Clouds in Heaven

My mind is in weird and icky places at the moment, I'm dealing with a lot... I have my house work getting closer to being done and I NEED to get moved out of this place I'm temporarily living in. I also have things going on with my mum... I've mentioned it before but she's got cancer and it's getting worse, very very quickly... I'm preparing myself for the worst at this moment. Please don't hate me... Please forgive me for being sad and lost in my unhappy mind... I need to distract myself... 

My mind went into fantasy mode, but then even that went back to the way it has been... Thinking about the things that may happen soon with my mum... 
So when I ended up as and angel in the clouds, gathering together the spirited pets of our family past.. Gus mum's favourite cat, and Izzy our dog, came to be ready for when Mum decides that it's time to join them... I am so scared about that moment, but I am trying to remain positive... I want to do something pretty... 

What is she wearing;
Cloud Halos: (Upper): Tentacio - Heaven Set in Heaven Halo 2 & LuluB! - CloudHead in Blue Sky
Hair: [monso] - Anya Hair in Black & Red
Eye Clouds: Tentacio - Cloud Candy in Cry Me
Make-Up: FATHER - Cloud Blush & The Horror! - Angel Blush in Blue
Necklaces: random.Matter - Ferryn Set in Necklace & Choker
Fur: CURELESS[+] - Alpine Fur in PURE
Wings: Doe - Ethereal Wings 01 in BGY
Body Paints & Glitter: Izzie's - Body & Face Glitter & FOREST FANTASY STORE (Now Faunus) - Galaxy Demon & Half Demon in Blue
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Outfit: Yuni - Sang Outfit in [WHITE]
Magical Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Starstuff, Glitterati & The Fantastical Nebulous Aether, everfaery - Starfield Aura & Aii - Astral Smoke
Pose: [piXit] - Beatrice, Pose F5
Animal & Extra Clouds: kotte - Cloudy
Background: K&S - // Knockin on Heavens Door. Backdrop 

A Laundry Day Discovery!

I'm having one of those days, the kind of days when your brain is so messed up, and you've forgotten that you've already blogged something but then you remember it's OK, it's laundry day anyway... I have so much laundry since I have yet to unpack from my trip home... Some things still smell like the laundry detergent that my parents use... I guess though it's time that I suck it up and do some laundry...

I did a lot of laundry at home when I was helping my dad with things for him and mum, but there's always some stuff that I have to wash... 
When I was playing with my clothes in Second Life, I discovered that there was a lot laundry to get done there too... I tend to wear outfits so often and then I never see them again after a week's wearing of them LOL... Perhaps I should wash them before I put them away... So I grabbed all of my dirty wash and headed on down to the Bubble Bliss Laundromat - a backdrop from K&S - and started sorting my clothes into the machines... 
It was then that I made the crazy discovery... A friend of my Dad's, the pigeon named Walter - a release from YOKAI for the Animal Party that can be found until July 10th at Kustom9 - happened to sneak into my luggage and he was only just found... Luckily it was me and not my cat that found him... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Doremi in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Glasses: Boutique #187 - Metal Frame Sunglasses
Bird Friend: YOKAI - Animal Party pt.II in Pigeon RARE (Available until July 10th at Kustom9)
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Sylvia Chains
Top: miss chelsea - Nara Set in Top
Overshirt: Mug - Jett Top in Black Flannel
Jeans: miss chelsea - Nara Set in Jeans
Pose: {NANTRA} - Norma Jean, Pose 4
Puppies: JIAN - Scruffy Shepherds in 12. Laundry Pups
Bottle: Deco Franzy - Laundry Detergent in 'Refresh Mountain'
White Basket: dust bunny - Laundry Corner in Laundry Basket
Backdrop: K&S - // Bubble Bliss Laundromat. Backdrop

Jelly and Underwater Bathtime!

Guess who made itn back home to the Netherlands?? That's right, me... Guess who doesn't really want to be here in the Netherlands?? If you guessed me, then well done you're also right! Honestly it's always hard to leave my parents and the family home that I grew up in but this time was the worst yet... I've been hinting about my mum being sick, and well, it is actually much worse than I thought. I'm not sure how long we will have left with her and honestly the news has broken me into a million little pieces and I'm warning you now I may not be my usual random, bubbly self for a while... Please forgive me... Please bear with me... Please don't give up on me if I'm sporadic or depressing...
Anyway, for now, it's Sunday Night, and as always that means it's bathnight... 

I decided that I needed to do something to cheer myself up and it was to take my bath somewhere fun... I discovered the Underwater Bathroom - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - and while the water and bubbles were lovely. It was soothing and comforting and when I dared look up through the window, I came face to face with some adorable little Jellyfish Companions - which are a MishMish release for June's Kustom9 Event, that still runs until July 10th - who were dancing around in the bubbles... 
It didn't really help my mood, and although I wanted to enjoy their cute little hijinks, even though it did marginally help, the tears are yet to stop flowing... As I said, please bear with me... I will be OK soon... I think...

What is she wearing;
Hair: ARGRACE - SHIMIZU in Reds
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Tears: Izzie's - Little Tears, Izzie's - Smeared Mascara in Smokey Tears & KitCat - Constella Tears
Bubbles on Body: MIWAS - Bubble on me in White
Soap: KitCat - Soapy in Bar Soap Decor
Pose: FOXCITY - Milk Bath, Pose 5
Jellyfish: MishMish - Jellyfish Companion (Available until July 10th at Kustom9)
Floating Bubbles: Half-Deer - Bubbles
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Underwater Bathroom {360} Backdrop

Celebrating a little more Pride@Home!

Pride month has been active for a few long weeks and I know that I've missed mostly all of it. I have some very good reasons and as much as I know that Pride is important, right now I don't have much of the normal brain capacity I work with... I Stand by those celebrating Pride, and all the things that it represents, but my ability to see colours in things has somewhat diminished this week! I had devastating news and I'm just trying to keep my head on straight for the entire family... 

Still, since it's drawing closer to the end of the month, and since there are so many reasons for so many to be living their best life right now, I NEED to think a few happy thoughts. I NEED a little colour while there is none here... I went to see the Take That Circus show, but I'm a very sad little clown right now... Perhaps I'm doing things wrong?! 
I popped into Pride@Home for a breather from my families RL chaos and decided it was time for an ice cream... I may have been decked out in rainbows, but that feels like such a mask and putting on a show right now... Maybe I am more like one of the circus clowns I saw than I realised?! 
Hope everyone that was celebrating had a wonderful Pride Month... I will be heading home soon and NEED some time to get my head on straighter! Bear with me, things could get a little more rocky over the next few months!

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Wasabi - Doremi in Candy 
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 
Glasses: Space Cadet - Ani Glasses in Pride Edition (Gift Available until June 30th at Pride @ Home) 
Nose Piercing: Frisbey. - Unity Nose Piercing (Gift Available until June 30th at Pride @ Home)
Shirt: miss chelsea - Alex Shirt in Pride Pack (Available until June 30th for Pride@Home)
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Pride Star Necklace (Available until June 30th for Pride@Home)
Top: FICTIVE - PRIDE AT HOME 2026 GIFT (Gift Available until June 30th at Pride @ Home)
Book: [QE Home] - How To Pride (Gift Available until June 30th at Pride @ Home)
Bracelet: Pride at Home - Wristband 2026 (Gift Available until June 30th at Pride @ Home)
Ice Cream: andika - Sweet Pride ice cream (Gift Available until June 30th at Pride @ Home)
Shorts: miss chelsea - Alex Shorts in Pride Pack (Available until June 30th for Pride@Home) 
Pose: [piXit] - Beatrice, Pose F4

How Far Will I Float?

I've set my status on blogging sites, I've caught up on everything that I need to do, I am packed I think, and ready to go and I've done my last minute weekend shopping before I leave LOL... I guess it's time for me to go back home and face that music, which hopefully will sound like the Take That concert on the 27th, but may also be a lot more stressful since I'll be dealing with my parents and everything surrounding Mum's cancer issues too... 

I stuffed the cat in her travelling bag, the case is fully loaded and I'm ready to wander into the North Sea and pray I don't get smushed by a big ship crossing it's way down the narrow strip of water... I KNOW there are easier ways to travel but it's been SO HOT I'm taking the coolest option right now LOL... 
For now though I'll say, wish me luck and keep that wish going for the 10 days I'm gone please I think I'm gonna need it more than I ever have before! Don't miss me too much, I won't be posting but I will be lurking around on Social Media somewhat! I'll see you on July 1st for some Summer Sunshine!!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Sunkissed Hair in Offbeat
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wet Top: Blueberry - Rie Wet Shirts in White (No Longer Available!)
Pose & Floatie Props: -Extra- - Drifting Away, Pose 2 (Available until June 30th at Summer Carnival)
Cat: Aardvark - Explorer Cat Backpack
Case: FOXCITY. Prop - Luggage in Navy
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Surf Shack {360} Backdrop 

Bunny Washing Day

Today was my last day at work before my vacation starts tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm heading to see my family in England and it's definitely not going to be the easiest of visits home... I am worried about a lot of things, but for right now I'm just ready to slip away from reality... 
For right now, this is my last day at work and I'm going to work as well as I can...  

It's a day at the Bubble Blvd - which happens to be a backdrop from FOXCITY for the current round of Collabor88 until July 6th - and it's bunny washing day as the Cottontail Cruiser - cute little companions from everfaery at equal10 - Biker Gang was in town and needing a way to sparkle and cool down all at once... 
I was perfectly willing to assist them pre-soak, until I got tangled in one of the hoses at the Bubble Blvd - which happens to be a top set created by Rosary in collaboration with the FOXCITY Backdrop release! 
It all went down hill and I ended up soaked after that LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH & Litterbug - Mochi in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Gum: [Pink Fuel] - Yum Bubblegum!
Choker: BOOM - Precious Bow Choker (Re-coloured by me!)
Bikini: (fashionably dead) - BB Swimsuit in Green
Hose Top, Bucket & Bottle Decor: Rosary - Bubble Blvd Items (Collaboration with FOXCITY, Available until July 6th at Collabor88)
Bubbles: MIWAS - Bubble on me in White
Jeans: ryvolter - Yvonna Detachable Jeans in LightWash
Bunnies: everfaery - Cottontail Cruiser Mount (Available until July 8th at equal10)
Hose Decor: dust bunny - Gardener's Tools in Hose
Sponges: Dutchie - Natural Sponge
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Bubble Blvd in Babe (Collaboration with Rosary, Available until July 6th at Collabor88)

A Raven Princess on a Ghostly Path

I dont wanna keep going on about how crap life is at the moment but it's a general feeling and I'm sorry that I feel that way... I am trying hard so many times to let myself get swept up in a fantasy, but there are things that always keep dragging me back down... 
I felt like I needed a chance to escape again and I want to be anywhere else, so I let myself slip off into the late evening and become a Raven Queen... 

This evening, as the sun is setting, our salvage princess has decided to take a walk along the Ghostly Path - a backdrop from K&S - but she's not alone. A Corvus Princess from the Salvage Station cannot be allowed to walk alone, she's had to take her avian friends with her... Hiding from the light under her Pipe Parasol, and even though it's ripped, it's still great for keeping the last light of the day away from her pale skin... 

What is she wearing;
Spiked Tiara: ERSCH - Roxette Headband
Headband: AsteroidBox - Celestial Headband in Nocturn
Hair: TRUTH & FAGA- Soul in Redhead
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: CULT - Spike Collar
Shoulder Accessory & Cape: CURELESS[+] - Corvus Manteau
Necklace: SIGMA - Spike necklace (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Outfit: Madame Noir - Station Catsuit (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Parasol: Static - Pipe Parasol (Available until June 30th at Salvage Station)
Bird: Quills & Curiosities - Feathered Familiar
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Enchantress Aura
Pose: [piXit] - Pupa, Pose 2R
Flying Birds: JIAN - Raven Collection
Backdrop: K&S - // Ghostly Path. Backdrop