Cubs and Cuties

It's Friday Night and when I was younger that was an excuse to be able to head out for a party... I used to do it fairly often at Uni, but now the thought of that and all the havoc that goes with it is just way too much to handle... I'm definitely not ready for that kinda chaos... I wanna be at home in my jammies with my book, a cuppa tea and my cat... Rudh on the other hand always has different ideas, and in the early evening sunshine tonight she met up with ther fairy friends for a trip to get food and check out the cute local boys... 

I dunno if you've heard of it, but there is an amazing little Fairytale Cafe called the Lucky Clover Cafe - a backdrop from FOXCITY that is one of two similar designs both in regular and fairytale from Collabor88 - where you can get some of the most delicious grub... I fully recommend the Popcorn Cubs - from Junk Food - that look like cute little bears and taste just like the best chicken nuggets you've ever had... 
I was so keen on the delicious dinner that I was able to ignore my two little fairy friends checking out the cute Little Pan boys on the other side of the restaurant... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi  - Nectarine Hair in Absolute Pack
Head Accessory: muffin - Teddy Headband in Brown
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Doe - Fairstar Wings in Fatpack
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Fiona Accessories (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Dress: AsteroidBox - Fiona Dress (Available until May 10th at Kustom9)
Pose: Foxcity - Pretty, Pose 7
Food: Junk Food - Popcorn Cubs
Fairies: MishMish - Fairy
Pans: MishMish - Little Pan
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Lucky Clover Cafe in Fairy (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)

Magic of the Fantasy Faire

Today is an important day today in Second Life, since today is the day that Race for Life opens it's Fantasy Fair and therefore the fantasy beings will be able to gather some amazingly wonderful things, experience just a little more magic and raise some funds that will head towards cancer research... 
Cancer Research is something very important but at the moment I am finding it more so than ever because of my mother being sick with Pancreatic Cancer... I would do anything to find a way for her to feel better right now... I would hope that any glimmer of magic could help... 

We are trying to find happiness in every little thing that we're doing, and we aren't planning things too far ahead so that she can just take things easy and let things happen as they happen... 
I'm searching for as much magic as I can in Second Life to help me get through this, so I can support her... 

What is she wearing;
Hair & Horns: [monso] - Albedo Hair in Black & Red (Available until May 15th at Lewd Station)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: kotte - Fairy Wings
Dress: Faunus - Idunn Gown (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Fair)
Pose & Leaf Prop: -Extra- - Leafy, Pose 4
Chair: everfaery - Driftbloom Seat (Available until May 9th at Access)
Flower Lamps & Ground Cover: Simply Shelby - Enchanted Garden Lamp in Purple (Available until May 10th at Fantasy Fair)
Gazebo: Violetility - Masquerade Gazebo (Available until May 17th at Shotgun PopUp Events)
Backdrop: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Swimming Hole {360} Backdrop

I'm a Hot Mess!

Right now I'm a little bit of a hot mess, I'm tired and sad because for the last few days my parents have been here to visit... I have LOVED having them here, it's been great to catch up with my parents, it's been a bit of a relief to see my mum and talk to her face-to-face about the chemo that she's having AND it's been great for my Dad to get a chance to see the house and talk about the work being done... 
Though now,  more than normal, it was hard to see them leave... I'm left here feeling upset and scared and really, pretty much like a Hot Mess... 

I decided to lose myself in oneof my books about bad boys and stalking and creepy perviness, I need something dark and totally different from reality... Some people watch TV and I like to read smut, but sometimes the things do have a little effect on my picture making process... I may be a Hot Mess, but I'm going to be the kind of Hot Mess that could be the fantasy of one of the boys in my books... 
My outfit may scream that I'm a Hot Mess - it's actually made up of an amazing Karina Skirt from AsteroidBox at the current round of Equal10 worn over a tank and leggings from The Kiwi Co's Hot Mess set - accessorised with a new Lips Jeans Bag - available from Boutique #187 at Ouh LaLa until May 8th - so that I look HOT and less of a Mess on the metro and distract myself and the creepy guy sitting pretending to take a call... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Tease Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gum: [Pink Fuel] - Yum Bubblegum!
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Emery Jewelry
Top: The Kiwi Co - Hot Mess White Tank
Bag: Boutique #187 - Lips Jeans Bag (Available until May 8th at Ouh LaLa)
Skirt: AsteroidBox - Karina Skirt (Available until May 8th at Equal10)
Pants: The Kiwi Co - Hot Mess Leggings v1
Pose: [piXit] - Annette, Pose F1
Mesh Model: DisturbeD - Alton Sitting Guy on Phone Character
Backdrop: K&S - // Shadow Subway. Backdrop

Payback Can Hurt!

I'm in a bad mood, I'm wanting to kick some ass of some random people and that's all because recently some random woman decided to respond to the basic question "Can I help you?" with opinions of how I could do with losing weight and that because she'd done it maybe it would help me too... I didn't know this woman, I was asking a customer that came into the store if I could help her with anything and, frankly, she was lucky I was being polite because I was at work...
Really in my mind, I wanted to show her how her rude words affected me... I was pissed... 

I guess in my mind I kinda planned out all of the things that I could have said rather than the polite, but I'll admit Mrs Brown based "That's Nice", whilst the Rudhish side of me, like the little devil on my shoulder, wanted to go all Resident Evil and show her much weight she could afford to lose, starting with the rude tongue in her head... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [monso] - Fine Hair in Black & Red
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Strap Outfit: Static - Tsutsumu Tape in Bandage Black (Available until April 19th at NEO-JAPAN)
Skirt & Fishnets: AsteroidBox - Jayne Skirt in FLF Version
Pose & Sword Prop: FOXCITY - Venom, Pose 5
Bodies: H&C - Death Zombie
Beds: Sooden Store - Gurney Siden
Dogs: H&C - Zombiedogs
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - TT3

In Need of Magic Spells!

Life really needs a little magic, getting news and dealing with all of the news that I've had over the last few months since the start of 2026, there's issues in the world, there's issues in MY world and I'm barely holding it together... I NEED a little magic... I don't want it, I NEED it and we all know there is a massive difference... I'm going to take matters into my own hands, and try to conjure something up... 

At this point I wish I could channel some of my inner Ursula, ya know the one that sings "Well I fortunately know a little magic, it's a talent that I always have possessed"... If you don't know, it's time to go watch a Disney film about a Little Mermaid... 
I know that my outfit is a little Witchy today, it's the fault of the dress and the amazing Vampyre Gloves - from Psycho Barbie - but when the magic was flowing from my fingers and Aetherlune reaction happened - the Aetherlune Jewels were released at the Magic Fair by Static and although the event has closed, they should be available at the mainstore - and the magic of the Crystal Cauldron started to glow... Let's hope that this helps... 

What is she wearing;
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dress: AsteroidBox - Aleyda Dress in Green
Gloves: Psycho Barbie - Vampyre Gloves in Charcoal
Bracelets, Rings & Hand Accessories: Static - Aetherlune Jewels in Blue
Pose: [piXit] - Dead X Portraits, Pose DF5R
Crystal Cauldron:  [Krescendo] - Crystal Cauldron in Black
Crystal Lamp: Ariskea - [Seraphite] Glowing Lamp Crystal in Mixed
Book: random.Matter - Moon Witch - Spellbook in Black
Cards: spruce - Spirit Box
Hourglass: Schadenfreude - Memento Mori Hourglass (Available until May 6th at Collabor88)
Bottle: Tentacio - Death Is Coming Poison
Cat: Aardvark - Little Hunter Cat
Cauldron & Plant: Ariskea - [Spellbound] Cauldron & Books
Table Top: random.Matter - The Escritoire in Chestnut Gold
Sparkles: {aii} - Astral Smoke & LuluB! - Magic: Star Spell (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: PALETO.Backdrop - XV

Froggin' Fishin'!

It's been a Lazy Sunday, and there has been nothing much going on in my life except a day to relax... Boy was it necessary, it was lovely and so very necessary... 
I kicked back and let myself have a day of NOTHING that has left me feeling relaxed and comforted... 

Today I wanted to take a day of just chillaxation by doing something I don't normally have a chance to do... Nothing... 
I decided to take the day that I would be "Gone Fishing" - a backdrop that I have actually altered a little by adding some swamp like things such as the trees and the grasses and things, to the Synnergy.Tavis Gone Fishing Backdrop - I wanted to be a lazy little Frog - thanks to the idea coming out from the BeSpoke Frog Gizzy head and the Feet Frog - and spend the day fishing in the bayou! 

What is she wearing;
Hat: Amitie - Lavender Straw Hat (Pose Prop)
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Frog Gizzy
Body Plants: Nani - Dreamy Pond Body Weeds
Overalls: SPIRIT - Yola Denim Overalls in LIGHT BLUE
Fishing Rod & Tackle Box: SYNNERGY.TAVIS - Tackle & Tides [Holdables]
Feet: BeSpoke - Feet Frog v1.1
Pose: NANTRA - It's a Doll's Life, Pose 5
Rocking Chair: THOR - Old Rocking Chair
Cooler: The Annex - Tailgate Party in Open Cooler
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Gone Fishing [360} Backdrop (With Addition of LOVE - SWAMP TREES & GROUND, LOVE - SWAMP BUSH CLUSTERS, LOVE - SWAMP GRASS & LOVE - VINE WATER COVER)

The Cavalier Captain

I want a little more fantasy in my mind, I am bored little mind right now as everything seems to be crazy busy and then same old, same old... I'm going to have to find myself an adventure, maybe there is an adventure to be had before the Engine Room closes it's doors and takes away it's wonderful characters until next time... 

I've heard it said that the Engine Room will be closing it's doors on April 20th, so that doesn't give us long anymore to enjoy the adventures that it has brought with it's opening... 
Today we're onboard the boat of the Piratas Salvajes - which is a backdrop from The Bearded Guy - as it sails on the stormy seas. The captain of the vessel is a bit of a Cavalier - dressed in a set from toksik, available until April 20th at the Engine Room - but she's being guided by the spiritual Haunting Buns - from Tardfish - that are naughty and devious, and leading this girl's crew on a perilous adventure... 

What is she wearing;
Hat: FenDuDu - Digital Noble in Hat (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Hair: Usagi Society - Lindsay Hair in Fatpack (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Eyepatch: ERSCH - Berth Eyepatch
Outfit: toksik - Cavalier Set (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pet: Tardfish - Haunting Buns in Smoke
Hand Accessory: FenDuDu - Digital Noble in Brass Telescope (Available until April 20th at Engine Room)
Pose: [piXit] - Annette, Pose F6
Backdrops: The Bearded Guy - Piratas Salvajes Backdrop & Synnegy - Stormy Seas Backdrop