Back to work again today but actually I feel really relaxed, I'm liking this whole not having to go into the office for the last four days of the week kinda thing... I feel like I've gone back in time to the days of when I was a student!
Having been an archaeology student, I used to wear big baggy hoodies and jeans, usually with a layer of mud in a few places, Rudh of course, has other ideas about how to succeed in school!
When she goes to school, she plans to ace her classes with a limited amount of study it seems... Pretending to be conservative - covering her lower half in a pair of skin tight paper.arrow Cuffed Jeans - she uses her assets rather than her brains to get through school... I don't know if that's smart or just laziness on her part lol... I mean seriously, the Fucking Lovely "Virtually Famous" top does very little to conceal her best assets - in fact with the writing on them doesn't it draw more attention and is therefore a fairly smart move on Rudh's part? - and the BUENO cardigan is in fact making it worse as she's made sure it curves around the shape of her body too... She cannot help but get an easy A - so long as her teachers are male!
Carrying a Binder, which should partially conceal her scantily clad chest from anyone that would get her into trouble, she embarks on her first day as a student at Rottendam High School.
She's also been fairly smart in another way though, if her assets don't work for her, the girl comes prepared with a calculator disguised as a watch - that way she can pass maths class at least. For those of you like her that need a little extra help, these Calculator Watches are available at the latest round of Oh My Gacha from Lewd - they come in 12 different colours with a black and white as the rares, or an ultra rare hud of all the colours!! I will attach the gacha key below for those of you that would like a closer look!
Now, all I need to know is, is there someone out there who would like to help Rudh in her classes? Any sweet, kind, hot male teachers willing to give her an easy A? LOL...
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Ari in Reds (worn with Bang Collection VIP Group Gift)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Collar: etham - Anastasia Collar
Necklace: Kibitz - MSG Necklaces in Silver Fuck Me
Cardigan: BUENO - Open Cardigan in Stripes Black Gray
Top: Fucking Lovely - Virtually Famous Tank Top
Binder: yumyums - Closed School Binder in B&E (No Longer Available!)
Watch: Lewd - Calculator Watch in Yellow (Available between Janaury 12th - January 26th at OMG! Oh My Gacha)
Jeans: paper.arrow - Cuffed Jeans in Paint His Hands
Pose: Image Essentials - Swag 1
Sunday Morning... I have slept in and am now waking up with my first cup of coffee for the day. A lazy day for Pyjamas and junk food, until later on when I have to work and think about getting ready for going to the office tomorrow.
Still it's early, let's not talk about horrible things now lol. Rudh is totally the opposite from me, her day starts of at a million miles an hour - once my RL brain has woken up a little anyway - and she has no problem getting up, making a healthy breakfast and doing some exercise before checking out what's going on in the blogs.
See, lifting weights... Even posing to take a selfie while she's at it... Typical show off, attention whore Rudh LOL...
The pose is a new release from COME SOON for the latest line-up of Oh My Gacha. The Gacha machine itself contains 8 different sporty poses for couples and singles, so hey even if you don't wanna work out you can at least pose and fake it, right?! Take a look at Rudh faking it, I mean vven her "work out" wear seems a little too sexy for a true work out... Not that I don't love the amazing erratic "Emilia" Sweater and adorable REIGN "Winter Socks" Combination...
Still I'll let her get the exercise out of her system and then she can do something more similar to what I'd wanna do and read the blogs!!
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Austen (without Hat)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Sweater: erratic - Emilia Sweater in Navy (Available until February 6th at Collabor88)
Socks: REIGN- Winter Socks in Fatpack
Pose: Come Soon - Gym Gacha Pose in 5 (Available until January 26th at Oh My Gacha)
Stool: brocante - Repurposed Stool
Counter: dust bunny - Apothecary Counter
Laptop: Amala - The Laptop in Open
Bowl: dust bunny - Bowl of Cereal
Juice: 8f8 - Green Grocers in Orange Juice
Rug: DRD - 60s rug (Past Group Gift) (No Longer Available!)
I've been a little stressed and tense lately, and a couple of days ago I found some time to just sit back and create a look and a photo that helped me to relax... There was no pressure, no disturbance from outside forces and no time frame for working on this, I could just sit back relax and let the good music I had in my ears lead me through to create something I was happy with...
The result was something dead LOL... I always seem to find myself making dead things! Seems like my happy place is having Rudh as a Zombie LOL, but this time however I was able to go to the "Happiest Place on Earth" a somewhat Disneyland in my mind... A post-apocalyptic Disneyland...
I wonder about myself sometimes!! I LOVE the outcome of this photo though, I was so happy with it, and feel pleased to see how far I have come as a photographer in recent months.
The idea for this photo started with a discovery of DirtyLand... No that's not something rude, it's a store! A really cute store that seems to be based on the artwork of Brian Vivaros (I think, but don't quote me on that) and from the creative minds behind DirtyStories. I went into a crazy buying frenzy when I found the store, I bought lots and lots, but my favourite pieces were the Minnie items... I'm wearing the Crappy Minnie Ears and the current group gift of the Minnie Lollipop, as well as a Face Strap from DirtyLand! As well as a few older nods to the great mouse lady herself, like the necklace from Noodles. OH AND... The skirt was something that I couldn't resist either, I spotted this Jupe Carre from Sorbet on someone's Flickr pages and HAD to have one!!!
There is one more thing that needs an honourable mention and a close up... Look into my eyes, my left one more than the right one... This is a new release from Psycho.Byts - available at the Wayward Winter Event until January 31st - called Snow Queen. The set of eyes come in various colours, as basic eyes or as Mesh contacts, and although I chose to use the white, the coloured examples are very striking too!!! I'll include a close-up photo below, this may even become my new profile picture because it is just so cute, and advise you to go check out both the Wayward Winter for the eyes and Everwinter, the theme park!! Do it, Do it NOW!
What is she wearing;
Hair Band: DirtyLand - Crappy Minnie Headband
Hair: Truth - Solace
Skin: Glam Affair - Luna Skin in Asia (Available until January 23rd at Uber)
Left Eye: Psycho.Byts - Snow Queen Eyes in White (Available until January 31st at Wayward Winter)
Eye Make-Up: [mock] - Tainted Love Zombie Makeover
Face Strap: DirtyLand - Face Strap
Nose Piercing: The Horror! - Secret Septums in No2 Black (Available until January 24th at OMGacha)
Lips: Psycho.Byts - Hecate Lips in Red
Lollipop: DirtyLand - Minnie's Lollipop (Current Group Gift)
Necklace: Noodles - Lady Mouse Necklace in Silver
Top: Razor - Chambers Shirt
Skirt: Sorbet - Jupe Carre in Noir
Pose: Ploom - Bones 1 (No Longer Available!)
Yesterday I had another emotional breakdown, and the monsters within were allowed to rear their ugly heads - not sure if I can get away with calling my demons ugly but it's out there now and I'm not able to take it back - but as a result my photos tend to look darker. Not sure if that is a bad thing, I think I prefer my darker and more creative side... It's that side of me that creates the most interesting images I feel, and today I let my mind run wild with a series of three stone cold beauties in tow...
The demons in me attacked these stone beauties and stole them to the dark recesses of my mind... Drawing just a little blood... I swear it was only a little! Look at my face, how could someone this sweet and innocent looking cause too much blood hehe... Look at how delicately I am gagged with that pretty flower - from Cureless [+] at ROMP - I was good I didn't crush it!!!
The ladies are actually a statue from Paper Moon. Paper Moon has been pretty quiet as of late due to the owner's RL, BUT she's back - ish - and has decided to hold a storewide sale - gachas excluded - with EVERYTHING being 50% off! The sale ends on January 15th, so get your little shoppaholic butts down there, or my demons will be coming after you, and I will be bringing my stony friends too!
One more thing that I want to show you, as I've done before, I felt it's right to break down the layers of my facial decor hehe... I used various layers to build up the look above... Starting with my basic face wound that I am rarely without from antielle, and adding a Scarred Face Tattoo from Corvus before as a finishing touch to the eyes I added an old but still favourite [mock] Zombie Makeover look!
So what's it gonna be?? A trip to the Paper Moon sale, or a visit from me and my stony friends?!
What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Sparkle
Skin: Glam Affair - Luna Skin in Asia (Available until January 23rd at Uber)
Eyes: REPULSE - Antique Eyes
Eye Make-Up: [mock] - Tainted Love Zombie Makeover
Eye Wound: Corvus - Scarred Face Tattoo
Face Wound: antielle - The Alchemical Transformation in Conjuncted Skin
Lipstick: Hekate - Passion Lips in Berry 05
Septum Piercing: The Horror! - Secret Septums in No.2 Black (Available until January 24th at OMGacha)
Piercing: Cute Poison - Frosted Piercing
Gag: CURELESS [+] - Silent Bouquet in CRIMSON (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)
Tattoo: [White Widow] - DeadMan in Black
Pose: Image Essentials - Accessorise 6
Statue: Paper Moon - Visage: Stone II in Trio RARE
Have you ever wanted to truly let yourself go? Embrace something that is different from your normal? Reveal your darker side and let a secret passion take hold?
I'm sure you may have at some point, and I'm sure that you' may have let your wildest imaginings run free in SL. Inhibitions are much less apparent in the virtual world, and sex seems to be abundant - something that can cause unwarrented disaproval from outsiders, I might add. Yet as a personal belief I feel that having a safe environment - I know that there are exceptions to this as there have been cases of cyber stalking and other horrors, but you can log off and block people if you feel uncomfortable within situations... Nothing in SL is beyond your control, Not really!
I've always been - although it took SL to make me aware of it - fairly submissive... I've tried to flip the switch, and act dominant but it never works for me and I end up giggling at myself... The submissive side of me has been squashed away somewhat - HellBone has no interest in control - but every now and then she surfaces... Something awakens her inner cravings...
This time it was ROMP...
ROMP is the best kinky shopping event in SL - I think - and every time it rolls out the submissive side of me jumps for joy... There are so many pretty new things to play with, and so many fun new toys to tease the senses... Shame I have no one to play with though LOL...
Still, this month's event was no different, and OH MY GOSH some of the designers have pulled out all of the stops to make some beautiful things... Things like this Capturado Collection from Artisan Fantasy. The full set includes three different coloured wall mattresses, a toy shelf as well as individual toys on hooks, floor and ceiling mounts and a lattice wall mount all with this amazing scrollwork design... It's simply gorgeous! I fell for the textures and the feminine curls wrought from masculine iron!!
Whilst at ROMP, and as my inner submissive was already on the outside for a while, I had to do a little more shopping hehe... I had a hard time choosing between colours of Dead Dollz lingerie - opting for black as it's easiest and goes with everything - and then treating myself to some Kitten Hair from Spellbound. The one thing missing was the perfect collar for a kitten, but The Horror sorted that problem out for me too!! It was amazing how everything fell together hehe...
The little submissive girl left to wait, rests her eyes tuning her hearing into the sound of her Master's approach... Lit through the grate as the door opens... The fun is about to begin!
What is she wearing;
Hair & Face Accessory: Spellbound - Kitten in Chapter II: Sky (Worn with TRUTH Solace Bangs - Sorry I know it's naughty of me to do that!! Hope I can be forgiven!) (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)
Skin: Glam Affair - Luna Skin in Asia (Available until January 23rd at Uber)
Eyelids: SLINK - Mesh eyelids
Tattoo: [White Widow] - DeadMan in Black
Collar: The Horror! - Keht Collar in Black/Silver (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)
Necklace: Kibitz - MSG Necklace in Fuck Me Silver (Available until January 24th at OMGacha)
Outfit: Dead Dollz - Satin Harness Lingerie in Black (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)
Boots: Essenz - Montana in Black (Available until January 31st at The Seasons Story)
Props: Artisan Fantasy - Capturado Collection (Available until January 22nd at ROMP)
Well that's it, on Sunday night the drama storm cloud that I predicted finally hit the fan... Splattering a mountain load of drama all over some of the people that I am closest too. Just a matter of waiting now to see how much it will affect the rest of the family! Once again, my trust in someone I am supposedly close to is broken. Only this time I am able to hide behind three very strong alpha males - all of which are in protect Rudh mode, and I love them for that!
Though sometimes, I just want to run as far away as I can, as fast as I can, and not look back... I know that sounds wrong but I'm sure that I'm not the only one that ever feels this way.
It made me go through a semi-nervous breakdown this weekend, I reverted back to my childhood state... Playing in a playground, dressing like a kawaii kitty and running around like a crazy person was just the kind of medicine that the doctor ordered - I wish doctors could really say that by the way, you can see it now can't you "Go drink a bottle of Calpol (children's medicine in the UK) and go batshit crazy for an hour, you'll be fine!" LOL...
But in truth, that is how this outfit really made me feel... The mixture of cute accessories from yumyums, The Sugar Garden and a skirt from RachelBreaker, just made me a very happy bunny - or should that be kitty - indeed!
Let me start by discussing the things mentioned above... First The Sugar Garden - or tsg - as it's known. I've had the kitty party from tsg in my hoard for a long time now, so long I don't even remember which event I picked them up from. It's possible that they were allowed to gather dust due to the lavendar colour, which I never normally wear, but they just seemed like such a perfect fit with this look, I couldn't leave them waiting any longer.
They just seemed to fit so well with one of the two items that I am wearing from yumyums. Miss Iokko's store - yumyums that is - is currently offering up two adorable sets of items in a gacha machine at OMGacha. The yumyums items can be found at the top and bottom of me, so let's go from head to toe shall we... The Cute as a Button Headbands, are available in multiple colours, with multiple options for strings and buttons and thus creating about a gajillion different combinations of colours. It took me AGES to work out what I wanted look wise from them! They are well worth having a little gamble on! The other OMGacha item from yumyums are these adorable little CutiePie shoesies! They like the button headbands come in a myriad of different colours and are available in both flat flats and platform flats, you need the SLINK feet to wear them, but they are SO CUTE how can you pass these babies by?!
The last thing that is something I WOULD NEVER NORMALLY WEAR but loved the moment that I put it on is this Wintertutu from RachelBreaker. You can find the skirt, in a collection of different colours and combinations at The Seasons Story, which is currently celebrating their winter theme! I still cannot quite believe that I chose a pink coloured one?! How the heck did that happen?! I guess that my inner child has a fair amount of love for pink, I'd better not let her out too often LOL...
What is she wearing;
Hairband: yumyums - Cute as a Button Headband (Available Now at OMGacha)
Ears, Glove & Keyring: The Sugar Garden - Neko Cosplay in Lavendar (Past Event Item)
Hair: Truth - Jinx Hair in Pastels (Past Group Freebie)
Skin: Glam Affair - Lauren in America 07 (Past Collabor88 Item)
Face Wounds: (Under the Eyes) Utopiah - Excessive Pain Makeup, AND, (Cheek) Fallen Doll - WickedFaceScar
Hoody: PiCHi - Star Hoody
Skirt: RachelBreaker - Wintertutu in PinkPink (Available Now at The Seasons Story)
Leg Tattoos: Utopiah - Bowy Tights Tattoo in Pink
Shoes: yumyums - CutiePie Flats (Worn with SLINK Flat Feet) (Available Now at OMGacha)
Pose Prop: aDORKable Poses - Phoney Poney
