Hiding away to make plans...

Today is the start of my holiday and even though Thursdays are my usual day off, I don't actually feel like I'm on vacation yet. There is so much cleaning and sorting and organizing to do, not to mention makin sure I give my cat tonnes and tonnes of attention before I disappear... Plus the hubby is a bit OCD when it comes to planning so we have lists upon lists and other things to do that he knows and I haven't yet been informed of... It's getting like an secret military mission... I just wanna go home... 

Since it's like a military planning situation right now I'm working out how to hack the system... 
I've been looking at the screens, checking the charts and hiding in the Bunker - which happens to be a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - using only the Vertex Lamps and my Gaming Peripherals - both of which are from Krescendo, although the former is Mancave and the latter available for the MadPea PLAYXPO - and if that doesn't work I have NOT ONE but TWO secret weapons... Firstly my buddy Squiddy - from Tardfish - is an expert gamer and he can get his mind around anything, and secondly, if all else fails I have a set of earrings that will help me. They are made so you can Ctrl Yourself - a pair of earrings from Six Feet Under, which even though they aren't overly large in the picture above, I have added the store ad below for more clarity - with little keyboards that can take control over everything...

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Salty Hair in Offbeat
Earrings: Six Feet Under - Ctrl Yourself Earrings (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: CryBunBun - Marina Top in TieDye2
Bag: Tardfish - Squidy Gamer Bag in Holo (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Pants: CryBunBun - Arterie Pants in Black
Pose: [piXit] - Dana, Pose F2
Keyboards & Controllers: [Krescendo] - Gaming Peripherals (Available until July 13th at MadPea PLAYXPO)
Lamps: [Krescendo] - Vertex Lamp in 10 (Available until July 11th at MANCAVE)
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - The Bunker {360} Backdrop

Gittering at the Roller Disco

I need some happy, I want to let my hair down and dance, and although all I'm listening to at the moment seems to be Black Sabbath, I feel like it brings me to tears every now and again... 
I might have to switch it up and listen to something a bit more cheesy pop as I head into my last day of work... Tomorrow I have one more work shift then I am on holiday for a couple of weeks YAY... 

I feel like I want to go back into my past and one of those crazy fun Saturday nights that we used to go to at the youth rollerskating rink... It was nothing special as they just turned a sports hall into the rink by adding a DJ booth at one end and spent a few hours playing cheesy pop music... 
I feel like that's what I need right now, it's definitely feeling like that wil help me get through the next few days before I go home...

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Wasabi - Fresh FLF Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top: miss chelsea - Bobi Set in Tee (Available until July 30th at Anthem)
Drinks: Schadenfreude - Disco Drink
Bag: miss chelsea - Bobi Set in Bumbag (Available until July 30th at Anthem)
Shorts: miss chelsea - Bobi Set in Shorts (Available until July 30th at Anthem)
Shoes: CULT - Jammin
Pose: NANTRA - Hairspray, Pose Tracy 2
Bear: BoOgErS - DJ Fancy Dance RARE (No Longer Available!)
Disco Ball: Real Waves - The Real Disco Ball
Skate Planters: dust bunny - Retro Planters in Daisy Skates Sage
Backdrop: blaink. - Roller Skate Rink

Raise Hell Baby!

I've been in doubts whether to talk about this but I'm feeling emotional since seeing Ozzy Osbourne, and Black Sabbath's final concert on TV the other day. It's all over social media if you haven't seen it and it looks like the best concert ever... I wish I'd been able to be there... It looked like such a happy event, even though there was the saddest of undertones that it was the last ever time we will see Ozzy perform... 
It's woken up the darkness in me... The Prince of Darkness may be retiring but his legacy will forever live on... 

The dark little fallen angel in me had a tear in her eye on waking today and seeing a the amazing clips all over the internet... Seeing the Prince of Darkness on his elaborate throne, he seemed to be loving life although wishing he could jump around and rule the stage like he once had... 
I'm dressed and ready for a litte fun now that I've woken from my slumber, I've primped my wings, pulled on a party hat and grabbed a flask full of something naughty... Now that the Prince of Darkness has retired I think it'stime we raise a little hell... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Boutique #187 - 3 Crosses Hat (Available until July 11th at SABBATH)
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Audacity in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eye Make-Up: Izzie's - Smeared Mascara
Choker: Kibitz - Jenni's Collar in Silver
Necklace: STOIC - THE MOON TAROT CARD NECKLACE
Top, Jacket & Bag: Mug - Mimi Vest Top in Gray
Wings: Doe - Wings 014
Flask: piXit - Let's Drink About It
Pose: piXit - Aikita, Pose F3
Coffin: Remarkable Olivion - Danse Macabre in Sanguis Coffin (No Longer Available!)
Pedestal: Pitaya - The Last Vampire Gacha Item in Altar BLACK
Backdrop: PALETO Backdrop - SANCTIFIED

A Hangry Panda!

What do you do when you cannot plan on what you want to do for dinner? I torture myself every night with this question, and I KNOW it's hard when you are on your own but it feels just as hard when your partner says "I don't know, surprise me?" That answer makes me want to slap him... 
Try as hard as I might to be good and plan to cook something, or get the hubby to cook something since he seems to enjoy cooking, sometimes I cannot be arsed, and pull up the delivery app... Pizza, Ribs, Curry, Sushi, all of those things are delicious, but a Chinese meal seems to hit different...

I mean I LOVE SUSHI or a Curry, but noodles always seem to hit better when they are cooked at the take-away... Things are different here in Holland than they are in the UK, and when I go home next week I am hoping I'll get my hands on some sweet and sour chicken balls LOL, but until then I'm biding my time and just dreaming of Chinese food... 

What is she wearing;
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Panda (Available until July 18th at The Warehouse Sale)
Outfit: Pixicat - Oriental Kimono in Yellow
Pose: Fashiowl - Pizza Day, Pose 10
Chinese Food: Hangry - Hangry Panda Takeout
Sachets & Bag: Junk Food - Chinese Takeout Set V.2
Tea Pot: Apple Fall - Enamel Teapot in Orange
Vase: vespertine - Chinese Paper Lantern Branches
Pot Plant: Ariskea - [ELLE] Bamboo Basket Plant
Table: Apple Fall - Holyoke Dining Table in Aged Oak
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Sunset Lounge (With Exterior)

Chained Not Tied!

I am often influenced by the things going on around me... So far I've been to a Caribbean Beach because of a tv show I'm watching, and I've had lasagne because my hubby likes to cook it, but today is a little different from my normal picture wise... It's been a LONG TIME since I did something really kinky, but I guess the things that I read have filtered through my picture taking decision making, and I ended up doing something saucy... 

I've been reading a LOT of smut over the past year or so and some of it definitely sticks with me more than others... I've been collecting an array of book boyfriends, I've unlocked some new kinks that I've never even thought would cross my radar, and I've dived in to a lot of different plots. I love a grumpy/sunshine, I love aa forced proximity, and stalking masked men make me weak - of course I'd probably have a heart attack if it happened in RL lol because I am a wuss - but even though they haven't been my favourites some of these stories have stuck in the back of my mind... Still Beating by Jennifer Hartmann is one of those stories about a girl and her sister's fiance trapped in a basement and forced into a horrible situation. That's been in my mind, it happened because I was trying to come up with a way to show off the amazing Chained Obsession - from Six Feet Under, available now at Kinky - and I think it turned out pretty much still beating hehe... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Resonate in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Leash: MoDANNA - [Enlace Collection] Leash Choker Silver & Black (No Longer Available!)
Body Dirt Layers: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt & Izzie's - Dirty Feet
Back Piercings: Six Feet Under - Chained Obsession (Available until July 22nd at Kinky)
Skirt: Mug - Monica Skirt in Gray
Panties: -XTC- - Oops  Panties
Pose: -Extra- - Pray
HellBone's Suit: Ascend -  Ronald Suit in Jacket Stripes V2 Black
Pillow: [Krescendo] - Cozy Cushion
Ropes: DEADPOOL - ROPE DECORE
Backdrop: blaink - The Basement

Summer Beach Work

I work in retail in RL, I'm sure you may have seen me say that once or twice... I'm currently watching a British TV series called "Death in Paradise" and I think that at the moment these things are coming together in my mind so that I ended up on a paradise beach selling fruits... It sounds like a perfect place to be right now... 

Death in Paradise is set in the Caribbean, filmed in Guadaloupe although the island in the stories is imaginary... 
Now if I was relaxed enough to be chilling on the beach, playing or perhaps just making noise on my Ukulele - a release from Junk Food, available until July 17th at Anthology - I don't think I'd be looking as comfortable as I am... Sitting around at my Seabreeze Fruit Shack - a release from Dust Bunny for this year's Summerfest event - I think I'm likely to be more than a little sunburnt!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA - Lucid in Redhead
Glasses: Suicidal Unborn! - Pastel Sunglasses
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Top & Shirt: miss chelsea - Alex Set in Shirt & Tank (Available until July 8th at equal10)
Shorts: everfaery - Garden Shorts
Pose & Cigarette Prop: [piXit] - Dertia P2, Pose 2F3
Ukulele: Junk Food - Playable Ukulele Teal (Available until July 17th at Anthology)
Chair: BackBone - Hammock Chair
Fruit Stand: dust bunny - Seabreeze Fruit Shack (Available until July 13th at Summerfest)
Tent: Pitaya - Cool Changing Tent in Plain
Backdrop: [ Focus Poses ] - Tropical Beach Backdrop (With Extra Trees from FOXCITY) 

A Fat Cat's Love of Lasagne

I'm a food loving kind girl and I'm not afraid to admit it. I've thought about a gastric band in the past, but then I realise that food becomes a limited thing, and I'm put off... I'd rather stay fluffy lol... I am the kinda girl with more rolls than the local supermarket, and I'm nt shy about it... Who cares what anyone else thinks of me right?
I love all kinds of food, and depending on my mood on any given day I can and will eat all sorts of things... Pasta has always been a favourite though, in fact I kinda connect with a certain cartoon cat when it comes to a pasta dish... 

For those of you that have no idea about the cartoon cat, I'm thinking of Garfield... 
I LOVE Sushi, Pizza, Fried Chicken and Burgers. I LOVE Salads, although I'm not really a fan of dressing and prefer it with croutons rather than sauce. A juicy steak, something with lots of veggies, and don't even get me started on how good potatoes are in all of their forms LOL... 
Yet today I had a craving, similar to that of the big, fat, orange cat, I woke up craving lasagna and my hubby being the brilliant lasange chef he is, he made just what I needed... My inner fat cat was over joyed!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Mint K9 Ed. Hair in Absolute Pack
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Tardfish - Chubbo Cat Glasses
Fork: PLAAKA - Ravioli Set in Fork
Pose: [piXit] - Natalia, Pose 5
Lasagna & Cooking Stuff: {vespertine} - Lasagna Bake FATPACK
Potted Plant: (Nylon Outfitter) - Purrfect Pots  in Toe Beans Orange
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Cottage Kitchen {360} Backdrop