Backdrop City) 

Gifts to Marry My Mommas

If you follow me on other areas of Social Media, you may well have seen that my SL Parents - Chopper Mosely, Louisa Zourric and Phedre DeMontreve - are now in the process of planning their wedding... That's right, Daddy put a ring on it and they are getting married in December... 
There seems to be so much to do, but I'm taking a back seat and letting them plan everything. I just hope Daddy remembers that now he's given my Moms an awesome present, he has to give me one so that he's actually allowed to marry my Moms... They get a ring, I should get... I dunno a Car or something?! 

The ideal scenario would play out that Daddy would say, "Hey Babygirl, I left something in the car in the garage, can you go get it for me please?" and after being a brattish child that I am, I'd go to the garage and there would be the ultimate "Can I marry your Moms?" gift... 
Of course, it doesn't have to be a car... I mean there are lots and lots of other things that could work... Jewellery, Pets, a raise in my allowance?! All of these things will work wonders... 
Just a note to anyone reading... I'm only joking here... Yes I'm a brat, but I would never expect gifts like this for something like them getting engaged. I'm so happy that my Dad finally found people who aren't the bad kinda crazies... Best gift of all is that I get two Moms that can take my side whenever Dad is being a butthead LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: #Foxy - Rival Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Collar: Gabriel - Slave chain necklace in Black Silver 
Jacket: Pseudo - Bradley Jacket in Black 
Dress: PaperDolls - Jeans Dress in Faded 
Boots: CandyDoll - Arabella Boots in Black 
Pose: FOXCITY - Moody, Pose 3 
Gift: Bad Unicorn - 'High SLife Gacha' in Gift Wrapped Whip White 
Backdrop: Pseudo - Parking Garrage Scene (Available for use at Backdrop City)

The Demon Awakens...

I'm having one of those weeks at the moment, depression and anxiety seems to be getting the better of me. I'm sorry to put that out there but it's not something I'm hiding anymore, please bear with me and if you see me online please feel free to send me hugs. Hugs always seem to help, me at least!
Tonight though, I'm being dragged out of my normal routine to go to a concert with my hubby. It's a birthday present for him, we're going to see the band Ghost. A band of nameless ghouls lead by a Pope like figure in Papa Emeritus. So tonight the inner demon in me will be released, she's finally waking up... 

Demons are just as bad at waking up as humans it seems... She gets up and wanders around her room looking a little pissed but still clinging to her teddy bear. Not ashamed to admit I still have a teddy bear at all by the way! 
She needs to get her scars tended to, the healing process a little slower as she's not yet awake, but it looks like she had some fun while out in her jammies last night. Her nightgown is one from DAMI - it comes complete with the cute bear and in a range of colours, some with and some without blood. 
The possession is strong with this girl, I just hope that Papa Emeritus can help with all those hail mary's she's gonna need to say! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: RunAway - Melly Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Forehead Wound: PaperDolls - Killer Injury 
Face & Body Wounds: Izzie's - Claw Wounds 
Outfit: Dami - HalloweenNight Gacha Item in A2 
Pose: FOXCITY - Milk Bath, Pose 4 
Chair: Livid - Dark Arts Satanic Prayer Stool 
Backdrop: anxiety - The Possession (Available for use at Backdrop City) 

Nightmare about 2 Blocks Over from Elm Street

Some days I want to just disappear into the dark... Today is one of those days! It's a long story that I won't go into but I'm going to use my blog as a distraction today... Something to take my mind off my own dark thoughts and into someone else's! 
Someone in the spirit of Halloween, Mr Nightmare himself, Freddie Kruger! Yet of course, me being me, I needed to Rudhify him a little so today's nightmare is being brought to you by Rudhie Kruger!

Let's call it Nightmare about 2 blocks over from Elm Street LOL... It's kinda scary but not in the same way?! 
I took this picture when I was wandering around at the Forgotten, Rudh was dressed as a Freddie tribute, with her own interesting twist... For example, instead of blades for his gloves, she's taking a leaf out of Edward Scissorhands book and using scissors... Yet she's still managed to damage herself by cutting too close - thanks to a Doe Brains Hairstyle! 
Would you believe though, that this whole outfit came together because of the Cropped Sweater - a new epoch release for this month's N21 event - I saw the plaid and it just developed into Rudhie Kruger! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Doe - Brains Gacha Item in 6. Gingers 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Bullet Wound: PaperDolls - Killer Injury 
Burn Wounds: CURELESS&DISORDERLY -  Burned Heretic RARE 
Choker: [ abrasive ] - Loose Belt Choker in Aged Taupe 
Top: epoch - Cropped Ladder Sweater in Plaid (Available until November 12th at N21) 
Stomach Wound: AsteroidBox - My Body Gacha Items in To Hell 
Glove: Remarkable Oblivion - ScissorHands 
Pants: Pseudo - Charley Jeans in Dark Wash (Available until November 10th at Kustom9) 
Pose: FOXCITY - Thirsty, Pose 5 

Frankenstein's Daughter chooses her New Man

I'm on a monstrous streak... Zombie Cheerleaders, Deadly clown dolls and today...Frankenstein's Daughter!
She's been promised a special gift by her father for Halloween, a treat that she feels she's been missing... Her dear old Dad is going to make her a man!! 
First things first though, Dad has told her to go pick out the skull that will hold her new beau's brain... Checking his cheek bones and his eyebrow ridge, she can close her eyes and see his handsome face in her mind... 

In the Reanimator Lab - at the Death Row Designs - she's finally chosen her skill... Now Dad is going to lock her out and work some of his macabre magic... 
The photo is taken using the amazing Yorrick Pose, from Nantra for ULTRA, dressed in her Reign Robichaux Uniform. 
Wonder what her man will look like? 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi Pills - Samantha Hair in Reds (Available until November 3rd at FaMESHed X) 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Face Wound: PaperDolls - Killer Injury 
Outfit: REIGN - ROBICHAUX Uniform 
Pose: NANTRA - Yorrick, Pose 2 (Available until October 31st at ULTRA)  
Building & Décor: DRD - The Reanimator 

Leaving Home to Explore

HALLOWEEN is coming... Unless you're hiding under a very large rock I'm sure that you may have realised this fact,  but I cant help being more than a little excited by it. Décor is springing up everywhere and I'm trying to remain calm in my dark, macabre little boots... 
She can't wait to leave the house everyday looking for something Halloweeny to do!

In hindsight I realise she looks like she's trick or treating but no she's just going out for the day LOL the tricks and treats come later! 
Today she's playing the murderer, and I really hope she's not gonna get caught up in any plot because well, she's wearing quite an ominous tag LOL... The murderer top comes with an assassin version too, as well as the blade she has in her mouth, and you too can join in the murdering fun by grabbing the Murder Kit from PaperDolls at The Dark Style Fair! To add just a little more bloody murderer effect to the look I threw on a Bloody Razor Blade as a Choker - from Kibitz - and grabbed a butchers knife that I had just laying around from a store called Phi - which is available in a gacha collection of murder weapons, such fun! - before walking out the door!
Petting my Frankenstein Kitty and my Ghost Dog, I headed out to find something interesting and Halloweeny, there's so much going on I'm spoilt for choice!

What is she wearing;
Hair: MINA - Lily in Dip Dye
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Choker: Kibitz - Bloody Razor Blade Choker 
Top & Mouth Blade: PaperDolls - Murder Kit (Available until October 31st at The Dark Style Fair) 
Pants: miss chelsea - Alva Leggings in Red 
Knife: Phi - Knife Hand Gacha Item 
Pose: Secret Poses - Photographer, Pose 1 (Available until October 31st at Pose Fair) 
Dog: {Your Dreams} - Happy Halloween in Trick or Treat? 
Turnips: Candle & Cauldron - Full Pack Turnip Lanterns 
Wreath: Apple Fall - Pumpkin Harvest Wreath 
Garland: Sway's - [Boo] Halloween Garland in Skull 4 
Cat: {vespertine} - Frankenstein's Chubby Kitty 
Light Pumpkins: Intrigue Co. - Bright Pumpkin 
Black Pumpkin: dust bunny - Studded Pumpkin 
Stacked Pumpkins: Fancy Decor - Pumpkin A in Orange 
House: Trompe Loeil - Amelie Cottage 

Insane and needing Glass

Is it just me or is Christmas Shopping a NIGHTMARE?! YES I know it's not even December, but as I have said before in Holland there is a Dutch Tradition called "Sinterklaas" which means that basically there are two similar Christmassy Holidays here - on on December 5th and the other December 25th. Normally I think less about Sinterklaas and focus on Christmas, but this year I will not be able to go to England and so my parents have decided to come over for Sinterklaas!!! So that means I now have to find more presents and therefore fight the shopping crowds earlier! 
I tried to be smart and do some of my shopping online but sometimes it doesn't work out that way... Today HellBone and I braved the RL shopping crowds, oh my gosh it's like a fight out there... Everyone hustling to get stuff... It's a wonder that people don't actually start fighting! There seems to be only one word that describes it... 

Insane! I cannot believe the level of stress that shopping for one event a year seems to create LOL! Trust me for those of you that do not have Sinterklaas, if you thought shopping for one Christmas-style Holiday was bad, try having TWO in the same month LOL... 
If my Kibitz Collar doesn't summon it up then maybe the fact that I have gone more than my average level of crazy and shoved shards of glass in my chest - courtesy of SongBird by the way - while allowing the blood to splatter my glasses will make you believe me!
Still once all that was done, and we had a lot of shopping to do for the Sinterklaas festivities - since HellBone was buying tons of gifts for people that he works with in BACA - I find myself thinking I need more glass LOL - I have so much gift wrapping to do!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Ember in Behind Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Glasses: The Little Bat - Survivor Glasses 
Eyes: [theSkinnery] - Demon Eye Set in 2 
Head Wound: PaperDolls - Killer Injury
Teeth: LOGO - Hybrid Mesh Avatar Vampire Teeth Add-On 
Blood: ARISE - Blood Lip in Tone 3 
Collar: Kibitz - Leather Collar in Insane 
Glass: SongBird - Shards 
Dress: Suicidal Unborn - Sick Girl Dress (Available until November 30th at anyBody) 
Pose: Signature Pose - Portrait Pose 3 

Oktoberfest and Edelweiss

The month of October is the best in my opinion... I LOVEEEEE Halloween as you might have already guessed but there are other things about it that make me smile too... Beer is a must in October, as it's Oktoberfest! That Oh-So-Awesome festival that the Germans celebrate with Beer and Pretzels. Now I will admit that I turned to the grand masters of Google and did a bit of research before sitting down to write my post today and I realised that actually Oktoberfest only runs until the first weekend in October - technically I am a little late, but Oh Well! I found Lederhosen, I found beer, I had to pay homage to the festival of beer drinking! 

The lederhosen are actually a past Gacha item from the store Salt & Pepper, and I believe these were in the machine for the recently ended round of The Gacha Garden. As soon as I saw the machine I had to give it a try and was lucky enough to win some very pretty coloured lederhosen on my first go - coincidentally, just so you know, lederhosen means leather trousers in German lol - and the gacha machine not only contains the outfit but also socks and other pretty things that are perfect for this look.
Yet as it's October and therefore the month of HALLOWEEN, I can't resist adding a little of my favourite kind of Dead Girl flavour into the mixture. Hence why Rudh has been shot in the head and has this amazing "Growing Within" scar on her cheek from Ama. It looks like some cute little white flower, and for the purpose of this look I am going to tell you that it is in fact edelweiss, but don't quote me on that LOL... 
For some reason I feel like they SHOULD be Edelweiss but I know that I'm probably going to be in trouble for thinking of them, as the Edelweiss song that is rolling around in my head is in fact Austrian - and yes I'm thinking Sound of Music right now - but meh I'm sure Edelweiss grow all over that general region of Central Europe?! Don't they?! 
Oh well... Who knows, another beer will help me understand more, thank goodness it's Oktobeerfest! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Heartbeat in 02 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Bullet Wound: PaperDolls - Killer Injury 
Eyes: PSYCHO.Byts - Zombie Eyes 
Flower Scar: Ama - Growing Within (Available until at October 14th at Momento Mori) 
Lip Blood: Ghost'Ink - Be Bloody 
Collar: CURELESS & DISORDERLY - Hammer of Witches Gacha Item Trapped Collar in Monster (Available until October 31st at SALEM) 
Outfit (including Socks): Salt & Pepper - Oktoberfest Gacha Items
Beer Bottle: Come Soon Poses - The Club Beer Prop 
Beer Carrier: Kalopsia - Beers 
Pose: Signature Pose - Give Me That Rush, Set 20 

The Girl in Pet Semetary - A Gators MC Maze Special!

Well we finally did it! It's here, it's open to the public and it's better than any we've had in years gone by. The MC worked super hard and pulled out all of the stops this year to create something devious and scary, and so far everyone seems to be loving it... It's a dark haunted place full of the odd scare and even some very special VIP characters that you may well recognise, so if you're looking for something fun to do - although I know there are HEAPS of things to do - maybe you want to check out the Gators MC 4th Annual Halloween Event!
Of course for me Halloween is the best time of the year to play dress up... There are so many new events opening that appeal to my darker Dead Doll side that I cannot help myself but be overly excited! I'm like a kid in a Candy Store or a teenage girl with VIP access to  the latest teen idols - squealing with excitment and running around like a headless chicken in case you were wondering! Having the maze for me is a bonus as I have ready made horror sets at my fingertips LOL...

The first of these "sets" is actually the maze entrace... Pet Semetary is our opening location this year and instead of scary animals - with the exception of the odd Gator - you may well find that there are more parties than nasties here this year.
My first dead girl look was something that kinda paired with HellBone chosen outfit... We were the keepers of the Semetary - he a monstrous undertaker, me the dead girl that collected the pets, and I was followed everywhere by a little black cat!
I have to admit that for me and my little Dead Doll look this is fairly simple lol... I fell head over heels in love with the new Besom hair called "New Girl" - which is available now at SALEM, an event that is by far one of my favourite seasonal shopping events this year - and the whole outfit was built around it... It went well withe dress I found - an oldie but still a goodie - from Corvus, coated with blood, lots and lots of blood, and a Noose from Remarkable Oblivion.
Then I took the deadly kitten - from Jian - that is awakend by Pet Semetary for a walk through the graveyard, before heading into the dark...
Dare you "Get Bitten in the Dark!", or are you too chicken?! You never know who you will meet in the Pet Semetary Catacombs!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Besom - New Girl in Reds (Available until October 31st at SALEM)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Bullet Wound: PaperDolls - Killer Injury
Eyes: PSYCHO.Byts - Zombie Eyes
Blood Tears: The Horror! - Fighter Scars & Bruises in Maimed
Nose Scar: The Horror! - Fighter Scars & Bruises in Charged
Lip Blood: Ghost'Ink - Be Bloody
Noose: Remarkable Oblivion - Salem in Wheat
Blood: Ama - Blood Splatter
Tattoo: [White Widow] - Spotlight
Dress: Corvus - Sleepless Dress
Boots: sf design - Rigged Wellingtons in Black Dirty
Cat: Jian - Curious Kitties in Companion Black
Pose: Image Essentials - Shoes 2

Someone take my Brain

Pft what a weekend that was, you know I'm actually glad today is Monday and I am back to work - not that I am happy about being in the office - it brings normality and that right now is MUCH needed! The weekend has been a crazy whirlwind of conversations that have taken me on a bit of a rollercoaster ride, and I just really hope that things will smooth themselves out soon...
If that doesn't work then perhaps I will have a lobotomy... Ya know, get my brain removed so I don't need to think anymore?! I could have it put in formaldehyde and preserved until the stress and tension was over?! In fact it might be the best use of my brain right now, I'm not sure I really want it anymore now I learnt a few things that bug me...

I've always been an over thinker... It's one of my worst traits, but not only do I over think I over think, I tend to think of the worst possible outcome and dwell on it... It's not something I'm proud of and it's something that I let myself get hurt by time and time again but it's hard to train the brain to think otherwise.
So on the whole theme of a lobotomy - which is sounding better by the second - I HAD just been to the BodyFy Event and picked up these awesome new "Killer Injury" Face Wounds from PaperDolls, one of which just happens to be a Lobotomy Wound.
The perfect location - or should that be destination for a lobotomy of this kind - is the Ironwood Hills Asylum... It caters for all kinds of people and has plenty of soft warm rooms to make rehabilition an easy task - if you don't mind the screams of other patients of course!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Blues - Heather in Colours 2
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Wound: PaperDolls - Killer Injury (Available until June 24th at BodyFy)
Collar: Kibitz - Collar Collection Gacha Item in Elsa Collar (7) (Available until August 15th at The Epiphany) 
Tattoos: [White Widow] - Nerve in Black 
Bra: Pixicat - Siren Set in nr2 Red 
Top: Chemical Princess - Heler Shirt (Available until August 31st at AnyBody) 
Pants: 1 Bad Pixel - Skinny Leathers in Black (No Longer Available!)
Pose: Image Essentials - Glasses 1 (Available until August 28th at Depraved Nation Thrift Store)