Watching the World go by...

Yesterday I turned 35 and it was my second lockdown Birthday since the Covid Pandemic started. I will admit that this year, was a little different from the last as I KNEW what I had coming. but somehow it felt lonlier and more empty than last year. 
I was spoilt by my hubby but had no visits from family or friends, and even things in SL were very quiet, yet I had a had a good day overall... I'm just trying to sit pensive and thoughtful for a moment as I hope I can get myself back to positivity after a few days of feeling empty... 

I was laying on a comfy sofa, reading a good book - nothing feels better than reading a good book to take you away from the feeling of lonliness during this time - but I was distracted by the silence in the city that is locked down by a curfew clock. Laying my reading glasses aside, I sat up and watched from the balcony, basking in the flickering lights... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Olive - the Baby Run Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Pyjamas: MuggleBorn - Chelsea Wear (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture Porn Edition)
Socks: Mug - Blake Socks in Black
Pose: FOXCITY. - Bad Kitty, Pose 4
Ice Cream: REIGN.- COOKIE DOUGH ICECREAM
Book: dust bunny - Beach Day in Breezy Book
Glasses: .random.Matter. - Yoongi Glasses in Silver
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Cozy Balcony 

I'm in Chains...

I always tend to try to make each and every one of my little pictures like a mini artwork look into my crazy, fantasy, fun filled mind...
Yet this morning I had an attack of the "UGH I'm not good enoughs" when I saw numbers on Flickr for recent postings I'd made. I am trying so hard to stay close to the thoughts of, I LOVE what I do, and don't care if others do or not. I know that there are people who like what I create and they are the people that count... Yet there's always these niggling doubts in my mind, that say I'm not good enough... I'm not getting the same numbers of likes that others get, I feel like I shouldn't apply or will lose the designers that I am working for because I'm not getting 200+ likes on a picture... It's a vicious cycle in my mind... I fee like I'm trapped, caught in chains and have no way to get out other than to stop... 

Don't worry, I don't plan on stopping but after sharing my thoughts on Facebook, it really feels better... Like I'm not the only one feeling this way, and that there are others out there who hate the Flickr likes popularity contest too... 
I do find myself wondering though if something simple will be more greatly appreciated than some of the crazy fantasy looks that I create at times. I know those aren't really for everyone. So today I toned it down, locked Rudh in a room full of chains - a gorgeous backdrop from Synnergy called Chained by the way - and dressed up all pretty to see if it was more popular amongst Flickr viewers! 

What is she wearing; 
Hair: Olive - the Yen Hair 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in 
Chains: Six Feet Under - Kalika Chain Veil (Available until March 28th at The Darkness Monthly) 
Necklace: TRIGGERED - Be Bad Collar 
Dress: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Chained Heat (Available until March 1st at Whore Couture Fair Porn Edition) 
Pose: Secret Poses - Willow, Pose 4 
Backdrop: Synnergy - Chained Backdrop 

Making Porn of my Own

 So I've been putting it off, but there's a HUGE part of me recently that has been gagging to get my naughty little self into the Whore Couture Fair... I couldn't deny the dirty little demon whore any longer, it was time... Time to get into porn hehe... 

The Whore Couture Fair is all about the Porn this round, it's a Porn Edition - who doesn't love a little bit of something pornographic... She ran around the shopping event like a kid at Christmas, weighed down by a huge collection of shopping bags. 
Shibari Ropes in the Tasha Cords collection - from Mug - and some new piercings for her little nips from FIKA that have a HUGE list of possible word options for each breasticle! It can honestly say that the Whore Couture Fair was a success for this little Spooky Bitch - just quick look at this awesome collar from Six Feet Under that's available at The Darkness... I'm getting obsessed with this place - and her wardrobe!

What is she wearing; 

Hair: Wasabi - Maxine Hair in #13 Reds (Available until September 30th at The Arcade)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Collar: Six Feet Under - Spooky Bitch Collar (Available until September 30th for The Darkness) 
Ropes: Mug - Tasha Cords in Black (Available until September 30th at Whore Couture Fair Porn Edition)  
Phone: BAMSE - pPhone in Gore 
Nipple Piercings: FIKA - P*rn St*r Hoops 
Pose: FOXCITY - Send Nudes, Pose 3M 
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Lipstick Lounge in Red (Available for use at Backdrop City)

Recharging in the Tea Zone

Cyber Fair has opened in SL promoting a deluge of cyborg related pictures. and it's all very futuristic and exciting. Cyber has never really been a style I've dug into but looking at all of these gorgeous pictures a girl cannot help but get caught up in thinking about the what-ifs... 
In the future, when we're all wired in and needing to plug in to recharge our systems - an idea which actually sounds pretty good even for me right now - I'm hoping there's still tea! It would be nice to plug into a recharging point and drink a cup of tea while I charge... 

They could be like "Tea Zone" - signs made by Inner Demons available at Whore Couture Fair - I'd definitely be comfortable plugging myself in to charge if I could have tea too! 
In the future, I wonder if Cyber does become a thing, will we need to plug in? If we do, I WOULD LOVE to have plugs like the amazing "Feel the Connection Implants" from PSYCHO.Byts, and would definitely be down for some body improvements like this "Antebreachium Augmentation" from FIKA. It seems so strange to think of myself with robot parts, but if it ever were to happen I'd want them to look like these. Both of these things, along with some of my other props, are available at the new Cyber Fair, which runs until March 25th. 

What is she wearing;
Hair: #Foxy - Cattitude Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Collar: Neverwish - Tech Collars in Twisted Teal (Available until March 31st for the Twisted Hunt) 
Dress: Vinyl - New Day Party Dress in Yellow 
Back Accessory: PSYCHO.Byts - Feel the Connection Back Implants (Available until March 25th at Cyber Fair)
Glove: Fika - Antebreachium Augmentation (Available until March 25th at Cyber Fair) 
Pose: Secret Poses - Love, Pose 1 
Chair: buildworksdecor - Cyber / Retro Neon Chair in White (Available until March 25th at Cyber Fair) 
Table: Granola. - Wooden Stand in White Distressed 
Tea Set: Apple Fall - Tea Time Teaset 
Neon Signs: Inner Demons - Warning Neon Signs in Tea Zone Sign (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture Fair) 
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - The Future Gacha Item in Investigation (Available until March 25th at Cyber Fair) 

Anyone Fancy A Banana Split?

As it's a Saturday and I've been so busy lately, I feel like it's time for a little treat... Something deviously naughty that normally I'd run a mile from, but can justifiably allow myself today. I'm nothing thinking of anything elaborate or expensive, but something that will definitely make me smile... ICE CREAM will do that, like the banana splits that my dad used to make when I was a kid... 

Rudh wanted banana splits too, admittedly she did it in a different way than I would when I was younger but more is the question now of, can you look her in the eye while she eats her banana?! It's one of those challenges that I love to play with male friends even in RL, and as soon as I saw the bananas from Junk Food I knew I would be playing with them in SL too! 
It came together so perfectly with the awesome new Sherry Lingerie - that could also make the perfect bikini really - from MuggleBorn. I chose the Banana print to match my new toy - which is a pattern available in the fatpack - and then set about making some delicious banana splits! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Foxy - Bunny Hair 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Lingerie: MuggleBorn - Sherry Lingerie (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture Fair) 
Pose: Secret Poses - Secret Poses - Frappe, Pose 2 
Banana: Junk Food - Bento Bananas 
Sundae Supplies: The Hive - Banana Split Bar Gacha Items 
Backdrop: [VO.Z] - Late Night Kitchen (Available for use at Backdrop City) 

Love Sex Diamonds AND Nipple Clamps!

OK it's time for something a little naughty as we head into the weekend. I've had this naughty little number stashed away for a day when I felt like being bad was the right time, and well... Since it's Friday, today is that day! I'm gonna start my weekend off by getting a little kinky, and who knows what could happen?! 

It's nothing really in comparison to what I could have been doing but ya know, I even warned my SL dad not to look too closely at this one LOL. He was not impressed but gave me the speech about if it's for my blog then OK... LOL I love it when he gets very Dad-like LOL...
Honestly I wasn't planning on being a naughty girl, but it's not my fault when the the things I get sent to blog just HAPPEN to be more than a little naughty - especially if they are put together in the way that I've accidentally put them together. Of course it was accidentally on purpose but oh well...
The two key things that started all this were a dress released by MuggleBorn called Rosalee. This dress comes in the huge selection of the usual MuggleBorn colours and has various styles that it can be worn in, including - as I've chosen here - the wide open show it all off look! I love that the MuggleBorn range always gives so many options for all of us that like to dress like girlie - or in some cases less girlie if they bulges are anything to go by - styles. The second influencing factor was the Lupe Nipple Clamps and Accessories by Ama. Again there are so many different colour options, and ways to wear these. I loved the vibrators - what girl doesn't love a vibrator - and the bells!
Both of these releases are still available, until Sunday, at Whore Couture Fair!

What is she wearing;
Hair & Mask: #Foxy - Tamed Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress: MuggleBorn - Rosalee Dress (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture Fair 9)
Clamps: Ama - Lupe Nipple Clamps and Accessories (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture Fair 9)
Pose: FOXCITY - Loco, Pose 2
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - LSD (Available for use at Backdrop City)

The Purring of a Catwoman

I'm not allowed to go to work again today or tomorrow, but then I guess it's for the best as it gives me a chance to get over my cold a little longer. 
For now though I need some adventure, I'm tired of being stuck at home... I'm going to find myself a new part-time career doing something different... MAYBE A SUPERHERO? Though a villain might be more my style?! 
Ooh Ooh Ooh... CAT WOMAN!!

Combine my love of kittens with some cute leather outfit, and stalk around in some crazy backstreet bazaar, maybe stop for some Asian food - maybe at a street like Ironwood Hills?! Sounds like a good new job actually!!
For a cat woman, I need something sexy as my evil villain costume... She has to be hot enough to seduce Batman... Though since Batman is DC can we just forget him and pretend that Catwoman is after Aquaman instead! Since I'm going after Aquaman I need something HOT... THANK YOU PSYCHO.Byts. The Katherine Outfit - worn here in black - is a new release for the Whore Couture Fair. Nothing says Catwoman like Whore Couture! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: RunAway - Sady Hair in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: PSYCHO.Byts - Katherine Outfit in Black (Available until March 31st at Whore Couture Fair 9) 
Pose: FOXCITY - Souffle, Pose 7m